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It would have taken another immortal to keep up with him.
so i haven't read the books but i did read the Devil's Minion chapter and this part made me laugh out loud:
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#armand iwtv#armand#daniel molloy#devils minion#armandaniel#ancient and powerful 500 year old vampire stalks Random Journalist for 4 years and accidentally falls obsessively in love with him#delectable feed it to me slowly like grapes#genuinely before i read this chapter i thought the armand/daniel dynamic was a nandor/guillermo type of renfield situation#i was not expecting it to be so weirdly wholesome#these two have canonically watched hit 1981 british comedy Time Bandits together like 800 times#deeply unserious i love them so much
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i canāt show it to him bc itās basically my personal diary he went āoh so I canāt see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??ā he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#Itās just so different#even though itās public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head Iām also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts Iād feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. Iām not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile Iāll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. Iām already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. itās so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& Iāve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc Iām surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least itās hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and Iām part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#itās nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and itās low stress and people get me#I donāt have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. itās just nice to have this#so idk thatās why I think Iāll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Erhm, I didnāt want to line it lol
I made this on Valentine's Day actually www, I don't really know how to format comics.
Erhm happy ending, Spearmaster reincarnates as some other freaky thing. Grapple wormed all the way into Suns can just on some kind of instinct.
#rain world#rw downpour#spearmaster#rw spearmaster#seven red suns#rw seven red suns#rw#raintarts#on valentines day: okay what if spearmaster DIES#idk i just think about this a lot#because suns is explicitly shown/stated to have an emotional attachment to Spearmaster#i think about this quite a lot actually#especially because i see suns as someone who is more secluded/on their own than the other iterators#high iq low eq type of situation maybe#emotional support slugcat#actually they are each other's support...#i hc spearmaster to be an anxious guy and that he somewhat learned/adopted that kind of behavior/outlook from Suns#i have thoughts about them#also they are not actually okay
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would anyone like to hear my crack theory that ryoshu is the mother and daughter combined into one person
explainer: our characters are The Daughter, Yuzuki, 15 The Mother, Ryoshu, 49 (her name is Ryoshu, but i'm calling her Yoshihide for the explanation to prevent confusion) The Sinner, Ryoshu, ~32 (the person who we follow in Limbus Company, who is Yuzuki and Yoshihide sharing a body/consciousness)
Yoshihide and Yuzuki left the Ring and are on the run from the Fingers. The Ring catches them eventually and experiments with cocooning on them where, like a butterfly, they're melted into a primordial soup. They emerge as 2 things: the first of which being Ryoshu, who they share a consciousness within, the second being the odachi, which their "soul" is trapped in. Escaping by burning down the facility, they're recruited by Faust for safety and the promise to have their bodies returned. Legally they are Yoshihide, and most of the time, Yoshihide is the one controlling Ryoshu. Yuzuki is usually co-conscious and influences Ryoshu's actions, but is mostly too shy to actually do or say anything, usually only stepping in when her mother's anger gets out of control.
yuzuki thinks speaking in acronyms is cool as hell, and yoshihide wants her daughter to think she's cool so that's why she does it.
the reason ryoshu's hugging the odachi in the base art is both yoshihide imagining she's hugging yuzuki, and yuzuki imagining she's hugging yoshihide
every time ryoshu listens to dante it's because yuzuki told them to. otherwise, yoshihide would've killed a LOT more people by now.
extra: yuzuki calls them āDanteā but yoshihide calls them āClockā
yoshihide's actually a quite caring person, but she's afraid of anyone coming close to her daughter so she's very cold to most of the sinners
yuzuki's trying to get her mother to quit smoking but it's not exactly working
+ their individual opinions on the LCB members
#limbus company#strbylmn art#ryoshu lcb#limbus fanart#i might draw a full comic about this sometime... who knows...#tbh the reason i made this theory is mostly because ryoshu looks so young? even though i thought she'd be around outis' age#like i know pmoon has chronic baby faced characters but she looks about heathcliff's age...#also her both getting red eyes closed and open... both mother and daughter... and then i guess her walpurgisnacht id is just ryoshu herself#like a father son and holy spirit type situation. i guess. they are all ryoshu but they are not each other#oh and: red eyes are implied to mostly be for body modifications so i think she only gained red eyes after cocooning#before yuzuki and yoshihide just had black hair/black eyes
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you know how there was a running theme with the NPC encounters in hades? that sisyphus, eurydice, and patroclus were all involved in stories about being unable to escape death?
and its something thats explicitly discussed within hades itself, at least for sisyphus and eurydice. sisyphus had attempted to cheat death three times, one of the most notable being when he bound thanatos in chains. orpheus had found a way to bring eurydice back to life, but couldn't follow through with completing hades' challenge. achilles had a prophecy hanging over him during the war; die in glory at troy or live long unremembered. he chose the war and patroclus followed. they didn't survive. they are all different manifestations of the axiom zagreus is fighting against: that in hades, there is no escape.
so i was thinking. in the hades 2 playtest, we get dialogue from nemesis about how mortals had it better during kronos' time. we get dialogue from arachne too, about being distrustful toward the gods because of her curse.
i wonder if the running theme for the npcs in hades 2 will be people maligned by the gods in some shape or form.
