#i just cannot comprehend this
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Oh god, I stumbled upon a conservative media news channel on youtube and I am genuinely appalled by what I'm seeing.
I saw this video "Mom explains what it took to rescue daughter from transgenderism" (using this term already told me enough that I needed to know🙃) and the only reason I clicked on it was the thought 'Please tell me the comment section is full of criticism'
but no, the comments were even worse than the video itself. I don't know if I want to cry or scream or puke or all at the same time.
It was incredibly stupid of me to think that people couldn't possibly be this brainwashed by the right-wing agenda... but here we are.
#transphobia tw#i hate this i hate this i hate this#i hate it when people can't differentiate and end up believing they're doing the right thing#when essentially they're causing harm#if your kid thought they were trans but later on realise they're not then that isn't proof that being transgender isn't real#plus who knows what that kid is feeling now with a mom like this...#how can you think you're standing up for children when you're actively harming them#i just cannot comprehend this#gosh#how can you be this delusional#how just how#god my heart goes out to all the trans kids who don't feel safe at home#that's so heartbreaking#kachu rambles
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“my pussy has taken me places I wouldn’t go with a gun”
the places in question:
#the average person cannot comprehend the things I have read#archive of our own#ao3#fanfic#dark academia#wlw#gay#meme#ellie williams#abby anderson#vi arcane#kate bishop#x reader#don’t mind me just tagging the mascs I’ve looked up recently🤍#and the dudes too whatever#gojo smut#abby smut#ellie smut#kate bishop smut#geto smut#vi smut
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Error awooga time Error awooga time Error awooga time-
#error sans#undertale#undertale fanart#fanart#lemme just#lick my screen for a bit#THE AMT OF TIMES I DROOL WHILE DRAWING I CANT-#procrastinating via simping too much#this goes hard listening to smooth music while drawing#my mind is ascending#i love when they take off jackets like this#hello shoulders#jxissjskskalajbddeisns#<- me when error ever#bruh hes so fine i cant capture his full potential#my mind and hands cannot comprehend how attractive he is to me#i shouldl stop#ok lemme post lol
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something the women in my family are absolutely flabbergasted by every time it comes up is the fact that i don’t own a scale.
“how do you know how much you weigh??” they cry.
“i don’t.” i simply respond.
“you look thinner, have you lost weight?” they ask at christmas.
“i dunno.” i say as i check on the turkey.
“you look bigger, have you gained weight?” they probe, as if my weight rests on their shoulders.
“i’m not sure, but it’s fine if i have.” i respond with a casualness they cannot comprehend.
“don’t you want to know if you’ve lost or gained?” they inquire over cups of coffee and a plate of untouched cookies.
“i do.” i take a sip. “which is why i don’t need to know.”
“we don’t understand.” they say.
“i’ll drive myself mad if i know. it’s been a question i’ve been looking for the answer to since i was in the seventh grade and my weight was the topic of conversation for the first time; the stretch marks on my calves puberty brought being questioned and condemned. and so i started weighing myself once a day. then twice a day. i gained weight as i grew and was told to stop. i got depressed when i was 16 and the weight i gained was more concerning than the scars on my thighs. the critiques turned to compliments during my first year of college when i’d started skipping meals and my body had to feed itself because i wouldn’t. everyday i stepped on the scale and smiled as i watched that number get smaller and smaller. hunger felt like victory. i started doing drugs that took away my appetite and then my strength. and started feeling guilt when my stomach felt full. and suddenly every time i looked in the mirror i hated what i saw. the more weight i lost, the better i was supposed to feel. each remark on another part of my body lost felt like a slap to the face. i was told i looked good but i knew i wasn’t good enough. and so i tried harder. and then i started to get dizzy when i stood. and i ignored it like i’d learned to ignore my hunger. and then one day at work i dropped like the weight that was never enough after i bending at the waist to grab a milk cap from the floor. and when the darkness faded, i was surrounded by panic as an ambulance was called. and then i was tested and prodded and poked because they thought something was wrong with my heart. and the problem persisted but they never found out why. but i’d known all along. and then i left home and its scale behind. and moved into a new home that was mine. so i bought plates and sheets and art for the walls. but i didn’t buy a scale. then every time i walked down an aisle i’d see the them and pause. and i’d think about the hunger i now kept at bay. and even though i didn’t know how much i weighed, i didn’t notice my body had changed. and i’d think about how i hadn’t been dizzy for months. and how i hadn’t fainted for longer. and then i’d keep on walking. and now most days i like how i look.”
