#i genuinely. miss him. so bad.
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too lazy to download the screenshots since no one gives a shit anyway but when you sit at varl's grave and the prompt to get up only says 'farewell'......now tell me why do i cry every time i see it...
#i genuinely. miss him. so bad.#i wouldve liked to make the zeniths suffer more so badly. i wouldve wanted to keep erik alive so he KNOWS what hes dying for#ahhh.....he was just my best friend. aloy has never had better interactions with anyone#the only other character that gets close to it (for me) is kotallo#though its all platonic for me (i have nawt played burning shores either)#in my perfect fantasy varl is alive....i know death can sometimes be meaningless but god. i miss him.#omg if theres a next game. i wonder if zo would already have had her child. i think theyd HAVE to do that right.? lol#i reaaaally hope we can go back to the nora sacred lands in the next game though. i...want to tell sona.#that the only other child she has left. also died. and now she has no one. i...mm. ok. im making myself cry now#mana talks#horizon forbidden west spoilers#hfw spoilers
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What if I'm the Monster?
(Based on Monster from Epic the Musical, it's incredible, give it a listen)
So! For the past few years, Danny has done nothing but defend Amity Park from Agressive Ghosts, Lunatic Ghost Hunters, and the GIW, all on his own. But no matter what he does, he is always seen as a Monster by the people of the town, just for being a Ghost.
Over the years he has lost a lot.
His Best Friend. His Mentor. His Mom.
Tucker was caught by the GIW and arrested for helping Phantom, and was never heard from again. His Parents still visit the Mayor's office for any word of him, but no one has any idea what happened.
Danny and Clockwork had a falling out after Danny refused to go down his intended path. He wanted to live his own life, one not predetermined by a Time God. Clockwork had told him that he would regret the decision, and left.
And his Mom had died after discovering his secret. She had surprisingly accepted him, but then the GIW had tried to capture him and she decided to defend him, and she got caught in the crossfire.
Every time Danny tried defending the people of Amity Park, he was vilified and hated even more. He would never be a Hero in their eyes, he was no Justice League. He had lost so much just defending them, but he couldn't bring himself to resent them, they didn't know what they were doing, it was how they were supposed to think. He still needed to defend them.
But he could no longer do so acting as the Hero.
Being a Hero stopped him from raiding the base that he assumed Tucker was being held in. Being a Hero led him to disagreeing with Clockworks advice. Being a Hero led to his Mom's death.
So he would be The Monster, instead.
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dc x dp#Dcxdp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Epic the Musical#Monster#This is based on the song “Monster” from Epic the Musical#Danny decides that he has had enough being the Hero#The town hates him but he doesn't resent them for it#He still wants to save them and decides that if being a Hero isn't working he just needs to become the Monster instead#Dead Maddie Fenton#Missing Tucker Foley#Idk if he should be dead or not#Danny refused to follow Clockworks advice and let somebody die instead of saving them#He saved the person and accidentally set himself on a bad Timeline#Clockwork is Mad#Big Mad#Go and listen to Epic the Musical#It's genuinely incredible and so are the Animations done by the Talented YouTube Animators like Gigi#Not much DC in this one again but I thought the concept was cool
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Very messy scribble of a comic because they were on my mind (I doubt I’ll ever clean it up so I’m just posting it now so it doesn’t rot in my procreate files LOL)
#genzen#zengen#demon slayer#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#kimetsu no yaiba#genya x zenitsu#tanjirou kamado#tanjiro kamado#I’ve been feeling a very special type of sad lately so I wanted to kinda project that a little bit on my silly guys#I don’t often think about them in universe it’s always usually just modern au#I like to think that they were on good terms during hashira training#genya apologized for hitting him after they met up again from sanemis training#they spoke a little bit to each other at that point but after that it was mostly just#existing together during group hang outs#the whole group was preexisting already#genya just kinda would stand back and silently watch them have fun and banter#he never really felt like he belonged together with all of them#zenitsu also struggles with feeling like he doesn’t deserve to be apart of the group as well and will sometimes sit back with genya#they laugh together at inosuke and sit in a silence of mutual understanding#he doesn’t really show it but zenitsu is genuinely very torn up about hearing genya death#he missed his chance to be friends with the one guy he had the most in common with#he never got to see the soft side tanjirou would tell him about#if only they could’ve met before everything turned bad#if only they could’ve met in a world without demons#maybe they wouldn’t have turned out so bad if they had each other#maybe he would still be here if he had someone#zenitsu will forever beat himself up that someone as bad as him died when he himself lived#he didn’t deserve his second chance at life just as much as genya didn’t
