#i have no idea what im doing im tired and i hurt

[cokoweee]

COKO. Dude. This latest update- Holy MONKEY FEATHERS.

Let’s begin cause there’s a LOT TO COVER HEHEHEH~

Firstly

LOOK AT THIS MAN’S EXPRESSION. Just- FRIGGIN LOOK AT IT. He’s blushing, he’s tense, he’s confused and flattered and weirded out, and happy- This man don’t know what emotions are and he just got hit by a truck full of them.

And AGAIN- KENDRA IS COMPLETELY INEBRIATED- She will most likely not even REMEMBER THIS MOMENT- Will Donnie tell her? Will this be a hilarious story that causes an argument later down the lines in their marriage?

WHO KNOWS. 🤷‍♀️ And it DOESN’T END THERE-

Not ONLY is Donnie flying through the five stages of grief like a boss level mini game- but Kendra, even in her drunken state, noticed that Donnie had that dumb makeup on him to cover up his markings for the party. And she just- gently- caresses his cheek to wipe it off.

Yeah, Donnie’s gonna die from either too much happiness or being way too flustered. Either way-

Awwwwwwwwww 💜

NEXT.

Despite being completely paralyzed in fear love, Donnie’s gaze quickly makes its way to where Big Mama and Frida are. And what does he see that gives him this horrified of an expression?

OH- SHEEEELLLLLL NO.

So, like the reasonable turtle mutant Donnie is, he gingerly picks up Kendra and leaves the party.

Also can we just study this anatomy for a second cause GUYS- as an artist myself this kind of posing and proportions is NOT EASY TO DO. So-

👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

WELL DONE, COKO!!!!!

Ok, so after they make their way back to their room, Donnie plops Kendra into bed. We’ve seen this before- he’s never gentle, literally throwing her and it’s absolutely hilariou-

… Expectation SUBVERSION- the SWEETEST I’ve ever seen. 🥹 Donnie’s being so gentle with her what the HECK DJFUJWVXMISUDHWBSUW I adore these two- they love each other so much- caring for each other despite their qualms and history- AAAAAA ITS SO GOOOOOOD!!!

And now that Kendra is safe and away from Big Mamas prying eyes, Donnie has time to ABSOLUTELY FREAK OUT.

THIS DUDE went from feeling nothing to feeling EVERYTHING. And we get to watch and die laughing at his expense~ *WHEEEEEEZE*

This dude is totally broken HAAAA

Alright- with emotions and feelings and imagination WAY TOO HIGH, Donnie tries to distract himself.

The comedy in this chapter is just top tier~ I was at work when I read it the first time, and I broke out laughing and wheezing. (So grateful I work alone HA)

And just when Donnie thinks he’s in the clear-

*Chaos Gremlin chortling sounds* Coko, you absolute GENIUS- HAHAHAHA- I love that you simply allow the audience to imagine what Donnie saw- No one needs to outright say it, we all just know. And it’s utterly hilarious.

Donnie’s never gonna recover from that brain poof- You can just see all of his brain cells and bad boy image DISSOLVE in an instant at such a sight. 🤣 HIS HAIR EVEN CURLED UP- HIS EYES ARE BUGGING OUT- HAHAHA THIS DUDE’S brain went from dead to running a marathon in a MILLISECOND.

Alright, I think this has gotten long enough, so I’ll stop there. 😅 Amazing work, Coko!!! I am VERY excited to see what happens next!

~ Melissa

AUUUGGHHH ill never tire of these asks pointing out the little things cause yall almost always get like 80% of the lil things i slap in updates

THANKS FOR SEEING MY EFFORT IN THAT PANEL! THAT ANATOMY WAS A BITCH.

While sketching the update I may have been watching some goofy shows and movies so influence from those was high. Figuring out ways to show without showing what was going on took longer than expected but HEY! YALL GOT THE IDEA SO SWAG.

If my shoulder stops hurting I might have the next update by morning. Im gettin a lil too excited for what’s next. Already picked an emoji for the next chapter thing

[hickeysgodcomplex]

Okay okay okay i have another assessment of the scene where Dundy and Little say they should think about leaving the men behind!

I love that they had Crozier clock the look that Dundy gives Little to tell him to suggest it. Because while I'm sure Edward sees the like... reasoning for it. I think he's also extremely ashamed for suggesting it. Like, he doesn't want to lave them behind. But he wants to live.

