#i have zero time to be sick
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i am so tired
#I’m tired all the time#but it feels worse this time cause I’m getting sick but trying to not let the sickness take over#i have zero time to be sick
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Feral kittens are so funny. They are so angry about everything--- including being petted, even when they start purring and cuddling--- but they want attention very much.
This boy is going to be fine. He's about 8 weeks old and has a little respiratory infection, but his biggest problem right now is that people keep repeatedly picking him up and calling him very cute and tiny and cuddling him.
#cat#work#archer#the scrape on my hand is entirely unrelated to his current hatred of humanity#i just have zero depth perception and did not realize a table was so close to me#in my defense it SHOULDN'T have been that close to me#because the table isn't USUALLY THERE#it doesn't LIVE in that corner who moved it there#anyway by the end of our cuddle time archer was actively seeking me out and trying to get back into my lap#hopefully i'll get another sick kitten soon#because i hate raising singletons
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You deadlift? What's your PB?
My current max is 250 pounds! Gotta catch up to Tony, he's at 300 now 😤
Also someone else asked about how deadlifting doesn't kill my back, and the answer is that weightlifting with proper form is good for back pain >:]
Strengthening your stabilizer muscles is so good for your bones and posture! It doesn't mean accidents don't happen, as we will all decay in time, but it definitely helps me draw all day and night without crumbling into dust 👌
#liftposting on main#my routine is roughly 20 min of cardio then 30-40 min of freeweights#focusing on a different muscle group each time#this is how i have zero wrist problems#you can also do farmer's walks where you hold a weight in one hand and walk around#which is less potentially dangerous than deadlifting and so good for your forearms!!#anyway my whole perception of working out shifted as soon as i started seeing it as maintenance vs something designed around losing weight#i may not be able to control whether i get sick or have a major injury that stops my body from being able to do what i want it to do#but i can give myself slightly better chances of being able to climb stairs into my old age!#art tips
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Ok, whatever, deconstructs your funyarinpa into tragic schrodingers cat girl ❤️
#zero escape#zero escape 999#999#9 persons 9 hours 9 doors#akane kurashiki#funyarinpa#so the whole idea behind this is I had a hard time seeing the dog in the funyarinpa puzzle… I thought it was supposed to be a face.#I have very bad vision.#but somehow lol it gave me a sort of art idea! turn silly dog puzzle into 999 art.#I actually sketched this out years ago#I’m really sick right now so I’m trying to go back through old art#since I have very little energy to actually make something#I wanna do something with this eventually#like I’ve got an idea for it#but tbh it’s been sitting in my wips for like two years so#throwing it into tumblr#ze spoilers
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v excited for show!!!
#percy jackson#annabeth percy#I've been rereading pjo again#I used zero refs for this so pls don't come after me for any inaccuracy#this started bc I have a super hard time pinning down percy's look and then suddenly annabeth appeared bc I fucking love her#percy jackson and the olympians#fan art#sorry percy's hair is not blonde bc recently I have been drawing WAYYYY too much blonde hair and I'm sick of it#least fave color hair to render 1000000%#heroes of olympus#rick riordan ily#I struggled with this at first but I took a couple hours' break and then it was coming together woo woo#photoshop
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You guys will let me know when the good trauma hurt/comfort fics drop about Harumasa and Lighter being triggered about being touched and seen without their choker/sunglasses and feeling nervous about their scars/how skinny he looks bc he's sick, right?
You'll keep me in your hearts when those fics drop, won't you? 🥺
#everyone wants them to fuck nasty but I personally need them pushing people away shaking and wanting to throw up before reaching that stage#I just can't envision Lighter feeling comfy with having anyone look him in the eyes or see his scars for the first time#and I think Harumasa would rather die than let people see his needle marks under his choker#the body dysmorphia hc isn't a must but it's very welcome...#I just think between him being so sick and the fear of being an ethereal he has a lot of hangups about his body and how it looks#I think he'd be bitter about it too because every sick person doesn't choose to be sick#so imagine how it feels to be falling for someone and wanting to have sex with them only to compulsively push them away#same with Lighter and his ptsd! He covers his body so much so it plays into the idea he's not proud of how he looks#it's a very intimate thing to be so close to see someone's weaknesses laid bare under the tender moonlight...#you'll tell me when the fics are done cookin yeah 🥺? The Lighter/Belle Lighter/Wise Haru/Belle Haru/Wise Haru/Seth fics....let me know!!!#lighter lorenz#asaba harumasa#zenless zone zero#wyzzze.posting
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Hello!
Have you seen the Khao Reigns trailer?? What do you think about what they did to poor Bi-han? 😭😭
Bi-Han is my phone screen, so I’m DISTRAUGHT😭😭
Surely that can’t be OUR Bi-Han, right? Because doing something wild in a dlc is crazy work. That’s smth that should be in the next game. So surely that cannot be OUR BI-HAN. But then Kuai Liang got the scar and I- WHY? IS THIS A CANON EVENT? He looked so scared. I’m sick. I feel like Omniman when he was like “I will burn this planet down before I spend another MINUTE living among these ANIMALS”.