arachne is already confirmed as the npc encounter for erebus. proud athena cursed her into being a spider. will we see victims of a love gone wrong in the next biome, like daphne perhaps? will we see those offered up for sacrifice just to appease the gods, such as andromeda or iphigenia? maybe those who were killed, perhaps unjustly so, because they dared fly too close to the heavens, like bellerophon or icarus? demigods that were cursed because of their birth, ala heracles? its long been a joke that the greek myths are just full of people suffering because of the incomprehensible acts of the gods. if hades 2 goes down this route, theres a lot of material to draw inspiration from.
and its an especially interesting direction because we know that its kronos waiting for us down the line. kronos, who ruled the golden age. when it comes to those wronged by the gods, you cant get much worse than being waged war against, your mountain stronghold so damaged from the attack that it loses height, and then being cut up into tiny pieces.
kronos, the crooked one. i bet he'd have a hell of a time trying to convince melinoe that the gods cant be trusted. and melinoe would be surrounded by all these narratives that would just prove his point.
just like how zagreus was in hades, who was surrounded by all these narratives about how death had no escape. and yet, his story is about how life and love bloom despite it. i cant wait to see what melinoe is fighting against now.
#hades game#hades 2#mine#hades game meta#hades analysis#okay something i couldnt fit in the post lol#melinoe is literally roomies with a ghost called dora#dora. like pandora. pandora's box dora.#arguably the first mortal ever victimized by the gods.#can you IMAGINE if we're running all these storylines about mortals who have suffered from olympian hands and then we get the reveal that#dora is PANDORA???#although i dont think thats where we're going with her character lmao it might like a#dusa situation where we get hints that she might be?? medusa??? but ultimately she has her own character and storyline with zag#that is completely unrelated to medusa lmao#lol just a thought. are we ever gonna talk about zeus committing mass genocide in like a. noahs ark type situation#like the great flood and all that. like probably not. but wouldnt that be fun
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IDK who needs to hear this, but Egon and Ray aren't the only autistic og ghostbusters
Peter is too
Your telling me this man with two PhDs related to psychology, who always has the exact right thing to say to manipulate a situation to his favour (when it's a planned/known situation), but cocks up massively when it's an unknown situation, who has a massive reaction to getting slimed (more so than the others), who would rather joke all the time than take a situation seriously because wtf should he say
you're telling me this man is neurotypical?
nah
Winston's the only NT in this group (idk how he deals with these weirdos (affectionate))
#rambles#ghostbusters#the real ghostbusters#to be specific i guess#peter venkman#egon spengler#ray stantz#winston zeddemore#i've encountered a few autistic people like peter#it's mainly the focus on business and the intense interest in studying people and behaviour and the mind#but he gets so irritated and angry when he gets slimed#the same way i feel when oil or glue gets stuck on my skin#ābut he's so good at social situations-ā but that's just it!#he is!#because he studies people - studies their reactions - their interactions#a business chat always goes the same way so he can plan what to say to get the best thing out of it#when he flirts with women it seems to be the same way each time - like he's planned it - because he thinks it'll get a reaction he wants#and i dare say that Peter masks a lot more than Ray and Egon. i mean he was a probably more of a cool slacker type at uni and got on well#with more popular students (sorority house students? idk im not american) and yknow it was the 70s! couldnt exactly be fully himself#idk where im going with this - ive lost my train of thought#but yeah#peter is autistic as well and i'll die on this hill
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Folks, I come with important news from a dndads patreon monthly discord chat.
Anthony thinks Terry would crochet.
This has been a public service announcement, thank you.
#dndads#<- I guess I can't really call it a public announcement then not put it in the tag lol#also learned some non-definitive but still very interesting thoughts of his on a certain. situation. alas I can't really share that.#(not allowed ehe)#terry jr.#ALSO I LEARNED THE LOST QUIP ABOUT BIRDIE IT'S THAT SHE WAS IN A PHOTO AT HENRY'S PLACE WILDSHAPED AS A BIRD AHFLAEJF#gosh I wish I wasn't too shy to ask questions during these damn patreon chats! even typing...#I *almost* did. but then time was up afhafefehl#haven't been to one in a while but decided to sit in.#I really need to lower my patreon tier actually but I keep going back and forth on if I wanna wait for the season to end before doing so...#so Terry would crochet... Lark canonically sews... We just gotta come up with textile arts for the other 3 now
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Davrin knowing that Rook is coming back. He knows. The other Veilguard confused as to why he seems so assured in this conclusion. He has faith in them. Rook is tethered to his heart as much as he is to theirs. He will know when it's really over.
#davrook#naran thorne#davrin#fade prison thoughts#they've got their own kinda turlum type situation going on there#He makes sure their room is in order for their return#just like a Warden's quarters should be.#man i could write some powerful davrook things#and by āreally overā they will know when the other has passed.#even if they are on the other side of thedas when it happens.#they're like#soul connected
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this is a rage bait/discourse blog now btw (i will draw today's kirbtober prompt tomorrow when im not sleepy, inshallah)
#kirby series#master crown monday#master crown#magolor#magolor is soooo arab#2 me#right now hal doesnt seem to be rushing ANYTHING out so thats a good sign#im just not too fond of lore carrot-on-a-stick type situations. ābuy this game to MAYBE get a significant new part of a decade-old story!ā#would be happy to see more side modes with care and thought put into them. hopefully thats where theyre headed#or just. make new games#kirby series really is allergic to main-game sequels nowadays huh? id go ape shit for rtdl 2 master crown boogaloo#master crown is the last character theyre gonna make merch for (aside from perfume thing?) BUT i pray that yall get merch of your faves
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i gotta say my response to people who are like "corellon showing up is GOOD because it shows there's no easy answer" is like. pardon me. were you previously under the impression there was an easy answer?
