#i wasnt having the best day today but im so super happy in love and yeah <3< /div>
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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 27 days ago
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kquil · 2 months ago
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Kquilly, hey babe♡♡
I just finished DOB chapter 6 and i have literally been rendered speechless!! How do u cook EVERY TIMEEE???? Like genuinely im losing it theres soo i love about this fic♡♡♡ lil reggy 😭😭❤️ and lil siri, omg when lil remus blushed♡♡♡ also reggy being scared we would disown him is heart breaking! Orion got what he deserved everytime, may his week be filled with rushes to the bathroom and maybe an accident here and there.����💅
On another note, as per ur reply to my ask, the film festival wasnt actually that great, i felt super out of place, was horrible at socialising, i tried but i just made conversations so freaking awkward soooo... buttt it just meant that i would go home early everyday and scroll tumblr, like genuinely i read DOB all over again, and HOW TO DRESS OMG IM INLOVE WITH THAT FIC SM 😭😭😭♡♡ so that was the upside lmaoo .
I hope u are good today♡♡
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hello, my darling! a pleasure seeing you in my inbox again, my day is immediately brighter haha ✧。٩(ˊᗜˋ)و✧*。
awww~ that makes me so happy to know! seeing you darlings excited about each chapter and telling me all your favourite moments is always such a joy, my happiness meter is through the roof -- we're all in this together to give our boys the happiness they truly deserve!
may little siri and little reggie continue being happy under our care because we are going to be taking such good care of them! ଘ(੭◌ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚
and may orion's suffering continue in retribution for what he's made our beautiful babies go through ⁽⁽(੭ꐦ •̀Д•́ )੭*⁾⁾
i'm so sorry the film festival wasn't a good experience for you my darling, i'm so proud of you for giving it a go and making the best out of a bad situation, though, you're a star ( ˶˘ ³˘(⋆❛ ہ ❛⋆)!♡ many people can learn so much from your example and mindset
and omg i can't believe you would read dob over again ( /)///(\✿) you're always such a sweetheart, thank you for putting in the time for that but that's such a huge compliment, knowing that you were able to have a better mood because of the series warms my heart (つ╥﹏╥)つ♡
omg how to dress was a time and a huge undertaking haha! thank you for enjoying that fic too! ahhhhhh! iloveyou!!!! (づ>/////<)づ♡
i'm having a wonderful day made especially wonderful for your delightful appearance! thank you for making my day and putting a smile on my face! i hope you have a wonderful day too, my love, you only deserve the best!  
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rivalsforlife · 5 months ago
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hello!!! sorry for the long text (and for possible mistakes in this) in advance!!
in december last year i stumbled upon your fic "the catch up game". i decided to read it and honestly that was the best decision of my LIFE. that is the best fanfic ive ever read. this changed my life actually. i remember being impressed at how amazing the characterization was and how everything felt so canon. i was awake until 4 am reading because i couldnt sleep without knowing what would happen next. i started to cry while reading, not because of sadness, but because EVERYTHING was SO GOOD that i wasnt able to express my emotions properly and all i was able to do was CRY.
recently, after months have passed, i've decided to read your fanfic again, and everything was even better than before. i felt all the emotions again, and i was awake until late to read again, and i cried because it was great AGAIN. after i finished reading, i decided to read your other works and EVERYTHING is so well written!!!!
i should say that i LOVE the way you interpret narumitsu as a ship but more importantly as individual characters. i love the way you interpret the other ace attorney characters as well, they all feel so,,, alive? idk how i should put this (im horrible with words, sorry sgdugshs).
all i wanted to do telling you all this is: thank you. thank you for sharing your writing with us. know that when you write again (if you want to, of course!) i will be there to support you!!! i deeply admire your work and you deserve ALL the kudos.
well. i think thats it. i hope you have a good day/night <3 <3 <3!!
🥺 this is such a sweet ask, thanks so much for reaching out!! I'm so glad to hear that my writing had such a strong effect on you and that you enjoyed my works!
ace attorney is always so much fun to write because they're all fantastic characters on their own, but the games have all these great relationships between the characters and such a strong emphasis on platonic relationships as well (which might not be the thing to bring up while talking about a narumitsu fic, but it's always something I want to pay special attention to). Especially with the catch-up game which I intended to be more of a Phoenix characterization study/exercise I wanted to pay at least a little bit of attention to all of his important relationships!
I remember hearing writing advice once that you should have a general idea of what every character in a scene has going on in their own life, like where they came from before this scene, what they're doing after, what's the pressing issues on their mind, etc, so it doesn't feel so much like "and Maya stands off screen until she comes back in to talk about Phoenix and Edgeworth's relationship". So I'm always super happy to hear when people notice things like that because it means I'm doing it at least a little bit correctly!!
Anyways all that is to say that I really appreciate this ask and it definitely brightened my day. I know I haven't posted anything in a while (school + unemployment hell year + more school and now work??? have done a number on me). I have been writing, but I always want to wait until things are done before I post, and I think I've officially hit the year and a half mark on this project as of today, but I have no idea how much longer I'll be able to stand it before I decide it's too much work to wrangle this thing into something I like - and it's not ace attorney anyways and writing characters for the first time and figuring out how they sound is always a bit terrifying. (There's like 2/3 longfics that are the first things I wrote for ace attorney that I've abandoned.)
Maybe replaying aai2 when the official version comes out will motivate me to write more AA, because I do have one good narumitsu idea in my head that I hope I'll be able to write? But either way I'm glad that even my work from four years ago (!!!) is still having an effect on people. Catch-Up Game is still my favorite thing that I've written and I'm always happy to hear people liked it!!
This got more rambly than I intended sorry about that. Thanks again for the very sweet ask. I hope you have a good day/night as well!!
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strawbhat · 3 months ago
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30-09-24
I HAVENT WRITTEN IN SO LONG IM SO SORRY!!!! IVE BEEN SO SLEEPY T_T. lemme give u the week recap
thursday I didn't do a single thing. well that's a lie i went to my neighbours a little bit! i escorted her from the train station bc it was raining like CRAZZYYY and she didnt have an umbrella. but she got me a boo basket!! its a little thing she does every autumn but she made me one as a thanks for helping with moving!! it was sooo cute it had a blanket, like a glass stanley cup thing, loooots of chocolate and facemasks! shes so cute i almost cried for real. also we watched a little of attack on titan but then i went to bed.
friday i had college. i cant really remember ow it went i think i dissociated the whole time, but afterwards i had d&d! we finished the temple/dungeon and there was a HUUUGE boss fight! it was a wolf with antlers that was like the voice of the forest and omg it did this one attack that did 47 DAMAGE to everyone... i was scared for my life. but we won! and after that i had a SECOND dnd session with the server i joined... which wasnt that good. the dm was super nice! but the players were very uh.. meh. maybe i was just super sleepy and pissed off!
saturday... was rough. my friend moved so i woke up at like 8am (horrific for a day off) and helped her move for what like 14 hours straight? i thought i was going to die. but she bought me pasta afterwards! my legs are still killing me... i stayed at her new place afterwards too and its so nice!! i'm so happy for her that she finally has somewhere actually liveable ugh.
sunday we went 2 ikea!! another early morning (kms) but i had a nice time spending time w my friend :3 i got a desk chair and loads of cute little decor for the cats! I GOT THEM A TENT!!! SO CUTE! but yes i spent wayyy too much money and when i got home i got mylaptop out to type this and passed out instantly...
today was rough. seriously did not want to go to college. i toldmy mum about the mindfullness guy being weird and she got me out of his session today!! yay! im surprised i even went in TBH. its a miracle! i had a super rough time though, like mute all day. i felt so rude but also stop speaking to me I BEGGGG just leaf me alone T_T adhd 16 yr olds are so fucking loud. AND THEYRE ALL MOUTHBREATHERS omfg i couldve killed someone for real. but i got through it!
on the taxi home my driver was being very antivaxx nd i could not stya quiet like usual (too sleepy to keep it in) so i feel bad. but he was being a weirdo.
and then i napped when i got home! willow stayed curled up with me for like 4 hrs it was sooo cute!! nad then i had d&d again!! srsly the best session ever it was just us concluding the like temple arc! we learned sm world lore and riley got a cool blessing and we got cool items! and got so much gold! and came up with a super sick team name (the Buckanéires). and they learned rodri isnt dead! okay nerd time over. i need to go to sleep so fucking bad .
love u sooo much my sweet little princesses!
song of the day... i didn't listen to any music gimme a second
The River by Daisy Jones & The Six
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allylikethecat · 8 months ago
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talk shop tuesday!!
i’ve decided that moving forward all my talk shop tuesdays will be long and obnoxious with multiple sections 😭
sec 1, ME!!: work was fine, patients were especially cranky today for whatever reason and a doctor got on to me ab “not giving him the info he needed” even though I PUT THE ORDER IN THE PT CHART AND HE WASNT PICKING UP HIS PHONE SO I COULD VERBALLY CONFIRM W HIM!!!! but then i had a publix sub for lunch and felt better. also think im building a caffeine tolerance cause i drank two energy drinks and was still yawning all day lol. love and hate healthcare
sec 2, YOU!!: after just dumping all my stress above it’s only appropriate to ask how your day was.
sec 3, Talk Shop Tuesday!!: How do you feel about collaboration fics? i’ve seen a couple in other fandoms and was wondering your overall thoughts about them. Also, how would you feel about someone else writing a sort of au of your fics? like another take of something you’ve already written? would you feel like it was plagiarism or would you be interested in it?
thanks for tolerating my insane asks lol
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AHHH Happy Talk Shop Tuesday Dearest Smoothie Anon! Thank you so much for this lovely and long, fantastic ask!! I love the multi section situations!! It's so much fun!
1. I'm glad that work went well! You are truly a hero working in health care omfg I am constantly in awe of everyone that does! Three of my IRL besties are nurses and I am just like constantly in awe of them (it's actually really funny they all only ever met because of me, yet they all work in the same field lol) Also yesss Publix really has the best sandwiches - I miss living in an area with Publix! They are next level. I feel you on the caffeine thing, I'm like I just had a large coffee AND a Celcius why am I sleepy? I saw an article though that they're thinking that caffeine might cause people with anxiety to like... calm down? Idk i just kinda skimmed it but was like that sounds like me haha I hope that you continue to have a good week! And that that doctor gets over himself and actually like... reads the charts moving forward
2. I'm good!! Work was chill, then I rode Pop and he was my perfect angel baby as always (he had his PEMF appointment this morning so he was an extra happy boy after getting zapped with the expensive happy magnet lol) and then I made myself a lil homemade personal pizza for dinner and am going to read some more of The Familiar - my friend also asked if I'd get tacos with her tomorrow so I'm like super hype about that now lol I am very food motivated 😂
3. I LOVE reading collaborative fics! They're always SO FUN and I love seeing how different author's bring their different writing styles and perspective together! I think writing one with another author would be super fun! But I know that I can be *a lot* so I doubt anyone would want to write one with me lol In terms of the second question I honestly have no idea how I would feel about someone writing fic of my fic lol I think it would be like a huge honor but I'd probably also get self conscious that they'd find all the flaws? I truly have no idea and also don't think my fic is worthy of that kind of honor - I'm still just so surprised and flattered and excited every time someone reads / comments on / sends me an ask about one of my fics - someone else writing fic about it would probably send me into cardiac arrest lol
Thank you SO MUCH for sending me such a lovely fun, multi part ask! I hope you don't mind the novel I wrote in response - it's always such a pleasure to hear from you! I hope that the rest of your week goes well! Thank you so much again!
❤️Ally
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bubsub69 · 2 years ago
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Entry 2
14/05/2023 22:47
Well might as well start all entries with how my sleep schedule is, i had an afternoon nap so i might not sleep enough tonight but better than being up at 4am because i tried going to sleep at like 11pm and it went horribly wrong.
Reason for writing today? well while before looking at cute couple stuff like hugging and cuddling would make me cry now a porn video that wasnt even my first time watching made me cry because the couple seemed really happy and having a good time even though the girl was probably laughing cause she ruined the dudes orgasm on his face (video: https://www.redgifs.com/watch/quaintelderlyvireo#rel=tag%3Aruined-orgasm%2Cchastity%2Ca;order=trending)
I guess i should start with yesterday, with the blessing of the folders/briefcases whatever, it was as bad as expected so at least not worse than expectations, a very late start as a lot of people expected followed by a walk a queue to sit down, a small sermon and then speeches from each course. The worst part honestly might have just been the sun, it was blazing hot and i think i got sick from it, my nose was extremely fucked last night and still kinda is. After that we went to have lunch at a crisp 3pm and the food arrived at like 4, thank god my body has a high hunger resistance or i mightve killed someone, i spent a lot of time at the restaurant but at least i got to be with my cousin so it was actually pleasant, at the end we went to the lake garden to take some pictures for some reason and then went home (the for some reason comes from the fact we already had like 40 photos on the camera alone and went to take more).
idk why i wanted to write down what happened yesterday this was supposed to be more about emotions than story but oh well who can stop an autist from rambling.
But going to aforementioned (wow that was the word whos spelling i really had to look up, why am i spellchecking a personal diary? cause fuck you i want to, anyway another autistic rambling aside) emotions, those ribbons made me feel kinda weird when i reread them cause everyone was saying congrats on the hard work and for beating this challenge but i feel like its undeserved cause its not like i put a huge amount of effort studying, i barely passed some stuff which is definetly something im not proud of but yeah i feel like i slacked off most of the year even though ive never missed classes or failed to deliver a project, i guess im just associated with the studying part of school instead of this which is better honestly, even if i get stressed like now where i have a shit ton of stuff to do and am over procastinating as usual, but yeah, a lot of good jobs for a meh performance feels kinda weird.
But enough about school heres an update on D, today is sunday which matches the same day as the day of the call so how was her availability? well she gave me a maybe and then said that apparently her visa is expiring and shes super stressed out, well that seems like something way too complex for an excuse/lie so i believe her more but yeah her moving again is definetely going to make her busy again so i guess no calls for me.
Really feeling like a piece of shit that thats all the care i can muster for it, shes like about to get formally deported and im out here complaining shes too busy for me, and the worst is i decided to get a keyholder on chaster just to satisfy me, it feels like cheating i dont know why, we had some mild texting and a call and ive already like fallen in love and feel like a traitor, but i guess im tired of waiting and it might be for the best to move on if she just wants to stay an acquaintance (well new record for biggest spelling blunder), but yeah i feel like im giving up too soon cause i really liked her and just moving on feels really bad but what can i do when she doesnt show any interest, i mean not only does she not text back she also hasnt asked anything about me, which i guess is kinda fair for most boring person in the world whos hobbies are gaming and youtube, yippy, i guess ill wait again, this time im gonna do a week of no texting to see if she ever sends me something, she will be busy with the moving so she probably wont but oh well whatcha gonna do, not like shed say yes to a call in these circumstances either, i still wish i could help her but i dont think i can just ask dad if he has a contact with the visa man to hurry her process, but i did imagine that cenario
I guess switching to a different type of emotion to put some variety in this yesterday i fucked up the gamepads usb port out of anger but i think i tricked my parents by saying i saved the computer from falling, and on other hardware problem news theres a screw that i think broke the plastic around it so know the case keeps disconnecting from the rest. This was a shitty story but at least its not all about being sad and lonely
Well a bit of a blunder of an ending but oh well heres entry two, if the lady i messaged to be my keyholder replies the update will be here:
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langlang-written · 2 years ago
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Penzu entry #3 01-28-23
I hate being lonely. But i also dont want to become dependent of others. It sucks how you cant meet both at the middle, or that its hard. I keep on telling myself that its fine to feel these feelings of loneliness but what hurts me the most is that despite time passing, loneliness hits me with consistency. Ever since i was a kid, loneliness was always evident. It became a childhood best friend. I was never allowed to go outside, or to play games with kids my age. I was forced to play alone, in the solitude of my home, what my parents have built for me. 
