#i haven’t been sleeping
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#rambling to the void#ive not reached rock bottom#ive slammed face first into it#i’m exhausted#i haven’t been sleeping#and i don’t feel real and everything is going to shit#i did in fact just call my ex boyfriend and ask him to come over so i can sleep#how did the call go?#‘ik u used to hit me but can u come and lay in my bed so i can sleep��#dude i will literally peel my skin off if i don’t get some decent sleep soon. i get its a shit idea but it’s the best ive got#like pls#rock fucking bottom lmao#anyways it’s not. he won’t hurt me now so we’re all peachy. i just need to hear someone else breathing so i can sleep#tw abuse#<- past abuse
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#personal#you can keep scrolling and ignore me#I can’t sleep#I haven’t been sleeping#idk how I’m even functioning#I just keep having nightmares about it#idk how to address it my heart is broke#I hope so badly that I misinterpreted the situation#but idk#idk what to do#idk what I will do#how will I be ok#why I just don’t understand
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#I haven’t been sleeping#so I am deep in the tiktok drama#selena gomez#hailey beiber#the drama#I am too old for this#but when you can’t sleep
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Awh man i kinda wanna kill myself
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FNAF 4 nightmares haunted all the Afton kids..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#evan afton#afton family#fnaf crying child#fredbear#nightmare fredbear#fnaf 4#fnaf fanart#NIGHTMARE FREDBEAR MENTIONED 🔥🔥🔥#I noticed I haven’t drawn Michael and CC alone in a comic together#wanted to change that to show off a bit of their dynamic#like any dysfunctional siblings I don’t think Michael was constantly awful to cc#they probably had moments of comfort in one another#Michael begrudgingly lets cc sleep in his bed tonight#seeing his father would get on his case if he doesn’t#but Michael is kinda glad he’s there too#he’s been having nightmares too but never admit that#he’s not just reassuring cc but himself too#nightmares haunt them both#an omen to what’s to come for them both#The Afton siblings make me so sniffle sob
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dnp are so much worse than we could ever be. they bully us for being like omg they touched and then sit there screaming and giggling and kicking their feet because omg dan helped phil sort his fringe out in 2015 that’s soooo sweet!1!!1!!!!! 😭😭😭 omg did you see how they communicated without words?? 😱 they are so in tune with each other they have such a powerful connection 🥹🥰😆 so cute how dan was looking out for phil soulmate shit fr 🥺 let’s watch it again 😝😍🤣😵🤭🫨 like shut the fuck up?? fucking phannies?? you’re so embarrassing??
#it’s already annoying enough that we know they see two of anything and go ‘omg that’s us’#and that they send each other posts like ‘this was made for us 🥹’ and sit around going ‘oh my god that is SO us 🥺’ ‘i know! 🥺’ like go away#THEY HAVE A FRAMED PICTURE OF THEIR FINAL FANTASY CHARACTERS FFS WE CANT BEAT THAT#they are the biggest phannies there’s no competition#knowing that helps me sleep at night#i’m like ok being a phannie humiliating and shameful but it could be worse i could be dnp#/j#self love is good i guess#hi sanj if you see this im sorry for neglecting you i haven’t not been on twt#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dip and pip#d&p#dapg#danandphilgames#dick and penis#yeet my deet#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#tatinof#dnptit#pp42??#bog#tmogar
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I saw someone say the rat grinders were disappointing as villains because of how easy they’ve been to take down, but as a criticism for d20. But I think the rat grinders being anticlimactic is kind of the point? They didn’t but the work in, they took shortcuts and so they’re not doing well. I personally find them getting their asses beat to be so satisfying. They picked a fight they can’t win so yeah half of them are already dead.
That’s the point.
#I don’t know who said this and I don’t care this is just my 2 cents#no ill will towards whoever I saw say this I just don’t agree#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy spoilers#fhjy#fantasy high junior year spoilers#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#riz gukgak#fabian aramais seacaster#fabian seacaster#adaine o'shaughnessey#gorgug thistlespring#the rat grinders#<- bad at fighting on purpose and I think it’s good and real#reading this back and there are so many grammatical errors#I haven’t been sleeping be nice to me
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I wanted to go to the library to print out stuff for my Black History, Black Futures Board and my MaGe Month Board and then go to dance class but my head hurts so bad, it looks like I’m just gonna be home today :(
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I know that after Downfall the perspective of 'the gods are a FAMILY' has permeated fandom on both sides of the kill-all-gods argument, but frankly that isn't all they are and acting as if it's suddenly their only motivation flattens both them as characters and the narrative they (and bells hells) are in.