#i think there's a certain type of person who assumes everyone who disagrees with them just isn't considering the fullness of the situation#and it's like no other people also thought about this and came to other conclusions than you did. do not mistake conviction for ease.#cr spoilers#i think - and this is a whole separate post - that people mistake analysis paralysis for a moral compass when. it's not.#if you choose not to decide you still have made a choice and other prog rock lyrics
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I love jayce
I mean who doesn't its just by God does he make bad decisions
#my favourite type of jayce is one that has no responsibilities outside of his bf and gf that are wayyyy out if his league#jayce talis is such a cutie patootie#its just he IS privileged and is therefore short-sighted about real people suffering#lets be honest if you were in his situation youd probably do the exact sane things#now am i still mad abt sone stuff in s1#yes#yes undoubtedly#but in s2 it seems like the world just fucking hates him#i mean if viktor doesnt hate him i wont hate him#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane lol#arcane league of legends#jayce talis#jayce arcane#arcane jayce#jayvik#i am only just switching up on him now#probably bcz this is this first time ive really thought abt him as his OWN character#which is SO weird#like hes such an important character abd my mibd completely glosses over him#have i said i hate him b4 probably#but ive matured#like a good cheese my thoughts just get better wuth age and a healthy amount of mold#FUCK heimerdinger tho#HATE THAT RAT BASTARD#just ewwww
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s6 episode 1 thoughts
season 6!!!! my goodness, how the time sure has flown!! i started this whole project in may of last year, and now we are in january! so much has changed! but other things have stayed the same.Ā
i have heard mixed things on s6, so i am a bit nervous. but i am excited to be reunited.Ā
i am also curious to see where exactly the movie was set after the finale of s5. has it been a while, or only a few days? has our little friend gibson been missing this whole time? what about diana- did she pull through? will we get to know more about her?
we need to microchip gibson so we never lose him again.Ā
(i felt vindicated when people told me diana isnāt a fandom favorite, LMAO. iām usually the girl that goes to BAT for overhated female characters, but she just seemed too intentionally antagonistic towards scully)
soā¦ this episode shall deal with our agents going on a hunt. well, they had best be careful! there are a bunch of different aliens and beasts on the loose!
(post-episode thoughts: my fury at mulder is 75% normal juni rage and 25% enhanced by me being sick and emotional, a fact i only put together the morning AFTER i took all of these notes. you have been warned....)
anyway. let us begin!
(previously, on the x files)
(and i STAND by my opinion that CSM has a very soothing voice, okay?!? googling this man so i can see if he narrates any audiobooks)
man, i forgot about mulder pushing spender up against the wall and their feud. ah, spender. i feel bad for him, but that doesnāt mean i LIKE him.Ā
OH, WE GET TO SEE CLIPS FROM THE MOVIE IN THIS RECAP!! and they are in such high quality in comparison to the DVD i borrowed!! wow. when i watch it again sometime in the future- hopefully not on a DVD from 1998- i cannot wait to see everything so CRISP.
NOT THE KISS BAIT BEING INCLUDED IN THE RECAP LMAOOO
but now let us begin the adventures of s6!
NOOOOO! roush!!! the evil biological company! their truck is out in the desert. and their guys are pissing.Ā
well. this happens.
sandy is sweating. bro does NOT look good. i know his ass is not making it through the night.
when sandy gets home, he cranks the heat up to 80 in arizona, which is WILD. then he goes to lay on the couch and shiver.Ā
AUGH!!! his hand is JELLY???? itās see-through!!! i did not want to look at all of sandyās veins!!!
is he having an alien baby, too?!?!
his work buddies come to fetch him later. we see a bunch of photos of him in his house wearing a lab coat and doing doctor-y things.
AWW, his coworker called him sandman. donāt make me feel bad for the dude who works at the evil alien biotech companyā¦
BLEURGH. he DID have an alien chest baby virus infection thing. OH, this other guy is SHOCKED!! AND HE HEARS THE ALIEN HISSING AT HIM!!!!!
HEāS GETTING EATEN!!!!! NOOOO!!!!Ā
RIP this guy :(
YAAAY, the intro!!! felt weird not having it with the movie!!!
and it was shortened, but okay. iām getting used to that.
ahhh, look at this computer on which mulder is examining something. is he looking at micro film?
OH, the sweet boy, heās restoring the fragments from the x files!! this makes me sad!! does that mean there isnāt a huge box of floppy disks somewhere containing all of them? because it is the responsible thing to do, making sure you have all your files saved in multiple sources! well, weāre only a few minutes into the episode. thereās still timeĀ for one of those to be found
and now he is presenting before a panel. he says the x files were destroyed āseveral months agoā, which places us on a vague timeline. scully is here!!!!
āi see your renowned arrogance has been left quite intactā, says this dude on the panel, and HEY! mulder literally isnāt even being arrogant at THIS MOMENT, OKAY? plenty of other times he is. but not now, as he is submitting his report on this alien spaceship!!
āi didnāt see men in blackā āwell itās a damn good movieā <- LMAO they are BULLYING HIM!!!
scully looks pained.Ā
NOT THEM GETTING ON HIS ASS FOR THE TRAVEL EXPENSES STOOOOOP BEING MEAN!!!
