#i hate being closeted
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psa:
this is a lesbian blog. for lesbians (or any wlw ppl). by a lesbian.
my writing posts?
lesbian.
my crack posts?
lesbian.
my art posts?
lesbian.
literally any of my posts?
lesbian.
I can not be openly lesbian in real life, so I will be openly lesbian here on tumblr. Social media is a poor substitute for freedom but it is what I have and so I will make the most of it.
thank you.
lesbian out 🫡
#lesbian#wlw#women loving women#gay#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#the l in lgbtq stands for lesbian#i hate being closeted
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i just want this to be over already
#i HATE being closeted#i hate it i hate it i hate it#but what the FUCK am i supposed to do about it?#come out and utterly destroy my own life?#thats just fucking stupid#i KNOW im better off closeted#i know im safer this way#i know the risks if i come out or am outed#i know the possibility of it ruining my entire life#but i also DESPISE being closeted#i despise lying and i despise keeping secrets and i despise feeling like no one really knows who i am#why cant things just be easssyyyy and make seeeeennnnnsseee#threee pigeons in a trench coat
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sometimes i want to live my full gay potential and get an eyebrow piercing
and a lip piercing
and a nose ring
and 6 more ear piercings
and another nose piercing
and then a tattoo
and die my hair blue
thank you for listening to my ted talk
#im listening to fable right now#its not funny im cryingh#seriously#i hate being closeted#but theres no way#and i also fuck with it because i just laugh when people say they know me#because no you dont#unless you follow me on tumblr#then you do#i am a completely different person with my friends vs family vs tumblr and the poeple i follow on tumblr#i fear i would have been happier if i chose a different frirend group#but i love them so much#its too late now#i love knowing when someone is gay because i just be dropping subtle hints#IM LIKE YOUUUUU
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I guess my nephew is trans so me my sibling isn't such a quirk as I thought.
#I hope things get better for them though#I wish I could talk to them and make them feel less alone#hmm...#I hate being closeted#life#lev.txt
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I'm so tired
#I hate being closeted#I want to be my true self#can't wait to go back to college so I can be out and proud#so I can go to queer events and have queer friends and be queer#I'm so tired of having to walk on eggshells around my queerphobic dad#sorry guys I needed to get that out of my system
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I've seen a few posts about women and pants now and many of them are very good, and not to nitpick those posts or downplay religious sexism or anything, but I have to emphasise:
Somebody who DOESN'T live in a controlling religious country/cult/family is also affected by sexism. We all know that, right? Secular parts of the first world also have opinions about how women dress, including when it comes to trousers, especially in childhood and in institutions like schools and the workplace
Me and many people my age (20s) remember being forced into skirts, punished and shamed by parents & teachers & peers & possibly then bosses about what we wear not being feminine enough, and it wasn't by deeply religious sects. Many updates to dress codes are very new and sexist views are still in place in many institutions. Normalised societal misogyny wants women (and people they want to treat as women) to dress femininely, down to what KIND of pants they're allowed to wear (compare a pink top and jeggings to mens jeans and tell me these two women are treated the same. Hating women in pantsuits is still a sexist office joke today, and even those outfits are feminine compared to male suits, which raise eyebrows when worn by women). The women I know who wear trousers regularly are literally otherwise feminine, and all wear dresses to events.
