#dont mind me rambling

[omppupiiras]

helppp thoughts are being thunk right now but i only just realized there were still tickets available to the umk rehearsal......... so i could theoretically buy those tickets and go?? that's something i could do? but it's "just" a rehearsal and i probably won't even care about the umk contestants That much

but on the other hand.........i COULD go and see käärijä soooo. i could do something impulsive for once in my life and then i would get a glimpse of the blorbo with my own two eyes before may which is still so far away </3

[strangenewwords]

so i'm getting really in my head about writing smut.

i realize its totally internalized societal pressure. that we're programed in super confusing ways which include that sex sells but also that sex is bad.

i work with a lot of people on being okay talking about sex with their partner(s) - which wow, so many people are not - because its such a simple thing that can make physical intimacy so much easier. Even if that's just setting realistic expectations with people of varying levels of desire/sexual identities/repulsions. You don't like spit? Then y'all gotta talk about it, because maybe hand-holding, hugs, snuggles will fill in for make outs.

so like i know, I KNOW, that there's nothing wrong with me going to town and having a blast writing smutty stuff. it doesn't make me less of a person, or my writing any less enjoyable, especially for myself because honestly that's what matters with fanfic, right? that you're having a good time writing it.

but damn do i get in my head about it, and down on myself about it, and I'm writing this out more to tell my self to get the fuck over it, because if i tell my clients to do it, i gotta do it too.

[agi-ppangx]

wish me luck tomorrow, im starting uni and im beyond anxious🤩 i dont really know how to talk to people and make friends so im kinda afraid i wont fit in there

[depollutingshosz]

EYES FULLY DILATED. SPIDEYPOOL.

[industrial---complex]

imagine if the guardians could like actually speak and talk to the scugs

would they even speak? or would they just yell at the slug to let them out after all the ancients probably intended for them to never ascend and they would be aware of the cycle... they don't even get to hibernate

just constantly awake waiting...

[ithinkyouhealedmyheart]

i keep fucking up the timelines because i find a song that ronnie would canonically listen to and it'll be like from 2011

like it's close enough but also time is a construct and I never really specified what year it isssss

[hacked-by-jake]

You know, some days are 'yeah, I love Jake', so not hysterical love. But today is one of the 'I fucking love Jake so freaking much he's my everything, I would die for him' days, and I like that.

[casey--co]

ITS SO AWESOME BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP???? IM SO LUCKY CAUSE HES SO SWEET AND AMAZING AND ADORABLE AND THE BEST

WE LIKE SIMILAR THINGS TOO??? SHARING CLASSES TOGETHER??? SHARING LUNCH ALSO!!!!

[emahriel]

bg3 currently #1 on steam woooooooooo

[vancethehuman]

I haven't posted an update post for awhile 'cause I didn't want to clog the tag, but heads up! My jarden / wardenler fic just got updated!! Come check it out if you love men being gay, hurt/comfort, and pining! While Warden has two hands between his blossoming crush on Theodore and figuring out how he feels about Jared (whos absolutely fallen for him) Jared *also* has two hands (while I'm mostly focused on the gay, there's some SUPER cute scenes with him and Charise :)

Beginning > Chapter 1 Current > Chapter 11

[lemonys-snickers]

Cyno being canonical more open when tighnari and collei are around is so cute.

[ireallymisscoffee]

//ok but like... i was sad with the way they went cause letters, but then the end... that letter. was a v sweet wave at the game.

[rnisa]

Alllll of this.

Anyone (kids included) are going to access things they shouldn't. I can tell you loads of messed up things about me from when I was 12, (a billion years ago.) I was writing smut on FF. net before I even experienced sex for the first time. I was exposed to a lot of NSFW material, initially unwillingly, until I started to seek it out myself out of curiosity. Why? Well...I had no formal education on the subject. Wasn't equipped with any knowledge to protect myself, and I wasn't getting any answers on the topic in school.

Is that fucked up? Well of course. Could the adults in my life have done better? Yeah, but, I don't blame them. The adults in my life didn't grow up with the internet in the way my generation did, so, I really don't fault them for not knowing. I was also stubborn and good with a computer - if I wanted to access something, I would do it. I found ways, always.