OHHH NOOOOO!!! he says that scully can prove the whole thing, but she canāt. cut to them fighting in the hallway.
mulderā¦ youāre pissing me off. SHE DOESNļæ½ļæ½T KNOW WHAT THE VIRUS IS OR HOW IT WOULD MAKE ALIENS!!!!!! maybe you should have brought a camera to the arctic. donāt you BRUSH INTO HER SHOULDER AS YOU WALK AWAY!!! you were going to KISS HER like a few weeks ago!!! i wonāt tolerate this disrespect.Ā
CSM is debriefing the syndicate on the arizona alien deaths, saying he made up a cover story and itās called āblaming it on Native Americansā. classic CSM, world-renowned great guy /s
so, he thinks the arizona guy who gave birth to an alien chest baby accidentally injected himself with the virus, and now the alien is on the loose!!!Ā
man, the presence of well-groomed man is missed. RIP. this other guy is here, though. so thatās good. i guess.
CSM says he is managing the situation. will he be sent out to test his sniping skills?? can you snipe an alien?
skinner is coming down to see mulder on the computerā¦ NOOO, he breaks the news that his reassignment on the x files has been denied!!!!!Ā
mulder's all angry, and skinner tries to clarify heās not arguing with him, but raises the question: āwhen will you accept that no amount of pressure or reason will bring to heel a conspiracy whose members walk these halls with absolute impunity?ā <- ohhh, a very good pointā¦
so they reopened the x files, then denied his reassignment? are they going to assign them to someone else? or just close them again??Ā will they keep scully on them?
skinner said that the vote was unanimousā¦ he must have been trying not to blow his cover as mulderās biggest supporterā¦ but i'm sure this still made mulder very sad
so he gets all his stuff up and starts to leave. BUT SKINNER WANTS TO HELP HIM FIND PROOF??? SO HE CAN PROVE THE OTHERS WRONG??
i told you!!!! that man is my uncle.
he says thereās a file on his desk in the old officeā¦ā¦. and sure enough, there is.
is this season much darker in terms of screen brightness?
OH SHITā¦. why is spender down here in mulder's old office? WITH DIANA??? ādiana, back on your feet. i guess thatās the only way you can stab me in the backāĀ <- damn. he's pissed.
woah, what? okay, i was imagining scully staying on the project and spender taking his place, which would obviously be awful, but diana taking his place is like, worse. so now is it going to be spender and diana? instead of mulder and scully? ew.
jump to CSM lighting up in front of a no smoking signā¦ heās just fundamentally a bad boy. heās walking in where some sort of surgery is taking place!!!
he says he needs the patient bandaged and dressed, even though this might kill them. OH SHIT! ITāS GIBSON!!! and he must be in the middle of surgery!!!!!
EAIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY HAVE HIS BRAIN OPENā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.
good lord, i nearly passed out. again, i repeat my grounding mantra: shoutout to the props team.
and he was awake, tooā¦ā¦ā¦..
poor baby.Ā
AWWWW, THE AGENTS ARE DOWN IN PHOENIX to investigate the case that skinner left them the files on, and scully WILL remind him that they are violating state laws regarding contamination of a crime scene (she lets out a deep scully sigh, asking āwhy do i bother?ā) yeah. idk either queen.
he sees claw marks on the walls!!! that does not look like it came from some bare hands. scully is not fooled by this claim in the evidence report.Ā
ooooooo, he finds a claw!!!!!!!!
āis that an animal?ā āaināt rupaulā <- LMAO IāM CRYING?????????Ā
mulder, i knew you were an ally ā
(listen, both of those agents are bisexual to me. and maybe ace, too. depends on the day. THAT'S MY OPINION!)
(he hands the claw to scully very carefully <3)
feels wrong to see him in what i think is a polo, but it is hard to tell because the screen is so DARK.
oh yeah, let scully calculate the gestation rate of this hypothetical alien baby. under 12 hours!!! damn!! that isā¦ quick. and also? how could a baby do all this, she wants to know? well. some babies are more equipped for violence than others. i guess.Ā
oh no! CSM IS HERE!! AND POOR BABY GIBSON, BLEEDING THROUGH HIS BANDAGES!!
please someone lay him down and let him watch spongebob. NOW.
gibson announces that "it" (alien baby) isnāt here. and that he knows CSM wants to kill him if he canāt find the creature. poor sweet little dude.Ā they drive off.
mulder emerges into the daylight, and he does, in fact, have a polo on. but he is asking scully why she wonāt believe him. MAYBE IT *WILL* TAKE AN ALIEN BITING HER FOR HER TO BELIEVE, BUDDY!!! DON'T RAISE YOUR GODDAMN VOICE AT HER!!
OHHH, SHE GRABS HIS HAND?? ālisten, mulder, you told me that my science kept you honest. that it made you question your assumptions; that by it, iād made you a whole personā
(okay girl, stay with me here now, but i think he meant YOU made him a whole person, not your scienceā¦ā¦.. but maybe she had to compartmentalize after nearly kissing him)
āif i change nowā¦ it wouldnāt be right, or honestā oh, scully <3 he has never deserved you or your kindness...
heās being a whiny baby. like, i get it, and i understand. they're taking the x files away! and he needs to prove they are correct about aliens! but āiām sorry scully, but this time your science is wrongā and walking awayā¦ š which problem did that solve?
idk!! i see both of their points!!! this fundamental and ancient conflict is once again playing out, but can we focus less on the hows and whys of the situation and more on the āwe need to get our jobs back and be bestest friends forever and ever, and also save that missing little boy and find some answers along the wayā? please. consider this viewpoint. for me!
oh, let's go off to a nuclear power plant. again, very dark. noticing a theme here. itās outside arizona. is that where the alien wants to go?
did they call the guy homer as a simpsons referenceā¦? i see what was done here. well, something in the power plant is off.Ā
donāt send homer loose into the dark!!! the alien will eat him!!! especially while vague splattering noises are heard!!