I know trousers have become much more normalised over the past few decades in secular society (yay!! the result of many many years of effort and lawbreaking) but let's not be absolute when we talk about the pants concept lol. Especially within a larger conversation about female/transmasc/intersex/transfem masculinity and social perceptions, especially in an age of rising fascism
#you know. misogyny?#transandrophobia#you're telling me only muslims and christians experience pants based sexism. in front of my salad?#i did not have screaming arguments with my nonbeliever non church attendee parents in the 2000s to have you lot --#sexism is Not strange or rare or fringe#pretend me wearing pants from then on was societally allowed. i got a talking to at school about pants.#i was scared i would have to wear a skirt at high school in the 2010s. thankfully the one i went to was more progressive#getting clocked as the only 'girl' in class wearing trousers without at leasts wearing a skirt over it#having older female AND male relatives pick up on the lack of a skirt/dress at events#yes some people think it's normal. and some people think being gay is normal. and some people dgaf if you're foreign or whatev#but existing some ways means you have certain experiences and there are certain risks hanging over you lol#just making this post bc some of you live in some extremely progressive USA city and have forgotten normal people exist /lighthearted#mum still shows me a polka dot dress i used to wear as a baby and asks me why i don't wear dresses. some dumb dress shes kept for 20 years#she wears trousers and dungarees sometimes. but that's the thing#pants are a temporary allowance. if that's all you wear then they hate that. you have to be Feminine when they demand#your wardrobe still carries sexist necessities before people start to look at you funny#if i went to an event like a wedding in a suit people would talk (closeted to most ppl irl)#anyway.#sending telepathic strength to anyone surrounded by so called progressives who have opinions on how they dress 👉👁️👁️👈
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well that’s one way to come out i guess
#can u tell i hate drawing tattoos#lmfaooooo#stan getting slammed by his past now that he’s going places instead of being in the same middle-of-nowhere town for 30 more years#i think he’s certainly unlucky enough to run into exes who want him dead (and out him in the process)#i don’t think stan was ever exactly like… in the closet… he just didn’t feel the need to come out until it was relevant#ford IS in the closet he’s just figuring out a good way to bring it up 💀#he happens to find out stan likes guys and he’s like Ok Well. I Guess Stan Wouldn’t Care so he decides to mention that he’s gay soon after#probably gives stan an It’s Ok to Be Gay speech like …I Would Know#anyway#bisexual stanley pines#u are real to me#🙂↕️#probably dated this guy for a bit then stole his money & ran off or something#not even the gays are safe from getting robbed by stanley pines 💔#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#my art#rystiart#don’t mind the quality of the drawings randomly shifting over the panels idk
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oh my god a fucked up nonbinary lesbian. I adore her
#I've been wanting to draw tiara for a MONTH!!#witch's heart#witch's heart tiara#rpg maker#art closet#wilardo's conclusion spoilers#I'm gonna be honest. I'm kind of having an “I hate my art” phase#this month has been… moody at best for me#while I've had some of the best days mentally I've had in like a year I've also had some really horrendous ones#being at my computer too long messes my brain up bad and drawing requires me to. y'know. be at my computer#I'm just trying to pull through
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Doodle request : Could you draw Torisai?
Also how are you today?
hiya fish!! im doing as good as i can. this week has been a bit hellish but,..... yours truly isnt dead yet, so its a win for me. thank you for asking!!
i hope this counts as torisai.. i think it being one sided is so funny ... just in case though a little bonus <3
#i think if they ever dated. kusuo would be the leader of the “i hate my bf” club#i love the ship#dont get me wrong#however. i think its much more comedic one sided#and with how deep tori is in the closet? yeah no thats Never happening#that being said#god bless go queers!!#sorry its in ms paint btw my art program is fucking fighting me and im trying to not go into art block. i still need to finish secret santa#this was just a little treat for me :3#also saiki would LOVEEE to say kys to toritsuka#“hey saiki can you” 'KILL YOURSELF.“#and then he walks away#WAIT. AIURA BEING A WINGMAN FOR TORITSUKA.#THATS HOW THEYD START DATING#putting a pin in that one to draw Later !!#anyways. god these tags are getting long. im done now#saiki no psi nan#saiki k#saiki kusuo#kusuo saiki#saiki fanart#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k#toritsuka reita#reita toritsuka#my art#art#stormwave arts
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It still just boggles my mind that Hen and Chim didn’t tell Buck about him. Chim is so ooc for being able to keep that secret. Uh, what? I can’t stress that enough.
Like, if my friends —my family, found or blood— didn’t tell me their past encounters with my new boyfriend/girlfriend —best, good, bad, worst, any, I’d be so fucking pissed. It doesn’t matter if they turned a new leaf or not— I. WANT. TO. KNOW.
And no, there’s no way Buck knows because Buck would’ve never even gone for him if he knew beforehand. My man thought he was cruel for what he did to Abby, which I agree wholeheartedly. He has no remorse about it and it showed in the way he talked about Abby.
Sit your ass down, Josh, that guy is not my elder.
I don’t even wanna utter his name anymore. He’s a red flag so that’s what I’m gonna use.
“I don’t understand why no one told me.”
—Evan Buckley about his dead brother.
