#i just love these fuckers okay
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#meljayvik#meljay#jayvik#<- specifically queer platonic but read it as u want my friend#queer platonic relationship#platonic jayvik#qpr jayvik#uhhh what else to tag#arcane#i just love these fuckers okay#<3#also this feels more like#arcane s1
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now I’m imagining RGB taking those buzz feed quizzes that’s are like “what kind of bread are you?” and him getting mad because he is NOT a bagel
RGB is 100% a bagel though
#maybe because I love bagels#Hero is cinnamon roll#Assok is. also. a cinnamon roll.#Julienne is a baguette the only bread you can beat a man to death with#Melody is pan francés peruano for sure (most popular bread in peru!)#Tinker is a pretzel. don't ask me why okay just accept this.#Tailor is a chocolate croissant :3#Dial is tricky. I think he'd be bread adjacent just to cause drama... like idk a danish pastry. or pizza.#Click is the most flavourless underbaked white bread. pre-sliced square 'is this plastic' mother fucker. you know the one.#and now im hungry so that's all folks
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I can't imagine being anywhere near as insane as Trump supporters because my dad told me that he, earlier, drove past a guy putting a "Harris Walz 2024" sign outside his house and decided to yell out at him "TRUMP 2024 YOU COCKSUCKER" and flip him off. And he laughed when he told me because he thinks that yelling at a man (emphasized man because he thinks men should be "better" than women, and "better" would be voting for Trump in this case) who is voting for a "whore who slept her way to the top" (his exact words) is funny. And expected me to laugh with him. And got angry when I didn't and just stared at him in disbelief. Even though he already knows that I don't like Donald Trump. These people fully expect others to find their weird ass derogatory words and behavior FUNNY. Donald Trump is leading a cult of old people who he brainwashed into being delusional with him.
#vote blue#harris walz 2024#kamala harris#tim walz#i know some fucker is gonna be here saying like “it's true i was the tree”#i didn't see this with my own two eyes but i've lived 21 years with my dad and i HAVE seen him do shit like this#but it was mostly just honking at random people on the sidewalk or yelling “WHERE Y'GOING” in their direction out the window#like it's still embarrassing and weird but not derogatory#and since being retired and having nothing to do all day except watch trump and more trump and more trump he has gotten worse#not a day has gone by in the last four months where he hasn't insulted joe biden or kamala harris#and every single time he has expected my brother and i to laugh at his insult even though he knows that we don't like trump#it's so depressing watching your own parent become a worse person#he was already one of the insufferable republicans before trump and now he's a trump republican which is even worse#and yk what's even worse it's that my mom has no spine against men so if her boyfriend asks for her to vote trump she'll be like “okay”#she's not a republican she just doesn't care because she thinks voting doesn't matter#my aunt who i have always loved so much now calls up my dad to talk about trump with him and i never heard her swear until this year#my other aunt makes talking about trump her entire personality when she has a gambling addiction she should be treating instead#my dad's side is a bunch of trump supporters and my mom's side just doesn't give a fuck#and i can't vote because i'll get kicked out of here faster than the speed of light the second my dad sees#the paper in the mail saying that my voter history has been updated#even if it's not public who i voted for because he knows that whoever i vote for will never be trump#sorry#tag vent#this sucks#please vote
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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“Thank you for keeping your promise.”