CREATURE EATS HOMERā¦ā¦ā¦.
agents mulder and scully are on the scene. but so is spender!!!
UGH, heās so ANNOYING: he basically says āiām gonna get skinner censured for telling you some guy was murdered, now LEAVEā SPENDER!!! you are PISSING ME OFF!!Ā
(it made me think of that line from sharkboy and lavagirl: "mr. electric, send him to the principal's office and HAVE HIM EXPELLED!" <- that's what your whiny ass sounds like, spender)
and diana wonāt let them in either, saying that it was "just a work accident". oh, so much for caring about the x files, huh? like you claimed in the last episode. you sound REAL invested now /s
scully gets him to come back to the car after he spits some venom at diana (āi hope you know whose errands youāre runningā).
however, he says to give him the keys and tells scully to get in the car, and she gives him the most DIABOLICAL side eye LMAO. she is so suspicious of his shenanigans!!!
OH MY GOD, THERE WAS A REASON FOR THAT: SHE FINDS GIBSON IN THE CAR????? heās out cold and sheās holding his head, calling him āsweetheartā oh my GOD?????Ā
wait. hold on. iām emotional. hold on.
they take him to their motel, and sheās trying to smile at him while she trims off his bandages. he IMMEDIATELY READS HER THOUGHTS AND SAYS āfrankenstein? really?ā and DESPITE KNOWING HE CAN READ HER THOUGHTS, SHE TRIES TO LIE AND MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER.... OHHH, SCULLY
(this is still making me emotional. lying to the kid that can read minds because she doesn't want to hurt his feelings or scare him... knowing that she is the doctor that has to try and make him better, so he cannot know she thinks he looks to be in serious danger...)
he has some infection because they didnāt change his bandages and a fever, ohhhh this poor CHILD
so he ran away when they werenāt thinking about him!!!
scully, do you have antibiotics on you? is that a doctor-ly thing to have in your purse? please fix him.Ā
OHHH SNAP, HE CALLED HER OUT: āthey were using me. because i can communicate with itā ācommunicate with what?ā āyou already know. you just donāt want to believe itā
actually such a fascinating narrative choice to have a child psychic call out her own internal liesā¦ heās too young to blunt his words, so we know they are the truthā¦ getting to see inside what scully truly believes, even if she cannot admit it to herself, through the lens of this sweet angel with his poor infected skull...
(mulder nods his head to the side, indicating to her they must go talk privately)
he wants to take gibson out to find the Creature, but scully says he needs to be in bed under constant medical supervision; he is the evidence for the x files that can prove to the panel that everything they research is real!!
lowkey pissed me off that this boy is suffering in front of them so horribly and mulder wanted to go on an alien hunt.
so, theyāre going to sneak him off somewhere. maybe to an alien hunt and then the hospital. but alas, who approaches them in the parking lot?
ITāS DIANA???? she claims to be alone. CAN WE HAVE A BREAKUP LATER???
she tells mulder that she took the assignment to represent his interests, reminds him that THEY found the x files together, and says that they should go find the beast right now. sure. whatever. you go find the beast, let scully doctor the poor boy. whatever.Ā like i care.
he agrees to do just that, which i actually do think is morally wrong, because now scully has to play single mother to this sick boy.Ā what if she gets sleepy and he is stolen from under her, like what happened with diana?
but diana and mulder are off to the nuclear reactor. mulder thinks that maybe the alien baby needs to be warmā¦ maybe to grow?
so scully is with gibson, and he accuses her of only thinking about herself and what she can learn from him. āiām a very special lab ratā, he says (deep and sad scully sigh)
OHHHHā¦ these two are giving me feelingsā¦ā¦ā¦.
gibson just wanting to be a normal kid, and scully wanting to take care of this normal kid who is sadly being used for ulterior motives, but also knowing that if she wants to keep her job and prove the x files, that she must test upon him, too... she must have felt so conflicted... and he must have been able to sense that...
meanwhile, mulder and diana are sneaking into a nuclear reactor. i hope they donāt kiss. i donāt wanna see that shit.Ā
do they have guns? like, good guns? what are they going to hunt the alien with?
he finds a sticky trailā¦ while spooky music playsā¦. and the wrench from homer (RIP)
bro needs to stop touching mystery fluids.
EUGH he pulls outā¦ guts???Ā
but scully calls!!! they found evidence of the virus that she was infected with in gibsonās system!!!
is diana here to just snitch on their progressā¦ with his gut haulā¦..?
NOOOOO!!! THE DOCTOR APPROACHING GIBSON IS GOING TO HURT HIM??? HE IS KIDNAPPED! AGAIN!!!!!!
