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hi @shuueep i made this for you :D
#50 centuries is a long time#but abismo can do it (:#prismo abismo#this took FOURTEEN FUCKING HOURS#i have no life ig ๐#anyways i love your abismo with all of my heart and soul#prismo#the scarab#fionna and cake#ultraarts#my art#the amount of attention this post is getting is actually insane to me#thank you guys so much
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GYAAHHH people are reblogging ANCIENT art of mine
#mei talks#๐ญ๐โ๏ธ we donโt speak of Roosterteeth here any longer but#I genuinely do miss being in the RvB community! the people there were so so kind to me#I was something like 13 or 14 and still finding my legs art wise! I grew up in the community surrounded by people who#really poured their hearts and souls into their stuff and were sooo so kind to me#the art and writing communities were super tight and I actually am still in touch with many of them#including the man the myth the legend jason weight o7 you could have saved RvB if they kept you on for s18 king#like I still remember the day saltsanford sent me like. a 4 ask long text wall screaming about my lyric comic while I was in line at ax#nearly fainted#ahh my lyric comicโฆ.I still have it up on ur channel. before my dad passed away he would always show me when it hit a new milestone in view#old art is always kind of embarsssing and tbh I think my interpretations of the characters made me well known much more than my art skill#but after high school my life kind of. fell apart in a lot of ways. dad dying was def a part of that ๐ and I think I found orv exactly at#the time I needed it. but looking back at my old RvB stuff is kind of like#a little time capsule ig. I was happier then but Iโve grown up a lot too
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#obviously Dean but the person in the tags who said Nate Jacobs is seeing in shrimp colors. so wise
@pregnancykink STOLEN VALOR wee wooo๐จstolen valor HXSFVY
#kiddinggg of course i love you both and all other incestinas dearly ๐ฅฐ#it's just funny to me i'm sorry i couldn't pass it by. genuinely just because i am out here working in the mines ALONE with#isa (the person hysgcy) checking on me and i'm like trying to pull her down and it's kind of working#but give my special shrimp vision a little credit ๐๐๐#KIDDING ok ok for real i don't need that all i need is impressionable people to indoctrinate.#other than the beloved isa (Not impressionable just similar in disposition We vibe. alright)#pss pss pss anyone want to watch something that's. actually i have no idea how to describe it or what to point out#euphoria is a gamble ig.#like it's bad i hate it but also did i not win and did it not take me over like the symbiote#so i wouldn't recommend it. unless you're bored#or you're weird like that and need new idiotic discourse in your life or something#or you're like me. or smth. like me in what aspects? wellโ [i turn around and leave]#kata.txt#euphoria
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The group photos in dating apps make me so mad I canโt even explain it. Why do men think thatโs a good idea ???? ๐ญ๐ญ why are men soโฆ.men (I fear I still love them ๐คญ)
I really donโt know, the worst is when they exclusively have group pics because how do I know heโs not the ugliest one? I wonder if they get anyy matches lol. I have one group pic on my profile too but Iโve covered my friends faces like itโs my profile ๐ญ (I fear still love them too๐คญ๐ญ)
#anon#iโve seen some hot guys but theyโre all the super extroverted ones which isnโt really for me#or they admit to having a drinking problem as their first prompt๐#thatโs germany for you ig๐ฅด (although honestly i feel like thatโs everywhere atp)#i also struggle w the deal breaker thing bc iโm not gonna put 20km as a dealbreaker bc what if the love of my life is 21 km away??#(i live in a big city so honestly there should be enough people tho)#but not it literally keeps showing me people from different countries bc iโm clsoe to the border๐ญ#honestly the best thing would probably be to put the age between 35 and 50 so i get some dilfs but the problem is obviously theyโre not#supposed to want me back๐คง#anyway good luck to you on there lol <333#lmk if you find someone cute
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eobard thawne is probably extra normal about the fact both him and iris have written barry's biographies bc i know he was really normal even about iris' one since oh you know. his very first appearance as a fan.
