#zenitsu will forever beat himself up that someone as bad as him died when he himself lived
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zehl0w · 3 months ago
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Very messy scribble of a comic because they were on my mind (I doubt I’ll ever clean it up so I’m just posting it now so it doesn’t rot in my procreate files LOL)
#genzen#zengen#demon slayer#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#kimetsu no yaiba#genya x zenitsu#tanjirou kamado#tanjiro kamado#I’ve been feeling a very special type of sad lately so I wanted to kinda project that a little bit on my silly guys#I don’t often think about them in universe it’s always usually just modern au#I like to think that they were on good terms during hashira training#genya apologized for hitting him after they met up again from sanemis training#they spoke a little bit to each other at that point but after that it was mostly just#existing together during group hang outs#the whole group was preexisting already#genya just kinda would stand back and silently watch them have fun and banter#he never really felt like he belonged together with all of them#zenitsu also struggles with feeling like he doesn’t deserve to be apart of the group as well and will sometimes sit back with genya#they laugh together at inosuke and sit in a silence of mutual understanding#he doesn’t really show it but zenitsu is genuinely very torn up about hearing genya death#he missed his chance to be friends with the one guy he had the most in common with#he never got to see the soft side tanjirou would tell him about#if only they could’ve met before everything turned bad#if only they could’ve met in a world without demons#maybe they wouldn’t have turned out so bad if they had each other#maybe he would still be here if he had someone#zenitsu will forever beat himself up that someone as bad as him died when he himself lived#he didn’t deserve his second chance at life just as much as genya didn’t
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biznichwrites · 5 years ago
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Single father giyuu 👏 giyuu daddyooo 👏 drown👏me👏in👏fluff
Anon asked for a daughter in a separate message 😎
I figure the only way Giyuu would become a single father is if his wifey comes to pass. By the time he decides to start a family there isn’t anything he wouldn’t do for his wife and their love would be strong. So unfortunately wifey has died. Let’s just say his wife died a bit after childbirth for maximum pain.
He adores his daughter so much, especially as soon as she’s born, and he spends days looking at her with that smile of his reserved for those he loves. Even as a newborn he’d tell her that she’s beautiful and perfect then hold her close as she snooze away.
Changing diapers isn’t his fav, but he gets over it fast. He loves his daughter more than he dislikes the chore.
He LOVES feeding her. Watching her state up at him with her clear eyes as she sucks on the bottle fills his heart with joy.
When she starts to talk he immediately starts trying to get her to say “dada” or “papa” and everything she babbles he responds to as if she were talking normally. When she finally says daddy he MELTS in joy. His baby girl! She’s growing up too fast!
Teaching his baby girl to walk is his favorite in her first year. He helps stretch and work her little chubby legs strong enough. He holds her body up and gets her to stand for a second or two by herself then covers her in kisses. When she walks to him the first time and calls out “daddy” as she reaches him he can’t help but cry in joy.
When she is good at walking and can talk better it becomes time to meet the pillars. Sure they visited when she was small, but now she can talk back to them!
Misturi GUSHES about how cute his daughter is and is IN LOVE. Shinobu is like “well shit, someone likes you now” and will give him a hard time but is very proud.
You better believe Shinobu is the sassy aunt to Giyuu’s daughter. Someone has to teach the girl how to annoy her father. Seems to not work very well though because she’s always like “But I love daddy!” and sassy butterfly queen can’t break that
When baby girl starts school Giyuu is there at every chance to drop her off and pick her up. If he’s on a mission another pillar or a member of Tanjirou’s crew is there to do it. She doesn’t have to worry about a lack of love at the very least
Giyuu is a smart guy but helping his daughter at school makes him question that when she gets far enough along. He will never deny his daughter an education though, he doesn’t want to put her in a bad position.
It breaks his heart when she gets to an age that she can’t sit in his lap all the time and cuddle her, but he’s still loving in other ways. When she’s still young but a bit tall he will cover her face in kisses until she’s giggling and wiggling to get away. When she’s a teen a kiss on her forehead is the new trend for the rest of her life.
Her boy/girlfriends? One, they better not fuck with her, and two, they better fear Giyuu. He can square up with just a look. Just because he’s nearing 40 doesn’t mean he’s scared to beat a teenager’s ass for fucking with his daughter. Well, he wouldn’t hurt a girl, but he’s sure Nezuko or Mitsuri will step up for the occasion.
Much to his daughter’s disappointment there will be no family dog. Cats are good though!
He will teach his daughter how to fight when she’s old enough so she isn’t helpless when the time comes he doesn’t need to accompany her everywhere. If she expresses interest he will teach her water breathing but requests she not put her life on the line.
If she becomes a demon slayer he is scared for her and old man Giyuu will ghost her on missions. He isn’t sorry, if it makes her mad he can live with it as long as she’s safe.
There will be times that Giyuu can’t connect with his daughter. Specifically about friends and when she’s anxious about things that he believes has a simple solution. He might come off as an asshole dad when he’s like “well obviously do this”. He means well but he is very dry when directing people to act a certain way.
The weight of his daughter depending exclusively on him does make him freak out when she is born, on top of his wife’s death, and if he didn’t have Tanjirou there to help him connect with other it would have been worse. Luckily the pillars and Tanjirou’s squad stepped up to helping his with his daughter. He swears it was his wife’s last will projecting on the others to save himself and his daughter from his own anxieties.
He’s going to kick Zenitsu’s ass for general purposes. He has a daughter. Enough said.
Taisho era hangover child holder. His baby girl is strapped to his chest and he doesn’t care if it looks dorky or not. She is his pride and joy, dammit.
Dork dad? Dork dad. He has no sense of “what is cool” in his prime and definitely doesn’t as she gets older.
Saved his wife’s kimonos and haoris for his daughter. Part of his wife’s clothing is put into his haori not long after she passes. It’s a weird ass fashion memorial when you think about it.
When he gets older he lets his daughter have his haori, saying that everyone else he’s ever loved will be there to watch over her with it. In spirit there’s uncle Sabito and his own sister watching over his daughter
He will treasure his baby girl forever and ever. No matter how old she gets he will pick her up for hugs until his body won’t let him anymore.
Forehead kisses? Forehead kisses. Always and forever, no matter how embarrassed she gets.
He probably won’t remarry or consider a relationship after his wife’s passing. His only focus is on his daughter and feels like pursuing romance would not be fair to her. Tbh he will die a widower.
It takes a village, or in this case the entire demon corps, to raise a child. I’m fact the first baby to be born into it! Yay for less families killed, hopefully
When his daughter is old enough to realize she doesn’t have a mother is breaks his heart. He tries to give her all the love he can but there’s only so much one person can give, especially since he closed himself off for so long.
Regardless he loves his baby girl and will cut a bitch for her.
Best line from Giyuu in regards to his daughter, fucking minutes after his wife dies and he’s having a full blow mental breakdown:
“I know I’ve had my daughter for 45 minutes but I’ll kill everyone in this room and then myself if anything happens to her”
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