inspired scene from the fic “Beyond the Heartbeat” by @starsworth
#tonight I chose pain ✌🏻#a lot of tears were produced in the making of this#also lowkey felt not long enough like I would’ve loved to bawl some more and kept drawing those two fuckers :///#the hug they fucking DESERVE#I’m sick#crying#forever#this fic lives in my bloodstream bc#black brothers#what can ya do yk#just gotta let them haunt you#oh btw Sirius is smiling in this one 😭#I TRIED OKAY ITS HARD TO DRAW A SMILE ON SOMEONE WHOS FUCKING BAWLING#anyway#fanart#sirius black art#regulus black art#black brothers angst#black brothers art#maraudeurs fanart#Sirius black#regulus black#iris tries to art
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pretty boy is prettying hard~🎃
#jesus christ someone do something to give me motivation and idfk daily memory to queue my shit#fuck#i just love him sm#she’s so goddamn pretty#how does this asshole look good in any color lighting#i am not okay with this#fucker#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#my chemical romance#mcrmy#frnkiero#my chem#frnkie#ilhsm
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nami and zoro instantly clock eachother as gay when they meet in Orange Town and it takes luffy about a week to remember that romance and attraction exists then Also instantly clocks them
#rdt is just three queer people looking at eachother and instantly Know#i love them#nami and zoro have psychic queer offs on that tiny ass boat they had for like five episodes#nami pulls up sees some fucker bleeding out from a stab wound and goes I Know What You Are#luffy probably radiates so much queer energy but its so hard to decipher in what direction#[aroace luffy hes just like me fr]#is this inspired by my friend telling me hes seeing people romantically and i got confused because i forgot that like attraction existed#yeah#i loove rdt#theyre such a fun dynamic of three people who you think Would autism clash but no!!#theyre besties#zoro teases nami about vivi when she first joins and she tries killing him#nami embarasses zoro whenever he tries to flirt with a guy at a bar and he tries to kill her#etc#they use luffy as a human shield#okay im done#one piece#op#one piece thoughts#roronoa zoro#zoro#cat burglar nami#nami#monkey d luffy#straw hat luffy#luffy#romance dawn trio
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i want a full essay on haruta, you seem like a knowing person
*cracks knuckles* My time has come.
So, Haruta. Whether you love 'im, hate 'im, love to hate 'im, he's a character that few people in the fandom feel indifferent about. But I believe that he's also slightly deeper than the giggling sword-wielding maniac he seems to be at first glance.
Also there will be MANGA SPOILERS so don't click if you're anime-only
First, let's take a look at his name.
Shigemo is written with 重 (“shige” = heavy, important) and 面 (“mo” = mask), and together those two characters can literally be read as "multi-faced". This is already a hint to his personality: Haruta is someone who acts childish and humorous, but is actually cruel and cold-hearted.
Haruta is written with 春 (“haru” = spring) and 太 (“ta” = thick/big, a common male suffix). Spring is the symbol of new life, of a fresh start. It could be a possible hint to him recently becoming a curse user, or maybe a reference to his power.
Next, his perceptive and cunning nature.
Because yes, Haruta is actually pretty damn smart and tactical despite acting like a goofball most of the time. People are way too quick to write him off as a weakling and make fun of both him and Nobara for her defeat at his hands. Here are a few examples:
^Recognizing Nobara and accurately gauging her growth despite not fighting her during their previous (and only) encounter
^Understanding what the injured Megumi was doing and not letting his own guard down
^Realizing what Megumi was about to do (unfortunately too late)
He's also surprisingly self-aware about his own limitations despite his arrogance regarding his own abilities. When Gojo broke the barrier around the school, what did Haruta do? Immediately dip. When Nanami backhanded him across the whole store, what did Haruta do? Realize he was way outmatched and try to run. He's different from the likes of Juzo (hang rack guy) or Jougo, who overestimate what they can do and underestimate their opponents. Haruta knows he's not hot stuff, and as he says it himself, he's best at picking on the weak.
And let's not forget what a tactical fighter he is.
^Sending his sword after Nitta, fooling Nobara and allowing him to both keep track of her position and take her down
^Targets his opponent's weak spots to take them down
That was actually one of my few pet peeves with the anime: it felt like they made him less tactical. They removed Nobara's line about him aiming for specific points, as well as him injuring her leg, and it made his question about the sword hitting her head seem genuine rather than sarcastic.
His potential past.
This is where I'll be entering headcanon territory, but canon backs me up quite a bit on certain elements of it.
Haruta mentions that he doesn’t even know what exactly his own cursed technique does or how it works. Therefore, the likelihood of him coming from a family of sorcerers or having received a formal jujutsu education are more or less void. Had he inherited a technique like Nobara or Megumi, or gotten schooling, he would probably know more about it.