#look at me! i wrote a book about your life and how great you are! just like someone you love!#AND WITH THAT PATHETIC GAY FOREWORD NO LESS.#he is so lost#bitibg the table AGAIN#AND WHY IS HE STANDING LIKE THAT ON THE FIRST PANEL!!!!#also did he like. steal it from the museum's exhibition. like i highly doubt hes allowed to do that while not being a curator yet#(btw is he actually against touching the historic artefacts as a curator or he just hisses at anyone standing too close to display cases#because hes the only one whos Allowed to Touch things that have been in the same room with barry at some point in time)#((i mean ik his pedantic ass would be mad af if he saw anyone else doing the same to other even non flash related relics but still))#ooh and tf is up with the 2nd panel where hes wearing the flash suit right after panels with reverse flash pants. tf were they cooking#why are there reverse flash pants in his fan era in the first place!!#either we had colorist problems since day 2 or this is actually a smart move reflecting thawne's dissociated perception in his narration#i wouldnt bet on the second tho. aint nobody gaf about this rat ๐๐#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#eobarry ig?
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ive been so brave recently (quitting caffeine to see if it improves my pmdd symptoms and overall emotional baseline) (but the headaches are getting to me cause i drank 3 cups a day minimum and sometimes also energy drinks since my teens)
#ig I'm getting to a point where im so sick and embarrassed of my own existence I will try any small change#to see if I get anywhere out of my well hole#plus quitting caffeine is like a non action which is great for someone very unmotivated like me lol#please if my life is doomed to be a NEET loser can I at least have some healthy habit routines ๐๐๐
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https://x.com/04loveagain/status/1749647888354103607?s=46 - this looks kinda sus, but at the same time not very vampirey ๐๐ซ
don't do this to me at 5:50am when i'm trying to write a paper bc insomnia is being a little bitch๐ฉ
(link to tweet)
and yeah no, unfortunately this does NOT look very vampire-y ๐๐๐ guess i will have to keep manifesting and vampire truthing even harder until it reaches gmmtv
edit: it's for school rangers
(link to tweet)
also joong just tweeted this video (they are ridiculous and i'm here for it), so yeah definitely school rangers. tumblr won't let me add more than one video in a post but:
but hey if it's for school rangers at least that means i still have a chance of getting my sexy joongdunk vampire bl!!!! (linking my master posts in case anyone still needs to see them to join my cause lmao)
#i know i always say i have a soft spot for simm but#pls don't let this be star in my mind 3.0 we already had hidden agenda ๐๐๐#down to the sunflowers and practically the same dialogue even#joongdunk#asks#adrm#joongdunk vampire bl truthing my way through life#ok but at least namtan is there ig???? ๐
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#I'm doing rly terribly mentally rn#I'm always like I don't wanna die feeling like I've not rly lived/done things I want with my life#but at this point it doesn't feel like anything gets better or will get better#and it's like. if it doesn't change what's the fucking point anyway#I have debilitating mental illnesses and seemingly no hope of getting help#bc of this and other circumstances I can't work#I'm 26 and have no independence#I feel completely and utterly trapped#I'm very tired and it's very hard to feel like I want to do this anymore#I'm not going to do anything but I am very tired of being alive#but I also would feel selfish if I did kill myself or try to lol...#can't even be suicidal without a guilt complex ๐#I'll delete this soon but I just needed to get it out ig#vent tw#negativity tw#suicidal thoughts tw#suicidal ideation tw#sid rambles
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a recent encounter in the wild of a person i used to be friends in primary school, really made me think about how much has changed since then. because that friend is the same as i remember them, in the best meaning of that sentence, and im just. well๐
#delete later#shut up kody#i used to be the most outgoing kid you could imagine. probably twice as annoying..............or thrice#supposedly i had no shame to just come up to someone and boom. an instant friend#probably half of my primary school knew me and my mum. random kids would come up to her just like that#(she likes to recall that. i think she sometimes misses that kid too)#anwyay its so surreal to think about now#because current me and past me????nah. thats two completely different people lol๐#and that friend tried to be so nice. they were like#'oh we can go to that one hangout spot u used to really like'#and i do not remember having a favourite hangout spot. or any spot. primary school is a big fat blank for me memeries wise#she suggested bringing our old field hockey team together for a match#didnt really want to so instead of being mature about it. i blatently lied that i couldnt play anymore#didnt even bat an eye#anyway so rn. the idea of being that outgoing sounds like a nightmare tbh lol#and feels so distant too ig#so on one hand its so bittersweet#and on the other. its almost upsetting to be reminded. so vividly. of the life i could have had if i didnt grow up to be like i am#because that old friend is still the same. living their best life#theyre still the same and im. well. im not#and sure#maybe thats okay#cause we all evolve and grow in different ways blah blah blah#but i dont think i like being reminded of who i used to be#i dont think i like that at all