Its not that I blame my parents for where I am today, but a pang of anger hits me everytime I see people socializing. Why wasnt I brought up that way, a shining ball of sociable sunshine? Why, as an adult, have a hard time talking with people? It's not that Im the most anti social being on the planet, im just hard to be around with. Hard to talk to, hard to live with. Hard to love.
A lot of the times i wonder why im like this. Why i was diagnosed and why i suffer from this. Come to think of it, im privileged than most people in the country. I have a not so less fortunate family, parents who love me so so much that theyd do everything for me, without hesitation, and a boyfriend who actually cares for me. One who actually loves me despite everything. One who wont back out when things get super rough. Maybe its true what they say, that childhood is the most crucial part of a human's life. With it, they develop their personality (or personalities, when things get traumatic at a young age).
I know my parents tried their hardest to raise me well, but there are just some things not within their reach. Like what happened when I was four. How I was sexually assaulted by another kid. I still dont know how I feel about what happened as I know that it mustve been passed on from generation. Now that I think of it, Its not usual for a preteen to be acting that kind of way around a toddler, unless its been taught. Its crazy, and incredibly scary. What if i raise a child who has the same circumstance as me? I would have to be super careful with who theyre talking with, who theyre around with and who they have connections with.
I pray to god (despite my agnostic tendencies) that that wont happen to my kid. To the one who i will birth, i love u to pieces. I will treasure u forever. This is why i understand how i wouldnt want to kill myself cuz my parents still exist. I know that is not what they want for me, same thing as i dont want that for my child. Or at least, soon-to-be.
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With that aside, im happy today cuz i was able to play valorant. How sweet of the world to not give me a rank down (lmao). And despite me trashtalking other people (which is not something to be grateful for) and yet losing afterwards, i am still happy. Or at least, happy at that moment. 
Thank you, universe, for giving me this day to be alive.
And for that i say,
Bye world.
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mihotose · 6 months ago
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this time theyre doing a photoshoot at oono karakuri museum. a quiet moment. maybe thats what they need right now.
this reminds kozue of having a kimono made for shichi go san. this kind of school idol activity is a bit embarrassing, but she'll do her best and hold her head high
many things happened last year. its embarrassing, but she isnt very good with change. the year passed in a blink. from now, kozue would like to show everyone a more relaxed and mature version of herself and will continue to push ahead to her goal of a love live victory, without arrogance or giving up
the top left corner of kozue's karuta says "tea ceremony/a first, with dignity and/a refreshed mindset" and the piece is called "hidden feelings"
new year's greetings kaho: the moment i saw kozue-senpai crying my heart warmed. after that we talked about a lot of things. i listened to kozue-senpai telling me about all her feelings. i want to make senpai's smile bloom...! my beloved senpai!
kaho participated in a hatsumoude event with the club. its been a few days but mochi is still yummy no matter when you eat it! its her first time making mochi so she'll do her best! everyone's stomachs are relying on her!
kaho started last year worn out from studying for the entrance exam... it feels like a long time ago, but its because she worked hard then that she is here now! just imagine what this year will be like for a second. happy things every day, a shopping mall opened next to school, and they've won love live! let's dream of that future!
karuta tsuzuri: happy new year. what do people mean when they say the year has opened? like when ruri comes out of her box? a long time ago, i went to see the first sunrise of the year and was told it was the new year's first sun, but i didnt understand. i dont think the sun did either. "im always working hard, why are you only interested today?" but i found out recently. its important for things to begin and end. last year ended yesterday. this year began today. so ill do my best. thats how it makes me feel. i thought that yesterday ending, or last year ending, would be lonely, but it wasnt. i want to always feel like i can start again from today. so from now on, every day is new year's eve
if tsuzuri unwinds the kite string, it can fly higher, but saya was worried if she sent it too high it wouldn't come back. tsuzuri wanted the kite to fly freely and as high as it wanted. she wanted to let it go. then saya took her string and said if it flew away where tsuzuri couldn't see it both she and the kite would be sad. oh, right. if tsuzuri flew far away and couldnt find anyone, that would be bad. saya's right. she's glad theyre together this year
the bottom right corner of tsuzuri's karuta says "letting kites fly free/flying up beyond the stars/going all the way" and the piece is called "a sky of stars, a string of silver"
sayaka's new year's unidolised is lying on the roof with tsuzuri after giving her a blanket in episode 15 telling her she'll catch a cold
sayaka learned a lot from the love live finals. she wants to take advantage of their loss to make a fresh start and put more effort into her activities this year. she's strict on herself? its been a while since shes been told that. well, she also hopes to vitalise the community and will do her best in the new year dances!
sayaka has realised how much support she received over the last year. her resolution for this year is to not disappoint the expectations of everyone who supports her and to give back as much as she can
megumi says lots happened last year, huh. some good stuff, some bad stuff, and some more bad stuff, and even more bad stuff... lets say it was mostly good, okay! this year will be nonstop fun, so get ready!
megu-chan wants something from her megu-tou! otoshidama! give! give give give ♡ no, she doesnt want money!! she wants lots of adoring comments from her fans!!!
the top right corner of megumi's karuta says "young kamado cat/receiving megu's wisdoms/super cute student" and the piece is called "when the boronias bloomed"
happy new year from ruri! and thank you for supporting them at love live until the end! sorry for the disappointing result... but ruri will do her best to improve where she was lacking! love live was fun, but itd be even more fun if she could win with everyone, so she won't give up!
when you think of new year's you definitely think of hanetsuki! its fun batting it back and forth. megu-chan doesnt play though. she doesnt like sweating in furisode. but its fine since kaho-chan is here! since she joined the school idol club she began wearing lots of different clothes, and its fun to come up with outfits she hadnt considered before. thats how they came up with playing hanetsuki in furisode! when she was in elementary school she just had snowball fights in short sleeves and shorts so she missed out, huh
its so good that the cute and fluffy outfits, the super sweet atmosphere, and megu-chan's cuteness are on full display in hakuchuu à la mode!! ruri was worried when megu said they were going to take on the challenge, but she's glad everyone accepted her and said she was cute too. she'd worked really hard on the choreography to give off candy vibes. she's a bit embarrassed... but thats okay! since ruri was swept forward thanks to megu-chan's support!
ruri had fun choosing cakes to go in the backdrop for their tea party atmosphere! seeing all the sweets in the window made her feel excited! a different kind of excited to going to the batting centre though. megu said she wants to convey the same feelings to everyone every time they stand on stage so they can have fun in many ways. that's amazing, megu-chan...! she thought, before worrying if she could do it. she's glad she did though, since everyone had so much fun
megumi and rurino are preparing for a yumekawa tea party! megumi likes this one... and ruri-chan likes this one, and this one, and this one...! the balance is off? whatever!
arent these hakuchuu à la mode outfits so cute? rumour has it that that song was written by a genius angel school idol to get her childhood friend to wear cute clothes! joking! maybe only 30% of that is true. inspiration can strike from anywhere actually! right, ruri-chan?
ruri-chan filled herself up on sweets and fell asleep... so cute... she's been working so hard lately because megumi showed her weak side. she's so kind. if only she had won and captivated the world she could have given ruri-chan only fun things... how frustrating... she'll give ruri a world of sweets one day. just you wait, ruri-chan
ruri's SP activation line: wait, what does à la mode mean?
megumi's SP activation line: à la mode means... cute!
tsuzuri tried her best, did she say her lines properly? the theatre club asked her for a favour. they always enjoy their lives, so tsuzuri wanted to meet their expectations. saya must feel the same. right?
tsuzuri thought lake hasu at winter seemed fun. its quiet, peaceful, and nobody would be there to disturb her relaxation time. they went to visit, and when the trees cleared they saw it together. theyd danced at an ice rink once. she wanted to dance here. but lake hasu hadnt frozen over, so it didnt look like an ice rink. she still wanted to dance though, when the theatre club asked them about a play they wanted dollchestra to perform. they asked if they had any ideas for it, and tsuzuri said "a world of ice. quiet. two people." shes pleased they liked her suggestion
tsuzuri and sayaka made snow versions of themselves. tsuzuri said it was alright to leave them behind, since they have each other. of course, sayaka knows the sun will melt them and theyll blend into each other one day, but...
sayaka was only planning to help out in the theatre club a little and somehow shes ended up on centre stage! they started out with listening to the theme, but isnt it strange that she had been cast as the ice princess? is she really that sort of person? they told her to judge for herself by seeing the finished product. she only has to do it once, right? so... what does everyone think?
sayaka built snowmen with tsuzuri since she wanted to do something they could only do in winter. it was freezing, but it was still fun. lake hasu reminded her of the rink, and apparently tsuzuri-senpai remembered it too. she said she wanted to do another ice show, so they tried to dance, but the lake wasnt frozen. so, sayaka ended up having to drag a reluctant tsuzuri back-- ah! is that why tsuzuri-senpai was so excited about the ice themed play!?
special thanks is the first song kaho wrote the lyrics of by herself. she wanted to return everyone's feelings by writing a song to thank them. their story is one that is made by connecting to everyone, so please keep supporting them!
its been almost a year since kaho started at hasunosora. she joined the school idol club and couldnt do anything, but there was one thing kozue-senpai praised her for! her streams! she's always had fun talking to everyone, right from the beginning, but could you keep watching? she wants to win love live! up til now, she just thought that was kozue-senpai's dream, but now it has become their dream together! she wants to stand on a stage that looks like a fairytale and shout out her gratitude! theyre going to be together forever!
special thanks kozue: her lyrics directly convey her feelings. theyre very good. we've always written lyrics together up til now, so it seems she's picked up on some of my phrasing, how interesting. these will certainly make for a good song. kaho always says she has a long way to go, and yet shes already a very capable member of the club
special thanks kozue: i would like to once again thank everyone watching through their screens today. thank you for always watching over my efforts. thank you for encouraging me when i felt anxious. thank you for supporting my dream. i will work hard so that someday i will be able to thank you all from the biggest stage. please wait for it
special thanks kozue: while im here, i would also like to say some more thank yous. to the club members, for supporting me. rurino-san. since you came, everyone has been smiling more. thank you for always shining a bright light on the club. megumi. thank you for taking care of things i don't notice, even though its a bother. sayaka-san. your vitality always helps me out. thank you for devoting your whole heart to the club. tsuzuri. you are what i aspire towards. thank you for choosing this path with me. kaho-san... kaho. fufu, we're still not used to me addressing you like this, are we? as long as you believe in my dream, im sure ill be able to run anywhere. thank you, truly. i have such wonderful friends. i want to give them something in return too. so, i will continue to at least do what i am able. earnestly, one step at a time
isnt the library nice? its warm and quiet, and it feels kind... rather, it feels like the hasunosora warehouse. thats why sayaka decided to do a photoshoot there, rather than the warehouse, which would be hard to tidy up, and she might get lost, and its dark... but what she wanted to do didnt change. to learn from the past. libraries, like the warehouse, preserve tradition, so she thought it would be a good place where they could start over
their ending position in love live was making it to nationals. of course, its frustrating. but sayaka remembered what she had to do. like kaho-san said, they needed to thank everyone! they were frustrated, but so was everyone who supported them. since they couldnt bring back the victory flag, theyre doing what they can. it is embarrassing to sign photos of herself, but she managed to write some messages. in times like these she feels jealous of kaho-san and megumi-senpai
oh no, tsuzuri ran out of nails. if she doesnt find any, sachi will stay small... step stools are interesting. sachi needs a bigger one than tsuzuri does. its rare for anything of sachi's to be bigger than tsuzuri's
tsuzuri used to sleep in the library sometimes before they told her off. what she wants to tell everyone is that shes here. last year, she wasnt a school idol. she was just a sch. but now that she has everyone, not just the other members, but everyone, she can make art. she can be a proper school idol
this was kaho's first time writing lyrics on her own. it was really good, everything lined up and was conveyed directly, not scattered. thats something only kaho can do. "i want to convey my feelings to everyone" "i want to convey my thanks" those are the types of things that move people. tsuzuri loves how bright kaho's passion is. its fun to do it together!
ruri is recharging in the library. relaxing here makes her feel better. its nice to have a quiet place to relax, and she likes the smell of books. reading takes a long time, but she likes it
everyone supporting them at the love live nationals made her feel super happy and grateful, and everyone feels the same. the results were disappointing, but she's gonna do her best next year. she's able to feel that way because of the people supporting her. she isnt strong enough to do it without anyone watching. so thank you for supporting her
ruri tried to write out her feelings of support over the last six months on these bromides. she'd be happy if someone received them. love live is over, but her being a school idol is not! like, in order to enter love live you need to be an active school idol, and this is just a way to thank people for supporting your school idol activities, right?
oh? has sachi-senpai gotten rusty? has megumi been working so hard she's just too good now? wait. senpai's gonna show megumi how serious she is? um, thats okay. uh, that's pretty fast. um... megumi won't lose!
um, so... megumi was thinking she should say something she wouldn't normally to her megu-tou. but there's basically nothing she can say! shes always saying her thanks and how much she loves them! what about "send her something yummy!" wait, that was a joke, don't ask her for a delivery address!
eh, how about megumi say thanks a normal way? well, then. thank you to all the megu-tou for coming to her streams. thank you for loving only her, and praising only her, and thinking about only her! wait, you're an everyone oshi? boo. you should only have one oshi! ...she'll forgive ruri-chan oshi only. anyway, megumi can only continue being a school idol thanks to everyone's support, so thanks? as long as you follow her, she'll do her best to have fun and show everyone her dreams. hold her hand tight and don't let go!
sayaka says japanese winters are quiet and peaceful, and the morning sun is beautiful. ah, but the only winters outside of japan she's experienced were in europe and vancouver! this is her opinion from her own limited experience. every place has a unique winter, she just likes japan's winters the best
kenrokuen has a specific charm in winter that it doesnt in the other seasons. before she started high school, sayaka didn't have time to focus on much besides figure skating, so she didn't really visit, but now she's more involved with the local community as part of the club she visits a lot. kenrokuen's atmosphere is special in winter, and the view in the crisp air is beautiful. sayaka loves how the yukizuri over the pine trees stands out against the white landscape, like a painting, showing the foresightedness to prepare for the snow. a fusion of the beauty of function and the beauty of the natural view
sayaka purposely avoided wearing kimono as part of her school idol activities, since she considers them formal wear. school idol outfits come with a different feel to kimono. what if she catches it on something and damages it? she wouldn't be skilled enough to fix it! she is proud to have been able to have a kimono photoshoot like her senpai though, and to have a photoshoot in kenrokuen as a school idol from ishikawa too!
the top right corner of sayaka's karuta says "the snow melts away/and that which blooms from it are/the camellias" and the piece is called "thawing ice"
megu told tsuzuri a kitsune mask would suit her, so she tried it on. the atmosphere feels good, and megu always has good taste. but kozu said kitsune masks bring good luck. good business and family safety. when she heard that, tsuzuri didnt think it suited her anymore. but kozu tilted her head and said isn't that what she does when they go to the market? just like the kitsune-sama watching over the shrines are happy being there. that sounds right. megu always has good taste
isnt this so cute? don't you wanna stick your fingers in it and wiggle it around? ruri totally does! its a shishi mai lion! and don't they bite you all over? like this! chomp! on ruri's head! theres a lot of meat on her belly! and her arms! and her thighs! ah, she shouldn't be messing around like this in a kimono, right? its nice. and the furisode too. listen, ruri isnt good with words, but she looks super good in it, even she can see that. kimono are great
this time, the first years got to wear furisode kimono, so they all went to the shrine to pray! they went for hatsumoude too, but you can go as many times as you like! they talked about playing hagoita again, but sayaka-chan worried theyd get their furisode caught on something, so they gave up on that. sayaka's cute when she's panicking! they shouldnt get their kimono dirty though, since so much work was put into turning such beautiful fabric into kimono for her and the others to wear. the first years had said they wanted to wear them too, after their senpai did, but ruri wasnt expecting them to be properly tailored! she's so grateful to have been blessed with such wonderful relationships! ah, that's what she prayed for at the shrine! she realised it wasn't a prayer afterwards
the top right corner of ruri's karuta says "a lion's head mask/in connection with new year/its grand finale" and the piece is called "good omen ruri"
mirakura park is disbanding! who even is ruri-chan! she can dry her hair by herself from now on! megumi won't let her use her lap when she gets lonely either! hm!