There is a running theme among curse users (whose past we know) of being rejected, sometimes even persecuted by society for their ability to see the supernatural:
Therefore, it’s not too far-fetched to assume that Haruta likely went through something similar himself. It would explain a few things about him.
Haruta's psychological issues.
I'm going to say it straight off the bat: I won't diagnose him with anything. I'm not a psychologist, though I did study psych in college. All I'm going to do is list a few of the obvious issues he has and their potential causes. JJK is a series of grey and gray, not black and white. No one is pure good and pure evil in it (except arguably some of the Curses because, well... they're Curses), and everyone has their own unique circumstances that led to them being the way they are.
That being said, one thing that immediately jumped out to me about Haruta is his barely hidden low self-esteem and insecurities. He's actually quite self-deprecating. If he just did it around other people I'd be inclined to believe that it's part of his "uwu i'm baby" front, but he also does it when he's alone.
It's worth noting that he also seems to specialize in sneak attacks from behind - fitting for a self-admitted bully who prefers to prey on the weak.
Yet at the same time, he's pretty full of himself and seems to have a certain paradoxical sense of superiority.
That's why I half-jokingly said in the tags of a previous posts that he has an inferiority-superiority complex. I think Haruta knows that he's not strong, but that his technique is absolutely broken even if he himself isn't particularly skilled (though he seems to have gained some confidence between the school invasion and the Shibuya incident - that's part of why I think he's a fairly recent curse user).
It's worth noting that the jujutsu world is much more dangerous than the regular one and death roams around every corner, doubly so for curse users who have a Kill On Sight order on their heads, and triply so when one’s cursed technique isn’t suited for fighting. It must be easy to feel weak and helpless under those circumstances.
Now let's get to the obvious, which are also Haruta's biggest flaws: his sadism and impulsivity.
Haruta obviously takes a lot of pleasure in hurting others, but what's especially concerning is he seems unable to hold himself back when he sees an opportunity for it, or think of long-term consequences. He tried to kill an injured Hanami just because he could, without realizing that doing so would anger the other Curses, and he went after Megumi despite barely escaping his encounter with Nanami an hour or so prior, which led to his death. He actually reminds me a bit of Himiko Toga from My Hero Academia, in that both of them just want to have fun in this world. What Toga really wants deep down is love and acceptance though - unfortunately Haruta never got the character development that she did.
He also clearly lacks empathy, which in itself isn't necessarily a bad thing, but combined with a personality that enjoys tormenting other people and has poor planning skills, it makes for a devastating combo.
^A perfectly healthy reaction to seeing an injured ally
It's worth noting that sadism and aggressive behaviors are believed to stem from both genetic and environmental (e.g., childhood trauma) factors. It can for example be a way for the person to turn the tables on the world and vent out their past hurts and anger, by making other people suffer like they suffered. Or a way to feel powerful - again, Haruta is someone with low self-esteem who preys exclusively on the weak.
TL;DR
Haruta Shigemo is actually pretty damn cool and smart and not just some one-dimensional grunt and he deserved better.