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good coping mechanisms [not pictured]
nightwing 116 & red robin 12
#is it self-sacrifice or self-destruction? why not both#dick grayson#tim drake#i think tim's red robin fight is probably better known bc dick fans tend to focus on the angst at the beginning of the renegade arc#instead of the angst at the end of the renegade arc#HOWEVER at the end of the renegade arc blüdhaven is exploding#and dick - who's been extremely down on himself and convinced that maybe he's kind of a bad guy -#gets a brief new lease on life by being highly-motivated to charge into the exploding city with a borderline suicidal plan#which very predictably ends in him charging into an explosion and passing out and getting rescued by batman#(bruce is then a jerk about it but never mind that for the sake of the parallel)#and so dick spends his whole charge-into-the-city-on-fire soliloquy thinking about how he's gonna do things RIGHT now#and he's BETTER now - no more shades of gray!! only black and white!!!#and on the one hand this is clearly genuinely felt and it's a huge relief for him to be able to see himself as a hero again#but it's hard to miss that. like. the actual plan that he has.#involves putting himself in extreme danger with no backup and probably dying#and there's a strong implication that maybe to dick that part is a feature and not a bug#hoc scripsi
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.
#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN#Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags
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There is the idea of all press is good press, and then there's the reality of it, and Williams Racing is the prime example.
The Idea:
Alex and Logan Podcast
Alex and Logan Talk about their races
Alex and Logan Spin the wheel
Alex and Logan Track Walk
Alex and Logan food tasting in USA
We signed Logan to another season because we believe in him
The Reality:
James Vowles constantly saying the car isn't where it needs to be
Points previously were just out of reach
We have faith in our drivers, but don't look now, he's driving with a part from last year
Oh and he actually isn't the one who crashed a car but the one he's driving is heavier.
Logan's job is obviously on the line, we're talking to 4 or 5 people.
The fact is, when you open the door, the good and the bad both come, it's not a filter. James Vowles wanted to make his team more accessible, and frankly, that makes them more scrutinized. For all that we talk about Lewis and George dying, unless Toto is forced before a mic, he's not opening his mouth. I don't even know what Mike Krack looks like (also sidebar, he's not German people), but yet I can tell you exactly what James Vowles said on Friday because he posted it for the whole world to see.
There needs to be some boundaries, because the idea that points were tarnished by the fact that you have now twice admitted that key parts are not available for several races at a time is a problem. How does that happen when you finished higher last year than the year before?
I'm all for transparency. I'm not for no filter, no explanations just statements.
#f1#logan sargeant#williams racing#james vowles#alex albon#Canadian gp 2024#canada gp 2024#Canadian grand prix 2024#mike krack#toto wolff#lewis hamilton#george russell#It's the way that you would have to force Toto to ever admit that they're missing parts more than once.#Lewis might; but he's not the team principal so it does not look bad on him and the team members people do not see.#Like genuinely I have questions#Haas please take Logan#please
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my favorite things abt fhr are the little details, like this change between Herald's regular description vs. when you're playing as an art thief
#fhr posting#fhr#fallen hero retribution#i wonder if theres any other little changes like this that i've missed... feel free to reblog with your favorites if you have any#fhr herald#daniel sullivan#feels wrong to full name him... he's the only romance arc i haven't done yet and my brain is like. We aren't on 'full name' terms with him#i Want to romance him because *i* really like him as a character but none of my sidesteps would be into him#and i feel too bad about like lying to him and stuff bc he seems so genuine#like what if *i* as a normal guy could just go get coffee and go to art shows with him hmmm? whats with all the drama /j#anyways. what are tags if not for rambling.
