#dont mind me rambling

[guavie]

gameplay concept for my nier visual novel fanfiction thing!! i'm making it in renpy and don't rlly understand what i'm doing on the coding side of things but just getting this concept out of my head & semi functioning is rlly exciting for me hehe

[yournormalidiot]

Oh I loveee communions sm. Like you have a bunch of 8 and or 9 year old getting to eat communion for the first time and watch their reactions.

[omppupiiras]

helppp thoughts are being thunk right now but i only just realized there were still tickets available to the umk rehearsal......... so i could theoretically buy those tickets and go?? that's something i could do? but it's "just" a rehearsal and i probably won't even care about the umk contestants That much

but on the other hand.........i COULD go and see käärijä soooo. i could do something impulsive for once in my life and then i would get a glimpse of the blorbo with my own two eyes before may which is still so far away </3

[strangenewwords]

so i'm getting really in my head about writing smut.

i realize its totally internalized societal pressure. that we're programed in super confusing ways which include that sex sells but also that sex is bad.

i work with a lot of people on being okay talking about sex with their partner(s) - which wow, so many people are not - because its such a simple thing that can make physical intimacy so much easier. Even if that's just setting realistic expectations with people of varying levels of desire/sexual identities/repulsions. You don't like spit? Then y'all gotta talk about it, because maybe hand-holding, hugs, snuggles will fill in for make outs.

so like i know, I KNOW, that there's nothing wrong with me going to town and having a blast writing smutty stuff. it doesn't make me less of a person, or my writing any less enjoyable, especially for myself because honestly that's what matters with fanfic, right? that you're having a good time writing it.

but damn do i get in my head about it, and down on myself about it, and I'm writing this out more to tell my self to get the fuck over it, because if i tell my clients to do it, i gotta do it too.

[agi-ppangx]

wish me luck tomorrow, im starting uni and im beyond anxious🤩 i dont really know how to talk to people and make friends so im kinda afraid i wont fit in there

[xenolinn]

Got this brasol sketch going and I'm crossing my fingers it comes out good 😭 🤞

[hieria]

i remember we had a sport with cars go vroom vroom but it has been absent I wonder where is it…

yea the f1 withdrawal is getting crazy i need my cars go vroom vroom so much rn

[spiderden]

setting your boundaries is when someone insists to kiss you even though you say no 3 times and they still insist and you tell them you are gonna hit them with your head in their mouth and they dont listen and come to kiss you and well you hit them with your head in their mouth cause that's what setting boundaries is

[industrial---complex]

imagine if the guardians could like actually speak and talk to the scugs

would they even speak? or would they just yell at the slug to let them out after all the ancients probably intended for them to never ascend and they would be aware of the cycle... they don't even get to hibernate

just constantly awake waiting...

[allthistrashtalkmakemeitchin]

i keep fucking up the timelines because i find a song that ronnie would canonically listen to and it'll be like from 2011

like it's close enough but also time is a construct and I never really specified what year it isssss

[casey--co]

ITS SO AWESOME BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP???? IM SO LUCKY CAUSE HES SO SWEET AND AMAZING AND ADORABLE AND THE BEST

WE LIKE SIMILAR THINGS TOO??? SHARING CLASSES TOGETHER??? SHARING LUNCH ALSO!!!!

[yournormalidiot]

Loveee that my weekends entertainment is now all taken care of cause i have soc Saturday, Saturday and munster championship, Sundays (which will become the all Ireland later so I'm sorted all summer)

[emahriel]

bg3 currently #1 on steam woooooooooo

[cirrem]

I think more people should watch aliensrock and montagerock on youtube

(theres no relation between them (despite both ending in -rock) i just think you should watch their channels. I've been binging alienrock's peglin series recently (and got can of wormholes bc i saw a few vids of him playing it and wanted to work through the puzzles myself) and all my favorite bands I've found through montagerock(besides starset, who you should totally watch too))

[vancethehuman]

I haven't posted an update post for awhile 'cause I didn't want to clog the tag, but heads up! My jarden / wardenler fic just got updated!! Come check it out if you love men being gay, hurt/comfort, and pining! While Warden has two hands between his blossoming crush on Theodore and figuring out how he feels about Jared (whos absolutely fallen for him) Jared *also* has two hands (while I'm mostly focused on the gay, there's some SUPER cute scenes with him and Charise :)

Beginning > Chapter 1 Current > Chapter 11

[rnisa]

Alllll of this.

Anyone (kids included) are going to access things they shouldn't. I can tell you loads of messed up things about me from when I was 12, (a billion years ago.) I was writing smut on FF. net before I even experienced sex for the first time. I was exposed to a lot of NSFW material, initially unwillingly, until I started to seek it out myself out of curiosity. Why? Well...I had no formal education on the subject. Wasn't equipped with any knowledge to protect myself, and I wasn't getting any answers on the topic in school.

Is that fucked up? Well of course. Could the adults in my life have done better? Yeah, but, I don't blame them. The adults in my life didn't grow up with the internet in the way my generation did, so, I really don't fault them for not knowing. I was also stubborn and good with a computer - if I wanted to access something, I would do it. I found ways, always.

I think I make it explicitly clear that my blog is 18+. However, I'm not stupid enough to think that a fifteen year old takes one look at that and goes, "Oh! She says minors DNI. Welp, golly gee, guess I'll go watch My Little Pony!" - no. I explicitly explain that my content, is often, not for them. But?

Realistically, you cannot control who reads your content. Anyone out there needs to accept that people are going to consume your content regardless of whether you want them to or not.

I rambled again but, the point is - you can't prevent people from accessing your content. Fellow adult writers, if kids want to read your content, they will. Instead of trying to control who and who doesn't read your content, focus on what you can control. Like maybe a little blurb about how the content you're expressing is fiction/fantasy/properly add your content warnings, something, to reiterate that your work does not reflect reality.

Obviously! I would rather minors not read my work. Not because I hate kids but

... my blog just isn't for you. I have a warning on my pinned post, as well as content warnings on my NSFW requests. I'm sure, realistically, there are people who read my requests , or even send in anonymous asks who shouldn't. I physically can't stop you, but I beg that you be careful and safe. Equip yourself with the knowledge to avoid getting into unfortunate situations with unfortunate people. Learn to look for the signs of emotional abuse, unhealthy relationships, grooming, etc. There are many resources out there.

Just be safe, please be careful, and be strong.

Sorry if this takes up too much space on your blog. As someone who was impacted by this greatly as a minor, it's important to speak about and it isn't discussed often enough.

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