megumi has decided to try out more mature charm in 2024. she'll be a third year soon, after all. a senior student big sister. that is, one of the strongest people in hasunosora!
she didn't mean it, but doesn't holding a camellia seem like megumi is hinting something? a message for kozue-sama? no...! don't randomly read into flowers like that! it is kinda interesting to see what everyone's associated with though. like, if she saw kaho-chan eating negitorodon in the canteen she'd be like "oh? are you copying me?" everyone's worked hard streaming this year, expressing their characters. megumi needs a new weapon so she doesn't lose. why not start with some mature charm?
when a camera is pointed at kaho she always ends up smiling and saying "peace!" or "flower!" but today she wants to be calm... patient like a rabbit being held... she wants to be a girl that suits wearing kimono!
kaho is playing with a kaga temari, a traditional item for brides in kanazawa that are passed down. the more she learns about kanazawa cultural traditions the more she realises nagano also has its own. next time she returns she wants to go to the library and look into them!
by the way, kaho's mother also went to hasunosora. when she last went back home she asked her why when shes lived in nagano all her life. she said she wanted to be a singer and so she joined the choir at hasunosora. her voice has always been beautiful; maybe that's why kaho also loves singing. kaho loves hasunosora and kanazawa! she's going to bloom here just as much as her mom did!
the top right corner of kaho's karuta says "thoughts bouncing in time/to a temari ball's song/as little sprouts bud" and the piece is called "love and wish!"
kozue is taking a rest in a bus stop as she had some errands to run in town. she isnt good with the cold but she doesnt hate winter
you caught glimpse of kozue's true identity. indeed, she is descended from oni. she typically hides her horns though. now, in what way should she silence you? with brute force? power? or would it be quicker to steal your heart? prepare yourself. ...everyone thought this concept would be interesting... hm? it suits her?
setsubun kozue: it was a little embarrassing pretending to be an oni... but, i have become used to everyone calling me as such recently. if that is my role, i can't help that. especially when kaho calls me an oni, somehow... it makes me feel guilty and pity her and want to spoil her, but at the same time, hm, it makes my heart throb, making me wonder how long that girl will stay with me no matter how strict i am, and wanting to put it to the test to find out. fufu. ah, im still pretending to be an oni. these are not my true feelings. right?
lucky train is a song about a sparkly new beginning. even if they mess up or get distracted itll be alright, just keep moving forward! since they joined hasunosora, the first years have always looked up to their senpai, but now they feel that this is their path as well. they need to do their best to be able to stand next to their senpai!
diamond happy is a song that makes you believe that you can get back up after stumbling. its quite strange for the second years to be on stage together. even when they were first years, sachi-senpai was there with them. tsuzuri is able to say "let's do our best together" rather than "do your best." kozue feels like she's been waiting for this forever, and thanks the other two for being here, though they in turn credit Those three
tsuzu-paisen is awesome! before, ruri knew she seemed awesome, but she didnt know she was this awesome! she was surprised when she told her she had come up with a new song, and it turned out to be really good! she understood exactly what ruri was thinking. man, ruri totally respects tsuzu-paisen. ruri was given the parts in the song that she could express her feelings, and it made her wonder if sayaka-chan always has it like this. the lyrics are exactly what ruri wanted them to be, and when she saw everyone's reactions to them she was satisfied she had conveyed her feelings well
megu-chan and kozue-senpai compose with their guitars, but tsuzu-paisen does it on her computer. the power of technology... composing with a guitar for the first time was fun, and so was playing and singing at the same time. ruri's still a beginner, so her fingers hurt, but she wanted to try, since she didn't want to just take what tsuzuri-senpai had given her. well, she also wanted to convey her feelings with her own sound. she hopes she was able to make people feel a bit better with it. ruri is gonna write a song with her feelings for mirakura park too. having fun is the most important thing, so she wants to write songs to prepare people for that fun
the weather for today is forecasted to be sunny with brief showers of chocolate! mirapa's super successful mission! it was so fun megumi wants to do it again. next time theyre gonna hire a white and pink jet to fly across the skies of the whole world!
happy shijou shugi megumi: we are the one time only shuffle unit, kahomegu♡gelato! fufufu, we've taken over this classroom and so we get to decide the rules! 1) unfun things are banned! no more lessons and no more homework! 2) add a ramen shop and a japanese sweets shop to the cafeteria! 3) everyone, you are only allowed to love megu-chan! hm? theres a ton of booing coming from over there. what is it, kaho? now that you've made a unit with me isn't kozue in the past? forget her already! ...you're gonna quit? really? ugh, that kozue!
happy shijou shugi megumi: man, its been a while since i made such a carefree song. during the love live season the club was super tense so everyone has been wanting a song like this, right? i get it, i get it. so, listen! i tried forming a unit with kaho-chan, but... i realised it can't work. like all you megu-tou thought, we get along really well, but actually we got on so well we pushed ourselves to our limits and there was nobody else here to stop us! a month would probably have broken my body. it sucks, i was thinking of making her my apprentice. i told kaho-chan id be returning her back to kozue, and she said back to me with a smile, "its not like i was megumi-senpai's in the first place?" that little brat!
instead of "flower!" its "happy!" at kahomegu♡gelato's lives, happiness is the number one priority!
happy shijou shugi kaho: megumi-senpai is so cute... i wonder how rurino-chan can stand next to megumi-senpai without her heart speeding up... i was constantly showered with cuteness and kept thinking "so cute..." but you know, megumi-senpai taught me lots of poses and tricks, so im gonna do my best to make cerise bouquet cute! then kozue-senpai will call me cute... ehehe. wait, but kozue-senpai never says megumi-senpai is cute? so she won't say it to me either? oh no!
kozue and sayaka went out to get to know and understand each other better so they could make music together. for kozue they went to a gramophone museum to learn music history
hasunokyuujitsu was fun. actually, kozue had secretly wondered what kind of song she could make for sayaka. shes always loved school idols, so shes thought about this for every member of the club. for sayaka, her charm is her shining, youthful voice, so she tried to make a song where harmonies are key
when kozue starts something new with someone, it takes a while for her to adjust, so she worried that she would inconvenience sayaka. fortunately, she found she had already formed a strong bond with her, despite not being in the same unit, so this was not an issue. they divided the workload easily, and it may have even been the shortest time to complete a song in full. and yet why do they both feel unsatisfied? kaho and tsuzuri are both the type to act before they think, so there are many times things don't work out. sayaka-san then said theyve come to enjoy when things don't go smoothly. indeed, and they laughed together
colorfulness isnt a song for having fun, its a song for preparing to have fun. tsuzuri didnt really understand why ruri and megu were arguing, but she knew ruri had something she wanted to convey to megu, so she wrote this song for her. she thought she could do something even if she didn't understand. having fun is the best, but there are people who can't have fun yet. that's what ruri told her. everybody prepares to have fun differently, and if she could help, she would like to. thats what ruri felt. she wonders if ruri's feelings got across. she'd be happy if they were. ruri's feelings really touched her too
if tsuzuri could make it sunny again and show people the moment the rain stopped, she's sure she could make many people smile. they can all look at the rainbow that appears together. the scenery they saw together will be something they'll remember forever. tsuzuri feels like she understands ruri better now. theyre a bit similar. tsuzuri doesn't want to be left behind, and ruri doesn't want to be the one leaving people behind. she wrote those feelings into colorfulness
when sayaka is with kozue, there isn't anything to worry about. without anything to do, they start wondering what the others are doing, and their guesses make them worry
during practice, sayaka looked over to kozue several times. sometimes she was embarrassed, or dissatisfied. the song kozue had made was wonderful and touching, and when kozue asked for feedback sayaka could only give her some small nitpicks, which she understood and changed to complete the song. during practice they warmed up on their own and came together, where they pointed out where each other went wrong and they separated to work on them before joining again, and they ended without a single complaint. in the past, sayaka would have practised until she felt she had improved, but she doesn't need to do that anymore. they've grown since then. and now, they have hasunokyuujitsu to show the sayaka and kozue of now, a "holiday" to reward themselves for all the effort they've put in until now
pleasure feather is a song about acknowledging effort. kozue wrote the lyrics, and when sayaka saw them for the first time, she felt recognised and happy, and when she looked up, she realised she was smiling. then she saw kozue in front of her, who told her how she had been thinking of a song for her for a while, and while it did touch her, she thinks its a song for kozue too. she didn't say it out loud, but sayaka decided to sing it while thinking of kozue's efforts as well
actually listening to the hasu card voice lines now
vivid phrase tsuzuri and grace phrase kozue are the outfits they wore to promote the school idol club where kaho and sayaka first saw them perform!!
i have no idea how to take those early mirapa cards. are they just. fantasising about performing together. ruri literally is not even in the country at this point in the story
megu talking about editing a video before trailing off and saying "kozue and tsuzuri are so pretty..."
megumi rented out a photo studio for her megunyan stream??
kaho saying she probably wont be as competent (as kozue) when shes a second year herself <- shes a second year now!!!
tsuzuri's "i want you to know me" to sayaka(?)
「運命だったのかもしれないわね。どうしてかしら、花帆さんを見た時思ったの私はきっとこの子と一緒にスクールアイドルをやっていくんだって。まだまだ長い道のり、これから先も何が起きるかわからけれど、それでも私は花帆さんを選んだ。蓮ノ空女学院に進学すると決めた時のように ね。その選択を絶対に後悔なんてしないわ。初めて一緒にステージに立ってみて、隣に立って笑う花帆さんを見た時に胸の奥が暑くなった気がしたの。春は出会いの季節、それに恋の季節って言うでしょ?もしかしたら私は花帆さんのスクールアイドルとしての笑顔に恋をしてしまったのかも」
kozue: maybe it was fate. i dont know why, but when i saw kaho-san i thought to myself "im definitely going to be a school idol with this girl." theres still a long road ahead of us, and i dont know what will happen in the future, but i chose kaho-san, just as i chose to go to hasunosora. i will never regret that decision. when we stood on stage together for the first time, and i saw kaho-san smiling next to me, i felt a warmth in my heart. they say spring is the season of new encounters and the season of love, right? maybe i fell in love with kaho-san's school idol smile
the voice lines for the card of sayaka waking up tsuzuri for school are so long like a full minute longer than the others. its mostly tsuzuri saying how thankful she is she has sayaka standing by her and that she worried sayaka wouldnt know How grateful she is. so she gave her a nice acorn she found and sayaka gave her a cookie back
*tsuzuri gave kozue and kaho acorns as thanks in the main story too for making her realise everything sayaka was doing for her
they (ceribou + dollche presumably) all came up with the kunpuu no shirabe outfits together! the translucent fabric layer on top was kaho's idea
while kozue was making the kunpuu no shirabe outfits kaho kept leaving practice to check how she was doing and kozue thought she was like a puppy before thinking that wasnt appropriate for her to think as her senpai (lol)
sayaka (and kaho?) made the stage for scapegoat (and ouka ranman?)
tsuzuri often feels (felt?) lonely after a performance and it makes her want to do another show to feel the same emotions. kozue had to stop her from doing it the fourth time
sayaka saying she obviously cant know fully tsuzuri's greatness but she does want people to know the tsuzuri that she knows, and shes annoyed she wasnt able to properly convey that to kaho when they were talking about how much they love their senpai
tsuzuri didnt recognise herself in the photo of she and kozue from last year. she doesnt really remember her face since she only sees it in the mirror
tsuzuri said something about memories remaining in a form such as a photo, that when she tries to pull them out she can feel it in her chest along with other memories attached to it. so she knows that they happened. yet she cant remember her own face. if she doesnt pull the memories out theyll accumulate and get stuck. but if she keeps doing it she worries theyll fall apart and disappear
there are some memories she wants to disappear but even the ones she doesnt are at risk of disappearing. so she wants to make lots of memories that she does want to keep
sayaka's tragic drops card is probably happening the same time as tsuzuri's!! shes watching her stream :-)
tsuzuri: im not good at streaming but i know people who are, so i used them as a reference <- i knew it
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Hi there! Im back, tysm for doing my HC ;;/ it was super cute, i really liked Mammons and Satans!! If you dont mind if i ask for another? Hdjsks Recently, i slipped while walking home with some pals and scrapped my knee. It wasnt too bad, but it sure looked bad lmao If you can could you do HCs for the boys reacting to MC slipping and scrapping there knee while walking w them? Im sure Mammon would have a heart attack hfjd Tysm!! Keep up the good work♡
Thank you so much! I hope your knee gets better and that it wasn’t too painful! The brothers would all be panicking in their own way but I agree, Mammon would faint or something lmao.
Hope this was OK.
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The Brothers with an MC who fell and scraped their knee:
Lucifer:
-It was a miracle you managed to convince him to come out on a walk with you at all
-The man doesn’t know when to take a break from his work
-He’s more likely to accept if it’s you asking tho, he has an obvious soft spot for you
-The others call him a suck up behind his back because of it
-You were so happy that you managed to pry Lucifer away from his desk, you were basically skipping alongside him
-Long story short, you tripped over your own two feet and fell
-Luckily, your knees and palms were the only things that got a bit scruffy
-Well, actually your right knee looked as if someone tried removing your entire knee cap with a scalpel, skin and all but adrenaline was kicking in and you couldn’t feel much
-You’ve never seen Lucifer freeze the way he did then
-His mind just drew a blank
-You were about to shrug it off and call it a day, get up and continue your walk but daddy Lucifer can’t have that
-He has six younger brothers (and a younger sister at some point) he is pretty experienced when it comes to treating injuries
-You aren’t walking for the rest of the day, let me make this clear
-He will carry you back to the House of Lamentation no matter how much you protest
-In case it wasn’t obvious already, Lucifer gives off massive dad vibes and now he’s bandaging your leg while you’re laying down on his bed
-While the rest of the brothers watch the two of you from behind the door frame because they are all equally worried
-Get ready for the three hour lecture coming your way
-He’s pissed and amused at the same time tbh
-Silly human, falling over like that and hurting themselves
-Lord Diavolo forbid you try to get out of that bed, he will drag you back and make sure you stay there until your knee is better (kinky)
Mammon:
-He was on his merry way to the casino to blow off all of Lucifer’s money and you tagged along solely for the purpose of making sure he didn’t spend all of Lucifer’s money
-You’d both be done for if he did
-But I guess fate really had it out for you on that day since your foot slipped on....something and you tripped
-Both of your knees looked bloody and damaged as hell but you were more irritated than anything
-Mammon on the other hand did a fucking double take and almost passed out
-He screeched his lungs out
-One look at your injured knees and he was ready to drag you all the way to the human realm on foot to find you a doctor
-“MC ARE YOU OK WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SO MUCH BLOO-HOLY SHIT STAY STILL DON’T MOVE! THE GREAT MAMMON WILL FIX THIS...SOMEHOW.”