The Wildmother and The Raven Queen didn't 'let' Lolth get away with nabbing Opal and killing Cyrus because she’s their sister. Come on man, we've already seen that the primes are plenty capable of opposing and fighting their siblings on the side of mortals (is the calamity a joke to you??). I'm not saying the primes aren’t capable of picking the lives of their betrayer siblings over mortals (downfall showed as much) but that's not what the situation with Opal and Lolth was about in the slightest.
They let Lolth 'get away with it' not because she’s family, but because this is the very rare instance of them not only having the same goal, but of them actively fighting for their lives. As far as we know that has only happened once before on Exandria, and that time they also entered a truce to defend themselves. The vast majority of the time, the primes picking their siblings over mortals won’t happen because mortals can’t actually threaten the gods (normally), making the 'they're family argument' a moot point. The primes won’t necessarily agree with Lolth's methods, but they won’t go throwing away both hers and their own champions in a meaningless struggle when they need all their strength to stop the fucking apocalypse.
#critical role#cr3#cr3 spoilers#nella talks cr#there's also the point that opal willingly made a deal with lolth#is that an end all be all argument to let lolth have her? no. it was a deal made under duress and manipulation#similarly fjord made a deal with uk'otoa under duress to not drown and he got to wiggle out of it (with the support of melora i might add)#but in this one instance? not only was opal too far gone to tear back without killing her#but doing so would also deprive exandria of a divine champion fighting to stop predathos#I've been meaning to make a post talking about the merrits of the other side of this argument#(aka why i understand some characters dislike the gods and why matt noted after downfall that it partially proved Ludinus' point)#but i keep seeing such bonkers fucking takes that i haven’t gotten around to it#maybe next week after I've watched the latest episode (and the latest bells hells god discussion lol)#anyway. it's five in the morning and I'm quite sleep deprived. please forgive any odd wordings
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No but seriously the 1960s obsessions with what we can do with ice cream and frozen dairy needs to be studied. Milkshakes , malts (slight difference) , sundaes, splits , floats— Dairy Queen, Tastee freeze , A&W (fact their were and are stores scares me)
There’s a reason charecters like Nancy Drew, Hardy boys, scooby gang etc stop at Malt shops or soda fountains all the time
So the fact pony stops like 3 different times to tell us about ice cream is actually hysterically relevant to the time he exists in.
#soda fountains are a whole other thing#I haven’t been getting much sleep so you MUST here about the prevelance of ice cream in the 1960s#the outsiders#time period#context#outsiders meta
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harrier if you didn’t want this to be romantic why did you wear your most boobylicious shirt ???
#answer the question harry#shoutout to alex brainrotdotorg for helping me with the dialogue options :3#i haven’t been that active so i’m just like *drops this like a hot potato and runs from the room*#i think i’d pick 3 or 5#man i STRUGGLED with this piece#i literally went to outback steakhouse and got a bloomin onion with a friend as research for this#i tried like 5 different versions before i got a drawing i didn’t despise#it’s been an uphill battle making this stupid fucking comic#i’m gonna cry myself to sleep now#my art#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#oh also kim is drinking a dr pepper and harry is drinking a fancy juice. in case you were wondering#he loves juice. he’s just like me
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there’s just something about grained out shitty lowlight photos 🤩
#chonks had all this toys out today#I still haven’t picked them up#and they’re everywhere#it’s 1am and I don’t feel like it#im sleepy#this weekend has been hectic#in a good way#but im pooped#im actually excited to sleep 😅#it is nearly 1.30 though so i should probably get to bed#I didn’t put my sheets back on#fuck#i’ll do it in the morning#I don’t feel like it now#kiki
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soft🥹
#this is LOOSELY based on a photo of the only fictional couple I’m not normal about#(scully and mulder)#bc I had to make my new obsession just like them😇😇#hope you all have a good rest of your day I am going to bed now!!!#I am EXHAUSTED I woke up at 3am😭😭😭😭😭#my dreams are often like lucid dreams and I can control most of them#but also they’re like SO VIVID I can eat sleep feel everythinf etc etc#anyways last night I dreamt I was a detective a la Morgan freeman in se7en#going after a serial killer#IT WAS SO SCARY I WOKE UP LIKE😳😳#I’ve been awake since then & I genuinely don’t even know where it came from bc like#I haven’t watched horror movies in forever I abandoned true crime years ago…#my brain was just😃#also it’s funny I did this x files drawinf today#because I started watching that show when I was TWO#my mom figured if I watched scary things from a young age I would never be scared of anything#idk what she was thinking bahahahahahahahaah (it did not work)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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May God forgive me but a Hot Frosty!Steddie AU where Eddie (being a freak) ((and also a little high)) kisses a snowman and unknowingly brings it to life. ☃️ *dodges rotten tomato*
Hey, if you didn’t want Eddie to make out sloppy style with your snowman then why did you make him so hot, huh??? Why did you carve abs into him? Why’d you give him bedroom eyes?! 😒Anyway… as I was saying…
Eddie leaves, accidentally leaving behind his battle vest on the snowman, heading home to Forest Hills trailer park. Dude’s totally oblivious to the fact that he just performed a freaking miracle, shattering almost every law in the known universe, all because he thought a snowman was fine as hell.