I think I make it explicitly clear that my blog is 18+. However, I'm not stupid enough to think that a fifteen year old takes one look at that and goes, "Oh! She says minors DNI. Welp, golly gee, guess I'll go watch My Little Pony!" - no. I explicitly explain that my content, is often, not for them. But?

Realistically, you cannot control who reads your content. Anyone out there needs to accept that people are going to consume your content regardless of whether you want them to or not.

I rambled again but, the point is - you can't prevent people from accessing your content. Fellow adult writers, if kids want to read your content, they will. Instead of trying to control who and who doesn't read your content, focus on what you can control. Like maybe a little blurb about how the content you're expressing is fiction/fantasy/properly add your content warnings, something, to reiterate that your work does not reflect reality.

Obviously! I would rather minors not read my work. Not because I hate kids but

... my blog just isn't for you. I have a warning on my pinned post, as well as content warnings on my NSFW requests. I'm sure, realistically, there are people who read my requests , or even send in anonymous asks who shouldn't. I physically can't stop you, but I beg that you be careful and safe. Equip yourself with the knowledge to avoid getting into unfortunate situations with unfortunate people. Learn to look for the signs of emotional abuse, unhealthy relationships, grooming, etc. There are many resources out there.

Just be safe, please be careful, and be strong.

Sorry if this takes up too much space on your blog. As someone who was impacted by this greatly as a minor, it's important to speak about and it isn't discussed often enough.

Internet Safety

[cirrem]

I think more people should watch aliensrock and montagerock on youtube

(theres no relation between them (despite both ending in -rock) i just think you should watch their channels. I've been binging alienrock's peglin series recently (and got can of wormholes bc i saw a few vids of him playing it and wanted to work through the puzzles myself) and all my favorite bands I've found through montagerock(besides starset, who you should totally watch too))

[sepangle]

....been really into Superman lately. At this point I gotta draw the Man of Steel himself

[boy-pussyyy]

im imagining IwaOi in this scenario. like imagine you as a reader has been claimed by alpha!iwa while oikawa is at Argentina and you've just gotten used to the idea that maybe hajime isnt lying and actually feels that way for you...

then Argentina comes over for the Olympics and a certain loud omega barges into your shared house with a chirpy "iwa-chan!"

then oikawa sees you and goes rigid and sees the claiming marks on your neck and bruises/love bites all over you. then they're arguing but oikawa's shrill fury isn't louder than the shattering of your heart.

you turn to leave (but where would you go? you can't escape or slink back to your nest when there's an omega here) but before you can make that choice you hear oikawa shout "i can't believe you'd take her without me. i wanted to be the first to claim her!" and it turns out they've been equally obsessed with you the entire time.

THANK ! YOU !

You UNDERSTAND that BETA SHIT !

The complications that come with being with a Beta, the common nobodies of the a/b/o, the shame that comes with being with a Beta too because Alphas are either with Omegas or with Alphas, there is no good reason why an Alpha would choose a Beta over an Omega, if anything it is actually more troublesome

Just Chef Kiss 👌

It’s a blessing and a curse, isn’t it?

You get to be normal. No worries about pesky biological impulses, heats and ruts. You won’t ever be reduced to a glorified fuck-doll (even if most omegas end up doted on and adored).

Betas simply aren’t enough. Even if they promise, even if they love you, alphas will always ache for an omega – that’s just biology. Likewise with omegas, they’re perfectly designed to take knots. During a heat, they need them.

Betas are simply the leftovers. Good for the occasional fuck, fun enough to pass the time with, but no beta, no matter how beautiful, obedient or sexually adventurous will ever truly satisfy either designation in the long run. You’re just not built for it.

Which is why, when an alpha starts paying you attention – some might say too much attention – you tell yourself it’s a passing thing. You’re a novelty, and maybe you’re not helping yourself by rejecting the advances (what alpha doesn’t live for a challenge?) but you know deep down your shine’s gonna fade eventually.

He can’t really be attracted to you – not to the point of obsession like he claims –you’re not an omega, you’re just a boring, run of the mill beta. A dime a dozen.

When he takes you, knots you, bites you and tells you that you’re it for him – his beta, you convince yourself it won’t last. He’ll want an omega eventually, and when he does he’ll probably cast you aside like an old toy he’s lost interest in. You’ll go back to being just another beta, nothing special.

So why does that thought curdle like milk in your stomach? And why does the possibility that you’re wrong scare you even more?