SCULLY IS GOING TO YELL AT SOME DOCTORS ABOUT IT!!!!! THREE CHEERS FOR MAMA BEAR SCULLY!!! DONāT TELL HER TO CALM DOWN!!! GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!
the evil guy is taking him away in an ambulance while mulder and diana track the beast. and again, iād like to know what their game plan is once they find the thing.
gibson is brought to the nuclear power plant as well, being forced around by his kidnapper, who wants to use him to find the alien. and i can barely see what is happening because it is so DARK.Ā
gibson is being brought into what i think is the nuclear core, where he declares that "it" is here.Ā
iām gonna need this gibson fellow to make it through, okay?
mulder is POUNDING ON THE DOOR, telling the evil guy to open it NOW, you SON OF A BITCH!
diana wants to find another way in, maybe, idk, i donāt trust her!!!
AUGH, the alien EATS the evil guy!!! well. deserved, tbh. will the alien please NOT eat gibson, though?
and it seems that diana DID snitch on him??? she pulls her gun on mulder as the cops suddenly arrive??
ITāS TOO DAMN DARK, I CANāT SEE IF GIBSON WAS EATEN OR NOT!!!
skinner is absent from the hearing in which the agents are being told they must not go near the x files at all, or else they will be immediately dismissed!!! and they are moved to assistant director kersh!!!Ā
who is this man.....?
i expect mulder to just hand in his resignation papers now.
EW, CSM IS HERE TO SEE SPENDER??? he says he doesnāt want to see him. but CSM congratulates him on handling mulder. and he calls him āsonā.Ā
āsimple but extreme solutionsā bro is offering to kill him??? no... he says this will not do in such a situation
spender asks if heās killed men... IJBOL! that is his whole thing, buddy. welcome to this show.
CSM says you cannot kill what a man stands for, unless you kill his spirit. can mulder's spirit be killed?!?!
mulder is back to investigating the scraps of paper from the x files. āit would help if youād shut the door; itād make it harder for them to see that iām totally disregarding everything i was toldā <- LMAOOOO
oh scully, always pushed to the side in his mad ahab quest: āeverything we were told, mulderā <- YEAH, YOU TELL HIM!!!!!!!!
she thinks that diana is throwing him under the bus (her report makes no mention of gibson!! and lies about the body they found!! also, i think she literally pulled a gun on him when the cops rolled up??), but he INSISTS that she is doing this out of the goodness of her heartĀ
āand though it may not say it in her report, diana saw it too. and no matter what you think, sheās certainly not going to go around saying that just because science canāt prove it, it isnāt trueāĀ
wait hold onā¦ iām emotionalā¦ that was so meanā¦ why am i genuinely tearing upā¦?
scully just wants him to trust herā¦. and he wonāt take her files, because he's being stubborn, but they are literally TEST RESULTS that prove his theories to be trueā¦ā¦..
the claw matches the DNA from the virus and the DNA from gibsonā¦.Ā
if itās true, that means everyone is a little bit of an alien?? oh scullyā¦. look at herā¦ā¦.. sciene geek...
back at the nuclear power plant, itās GIBSON!!!!! he sees the alien going for a swim in the nuclear water!!!!! yucky.Ā
itās hatchingā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ oh.
the end.
man.
i donāt know if iām emotional on this fine evening, but i nearly cried at mulder disrespecting scully. how can you say that about someone, that they make you whole, and keep you honest, and then treat them like that? how can you just toss her to the side the minute someone else says what you want to hear?
like. what the fuck! i canāt tell if this is purposeful character development leading up to something or if he is truly being an awful guy. how can he go from trusting her with everything he is- his life and even his death, over and over again- to having a hissy fit because she can't prove the virus was alien? it's not like SHE is the one taking them off of the assignment! she is not the corrupt government! in fact, she knows better than anyone the reality of the corrupt government, considering they 1) KILLED HER SISTER and 2) TRIED TO KILL HER WITH TERMINAL CANCER THAT DAMN NEAR SUCCEEDED?
shakes my fist angrilyā¦ i think scully should get to bite him.
she NEVER blows up at him!! even when he deserves it!!! and he has!! a million times over!! but she doesnāt!! itās his stupid alien nonsense that got her sister killed and nearly killed her!! why does he act like he is the only one who can see some bigger picture?? oh wisest of all men, mulder, enlighten us with your alien theories??? bitch!!! if i was scully, i would have had enough!!! i would need a break from him!!! i would take that reassignment!!!
okay, maybe iām just really angry tonight. BUT I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE! we were making such good progress in the ātelling your best friend you love themā department, that i truly cannot stand this!! you tell him anything he wants to hear and heāll eat it up!!! sure, sure, this lady that you used to date CONVENIENTLY wants to save the project you just got kicked off of after dedicating your whole life to it. (heavy on the /s) BRO??? LETāS USE A LITTLE BIT OF COMMON SENSE.
grrrr, iām actually gonna GROWL. i donāt CARE about your inner man angst, you HAVE TO BE NICE TO YOUR FRIENDS!!! she LOVES you and you LOVE HER, so you ought to ACT LIKE IT.
and they took my uncle skinner away from meā¦
oh, i just know that if i had seen this when it was airing, i would be SPITTING MAD!! iād be on those discussion forums saying NASTY things!!!
man. i still feel angry.
scully and gibsonā¦. she wants to keep him safe, but also wants to prove her theories, and he suffers because of itā¦ poor babyā¦ how she held his unconscious head, calling him sweetheart; how she screamed at the doctors who ignored herā¦. godā¦
see, normally iād say āgive them both a babyā, but right now iām mad as hell at mulder, and he does not deserve baby privileges.
poor gibsonā¦ i hope he makes it out of that nuclear reactor.
also. spender. the most pathetic nepo baby of all time. is he not at all suspicious about why his absent father is suddenly making a reappearance? hello? and the way he just pushes people around with his newfound power? do you think CSM will just use him and then discard him like he does everyone else????
wow. much to contemplate. for now, i must sleep off my rage. stupid mulder in his stupid poloā¦
spender and diana are literally scully and mulder from shein.
