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This was such a sweet and lovely story! I really do love a good ye olde/ royalty fic š
Thank you for writing this wonderful story and sharing it with us!
When I was reading, I decided to write down my thoughts as I go because I knew I'd forget otherwise so below this is literally just the thoughts I wrote down because I do not have the brain power to convert them into actual fully coherent comments [I'll put them below a read more cut for the sake of spoilers and such]
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ā He was notably excited and couldnāt sit down ā aw bless him
ā He tucked a strand of dark brown hair behind his ear, practically bouncing in his place. ā okay how dare he be so cute and precious tho, this story isnāt about you chan, take a step back (im kidding youāre so cute pls never stop)
ā it was almost two hours ā just the thought of that makes me exhausted omg
ā against his lifelong accomplice, Jeonghan. ā I read āaccompliceā as ācompanionā at first and was like damn, I didnāt know it was that kinda story š
ā the bread perfectly golden and risen in small domes ā mm delicious
ā You knew if that happened, neither you or Chan would be allowed to return to the castle. ā I think the punishment would be a bit more severe than that for risking choking the prince, yikes, imagine that shitshow
ā this rustic meal ā nah why does that feel like an insult tho
ā You lay on your back, atop the fountainās wide stone ledge, listening to the gushing water and staring up at the crescent moon. ā this sounds pretty perfect ngl
ā And right when you felt his lips ghost yours, Seokmin took a step back and you heard a huge fit of laughter erupt from the thick brush in the background. ā what assholes!
ā āPerhaps that cook quite liked you.ā ā š perhaps indeed
I love the way you describe stuff btw, I can be real iffy about descriptions sometimes because some people go over the top with it and I get bored, but you manage to paint a picture so effectively that I genuinely feel kind of envious of this character and I want to be her to experience the scenery
ā The next time you saw the Prince, you werenāt going to let him off easy. ā BEAT HIS ASSSSS
ā āyou do not deserve my manners,ā ā you tell him!
ā āHave you ever been left to wait, darling?ā ā SCREAMING
ā āNot immediately, angel.ā ā STOP IT, I WILL COMBUST
ā Suddenly, he cupped the sides of your face in his tender hands, urging you forward again, his lips brushing yours in such a gentle manner that a shiver tingled down your spine. ā AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im fine (im not)
ā Everything felt like it was collapsing around you. ā looks like sheās not fine either, poor baby :((
ā āI refused the marriage to Lady Adelaide. She will return to Markarth before the sunset. I only told my mother and father this morning.ā ā ahahhahahaha good
ā āIām saying that Iām in love with you.ā ā SCREECHING OVER HERE
ā āI-I thought I should gift it to you. And, whenever we must be apart, you can just think of this necklace, and the comfort that comes from a fireflyās glow.ā ā nooo thatās so cute
ā¬ pairing: prince!seokmin x fem!reader ā¬ word count: 12,690 ā¬ warnings:Ā none. ā¬ genre: enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, angst, teasing, some slowburn romance, superfluff toward the end.
ā§ā synopsis:Ā the time has come for prince seokmin to meet his arranged marriage, which forces you to confront a strange predicament: if you truly hate the prince, then why does the thought of him being with someone else hurt this badly?
ā§ā a/n: yeahā¦ iāve wanted to write some prince!lsm since his excalibur pictures. evidently, i am very late! i hope u enjoy nonetheless :-)
Hiking up the long, heavy layers of your dress, pale and coloured like lilacs, you retrieved a small carving knife that had been clandestinely strapped against your outer thigh. Buried a few feet away from you in the grass was a smooth, palm-sized piece of beech wood, which you quickly picked up before walking back to the bench. You sat down horizontally, stretching out your legs and taking up as much space as possible whilst you started carving down the edges of the beech wood, flicking away the occasional shavings.
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#the k fic collection review#chee chats about; fireflies by chocosvt#svt rec#svt fanfic#f: seventeen#p: lee seokmin x reader#g: fluff#g: enemies to lovers#g: royalty au#g: historical au#r: sfw#wc: 10k to 20k
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ice cream - s. itoshi
itoshi sae hated the current situation that he was in.
mud squelching underneath his boots, sae held the soccer ball in his hands carefully, only the tips of his fingers touching the mud-covered soccer ball. rin had accidentally kicked it too far away, and just as sae went to go get the ball, it started raining.
no, pouring.
at the ripe age of nine years old, sae knew very well of what he liked and disliked. he liked salted kombucha tea. he disliked interviewers and the media. he liked seagulls. he disliked people giving him expectations. he liked the end of summer. he didnāt like overly emotional people. he loved soccer. he hated school. he loved rin.
he just didnāt know how to feel about you.
you were his next door neighbor, and you wereā¦strange? no, that wasnāt the right word. but sae didnāt know what way to describe you; you cried over small things, you ate far too unhealthy, and you talked to him a lot. but at the same time, you were kind to rin, you would use your allowance to buy sae bottles of water when he ran out during practice, and you never seemed to mind his rude nature. he would sometimes buy you ice cream to repay you for buying him water, which you always beamed at.
his heart would stutter just a little at the sight of you, his cheeks would warm just a little bit at your compliments, and his eyes would glimmer just a little at the sight of your smile.
choked sobs were the last thing that sae expected to hear in the pouring rain.
your bike next to you and your hands grasping the bike handles, warm tears rolled down your cherry colored cheeks uncontrollably. raising an eyebrow, sae decided to stay outside just a little bit longer. āwhat now?ā sae asked, walking over to you through the puddles of water that begin to form. you began to choke out something incoherent before sae rolled his eyes, scoffing. āspeak clearly. you sound like you belong in an asylum.ā
āt-the ice cream! itās gone! they donāt have it anymore! and i went to a farther store to get one, but theirs was too expensive!ā you exclaimed, wiping away your tears rapidly, the rain running down your hair. saeās head tilted to the left slightly, furrowing his eyebrows.