And they're all so sick. And it IS an option, and judging by what happens later, I'm sure at least a handful of the "healthy" men have been talking about it too. To their leaders im sure, which are Dundy and Edward.

But i also feel like, maybe Dundy pressed it more. He's like, we should do this. I think he thinks its THEE option. And I love that you can see that Crozier sees that. He knows his men. And he can see that while yes Edward voiced it first, at Dundy's pressing, he also sees that Edward is not set on the idea.

He's nervous saying it, can barely look at Crozier or Jopson. And then Crozier, bless him, forgives Edward on the spot for saying it.

He literally looks at Edward when he says "it's a reasonable logic. And i don't fault anyone..for....following it." He looks at him specifically when he says "following it" like he's pretty sure it wasn't Ned's idea, that he's following what Dundy and some of the other men have suggested maybe?!?!?!

And Edward stops pushing for it, just hangs his head in shame basically, after a long stare down with Jopson. Who keeps staring at him after he hangs his head. More on that in a second...

But Dundy keeps pushing. And Crozier gently continues to decline. Which is all he can really do, at that time. Give better options of things to leave behind.

The thing that got me this rewatch really though, aside from Edward's shame which is just, ever present at the end i think, is how fucking sick Jopson looks, in this scene.

Like they all look tired, Edward looks exhausted. Dundy definitely looks thin and starving. But Thomas looks sick. And we know he has injuries from the past that HAD to have been acting up.

He has some kind if scabby thing at his hairline already. And he just looks so bad. Like, when he said it would be a death sentence for "those men" he knew it meant him as well. He had too.

And it just hurts so fucking much, because his captain looked him in the eyes and told him he wouldn't leave him, and he gets left behind anyway.

And the shittiest part is like... it didnt save them. Leaving the men behind. Whatever happened in their camp as they went was very obviously pretty fucking horrible. And i know they wanted to live, but like, fuck.

If only someone had at least told Jopson what was happening. He didn't even know Crozier was gone. Just thought he was being left behind by the man who promised he'd never do that.... I'm fine. It's fine. I'm good. *having a breakdown*

[cotc-terminal]

Clash of the Cubes: Challenge 6

The competitors walk into a large arena recently erected in the Black Room. A large crowd is watching and cheering on from the stands. In the middle, Pulstep stands to welcome them.

“Welcome everyone, to the Clash of the Cubes Finale!”

“I’m your host, Pulstep, and it’s now time for the finale! As you can see, a large crowd has gathered to see the show! Now without a-do, let’s get on to the challenge!”

“For your final challenge, I thought to keep things fairly simple, and to rehash an old idea.”

“This challenge, simply tell the viewers in the audience why you should win. See? It’s an easy thing to do, anyone can do it.”

“Here’s the catch though… You have to clash while doing it. And your enemies are…”

A spotlight opens to nothing. Pulstep’s hand slaps is face, contorted into a look of disappointment.

“oh my god… THING?????”

A person that looks like a mish-mash of all sorts of body parts struggles forward pulling along a colorful roulette alongside him.

“MISTER PULSTEP!!! IM SO TIRED SIR!!!”

“I don’t care. You embarrased me. Go to the spike pit.”

“BUT IT HURTS, I HATE THE love the spike pit! will do~~~”

The guy skips offstage.

“Sorry about that. My assistant Incodeadhirsecrynt has forgotten to get this beforehand. Anyways…”

“Behold, the Roulette… of… Randomness!”

“…This name sucks, but it’s the one I came up with, so who cares.”

“This roulette determines what you will be fighting! It can be literally anything, from your Boss Mans, your corrupted selves, a single rock, whatever exists can be your competitor!”

“…Although I assume the fight would be much less epic and grandiose when you’re just gonna fight a turtle, so you better hope luck is on your side.”

“And if you have any ideas of ‘getting your friends back to their senses’, or ‘fighting the narrative’, or whatever, good luck. I made sure that won’t happen this time.”

“You gotta clash until one side either dies or gives up, so you competitors should give it your all if you still want to be walking after this!”

“The deadline for this challenge will be February 28th.” A month and an extra few days for now!”

“Now, let’s stop dilly-dallying. I’ll be waiting for one of you to spin it. Happy clashing~~”

I

IMPORTANT!!! OOC NOTE FOR THE COMPETITORS:

Basically, the roulette is the same as BotB’s finale except this time instead of fighting your Cyans, you can make your cubes fight anyone and anything

The wheel is just an excuse for you guys to choose whoever!