“but don’t you want to be skinny?” comes their quiet response.
“i want to be myself in whatever body i have.”
they stare in disbelief. so i shrug my shoulders, and grab a cookie. and i smile at them as i swallow the first bite.
#trigger warning ed#tw disordered eating#body neutrality i love you !!#the women in my family cannot comprehend that i don’t diet anymore#and that i just eat what i want#and that im okay with the unknown#bc my body tried its hardest to be kind to me#even when i tried my hardest to be unkind to it#and now it’s time to pay it back#throw out your scales!! they’re bad for your mental health!!
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#bugblr#bug#bugs#invertebrates#insect#insects#coquette#stinkbug#universe#dont know what this one means but ive been having some sort of crisis for like 2 hours#and i cannot stop thinking about the things i cannot understand#and i need to comprehend that maybe right now i just dont need to#and it is enough to appreciate the universe as it is#when i was a kid i used to cry because numbers were infinite
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Guys I just found the most hateful Interior Desecration of a Victorian house in Eastern MA
Brace yourselves
Exterior:
Oooh! Pretty! Two-family! Nice molding! Little side porch!
Interior:
I should be legally allowed to kill people who do things like this, I think
(And before anyone starts in with their strawman nonsense, no, this is not a case of “but it’s all someone could afford!!! They were tragically forced to buy a gorgeous Victorian house when they wanted a modern prisonscape, because the market in their area works that way!!! Even though they somehow could find enough money to do an entire interior renovation!!!” it’s a rental property)
#old houses#interiors#Victorian#hateful#like was it probably already gutted to some degree in the 1950s? yes#but I find it incredibly hard to believe it was so extreme that what they did didn’t take out some original features#I just cannot comprehend why the hell you would put that interior with that exterior#what kind of sick twisted person do you have to be#to look at that building and think “BEIGE OPEN CONCEPT’
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please gimmie eduardo i need eduardo art i am eduardo starved
just went through all of @jeffrrandell's blog and BOY eduardo has grown on me. absolutely LOVE their hcs on this guy. still figuring out my takes on the neighbors, but since i'm here...
Hahaha ONE!!!
#both eduardo and bing are trans.#you truly cannot comprehend the transmasculine urge to become a scraggly little freak#omg.... eduardo picked his name and intended to go by ed until kindergarten where edd got it first...#oh the pain of transitioning onky to realize youre kind of turning into your worst enemy#OH. AND HOW YOU HAVE TO WORK SO HARD FOR IT BUT HES JUST BIG AND STRONG NATURALLY???#JUST LIKE WITH THEIR ART!!#mmmmmmmmmmm i have THOUGHTS#my art#eddsworld#sketch#ask#ew edd#ew eduardo
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I don’t have a clever caption but. Man. Something about Tango who is very new to guilt, and something about Tango who just absolutely cannot comprehend Jimmy’s complete lack of android understanding and the unashamed kindness that comes from it
#dbhc#DBHC RETURNS#android tango#tangotek#tango#jimmy solidarity#solidarity gaming#solidaritygaming#team rancher#hermitcraft dbh au#double life smp#dlsmp#solidango#art escapades#don’t touch me nothing can hurt me if I only think about ranchers#they are so sweet#jimmy is so so so kind to tango and tango just cannot begin to comprehend it#love that for them#ranchers#dbhc tango#dbhc impulse#dbhc jimmy#dbhc art
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another angle of max checking out the chooty in public in front of everyone has hit the rickytowers
#ik everyone i am beyond late to the party but i cannot comprehend this is a real thing that happened#his eyes are glued. GLUED#somebody could have literally died in front of him but his only concern was sharl and his perky butt in that baby blue suit#tears the camera men being there is even worse#live reporter reaction#the dorkyass grin on his face too#damn babygirl do that thing twerk#does that chussy GRIP#pls charles just a taste. Just a hit#so i can fully understand what has max verstappen acting like this in public !#lestappen#u two will kill me one day.