āthe ice creamā¦?ā he thought of the ice cream shop nearby, the one he always bought you and rin ice cream from.
āthe type that you first bought me! the vanilla flavored one with the popsicle.ā
oh, that one. sae didnāt get it; it was just an ice cream, what was so special about it? you could literally just buy it online or something. āyou just said that another store had it.ā he pointed out. ācanāt you just borrow some of your parentsā money or something?ā
āit was 300 yen, and i only have 210 yen on me.ā you muttered. āand mama and papa are already having a hard enough time with money. i dont wanna keep on bothering them.ā sae frowned; god, why couldnāt this just end quickly? it was raining so damn hard.
āitās still just an ice cream.ā
āno, itās not!ā you cried. āsae, this was the first ever ice cream you bought me, this was the ice cream i ate when my parents divorced, the was the ice cream i ate when i did bad on a test to feel better, this was the ice cream i ate when i did good on a test to celebrate, and this was the ice cream that i always buy.ā you sniffed.
sae blinked. this ice cream was special to youā¦because this was the first ever one that he had bought you? his heart raced unbearably fast, to the point where he could hear his heart beating in his ears. his face was on fire right now despite the cold rain hitting his head and shoulders every moment, and he glanced away.
āwait here. iāll be back soon.ā sae ran back into his house, ignoring his parentsā calls of concern and rinās desire for the soccer ball, and emptied his piggy bank.
3000 yen. that was enough for you to buy ten of them.
he ran back outside to you, and he couldnāt help the slight softness of his features when he realized that youāve stopped crying. he shoved the money into hour hands, looking down at you. when you looked up at him as if he were some sort of saint, his face hardened, and he scowled. āthis is only because your crying is annoying. and donāt go back to that farther store until the rain stops, because youāll just get hurt and start crying to me again.ā
despite his unbelievably rude words, you beamed. āthank you, sae! youāre so kind!ā
sae swore that he could feel his heart exploding.
years later, sae is back from spain to renew his passport. heās staying at his house for a while; after all, heās always been the favorite child. he takes a walk around the neighborhood just to relive the nostalgia before he has to inevitably return to spain in a month or so. as heās walking, his eyes eventually linger on the old ice cream store that he used to buy you and rin ice cream at.
with thinking, he slides the familiar glass door open. one popsicle with no sugar or artificial flavors wonāt hurt him. as heās scanning the freezers, his eyes zero in on one.
a certain vanilla flavored popsicle.
his eyes canāt help but soften as he remembers that day in the rain, and he picks the popsicle up, walking to the check out counter. heās glad that itās in stock again, although it probably took a while. at the checkout counter, he expected to see the kind old auntie who owned the store, but instead, his jaw went slack at the sight in front of him.
itās you.
you seem just as shocked as he is, the name tag pinned on your shirt reflecting off of the storeās plastic lights. saeās eyes widen by just a fraction; he didnāt see you during his neighborhood walk yet, but he thought that you would just be busy or something. how ironic, the fact that youāre working in the very store you once cried over.
but sae canāt help but notice. he canāt help but notice the same glimmer in your eyes. he canāt help but notice how your hair is just a little bit longer.
he canāt help but notice how beautiful you look.
āyouāre back!ā
a/n: could you tell that this was inspired by that one scene in better than the movies? reading that book for the first time altered my brain chemistry. also, i know that i said i have a hard time writing for sae, so im just trying this out because this prompt fits best with him.
#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock sae itoshi#itoshi sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader#bllk sae#itoshi sae#blue lock sae#sae x reader#bllk x fem reader#bllk x yn#bllk x female reader#bllk x y/n#bllk x gender neutral reader#bllk x you#blue lock x fem reader#blue lock x yn#blue lock x chubby reader#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x gender neutral reader#blue lock x y/n#blue lock x you
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I think claiming SJM is a misogynistic author is a lot. She has certain...let's call it "ideals" that shows she reveres the males she writes, the way she describes relationships and men in general in her books is very "primal". It's a lot of cavemen type, super masculine men.
But to call her misogynistic? I think that's a stretch.
Especially when her books are centered around female empowerment. When she's out here renouncing the control people have tried to assert over a woman's body - via Bryce CC3 -

She might have certain takes that I do not agree with, but to try to justify this disgusting argument of Elain not being able to birth Azriel's kids by saying :
"Well SJM's the type of misogynistic author that would do that! I'm not misogynistic, SJM is misogynistic and I'm just picking up on the breadcrumbs!"
Like no. I'm sorry but in this case you are picking up things that are not there. And you're trying to use an author's writing style to justify it. That is wrong.
You may not be misogynistic. But you're letting this ship war cloud your judgement so badly that you are willing to vilify an author just to have a scapegoat to blame for your misogynistic takes.