When he disappeared at the end, I was like “damn he locked up?”. I guess he was😭. He looked so worried. Bitch I- SOMEBODY SEDATE ME
And ik we’ve seen him and Kuai Liang fight before but smth about seeing it again made me sad as fuck. Will it make for good writing angst? Absolutely. But at this point, I don’t want the angst no more.
And bitch if he’s DEAD DEAD. If our asshole is GONE GONE? FOREVER GONE? LET ME REPEAT, I WILL BURN THIS PLANET DOWN-
In conclusion, they better fix him or that better be an alt Bi-Han. I get it. It happens in past games and him making up with his brothers is slim to none, BUT BITCH? I didn’t get enough time with him. On my soul imma VOMIT.
#Rest Responds#i’m distraught#on my soul#I’m sick#I’m ill#I’d take a shot if I was old enough#what that scene comes on imma fucking scream#and if my bitch is gone forever?#I’ve already said what’s gonna happen#like damn bitch#can I get more time with regular Bi-Han#you fricking fricks#when will you learn? x2#THAT YOUR ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES#mk1#mk1 2023#mortal kombat 1#bi han sub zero#bi han#khaos reigns#noob saibot
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OK, I TAP OUT IM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN. IM SORRY, HARUMASA AND LIGHTER. THREE TIMES AT THREE DIFF LOCATIONS IS ENOUGH
#zenless zone zero#asaba harumasa#lighter#brain dump#I WANNA KMS#'next time dont leave me hanging ok i might not have much time left'#I FEEL ILL#THAT WAS SICK#HES MAD AND HURT AND U KNOW IT#I CANNOT
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wah i looove their designs and animation...
#sketched last night looped ''hot air balloon'' track last night rewatched elemental last night you know just how it is....i love it all augh#elemental#elemental 2023#pixar elemental#elemental fanart#ember lumen#wade ripple#it's so fun how just going w/the flow waviness drawing a wade is Correct. some flamey shiveriness / jaggedness in ember's lines is Correct#and it's all the more fun how it's like oh ofc not quite hitting the mark of how great their designs really are....so so good#and of course the expressive elasticity not only with their faces but the way their bodies ft. respective elements can be expressive#in addition to just usual [assume you have a usual literal human body] expressiveness options in posture / movement etc lol#also was thinking about how like we know everything we Need to know re: wade & his dad but also have so [zero details there]#which is interesting to wonder about. kinda assumed like oh a parent got sick & died but now considering how it could've been an accident..#the tiny layer of A Reaction he has when ember's talking abt parents giving up everything for you: could be nothing much; or Anything#also noting i Didn't note the first instances that they hear each other's names or introduce themselves thusly lol#or at least i sure can't recall it. just start knowing the other's name partway through which Isn't A Problem but it's like#ooh just more to consider & reexamine. i love to pick up More Details & that's helped by my difficulty in catching them in the first place#one thing about me i don't Catch things i don't Notice shit i don't Get stuff. and also of course: i do though lol#always a trip when it's like oh i love this movie i'm seeing it probably the two dozenth time#and then i notice something for the very first time that was clearly straightup meant to be Gotten upon the immediate viewing#even to the extent that smthing later seems to be kinda happening out of nowhere if you didn't. & i'd just rolled with it#like ok i'm autistic ofc that's something i gotta do all the time. & the adhd means i might keep getting distracted around the same pts.
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I am like completely spiraling without the structure, deadlines, and social life of school BUT it’s really easy to ignore that spiral day to day so Also grad school was psychological torment for other reasons
#the executive dysfunction has never been more disastrously worse and that’s the source of 70% of my self hatred sooooo#my job has me managing my own tasks and time and brother. I believe in the importance of what I’m doing but that does not translate to#getting it done on the schedule I wish I was doing it. that I should be doing it.#it’s all long term slow tasks to chip away at that no one ever checks in on except me#and it’s not like oh ok slack off like. it’s a museum job. I care about these objects and thsi museum#also having zero real life friends to see in person is fun.#at least my parents have a dog. love her.#also being sick for two months isn’t helping like it’s really fucking with my physical and mental health#I’m so unbelievably disappointed in myself every single day for things I know I need to do and just don’t.#I probably do need like. actual treatment BUT that isn’t going to happen anytime soon so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I’m fine I’m just having a bad week for my mental health
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Thought I had today that I decided to doodle. Oh em gee I wonder what musical cleg’s been obsessing over for the last like month
#there is guaranteed to be like. almost ZERO FANFOM overlap here#the target demographic here is me and me only. HSJSKSK#anyway. anyway I love blood brothers so much#the narrator is something btw. or stranger.#I feel like he serves something’s purpose in like… the actual narrative but he reminds me more of stranger#also I think mrs Lyons as basil is SO fucking funny because like#they are quite similar… but they have like the exact opposite thing going on#basil is so afraid of abandonment and is deadest on sunny not leaving him#whereas mrs Lyons wants Mrs Johnstone as FAR away from her at all times as possible#JSJSKSK it’s even funnier because these BOTH stem from their abandonment issues.#genuinely though that mrs lyons and Mrs johnstone confrontation scene reminds me SO heavily of the basil fight#it’s also like. my favourite scene or at least it’s up there l#expect an analysis post on that one day#anyway. uh. these two. these two nestled in my head and are firmly staying there#they make me so sick so violently ill and I love them for it#omori#omori au#omori sunny#omori basil#blood brothers#don’t mind my designs for them btw. I had to do that and the designs I made grew on me so they’re canon in my mind now#<— excluding the outfits ofc#though tbf they don’t really have canon designs to begin with so… I’m right!!!!#hehe!!!#mrs johnstone#mrs lyons#woohoo
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horizon zero dawn | aloy 19/?