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take my hand. let’s unlearn cringe and shame together. misfits 2009 tumblr theme in the year 2024. do you want to hear about my blorbo who’s one guy but also two guys and my rarepair for him also. Do you want to talk about how I think he would get on with Nathan. Do you want to rewatch S5 because it is underrated campy fun and I think it’s genuinely funny. Misfits 2009 in the year 2024 does anyone else hear me
#misfits#misfits 2009#misfits tv#rudy wade#nathan young#shitpost#not really but I tag most original posts that#the show has aged like milk and the only time I’ve spoken about it in years is to be like#‘god I can’t believe I liked that it was so stupid and bad’#and then I have one funny turn and my brains like ‘cool were doing this again’#so yeah#I’m doing this again#my autism said you will unlearn your misfits shame by force if I have to#I have actually genuinely missed this show so much I am unlearning my shame I don’t care anymore#my problem is the same though#I am the worlds only rudy fan no content of him has ever existed#crying weeping even#can anyone hear me#please talk to me about Rudy Wade I beg
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Finished the Penacony story and my heart fr stopped at THIS MOMENT
THAT??? That’s love.
And then she LITERALLY died for us.
#stellefly#honkai star rail#hsr#penacony spoilers#penacony#ofc she didn't JUST die for us#also she didn't... actually die...#but the romance of her being the one to save us from the dream is MUAH MUAH#stelle's like “my knight in shining armor 🥰”#firefly she's so amazing she deserves her own post and I'm giving it to her btw#SHE IS SUCH A COMPELLING CHARACTER OUTSIDE OF HER RELATIONSHIP WITH THE TRAILBLAZER AND I'M TIRED OF PPL PRETENDING SHE ISN'T#I knew about the princess carry but them flying through the air with fireworks I didn't know that was real OMOAAMFLMSD#THEY'RE SOULMATES#stelfly#steltaru#fireblazer#sparkle ships them so hard. also acheron.#PENACONY FINALE WAS SO FIRE????????#I LOVE Acheron taking on the role of Charon like OMG her story is so sad and she's genuinely so sweet I WILL DIEEEEEE#AND THE OAK SIBLINGS????? I'M DISTRAUGHT#I MISS MISHA SO BAD. HIM LEAVING CLOCKIE WAAAAAAAA. I'M SO MISERABLE HE CAN'T VISIT THE EXPRESS ANYMORE I AM DAMAGED#my son he don't even exist!!#chriterary classics
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thinking about todd and his resolve toward… not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with what’s being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesn’t necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story ‘from camp in sixth grade’, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesn’t voice it until they all have). he’s not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, he’s just lonely, and he’s generally okay with that. he doesn’t have friends and that’s fine, he doesn’t participate in class and that’s fine, he doesn’t have a relationship with his family and that’s fine—he could live without any real connection and he’d have been, more or less, fine.
the thing about when he says “i can take care of myself just fine!” is that he isn’t really wrong, you can infer that he’s been doing it his entire life anyway, it’s that ‘taking care of yourself’ isn’t the same thing as really living or being happy. todd’s an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but he’s also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isn’t friendless because he’s an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, he’s friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neil’s unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but aren’t really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)
there’s obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie he’s all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. he’s already accepted being the family disappointment, and he’s already accepted he’ll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesn’t like it, but he’d have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but he’d have managed. he’d done it for that long already, anyhow.