You're willing to have those misogynistic takes and defend them by saying "the author said it not me!" -> that is still not okay. That is still a misogynistic take.
Stop it. It is really very easy to not use a woman's child birthing abilities to justify your ship. Literally use anything else. This also goes for the people that try to way Azriel can't be with Gwyn because she has SA trauma. Like ... both of these are wrong.
Don't fucking go around saying that. Just don't. It's that easy.
SJM has made her opinion very clear on how she feels about this idea of women being reduced to only whose children they can birth.
You're the ones who refuse to see it. Stop hiding behind "oh SJM is problematic and misogynistic." She might be. But she has also been very clear in this specific case that she does not support your Illyrian anatomy pelvic theories. She does not support this idea that Elain & Azriel cannot be together because Elain can't bear his children.
Move on. Use something else. If you're that secure in your ship, taking one thing off the table shouldn't be able to affect it.
I'm tired of people in this fandom gaslighting Elriels about it too. Like trying to tell us "oh no GA/EL uses that defense anymore stop yapping about it" and then a whole article comes out about it. And people are defending it. Not condemning it. I have not seen ONE GA/EL looking at that article and saying
"You know what? You're right. This is a shitty take. This is not a reason a couple can't be together."
I'm not even saying they need to do that. But at least don't go around and agree with it - for WHATEVER reason.
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Ew, Love
A very traumatized Eris, in a new relationship with Azriel, post-Beron's brutal death. 1.2k words
A/N: I had a little time to write this little Azris thing for SJM Pride Week! It isn't much, but I had fun. (why do I have SO MANY college papers and then no time for azris???)
For Day 6 of @sjmprideweek (Love Language)
TW: Self-depreciation, past domestic abuse/trauma
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Eris was stressed. That fact was pretty obvious to probably half his court at this point. He wasnāt his usual put-together self since becoming High Lord only a few weeks ago. Heād been trying to get things settled in the ways he wanted them and making dramatic changes.
But heād also been trying to figure out his shit with Azriel. Theyād gone public with the relationship since one, Eris wanted to show he wasnāt entirely a depraved freak incapable of love, but also to show his court that Beronās bullshit would not stand any longer. It was overwhelming, though. Before publicity, Eris had simply been happy with sitting in the same room as Azriel. He wanted to do more and he knew Azriel wanted more. At the very fucking least Azriel deserved physical affection.
But here Eris was, curled up in the corner with his knees to his chest, exhausted and completely unsure of how to proceed. Azriel was due to come over anytime now. And Eris, of course, was terrified. Beron had drilled two things into him: a relationship between two males is wrong and to never show weakness which to Beron, translated to any sort of fondness. Eris had been punished plenty enough to know what not to do.
Eris knew what relationships generally looked like from his observations. He knew that there was generally physical intimacy even if not sexual. Hugging. Kissing. Holding hands. All things that Eris had been punished severely for seekingā even from his own mother. He also knew that there were generally other ways to show oneās love. Gift-giving, doing errands and chores for them, even goddamn poetry. And Eris did not have a damned clue on what to do.
He was basically pulling out his hair at this point, half-tempted to literally find philosophy books on love and affection.
This was, of course, the moment that Azriel walked in with more jump in his step than usual and a soft smile on his face. Eris froze, slowly lowering his hands as he looked up at Azriel.
Azrielās face turned from its somewhat joyful expression to one of worry within milliseconds. Eris grimaced and sighed, standing up slowly with an ashamed look on his face. āLook, I know I look pathe-ā
Azriel cut him off before he could finish, āWhatās wrong, Eris?ā
Erisās words died in his throat.
Azriel tilted his head, stepping an inch closer hesitantly after Erisās beats of silence. āEris,ā he repeated softer. āYouāre upset.ā
āIām fine,ā Eris ground out.
āYouāre not,ā Azriel insisted. āDonāt try to lie when you arenāt even closing off the bond right now.ā
Eris huffed in annoyance. That little string in his chest. Nothing compared to what it could be, according to Azriel and his plentitude of family members in mating bonds. But it was enough to betray him.
āIt doesnāt seem like it's the Autumn Court considering you usually spend that stress at your desk. Not in the corner,ā Azriel deducted. āSo, what is it, Eris?ā
Eris couldnāt manage a lie this time. He also didnāt know how to put it into words though. Especially not words that wouldnāt practically shame him the entire time. Or cause Azriel to give him that sickeningly pitying look.
āJust tell me,ā Azriel urged gently. āI wonāt interrupt if you need to explain or struggle to describe it. I just want to understand why my mate is so stressed that heās in the corner when Iām used to him flaunting himself around proudly.ā
Eris sighed, lowering his head. āYou know- you know Beron. By now you know what heās done to me and maybe some of the stigma that makes this entire mate bond incredibly hard,ā he began, feeling himself struggle through the words like he was rambling. His silver tongue seemed to have abandoned him in his time of need. āI donāt know what Iām doing. I know how to flirt with the females for a good night in bed but to hell with all other experience in relationships. Even family ones, honestly. Lucien is probably the only one to have any sort of general idea of the shit,ā he finished lamely.
Azriel hummed, tilting his head slightly. Erisās anxiety spiked for some goddamn reason, watching as Azriel resituated his wings behind him slightly before replying.