^Me @ Gege
#asks#kiwimura#jujutsu kaisen#haruta shigemo#this took so long i'm SORRY. truly being an adult with adult responsibilities sucks#they don't tell you about that when you're in school#but anywAY thank you so much for the ask!! i may have gotten carried away just a little bit fhghfdudfd listen i just love wordvomitting#about my blorbos okay. especially the severely underappreciated ones#no one ever talks about haru </3 even now with the anime airing it's always beefcake nanami this and nanami's hands that (i love and suppor#all nanami fuckers i just wish there weren't so few of us twinkgemo enthusiasts)#also thank you 🥺 idk if i'm knowing but i did my best
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s1e3
#x men#x men the animated series#scott summers#x men cyclops#logan howlett#xmen wolverine#sabretooth#victor creed#xmen tas: s1#okay so before logan extended his claws in that 2nd screencap#theyre at hanks court trial and they see hank gettin abused by the court security after the trial ended#so logan gets reasonably pissed#and here comes sabretooth who literally just appeared outta nowhere with no explanation#also logan fucking d e s p i s e s sabretooth so much so he straight up refuses to help him after victor gets shot unconsious#nearly kills him in the infirmary after cuttin off the ekg meter thing's lines#tries to roll sabretooth out the infirmary (vics stll on the gurney) to execute the unconcious fucker outside#but gets told off by xavier#he gets scolded like a child bein given 2 options before they do some dumb shit#i love these ragey idiots so much
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I'm rewatching Buffy the series (S3E2) and I hate everyone but Buffy in this episode
Long ass Buffy rant under cut 😗✌🏾
No Joyce, Buffy can't just tell a few people she's the slayer for superhero benefits. She fights monsters nightly, she travels to different realms, she gets prophecies of her death. SHE HAD DIED. SHE JUST KILLED HER (low-key pedophilic) BOYFRIEND. SHES NOT A SUPERHERO, SHES TRAUMATIZED.
Yes Willow, we know you've been thru some things and you're experiencing new things (witchcraft, werewolf boyfriends, slaying vampires) that you want to share with you bestie, but again, SHES BEEN THRU A LOT TOO. Plus, both you and Joyce wanna act like nothing happened bcuz you want to "go back to normal", but nothing was ever normal
So, when y'all throw a whole ass rave AT HER HOUSE, WITHOUT her knowledge, RIGHT AFTER she got home and she feels like a burden and she's expressed feeling avoided, y'all can't get mad when she gets overwhelmed and feels abandoned and reverts to her old trauma response of running away; when she tries to communicate (which y'all seem to lack the capability) that she feels like no one really wants her back and everyone seems to be fine without her, YALL HAVE NO RIGHT TO CHOOSE THAT MOMENT TO SNAP
THE ONLY ONE WITH THE RIGHT TO SNAP IN THAT MOMENT IS BUFFY, AND THE FACT THAT SHE WAS REALLY FUCKING PATIENT AND REALLY FUCKING NICE TO YALL INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLES SHOWS SHE'S THE ONE ACTUALLY TRYING.
YALL. ARE. FUCKING. NOT
#honorable mention to xander not respecting buffy's wishes to reacclimate at her own pace#always hated that fucker#hes such a incel#honorable mention to that one bitch that was friends with Joyce#the fact that you kept joking about her running away (which you know jackshit about) even when she was clearly uncomfortable is so bitchy#i was okay will giles#hes the only one who gave Buffy the right amount of angst but alos welcome#who let her move at her own pace#who didnt feel the need to being up her running away in every damn sentence#who attempted to make her feel home WITHOUT OVERSTEPPING BOUNDARIES#AND BACKED TF OFF WHEN SHE SEEMED UNCOMFORTABLE#i love Giles <3#and then there was Oz#he was just kinda there#neutral party#i liked hes nails this episode#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers#buffy season 3#rupert giles#joyce summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#oz#they could never make me like you xander#they can never make me hate you runaway!buffy <3
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DOL npcs part 6, Monster edition 👀✨
This…..took years off my life 🥲
It was really a struggle of figuring out how humanoid vs monstrous they each should be, but I tried to find a good balance! 🤧
Can I also just say that the Night Monster is severely underrated I cannot stress enough how much I want to romance them 😩💕💕💕
…and here are the close ups 👀✨
#dol#degrees of lewdity#dol fanart#riwoogaart#dol black wolf#dol the great hawk#dol great hawk#the great hawk#dol night monster#I saw on the wiki it mentioned looking similar to a deathclaw#and if it couldn’t be guessed out form my header… I love those#so I tried to have some loose vibes of that in there#also don’t question how the hawk works#he has a beak for a nose it’s just how it is#but no yeah I couldn’t decide how monstrous I wanted each of them because I am 100% a monster fucker but also I can’t draw monsters good#but I hope what I’ve ended up with looks okay to everyone else too! 💕🤧#….I forgot to color in night monsters drool#oh well I’m too lazy to fix it
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I've finally been playing a little more New Vegas lately!