Also the guys the cubes will fight will prob just be clones, but you can still pull a blixter if you wanna lmao

either that or have the original watch in horror in the sidelines

Anyways goodluck!!! Sorry for getting this out super late btw

@nacora-najita @acn97414 @blockheadblog @itzhosya

[sturnboos]

[ 🎨 ] finger paints

characters: caregiver chris x little reader

this story contains: shouting, crying, kinda a hurt/comfort story.

It was a nice afternoon in the sturniolo house.

you were in the living room, regressed and playing with blocks. you had a pacifier in your mouth with baggy clothes on. Nick and Matt went to the market. Chris was doing something in his room. Of course, the triplets wouldn’t have left you by yourself if they knew you were little, but you had regressed after Matt and Nick left.

So you were left bored playing with blocks and soon became touch starved. You wanted cuddles. You huffed carefully trying to go down the stairs to see Chris. You heard him talking so you knew he was home. You went to the door and opened it.

"Chris?" You questioned.

"Streaming." Chris told you paying no attention that you were regressed, his full focus on the computer infront of him.

"But Chrissy" you tried to get his attention.

"FUCK!” he slams the mouse down as he just got killed in the Fortnite game “I TOLD YOU IM STREAMING" Chris yelled not looking at you so again he didn’t know you were regressed.

You were taken aback by this. Chris usually was the nicest to you. He never yelled at you. Tears filled your eyes and you closed the door softly.

You went to your room and laid down. You grabbed your favorite plush bunny and cried.

“My just wanted Chris’s attention. Chris mad at me?” you talked to you plush bunny. “i not want to be bad. Chris hates me for makin him lost da game”

Then you came up with a genius idea. “maybe if I make somefing for Chris then Chris no hate me” you told bunny.

after a bit more thinking It was settled. you would make him a finger painting. the only thing was that usually you’d always had someone to help you with the paint.

If this would make Chris not hate you then it was worth it you thought.

You waddled out of your room and into your playroom. You went to the shelf that had the paints on it. You took the paints and set them on the small table you had in your playroom. You went back to the shelf and got a nice sheet of paper. You sat down and opened the paint containers and started painting.

you tried to make a painting of a few flowers since flowers always cheered you up when you were sad so maybe they could cheer up Chris too? You also put the word sorry at the top right corner of the page.

Meanwhile downstairs Chris had finished his stream and noticed you’d been awfully quiet. Usually, you was very loud and obnoxious. Then Chris remembered that you had came in earlier. Chris went out of the room and went to yours. He knocked on your door. No response. He opened the door to see no one was in there. He went downstairs to see if you had fallen asleep on the couch or something but you downstairs either. He started to panic a little bit.

“there you are” Chris said relived as he finally found you in playroom. by the time he has found you your hands were covered in paint.

"H-hi Chrissy" you say.

“No wonder you were so quiet, what are you doing?" chris asked you.

"Making finger paints for youu," you told Chris and went back to painting. You had paint everywhere. On your clothes, your hands, your face, some in your hair it was a mess.

Chris went over to see what you were painting.

"What are you sorry for baby?" he asked you.

"I sowwy for bein bad ands Chris be's mad at me" you said tears filling your eyes.

"Honey where on earth would you get that idea," Chris said and picked you up not carrying if he got paint on himself.

you sniffle "Cuz I wanted atention and made chris lost da game" you told Chris.

Then it clicked at him. He had yelled at you earlier and you were little. He didn’t realise then but it made sense to him now.

"Oh princess I'm so sorry I yelled at you earlier. I didn't know you were little. I should've paid more attention to you. Chris is so so so sorry" Chris apologised.

"Are you tired bubba?" He asked to which you just nod.

"Well let’s get you cleaned up and then we can have a nice nap".

He carried you to the bathroom sitting you on the counter and helped wash the paint off you. the paint on your arms was easy to remove but the paint in your hair took a few minutes to get it out.

Once you were all clean he helped you into some pyjamas. then laid you on the bed and left the room. He wasn’t gone for long tho.

