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#i cant even be happy for my friends#while theyre thriving#having babies#mine are dead or dying#i try so hard to stay positive#to not give in to the depression#i fight to stay alive#and i feel like i am tested every moment#what the fuck is the point
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survival is an act of rebellion. jim loves you SO MUCH. i hope this finds all of us who need it today. please stay alive so we can make it out together. sending so much love and strength
#star trek#star trek fanart#jim kirk#star trek tos#election 2024#mcspirk affirmations#please please please stay alive. survival is an act of rebellion. You are so loved and you are not alone ever#if anyone feels a doodle would be of any help to keeping your mind off things dm me or leave an ask and I'll try my best#you are so incredibly loved and things will get better if we stay alive and keep fighting tooth and nail#they want us gone and i will spite them with every cell in my body#queer
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how i traverse the modern world
#art#artist#illustration#artists on tumblr#gore /#blood /#eye strain /#we'll be okay#it's not hopeless#keep living#keep making art#keep striving and fighting for that better life#we cant go anywhere if we give up#we'll be ok but you need to stay alive#i know it's tiring#but keep getting up#every day you're alive is a gigantic fuck you to those who want you dead.#so stay alive.
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Rage Form
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#sora#rage form#arendelle#formchange#my gif#rage form is so intriguing#sora still behaves in a wild animalistic fashion similar to his anti form but it's different#anti form felt as if he relinquished all self control and acted strictly on instinct just like a heartless#he used to run around hunched over on all fours and fight tooth and claw with reckless abandon#but here you can at least see SOME semblance of who he is. he's able to wield his keyblade while in this form which is pretty major#he still fights in an absolutely chaotic and primal manner but it feels evolved#the big difference is you call upon rage form at will. he channels his rage and darkness in a desperate last resort to stay alive#which is very significant but he still loses some control like the ability to use of magic; items; shotlocks; etc#it's cool to see darkness used in this way but i really want sora to able to explore themes of darkness within himself in future games#i want these to be more than cool forms with fun gameplay. i want them to have implications that something dark is brewing and needs to be-#brought to the surface and tackled head on because we've never seen anyone capable of cloaking themselves in darkness in such a way#take riku's dark form for example. he's in control and he's very much still himself. it's entirely different#on another note i'm now thinking about how hp is fully restored when activating rage form but you have the choice to give it up again-#when using risk charge. it'll increase attack damage but you're still walking a dangerous line in the pursuit of power
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things that Remus Lupin didn't do:
Care about music
Smoke
Drink heavily
Call Sirius stupid or talk down to him
Physically fight anyone in his human form
Threaten anyone in his human form
Hold a grudge
Befriend a Death Eater
#hot takes with ace#this is just my opinion yall i ain't saying that you can't think differently#but some of these i am very passionate about#like the fighting and the threatening#Remus' entire character is that he didn't want to be like other werewolves#he didn't want to be a violent monster like he is stereotyped to be#SO WHY WOULD HE GO ROUNG FIGHTING AND THREATENING PEOPLE#THATS THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF WHAT HE WANTS TO DO#and by fighting i mean like as a teen not during the war where he had to fight to stay alive#the marauders#harry potter#the marauders era#marauders#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black
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filler petrigrof doodle cause im busy
#my art#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#sorry for barely any activity i am Fighting to stay alive rn while my body is trying to render me immobile#ill make some more art soon but this might be the like. second or third to last petrigrof for a while before procreate dreams#after i finish some of the things im currently working on & am not half dead ill make some more at art#and maybe some nge art too
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The Associated Press has called the race, Pennsylvania and Georgia have been called for Trump.