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also. btw. hope everyone enjoyed that photo of khozzak because literally around three hours after posting it my hard drive died ๐ so. HAJDNWKF
#/rambling#ya bitch is out a device Again. BAJZBSJDBD#im in No Computer Spring ig ๐ /lighthearted#not gw2#he killed my desktop so i have to get my life together he told me himself /j
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One of my fave people in catalan folklore is sant jordi (saint george) who saved the princess but when the king asked him to marry her he was like naaah and left forever. icon
#i hate it so much when the rose is the symbol of love and then they leave happily ever after๐คฎ๐คฎ#hes an icon he saves her life gives her a rose out of chivalry and then hes like byeee#and then people are like ๐and he gave her a rose as a signal of his love๐#like. no#the king is like pleaseee marry her and he says no#hes there literally just to save the village and she happens to be the unlucky person who was chosen that day#how does that mean hes in love with her in any world๐๐#screams aroace king to me๐๐๐#and then everyone makes the story about love makes st jordi about love and ughh why is everything in the world about love#so i have this problem where i love sant jordi (books the character etc) but i hate how society treats it (why is it the lovers day๐ญ๐ญ)#at least its better than valentines day bc it has good things lol#also its not weird to give friends roses (i never do it tho lol i dont have money xdd)#but still its frustrating how they make everything about love#anyway here ends my rant ig#feliรง sant jordi gent#mine
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ty for tagging me @justgleekout teehee ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ it's been so long since i did smth like this lmao
Rules are post gifs from your 10 favorite shows without naming them, then tag 10 people.
also idk if i even have 10 shows i would like enough to put here but we'll see lol c:
that's 7 but i don't rly have others i would say are favorite tv shows atm so i'm just gonna repeat from these LMAO
beep beep boop boop i'm not gonna tag anyone bc i feel like i barely interact here anymore and i feel awkward abt tagging lol ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ naur but if you see this and want to do it at all i tag you fr <33
#I NEED THIS J/ATP REWATCH SOON OR I WILL EXPLODE#LOOKING AT GIFS MAKES ME CRAZY#LOOKING AT PICTURES SOMETIMES THE FICS I READ HAVE LIKE IG POSTS AND STUFF#AHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH#i miss them to pieces so much that *i'm* the one in pieces#jeanne talks#tag games#long post#yall i haven't actually thought abt gIee that much in so long LOL#but had to put it on here i feel like this is like actively shows i've rewatched recently and love#/ have made part of my personality/lore LOL#which is rly just gIee all of the others i have rewatched like this year ๐#if i had access to gIee i totally would have rewatched it too tbh#why is this kinda making me want to rewatch y/oung sheIdon again......... i've literally done that like i think 3 times this year ๐๐๐๐#it's just so fun to have on in the background LOL#maybe once i finish od/aat which i'm rewatching rn again lmaooooo#it's the need for background noise it's the need to not think abt my life ๐๐๐๐๐๐#will not be surprised if youn/g sheIdon happens again#once i get to j/atp rewatch tho i'll probably also rewatch that 293865394874 times#but i wanna rewatch for the first time in 203857649874098 years w my friends i think it'll be fun lol
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#gacha#gacha life 2#boredom post ig#read tags for my backstory lol (if you want to ofc)#me before summer was wilddd ๐#i said that i wanted to set stuff on fire#like- JUST ANYTHING ๐คจ๐??????#LIKE GIRLIE YOU DIDN'T EVEN SPECIFY ๐ญ๐ญ๐?????#but 2020 me was much mUch mUCHh WORSE#i made hated child skits ๐ญ#but they were only abt SIX SCREENSHOTS LONG ๐๐๐๐๐#AND IT WAS NOW.GG THAT I USED SO YOU COULD SEE THE LITTLE THING ON THE SIDE ๐ญ#AND DIDN'T HAVE A PHONE SO I DID ALLAT ON A LAPTOP ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐#i still have that laptop#i watch youtube on it now tho#as of me rn im pretty quiet and laid back ๐#capcut#capcut meme#gl2#gacha club#gacha life#rock paper scissors
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had a full on mental breakdown on monday (and a full on therapy sesh with my voice teacher bless her heart) and another yesterday morning before the funeral because i was gonna sing at the mass and my voice wasn't working like At All so obv the only possible explanation was that i am useless and should kms. turns out i have bronchitis ๐คก
#i DID sing tho. in a lower key but still. barely made it. clung to that pitiful high g like my life depended on it lol#and it was awful to me but all the old people in the church didnt know any better so they liked it and ig my grandma would have liked it too#so like whatever. the problem is on saturday i have to sing the fucking norma duet. and the girl who normally sung norma's part#said she has a rehearsal that day in a different city and fucked off into oblivion#so now they're taking a different girl who already knew adalgisa's part and making ME do norma ๐#and i only got the info last week. and i have fucking bronchitis. im gonna kill myself in front of everyone there.#ANYWAY
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i wish mine said some cliche line like โif im going to hell im dragging you with meโ and then andre ended up in the mythical land og america that would crack me up
also on the sidelines, same on the research especially with masato ITS KILLING ME I WANT TO KNOW WHAT EXACTLY IS WITH HIM DGSHDVD did u find anything close to being believable?