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how can some people love Jonathan but hate Will?
Like someone pls explain
#byler#<- target audience#stranger things#stranger things season 4#stranger things season 2#stranger things season 3#will byers#mike wheeler#Jonathan byers#jancy#byler byler byler#like#I don’t understand#I cannot comprehend it#why hate will when u like the brother#and I’m not saying u have to like another character ur fav character is associated with#but like#why???#ppl shit on Will but then love Jonathan#and I love both of them#u can’t love one without the other#but anyways#just found it weird
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MC does this thing of poking the corner of Xavier's mouth whenever he looks upset and it means the world to me
Now imagine every reincarnation of MC does this, and each time she does it Xavier just smiles bittersweetly hahahahahah do you hear my heart shattering into pieces
#anecdote 3 left me in tears yall#terminal illness and reincarnation trope combination is my only weakness and Xavier lore just so happens to be this#i want to eat my fist#i love him so much yall cannot comprehend#ive been bawling over this for like hours now#also his timeline gives me fnaf lore war flashbacks#love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace
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one thing i really appreciate about jinshi's character is how he has NEVER once actually had any intention of succeeding the throne. every time the idea is brought up he immediately detests it. so hes giving maomao as much as he possibly can, even though maomao has many qualms about it due to their difference in social status, but jinshi DOESNT CARE because hes NEVER cared about or wanted the status of crown prince! its been nothing but a burden to him! from his perspective the ONLY thing keeping the two of them apart are outside influences. he has no doubt within himself-- hes horribly down bad, in fact. but unfortunately his stupid JOB is getting in the way of him skipping off into the sunset with his favourite little cat
#jinshi literally maiming himself infront of the emperor and empress: “can you please fire me so i can marry the girl of my dreams”#emperor: “no. now go to the west capital relatively unsupervised with the girl of your dreams andpromise REAL HARD u wont something stupid”#also not to mention i think maomaos problem isnt that she doesnt want to marry jinshi bc she doesnt care about him-- she cares abt him A LO#which is precisely why shes convinced herself she cant marry him. she wants whats best for him and#she wholeheartedly believes that marrying her is the EXACT OPPOSITE of whats best for him.#like she has. yknow. not the prettiest of backgrounds. growing up in a brothel might do that to you#shes mentioned before- shes basically a commoner. she has her biologicaldad but hes more of a wildcard selfmade man with no real connection#and she doesnt even like him.#but she just CANNOT comprehend that someone would sacrifice so much for her and ask for nothing in return but her company#i just love them a lot your honour.#the apothecary diaries#the apothecary diaries spoilers#for the anime/manga onlies#READ THE LIGHT NOVEL#kusuriya no hitorigoto#kusuriya no hitorigoto spoilers
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Being constantly surrounded by the presence of a loving God sounds great until you realize you never know when his freaky fuckin eyes are gonna show up to check on you.
And man. They do it a LOT.