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T'Pring and Stonn from the @startrekswimsuitspecial
#T'Pring#Stonn#T'Pring/Stonn#star trek#tos#st tos#star trek tos#'Ready to go home?'#bea art tag#As the world drags me kicking and screaming into the Depression Month I look into my locket (where I've put Summer for safekeeping)#Anyway. I love T'Pring so much - thinking about her again bc I saw a post that said it would have been more logical for T'Pring#to just have sex with Spock. I disagree!!! Since her goal was not to have sex with or marry Spock. In fact she was fighting#for any way NOT to do that! So it would have been quite illogical indeed!#You the audience who loves Spock might think 'why didn't T'Pring just be pragmatic and have sex with this essential stranger every#seven years for the rest of their lives? It's a win win bc Spock stays alive without having to fight Kirk and T'Pring gets all the money an#power she desires' but you the audience have forgotten the fact that T'Pring's desire is not money or power and is instead a divorce#Rather telling that the 'logical' thing for a woman to do in you the audience's opinion is ''just'' have sex with a man for HIS sake#instead of rejecting him for her own#If you believe T'Pring's actions to be illogical/incomprehensible#perhaps consider whether you are actually thinking about T'Pring and not Spock
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Rodydeku ask because my beloved
How do you think Rody reacted during the first and second war in Japan? The boy must have been so scared for his boyfriend best friend :(
Rodydeku truthers unite!!!🗣️🗣️
Okay okay, I actually had a headcanon post and wrote about how Rody reacted to the first war. I'm summary, I don't he learned about what happened until after all the villains escaped from tarturus, in which he finally heard on the news. To put if briefly he was definitely worried, and stressed tf out because he couldn't get in touch with Deku. I'd like to think he did manage to get in contact with Deku after he came back to UA, and that they had a talk and such. Deku reassured him that he would visit him once this was all over, and that he would save everyone.
Seconds war comes along, and I think, although Rody's still worried about Deku, he now has faith in Deku and believes he'll win.
Hence this panel of Rody telling him to do his best (in the English translation). Notice how both Pino and him look determined and faithful that Deku is gonna win. But I definitely do think he's still worried of course, just a bit more confident this time around.
#i love the image of after the war when deku gets to see rody again rody practically tackles deku into a hug#he was very worried about his unofficial boyfriend😔#i'd like to believe that while he was fighting he thought to himself “i have to stay alive so i can see rody”#not just because he wants to keep his promise but also because he just wants to see him again#in a completely platonic way with no romantic intent at all he tells himself very confidently#rody soul#rody#deku#izuku midoriya#rodydeku#mha#my hero academia#bnha#thanks for the ask!^^
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Eduarda getting Jorel in the order prison and seeing a fuckton of spirits around him. They are all incredibly torn apart and crying and screaming at him because they are so angry at him for doing so much shit in just a day and yelling at him to snap back and just go back to being his old self because they love him, not this fucked up version of him. And when he is asleep Eduarda goes there and the ghosts are still there and she asks them why won't they leave him if they blame him for everything that happened to them. They say they can't, because even though they are angry at him they can't help but stay by his side now when he's lost everything and no one else will be there for him. Even if he can't see or hear them, they need to stay there. He is an asshole, but he is their asshole, and they will stay there until he is back. Even if it takes them decades, even if he stays like that for the rest of his life. They still love that little shit.
#natal macabro#ordem paranormal#jorel lagos#shanyqua#leandro#lila bonelli#nathalia scompa#i've been rotating them on my brain#they are so squishy. They are like a stress ball for me#i love love love love the trope of characters losing themselves and not being able to recognize themselves on the mirror#this was what got me to ordem actually. Crazy Erin exploding herself my beloved#natal macabro is such a big tragedy and it's so sad and the ones to make it out alive are scarred for the rest of their lives#and jorel's character arc is just. AUUUUUGH. He went for his brother and then was the one to kill him before he was lost forever to the mas#in a good world hed never have to go through any of that and just stay with his brother and friends and love them love them love them#but they live in a tragic world and he is now not even himself anymore so he can't even grieve what he lost#jorel is an asshole but i like him fight me
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Please still be here in 4 years.
Please.
#Edit: I don't want this to come off as me giving up or fear mongering#this is not a white flag cry#this is a gritted teeth declaration and call to my friends and acquaintances#it will get dark.#but it will eventually get better#millions and millions are fighting for us. stay strong#end edit#begin original tags:#im so fucking scared#on every level#i know we've made it through awful shit but#my anxiety is flaying me alive and fearing the worst#i have 0 faith in this country anymore#and i'm so scared for all my trans/lgbt friends#im just#please persist#please#please survive as an act of rebellion#i don't want to lose any of you#vent#negative
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What if one of Jason's Red Hood revenge plans go off the rails, in Owl Song?
Off the rails as in, Dick gets caught in something that can kill even a talon - say, a big enough explosion... Jason left convinced Dick is dead and he is responsible for it...