āSo youāre worried aboutā¦ā Azriel trailed off, grimacing slightly as if he was also struggling. āāShowing loveā is the best descriptor Iāve got,ā he said, chuckling. āWhich you must know, is just as hard for me to say as it is for you to think about.ā
Eris sighed and nodded with his head lowered.
āEris, Iām not worried about that,ā Azriel murmured, grabbing a hold of his hands firmly to drag Eris closer and draw Erisās gaze to his own. āIām the famed shadowsinger of the Night Court. Practically dead inside and vicious all the time. Even that isnāt all fake. Sure, I probably have more practice than you since Iāve been living with a semi-healthy family for around 500 years, but I understand, Eris. And you should know by now that there is no pressure. Especially not while youāre getting the court together still.ā
Eris grimaced. āI know,ā he insisted quietly. āBut I should-ā
āNo, you donāt have to do anything,ā Azriel cut him off firmly. āIf you want to have that, however, that is different.ā
Eris narrowed his gaze, brows furrowing in thought. Heād never thought of it that way. āI suck at it, but Iā¦ā
āYou want to have that with me?ā Azriel finished for him with a grin. āWhat sorts of things?ā
āI will burn you alive if you make me repeat any of that mushy bullshit to you,ā Eris retorted without any real bite.
Azriel scoffed, chuckling softly. āI expected that from you,ā he teased. āEven if you do end up being shit at it, Eris, I wonāt blame you for it with Beron as your father. At least I had genuine brothers. You were fucked from the beginning.ā
āThanks for summing that up,ā Eris said sarcastically, rolling his eyes as he rubbed a hand down his face in frustration.
āDo you see what Iām getting at though? I understand, Eris. I understand why youāre worried. But there is no pressure and you donāt have to say anything. Just try it,ā Azriel urged. āAnd take a break from your paperwork before you actually go insane.ā
Eris rolled his eyes, but sighed. Azriel was right. He might be shit, but he doubted the shadowsinger was that much better. Plus, the male could put him on his ass if he really didnāt like something. Or shut him up if he did something wrong.
āTrust me to show you,ā Azriel murmured, daring a step closer so that those cold tendrils of shadows trailed across Erisās pale skin. āDo you trust me, Eris?ā
Eris took a deep breath and nodded. āI do,ā he agreed in the quietest of whispers. He stepped closer and dared putting his arms around Azriel under his arms, careful to avoid the wings.
Azriel grinned and also wrapped his arms around Eris, putting one hand on the back of Erisās head to pull him further into the embrace. Eris couldnāt help himself from burying his face into the junction between Azrielās neck and shoulders and just breathing. It was stupidly calming.
āYouāre doing fine, Eris,ā Azriel murmured. āAnd itās not just you who has to show affection or whatever ghastly word you can come up with,ā he reminded his mate. āThereās two of us.ā
āIām shit at whatever this love is,ā Eris muttered, slightly muffled against Azrielās leathers. āBut I do want more of it, strangely.ā Azriel just squeezed him harder.
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So before I say anything, I have to let you know I probably hate the golden core discourse as much as you do. However, thereās one thing I see brought up a lot in discussions surrounding the golden core transfer and I just wanna know: How dangerous was the golden core transfer to Jiang Cheng? What wouldāve happened to Jiang Cheng had the transfer failed?
Obviously, I know if the transfer failed and he didnāt get a golden core, he would not be emotionally or mentally okay. But I do see some of his stans argue that Wei Wuxian was recklessly putting him in danger and that if it failed, Jiang Cheng wouldāve been seriously injured, have severe complications, and possibly even lose his life.
When I read the novel and got to the golden core reveal, I never really got the impression that JC was the one who wouldāve been harmed if the transfer failed. But I have also never read any cultivation stories except for MDZS, so idk much about the details surrounding golden cores, hence why I donāt normally participate in these discussions.
So Iām really just asking: How valid is that argument?
Literally nothing would have happened to Jiang Cheng had the golden core transfer failed except that he would have remained without a golden core. Jc stans do this sleight of hand with picking excerpts where if you aren't actually reading the text and only know the story through vibes or you've forgotten details and don't go back to look, you'd fall for it, but the reason why they argue that Jiang Cheng "was in danger" is from this convo:
Lan WangJi, āWhat were the chances?ā Wen Ning, āAbout half.ā āHalf.ā Soundlessly, Lan WangJi took in a deep breath. He then shook his head, repeating, ā... Half.ā
āChapt. 89: Loyalty, exr
The context of the above excerpt is that Wen Ning had just finished describing the torture Wei Wuxian went through to remove his golden core for Jiang Chengāa procedure that nobody except the Wen siblings and Wei Wuxian even knew was a possibilityāand Lan Wangji asked him what the chance of the transfer succeeding was. Jc stans, howeverābanking on the idea that most of fandom is either illiterate or too lazy to fact check them and that neither character explicitly says what the "chance" they are talking about is because based on the context it's obviousāwill tell you that this quote is about "the chance of someone dying."
Imagine: the best doctor in the world operates on you with the best anesthesia but tells you that your chance of dying from only this very basic, entirely non-fatal operation they are leading is 50%. Somebody's either stupid or lying. At no point was anyone's life in danger in the transfer, least of all Jiang Cheng's who got to sleep through the whole thing with all the anesthesia he could have ever wanted. The only person who suffered and lost out was Wei Wuxian, who either way would have been without a golden core.