#primus please let the mech breathe#what i want to emphasize most with this iteration of optimus is the inherent fucking terror of being made a prime#really pick at those little threads of how fucked the matrix as a concept is. same with the staple tropes of op himself#the idea in tfp that it can entirely change your personality. and that if you lose it you cannot remember your time with it#those implications send me spiraling. to what degree is optimus the same being as orion pax? do you forfeit your soul to be a demigod?#do you fucking die to become a conduit for the higher being that made you? letting it puppet your mind and body like a parasitoid?#if death in transformers is simply rejoining the allspark; if the soul is something splintered off from the whole;#and if to die as a cybertronian is for that fragment to merge with the whole once again. is a prime not fundamentally a dead mech walking?#a prime stands with one pede in the afterlife and one in the land of the living and has to keep up with both at once#constantly seeing visions from a plane his processor was never meant to comprehend with optics that were never built to see it#forced to adapt into an elevated being as much as a frame that still has silly things like wants and needs and emotions and base coding can#how does a mortal live when his body is no longer just his body; but a vessel fir something holy and a tool fashioned to heal the world?#when he can never truly be alone again and he has to simply live with the ever present knowledge that he is being watched#both by his god and by the world#how does one live knowing not even their thoughts are private? when your god may be living but man he does not get the idea of boundaries#guess it must be hard to grasp personal space and all that when youre an ocean of souls that left it behind#maccadam#transformers#wayward sparks#optimus prime#art tag#sometimes i feel kinda bad for putting this bastard through The Horrors. if ws gets made all the way he will be thrown so many bones#only sometimes tho >:3
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fish n chips to me is like,,,,, an enigma. not purely romantic, not purely platonic, not purely queer platonic, just,,,, ✨
literally no other way i can describe it jsgdjsgdjsvs
they have a relationship thats on such an ethereal level that it cannot be comprehended by the human mind. they simply exist together to spite everyone around them.
they change what they refer to each other as constantly. people become excessively more and more confused the more this goes on. one day its boyfriends, next its husbands, next its friends, next its co-captains, next its co-bastards. their relationship is a question to everyone including themselves.
#this ramble is sponsered by me not knowing whether to tag this fnc fic i wrote at qpr or romantic#literally this is the only way i know how to describe them#maybe its the aromantism kicking in#i just think like......#theyre so special to each other in a way that physically cannot be described or even comprehended#anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#just roll with it riptide#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#jrwi gillion tidestrider#jrwi gillion#gillion tidestrider#jrwi fnc#jrwi fish n chips#jrwi fish and chips
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The extremely fucked up way Jin was just a mentally ill person with to much power trying to protect his friends and hawks killed him and the reality that if tokoyami had been a villain he would of filled the same roll and hawks would have killed him too.
Tokoyami reading the league of villains book and realizes this but instead of being afraid really he still justifies it as logical and how he would do the same thing. There’s a reason he picked to be a hero, there is security of being on the side of the people in power. He genuinely worries about being killed by a hero if he loses control and has been since he was young. By joining their ranks and befriending them that is like a safety net. I just know this poor kid always thinks of the world in terms of survival, like he’s stuck in constant fight or flight. If the HPSC wasn’t overhauled he would still be worried. I just know he persisted so much with getting to know hawks because of that fear (no one better to back you up than a high ranking hero), and it really payed off.
#hawks wouldn’t kill him he’s just a kid! are you sure? really sure about that??#of course hawks isn’t a monster if tokoyami had been convinced to stand down he would be fine#but tokoyami would never do that if his friends were on the line#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#tokoyami fumikage#jin bubaigawara#bnha headcanons#introspection#I litteraly cannot comprehend tokoyami being in the LOV#the implication would be to much
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Ten being into blondes specifically will never not be funny to me
#I cannot draw jack for the life of me his face escapes me#like in art but also just watching the show#my friend showed me a touchwood ep and I completely zeroed out when there was a scene with god lighting he was just so otherworldly#hot? beautiful? pretty?#idk I’m not attracted to him I just can’t comprehend his face#doctor who#dr who#tenth doctor#martha jones#tenrose#time petals#jackdoctor#doctorjack#captain jack harkness#master doctor who#simm!master#racist nurse whatever her name was#madam de pompadour#master x doctor
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