And guess what!
FOUND YOU, FUCKER-
#Static screams into the void#Static plays FNV#FNV#Arcade Gannon#Fallout New Vegas#WHAT'S UP GAYBOY#LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-#SMOOCHES HIM SMOOCHES HIM SMOOCHES HI#Okay okay-#I've only been playing NV in short bursts lately#(First ever serious playthrough!)#and haven't been able to progress as much as I'd like.#But I've been hyped as hell to finally find this wonderful smartass in-game!! Love this fucker bro!! :'D#I met him while doing ED-E's quest (giving him to the Followers)#because it just kinda fits story-wise#but I sadly couldn't trigger any of Arcade's dialogue for it for some reason?#(if I make any story/art content I'll include it anyway.)#Can't wait to have him as a companion soon. I still need to do a few things though.#I definitely need to make a drawing/comic about my courier Riley meeting the dude at some point-#If anyone is interested let me know! (I'll probably still do it regardless.)
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Genuine question (you don't really do this but I'm too scared to ask anyone else 😭) but when I see Mario and Luigi fanart/fanfics the artist/writer sometimes adds a disclaimer saying "NOT A SHIP" or "PURELY FAMILIAL" etc. Why? Everybody knows they are brothers, even people who barely know Super Mario series, nobody is thinking of it in any other way. Of course it is not a ship. It confuses me that they feel the need to defend themselves just because they are drawing two brothers being happy 😅 Sorry for bad English lol
Never apologize for “bad” English (though your English is perfectly fine)! Writing in a tongue that’s not yours by birth is hella awesome and more than most native English speakers would ever attempt. You’re golden! 💗
Sadly, you’d be surprised. There’s a shocking number of people who either 1.) ship them or 2.) think that any display of verbal or physical affection is indicative of romantic or sexual attraction, because they’ve got weird internalized holdovers regarding affection between siblings and/or affection between men. Just the other day (yesterday I think?) I got an anon suggesting that I stop writing Mareach fics because the Brothership trailer “proves who Mario loves more,” and while I’m not sure if they were suggesting that you can’t love more than one person at a time in any manner or if they’re suggesting Mario’s love for Luigi must be romantic/sexual in nature… you see where the holdovers come in.
I’ve seen perfectly innocent brotherly love art reblogged under the mariocest tag, and I’ve seen what LOOKS like wholesome brotherly love art, only to find that same artist has drawn them making out or, uh, going at it. So, sadly, such disclaimers do need to be made sometimes. Some people are just sick.
#tw incest#I’m normally a ship and let ship kinda person whether I love or hate a ship or what#mariocest is the one ship where I’ll happily say you’re disgusting if you ship it#and I know for some shippers it’s just lack of real-world exposure! I was an edgy ‘twincest’ fan in 7th grade because all I knew was fanart#but then someone framed it as ‘you’ve got a brother right? would you wanna fuck him?’#at which point I realized oh. you’re right. that IS fucking gross.#some people just have some growing up to do#then you’ve got the degenerates who embrace it anyway and defend it on the basis of ‘it’s just fiction! it’s okay!’#and THOSE are the fuckers who deserve every last bit of scorn and mockery thrown their way#(but never death threats or kys messages. that’s one line I refuse to cross or support. they’re still human! just very sick humans.)
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Thought it'd be fun to fill out the Monster Lover Bingo by @sparklebrainz but couldn't do it normally. I wanted everyone to know which monsters checked what boxes.