imagine some dude says 'i'm taking you to hell with me' and you just end up in your backyard
and brother. i am going to throw up from what i found. under the cut lol
the STRONGEST TL;DR IMAGINABLE AND LOUDEST DISCLAIMER IM A DORK ON THE INTERNET WHO KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT MEDICINE DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH FOREVER AND ALWAYS OK BYE .
that said the closest thing i could find MAYBE comparable to his condition both in acquisition and symptoms/effects is pulmonary hypertension, but- from what impulsive on-and-off researching i could find- the exact stats for the survival rates of infants with [primary] pulmonary hypertension in the 80's isn't really clear. there's this study done on- presumably- adults between the 1980's and 1990's in japan, and even here there's 61/223 adults who die at least five years after diagnosis, so idk about a baby in the 80s
as for symptoms and acquisition on why i think it's the closest, pulmonary hypertension can be acquired through lack of oxygen after birth opposed to coming from a virus/bacteria or complications in the womb (like pulmonary hypoplasia which is due to underdeveloped or compressed lungs before birth- though pulmonary hypertension can develop alongside it). severe cold can make it difficult to breathe, and i don't imagine being put in a locker helps that much either. a common symptom of pulmonary hypertension can also be bluish/pale skin and i mean. lol.
again i am by no means a professional LMAO DEAR GOD NO so if anyone else has ideas or want to correct me on something for the love of god please do so im allowed to be stupid bout other things but not this. i know rgg probably had a brain and a half when considering masato's condition but i think it's worth trying to find a real-life equivalent so i'd like to make sure i got things right
and all of this isn't even to START on life after a double lung transplant but this post has gone on long enough ๐๐
#snap chats#im in class rn so sorry if this is. sickening AJFLKJ#ive looked far too much into this but if its anything at least rgg got me to look into lung conditions so. theres a positive ig#it's a lot easier to get information about life after a double lung transplant but like i side finding Specifics about masato's situation i#//screams//#listen i only have so much to work with. im not a doctor. i dont know what happens if you put a baby in a locker and take it out ๐
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hi hello! I was wondering if you had a full-color doodle (or anything really) of your Watcher Ren? I want to cosplay him one day and a breakdown of his outfit would be good to have, no worries though! thank you for your time!
~ @aethermod
hello! here you go:
feel free to change some details if you want to! but i'd like to ask that if you post pictures of your cosplay somewhere, please credit me (and also tag me or send them to me!! i'd love to see it! /nf) sorry i didn't answer earlier, i needed some time to draw this thing, because the two scribbles of au i posted before were like. the only ones i had anndmxkcnsksjhjf also, i really appreciate the interest for my au. it makes me really happy to see people being invested in it. so, thanks! <3
#traffic life#trafficblr#rendog#watcher!ren#i should probably make a proper tag for this au but idk#spider scribbles#i swear if i wake up later and see that i forgot any design details because of sleep deprivation i'll explode#also to people who were saying they want to hear more about this au:#i really want to make another post about it but i don't have much time to draw rn ๐#plus i think i want to wait until martyn's stream about liml lore stuff#and then rewatch old lore things ig
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