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Everyday I wish Oberyn wasn't so desperate for that damn confession. EVERYONE knew The Mountain was guilty so WHYYY did he need that big nigga to confess so bad

Oh also, hi. I think I last posted in February :D

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And ykw? Ned Stark is fine as fuck and I'm tired of pretending he's not

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Kinda wanna write smth about if Targaryens were vampires.

In my head, during Aegon’s Conquest, he ended up getting his family cursed. Did he and his sister wives capture the 7 Kingdoms? Yes. But some witch also cursed his line to suffer from symptoms we’d call vampirism. No sunlight, a need for blood, religious objects hurt them, stabbing to the heart can kill them, certain herbs weaken them (idk how they’d get picked), they can’t go into holy spaces (didn’t The Seven have beef with them?), plus maybe some other shit. Fire is typically a vampire weaknesses but they have literal dragons sooooo🕴️. Their whole insanity and constantly beefing could be apart of the curse also.

They could either not have any of the vampire pros (like the speed and shit), or maybe they had a less qualified witch in their corner that was like “this all I can do. Take these lil powers”.

Idk. Being vampires could also explain their eerie appearance.

I imagine their dragons would be affected too but idk how yet. There’s a vision, but I got bad eyesight.

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Johnny W/ Scary Dog Privileges

So I've accepted that I do not wanna write a pt2 to Open Arms :D. At least not anytime soon. Rip.

Anywho, a video of Kimiko from The Boys popped up on my youtube and for some reason I wanted to write headcanons about Johnny W/ someone like that. Readers powers are superhuman strength, durability, agility, hearing and healing. The bitch can get blown up and will walk it off.

Johnny with scary dog privileges would really be something because we all know Johnny is a fucking fool when he wants to be

Is very aware that you're an intimidating person to others and milks that shit

And by "milks that shit" I don't mean he tries to do a bunch of crime or anything like that

I mean he'll say something like "hey Kung Lao, let's make a bet. Whoever wins in arm wrestling doesn't have to pay for lunch!"

"You're on!" "But we can choose champions to play for us" "Um, okay? Well I don't need a champion. Send your best warrior!" "Glad you said that!... Y/N-"

A filthy cheater

I do think the healing would freak him out sometimes

Goro rips your arms off and then five seconds later your arms are growing back but they're in this little baby stage

Keep that shit away from him. Do NOT touch him. He might vomit

"Wow, that's a new phobia"

Your neck is broken then seconds later you snap it back in place

"That was unfortunate" "THAT'S what you call what just happened to you?

Gives you a massager because he thinks all those broken bones must be causing you some sort of discomfort or stiffness

You feel completely fine but you appreciate the sentiment

"Come with me to ask Liu Kang (something stupid that he absolutely will not do" "Why do I have to go?" "He might do it if you're there"

I don't think the god will be spooked of the Deadpool/Wolverine variant, but okay Johnny

It's giving "ask my mom if you can stay over! She'll say yes to you!

I don't think he'd treat you as something scary though

It'll be like when people have big ass swole ass dogs and name them Princess

That is a demon. Let's be fr

"Is your face smashed in? Yes. Do you still look stunning? Yes"

"Bet you wish you had their powers Kenshi! Get it? Because then your eyes would've came back!... What do you mean that's insensitive?

"Have you considered becoming a stuntman?"

"So if I were to shoot you out of a canon-" "I'm way too civilized to be having this conversation"

It's the "Someone will die >:(" "Of fun! :D" meme

I just think it'd be really cute because of the fact that Johnny is such a jokester and can't take shit serious

He's such a jester type of character and he has this walking threat behind him

Johnny, my third favorite white man <3

Tumblr, the next time you delete something I'm writing, I'm coming up to HQ and heads will roll

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Watching Reservation Dogs so now I have a random idea

Idk why but for some reason I think Bear would be the most obvious when he likes someone. I feel like there's stages to having a crush, and two of those is "not realizing you like them" and "realizing you like them"

When he's in that second stage he's so stupidly obvious. Legit the type to tell his friends "be cool! Be cool! They're coming over!" then sits back in his chair with his arms crossed to look cool. Or the type to brag, but it's in a non asshole-ish way. He's not a frat boy.

"Yeah I have tons of upperbody strength! I once carried all of my friends up a hill, didn't I Willie Jack?" "Fuck yeah dude! A giant fucking hill!

In conclusion, Bear is my son.

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Why?