-It was very dramatic, he cried
-You stood up to prove that you were alright because you thought he was going to have a seizure soon enough
-OK, that helped him calm down a little
-At least now he knew your legs weren’t about to get torn off and you weren’t on the verge of death
-Fuck the casino, you were going home
-Like Lucifer, don’t expect you will walk home by yourself
-He will carry you, a bit embarrassed by his initial freak out but still eyeing your wound, concerned
-As soon as you get home and the other brothers help you out because he’s shit at bandaging, he just sits in his own pool of misery and guilt
-Your poor knees wouldn’t be so jacked up if you hadn’t come along with him today
-He was so determined to make it up to you, he stayed by your bedside like a loyal puppy with a wagging tail (flashback to the animal event)
-Overall, he almost went into cardiac arrest and was too panicked to realise you were fine
-You thought he was smothering and overprotective before? Good luck for the rest of the week
Levi:
-“See, this is why I don’t like going out. There’s always some normie laying on the groun- OH MY LORD DIAVOLO, MC IS THAT YOU?? ARE YOU OK?”
-HIS HENRY ALMOST DIED ON THE NEWLY POLISHED FLOOR OF AN ANIME CONVENTION, HE HAS VERY MIXED EMOTIONS
-You fell knees first and hurt them quiet badly but you could stand, even if the pain made you twitch a little
-This confused Levi because you looked fine even though your knees certainly didn’t
-You told him you felt alright and it wasn’t that big of a deal and he absolutely rolled with it
-But you guys still went home after that
-He said it was because you bled all over your cosplay but that’s just him being a tsundere
-Levi is usually very shy when it comes to physical contact but he firmly insisted that he help you walk home
-I mean, he knows you said you were feeling OK and maybe humans just have a lot of tolerance for injuries like that
-But he still felt it was necessary that he took you home and checked out your injuries
-He kept the mood light while disinfecting you’re wound with some help from Satan by talking about how the convention went
-High low-key relieved seeing you walk around like normal two minutes after that
-He started bitching to you about how you made him miss his the event but he didn’t mean any of it
-“Stupid normie, making me miss my favourite Ruri-chan event. You’re lucky I love you and think you’re cute....did I just say that out loud??”
Satan:
-Oh dear, why would you go out for a walk in the middle of a rainstorm? What were you thinking?
-Actually, it was Satan’s idea
-He may be a demon and the prince of Wrath no less, but he is such a sappy, cheesy bastard at times
-He definitely thinks that walking and kissing in the rain is very romantic (bet he read something like that in an erotica)
-You know what’s not romantic blondie? Slipping on a very small puddle and potentially fracturing your leg
-It was just a scraped knee but you were frustrated enough to be extra
-He’s helping you up before you even have the chance to realise you fell in the first place
-Your knee was looking pretty bad so you guys went home just to avoid any further casualties
-He’s actually chuckling all the way back while you playfully glare at him because how dare he laugh at your misery?
-Date night was ruined but at least he got to take care of you
-He knew your knee must have hurt and he felt bad but he couldn’t help but giggle a bit to himself because your fall was so comical
-Ah but he does enjoy fussing over you for the rest of the night a bit too much
Asmo:
-You thought Mammon was melodramatic?
-Take a look at this fucking guy
-He actually screeches even louder than his brother and probably falls to his knees too (but not really because those pants were expensive)
-His screams definitely got the attention of at least 10 random passerbyers
-He’s actually on the verge of crying
-I mean, can you blame him?? Look at your beautiful knees!! They were ruined
-He felt so bad for you, he actually babied the hell out of you that day
-“Asmo, it’s fine. It’s just a scrap.”
-“A SCRAP, MC IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR KNEE IS ABOUT TO FALL OFF YOUR POOR SKIN-“
-It was just a scrap but Asmo’s secret talent is being extra as fuck
-He totally spilled all the tea to the rest of the brothers when he got home
-And then he ushered you into his room
-Funnily enough, he’s pretty good with injuries. Not as much as Satan and Lucifer but still
-He pampered you for the next few hours but that image of your skin being all grazed like that will forever haunt him
-How can you not be so bothered by it?? He’d die if he was in your place
-I love Asmo just because of how dramatic he is
Beel:
-Your shoelaces were undone and of course that meant a fun little trip to the floor of Hell’s Kitchen
-Beel didn’t notice you fell at first, he was concentrating on his food and assumed you were next to him
-But then he realised that you weren’t and for a moment he thought you disappeared or something
-Before he turned to find you laying on the floor, curled up because life was pain and you were suffering
-“Are you OK? Or are you just tired? Belphie does that a lot when he’s tired.” Or depressed one might say
-But for real, he’s good at identifying serious wounds and less serious wounds since he’s an athlete
-He can tell your knees were bleeding way more than they should have from just a simple scrap
-He slinged you over his shoulder and carried you, calmly, back home, with a burger still in his hand
-He’s actually really collective and talked to you while cleaning up your injury to take your mind off the pain
-He knows humans are a little more fragile than demons so even though he knows it’s not a big deal, he can’t help but worry
-It’s kinda hard falling around him tho because chances are, he will actually catch you even if he happens to hold something
-He’s sad if you’re sad so please don’t cry he will bandage your scraped knee do you want the last bit of his burger to make you feel better?
-Comfort hugs afterwards!
-Which is awesome because Beel gives out best hugs :)
Belphie:
-Ah yes, another beautiful day at RAD
-Walking alongside with your grumpy and sleepy boyfriend when a random demon bumps into you
-Wel not bumps, more like shoves you so hard you fall down and tear the fabric of your pants
-While the dude shrugs it off and speeds away
-You were a bit pissed off because rude
-But Belphie was fucking fuming
-He felt so offended on your part
-I mean, the nerve of him
-He was tired as shit but he wanted to chase after him and throw hands, possibly fill his pillow with rocks and hit him over the head with it
-He forced himself to focus on you first before hunting the moron down
-He was a bit concerned when he didn’t see you come back up after you fell
-Turns out, you scraped your knee pretty horribly and now you were bleeding all over the floor
-He’s even more quiet than usual as he helps you up and half carries you to your next class
-He starts taking care of your knee in the middle of DevilDom history he doesn’t give a flying fuck
-He’s still furious by the time he gets home and most of his brothers know to leave him be when he makes that scary ass face
-No talk to him
-He angy
-“Does your knee still hurt?”
-“A bit but it’s not-“
-“Come nap with me.”
-“Why?”
-“Naps shall cure your pain.”
-“...”
-“Nah but for real come take a nap with me.”
-Next day at school, the dude from yesterday walks by him and Belphie smashes his head against the wall
-Before walking away as if nothing happened
-I stan protective Belphie
These HCs are really bad but I love them anyway
Al~
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rhaenyraisadyke · 3 years ago
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A Year Later Transcript: 8/3/21
Here it all is on a google doc if that is easier to read!
W: “I heard there was a special place.. Where men could go and emancipate.. The brutality and the tyranny of their rulers…” Do you know that one Ranboo?
R: I have I have I have, I’ve heard that one a few times, I had a friend that sings that one quite a lot.
W: Yeah it's great, I- I personally, I am a big big fan of the song and not just because I wrote it, I know, I know they saw aww yeah they say you are your own worst critic, but I mean, I think it's good. Do you know what it's based on?
R: Mhm mhm
W: Obviously it's based on hallelujah, but the thing is Ranboo, right is the reason we did it is because Tommy used to sing hallelujah to the plants around the thing... the caravan! Do you remember the caravan? You have heard of the caravan right?
R: Yeah, yeah I’ve heard of it and seen the re-creation of it at the museum, but that's really it.
W: Actually can we go see it? Let's go see it quickly!
R: Yeah, sure.
W: So, so, he used to plant the stuff around the caravan, and it made it grow better, he hehe used to ha, my man Tommy, what is this? This is new.. I won’t ask questions…
R: I- Someone planted a lot of beats here and I don’t know why
W: OH, okay I quite like it, it looks really nice, it looks nicer than the target that used to be here. Um
R: Yeah
W: So my man Tommy used to sing to the plants to make them grow better um and that was the song he used to sing so I thought what a better way to honor tommy, one of the most loyal members of our fair nation then to name the song after him and base the song after his little muse. Tommy is all of our muse really, I'd say. So here's the museum.
R: Yeah, Yeah
W: I haven't been to the museum, wait las- that's where I met you Ranboo right?
R: Oh yeah yeah, that's where you saw me next to the um poster of myself… I don't know why that's still up, I kinda put that there and it preceded to stay there, is it still set up? Oh, oh no.
W: It’s not still up anymore it was here, it was right here on this wall. I quite liked it, but I guess not enough for it to be history though.
R: I’m not historical yet apparently.
W: So yeah in here, in here where the declaration of independence would sit on the wall here, it was actually quite, quite a nice van, not quite as nice as yours, I quite liked what you were doing with yours. Have you been working on it since I’ve been gone?
R: Yeah I’ve been working on it. I added a nice little table outside and did some pathways and appropriately themed flowers.
W: Thats nice
R: Yeah!
W: Let's go to Lmanburg or what was lmanburg, last time I saw it was a big glass thing.
R: Yeah I think it goes by Lmanhole now apparently.
W: Ahh ehh, that's kind of rude, it's kind of rude to Lmanburgs history you know?
R: mhm
W: It’s called Lmanburg, it's called Lmanburg. NOT Manberg NOT Lcrater or whatever, Lmanhole I don’t care it's now Lmanburg it's always Lmanburg. It’s just how it goes.
R: Okay
W: Yeah so that's why the song exists as it is. Oh there's no glass.
R: Yeah! Yeah I mean it seems to have changed a little bit.
W: YOOOO I actually didn’t know this was here
R: Yeah! It’s even got the flag down there at the bottom
W: It’s got the flag man! Can we go down and see the flag? Cmon Cmon lets go
R: Yeah yeah wait you alright?
W: I’m like a lemming I don’t care I’m just gonna jump
R: Oh well okay… careful!
W: Look at this dude!
R: Yeahh
W: Oh wow I really went down to bedrock didn't I? Holy Shit.. I did a number on this place. This is amazing!! Ahhh This is what it deserved, not the glass bullshit, this is what it needed, this like beautiful overgrowing, it feels like it happened, it doesn't feel like a monument, it feels like nature has claimed it back,
R: The book has kind of closed in that sense
W: Yeah.. we’ve got, look they have got they rebuilt the lake man! And this used to be a real river about here into Lmanburg- wait, Ranboo do you see that is that Tubbo?
R: Yeah… that's Tubbo
W: Aye Tubbo!
T: “I heard there was a special place where men could go and emancipate…”
W: Tubbo?
T: “ the tyranny” - oh?
W: Tubbo!
T: Hello?
W: Haha! You’ve came, I- I havent seen you dude in FUCKING ages! Tubbo, are you singing the song?
T: Yeah… Yeahhh?
W: Are you? Are you singing the thing?
T: Yeah hello?
W: Hold on I’m coming im coming im coming man
T: Where are you?
W: Hold on, I'm coming around, here I come, Tubbo man! I haven't seen you in ages!
T: H-H..Hello.. Wilbur..
W: I’m coming around man!
T: Yeah aha…
W: Bro! Its-
T: Weird seeing you here.
W: What in Lmanburg? That seems like the most normal place to see me.
T: Uhh yeah I suppose so
W: Well I- dude I don’t even know what to say to you man, it's like looking in a little mirror, you are even still wearing my suit still?
T: Yeahh
W: How long have you been wearing that?
T: Oh I just put it on for today, I just for it's been a year now…
W: Well you look good in it! Ranboo have you met Tubbo?
R: Yeah! Well I’ve I’ve met him, I mean we’ve um… been around yeah
W: Well Tubbo I’m really happy to see you man, dude
T: Ah, well thank you.
W: Do you even know what happened? Since,
T: What do you mean what's happened?
W: I saw you briefly man when I was resurrected, I remember you SUPER SUPER briefly but this is the first time we have actually gotten to speak, I- I will admit I was a little overwhelmed during that whole thing. I was running across the glass, thank god it's gone, this is far more adpt, but I was running across the glass, I’m sorry I wasn't you know, entirely on the same page, but I promise you I’ve calmed down I’m all settled in, I understand what's changed, what's happened whos new, whos old whos still about who uh…. Who trusts me and stuff
T: Did they fill you in on the story? Like what happened here after you died?
W: Yeah, they did, I’m gonna be honest with you it's not a pretty one, I kind of left a bit of a ripple. If I was a rock, dropped in a lake, I’m a pretty big rock
T: You- yeah’
W: And I can’t say I’m not- I’m not flattered. I mean I am flattered, I’m not TOO upset about it, I like being the big ripple, but more than anything, I want to say super simple man. I want to say. I want to say I’m sorry
T: Awe
W: For one thing mainly, I’ve been thinking about this for years, LITERAL years. I’m sorry for making you president specifically before blowing it up and I’m sorry for when I did this and blew all this up and making this hole,
T: Well I mean-
W: and making you president of a crater and i'm sorry. I’m really really sorry. I really am
T: I mean this wasnt all you Wilbur….
W: We’ll get to that, do you? Do you forgive me?
T: Yeah, I do forgive you
W: Man, ahhh my little treasury, secretary treasury, do you remember that?
T: Yeah yeah I remember that. Secretary to treasury
W: Ranboo he was the secretary to treasury and then he was president
R: Yeah
W: And then he was president
T: Yeah I’m pretty sure the treasury was like somewhere there.
W: So what were you saying about me not being the one there who blew it up?
T: Well I mean you definitely blew it up. I feel like you’re missing some vital information.
W: Wait, so you rebuilt it? How long -how long did it stand before this happened?
T: Yeah so, me, and mainly ghostbur honestly like
W: ….ghostbur….
T: He- put so much effort into making it right again.
W: Is he this obsidian crap I take it and these uh? Fucking lanterns
T: You know dream?
W: Yeah I know Dream- I love him. Dream’s Dreams
T: Oh..
W: Dreams probably my favorite person, sorry Ranboo i mean uh no contest here, Dreams probably my favorite person he saved me
T: Oh.. Oh..
W: He saved me he brought me back to life
T: Well um yeah I mean he was powerful I guess but um Techno and Philza yeah um
W: Techno and Phil blew this up?
T: They built this big obsidian contraption overnight… I couldn’t even see it coming. And they rained TNT for days.
W: nhh
R: Yeah…
W: And that's.. Wait hold on, why would Techno and Phil do this? Why would Techno and Phil blow up Lmanburg? Didn’t they live here? I mean I don’t know about Techno…
T: Techno and Phil, they hated the government, it was partially my fault as well…
W: But you didn’t blow it up
T: No, I didn't. I never wished for anything to happen like this.
W: So it was just Techno and Phil?
T: Y-y yes..
W: Sorry that's kind of just hit my not the blowing up part- You know I’ve done that,
T: Yeah
W: I’m not shaken up about that. I’m shaken up about man, is that, you rebuilt this! After I was gone
T: I can’t take all the credit obviously but there was a big effort
W: That fucking ghost- who cares man YOU rebuilt this! Bro, you
T: Yeah I suppose
W: MY fucking grave! I was so pressed about not having a grave, screw a grave I built something that you loved that YOU wanted to preserve… thats,
T: Yeah, I really honestly…
W: Tubbo that's worth more to me than a grave. That's worth more to me than this shrine. That's worth more to me then- Tubbo this is probably the best gift I have ever been given, this knowledge that people actually cared enough, that you cared enough to rebuild this community after it fell.
T: Ahh, I’m glad you’re happy.
W: You… haha, sorry, aww man, Tubbo thank you.
T: It’s alright, I just feel lost without Lmanburg. All my core beliefs.. Everything died with it.
W: You feel lost without Lmanburg
T: I have no purpose.. Anymore.
W: I guess that's where anarchy fails… Tubbo, I have a little, a little thing coming. Not big, nothing much yet, ehh, it's not a big deal you know, it's a little burger van at the moment but I got plans, big plans. Tubbo it's called paradise
T: Paradise.
W: Yeah, yeah will, would you like to come join me in paradise? Literally?
T: Hmmmm, Id, I’m not sure Wilbur, I’m not sure I trust you man. In order to follow someone I need to trust them.
W: Wait… wait- but I thought you forgave me!