#horizon zero dawn#hzd#aloy#her feet look so natural on the branch! that doesn't happen all the time so i love it when it does :D#wearing:#banuk sickness eater#my beloved#hzd aloy#btw i know tumblr has been having some ... Issues lately ... but prior to All That they changed the header behavior in the post editor#and i REALLY APPRECIATE IT thank u whoever made that happen#don't have to scroll up constantly to switch between rich text and html or to switch between blog/sideblog <3
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The coffee people keep accidentally giving me reduced sizes bc they subconsciously see me as inferior for ordering decaf
#i get a full caffeine one like every other time cus i have ZERO caffeine tolerance im a new coffee enjoyer#otherwise i get sick and frow up 8)#txt
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Wake up somewhere better, maybe (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Harvey Dent#ZEX#Blood#Ask to tag#Stepping back even further - I'm sure you can understand needing a little extra time on this#For multiple reasons haha#It took such a while to finish the first one and not just on an editing front! Honestly that didn't take very long at all haha#There's a frame somewhere that's bothering me - I ''animated'' that movement frame-by-frame myself so if it's a bit strange it's my eye#At least it's mostly like what I wanted! Mostly like what I saw in my head! The three overlapping and then drawing back to show the depth#It really was such a strong mental image for me - it's amazing how simultaneous things can be despite being described separately#The dog - Harvey - ZEX - all moving at their own pace! A split second can be so expanded like a slow-mo shot ah#It's honestly a very beautiful medium#Hhhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I so very much wanted him to go out the way he wanted to#Befitting his Admiral status - strong and confident and surrounded by his crew#But by that point he was so tired and ready to rest - it would have been sadder to watch him continue to barely scrape by#Not even killed by his Beauty! Just one good chomp from one big sick dog :'0#The others trying to protect him - they didn't know him just out of whatever empathy they had for their fellow!#Zero was a hero so that kind of character is easy enough haha but even Harvey! Even after ZEX made him uncomfortable with his long looks lol#He was still willing to help in whatever way he was able ;; And it still ended the same#His last word being just ''pain'' hhhwehhh ;;#It is always the saddest-saddest to me to have such an articulate and eloquent witty verbose and silly character reduced to singulars#Something so simple and still so expressive hh </3 ZEX dearest hweh#But loving also means letting go! Death was a release he needed even if it's sad#I'm a real sucker for Meet Me In The Afterlife kind of stories so I may or may not have batted that around as an idea down the line#He has plenty of loved ones that have seen the other side - even from the Institute specifically!!#It's not exactly a happy ending but it's something <3
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im SICK IN THE HEAD im going to KILL EVERYONE i was born filled with RAGE and A THIRST FOR BLOOD and NOBODY CAN SAVE ME
#i have to go to class........#im too sick in rhe head for this i have to gt out ofbed and put clothes on and clean the car and sit through classes#i couldnt give less of a fuck about but even though theyre not thatbad tbey make me feel like im dying and i hate it#im going to tear everyone into peices whyyy do i have to do this shit im gonna start biting ppl and banging my head against the walls and#commit a crime for evil reasons........#going to do more things for evil reasons actually gonna evilly give in to my evil disorder and evilly throw up bc i have to get in the#evil car and i'll evilly ignore my professors and evilly draw gore in my evil notebook and evilly make it through the day and evilly go to#bed at 4pm bc i feel like im dying and i anticipate future me to also feel like im dying and in doing this i will evilly spend zero#time working on my fic bc im too evil to give a shit abt anything ever
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I love being a little gatherer in nature. Filling my little basket with plants and herbs and little seeds and maybe even fruit. Going home all warm with joy because I found so many lovely little nature gifts. But then when I get home and all that stuff needs to be taken out, washed, cleaned, processed, cut, put to dry, organized or stored? Well then I'm like this fucking sucks.
#it happens every single time too#gathering#foraging#living in nature#unless i brought home something i can just eat immediately#like berries#i have zero remorse for bringing berries#but if it's stuff that needs processing i'm just sick and tired of it all#i do it anyway#but i'm bitter about it#i bet it would be easier if my living space was built for it#and i had designated places to put all of the foraged goods#so i don't have to invent drying stations and hanging stations for herbs#the bad design of city apartments is the problem
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