#Emile's Arts#Apologizes for the tag dfkjgkfg#Proship Selfship#No I'm NOT tagging all those F/Os you'll just have to ask who they are if you're curious#Three count em THREE Yella Fellas#Becuase I'm predictable#Skeleton's WOEFULLY under represented in this bingo#Zombie fuckers even more so I'm so sorry y'all#I made the executive decision to count Pokemon as Elementals#For fun#Also some of these are headcanons. Because that's also more fun <3#I counted F/Os who were Shipped with a Human S/I ONLY (minus Robots as I figured they didn't count)#Some Pokemon were left out because I just Wasn't Feeling It#Sorry Charlos I love you SO much I just don't have it in me to quick hand you today...#I WOULD LIKE TO POINT OUT#THIS WAS MY FIRST TIME DRAWING A LARGE PORTION OF THESE F/OS#SO LEAVE ME ALONE IF THEY LOOK WONKY OKAY#I dunno why I put sure near the Harkness Test all these characters DO pass the Harkness Test#I'm just very pissy about the Harkness Test kdfjfdkg It ticks me off personally for No reason#Blind rage at the Harkness Test for No Reason I apologize#Anyway!!!!#This was fun!!!! Thanks so much!!!
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god i need straight ppl to be fuckin normal abt gay intimacy like right now
#for doa just in case bc ik hes uncomfy with it ill tag it#heartstopper#heartstopper ment#OKAY ONTO MY RANT#a new heartstopper webcomic update dropped the other day and im SOOOO#it was good!!! like it was sweet i have no problem with the actual material#its just how ppl perceived it that makes me wanna explode#its intimate near the end and everyones like 'OH NO LOOK AT THEM THATS CRAZY CALM IT DOWN'#THEYRE FUCKING TEENAGERS U NUMBSKULL#I THINK TWO TEENAGERS KISSING IS THE LEAST OF UR FUCKIN WORRIES#it makes me so mad. bc no one freaks out this much over straight ppl being intimate.#yes heartstopper is the more 'innocent and cheesy' gay media which makes it easier for straight ppl to digest#which also just means that they'll flip tf out as soon as anything other than fluff is brought up#theyre teenagers in love of course theyre gonna be fuckin curious man its so stupid#u fuckers freak the hell out when they make out but then turn around and watch whatever trendy straight romcom is popular and its even wors#i am livid. please stop thinking that gay ppl can either be completely repulsed or completely obsessed with sex.#its fucking natural#god i hope this makes sense pls give me ur thoughts on this i wanna know what other ppl think abt this too
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inadvertently stopped using my freckle fade cream without thinking.... right around the time i started making gifs of felix.... coincidence?
#positive influence.....#i do wonder sometimes how jarring it must have been for he and lil chris to go from australia to korea#bc i copped shit for being pale and freckly as a kid#i have a core memory of this girl talia wearing a country bumpkin costume with these cartoonish freckles drawn on and she pointed at me#and was like Lol im jessie haha and i was like Okay so you want to fight??#another time had to do some speech and when i finished and had questions from my classmates and two boys just asked me why i was pale#and why they could see idk i guess my bloodvessels in my legs ??? i didnt even notice like i was just like UHHHH idk ask about my topic#had so many instances like that and they werent terrible but it did make me insecure#like in the 00s here being tan was /it/ you had to be nice and tanned- go lay in the sun and ignore we are number one in melanoma deaths#like it was so consistently the thing... prob why i have so many freckles bc i didnt tan in the sun i freckled#but in both felix and chans aus photos they were quite tanned!#so imagine going from Hey go lay in the sun and get nice and brown ya pale fucker to Do Not Do That. Be pale as a ghost#white as fuck twilight vampire printer paper ass complexion or else you arent the beauty standard must have been so...... odd#idk beauty standards are so fucked and stupid#at least for me it was just like mean it wasnt like systemic. still wasnt nice but its not damaging the same way#but yeah I imagine some of the cultural differences must have been jarring and weird#like when chan said he was glad to get sex ed in australia bc it was comprehensive here and its not something i would have thought about#but yeah he went to school here and there he would know#idk must be hard to be an idol and straddle that line of not wanting to cause any ripples but having your own ideas and beliefs#oh i'd love to talk to him off the record lmao#dont take this as anti korea sentiment btw like australia is also wack#it just must be interseting and sometimes hard...#wow these tags are long SORRY
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