#and like obviously it’s BAD in the long run and his isolation IS only making his life worse but… genuinely he’d have been alright#all things considered#it’s super interesting to me how it’s neil who starts the domino effect of todd’s life becoming Less Shit#both by beliving in him and putting faith in him that he’s never seen before and refusing to let him hide away#but it isn’t a savior moment on neil’s part#and i find it so odd when people frame it as one#todd is like… actively irritated at him in that scene 😭#neil is right that todd needs to get out of his shell and put himself out there and Believe in himself#but todd can’t accept it yet because he can’t see what neil sees in him yet and doesn’t believe it exists at all#and it frustrates him because unlike everyone else neil REFUSES to give up on him#and as far as todds concerned it’ll be for nothing#as far as todd’s concerned neil isn’t a savior or a hero in that scene he’s an annoyance#a necessary one in the grand scheme of things but an annoyance all the same#i think people forget that just because todd DOES want to break out of his shell (‘don’t you think you could be?’ / ‘no! i… i don’t know!’ +#‘come on you heard keating don’t you want to *do* something about it?’ / ‘*yes* but…’) doesn’t mean he knows how or believes he actually CAN#todds autonomy can be taken away from him a lot (ironic) and he can be twisted into someone with no opinions or thoughts or whims +#outside of neil but that isn’t really the case#and a part of that blame lands on the movie because todd doesn’t get explored a lot but there’s still evidence of him being his own person#he’s not a yesman and he tells neil when his ideas are stupid (keeping the audition from his father) or he just doesn’t personally agree +#(the entire ‘no’ scene) and he functions perfectly well when neil isn’t around and while they aren’t focuses +#there are short scenes where todds alone or scenes that start eith them apart that make it clear they aren’t attatched to each other +#in the way people can often write them to be (that is in the trenches if the other is missing)#this post and all these tags are my long winded way of saying FUCK the codependent anderperry thing some people subscribe to it makes me#mad#neil’s goal is to help todd grow into himself and become his own person and find his identity more than anything#and todd doesn’t need neil to hold his hand to do literally anything and everything he’s a normal guy with anxiety#come on guys#dps#dead poets society#todd anderson
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Twisted Wonderland Novel 2: I had grown tired of thinking… I knew I was just running away from what had pained me, but nonetheless, my heart felt lighter. With enough distance between you and the subject, you’ll lose all desire for it. The warmth of the sun, the smell of new leaves, the damp wind of the rainy season— it’s nothing but a blur when seen from so far away.
#please excuse the translation of the passage i had to do it#Leona Kingscholar#Web weaving#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#!#the quote is from Leona's overblot monologue btw#okay so im always thinking about how Leona describes leaving home and its genuinely a gut punch to me that he's so honest with himself abou#missing it but genuinely feeling like this is for the best. He runs away from what ails him but cant bring himself to truly hate it.#Hes such a romantic person (dramatic? maybe...) in the sense that he's so honor bound and feels like there is this legacy of love to keep#alive that he somehow is missing out on. Like... the things he describes liking are all lovely and small things that are easy to take for#granted. And on top of that he feels so burned and scorned because he's missing out on this love he believes his brother is receiving over#him. to his core he's somebody that loves love#likewise he feels slighted that his brother loves him so much (good) but doesnt stop his suffering (bad) so in turn he makes him hate him#(double bad- leona is sensitive and hates hate)#🦁
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GOD I would HATE to be stuck at a family dinner with them 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I would NOT fucking survive, the vibes alone would do 1000 points poison damage to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Also JUST. JUST.
THE VIBES. ARE RANCID. SHARENA DARLING YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS (ALFPNSE TOO BUT DEAR LORD. Sharena LITERALLY was just told to Don't Speak Unless Spoken To RANCID. RANCID FUCKING FAMILY)