T: Yeah Wilbur I forgive you because I like to hang onto the hope that people change but, I don’t trust you yet Wilbur.
W: Okay… Taboo. I literally was dead for thirteen years. I know it wasn't long for you, I know it was only a couple months for you but thirteen years Tubbo… Thirteen years of my life. I am old! Look at me! I’m not the same young man you knew. I-I’ve been through it and in those years, I’ve learned Tubbo, i wasn't just sat twiddling my thumbs just going “oooh this is nice ohhh i'm in darkness right now” you know I was thinking. I relived that explosion in my head so many times man, and I get that you don’t trust me, I do but like man! Look at me bro, I’m not gonna do it again, I’m not gonna hurt you again. I’m not gonna you know… I know you, you had the festival with Technoblade, I never spoke properly to you about this.
T: mm
W: I could have saved you…
T: But you didn’t
W: I- Tubbo… I’m reaching out to you man, I’m on my knees.. I, I’m sorry. I’m really really sorry and I literally, your forgiveness means so much to me but it doesnt give up what I did to you and it doesnt give up how I failed you as a friend, you know eh, fuck being as a coworker but just you know anything… Ranboo you might know or have known all of this and I’m really sorry if this was your first of hearing I can explain later on but like..
R: Alright………
W: Tubbo, man, I’m, I want to make it up to you. And you know what? I appreciate you don’t trust me. I do.
T: Wilbur in order for you to gain my trust back you have to prove it first. I can’t just give it out anymore. I used to be able to, but I just, I just can’t.
W: Tubbo… I really appreciate it, and I mean that genuinely. I appreciate it and I am gonna go out and prove to you I’m worth being trusted again. I promise.
T: Okay…
W: I’ll do it. I’ll do it. I’ll redeem myself and you'll.. Youll
T: Do you know I still have dreams right? Of the explosion… And, and of the fireworks. And all of it. I vividly see all of it every day. It HURTS. It hurts Wilbur a lot.
W: I- Tubbo, Tubbo, I know, I know, Tubbo, Tubbo, Tubbo Tubbo, please, I know…. I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I- arhh It feels like sorry is such a weak word. I feel like there's nothing stronger that I can say, and I understand what you mean about how my actions need to reflect it and they will. Give me time. I’m gonna make something. I'm gonna make something of this and I’m gonna…
Uhhhh
Tubbo do you know how fucking strong you are? And I’m not trying to say - I’ve got your forgiveness, but I know I need to earn your trust but man… you're so strong man, genuinely. Just the fact you proved to me that just there that you have these memories and these nightmares, you still found it in your heart to forgive me, that's... You’re a fucking champion man. You’re a hero.
Look I get you don’t want to join me in paradise. We won’t talk about that anymore but, cmon, at least come and see, come and at least see what me and Ranboo have been doing! Look I don’t know- Ranboo are you? Are you and Tubbo friends? Are you and Tubbo like good friends?
R: Yeah, yeah I’d say so.
W: Then why don't you and him come and see what I’ve made! Come and see what I’ve got going on! Lets go lets go!
T: I think.. I think I’m gonna stay here, Wilbur. I think I’m fine, just to stay here.
W: No, no man, no worries. Look at me bro look at me bro! Chin up! Look, lucky rabbit's foot!
T: Okay…
W: Tommy gave it to me
T: Lucky Rabbit's foot…
W: Lucky Rabbit's foot man, chin up. Ranboo, I’ll, you can come, it's cool.
R: I will, I will. Do you need me to stay here?
T: No.. *sniffles* I’d like to be left alone please
R: Oh… you sure? I mean.. I can stay…
T: Yes. I’m fine
R:You sure? Okay...
W: Ranboo! Let's go man.
R: Yep! Lets- lets go
W: Cya tubbo! I’ll send a letter!
T: Uhuh
W: Comeon Ranboo
R: Alright
W: Ah man! It’s its I mean I I was gonna say this is hard, but obviously it's hard, I’ve -
R: It is, it is
W: It's difficult man and I’ve been you know it's gonna get better and it's gonna be worth it when I see them smiling.
R: Yeah, yeah
W: Tubbo, Jack, Niki, Tommy, anyone… Do you know who the original Lmanburg group were? Do you know who we were?
R: Ah, uhh I think most of them yeah, I think it was you, Jack, Niki, Fundy I believe as well
W: Fundy was after, Fundy was a bit after we got independence
R: mhm yeah I don’t really. I don’t really know much of lmanburg history
W: That’s alright you’ve got it down, it's correct. It’s that group and we um yeah we fought against Dream and we managed to succeed and we created a life process. Ranboo I’m gonna tell you something I’ve never really told anyone, I try and keep this on the low because I don’t want uh people to use it against me is the main problem. I didn’t even tell Tommy. I- I lied to Tommy I’m gonna be honest. I’ll tell him soon
R: Yeah
W: I’ll tell him I lied to him because I feel- it kind of eats away at me. I kind of- I told Tommy that I didn’t actually care about Lmanburg and that it was actually a tool for me to get and gain power and stuff but it's not true. Lmanburg was really important to me and it is still to this day. I want it, I want its history to live on, not as a stain caused by me because I basically took a bit shit on the history books. I wanna, I wanna make it feel like it was you know something that happened and it was a great thing. Think of the good times, the years and years well not years but you know the time of safety the time of fun, prosperity! We built parks, we built you know, no taxes, big walls, we had democracy! All be a slightly disjointed version of it but you know, that's how people should remember Lmanburg, that's what people think of when they think of our nation you know? And that's, and Tubbos the last connection we really have, I mean he, he said it himself, he's kind of you know… he's got nothing without it. I’ve heard of what Tommy, Tommys you know moved on and Jacks moved on and Niki’s moved on and everyones moved on at least partially… but Tubbo man, he's still……
R: Yeah he's still very strung up about it even though it's been awhile… He, he distracts himself with projects and everything which is nice but, you
W: Heh, projects
R: I mean yeah fortifications as well
W: I think he's gonna be alright
R: I hope so
W: I’m looking out for him. Anyway I want to say thank you Ranboo for you know trusting me this quick, I mean you barely know me
R: I mean, yeah
W: You barely have known me very long and you just know you’ve done all this with me and you’ve worked with me and I- I- you know I don’t I don’t know where I’d be without you here right now, man. T-Tommy’s great and all he's here and all but I don't wanna string him along too much because hes- I, when I look at him, when I look at him and he's helping me out and building things with me, I - I see the same eyes that looked at me when… when… there weren't some fun times in the ravine of Pogtopia I wasn't a very well man, and I can just see Tommy from that day…
oH!! Ranboo! This looks great man!
R: Yeah yea, I’ve made a couple of um changes to it. Added some stuff to it
W: Like I was saying though, I appreciate it, I really appreciate it.
R: Yeahh, yeah of course! Of course
W: May I ask, I know I’ve already asked this before but why do you trust me so fast? What's the…?
R: I mean I like to normally see the good in people and everything.
W: I know we’ve gone through that and you’ve made me cry just
R: Yeahhh, sorry about that, but I- I think the reason I think I know what it's like to have no one hurt or at least feel like no one trusts you.
W: Mhm
R: Um, and I- I’ve realised that if no one is with you, then how can anyone really know when you’ve redeemed yourself. So that's why I’m here
W: You wanna see the fireworks?
R: Well maybe not the fireworks but, I mean at least
W: Ceremonial
R: At least when you change er redeem yourself I think it- it's good to have someone there and it's not nice to be alone all the time so…
W: My boy! Ranboo, I knew
R: Yeah!
W: I knew I could trust you. We got the exact same mindset I’m thinking of ahh Ranboo I love what you have done with the burger van
R: Thank you, I’m glad you like it
W: I think this is going to be a beginning of a beautiful partnership,
R: Yeah!
W:beautiful friendship, and maybe when Tubbo comes we can you know have a big party and all get to know each other a bit better.
R: Yeah I can, I can talk with him I think and maybe get him to uh join hopefully
W: Yeah, don’t pressure him. He doesn't have to join, he just needs to come. I just want him to come and see our patented burgers!
R: Yeah!
W: Our burgers, our burger NFTS he needs to come and try them! Ranboo. Thank you man
R: You’re welcome, I’m glad that I could help out a little bit at least.
W: You’re a brilliant man and I'm going to go now a happy man.
R: That's good, I’m glad you’re happy.
W: Thank you Ranboo. Buh Bye. Ah, I love that guy bro!
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a-little-slice-of-fandom · 4 years ago
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In derry girls, what did you think of the episode where clare came out? Im irish (republic) and gay so i love that it was included, but some of the language used makes me uncomfortable i guess? I get that NI in the 90s wasnt very accepting but the directors have said that they already portrayed it through rose coloured glasses so having michelle say d*ke feels unnecessary. I love the show though and can certainly look past it! I was just interested in what you thought :)))
Hey anon!
Personally I love this episode of Derry Girls! In fact it’s probably my favourite episodes. I already liked Clare as a character throughout the series, probably because I relate to her a bit too much, so to have her be revealed as gay was just like the icing on the cake. Good representation for northern Irish characters are few and far between, and gay northern Irish characters are basically non existent. Derry Girls was this hit TV show that provided many with the first chance to see themselves represented meaningfully on TV, and that includes myself.
However, I think there’s a lot of really important stuff in this episode that people either don’t notice or just don’t really talk about, which I do understand because Derry Girls is, at the end of the day, a comedy and it’s much more fun to quote characters like Aunt Sarah saying “you cannot move for lesbians these days” than to think about the darker side of Northern Ireland.
(T/W for homophobia discussion!!!)
(Also this sort of turned into a ramble about acceptance by the end of the post but I just have a lot of feelings on what Derry girls represents and I feel like non northern Irish viewers maybe don’t catch onto that because they don’t have the necessary context)
Derry Girls, as a show, is so interesting and personal to me because it manages to perfectly strike the balance between presenting Northern Ireland as a deeply flawed and divided country, but also presenting it as a place where people can be happy and live their lives to the fullest despite the ever present danger of the troubles. And that’s a genuinely refreshing portrayal of N.I that we usually don’t get. However I’d argue that if Derry Girls doesn’t at least try and illustrate, to some extent, the causal and very rampant homophobia of northern Ireland then it runs the risk of romanticising Northern Ireland at the time, which I think is incredibly dangerous. I do think that the show is intentionally more digestible and does filter things through rose tinted glasses, however I’d argue that simply glossing over the homophobia would have actually been a bit disrespectful to the queer history of Northern Ireland and could erase the experiences and struggles of the LGBTQ community in N.I, both then and now. If the show doesn’t acknowledge that things were shitty then we paint an inaccurate picture of what it was like, and arguably still is like, to be gay in Northern Ireland. And considering that Derry Girls is one of the very few good depictions of Northern Ireland, it’s incredibly important that it’s an honest depiction.
You specifically asked about Michelle, but I think it’s important to talk about Michelle and Erin in relation to one another, and how they are both products of their time and of a deeply homophobic society.
(Now I’m going to briefly discuss Michelle’s use of the d-slur here however I just want to acknowledge that I’m probably not the best person to talk about this since it’s a lesbian specific slur and I’m not a lesbian. I welcome any additions to this post!)
I think Michelle sort of represents the overt and “loud” homophobia that’s present in our society. Michelle saying the d-slur is far from the first homophobic thing she says. I mean It’s literally a running gag in series one that she calls James “gay” constantly. And the sad thing is that Michelle’s off handed comments throughout the series are incredibly realistic to what you’d hear in Northern Ireland even today. I remember the f-slur being chanted during break time at my primary school, without anyone fully understanding what that word meant. Michelle is a representation of the homophobia that’s deeply ingrained into N.I to the point where it’s not even thought about or even seen as an issue. I mean...no one ever really talks about Michelle’s comments. Now whether or not they had to include her saying a slur specifically to illustrate the homophobia of N.I is not for me to say. You could change that sentence in the script and I think the point of Michelle representing “loud” and homophobia would still stand.
On the other hand...I think Erin represents the much more insidious and “quiet” homophobia.
Firstly, she has no issue with capitalising off a very personal essay for her own gain, shrugs off any protests that this might be wrong and doesn’t consider how her actions may hurt the writer of this piece (who is later revealed to be Clare).
Even the language she uses is a bit uncomfortable, saying that “a real life lesbian walks among us”. Are lesbians wild animals or mythical creatures? That seems to be what Erin is implying here. Plus Erin tries to make it out to others such as Sister Michael that she’s doing this because she genuinely believes in equal rights and wishes to stick up for the LGBT community, but when Clare actually tries to come out Erin is clearly confused and she reacts very badly. I mean, Erin literally says she doesn’t want Clare to come out and demands she get back in the closet, and you can see how hurt Clare is by this reaction. And this scene is kind of played for laughs and I think that straight viewers probably found Erin’s reaction quite funny...but this scene hit way too close to home for me. It’s the classic “I have nothing against gay people, but I’d just rather I didn’t have a gay friend/child/co-worker because they make me uncomfortable” that’s way too common in Northern Ireland. It’s the idea that people can present themselves as liberal and open minded, but when finally confronted with something that doesn’t fit their narrative, their societal conditioning kicks in.
As a queer woman, it was never Michelle’s causal homophobia that made me uncomfortable, it was Erin’s reaction...because it hit way too close to home. It’s a perfect representation of the “quiet” homophobia that’s still a massive issue in Northern Ireland today.
(Also the context of when Derry Girls was released is super important! Series one of Derry Girls was released in 2018...but Gay marriage wasn’t actually legalised in Northern Ireland until January of 2020 and even then it was quite contested by conservatives. Now I’m not saying there’s social commentary here but that’s absolutely what I’m saying.)
Now I’m not saying that Michelle or Erin themselves are homophobic, nor am I saying that they’re bad people. I think that they are teenagers that have absorbed a lot of homophobic rhetoric due to the time and the society that they live in. Although Erin’s reaction to Clare trying to come out was painful to watch because it felt so real, I don’t think her reaction was malicious. Erin is a teenager who has grown up in a homophobic society and now doesn’t really know how to react to this new reality and probably didn’t realise how hurtful she was being to Clare. (This isn’t me trying to excuse her reaction, again I am part of the LGBT community and I’ve experienced that exact same reaction from people, it’s me trying to understand Erin’s reaction). Erin and Michelle have both absorbed rhetoric from their deeply homophobic society, and unfortunately this rhetoric continues.
Plus I just want to comment on this idea of acceptance and change in Derry Girls. Derry Girls is set in the time of great change in Northern Ireland, where people were sort of starting to accept that people are allowed to be British or Irish or both. But this process was messy and it wasn’t instantaneous. And the acceptance of the LGBTQ community in Northern Ireland was the exact same. It didn’t just happen overnight. It was a slow and messy process of change, of people re-evaluating their previous beliefs and being given the chance to grow as people and to learn how to accept others. That’s not to say people haven’t made mistakes in the past, because they have, but they’re willing to take the steps to change. I‘ve always thought the LGBTQ subplot of Derry Girls is sort of a parallel to the overall process of change in Northern Ireland in a political sense. And I think that flies over so many people’s heads because they don’t have that context of the political situation in N.I.
(And this theme of acceptance is seen again in the series finale of series 2 with James! ✨ Thematic consistency ✨ )
Because at the end of the day, Clare is accepted by the group. In fact, we see both the teenagers and the adults actively take steps to make her feel loved, welcome and accepted. My favourite moment will always be Granda Joe saying “you’re a very talented people” to Clare in the most earnest voice. Clare is still loved by her friends and although they don’t exactly know what they’re doing, they do try and show their support for her. They absolutely make mistakes, and they did hurt Clare, but they’re trying and I think that stands for a lot, especially at the time.