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have you seen any breakdown of the political situation on New Rho (in New Rho? is the rest of the planet also populated? I think at one point someone says "down in Ur" but maybe there is an application of 2-dimensional direction terms to 3d space I havent yet thought of). Like who do they mean by militia, who is the government (who is the police?), is there any official house presence, what is the status of the barracks, who manned the spaceport, what power does BoE hold and how are they viewed in the population (Hot Sauce denounces them but who is her faction-that Pyrrha saw her with-then?) and do they know how splintered and farspread it is? what is the siege the blurb is speaking of, just the imperial emissaries showing up?
Also assuming the BoE wings are all named after different planetary settlements which seem in turn to be named after cities in the ancient near east (ur, merv, ctesiphon), why isnt new rho? but i might be misinterpreting this.
Also where does the Empire want non-House humanity to end up? They seem to be turning planets left and right with no endgoal. And how many settled planets might there be?
Sorry I'm dumping this all at you, I havent seen any worldbuilding discussion here on tumblr at all really so maybe you can redirect me somewhere.
Thankies, keep up the good work (posting)
I HAVE seen posts about the political situation on New Rho including analysis posts that were very interesting and I have utterly failed to tag them appropriately, I am sorry -- if anyone who sees this has links to that meta pls add on/reply to help anon!
But to cover the rest of your points:
What is Ur?
Ur is mentioned twice that i can find, in ch 16: Ianthe says that the end has come to the "rebels of Ur", and a person in the crowd says "Ur is fighting".
EDIT: big thank you to @eskildit in replies: "There are four total references to Ur- Corona also says that Judith is in the Ur facility and Kiriona says that the 6th house is "parked outside the Ur system". Could be that Ur is the planet New Rho is located on. While we refer the nine houses as planets, canonically the houses are actually "installations" on each planet with quite small populations. New Rho alone, which is specifically stated to be just one city on a resettled planet, is 3x the size of the 6th house"
It may have been mentioned more times, but Kindle search is giving me the 2,320 times the letters "ur" were used next to each other so I'm ngl I cannot sift through that. Rather than being a city, though, I actually am assuming that Ur is another planet entirely! This is due to multi-planet SciFi in general treating entire planets like countries or even big cities. Likeā¦. planets are huge. There are thousands of different cultures on a planet, but in SciFi planets are often like. One Big City. One Big Country, if you have a particularly ambitious worldbuilder. See: Star Wars, the Nine Houses themselves, etc. not saying that Ur cannot be on New Rho, just that I don't think it is because this is multi-planet Sci Fi.
The militia/civic government?
In chapter 6 a distinction is made between "the militia and the old civic govnerment". Following that, I think the civic government was probably installed by the Houses, as a ruling party that is friendly to them/House interests. I think the militia is a non-unified population of hired guns, that probably revolted at some point priot to the story. It does seem like at least some section of the militia is in power in most of the city, but I do not think there is one coherent government at the moment
Official house presence?
Yes, because there are official cohort barracks. I don't think they have much political leverage by the time NtN rolls around, though
Barrack status?
Under siege due to the people of New Rho hating them/political instability/possible militia revolt, doing badly otherwise because any and all necromancers are suffering from Blue Madness/RB proximity, as seen in ch 20 when Ianthe mentioned some of them were so poorly she had to put them down.
Space port?
I am assuming the civic government/House was originally in charge. unsure of who is in charge during NtN
What power does BOE hold?
Unclear. It seems like BOE itself is fractionated, with a lot of animosity held between different factions, and a lot of both animosity AND collaboration between different factions of BOE, the militia, the population, and the old civic government. It is a very decentralized resistance force, despite sharing a name. BOE do not appear to BE the official government, or BE the militia, though, but I would not be surprised if some groups had ties to one or both. It seems like they have influence both socially and politically but it is unclear what that power is... some factions have some amount of power. Over some parts. But!! it seems that during the events of NtN they had more power than in the past ("best hand they were ever delt", chapter 1)
How is BOE viewed by the population?
My guess is they have mixed reviews. I think a lot of people probably rely on them for resources/protection even if they don't like or fully trust them. I think a lot of people probably see them as extremists and wish they were less extreme (the liberals, u could say). Like Hot Sauce and the gang, a lot of people probably think they aren't radical enough and wish they would resist more, harder, differently. I think a lot of people probably deeply support them, either physically by being part of BOE or by providing resources/etc, or quietly because they are afraid of retaliation by the House or civil government. A lot of the population probably has opinions about BOE versus the militia, BOE verus House, BOE versus the civic government, based on their own interests/position/power. This is a really long answer that can boil down to "idk"
What is the siege?
I think the siege is the cohort being sieged into the barracks. I am guessing there was some sort of revolt in the local government, probably related to Blue Madness weakening the cohort, and they have pushed the cohort into the barracks. , as described in chapters 1 ("the cohort dies like anyone else under seige") and chapter 20 ("the barracks siege").