#mdzs asks#purpleinfluenced#side character stans only survive so long in this fandom#because they bank entirely on people never revisiting the books#and thus relying on them as 'authorities' on what the text says#so they can pull out quotes devoid of context that would destroy their every argument#but no one will call them on it because only a few people will ever look it up themself#and those few people will all have been preemptively blocked by the stan brigade as 'antis'#mdzs quotes
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I will absolutely die on this hill. The whole hating on booktok girlies is just another internalized misogynistic concept.
Smut books or even like the really well written smut novels to me are no different than sex scenes in movies. Whole lotta plot, a little tension release.
One thing that people forget to mention about written smut.
NO ONE IS BEING EXPLOITED!
Porn to me is one of the most exploited and violence promoting platforms where as smut writers go above and beyond to put warning markers, talk about the importance of protection if raw sex is presented in their smut fics. No actual personās dignity nor their well being is put to jeopardy. Iām all for sex positivity but mainstream porn is anything besides that.
I read a wide genre of things from self help to fantasy but I honestly see nothing wrong in some women just reading smutā¦ like at least they are reading, stimulating their brain with vocab and actually use her imagination to paint the pictures in her head
Itās not gunna be a 2 minute thing where some smelly goon just ruts into a sock and then continues on his day.
To me, written smut is far sophiscated for a few number of things
1. The fucking work the writers put in! Whether itās romance, dark, noncon, whatever fantasy you take, the way feelings are described rather than it just being this screaming fuck match.
2. Learning to readā¦ the more you read people the more words you learn and honestly you start using them in your vernacular more. Like read the back of your shampoo bottle if your really want.
3. No real person being harmed! I donāt know how many times there have been cases where girls have been filmed without their consent or literally being assaulted and that being posted onto porn websites. Itās a medium to safely explore fantasies and kinks.
Yes there are some creators in the Booktok community that are kinda predatory with the way they consume and promote content but again Iām sure people canāt be this unemployed right now to make this the burning social media issue of February 2025 when AIPAC is using paid propaganda through the big USA social media giants to rally against Palestine.
We have been on this hill countless times ladies. And especially most the books being attacked in this trend are the ones written by female authors
We like something, and suddenly that something becomes a problem.
Fangirls vs Sports Fans
Like itās cool for guys to know the names of a dozen pornstarsā to the point where thousands of girls felt uncomfortable to wear glasses for one said former sexual entertainment worker.
But us knowing fifteen different synonyms for not only our own female anatomy but also the male ones is where these people draw the line? Like wtf?
Plus how does no one question writers like GRRM in this situation where men just absolutely devour the rape content of a minor but no THATS ART!
I canāt speak to the qualities in the writings for each book but Iāll part with this.
Being born a woman with hobbies other than the ones given to us by society is blasphemy, modern day witches that burn at the stakes of ācontroversial opinions.ā
"fic reading doesnāt count, itās just porn. booktok girlies are too dumb to read proper books"
lame take. people contain multitudes. i can read nasty self-insert smut fics and complex novels or non-fiction at the same time. i can read deep character analysis fics and kinky romance novels on the side. maybe you should read some smut to come down from your high real-literature-horse.
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fish n chips to me is like,,,,, an enigma. not purely romantic, not purely platonic, not purely queer platonic, just,,,, āØ
literally no other way i can describe it jsgdjsgdjsvs
they have a relationship thats on such an ethereal level that it cannot be comprehended by the human mind. they simply exist together to spite everyone around them.
they change what they refer to each other as constantly. people become excessively more and more confused the more this goes on. one day its boyfriends, next its husbands, next its friends, next its co-captains, next its co-bastards. their relationship is a question to everyone including themselves.
#this ramble is sponsered by me not knowing whether to tag this fnc fic i wrote at qpr or romantic#literally this is the only way i know how to describe them#maybe its the aromantism kicking in#i just think like......#theyre so special to each other in a way that physically cannot be described or even comprehended#anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#just roll with it riptide#jrwi chip#chip jrwi#jrwi gillion tidestrider#jrwi gillion#gillion tidestrider#jrwi fnc#jrwi fish n chips#jrwi fish and chips
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What are asgore and spades favorite colors
#deltarune#asks#drawings#asgore#spade#king of spades#spade king#asgore dreemurr#spadesgore#technically#king spade#no one asked but i want to elaborate#asgore describes colours in pairs not just because it might be the only colour theory he knows#but because thats also how he generally just sees. people and their traits#as if everything needs something to compliment#hence why he feels so out of place and useless to himself when hes not married/in a relationship#the way he describes yellow and purple are a good way to describe him and toriel in undertale#royal colours that are tied to hope but they only shine when theyre constracted against the grim tragedy that shaped them#with blue and orange it kind of describes sans and papyrus especially with how their comedic timing works#like when youre alone with sans in mtt resort the tone is a LOT more somber - colder#but when papyrus is by himself hes all jumpy and shit and he hardly seems as down to earth as he does with sans around#and red and green imo are the most important in analysing asgore specifically bc his weapon is red#but his shirt colour in post pacifist and deltarune is pink - literally a softer version of the cruelty we KNOW hes capable of#he describes it as just sort of -fitting- with the greenery he surrounds himself with and i think that mostly has to do with what he WANTS#all the plants and the greenery are ALIVE but almost toxic. meanwhile someone else most prominantly associated with red is rudy#the guys whole gimmick is having a bright red nose#its like asgore surrounds himself with the colour that would compliment the person he wants#or literally wearing their colours a la him and toriel having the same shade of blue on in undertale#and spade? hes just emo. he likes black because its a lack of colour - a lack of light#the reason he works as a good parallel to asgore in this sense is because he breaks asgores dychotamy and forces his own
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The concept of queerbaiting annoys me. I was told that it refers to a work of fiction pretending to cater to a queer audience but then pulling back from it to avoid alienating homophobes, which is an incredibly specific thing. But a lot of people seem to think that it instead means "any time there's any gay subtex, metaphor, or ambiguity" or "whenever something from 1995-2012 was being a normal amount of homophobic for the era."