And I think all of what I discussed was absolutely necessary to Derry Girls. Derry Girls might be a somewhat rose tinted portrayal of Derry in the troubles, but it never tries to romanticise the situation that the teenagers were in (because no one should be romanticising the troubles). I think that this stance of portraying the harsh reality of homophobia in N.I is equally important to the narrative of Derry Girls. I see my own experiences in Clare, despite the fact it’s 30 years later, so if they didn’t at least attempt to show the homophobia in Ireland it would have felt disingenuous and too “perfect”. Again, I’m not saying that Michelle using the d slur was the right way to go about showing the “loud” homophobia of Northern Ireland. That’s not my decision to make. However, just because Derry Girls is making efforts to present Northern Ireland in a more digestible way to audiences (especially non northern Irish audiences) doesn’t mean they shouldn’t also acknowledge the reality of Northern Ireland at the time.
(This all kind of makes it sound like I want Clare to get hate crimed which I obviously do not want. I think the way that Derry Girls showed the issues in Northern Ireland were perfect and very much necessary, minus the use of the d-slur specifically which wasn’t necessary to the plot.)
Anyway thank you so much for the ask anon! This was much more rambly than my usual posts but I just really have a lot of opinions on Derry girls because it does mean a lot to me and it often does hit close to home.
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cattles-bians · 4 years ago
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Damie Vibecca exes AU part 4
post directory
[em note: this one is LONG i had to split it!!!]
obsetress: deflecting to viola protecting becs
obsetress: once they are dating
obsetress: and thinkin thoughts
em: viola asks rebecca if she wants to put a hit out on peter and rebestiecca is like????
em: that’s hot but
em: u can do that? also maybe don’t. but mostly that’s hot
obsetress: i was literally gonna say peter is still her ex and he's a persistent fucker even though it's been a year at least and viola's response is... not far off from canon!
obsetress: becca just stares at her for a minute and then she's cupping viola's cheek and murmuring "come here" and pulling her down
obsetress: they're like kissing or whatever and rebecca's murmuring "that was hot, you know" between kisses and viola's like "oh?" and becca's like "don't be cheeky, you know it was" and vi just grins against her mouth
em: I’m Really Invested In This Crack Ship
obsetress: ok but rebecca tells jamie and dani about vi offering to put a hit on peter and they're both understandably and reasonably aghast and rebecca's just like (takes a sip of wine, ducks head, smiles to self) i think it's sweet
obsetress: dani and jamie look at each other out of the corners of their eyes
obsetress: (later, dani agrees how absolutely out of line it is but also admits that it sure does feel nice to be so taken care of sometimes)
obsetress: (jamie throws a pillow at her)
obsetress: also thinking about secret soft vibecca are sometimes and how horrified dani and jamie are the first time they see it with their own eyes
em: jamie and dani excessive PDA queens get a taste of their own medicine
em: it’s so funny that i’m like. always on the verge of viola horny posting but as soon as it’s vibecca i’m like look at these babies. these beautiful babies
obsetress: viola and rebecca kissing one (1) time at brunch and jamie, arm slung around dani’s shoulders, is like “oi, no one wants to see that” and dani, leaning into jamie, one hand in her lap, crinkles her nose and rebecca’s like “y— you’re kidding, right?”
obsetress: also like. we talk a lot about what vi does for rebecca but also like
obsetress: vi massive abandonment issues and rebecca just
obsetress: she just stays
em: ur gonna Kill me here lies em
obsetress: i know i didn’t mean to and then i just
obsetress: i can’t think too hard abt them or i will Melt Down but just like
em: look if rebecca can see the best in someone as awful as peter
em: viola isnt nearly as terrible
obsetress: esp vi post dani like
obsetress: she’s obnoxious and haughty and neoliberal but
obsetress: radical love goes a long way!
obsetress: rebecca grounding her thru touch and rebecca slipping her hands around vi’s and easing them loose when vi’s hands start to clench and rebecca just pressing a kiss to viola’s temple and murmuring “i’m here, yeah? with you. not going anywhere”
em: like i just think after eddie dani wouldnt like, just go w the flw any more. like i think abt her challenging viola occasionally
em: lovingly! gently
but like, holding her accountable
em: also violas absolutely little spoon
em: like i know blah blah viola top rebecca top leaning switch but viola little spoon
obsetress: “actually viola” (vi always knows she’s in trouble when dani calls her viola) “that was really hurtful” “i’m sorry you feel that way, dani, but—“ “i don’t need you to be sorry for how i feel. i need you to show me you’re sorry for what you did”
em: dani calls vi the Full Name and viola knows shes in trouble bc thats at least 4 extra vowels w danis midwest accent
em: it is always v surprising how much like, working w kids equips you to work w adults. b/c at least w kids you dont have layers and layers of social nuance to work through. u can just say 'hey. that was hurtful and your apology sucks'
obsetress: meanwhile dani’s over here trying to explain to vi intent vs impact and how no, it’s not semantics or nuance, it’s actually kind of a chasm
em: i kind of love like um. look viola is terrible but she wasnt born terrible
obsetress: she just has a lot to unlearn
em: and id belive that even if i wasnt a ghostfucker thats just rogers theory of self actualisation babyeee
obsetress: dani viola big fight n dani's like
obsetress: "i'm sorry and i love you but it's not my job to fix you, vi" and she just breaks down and she's like "it's not"
obsetress: jesus why did my brain take THAT turn
em: wrow
em: its ok i was gonna be like 'so they obvs break up at some point....'
obsetress: anyway viola just stares at her for a second and then she's like "you put the 'i'm sorry' before the 'i love you'"
obsetress: and dani just stares at her for a long time and she's like "yeah. i guess i did"
em: HANNAH
em: BESTIE
obsetress: i KNOW what the FUCK
obsetress: anyway dani's like "i guess i did" and vi's like "is that it then?" and dani just looks at her with her puffy eyes and is like "i think so"
obsetress: dani clayton queen of saying "i love you" over and over in the midst of breaking up w someone
em: well! she has a lot of love to give but, she also has to love herself sometimes!
em: i was thinking abt scenarios n i just remembered that. whole video rental shop thing so i think that slots in nicely
[em edit: u can read here]
obsetress: god i love that lil scene
em: dani sends viola a tentative little meme peace offering and they get back to talking and its nice but maybe a bit awkward and viola mentions like, going to therapy and seeing someone for help n its
obsetress: vi's stewing on "i can't fix you" for weeks and then she's begrudgingly. BEGRUDGINGLY calling a therapist
em: like its still awkward and dani is still nursing some wounds but she can ALSO be happy for someone she used to care about
em: still cares about!
obsetress: she's always gonna love her in some way or another
obsetress: but yeah also like. smth to viola being too stubborn to do anything she doesn't wanna do except suddenly when dani clayton gets involved and that feels p canon in its own way too
em: 'i cant fix u' weird bc every time i see viola im like 'i can fix her'
obsetress: it's like ur in my head bestie
em: how do u think viola and rebestiecca met
em: not that u think abt it or anything
obsetress: MAN i was just thnking
obsetress: in this universe how did dani and jamie meet but i guess it can still just be bly tbh
obsetress: as for vi and bestiecca hmmm
em: am so caught up in the joy of fucked up interpersnal dynamics i forgot a meet cute
obsetress: honestly part of me wants to be like
obsetress: on some dating app but a dating app for posh people yk
obsetress: but then i'm like
obsetress: that takes all the meet cute fun out of it
obsetress: oh GOD
obsetress: i got it
obsetress: ready
obsetress: so like viola landlord we know this
obsetress: and then i was watching whatever ep three the other day and bex mentions wanting to do public law right
em: oooooh
obsetress: bex public housing attorney
em: OOH
obsetress: they meet at some conference
obsetress: hit it off prob fuck lbr
obsetress: and then
obsetress: comedy of errors
obsetress: whoever stays the night, they sleep together again in the morning, breakfast in bed, bex is like "so what do you do, anyway"
em: hjgbjshmdnfbmngbmhnbgs,hndg m,shndgds
em: YES
obsetress: and then they just
em: WHEEZES
obsetress: also i like to think rebecca invites vi back to her hotel room and vi is so charmed by her taking charge ("""taking charge""") that she lets her
obsetress: and then like
obsetress: god for a while what if they just like
obsetress: they're so mortified and morally and fundamentally at odds but like
obsetress: the sex is so good???????
obsetress: that they keep just meeting up and then
em: romeo and juliet situation
obsetress: yk how it goes
obsetress: the sex is good and they see each other as like
em: thats so fucking good thank u hannah
obsetress: super rare intellectual equals whatever
obsetress: thank u i am exceedingly proud rn
obsetress: honestly at this point i'm
obsetress: rebecca and vi uhaul change my mind
obsetress: like not too quick because isabel but, quick enough to be considered
em: so the joke is like. obviously 'extremely pda damie' but when rebecca and vi are alone they Also cannot get their hands off each other
obsetress: they both just. worry about appearances too much meanwhile
obsetress: tweedle dee and tweedle dum in the overalls and mom jeans dgaf
em: accidentally seeing ur friends compromised is just part of the package of being friends w damie. however jamie accidentally catches vibecca in the act and shes Horrified
em: hypocrits
em: danis like yeah what do u. think theyre doing
em: dani is nonchallant bc shes dated viola of all people
obsetress: i mean could you imagine
obsetress: between vi and dani's just
obsetress: insatiable libido
em: HADNT IMAGINED UNTIL NOW BUT YEAH
obsetress: dani, very seriously: jamie, when two women love each other––
em: dani likes dating jamie bc it means she can top occasionally :) maybe even more than occasionally
em: jamies like ooh my god i knw i know how are u so casual about... rebecca... and ... viola... (dani just pulls her in fr a smooch)
obsetress: they have each other's clothes half off and dani's like "i'm so casual because i dated her too, babe" and jamie's like "can we not have this conversation right n"
obsetress: also i still have this on my clipboard from earlier we bopped around so fast but
obsetress: vi and bex hooking up early on:
obsetress: rebecca knocks on vi's door at, like, 6:00 pm after work, vi opens it, rebecca just grabs her and kisses her, vi pulls her in, becca kicks it closed behind her, vi shoves her against the door and they're kissing against it, then vi's ducking her head to kiss along rebecca's neck and rebecca's like "how many people did you evict today" as she angles her head and then viola's finding her lips again and tugging at her lower lip with her teeth "probably not as many landlords as you shortchanged today" and rebecca's laughing and pushing her backwards down the hall as viola tugs at her blouse
em: GOD. viola is probably like
em: ok, disclaimer: fuck all landlords
em: but at least in this fantasy world perhaps viola is 'fairly' 'reasonable' n shes absolutely playing it up for the hate sex angle n rebecca Maybe Assumes shes lying but
em: stupid morons in love
obsetress: yeah
obsetress: i think i've mentioned this before but like
obsetress: now that it's more fleshed out
obsetress: then they're at drinks one night (and when did it go from just sex to drinks? neither of them could tell you) and viola's kinda quiet n moody (n rebecca already knows she Gets Like This sometimes and that she'll usually say whatever she's thinking eventually) and finally she's like
obsetress: "i have... a daughter" and rebecca's just like "tell me about her" like it's the easiest thing in the world
obsetress: and viola's head snaps over and she stares because she was.... not expecting that
obsetress: and so viola does
obsetress: and rebecca's just like "i'd love to meet her one day"
em: soft.....
obsetress: they always turn back to soft
obsetress: like they have a fuckin mind of their own
em: rapidly oscillate between horny and soft
obsetress: that's the mood
em: violas probably like. yknow, rebecca's young and up and cming n she probably assumes rebesticca isnt interested as something as full on as a kid but shes like 'do you have any photos'
obsetress: fuck!!!!!!!!!
em: rebeccas like do u think i didnt. see the photos at ur apartment lmao
em: theres a childs drawing on the fridge
obsetress: rebecca has known almost from the jump but was
obsetress: giving viola her time
obsetress: also smth smth giving her time instead of time wearing her away etc etc we're all in hell
em: cracks knuckles
em: bestie....
obsetress: pls
obsetress: it's what i deserve
obsetress: first tho
obsetress: consider
obsetress: the way viola's face lights up when she's talking about isabel and showing rebecca all the pictures
obsetress: hold pls
em: soft......
obsetress: this one chief
obsetress: right here
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shhh-no-ones-home · 4 years ago
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december 23 - ricky horror
title: one in seven
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its official where i live! marry christmas and happy holidays to yall. i hope you all have a great day and enjoy the last couple fics of the year! thanks again for reading and sharing, i love you all and wish you all the best in 2021.
prompt: Notes and gifts from a "secret Santa" take a strange turn
request from: n/a
tag list: @musicsexandpizza69 @svintsandghosts @alilpunkrock @cynic-spirit @theoneandonlykymberlee @joeynihil @lifeisabitchandsoareyou @thisplace-ishaunted @xyours-eternallyx
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one week. thats all that was left. five days till christmas day and i was all but turned off by the idea of gifts and celebration and parties and everything else that came with the holiday. i think my secret santa knew that though, whoever it was. dont get me wrong, i didnt mind being on the road for christmas, i didnt like the day, and i didnt have family to spend time with so it didnt really matter. but little did i know at the beginning of this that everyday i would wake up to something weirder in my stocking. and not even in a bad way, cause the two things id received already were super awesome.
and yes, it was the guys idea to put stockings up and do secret santa. that way we each got something small the seven days before christmas and the day of we would ultimately find out who our gift giver was over dinner as they gave us one final larger present. and dont get me wrong, i was an excellent gift giver, already two days in and vinny had loved the two things i had secretly slipped into his stocking but i was getting more impatient. i wanted to know who was getting me things only a few people knew i wanted. and ultimately i wanted vinny to know who was giving him his gifts.
when i got up today i wasnt exactly sure what i was going to be pulling out of the stocking hanging outside my bunk. the first day i had gotten a skeleton hand mug, the second day i had gotten a bag of death wish coffee, and i really just wanted to know if the theme would continue. maybe this person was trying to tell me something. i laid in my bunk as my alarm went off, silencing it almost immediately since i was awake already, just staring at the ceiling. i tossed the blanket off and slid out of my bunk slowly, looking up at chris as he leaned back into the opposing one, sipping out of his Starbucks cup from yesterday.
"morning."
i said and he held his cup to me in cheers.
"morning."
he said groggily.
"you check your stocking yet?"
i asked and he nodded.
"yep, todays was a voodoo donut and a starbucks giftcard."
he said with a smile and i laughed.
"guess you get it twice a year now huh."
i said and he nodded contently,
"whats in yours?"
he asked and i turned around, my eyes going wide at how thick it looked. i drew my brows and reached my arm into it. i felt something soft graze my hand before pulling it out.
"awe, its so cute."
i said as i pulled the plush bat out, taking the black silk eye mask off of it and petting its head. i showed it to chris.
"either my secret Santa thinks i sleep too much or not enough."
i said with a laugh, putting the eye mask into my bag next to the coffee and mug. chris laughed a little bit as ricky slid his curtain over from behind him.
"what you guys talking about?"
he asked, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
"y/n's concerned with the gifts from her secret santa."
chris answered and rick raised a brow.
"how come?"
he asked and i shrugged, hugging the bat to my chest.
"ive gotten two things of coffee so far and two things to sleep with. im getting mixed signals to say the least."
i said with a laugh and he nodded, jumping down from his bunk with a thud.
"maybe they think you needed something to help you keep up the good work, and something to help you relax. you do work harder than all of us combined."
he mentioned, making me smile.
"thanks rick, i guess ill just have to wait another few days and ask when i find out who it is."
i said and he nodded.
"guess so."
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"okay, this is getting more and more confusing."
i said, unwrapping the fuzzy blanket, holding it out to look at what was on it. the whole thing was solid black with alchemy symbols, pentagrams, crystal balls, and the likeness on it in bright pastel pinks and purples. it was really cute and matched the bat perfectly. all this stuff just had me wondering what i could be getting at dinner. i knew this blanket wasnt cheap, it had a black craft tag on it after all.
