#dont mind me rambling

[omppupiiras]

helppp thoughts are being thunk right now but i only just realized there were still tickets available to the umk rehearsal......... so i could theoretically buy those tickets and go?? that's something i could do? but it's "just" a rehearsal and i probably won't even care about the umk contestants That much

but on the other hand.........i COULD go and see käärijä soooo. i could do something impulsive for once in my life and then i would get a glimpse of the blorbo with my own two eyes before may which is still so far away </3

[strangenewwords]

so i'm getting really in my head about writing smut.

i realize its totally internalized societal pressure. that we're programed in super confusing ways which include that sex sells but also that sex is bad.

i work with a lot of people on being okay talking about sex with their partner(s) - which wow, so many people are not - because its such a simple thing that can make physical intimacy so much easier. Even if that's just setting realistic expectations with people of varying levels of desire/sexual identities/repulsions. You don't like spit? Then y'all gotta talk about it, because maybe hand-holding, hugs, snuggles will fill in for make outs.

so like i know, I KNOW, that there's nothing wrong with me going to town and having a blast writing smutty stuff. it doesn't make me less of a person, or my writing any less enjoyable, especially for myself because honestly that's what matters with fanfic, right? that you're having a good time writing it.

but damn do i get in my head about it, and down on myself about it, and I'm writing this out more to tell my self to get the fuck over it, because if i tell my clients to do it, i gotta do it too.

[agi-ppangx]

wish me luck tomorrow, im starting uni and im beyond anxious🤩 i dont really know how to talk to people and make friends so im kinda afraid i wont fit in there

[xannerz]

its always surreal to me to see people praise s2 of centaurworld. s2 was so spectacularly bombastic and aimless and it ended in this awkward forgettable fizzle.

i feel like a dick saying it b/c i really do love the show lmao. or, at least half of it lmao (/stares at tnwk). gf and i've been thinking about rewatching it just to write out our thoughts on why s2 was such a poor follow-up to s1 - from the tone to the setup to all the worldbuilding the narrative had to offer in between the (far more) memorable songs of s1. idk. it's sad because cw really had the bones of a cult classic, but idek if you can call it that.

ive seen a few posts commenting on its lack of popularity, and i feel like it certainly deserves more, b/c i do feel like it's a novel idea made w/ love, but the shift btwn s1 and s2 wasnt just in the plot. there was a full-on *fracture* in the quality and direction and i'm still scratching my head over it. more than i should be, probably. but, it's just a bummer.

[depollutingshosz]

EYES FULLY DILATED. SPIDEYPOOL.

[industrial---complex]

imagine if the guardians could like actually speak and talk to the scugs

would they even speak? or would they just yell at the slug to let them out after all the ancients probably intended for them to never ascend and they would be aware of the cycle... they don't even get to hibernate

just constantly awake waiting...

[ithinkyouhealedmyheart]

i keep fucking up the timelines because i find a song that ronnie would canonically listen to and it'll be like from 2011

like it's close enough but also time is a construct and I never really specified what year it isssss

[hacked-by-jake]

You know, some days are 'yeah, I love Jake', so not hysterical love. But today is one of the 'I fucking love Jake so freaking much he's my everything, I would die for him' days, and I like that.

[casey--co]

ITS SO AWESOME BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP???? IM SO LUCKY CAUSE HES SO SWEET AND AMAZING AND ADORABLE AND THE BEST

WE LIKE SIMILAR THINGS TOO??? SHARING CLASSES TOGETHER??? SHARING LUNCH ALSO!!!!

[emahriel]

bg3 currently #1 on steam woooooooooo

[vancethehuman]

I haven't posted an update post for awhile 'cause I didn't want to clog the tag, but heads up! My jarden / wardenler fic just got updated!! Come check it out if you love men being gay, hurt/comfort, and pining! While Warden has two hands between his blossoming crush on Theodore and figuring out how he feels about Jared (whos absolutely fallen for him) Jared *also* has two hands (while I'm mostly focused on the gay, there's some SUPER cute scenes with him and Charise :)

Beginning > Chapter 1 Current > Chapter 11

[teddyxbutch]

I had a semi productive day!! as a reward I get to smoke until i cant think and jerk off all night.. those are the rules right 🥺

[lemonys-snickers]

Cyno being canonical more open when tighnari and collei are around is so cute.

[yandere-kokeshi]

I always feel bad for people who request male reader in my inbox but then apologize for it

Like...You have nothing to apologize for 😭‼️

I will always do your request, no matter the gender (unless it goes against my do not write). But I'm always willing to try something new. Especially with smut.

Plus there's not a lot of male readers' content out there. Which is really upsetting for many degrees 😤

[ireallymisscoffee]

//ok but like... i was sad with the way they went cause letters, but then the end... that letter. was a v sweet wave at the game.

[mothmans-cumrag]

So yesterday my little sister and I went Last-minute Christmas Shopping and when we went into this small chocolaterie the old woman who worked there greeted us with "Hi boys, can I help you?" (in German) which of course for me meant a lot of gender euphoria and encouraged me to talk in a deeper voice than usual

(my voice normally goes like an octave up when I am interacting with strangers)

but I was a bit confused that my sister didn't correct her and say that she was actually a girl. She gets read male a lot because she's 11 and tiny and has short dyed hair and wears gender neutral clothing.

So I asked her a few minutes after we left and she said the saddest but also truest thing ever:

"I don't mind being read male because people treat me better when they think I am a boy. Like when I had long hair, people always tried to help me with everything and never listened, but now they assume I know what I'm doing."

Now my brother and I are both trans so if she knew that she wanted to be a boy because she is one she would tell us since we are all very close and so I don't think she is trans, but the fact that this world is so patronising towards little girls that they would rather hide their gender just makes me fucking angry.