"Here baby I have yummy apple juice for you" Chris went over and laid down with you. He gave you the bottle of jucie and you suckled it softly. You drank half of it before you fell asleep. Chris capped the bottle and replaced it with your paci. Then went to sleep too.

word count: 861

divider credit: @dollywons

tag list: @riasturns @sturnshood @perfectmoonlady (comment ⭐️ to be added to tag list)

a/n: I put bottle of apple juice cause I hatteeee plain milk

[kelpiemomma]

i am not happy with my art right now and i so can't draw mechs of any kind, cyborg or construct or whatever, but here is a starting idea of CombatUnit!Khan

As a CombatUnit he's a little sturdier and more dangerous than a standard SecUnit. I wanted to try (and fail) at mech so he's a little more robit here. His lower legs are all mechanical, his forearms are mostly mechanical, and his hands are partially mechanical. (thinking of changing his neck,,,,)

his sternum and abdomen are reinforced externally, while his chest is reinforced internally.

he persuaded his hacker to give him a glowing eye feature after the hacker's younger siblings told him how COOL it would be (khan likes using them to scare the shit out of people)

as a standard CombatUnit his hair was in a buzzcut. He was typically straight-faced and revealed little. After becoming Khan he smirks a lot and grew his hair out a ton (so the kids can play with it and braid it).

someone tried to take one of his lil nibling kids. khan quickly tracked them down and made them regret that decision.

[boyfriendyke]

there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help

[triglycercule]

all i have been able to think about today is that silly little knife game where you stab the spots between your fingers and try not to hurt yourself and how that silly little game is SO horrorkiller. i cant explain it it bothers me so much that i cant explain it but it just does its so them

they play it when theyre bored. because when in doubt bodily mutilation and the risk of hurt and pain is always an appealing one. and when i mean they i just mean killer because horror wouldn't wanna just hurt himself on the fly like that for funsies. he likes to see others hurt because hahaha FINALLY some damn entertainment!!! but hurting himself???? nononnno hes already got enough body pain as it is oh and killer has already grabbed his hand and started playing (and now horror can't back out because killer's got him sucked in the game)

they sing the silly little song. horror has all his fingers the knife goes chop chop chop if killer misses the spaces in between horror's fingers will come off! and they are both enraptured and both captured in this childishly morbid game. it's so anticipatory because they both know its all up to killer to decide if horror gets hurt. hes more than precise enough to keep the game going for hours long without ever hitting horror but would he want to keep it going for that long? horror doesn't know how long killer would want to wait before getting to see him react to getting hurt

and killer does eventually do it even after theyre sung the song over and over countless times and tried different harmonies and finally killer decides to end this little song and dance and stab into horror's hand. maybe he decides to do a finger. maybe the palm if he really wants to piss horror up. its sudden its surprising and GODDAMN is it painful!!!! horror's trying not to show it but with all the sweat and the way his fingers are twitching killer can see that it hurts him. it's a bit amusing :3

and then horror grabs the knife from killer and they do it all over again but this time horror's the one doing the stabbing. he's not as precise as killer. he hits him a lot more than killer hit him but goddamn it he is in PAIN and wants to let it out because hes annoying and irritated and goddamnit would killer just stop looking at him with that blank smile while he's bleeding out from his hand???? yeah horror's pissy

horror's annoyed and trying to get some form of petty revenge on killer (he likes it when he finally manages to get that stupid smile to falter just a little bit) and killer's watching horror desperately try not to just stab the knife through his oh so very exposed soul that he could very easily hurt if he really wanted to hurt killer. anyways the game finally ends when either one or both of them get bored! but thats fine!!! killer will get bored again and horror will end up escalating it to a messier point than it was before and the only thing that'll get hurt is the surface that they use to stab between fingers. oh and eachother of course :p

[genekies]

tag vent

[evangelistofmurder]

Paranoia is getting worse

[rolandkaros]

really wish there was an easier way to take hormones..!

[lith-myathar]

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[urlocallesbiab]

sorry to everyone who's been missing me/waiting for something from me, i've been slipping in and out of depressive fog for a week or two (and in general have experienced significantly worse depression than normal for a couple years, but that’s another story)

i long to get back, too; a lot of things to read and ideas to write and people to talk to. love y'all, take care

[phagodyke]

was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

[snailune]

wiki how do I stop spiraling about my life once every 2 weeks I'm getting sick of it

[gooboogy]

I really hope someday I'm not living paycheck to paycheck. It would be so nice to have a savings. Maybe even be able to travel to somewhere cool and exotic like my backyard