#I've secondhand seen the way Sherlock...was.#And yeah that's very pointedly cruel to the audience.#But not everything is that aware of its following to point by point mock them for half an hour.#And I think people forget that for a period there was a unique combination of awareness of gay people and homophobia bad#and a severe need to avoid being perceived as gay (and sometimes homophobic) at the same time#while it was ALSO very acceptable to treat the existence of gay people and homophobia or discomfort with both as a joke#so that whole wink wink nudge nudge dance was a huge thing in some of the 90s and earlier 2000s#and sometimes by doing that people accidentally made it seem even more fucking gay.#Or on purpose. People also forget that yeah gay people could exist as a joke but they couldn't be casual protags or w/e.#It wasn't really done like that.#I think what it's really proof of is that the 90s/early 2000s is long enough ago that people have become illiterate to the cultural cues.#When comedians complain 'you cant make jokes anymore' sometimes this is the exact thing they're referring to.#Gay people being on TV or in books isn't some funny joke you make anymore. Just being gay or seen as gay isn't the punchline it used to be.#People are shitty about it still but it's in a different way now. Being gay isn't as much the big embarrassment it used to be.#Gay tv shows and books are a whole market now. And stuff like Sherlock or supernatural were made right in the middle of that shift.#It's the only way you could position a strategy like this. I don't know if that cultural moment really exists anymore.#Audience backlash is also more massive and in real time.#Now instead of mockery at the idea of idk Dr house md being gay conservatives would see it as a 'culture war' thing.#And non conservatives are more vocal and more liable to criticize. TV shows are seen as keepers of culture in ways they weren't before.#I don't know how to describe it exactly. I'm not an expert and I know I'm missing some pieces or things I wanted to point out.#But yeah I just think people kind of. Forgot how people treated gayness as some kind of cootie disease you had to say#You didn't have really hard all the time. People are still sort of like that but idk the language changed.#A lot of talk about homophobia and queerness is very pseudo-academic now. The distancing happens with different signifiers.#But. Yeah.#ā ļø#I also think queerbaiting requires a specific kind of intent as a marketing strategy.#Instead of the more likely 'well we have an unintended gay following now so I guess we can throw in some fanservice#the network would literally never allow us to do anything with it even if we wanted to though.'
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so tired of people talking ab how much they hated the sumeru desert..it has some of the best (and creepiest) lore drops
#plus i personally think its fun#but like#did you guys know dottore performed lobotomies on his patients??#at the eleazar hospital there were four patients that we know of#only one of which managed to escape while slowly going insane#and one of which was a child#also jeht's whole storyline?? is so devastating????#she had to watch her father die and wasn't accepted into her new tribe#even though she tried so hard#and then had to kill almost all of them#also the fact that she got so violently angry that she sliced at least one fatui member into so many pieces#that it was described like confetti#which is HORRIFYING#the way we watch her slow descent is literally so#and that's not even all of it!!! the desert has sm lore and stuff and it's so interesting and i don't know how people hate it so much!!!!!#also i will forever defend the aranara quests bc those were so sad#kaz speaks
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Shinichi
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Yusaku
Yukiko
The brunette to her cherry blonde.
You can not convince me that Shinichi's eyesight is still 20/20 after all that strain (fireworks (where he was so up close I'm surprised he wasn't burnt), flash bombs, and straining to see in the dark then suddenly having huge headlights pointed at you. Did I say bombs?). The explosions that happen in his vicinity āmind you, he's usually at the heart of themāalmost daily must have had some sort of aftereffect on his eyes and ears, no matter how small.
In conclusion, I AM AT YOUR DOOR AOYAMA, OPEN UP. YOU CANNOT DO THIS AND THEN PRETEND THESE PARALLELS MEAN NOTHING TO YOU WHILE YOU GO ON ABOUT SO CALLED TRUE LOVE. 'Shinshi is never going to happen-' I WON'T HEAR IT, ESPECIALLY NOT FROM YOU, AOYAMA.