"whats confusing?"
vinny asked, holding the new bulls jersey in his hand.
"the theme of these is a little skewed to say the least."
i said and he shrugged.
"that looks comfy."
he said, running his hand over the side of it and i nodded.
"what else have you gotten?"
he asked and i sighed.
"coffee, a mug, a plush bat, a sleep mask, pastel bath bombs, a coffee and honey face scrub mask, fuzzy black and pink socks, and now this blanket. its like a care package."
i said and he shrugged.
"guess youll just have to find out at dinner, which we should probably get ready for."
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as we all sat around the table i watched intently as we went down the line, each person giving their last gifts.  justin had chris, chris had ryan, ryan had aj, aj had justin, i had vin, vin had rick, and finally rick had me. as he got up he reached for a large box and my eyes went wide.
"okay y/n i know all week youve been trying to figure out what the hell this all could be leading up to but i asked all of the guys if we could pitch in on something so its not just from me."
i drew my brows.
"we all know you work ten times harder than the rest of us so we all wanted to do something special for you."
he said, setting the box down in front of me on the table.
"you guys didnt have to do that. you guys put so much into the band, im nothing special."
i said and he sent me a disapproving look.
"but you are, without you none of this would work. so as a thank you from all of us..."
he said, pointing to the box and i moved slowly to open it, all of them watching me intently. i ripped the paper off first, then going in to rip the tape off it and popping the sides open one at a time. when i pulled the tissue paper out of the way i drew my brows. in it was a large wooden box.
"okay?"
i asked, pulling it out and setting it on the table in place of the carboard box.
"open it."
chris said from across the table and i pushed the gold tab up, lifting the lid. as soon as i saw what was in it my mouth dropped. i wanted to inspect it more but my vision was going blurry at the tears behind my eyes.
"you guys."
i said, closing it and standing up to give rick a hug.
"so i take it you like it?"
he asked and i nodded against him, pulling away and wiping the tears off my face.
"its beautiful."
i said, opening the box back up and looking over the kit of art supplies. there was everything i could ever ask for in here: a water color palette, gouache, oil pastels, soft pastels, colored pencils, drawing pencils, two sketch pads, brushes, the whole nine yards.
"we wanted to get you something that you enjoy and that relaxes you. this whole week ive been building up stuff that could make you comfortable during or after a long work day: comfy stuff to sleep with, coffee when youre running around making sure we're all in line, spa stuff to help you chill at home. they all helped with this idea but we thought it could be something to get you out of the real world when youve had enough. and now youll think of all of us when you use it."
he said with a wide smile and i couldn't help crying again.
"you guys take such good care of me."
i said through a sniffle as vin leaned over and hugged me, then Justin leaned in and did the same, pretty soon all of them were standing around me in big a group hug.
"we love you y/n, we wouldnt get anything done without you and we're so glad to call you a team member and most importantly a friend."
rick said, as they all stood back up and went back to their seats.
"thank you guys, for everything. and thank you especially for making this a special christmas, the most special christmas ive ever had."
he squeezed my shoulder gently.
"youre part of the family now y/n, and we wouldnt want it any other way."
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into1-wonderland · 4 years ago
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Baby!Into1 x Daycare au | Intro
(ft. Bo Yuan as the caretaker of the 10 chaotic bunch, ranging from the ages of 3-5)
a/n: hello hello yumi here~ so this is the first into1 au of mine that will ever see the light of day. at first I was going to write things for it, but honestly I'm going to make it into a series with incorrect quotes to attach with it. this post will be the bios of all the babies and our lovely caretaker Bo Yuan, so enough of me babbling and I hope you guys could enjoy~
First off, we have the Caretaker™ Bo Yuan:
my mans is like in his 20's rn
wanted to open up a little day care as like side job/internship because he wanted to teach kids in the future so he was like “might as well start working with kids now!”
and so
he did it
only regretted his life decisions when his devil number 1 and devil number 2 does something bad
other times he really enjoy looking after them! and he doesn’t even feel like it’s a job!
has been thinking about taking a field trip with all 10 of them but he’s afraid: 1) he might lose one 2) he might lose himself 3) can they behave themselves
his favorite thing to do is having all of them gather around while reading a fairytale to them for nap time
or sometimes he would sing a song
he has a lot of favorite things in day care, literally having all 10 of them just there makes him happy
except when lin mo and nine is having a scream off:
lin mo: ahh
nine: aHH
lin mo: AHH
nine: AHHHHH-
bo yuan, running into the room: what’s wrong?
ak: screaming
bo yuan: why?
patrick, with his hands over his ears: TO SEE WHOS LOUDER
all the other boys: *nods*
isnt always watching the kids 24/7, since day 1 when the kids came in he told them the rules of the daycare and kinda just let them familiarize the place
(bo yuan: its a daycare, and they are kids, they are suppose to have fun!
keyu, in the back, mumbles: i wanna climb the tree in the yard
bo yuan, turns around: keyu no)
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And now we have the kids!!
Liu Yu:
4 years old
very quiet, just likes to sit and read and draw
the most obedient one, and likes to follow around bo yuan
well,, most of the time
he’s played a few pranks on bo yuan like:
bo yuan: liu yu nap time is over you have to wake up
liu yu: *not moving*
bo yuan, gently nudged liu yu: liu yu wake up!
liu yu: *continues to fake sleep and not move*
bo yuan: *leans closer to liu yu’s face to make sure hes not sick or has a fever*
liu yu, scares bo yuan: WAH
bo yuan: liu yu dont do that! you scared me!
liu yu: *giggles*
likes to stretch and bend himself in odd positions
(bo yuan: everyday I’m in fear that he will snap himself in half)
kinda an introvert but once he hangs around everyone for a bit he will open up to them and fit himself in very well
likes to organize and keep things how he found them/have special places where he organizes his toys
jiayuan: *moves liu yu’s fan*
liu yu: hey! put that back!!
has really good etiquettes and never really fights or argues or bicker with the other kids
but likes to joke around and mess around with once in a while
patrick: wahhh i put my cupcakes here who took one!
liu yu, hiding it behind his back: idk maybe keyu took it?
the least of bo yuan’s worries since he’s always in bo yuan’s sight, also he’s aware of his surroundings so he actually helps bo yuan make sure everything’s okay
(bo yuan: i made a checklist for myself on the whiteboard and liu yu likes to check things off for me, he said “coloring in the boxes is fun” so now he's the reason why i get all my work done)
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Santa:
4 years old
riki’s best friend
super happy and bright, like a ray of sunshine
is easily scared
lin mo: hi
santa: WAHHHHH BO YUAN GEGE
really likes bo yuan, would stick on to him a lot and ask him about everything
santa: bo yuan gege whats this?
santa: bo yuan gege what’s that?
santa: bo yuan gege what are you making right now?
hangs out with liu yu and mika a lot (other than riki)
riki is older than him but would hold riki’s hand and take him around like a didi
also really likes racing with mika for E V E R Y T H I N G
(bo yuan: yeah couple days ago they tried to race who can fall asleep faster but because they kept on peeking at each other so they basically didn’t sleep till i said i’ll watch for them)
really likes to dance, every time he hears music he would start grooving around
loves learning new things, which is probably the reason why he always asks bo yuan so many questions
also least one of bo yuan’s worries, just gotta make sure jiayuan and lin mo don’t pull pranks on him
(bo yuan: well they dont really pull prank pranks, its just once lin mo grabbed a frog and started running around and showing it to everyone, but lin mo lost grip and the frog jumped on santa)
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Rikimaru:
5 years old
looks like he’s 3, acts like he’s 3, but is actually 5
best friends with santa! always sticks around him and likes to tug on a corner of his shirt out of habit
bo yuan: alright everyone it’s nap time! i’ve made the beds for everyone
riki, sees his bed is not next to santa: bo yuan gege can you switch my bed next to santa? i wanna be next to santa
he didn’t start speaking till he was 4 so he often stutters when he talk and just looks confused a lot (it's because he’s thinking and formulating his words)
santa and the other kids would always have to interpret for him
bo yuan: riki I brought some snacks today do you want cookies or marshmallows?
riki: ???
santa, motioning with his hands: bo yuan gege said do you want the white fluffies or brown crunchies
riki: oh! crunchies!
squishy cheeks,, bo yuan’s favorite thing is to squish his cheek everytime he sees him
riki: gud mooning bo yuan gege!
bo yuan, squishes riki’s cheeks: ahh I haven’t seen you in so long good morning!!
nine: wait wasnt riki here yesterday??
also likes to stretch,, often seen around with liu yu and they just help each other
(bo yuan: i am afraid he will snap himself in half too)
not too much of bo yuan’s worries, besides the fact that he might get kidnapped because he’s so oblivious
(bo yuan: we were playing outside in the yard once and riki just wandered off because he thought the neighbor’s flowers were pretty)
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Mika:
4 years old
also kinda an introvert, doesn’t interact with too many people
usually it’s santa that approaches him first or keyu^^
found a ukulele in the toy bin one time and wouldn’t let go of it (he claims it’s his now)
his favorite activity at daycare is when they all sing together, that’s when he smiles the most and has the most fun
the one that likes to nap the most
also likes to help bo yuan cook once in a while (mostly just having mika washing vegetables and passing things to bo yuan)
very laid back and not noisy (till he starts playing the ukulele)
often gets scared by lin mo’s sudden screams (actually, lin mo scares a lot of people, sorry to mika’s ears)
also not one of bo yuan’s worries, literally there’s nothing to worry about with mika, all the kids just likes to sit around mika and pet his head so he keeps everyone safe
(bo yuan: one time I couldn’t find any of the kids in the play room, apparently they were all in the napping corner petting mika’s head since he just got a hair cut)
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Nine:
4 years old
loud, very loud.
pouts a lot
everyone calls nine cute, even the boys who are younger than him
likes to boss around patrick because he’s older
nine: patrick gimme that juice box!
patrick: you’re closer you get it!
nine: i’m older than you!
literally scared of everything
if he hasn’t seen it before and it’s living, he’s scared
jiayuan: *holds a bowl of tadpoles*
nine, several feet away: WAHHH WHAT IS THAT
the happiest when he gets snacks + real food food
also really likes to sing!! his favorite thing is watching disney movies because there’s so much music in it and he just loves to sing along
he’s not part of bo yuan’s worries because he’s literally scared of everything, but nine is really naive and would do things that the other kids tell him to do so, it’s a 50/50 on nine
(bo yuan: there was an edible decorative flower on keyu’s birthday cake couple days ago, and somehow jiayuan convinced nine all flowers were edible. so today during outside time nine almost ate the neighbor’s flowers)
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Lin Mo:
3 years old
LOUD. VERY LOUD.
probably the craziest most hyper one out of them all
he and jiayuan always have something bad planned
literally doesn’t have a moment where he’s calm
constantly in bickering mode with ak
lin mo: NO IM RIGHT
ak: NO. IM RIGHT
patrick: what are they arguing about?
keyu: *shrugs*
but is also best friends with ak so he’s also calm around him
(bo yuan: yeah these two have on and off days, you can never predict it)
and also constantly naruto runs around the daycare
bo yuan: lin mo stop running!
lin mo: *nyoom*
he also once nyoomed into keyu
keyu: ow what was that for?
lin mo: you were in my way!
and now he nyooms into keyu for fun
a very good mood maker
likes to smile/laugh a lot
would calm down if you show him a movie or a cartoon
number 2 on bo yuan’s worry list because he’s the "bad influence" for everyone, also he reduces hearing for everyone
(bo yuan: i’ve secretly made a tally book on how many times i have to say “lin mo” in a concerning tone this week and he came in 2nd. he was only here for like 3 days!)
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Zhang Jiayuan:
3 years old
YOURE THREE STOP SMIRKING LIKE THAT
couple months younger than lin mo but this is the real culprit under a lot of his and lin mo‘s plans
it’s just because jiayuan has a lot of crazy ideas and he says them out loud and lin mo is just like “yes”
also sometimes they are just accidents, but he's always doing weird questionable things with lin mo
got really sad one time because he brought tadpoles and put them in the fish tank and killed them since the fish went nom
but then started to constantly catch for tadpoles to feed the fishes
bo yuan: jiayuan stop, you’re killing the frog population!
jiayuan: but the fishies are hungry *pouts*
likes to fight/mess around with keyu for no reason
keyu: *sitting there, drawing*
jiayuan, with a squishy hammer: *bops keyu’s head*
but also will protect keyu if anyone tries to mess with him
lin mo: *nyooms into keyu for the 3rd time of the day* jiayuan, hugs keyu: stop hurting him!
the calmest thing he likes to do is taking care of plants, probably because he saw bo yuan spraying the plants one time and he like to squeeze the spray bottle
number 1 on bo yuan’s worry list, this child is literally not safe alone or with anyone. they were trying to celebrate keyu’s birthday and jiayuan tried to touch the candles, while it was lit, by the flame.
(bo yuan: i just got the tablets and haven’t set up children mode, so i’ll take the blame for this one. but also why are kids so good with technologies nowadays??)
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Patrick:
3 years old
squishy :D
smiley :DD
favorite thing is nap time and snack time
somehow knows every location where bo yuan hides their snacks
bo yuan: *getting the snacks that he hid in the piano*
patrick: *sitting next to the window sill with the snack* hi~
of course bo yuan can never get mad at patrick for eating the snacks because patrick doesn’t do anything bad
also he's a growing child
best friends with keyu,, and drags him on to “adventures”
*the daycare got a new toy play house*
patrick: bo yuan gege, keyu and I are moving out so we can go on an adventure!
keyu: I didnt agree to this??
wants bo yuan to add dress up into the daycare games, since he wants to dress up the other boys in the daycare
patrick: i call it, patrick fashion!
not part of bo yuan’s worries till he’s on his hunt for the hidden snacks, just because bo yuan is afraid he might hurt himself
(bo yuan: i started hiding the snacks higher up and one time i saw him trying to climb on keyu’s shoulders to grab it)
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Zhou Keyu:
3 years old
smart, but really clueless at the same time
tall, but has the personality of smol
likes to draw
also likes to read with patrick,, but usually patrick falls asleep so it’s him, the book, and a sleeping patrick
wears glasses all the time since his vision isn’t so good but somehow he makes glasses look good on him???
has a chain with his glasses because there too many glasses incident with keyu
glasses #1 keyu: I don’t like them! *takes it off and loses it*
glasses #2 keyu: *takes them off for nap time, but riki accidentally rolled on to them and snapped it*
glasses # we don’t know how many: *disconnected from the keyu universe*
also like a month younger than lin mo but literally has to make sure lin mo doesnt “blow” the place up
lin mo: what if I stuck this fork into the pluggie thing?
keyu, picking lin mo up: nope you’re not
when keyu is clueless he either stands there or just sit there and space out, not really noticeable but bo yuan ran into him doing that a couple times
(bo yuan: I thought he was an ai that was malfunctioning, it scared me at first but now I know he just doesn’t remember what he’s doing)
oh did I mention this,, even though he’s one of the youngest, he’s the tallest, with that advantage he likes to try to pick people up
jiayuan: keyu pick me up!
keyu: no
patrick: keyu likes me more he will pick me up!
keyu: no
patrick: *pouts*
keyu: *tries to pick both jiayuan and patrick up at the same time*
bo yuan, running over: ZHOU KEYU PUT THEM DOWN YOULL BREAK YOURSELF
not too high up on bo yuan’s worry list, give him a piece of paper or book or anything he would just calmly sit there and do something with it
(bo yuan: every time when we do art or reading its so hard to pry keyu away, he has to finish what he was doing and he’s so concentrated he doesn’t hear anybody)
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Liu Zhang (AK):
4 years old
loud, VERY LOUD.
he doesn’t know he’s loud
bo yuan: ak you don’t have to yell
ak: OKAY
monopolized over all the instrument music type of toys in the daycare
bo yuan: ak you know you have to share your toys right?
ak: I gave the ukulele to mika
honestly having ak is like having a walking megaphone so bo yuan ended up actually making ak his little helper for announcements
bo yuan: ak go tell everyone is lunch time
ak: alright!
ak: *da da da running to fetch his little stool*
ak, stands on a little stool in the middle of the play room: ITS LUNCH TIMEEEEEE-
nine, swats ak’s leg: YOU SCARED ME
the only time ak is quiet is when he’s around lin mo, he kinda just likes to watch lin mo and follow him around so that’s that
unless lin mo starts messing with him, then you just lose your hearing for the day
also at first bo yuan was trying to see what ak is interested in, and he taught ak hot cross buns on the bells and thought that would calm ak down,, but oops ak ended up making more noises
patrick: I WANNA SLEEP AK
(bo yuan: I swear something happened to this kid or something. he’s not hard of hearing but he’s just naturally so loud)
i too would lose my hearing if im around ak so much
not to high on bo yuan’s worries but he just make sure ak isn’t being too loud and bothering the other kids, usually he’s pretty good about that but you never know when a little patrick will start napping or anyone really so gotta contain his energy
(bo yuan: ak is usually the first one that’s awake from nap time but its usually like 5-10min before everyone else so i told him he can go and play but he just has to be quiet)
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alrighty !! now you've met everyone in the daycare, what kind of fun and chaotic adventures are they going to have??