#I SAID I WOULDN'T DOCUMEBT THE WHOLE THING. BUT COME ON#gustav hits alfonse with the 'and' 😐🤨 and if i were him i would be internally exploding instantly.#HENRIETTE HITS ALFONSE W THE 'he missed you soooooo much 😊😊😊😊😊😇😇😇' and BY GOD. IF I WERE ALFONSE#i would SHATTER. LIKE GLASS. INSTANTLY. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#my BITCHASS FUCKING BAD WHO'S BEEN SILENT TREATMENTINF ME FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG#BC I HAD THE AUDACITY TO MAKE A CHOICE?????????? BC I DARED HAVE AUTONOMY????????? FREE WILL???????#ohhhh my god and sharena. SHARENA. DARLING. BELOVED. DEAR. how have you not SNAPPED#girl if i were you this would be my villain origin story.#i mean. if. moe is anything to go by.#gooooddddddddddddd.#HELP THE TYPO IN MY TAGS.... OF 'BAD' INSTEAD OF 'DAD'....... freudian slip. but am i wrong#GOOODDDDD BUT. HAVING. EYES. THAT KNOW. EVERYTHING. THAT HAS HAPPENED SINCE#INSANE!!!!!! INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc i DO ACTUALLY BELIEVE HENRIETTE NOW??? WHEN SHE SAYS THAT ABOUT GUSTAV?!?????#SHE'S. the ONLY person in the goddamn fucking WORLD. who would know this. who would be able to read this. what the FUCK#but like THAT STILL DOESN'T MAKE HIM ANY BETTER...... gooooddddddd I HATE IT. HATE IT#when the love IS there it's just fucking stupid bc nobody here is normal. about anything. making an endlessly complicated situation#type of shit that has made it so i never believe that anyone genuinely likes me. type of shit that makes me never believe an 'i love you'#UNLESS. if it's from my sisters i trust them w my entire heart. but holy shit it actually took them directly stating it#AS. AN ADULT. AT THIS TIME. for me to actually believe it. and fully actually accept it.#HELP AND ALSO... EVERY TIME GUSTAV CALLS ALFPNSE 'Son.' IT'S.. SO FUNNY TO ME IDK WHY#i just read it in that one voice/cadence. of that katamari post. my gay ass son who i hate. HELP#i need to find that again hold on#but first#fe alfonse#sharena#fe henriette#fe gustav#book 3 replaying#feh
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guys im going to share you three characters i absolutely adore and you have to pretend to be surprised ok you have to act like this is ABSURD
#KOMINATO RYOUSUKE THE MAN THAT YOU ARE#GENUINELY#I REMEMBER HE EXISTS AND I START SOBBING I WISH I WAS JOKING#HES SO INSANELY ATTRACTIVE#like i dont know how else to describe him like no other word is as fitting as truly just attractive#oh i miss him so insanely bad#you will see ryousuke fics from me that spot in my masterlist is not for decoration believe it or not#i miss him SO BAD#my roots are kominato ryousuke (it is not my actual roots are chigiri hyoma) (if not chigiri then sanemi) (if not sanemi then kageyama) (if#but my goodness kominato ryousuke. the man that you are.#CHAT I SUCCESSFULLY FOUND MY OLD OLD OLD RYOUSUKE WIP I JOTTED DOWN IN MY NOTES IN MH OLD PHONE AT LJKR 3AM WE ARE SO BACK
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I have been enjoying this puppy so much, she's everything I could've hoped for and I'm having such a fun time hanging out with her 💜
#about aurora#dogblr#its no secret that i got the puppy blues real bad with mav#it took a long time for me to genuinely enjoy him#like parts of his puppyhood were really fun - i loved seeing him learn and run and adventure#but i didnt really enjoy having a puppy very much#and pike wasnt my puppy and had some qualities that - while not difficult or unusual -#made it difficult for me to really like her#idk if its that i miss mav with my whole heart#or that this puppy just fell from the sky at me in a way that felt meaningful#or that i was just really ready for another puppy#but i have been having so much fun with her#(despite her evils - there are many)#i really really love her#im excited to see how she grows up because there is a cool ass dog in this here puppy#i hope i can do her justice
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never gonna forget how people bullied behindthememe into leaving youtube all because he "explained memes to people", yet they don't bat an eye at a site like Know Your Meme even though they do the same exact thing.
#even extra ironic considering i think behindthememe was accused of stealing from know your meme at some point#behind the meme#was the whole faking suicide thing shitty? yes#but even so there's no excuse to doxx a guy all because he made shitty content#and honestly outside of the faking suicide stuff the guy didnt have any bad intentions at all yet people still sent hate to him#all for the sake of “protecting” their memes from being “killed”#dude. you can't “kill” a meme.#explaining a meme does not “kill” it#thats not how any of this works#also... lets be honest#most of the memes he reviewed wearn't even that funny to begin with anyway#and its so funny to see those same people going all “welcome back! we missed you!” when he returned#like dude... you are the reason he left in the first place#the dude never even got an apology#like genuinely go fuck yourselves#youtuber drama#know your meme
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