#being closeted doesn’t excuse racism#those are two different things#exclusive of each other#evan buckley#911 abc#anti tommy kinard#anti bucktommy#anti tevan#second anti post lmao#henrietta wilson#howard chimney han#chimney han#eddie diaz#buddie#buck x eddie#ryan guzman#oliver stark#not me rechecking the tags multiple times so I don’t get hate anons lmao#anti lou ferrigno jr#<- just in case#srue sparks
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#i hate christmas. not hate to those who love it. i just personally do not enjoy the holiday at all#unless youre the person who gets upset at people who dont enjoy the holiday as much as you + try and guilt trip them into being more excite#i hate hose people. hopefully these people make up a very small number of people#autism#autistic#adhd#audhd#neurodivergent#transgender#transmasc#transmasculine#transgender man#trans man#ftm#broom closet witch
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oh they were so fucking
#i mean personally im of the opinion that wilson very softly kissed him#no tongue just for comfort bc he loves him#and house is normally so against doing anything with wilson in public#because wilson is so closeted and house is too (more out of convenience than shame)#and the fact that wilson is willing to risk being so soft and open and romantic with him in a placw where people could see#genuinely undoes house a little#and THEN they fuck nasty later that night on houses couch#house md#hate crimes md#hilson#greg house#james wilson
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This action WILL ruin him for the rest of his life
+ bonus
they make me SICK and ILL and i HATE THEM
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#art#digital art#stanford pines#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddauthor#ford²#this can go two ways#1. fiddleford's love is onesided and hes being rejected#2. they both care and love eachother mutually and if circumstances were different they could be together—#—but since its the fucking 70s and theyre both men and homosexuality is still highly stigmatized + internalized homophobia; they cant#i like 2 bc it hurts more#fiddauthor angst#gravity falls angst#something about it being the 70's and them being two closeted queer men with internalized homophobia#something about how their reputation and position at the school would probably be at stake if they ever decided to be together#something about how ford wouldve also gotten kicked out like stanley did if he got outed/outed himself#i love and hate them sm#stanford pines fanart#fiddleford mcgucket fanart
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ive come to realise that i dont actually hate kubokai, i just hate the way people write them
#sorry i read like two cute in character kubokai fics and im enjoying it now#theyre cute and im a closeted shun kinnie so. obviously i will ship him with my crush from the show.#i just really really REALLY hate the super cliche seme uke dynamic people usually give them#those people have NEVER watched the show.. my boy shun is NOT like that#its sooo stereotypical and they obviously give shun the role of 'the girl' in the relationship which is. um. ew#'shun is so fragile and innocent and uwu and he needs big strong aren around at all times to coddle him'#'and aren has a soft spot for shun and shun only and only shun can stop him from being totally murderous and dumb'#do yall know that one scene from the kissing booth#where elle is like 'NOAH! LOOK AT ME! THIS ISNT YOU! LOOK AT ME' when hes about to beat the shit outta his brother#thats how kubokai gets written usually#'aren pwease nevew fight again🥺pwease? fow me?'#me reading anything kaido says in most fics: HE WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT#sorry#people can write whatever they want its just. so ooc.#canon them is soooo bromance core#im sorry idk why im posting negative shit again when i like JUST said i wasnt going to do this anymore LMAO#not a callout post about anyone on here obvi- actually reading more recent fics from people on here is whats gotten me more into them#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#kuboyasu aren#kaido shun#kubokai#meows post
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Fucking insane to me that I’m hiding my sexuality from my family except this time they think I’m a lesbian and I’m actually straight. What the fuck man. This is such a wild situation to end up in
#transhet#my mom made a comment about me being a lesbian and it’s like. oh. right. i haven’t told her#i’m a fucking closeted heterosexual i hate it here
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kennderland is a fun crackship bc you know they’d be so messed up like what little art I’ve seen of them is mostly cute and fluffy but their flavours of survival horror protagonist would compliment each other in a not so healthy way if you think about it and I never see this explored in their art esp not art of Leon on his own
#actual sugar post#something something like#kennedy and sunderland have both killed#but kennedy has killed on a mass impersonal scale for the “greater good”#sunderland has killed one person but in a very personal insidious way#or two bc. Eddie#Leon had such a strong sense of justice that he would instinctually hate james for what he did#but then he’d be forced to reckon with his own shit even more#I also think that Leon would break under silent hill and abandon his morals to have just one person that wouldn’t die on him#not to mention all the messed up closeted shit that james has going on#like I think james would be very afraid of himself being into another man and would try to rationalize it somehow#maybe Leon would turn into another maria for him in his mind#but obv like. a real person#i think these two would ruin each other#kennderland#silent hill#resident evil#leon s kennedy#james sunderland
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