#i hate this episode *so fucking much*

[evaiskindaweird]

Wish my anger issues luck rewatching this

[teethburied]

lestat + piano

[kelin-is-writing]

How… Do I recover from this…?

[deoidesign]

when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this

[334iwatchshit]

what the fuck are these gay doctors doing on my screen

WHY ARE THEY DOOMED I CANT

[old-skyguy]

The silly stupid alien show about ghosts that steal your cock and balls just pulled the most gut wrenching, poignant shit possible and portrayed it so artistically and meaningfully what is even life.

This was MASTERFULLY done. The visual and environmental storytelling, the subtle foreshadowing, and inject those motifs into my fucking BLOOD.

Ho. Ly shit. Good fucking lord.

[beean-s]

you know what. get appledash'd

(aka i watched non compete clause for the first time and im still mad about it)

[youngpettyqueen]

I know the decision to have Julian's parents have him augmented was made on the fly but imo its pretty obvious from early on that Julian has Family Issues because he avoids talking about his family like the plague and I think they should've incorporated this into the Julian and Sisko dynamic right from early on because I think it would've made for some really compelling stories and moments and could've set up a REALLY interesting Julian and Jake dynamic which they kinda started to do but never fully went for

[mimikip4744]

episode 16 was wild

Like, that was the best episode this far

but also WHAT THE FUCK!!!

[kacievvbbbb]

The character assasination of Lila being more happy to see the family than five. FIVE survived an apocalypse and a deranged bureau for 46 years so he could fight his way back to save his family FIVE. isn't happy to see them after getting lost against his will for 7 years.

Like he thinks the cleanse is over and done with he thinks he's coming back to peace and his family happy and together and Lila is more excited to see them than him? Five who has traversed space and time for his siblings, who has outrun apocalypse after apocalypse after apocalypse for them. and 7 years is enough to destroy all that make him wish for a time without them? I call bullshit.

[hecksupremechips]

Akihiko becoming a cop is something that simply doesn’t happen in the coma route cuz Shinji would see that shit and be like Aki what the actual hell is wrong with you

[maxphilippa]

Fucked up shit Taco has done on this episode:

- Force the contestants into talking about issues they still weren't ready to talk about.

- Immediately replaced Mic with Mepad, because, well. She said it herself. Having someone helps her think. Mepad was the closest and easiest to manipulate on doing that. After all... Mepad just left Mephone4's side. Of course Taco would use that against him.

- Sing about "how much she regrets everything" while still purposefully, AND CONSCIOUSLY, wanting to make things worse for everyone.

- Made fun of Suitcase's situation and messed with her, despite the fact that Suitcase genuinely thought that Taco was an hallucination.

- She PRACTICALLY FORCED SUITCASE TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING SHE STILL WASN'T READY TO TALK ABOUT. INFRONT OF EVERYONE. PUSHING SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT HER HALLUCINATIONS IS KIND OF MESSED UP.

- Keep feeling bad about herself but never did anything to actually TRY to be better.

- Used Mic's self elimination as a reason to why everyone should leave, despite the fact that she WAS the reason as to why Mic left on the first place.

- Kept pushing Knife to talk about Mic and to expose her.

- Died from the stress because despite the fact that she willingly did all of that, she couldn't face Pickle. Not yet.

- Made it all about herself and completely disregarded how everyone felt under the excuse of "this is the best for all of you".

- Made Baseball and Suitcase end up in TERRIBLE terms when they were just reworking their relationship.

- Essentially manipulated Mepad because of not showing him the full story aside from her regrets.

- "No more hiding" despite the fact that she veryyy well knows Pickle doesn't answer her letters for a reason, and that Mic left from how much pain she caused her.

- there's a lot more but i need to get onto that.

[deoidesign]

I met the me who made different choices

[felixfeliccis]

screaming and kicking everything around me

[homotron-5000]

*LAST OF US EPISODE 8 SPOILER WARNING*

*tw: rape, sa, pedophilia, cannibals*

So much. So much to unpack here. The way Ellie tried her hardest and did everything in her power to save Joel, no matter the cost. And don't even get me started on David. Oh David... I've never wanted to disintegrate a man with my whole being before, but now, I have. Under the guise of a man of God, he proceeded to be the worst man imaginable. A pedophile, a cannibal, a rapist. I feel so badly for Ellie. All she had to experience in this fucking episode. The fear in her eyes as she screamed while David pinned her down at the end. And when she stabbed him over and over again? It felt good because he was gone, he couldn't hurt her anymore. But I already know he permanently traumatized her from this. Yet she was so brave through all of it. And then when she yells at Joel to get off of her, not knowing it's him? My heart broke. She was so scared of being touched because of what she just went through. And when he saw the fear in her eyes, you could see his heart break. Him comforting her, calling her babygirl... They were separated and now they're reunited, and even though it won't go away, the trauma and pain, at least they still have each other. At least Ellie still has Joel. David was wrong. She's not alone.

P.S. EVEN THOUGH I IMPLIED IT I HATE DAVID SO FUCKING MUCH JWNSONEKE I WANT TO BEAT HIS ASS AND DRAG HIM BEHIND MY CAR LIKE ACHILLES DRAGGED HECTOR BEHIND HIS CHARIOT, HE SHOULD FUCKING ROT IN HELL POOR ELLIE

[deprixpainsblog]

Im so fat. Im so ugly. I hate me