#I'm so bitter#Ran can do so much better#Eisuke is right THERE#PLEASE RAN YOU GUYS ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER GIVE IT A CHANCE#You can bond over martial arts and having absent people in your life that you desperate wish to see again#and you can fight me but Eisuke's personality is perfect for Ran. Another thing about shinran is that#they would've never looked twice at each other in the first place if they hadn't known each other since kindergarten#Shinichi literally had no other friends so I can see why he loves Ran. I think she was the only decent girl he knew#And with how nice and pretty she is ig it's not to hard to feel some puppy love. Aoyama overdoes it x10 because Shinichi#Is too infatuated with someone he can barely hold proper conversation with. It's mostly either him monologuing#about Sherlock Holmes or her talking about whatever she talks about. Either way they're both uninterested.#saff-ron tag#dcmk posting#dcmk#Dcmk rant#If aoyama wants to add romance and make it an insufferable plot point in the show that is too essential to the MC's overall motives then#Please. At least do it right. Give them a reason to like each other that isn't 'she's so nice' 'he's so dependable' and vice versa#Give them common interests that they can actually bond over. Make their banter not seem so... I don't know how to describe it#but 'unnatural' is the only way that comes to mind. You don't go around kicking a Chūya wannabe (watch the first episode.)#only to get mad when your skirt flips up and then blame him when it lands on his head. Girl. Wear. Shorts. Also.#you don't go around making jokes about your friend's dad and how bad he is at his job that you just so happen to be better at than him#You also don't go around destroying public property because your friend was being an asshole. Punch him. Not the public property.#This is only. like. two minutes of the episode but trust me I have too much to be angry about when it comes to their damned 'romance'
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if i was an artist with budget i'd be able to draw the buildup and all. i am not an artist with budget tho. so 3 panels will do
Kinda suggestive/nsfw tags btw go there with caution
anyways i think i huave covid
#perceptive little crow#fettered paintbrushes#never thought i'd be able to make a kiss scene this good. it's not spectacular but yesssssssss it's exactly what i wanted#anyhow i'll die and go to hell#depending on how im feeling I'd give you two answers over how this went down#the first one is that peka just was struggling for his life to get the knot done (he's doing a hard one) so he went#'ok maybe if i make out with her I'll be able to hide the fact i can't do this at all'#the second one is that. man. tying someone's tie? having your hands close to their body in an attempt to do something for them?#SPECIALLY what might as well be the love of your life? the one person that you just can't stop looking up to?#man that's hot as fuck#snd he felt it#of course he couldn't describe it (nor that he knows the words anyways) but he felt it deep down#the way im wording this kinda seems like this would've been their first time. like both kissing/making out and#hell maybe even having sex together#which honestly? kinds fits#i guess one of the things about their relationship is the restrain they have#i don't even know why it'd happen yet. i just feel like they wouldn't really like...allow themselves to be intimate. at all#maybe some hugs here and there but never something actually like. deeper#it's just kind of a fun scenario if the bubble finally broke in such an innocuous moment#only because one of the parties felt a little bit more aroused than usual. and decided to act upon it#i guess that'd make it the more painful once they separate bc they literally wouldn't have time to enjoy each other anymore#anyways thoughts thoughts#sorry for being insane over teorija with a suit i think a sleeper agent just activated on me#anywayssss
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it makes so much sense that quackity couldnāt talk to SOPHIA about love without also talking about grief btw. the two are so intertwined in the smp as a whole but especially in qquackityās story. his love and grief are inextricable from each other, theyāre symbiotic
#he refuses to talk about his feelings for wilbur as love. because he knows its not#its attraction yeah but not love. they barely know each other#also i maintain that his desire for wilbur is less about wilbur and more about the role wilbur can fill or should have filled in his life#quackityās obsession with wilbur is fundamentally tied into his grief for tilĆn#literally the whole thing is about q thinking wilbur was meant to be his partner and therefore also tilĆnās other parent#and that massively colours how q views both wilbur and tallulah#thatās why heās been so obsessed#his talk about roier and cellbit was cute but really when he was describing love he wasnāt talking about them because so much of what he#said doesnāt apply to spiderbitās relationship at least yet#(thereās still time)#but thereās a reason he couldnāt help but circle back to tilĆn#tilĆn has been qās biggest motivator for most of the series in one way or another#his relationship with tilĆn might have been doomed but that doesnāt mean he didnāt love them#he loved them to the point of self destruction#and after that conversation with SOPHIA i think heās only now picking up the pieces#or even examining them in detail#the grief and love he has towards tilĆn have been overshadowing him this whole time and he hasnāt dealt with it#idk heās tried at points but he always falls back on denial and pretending heās fine#maybe because he feels like letting go of any part of his grief is like letting go of his love for tilĆn and he doesnāt want to do that#after all they are two sides of the same coin#god this is a ramble anyway#quackity#sophia qsmp#tilĆn#tilin#qsmp
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Jrwi episode 98 spoilers
Iām having totally normal late night thoughts about this episode.
I just imagine as Gillion is laying on this table, trying with all his power to stay awake, in a fully delirious ramble, constantly asking May where Chip and Jay are as she can only just reassure him that theyāre coming. Not because heās concerned for himself, but in his state completely forgot they left to go save his life, and that heās worried for their well being. Until the very end, putting everyone elseās in front of his own needs. And as the remaining of his strength begins to leave him, where his vision starts to fade, his hearing goes quiet, and his breathing slows, tears pool from the corners of his eyes and they trail down the side of his face as he can do nothing but sink into this abyss, so tired. He doesnāt fear his death, but he mourns that itās happening, that Chip or Jay arenāt here to see him off. But maybe itās better for them to not see him in his final moments.
And in this darkness, he can do nothing but sink further and further down, suffocating. Until thereās this golden light that appears from above, and it grows brighter until it engulfs him into it.
His eyes open. And heās on the ship, Chip was telling Ollie about these cookies filled with raspberry filling, Jay was navigating the ship and besides her sat this shirt round grey creature with a puffy striped tail, itās peaceful as they sailed along the waves. It feels like he can breath again, the pain on his chest gone, this ever looming dread hanging over him is gone. This was nothing more than a dream, but it would be a calm one.
