#and I think Harumasa would rather die than let people see his needle marks under his choker | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

wyzzze · 11 days ago

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You guys will let me know when the good trauma hurt/comfort fics drop about Harumasa and Lighter being triggered about being touched and seen without their choker/sunglasses and feeling nervous about their scars/how skinny he looks bc he's sick, right?

You'll keep me in your hearts when those fics drop, won't you? 🥺

#everyone wants them to fuck nasty but I personally need them pushing people away shaking and wanting to throw up before reaching that stage #I just can't envision Lighter feeling comfy with having anyone look him in the eyes or see his scars for the first time #and I think Harumasa would rather die than let people see his needle marks under his choker #the body dysmorphia hc isn't a must but it's very welcome...#I just think between him being so sick and the fear of being an ethereal he has a lot of hangups about his body and how it looks #I think he'd be bitter about it too because every sick person doesn't choose to be sick #so imagine how it feels to be falling for someone and wanting to have sex with them only to compulsively push them away #same with Lighter and his ptsd! He covers his body so much so it plays into the idea he's not proud of how he looks #it's a very intimate thing to be so close to see someone's weaknesses laid bare under the tender moonlight...#you'll tell me when the fics are done cookin yeah 🥺? The Lighter/Belle Lighter/Wise Haru/Belle Haru/Wise Haru/Seth fics....let me know!!!#lighter lorenz #asaba harumasa #zenless zone zero #wyzzze.posting

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