So this is kinda a rant piece but also me writing something about mental health? Yeah, idk what to call this. It's in first person. Life's been rough soooo I was like "I'll write smth about it"

TW: Talks of depression, suicidal thoughts, overall depressing shit

I think what I liked the most about being in a hospital was that my best was always enough.

This isn't the case for all hospitals. I've heard horror stories about some places, but mine wasn't like that. It was calm, beautiful even. If me getting up, brushing my teeth, talking in group and laughing with patients was my best, then that was great! If my best was getting up and just sitting in group then going back to my room, that was fine too. As long as I was trying, my best would always be enough.

And when I was feeling low, that was okay. If I didn't know why, that was okay too. If I were to say "I feel drained and I don't know why", I never heard "well you shouldn't feel that way!" "you're being overdramatic" "you're fine" "well why? You have to have a reason why"

The peace was nice. I had no real worries. I just woke up, ate, went to group, read, watched movies and did whatever everyone else was doing.

That's kinda what I imagine death to be like. Just complete peace and quiet. No stress. No worries. Just peace. The exact opposite of everyday life.

Your best is never enough in everyday life. There is no taking a break because life is chaotic. And sometimes, like now, I become well aware of just how fucked life is. How fucked I am too.

Why am I such a mess even when I'm on meds? Sometimes I look at them and think "if you didn't have these, you'd crumble. How pathetic is that? These tiny pills are the only thing that can set your brain right"

But why? Why am I like this? Is reincarnation real and I did something terrible in a past life? Is hell real but instead of fire, it's a life where something is always going wrong? Or am I really just unlucky? But if that's the case then once again I'm asking why?

What's the point of doing anything if I'm always going to end up right back in this spot? Life seems fine and then it just comes back - the overwhelming feeling that I'm just here with no purpose. Tell me to imagine my life in five years and I draw a blank. I can't even imagine what I'll look like, let alone what I'll be doing. Life is just this constant chained weight at my ankle and everytime I think I'm used to the weight, suddenly another weight appears. How long do I have until it buries me?

The idea of getting old scares me. At some point my body will break down and an illness will take me. A slow and sad death, that's not what I want. That sounds scary. And the idea of not being able to take care of myself? Just being some bag of bones waiting for when the fat lady finally sings? Horrifying. But I also don't wanna die young. If I were to find out I have a terrible illness and I was on borrowed time, I'd cry my eyes out and scream about how I don't wanna die. But I also do. Maybe I just don't wanna die slow. Maybe I wanna die on my own terms. I don't want life to take me. Out of all decisions that have been made for me my whole life, I ultimately wanna have the last one.

When someone dies young I think "how sad! They had their whole life in front of them!". And if someone confessed to being suicidal, I'd tell them that life gets better and to not end it. Why can't I be like that for myself? Why can't I be positive about life when I'm trying to encourage myself? Why can't I just convince myself that life will get better and I have a purpose on this Earth? Why does the thought of being forgotten in a generation or two scare me, but the idea that the people in my life would get over me comfort me?

"If you were to die, the people you know would move on". Comforting.

"No one will remember you after one or two generations". Terrifying.

Why am I this broken thing? Why can't I just wake up and be fixed?

In video games, the automatic save point in case of death, is always some safe spot. Why is my save point always at this low spot?

Why am I like this?

Why am I even writing this? Do I think it'll make someone feel better? All I've said is that life is shit. That won't make anyone happy.

Why is it that I can't learn to love the one person I'll be stuck with for the rest of my life?

Why?

I'd just like to know why.

This isn't a goodbye note or anything. I'm just writing shit.

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one of the reasons i love rez dogs is it’s probably the only teen-centered show i’ve ever seen that depicts zero on screen romance/sex. the plot is about grief, death, culture, community, family, spirituality, growth, fear, and finding the humour in your trauma. i fucking love this show for so many reasons, but one of them is how fucking refreshing it is that i didnt have to watch yet another show about teenagers fucking each other.

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Randomly thought about On My Block and you know what I would've loved to see more of? The relationship between Mario, Spooky and Sad Eyes.

By the way Mario and Spooky interacted, we can tell that there's some sort of friendship there. I wouldn't be surprised if they went to school together since they're around the same age. I remember there was this one scene where they're at the store and the TV is talking about some robbery that's happened and Mario looks at Spooky with this kinda worried expression and Spooky won't look at him then changes the subject. So in my mind, Mario knows that Spooky had something to do with it and isn't pleased. It makes me curious as to what their friendship was like growing up. Were they best friends? Was it like Cesar and his friends, where they kept trying to keep him out that life but he ended up there anyway?

