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Discussing Joshua Graham in the fandom is really weird(outside the apologism bad takes etc etc) because i see a lot of content that kinda assumes mormonism is the same as other forms of christianity. I totally see where this comes from as a lot of people who didnt grow up in or around the church don’t know much about mormonism but holy shit guys. holy shitttt you have no clue how deep this shit goes its fucking batshit. Like i can’t even figure out where to start because its so racist and insane.
#also its not just discussion just like general content i see about him#context: my family is mormon#i am obviously not neither are my parents#(anymore anyways)#my mom escaped the church when she had me and my sister as a teenager#but yeah its#i dont know where to start#mormon tag#fallout new vegas#spork says stuff#joshua graham#fnv
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Let's say, hypothetically, I really wanted to get into visual kei (vkei). Where would one such as me start with both music and clothing?
#visual kei#vkei#alternative#altfashion#alt subculture#alternative subcultures#subculture#japanese subculture#advice#please help#i dont know where to start#im so lost#alt style#alternative style
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anybody willing to help a sad little orphan boy navigate the flight rising skin scene
#flightrising#fr skins and accents#i dont know where to start#like i made drawing now what#fr auraboa#flight rising auraboa
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thinking about the 3 star fam developing a routine with their own unique life with maintenance on Freddy and movie nights and robotics championships and many many birthdays and holidays and they can just live a happy life together and Gregory can grow up and Vanessa is living again when she never thought shed be able to and Freddy made his own life and became his own bear outside of Fazbears mascot genuinely makes me so emotional to think about like its gut wrenchingly happy
#like i want to write about this but#i dont know where to start#theres just so much to it#i could only convey it in oneshots i think#pandas.txt#pandas talks#3 star fam#gregory and vanessa#gregory and freddy#vanessa and freddy#thoughts#superfav
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i started listening to the mechanisms, i love it but am very confused by the lore and where to learn it. help me?
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I wanna learn ice skating I wanna learn how to make stained glass I need to make a doctors appointment I want to read this book and that book too I want to minimize my wardrobe I want to move out I wanna clean my room I wanna learn how to say no I wanna learn how to sew
#but I just cry cause its too much#i dont know where to start#adhd#undiagnosed neurodivergent#undiagnosed adhd#neurodivergent#neurospicy#neurodivergent problems#charlies personal tag
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i want to start rewriting certain aspects of MCD, as I do think it has a lot of problems. I just.. don't know where to start. Honestly, just ask about a certain topic within the show, and ill try and give my opinion on how it could be made better. :3
I also don't really know what to post..
#aphblr#aphmau#aphmau mcd#minecraft diaries#shadow knights#rewrite#pls help#i wanna write#but i cannot#i dont know where to start#pls
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*looks forlornly over to my forever-wip vessels list*
#i just have TOO MANY!!!!#i havent even started i have a graphic thats it#i dont know WHERE to start#plus i dont rlly like the graphic ngl
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i want to do better i just dont know how
#everything is so hard#i dont know where to start#or what to do#i hate this#vent#tw vent#♡ sweetheart.txt
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You know those "if this gets 50k notes I'll xyz"? I don't believe in those. Because I could say something crazy like: if this gets 20k notes, I'll write my next book. And then it'll get zero notes. I do not believe.
#rain posts#writeblr#writer#rain talks#i do need to start my next book#i just dont know where to begin#if this gets notes post
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#today has been. such an insane day I dotn even know where to start#there is so much on my mind about my panrets and my sister and my friends and#im drunk rn btw. which explains everything#but I just dont kno whow to even begin to unpack how im feelin#I dont know where to start#I feel like im a million miles from all my friends because I AM (physically) (emotionally)#and I feel like im a million miles from my parents because I AM (emotionally)#I feel like im a million miles from help#ive been looking into residential programs and my therapist has supported this but I just have no idea how id approach this idea to my pare#parents.#bc I have in the past and like.#idk I just keep replaying this fucking memory of me showing my mom a hospital and saying “this looks like somewhere good for me"#and her saying “for your sister?” <- or smth like that. its been a year#im just. sad. all the time and especially when im drunk#me when the depressant depresses 🤯 aint no wayyyyy#but yeah its crazy how my parents are too tired to start shit to point out the obvious self harm scars ive gained since january.#shocker!!! <- this is a pattern#my parents love ignoring my self harm#im just so tired#im so tired#this is going to be a really hard summer I really need people to check in on me. hopefully#ill do what I can do talk to other people#also the urge to buy a pack of cigs is so fucking strong. I miss weed. I miss anything thats not fucking alcohol. I hate it!!! and yet#ironic my dad gave me his 30 days sober coin as a gift and now im drunk off my ass#also my ex texted me today im normal about that too. fuck that guy fr#anyway. idk. I havent showered yet tonight but I know im gonna regret it when I do. im just so sad and tired and done#its not even relapsing if ive been conisistently self harming for the past 6+++ months lmao I need to stop lying to myself. but I wont#im just tired. I want a hug. I want to stop being the one people rely on. I want to be loved without it feeling conditional#maybe I want too much and this is my punishment
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How does one style literally anything???
#help#style#fashion#i dont know what im doing#please help#im so lost#i dont know where to start#what am i doing
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....been really into Superman lately. At this point I gotta draw the Man of Steel himself
#now the question is#would it be fanart of one version of him#or should it be my own rendition#i dunno#also I'm so lost when it comes to the comics#I dont know where to start#I've read Secret origin#currently reading the 1940s comics#and i read a few where he's with Batman#so I'm like uuuuh#anyways#dont mind me rambling#btw ive watched maws and stas#love both versions for different reasons#been tempted to draw those teo together as friends because thatd be cute as hell#but i gotta get my feet wet first and just draw one superman#wish me luuuck#lol as no one reads this
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my inability to communicate will be the death of all of my relationships and i dont know how to fix it
#all my counselor has ever said was that i just had to tell people things#and like#that is not helpful!!!!!!!!#i dont know where to start#or when i should say something or when im overreacting#how do i tell someone they upset me without being a bitch#ive never done that before#i dont know how#i need step by step instructions to communicate emotions that i dont even know how to feel#i am a teensy bit pathetic
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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No but now that I'm done with all supercuts I feel both drunk with power and scared of it.
#i dont know where to START#lol#i have a whole list of shit waiting to be done#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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