What group is Hot Sauce in if she denounced BOE?
Hot Sauce specifically calls BOE "fat cats" and "zombie lovers" in chapter 15, after noting that she, Honesty, and Born in the Morning, as well as Born in the Morning's father, are "active" in with an unnamed group at the park. It is unclear what group that is, if it has a name, or if it is organized in any capacity. From what little we know, it appears it is a group of people who are more radical than BOE, which I think is either ex-BOE members that were pushed out for their radial choices/beliefs, or civilians/other freedom fighters that aren't satisfied with what BOE is doing. But beyond that I have no idea
BOE wing names vs New Rho?
So BOE wings are named after historic Earth cities. Ctesiphon, Troia, Merv, Valencia (which is not historic to us, as it exists today, but WOULD be history in 10k years). They are named by BOE, likely to keep connection to Earth, just like BOE people-names. "New Rho", on the other hand, is likely named by the House. Rhodes is a place on the 7th house (see: 7th cavalier is the "Knight of Rhodes"), and I assumed that New Rho was like. The house naming shit. Like how New York is named after York in England, even though that area of land already had a name (Lenapehoking, I think?).
Specifically this difference is important because like, the House is a imperial colonizing force here, and they are naming things after their home system as a part of the imperial violence they are enacting. In As Yet Unsent, Judith notes that the non-house people call New Rho, "Lemuria" -- HOWEVER, in NtN chapter 17, the Angel mentions Lemuria twice in a way that is phrased like Lemuria is Somewhere else, and is Not the city they are in right now ("I was born on Lemuria", "there's still a facility on Lemuria") I am not sure what happened there, honestly. Perhaps an oopsie?
Where does the Empire want non house humanity to end up?
Unclear. Coronabeth notes in As Yet Unsent that even she (who has studied the war in-universe) has no idea what the real goal is. My guess is nowhere, because a forever-war has no end goal. It's a war for resources gained only by literal blood and death. Many analysis could be made about this as an allegory to to oil based forever-wars of today -- I read a few of them and as said before unfortunately failed to tag them, so if anyone has a link and can share with anon that would be awesome! But anyway, I do not think I am smart or learned enough to say a lot beyond this but, yeah. I think there is no end goal to the war besides meaningless revenge and the resources gained via murder, because that's the point. We could learn different in AtN tho! who knows
How many settled planets?
No idea! Thousands. Hundreds of thousands? Hundreds? Unsure! 10k years is a long time, and there are a lot of planets out there in the fantasy universe that could be habitable. EDIT ty @eskildit, unclear how many planets were settled over the course of the Empire, but there are three settled planets by the timeline of NtN: ""Everyone was crammed on one of three planets now, and they all agreed that this planet was easily the worst", from chapter 2
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HIS MOTHER IS ASTREA??
#what a twist#she's so beautiful!#she looks more like Mikael than him#romance club#romance club spoilers#rc abh#why was I right tho I thought it was going to be a Raven or Lazari type situation where the mom is a nun and the father is Satan#malek sinner
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you know, an interpretation of ct that I don't see that I personally really love is that she's a fuck up. like yes she's cool and she has some good fight scenes, but a huge part of her character is that she makes mistakes. the mistakes that she makes are ones that on their own aren't the end of the world, but she keeps making these little mistakes, and they eventually add up until she's out of room to make any more.
a really good example of this phenomenon in action is the actions she took leading up to her final confrontation with carolina and tex.
strike one, she thought she saw something in the water, but when asked by the leader what it was, she brushed it off as nothing when even if it had been nothing, it would've been smart to tell him what she thought she saw.
strike two, she didn't sense or notice florida's presence when the leader did, and she looks at the leader twice, once as she pulled out her magnums, and again after she did a scan of the room, almost like she was looking at him for guidance before he finds florida and takes him out with one good axe throw.
strike three, she couldn't convince the leader to leave when they had the chance to get away, and her cheap tricks were not enough to hold off either tex or carolina in a fight. they were only good for incapacitating her opponents enough for her to get away, which doesn't work when she has no escape.
ct is not tex, or carolina, or south. she is not a one woman army who can get herself out of trouble when she's stuck in tough situations. she needs people who can watch her back, she need a team who can cover her when she does mess up, and the leader and his team were not those people. she couldn't bring herself to trust them, and they couldn't bring themselves to trust her, and that cost all of them their lives.
#i say i never see this interpretation of ct as if I'm not the only person having ct thoughts in 2024 lmao#red vs blue#rvb#agent connecticut#this is why wash and ct work so good together they function best in teams but theyre put in situations where theyre on their own#and they suffer because of it#but where wash had no choice in ending up w/o a team ct did#the ability to choose is a powerful tool. but being able to choose means that sometime somewhere someone will choose wrong#oh to further clarify the interpretation of ct I'm used to seeing is stereotypical hyper competent badass bitch type character#I've never really seen ct that way though tbh. she's a rebellious smart-ass who loves stating the obvious#it's honestly a pretty childish trait which i think goes well with her complex about being seen as a kid who needs excuses made for#her subpar performance in the field#basically in her head ct is james bond but in reality she's cringefail loser girl who wants to be a hero#you know what analyzing and discussing how heroism is viewed in rvb might be a pretty good essay#these colorful guys and gals aint heroes theyre all losers trying their best#anyway I'm off to attempt drawing a meta! tucker piece that may or may not turn out
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