Then there's Spooky and Sad Eyes, someone we always see around Spooky. Were they friends beforehand? Did their friendship develop as they spent more time together? Sad Eyes seemed protective of Cesar when that one dude wanted smoke with him (if I remember correctly. I think it was season 3? Maybe 4? Idk, I hated both but moving on-), so was he the one taking care of Cesar when Spooky was locked up? Did he do what happened in season 4? Was it knowingly? I NEED ANSWERS.

In conclusion, I wish we saw other characters relationships instead of Cesar and Monse arguing because holy fuck, that shit got tiring fast.

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Not even into Call of Duty but I saw ppl talking about Call Signs (I think?) and for some reason I imagined this character whos Call Sign is DisKnees because their knees gave out randomly and went inwards, giving them the Disney Knees appearance. Bonus points if they tumbled down the stairs.

Do military niggas fuck with Disney? Surely they must.

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I have plans that I cannot share with you right now, because the haters will sabotage me

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Omg, hey campers!

So, little update

Spent hours in the ER only for them to be like "yeah we don't know what's wrong with you"... HELP ME?? Um I don't have a tumor or any heart issues which was their main concern but now I gotta see a specialist. I'm happy they didn't see anything super concerning but my nigga I got an IV and fucking EKG monitor attached to me while I'm watching Law & Order on the TV in this funky smelling building and y'all don't know NOTHING? "If you have another attack just relax afterwards" funny enough, I came to that conclusion-

Ik the ER is limited but I'm still a bit annoyed because the specialist hasn't called me so I tried to call them and hung up because I was on hold for fucking ever. I'm finna combust and end my sorrows

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Character asks!

These are more focused on the background stuff rather than the usual "what would the character do in XY situation" kinds of asks. I've been looking for something like this for quite a while and in the end decided to make my own. Feel free to use, go wild, enjoy

What was the original thought that led to the creation of this character?

How long was the process before the character reached its final version? (or a version that would be clearly recognizable as the character?)

What was the first thing you decided on, the character's name, appearance, personality or their role in the story?

And reverse, which one of the four things did you struggle with the most?

How did you choose their name and why? Was it simply based on vibes or is there any specific meaning behind the name? Are the reasons behind their name different in- and out of universe?

What was the thought process behind their appearance? Did you go mostly for the aesthetic or are there other reasons they look the way they do?

What is an aspect of their appearance that you like the most?

What is the origin of their personality? And let's be honest - how much of it is projecting?

How big is their role in the story? Do they make a frequent appearance or are they a character with little "screentime" but big influence? Or are they just a favourite background guy?

What is their main character arc in the story? Where do they start and how do they develop? Do they get a happy ending or is their story a tragic one?

Is there any existing character from other media that your character resembles? Was the resemblance intentional or was it a coincidence?

Do you have a playlist for the character? What songs do you associate with them and why?

Do you have a voice claim for the character? What do you imagine the character sounds like?

Do you have any quotes tied to the character, either from the story itself or from another source that fit them?

Have you ever made a moodboard for them?

Is there any memes or running jokes associated with the character, both in- and out of universe?

Are there any motifs or symbols associated with the character? How are they represented, in their design, personality or in some other way?

Does the character have other characters connected to them? Do you have a family tree and "offscreen" connections made up for them or do they exist in a vacuum purely for the purpose of the story?

What is your general favourite thing about the character? What is your least favourite?

Bonus question: share any additional thoughts, art, favourite scenes, anything you've been waiting for a chance to ramble about

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Uh, twins, I fear I'm having some medical issues. I've passed out before but it happened again and I may or may not have had a seizure last night :D. Soooo, yeah, gotta get that checked. With that being said, we're putting writing in depth shit on a break. I'm already inactive but DAMN-

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No matter how old I get, the entire season 3 of teen wolf will forever have the biggest chokehold on me

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i drew some stiles :3c and honestly i’ll probably draw more >:3c

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I’m the Liu Kang with shibari request anon. I’m gonna be honest when I requested it. I thought Liu Kang would be the one doing the tying up but…..

I mean I am NOT complaining

The way I didn't even consider that because I'm used to writing subby men-

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Y/n: *sneaks into the castle at 2am*

Marcus: *turns in a chair* care to tell me where you were?

Y/n: I was with… Uh......A....Aro!

Aro: *also turns in a chair* Care to- *keeps spinning* Marcus I can’t stop the chair.