Hot Frosty (aka our boy Steve), can’t do anything but think of Eddie. It’s his first fully formed thought he has as his snowy skin melts and gives way to human flesh. When he sucks in his first breath of cold, winter art, he exhales with Eddie’s name on his tongue. His fingers reach up and gently touch his freshly kissed lips. The kiss that brought him to life; the first and only touch of warmth he’s ever received.
Steve’s not wearing anything besides a very worn denim vest, covered in colorful patches—the one Eddie so thoughtfully gave him. Otherwise, he’s naked as a jay bird. Thankfully, being a snowman, he doesn’t mind the cold. :)
He walks around town, approaching the various townsfolk, asking if they know where Eddie is. He’s looking for Eddie. Do you know Eddie? Y’know, Eddie, the one who loves me. The one who kissed me tonight. He needs to find Eddie. Eddie will be looking for him too, no doubt.
Eventually though, someone calls the fuzz on this very attractive, very confused young man who’s walking around the snow bare-assed and bare-footed. Hopper immediately recognizes the battle vest—he’s busted Munson enough times, and he’s always wearing that beat up thing. So he calls up the Munson residence, but there’s no answer. He leaves a voicemail instead, growling at him to come pick up his clearly distressed boyfriend before Hopper presses public indecency charges.
How will Eddie react when he hears the message?! Will Eddie believe hot frosty!Steve’s far-fetched tale?! WILL THEY FUCK?! (answers: Very confused, not at first, & HELL YEAH THEY DO)
#I haven’t seen the movie is this the plot#I saw a TikTok about how insanely unhinged it was and my cavewoman / monster-fucker brain immediately was like#new possible creature!blorbo opportunity?????#stupid and unhinged you say???👀#well jokes on me I like that shit#except I don’t actually want to watch the movie I want to play the scenarios in ny head with my blorbos plugged into it#idk you guys it’s late and I’ve been sick for 3 days#this might be the neocitran talking#but#Eddie looked at that Steve snow man and he said: would😏#time to sleep#steddie#Eddie Munson#Steve Harrington#write Rae write#idk why I have Steve wandering around towns confused so much lately#head empty is a good state for Steve to be in ig#head empty but face so *so* beautiful#himbo Steve Harrington#human disaster Eddie Munson#Steddie headcanon#monster fucker Eddie Munson#creature Steve Harrington#hot frosty#hot frosty AU#Steddie AU#my writing#crack#crack treated seriously
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For the women enjoyers out there
#It me I’m women enjoyers#little Bagina sketch for the tumblr bc I’ve been drawing art for me recently so I haven’t posted#I’m also working on Mike in a bikini from yesterday but that is neither here nor there#I’m going to sleep now so night night!!#qsmp#fanart#qsmp fanart#art#qsmp shipping#oibagi#tinakitten#bagina#teaduo#bagi cattuzzo#qsmp tina#bagi#I’m letting everyone know I’m still thinking about “A Tina joga Minecraft.” From that video#insane move
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A sickly animal weeps tears of transcendent beauty
“A long time ago, a high-karma magical girl – a saint, before there were saints; high-yield contract 91, HYC-91, in incubator metadata terms – had wished that the demon who stole her sister’s soul, and all demons like it, should be forced to tell the truth for all eternity, from the day of creation onward to the end of all things…
…The Incubator who had irrevocably damaged the species’s Earthside strategy with its choice of contractee was executed, its values and training data excised from the network – deemed too high-risk to even study. Historically, it was recorded as the first Incubator to ever cry”
— How the Questing Beast Chased, and Caught, Her Own Tail: Chapter 6
#how the questing beast chased and caught her own tail#hey guys hi hi I’m soooo normal about this fic and definitely haven’t been thinking about it on stop for days#tw gore#sorta#not really#hahahhaha#kyubey#madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica#I didn’t sleep because I got inspiration and had to draw this#I’m going to go eat drywall now
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