(all future daycare au things will be incorrect quotes + short little one shots, this intro mostly served as a bio so you understand their personalities a bit, and i hope you enjoyed it!)
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planetjisungie · 4 years ago
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détester- l.dh
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characters; slytherin! haechan x gryffindor! reader ft. gryffindor! mark (its just a given at this point) and slytherin! jisung
summary; enemies to lovers, you and donghyuck had always just hated eachother. you dont know when it started, or why it started but it was starting to get annoying.
an; i WILL finish my hogwarts series tonight we only have chenle left but now we have more fluff than actual crack because simon says is playing
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congratulations you have reached gryffindor level you lucky prick
only the finest gryffindor
you are the embodiment of courage, literally if there was a ditch and someone fell down while everyone was too scared to help them, youd dive in before they could even say ‘dumbledore’
and you just so happen to be the younger sister of mark lee
the infamous mark lee,, that is
lucky prick part 2
but one thing made you seem not so lucky
your sworn enemy, lee donghyuck
or haechan as he liked to be called because apparently all evil villains needed a fake name
thats what you said anyway, he just liked the name haechan for its meaning
but he was also the emodiment of a slytherin, ambitious, cunning, resourceful and he was a pretty damn good leader
hence him being the captain of the quidditch team (no we are not going down the jisung route)
you didnt actually know when you started hating him, in your first year he had just decided to tie your poor, poor cat like a pig for roasting (he was in his second year already)
mr snuggles was traumatized
after that day it was small things to annoy you
like when he put hair dye in your conditioner bottle, resulting in your hair turning out a seafoam green colour
which you actually didnt mind so the joke was really on him, you pulled that shit off
or when he put spiders in your school shoes
that was unpleasant
and he also put a cockroach in your pocket, scaring your poor best friend who was terrified of the creatures
jisung was shaking, he hates cockroaches
to this day you still didnt know why he was a slytherin, but you guessed it was because he was a pureblood, very ambitious and resourceful but not so scary
but today was no exception
you walked towards the gryffindor table, robe billowing behind you as if you were walking in a movie
you were a lee sibling, you were both good at literally everything and deserved all the praise on earth
you fucking go girl, i stan
jisung sat at your table, the gryffindors appeared not to mind, especially as he was actually super nice
"y/n haechan told me to give you this"
ah there it was
the small hufflepuff girl handed you the letter before scurrying off back to her table
"y/n im scared"
jisung was already frightened of what that letter would hold
and you were a good friend, who knew no good would come from that letter
so you shoved it in your pocket, letting it crumple up before turning back to your breakfast
rip donghyuck
that was a fat L for our boy
he just wanted your attention
at first at least, he just wanted to be noticed by you so he pulled the cat stunt, making sure he didn’t actually harm the creature because he is still a decent human being and the grey furry animal did nothing to him
but now he had taken things too far
and he realised that after the stunt he pulled which resulted in you
yes, you, the brave, courageous gryffindor, crying
yeah he fucked up
he casted an illusion spell that infiltrated your sleep, creating nightmares with your deepest fears
and he regretted that
prank gone wrong *nearly killed her* (not clickbait)
you were still pissed at him for that
but that letter in your pocket was no ordinary letter
it was a confession letter, because he; yes him, the infamous slytherin, was too scared to talk to you about it in person
yet you literally just crushed his heart
which he kinda deserved to be fair
but jisung sent you a grateful smile and you went back to your conversation of which cereal brand was better
the answer is obviously lucky charms or frosted shreddies pengers mate
so our baby slytherin needed to find another way to get his feelings across because he was failing
and brother mark was: not happy
mark was a friend of haechan but despite his complaints every goddamn time that he needed to stop his stupid jokes that weren’t actually jokes, he didnt listen
maybe he shouldve listened
mark knows best
apart from jenos fic, mark was a real bitch but this is mark 2.0
mark really doesnt know best
anyways moving on
its time for innovative hyuck™️
so its back to the drawing room, sitting next to yuta (his head boy) to discuss the next plan of action
cutie yuta felt that haechan opening up to him about his feelings was the biggest achievement during his time at hogwarts
so right, the next plan
it was to leave flowers on your bed and then when you turned around to see who put them there (hypothetically) he would be there and he could make his outstanding apology
but of course, this isnt some fanfiction where everything goes right
who do you take me for?
so later that day he gathered his flowers, tying them in a cute dark green ribbon
staying with the slytherin theme
and he put them on your bed
they were some seriously nice flowers
you noticed them as soon as you walked in and your heart swelled
unfortunately that wasnt the only thing that swelled
you were allergic to pollen, and your eyes had puffed up slightly, itching a little and you had some sniffles
that was another L for hyuck
and he ran, he fucking booked it out of his little hiding spot back to his common room aka the dungeon
"YUTA I FAILED"
"how the fuck do you fail giving someone flowers hyuck?"
"shes fucking allergic"
so you never found out who gave you flowers
but
but you did keep them, despite your obvious physical irritation to them
they were pretty :(((
so you pressed them into a random notebook you found, because seriously you couldnt just chuck them out
unfortunately for hyuck, he was not so slick to mark who narrowed his eyes on the boy
he knew something was up
what kind of torture device was flowers ?? this was too soft
and so he found out that the same boy who had been making your life a little
how should i say
s p i c y
had a fat crush on you and was just a pouty baby who wanted your love and attention
cute
mark didnt know whether to support this?? like ?? he knew that underneath your front of disliking the long legged boy, you had some feelings, maybe small but they were there
you wouldve called it fondness
because
i promise youre not a sadist or masochist
but you would see him in class
he was very focused and had a beautiful smile
and laugh
he may come across a little... stand offish and arrogant at first but hes actually a kind soul
from how he made a mess in the grand hall but when he thought everyone was gone, he stayed behind to help clean it, having fun conversations with the staff (elves? who tf cleans the great hall??)
that goddamn melodious laughter constantly ringing in your head
shawtys like a melody in my head
but moving on
you noticed the pranks he pull decreased
and that was because he was spending time with yuta and mark, planning the perfect, foolproof (unfortunately not jeno this time) way to confess
and he sent you small smiles ?? what ??
this is so unlike the hyuck you knew
like he did a 180
i did a full 180 baby crazy
i said this was gonna be less crackish but when regular comes on and you hear jaehyuns queso line you cant not feel qUirKy
(bbq- bb—s mY DIAMONDS I DONT NEED NO LIGHT TO SHINE- jungwoo)
okay so the next plan
you loved quidditch too, mainly because your brother was the captain for the gryffindor team
so the plan was for you to attend the slytherin v gryffindor match and
mark somewhat willingly agreed to have a friendly match so that hyuck could show off his skills
this was an awful plan
because it was raining the day of the match
so you and jisung huddled together for warmth, shivering as you watched the match
and hyuck couldnt feel worse, he felt like you were now going to be sick because of him
damn, you really couldnt catch a break
the groan of pure frustration yuta let out was amusing at least
he was just as invested in this as haechan at this point
like he was germinating a seed??? he was fathering this relationship
so with another L, haechan felt super super bad
and this baby cooked for you
he got his best friend jaemin to teach him how to make chicken soup
because you were actually not a herbivore
(thats the category i put vegans and vegetarians in)
omnivore tings
so he carried his little pot of soup, his fingers kind of burning as it was piping hot
he legit walked right past a suffering jisung in the slytherin dorm, the pot of soup still in hand not even sparing a thought about taking pity on the poor kid and giving him some
so he walked to your dorm, being let in by mark who was being big bro™️ and looking after your sick ass
you looked dead
pale skin, eyes closed, lips tinted blue, your body was shivering but you felt fucking boiling
peak peak times
but haechan still thought you looked gorgeous
mark vacated the dorms, leaving to his lessons so hyuck could look after you
this wasnt a plan ?? but hyuck rolled with it
setting his lil pot down he sat in a seat next to you, staring at your asleep awake form with closed eyes
his eyes held so much love and adoration for you, you really are lucky
he took off his robe, just sitting there in his shirt, trousers and green tie and watching you sleep
you were actually awake, just vibing and breathing to stay alive
and he had a lot on his chest
"i know ive been a massive prick to you and im really sorry. i know you’re asleep right now but im too much of a coward to say this to your face. i really only just wanted your attention because i seem to have feelings for you and i am sincerely sorry for going about it the wrong way"
your ears were {}
wide open
boy were you listening and taking this all in
oh shit
realizashun xx
so you fluttered your eyes open gently, watching his face morph into an expression of pure terror from his previous one of literal love
*whipping noise*
"youre awake!" he squeaked out, eyes darting around the room to look at anything but you
which you couldnt help but smile at
shifting to the side in your bed slightly, you lifted the covers, lazily patting the now open space
"c’mere"
your voice was kind of croaky and hoarse
that made hyuck feel guilty
baby it wasn’t your fault
but he complied, kicking off his leather school shoes and sliding besides you, staying as far away from you as possible
not to offend you, his heart was just going a million miles a second and there was no way you wouldn’t be able to hear it
this boy was like blushy sausage face part 2
arrogant hyuck has left the chat
you pouted seeing him shuffle away from you, shuffling to move yourself closer instead
power move, he either had to cuddle with you or fall off the bed
"can we just forget what i said earlier?"
that made you frown
the fuck?
hell no
"hyuck wait-"
"no dont bring it up its embarrassing"
whiny baby is back
"hyuck i-"
"nope nope nope nope"
"LET ME SPEAK FOR FUCKS SAKE"
he had no choice but to listen
your voice sounded strained already and he didnt want to make you feel worse
"i have feelings for you too you big baby"
double take
you what now?
haechans mouth just kinda froze open
so you shut his jaw gently
cant let him get jaw ache
"wait what?"
his soul has returned
he felt elated, completely happy, dare i say like he was high on a drug and said drug was not THC it was your TLC (LMAO GET IT IM PROUD OF THAT)
and so thats how mark returned to your dorm room to see you and hyuck cuddled in your bed, your head laying on his chest as his chin rested on your head, nuzzling into your hair (which was still half seafoam green might i add)
hyuck wasnt awake to celebrate, so yumark had their own small celebration, counting this as their success
you only found out he had put the flowers on your bed about two months after you started dating
a month after that you read the letter he gave you
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mydarling-suggestions · 4 years ago
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Ok so I sent my last one in on 12-21 and this one is being sent 12-22(his birthday). I'm not quite sure how much I said before but whatever imma just go for the events of the last couple of days. Not asking advice, just updating since you've been helping me :)
Yesterday, I texted him asking him if he was doing anything for his birthday today because one of our friends was trying to plan something for his birthday and he told me that his mom was probably planning something out, he couldn't do anything today for sure. So I asked him to go to birthday dinner, wherever he wants, and I'll pay and he said that he (a now 20yo man) was being forced to go to a church event to meet people by his mom (which after 5 years knowing them, I'm not actually sure she would do that) but at that point I was like "whatever, kinda sad but its fine". So today I said happy birthday at 8am, he responded with thanks nearly 3 hours later and then didnt say anything until I asked him if he was doing stuff with his family still, which he said yes, and so an hour or two later I texted him telling him I was bringing his christmas/birthday present (a 50$ blanket that I made by hand out of my own sparse funds because I'm in college), showed up, his mom was surprised and said that he walked downstairs with another friend not too long ago (which remember he said he for sure could not have people over today) so I headed downstairs and found him and one of our friends checking out video games and such and when I handed him the present, he just looked at it and went "so it's just a blanket?" To which my snarky, already kinda upset ass replied, "yeah. And I made it." To which he got googly eyed and looked embarrassed for acting like that in front of our friend, who is also recieving a handmade gift and both received handmade gifts in the past numerous times and know that that's my thing. Our friend just kinda looked at him like "uh.. duh its handmade dumbass?? You've known her for 5 years and didn't know it'd be handmade??" And then went back to looking at games. BEFORE THIS LAST PART: this friend that was in the room was not supposed to know that we were dating as to not hurt his feelings/keep another friend who's a little too obsessed with bf from knowing. ANYWAY so he gets up and just kinda gives me this awkward smile and a light hug, like one of your guy best friends in middle school were trying to console you on your first period or something, and then kisses me in front of this friend who isn't supposed to know. So I left, went to a nearby park and cried bc 1. If he wanted to just spend some time with this one friend, he should have and could have just told me and i would've been fine and he knows that bc weve both done it before and been fine. 2. The attitude that came with receiving his present? I mean I get just not using it or donating it once the persons gone but straight up "it's just a blanket?" To my face?? 3. If he told the friend we were dating, I would've liked to had known so I didnt feel wierd recieving a present and not being able to talk to him about it and having to watch what's coming out of my mouth. 4. Why is he seemingly avoiding me???
Now that I'm done with that, with what you said in the last reply about talking to him, I do plan on it. I was going to over dinner, but since it was his birthday it didnt feel right so I'm going to wait a bit. I'm honestly hoping this doesn't go on much longer and it fixes soon bc the last time I was in a situation like this was bc I wasnt giving the guy what he wanted and so he cheated on me, then tried to pin the blame on me and play victim so I would break up with him and it wouldn't be his fault to his parents (I most def made him take responsibility) but I dont want anything like that happening again (though I doubt the cheating part would happen since hes super antisocial)
Thanks for listening folks
Okay so, I talked to him and told him he needed to communicate with me because he said he was having problems and I told him he needed to talk to me about those things and not just ignore me, and he told me yesterday (new years eve) he wanted to talk to me bc I was right, he needed to communicate and we went to a park and he talked for a bit, said he wasnt sure he wanted to finish bc he didnt want me to be mad or shattered or anything, I reassured him and he broke up with me. I took him home, we joked for a min before he got out and he said "see you around" when he got out so we're still cool and friends so I'm pretty happy with the situation all in all. I wanted him to break up with me last night if at all so that I could go into the new year and just let it go since I kinda knew that things would be ending a while ago anyway.
i know this is late im sorry i was working on my mental health yet again 🥺
for the first part, excuse my french but what a dick... i always do homemade gifts so i know how that is, but "just a blanket" that would crush me...i would have been so upset.
for the second part, the ending shattered my heart because it sucks to know the relationship is ending, however im glad it ended on okay terms... i wish you all the luck in the world and if you ever just want someone to talk to im here, ive dropped my @ multiple times including once tonight, if you ever do feel so inclined to message me i would gladly talk to you for a bit!
p.s. happy new year i love you toooo!
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