#jrwi podcast#jrwi spoilers#jrwi episode 98 spoilers#gillion tidestrider#lol idk how to write and it didnāt begin with the intention to#Iām just going insane over how emotional that scene couldāve been#I probably couldāve given more detail on the dream section#but Iām actually not fully caught up on the campaign LMAO#so I donāt fully know all the crew members yet enough to describe them#I hope Gillion is having an amazing dream right now ā¤ļø#I hope this is going to be the best sleep heās ever had#ignoring the new danger of the state of Mayās health oh god I hope sheās okay Iāve literally only known her for this one episode oh god oh f#I know heās only gonna get like a long rest 8 hour sleep but I know truthfully if it werenāt needed so Charlie just does nothing the entire#time that Gillion would be asleep for wAY THE FUCK LONGER PROBABLY#BRO NEEDS LIKE A WHOLE DAY TO JUST SNORE MIMIMI PEACEFULLY
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Ruby really just fucking went into the Ever After finding out just how badly all of her plan with Amity and getting help fast failed on top of the knowledge that she will always be a target for Salem to Grimmify her or worse for the rest of her life and also the way she has NO idea whether her mom is dead or worse anymore and having it left up to her imagination. AND on top of finding out that Atlas fell and so many people died and in the end it was quite literally all for nothing. AND on top of that Penny died anyway despite the fact that everything that sheād ever wanted (finally being seen as more than just a war machine and making new friends) was finally coming true. Everything has well and truly gone to all shit possible in her mind, Penny dying wasnāt even a last straw for her it was like half the payload getting dropped on her at maximum velocity. Iām gonna go to bed <3
#the way having Silver Eyes is such a personal concept to Ruby's character and something that causes her so much pain and fear every day#I really hope they can explore it some more in Vacuo potentially#just#wanna be able to see all the other magical people who aren't Oscar describe just how it feels to them to have those powers some more#the Maidens are a long chain of souls that are carried between all those different people#SEWs are constantly getting genocided and are so far apart in time and space that most of them probably never nor ever will have any idea \#\ just what they possess and how special and how dangerous it is#Ruby only found out through the Ozluminati and a survivor of said genocide#after she accidentally knocked herself out activating it while watching her friend die in front of her#and now from literal fucking god and the instigator of it as well#Now that Winter has fully embraced the power of Love and Friendship tm I think it would be really interesting to see a more empathetic#perspective on what inheriting a Maiden's powers means#especially since it was through a genuine emotional connection that was built up over a long time this time rather than just purely a last \#\ thoughts type situation#at least from Winter's POV we know that aspect of the transfer has a ton of weight to her#wondering how fast Whitley and Willow are also gonna join the Ozluminati#no Schnee left behind from that š#I'm also wondering if Whitley is gonna start to embrace his semblance how that his sister is a Maiden and his other sister is a huntress#and his mom's summon literally saved his life#and he doesn't have the business anymore bc Mantle is in the past and so is Atlas#so ik it's unlikely bc RWBY doesn't have time for filler but I really wish we could get an arc where Whitley starts to embrace that side of#himself some more#anyhoo enough rambles about magic people it's bedtime#riin rewatches v8
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In less than two months it will be October 7th again.
In less than two months, it will be a year of genocide.Ā
In light of this, I just have only one request for you; please do not give into whatever you are describing as ācompassion fatigueā right now.
Realize that this is exactly what the colonizers conducting this genocide want you to feel. Realize that apathy during a genocide is what leads to the normalization of atrocities. Realize that this is a tried and tested method found throughout history; that now when the genocide is been widely documented by Gazans themselves- the only way the colonizers can get away with it is by running you down and making you feel hopeless!
They want you to stop caring about their victims and this is why you need to fight harder now more than ever!!
I request you to fight harder for every Gazan! And therefore request you to fight for my friend Siraj Abudayeh too, whose family recently faced another assault. His parents and siblings had to flee to him for protection, because their areas ( Hamad, southern Khan Younis) were marked for assault from occupation forces. With the number of people depending on him increased now, Siraj has a much heavier responsibility on his shoulders to raise enough funds to support all of them and their needs, when prices of food water and other essentials are already skyrocketing.
With the coming of the rainy season, there comes the danger of epidemics spreading from open sewers as well! Sirajās son Amir has already fallen ill, and his other two sons are showing symptoms too- they are in dire need of medical treatment! I cannot overstate how badly Siraj and his family need these funds!! How badly he needs your continuous support.
There has been a significant drop in engagement with fundraising posts and I very clearly remember, someone tagging one of my posts with compassion fatigue. It shocked me to my core to think that the cries of Free Palestine could fade so suddenly; that after only a year some of you have begun to feel fatigued, from having to care about this.
Do not give in please; do not let the colonizers make you complicit in this horror! They know that if they can overwhelm you enough, then one day the videos and posts would stop hitting as hard and sooner or later everyone will stop talking about Palestine. This cannot happen again! Not when your attention can literally save a life! This is the power you hold- especially if you are living in the Imperial core. The colonizers are afraid of it. You have to know this and believe this!
So please do not turn away and help Siraj get to 50k as soon as possible!
He is currently only at $45,044 / $82,000 CAD
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