If Jason is absolutely sure Dick is dead/beyond any chance of being revived either with electrum or other supernatural means…. He’d completely shut down, turn himself into authorities, and plead for the death penalty.
#hello darkness my old friend#there might be a short time period where Jason goes completely unhinged and scours the planet for ways to bring Dick back#anything#anything at all#but the moment he’d start to accept the reality of having killed Dick he’d just give up#very horrifying scenario for sure#musings#talon dick grayson#went with the first thing that popped into my head for this one ngl#and frankly considering their codependency in this verse it’s not too far fetched I guess?#any thoughts on this???#jason todd#or because I also like the trope of Jason fighting to stay alive at any cost I propose to you:#Jason vanishing into the criminal underground and making it his life’s mission to take out the Court of Owls#every last member#he’s only allowed to rest when they’re well and truly gone#as atonement or something
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abby, sorry to get extremely real on a friday night but like how do you deal with feelings of environmental existentialism (for lack of a better term) that you may have. It feels like it's hit especially hard this week and I'm sure Tuesday is a factor in that but I do not enjoy the feeling, at 28, of time accelerating into an uncertain but generally unpleasant singularity, actually
i love this question because this is one of the biggest fears of my life because of my debilitating fear of death and yknow my general love for being alive and the people on this planet. the short term direct answer is that i often don't deal at all. i often feel sharp pain and edge into true panic until i distract myself, and looking at my weather app often makes me choke.
but the larger answer is that it's actually our responsibility not to (over)indulge in climate grief. we are not speeding headfirst, heedless and uncontrolled into a singularity. the trends are not good, the damage is making itself known, but things are never hopeless. there are thousands and thousands of human beings who have dedicated their lives to studying, remedying, and speaking out about the damage done to our climate. and there are solutions. there are breakthroughs every single day! succumbing to depressive existentialism is not only not helpful, but does actually ignore a lot of the progress that is being made! things are dire and have been dire but they are NOT hopeless.
i find that these feelings hit hardest when i have been the most isolated, and that they piggyback on feelings of despondency about other things i see going Wrong in the world (and there is a lot!). but everything is connected. finding ways to spend time with others, spend time outdoors, use your voice/money for Action (whether protesting, volunteering, working, even just having conversations with others), all these things ease the emotional burden. recognizing that everything feels #unprecedented because we are more connected to global information than any other time in history while simultaneously becoming increasingly isolated and individualized helps ground the feelings in context in a way i find helpful.
climate grief is inexorable from grief over genocide, capitalism, racism, misogyny.... everything is connected. and just as we have the privilege and responsibility of never giving into the urge to hide away from any of the other things, taking action and feeling connected to community around you makes fighting these things feel possible.
being alive is SUCH a gift and whatever the future holds is never a guarantee, even if the climate was exactly the same as it was when you were born. we are only given so much time, and the best way to experience literally anything other than terror and rage (i have found) is just to move outside my own self a little. to take a deep breath and sink my toes into the earth and try to remember there are so so so many people making both incremental and massive change every day, and that giving up on someone you love before they die is never the right choice. we can always do something, and/or amplify those who are.
and sometimes? it's a simple as calling it quits on the scrolling and just creating something, even just. cooking. or watering a houseplant. or closing your eyes and singing as loud as you can while crying. you know?
(if i remember tomorrow i will link some pieces about dealing with climate grief/hope, because it actually does help that everyone who works in the field is absolutely uniform in saying outlandish extenstial dread is not a useful space to live in)
#at the end of the day none of this alleviates my true fear (dying) (unavoidable) (too late in the night to think about it too much)#but being alive is so beautiful and feeling grief and part and parcel of that#but staying Stuck in that feeling is selfish and unhelpful and honestly looking away from all the hope there still is#because of those working tireless around us#sometimes it just comes down to loving something too much to borrow grief from the future#and wanting to Fight#and when all else fails it is fine to sit with the terror for a little bit and distract yourself when needed#but also literally when it gets too bad i know i just need to call someone i love take a walk and drink water#we keep singing even so is my mantra so#thats it.#you understand reality and you keep going and maybe the song will change#doom is not real!!!!!!!!!!
