#i cried at work yesterday

[sidetongue]

had to do a double take, this looked so much like miller

[syrupfog]

Being the captain means always being the one everyone turns to.

[charbies]

quit my inpatient job yesterday, finally out of the trenches

[heartplaces]

in regards to fermi’s paradox, by me.

i’ve never written a poem so fast, but once i started i couldn’t stop. it has everything to do with, well… everything.

the fermi paradox is about the existence of extraterrestrial life, and why we haven’t found it yet. the five hypotheses mentioned are just a drop in the bucket of everything we’ve come up with. i’ve always loved that, and i love what they say about humanity as a whole— the good, the bad, the ugly. it teaches us a lot about us.

this poem is tough. it comes from the gut more than the heart, but the love is still there. in these unstable and uncertain times, i hope you all know it’s with you, too.

[supernowa-art]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[thinkpink212]

birthdays are such odd days. You’re meant to feel a lil special because you’ve made it one year around earth again, and while you’re trying to be grateful, enjoy yourself and do something special — you’re attention is yanked towards the compleat silence from others, their lack of enthusiasm and effort. And maybe it’s just the spotlight that highlights it, because sure people are busy, leading their own lives, but I don’t believe in coincidences like that — we make time for what we want and care about. “But not everybody cares about birthdays like you…” then don’t care for the other 365 days when it’s not a birthday too.

[hidey-writes]

wip wednesday

In the drifting silence of his empty apartment, Shen Wei presses the door shut, turns the lock. And then, like his body was waiting until he was alone, his legs give out. Shen Wei tips/topples against/into the wall, sinks down to sitting on the front mat/in the entryway. He sits there for a long time, curled into himself with his arms around his knees. The whole time, his body braced for the sound of Zhao Yunlan’s door opening, the sound of footsteps crossing the hall. Waiting, again, for Kunlun to return to him.  But no sound comes from outside his door. At last, Shen Wei tips his head back against the wall, lets out a soft, streaming sigh. The sound trembles in the still air. It’s the closest he’s come to crying in years, that he can remember.

from the up draft of the answer fic. im cutting it veryyyyyy close to the deadline this time ahahaha (nervous!) but the writing is going relatively smoothly (knocks on wood) and i think it'll turn out pretty delicious!!

[johnentwistlesbassguitar]

I'm so sad for no reason and the normal things I use to cheer myself up aren't working

[biillys]

BILLY WEEK → DAY TWO

sensitive, abrasive, stab you in the face keep a blade, heaven sakes, had to raise the stakes

better days, follow me like the saddest song

brockhampton; love me for life

[cannibalgh0st]

Good morning and happy Sunday✨️

Soooo- my computer isn't working, it's not connecting to the WiFi, and I believe it's a hardware issue. My computer is a little outdated with the hardware, BUT overall, it's completely fine. There are no other issues but the WiFi connections....

I knew this day would come. I'm going to try to reconnect it again, I can't even troubleshoot since there's no internet.... It's going to break my heart....I had this computer for years, and it never crashed. Even now, it's working. it's just "souless" without the WiFi connection, unfortunately....

... but im going to keep it, and maybe I can use it as a dual screen....we'll see....for now I can't use it for anything, including art🥲 *but I definitely have to prepare to buy a new computer soon...*

[regular-lord-reckoner]

i’m home !!

procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.

honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.

everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)

but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!

i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.

mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):

[deathsmallcaps]

I swear. I comprehend I’m not the best teaching intern in the world. I also was not the best camp counselor, cashier, and so on. But if my observer gives me so much criticism that I cry again I’m going to be so motherfucking pissed.

Especially since she’s asking me to stay late just to review me. While I have family visiting. And I’m gone for most of the day. And my commute is over half an hour. Which isn’t bad around here but still.

[getosugurusbangs]

a warm summer’s breeze

[cozy-the-overlord]

Nothing will make you feel better about yourself than a five year old interrupting you to say “your skirt is so pretty!” and having about seven other five year olds agree eagerly and begin going head to toe complimenting your outfit

[apprenticestanheight]

reblogging this every single time I think “I don’t wanna go to work tomorrow” and “I don’t wanna be at work today” and pitting why in the tags. it’ll start tn and go through my shift tomorrow bc between meals I have a fair bit of downtime and simply don’t care if they catch me on the cameras because, at most, they have me for another three paychecks if A, the contract extends and B, I don’t have enough for a new laptop saved come the end of the month

[valyrfia]

how to fight adhd to write a paper that should've been written 2 weeks ago but the f1 hyperfixation got too much in the way google search