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side-by-side
#mitsuai#persona 3#p3#mitsuru kirijo#p3 aigis#i have THOUGHTS and FEELINGS about the potential of mitsuai as a dynamic#emotions even#just. listen. they are the only two who can never stop fightjng shadows. who will never have peace and never leave the other world behind#everyone else has a choice. maybe akihiko doesnt feel like he does maybe he feels like he has to get stronger and keep figjting#so that no one he knows will ever get hurt again. but its a DECISION on his part to stay fighting shadows. and everyone else has left their#fighting days behind. but aegis and mitsuru??#aegis is a shadow suppression unit. she was created to fight shadows and even if she has a life and feelings and friends she will never#NOT be a robot made to fight and kill shadows. she can never stop. it is a part of her forever.#and mitsuru theoretically has a choice but. does she really? does she really? the moment she awoke to her persona she was cursed#now as the last kirijou alive she has a burden no one else could possibly bear. no one can take responsibility for her grandfathers sins.#nor for her fathers. nor for every person who worked at kirijou ergonomics no matter their innocence. no one but her.#she cant stop fighting shadows until the kirijou name is clear of guilt. and that will never happen until shadows stop existing#everyone else who survived sees have the option to put their weapons down. whether they choose it is on them but they CAN choose#mitsuru and aegis will never be so lucky#just. G-D! G-D! gnaws my arm off
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happy birthday solitaire! thank u for saving my life babe!
#dont read the tags theyre embarassing#solitaire#tori spring#alice oseman#osemanverse#solitaire alice oseman#michael holden#sprolden#victoria spring#secretly victoria spring#i am tori#solitaire book#also im so sorry if ur seeing this and i havent messaged u back#fighting to stay alive takes up so much time!!!
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ngl every time I see fully grown adult griffons in the joplin art I hate Assan a little bit more. why on earth is he not fully grown yet. It's been eight years.
The Last Flight happens in 9:41 and Veilguard is in 9:53 -> so that's actually 12 years between when they hatched till DATV starts...how the fuck did griffons ever manage to survive as a species if they're babies for that long?
(doesn't seem like its a good sign for repopulating the griffons if it takes a couple of decades for maturity? That's a lot of time for shit to happen to them in the meantime - babies are vulnerable!)
Scratch that, how did they even survive with Isseya? Did she feed them normal unblighted griffon food? Is there a Pet Smart store around the corner where she goes to get food for them as she plans to have them undergo the joining once more? So many questions about how the hell they actually lived with her for so long...
I admit I was pretty skeptical playing the game that the griffons would even be alive - obviously you want a chance to save them, but I think the game hurt itself by spreading out companion quests in bits and pieces, and after certain main missions were done. Like, it's been a year (?) since the beginning of the game? That's a lot of time for a bunch of little bird-cats to be alone with a crazy blighted elf. :(
Most likely answer: baby griffons make cute little sidekicks + smaller model/animations to deal with + there's no logical reason to explain how Isseya would be able to confine a dozen angry teenage cat-birds.
Respectfully, I personally disagree with having the word 'hate' and 'Assan' in the same sentence lmao. I loved my bird-cat son <3 (but, yeah, he should probably be a big boy by this point)
(Assan is not a 'baby' baby - but he's super young for a griffon? Way too young for maturity to be 'just around the corner', you know?)
Me to Assan:
#asks <3#thanks for the ask! <3#patting Assan was the only way I was able to endure so many therapy talks with the companions - my emotional support griffon#i'm a certified cat lady - so i am admittedly very biased towards anything like a cat -> it's why I romanced anders in DA2 lmao#isseya gets her blighted wardens to build a pet smart in blighted weisshaupt#won't lie - I was distracted by 'cute cat-bird' for most of the game until the end#when i realized at the very end - you are very tiny for being alive so long#can't recall if there's ever any in-depth detail about griffon growth/maturity rate?#but there used to be a hell of a lot of them before they were all blighted - so one would assume that grew up relatively quickly#since babies are way more vulnerable?#assan is pretty strong for a little guy -> but only as a little guy who helps out occasionally#even davrin tells assan to stay the fuck away from big fights - which is both 'I love my bird-cat son' and 'YOU ARE SMALL AND THEY ARE BIG'#same vibe as telling a cat to not 'EAT THE TRASH I HAVEN'T SWEPT IT UP YET - IT'S NOT GOOD FOR YOU'#davrin was the one companion I didn't dread to talk to because the man was mature and acted like an adult - reason I romanced him too
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