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I'm not here to entertain you, so I'm not going to. You know what you did, we've all seen the screenshots. Just leave them tf alone already and mind your own gd business. You know they aren't comfortable having their name online.
This is the last ask I'll send before blocking.
omg can you block me? that'd save me a lot of time.
#'leave them alone' they have me blocked on both their blogs and discord (i presume)#i could not bother them if i tried#(well i could via my main but like. that'd be weirdo behavior)#*nswered
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I cannot believe no one’s gifed POV Ramattra tilting your chin up with his staff yet. Must I do everything around here.
#Overwatch#Ramattra#I'm going to get SO many 'Your gif was used in a post' Notifications from this one I can feel it#I know you'll never see it but y'all using this gif in your Ramattra X Reader posts I see you.#I'm gonna read every single one of them#Best way to find Character X Readers is to be the person making the hot gifs of the character#I get SO MANY posts from that one Alastor gif I clipped and it wasn't even good#It's not good I don't know why people use it fdkjgkdfjkg#I tried to make it slower but using free online tools the only thing I could do was turn down the frame count#And we don't want that now do we#This is the second time I gifed an Overwatch Omnic for me myself and I#This is the higher quality of the two but the other is Max from last year's Blizcon#Funny considering gifs that loop like this bother my eyes and upset my stomach#but SOMEONE'S gotta do it it might as well be me
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you know when you experienced something so traumatizing or grieved too hard your brain sort of temporarily locked that memory to protect you from the pain? i think that's what's been happening to me after deadpool 2 bc tell me why every time i rewatch that movie, i always forget how painful these scenes are?
they always leave me sobbing and totally wrecked but with each rewatch i'd just... forget they would eventually happen and i'd eventually get hurt??
#i love poolverine but wade x vanessa will always have a special place in my heart#they're it for me#but then again as much as i'd love them to get back together i also think they shouldn't#and this is my personal opinion#bc just like logan whose past shaped him into the man who saved the multiverse#i think vanessa played that role in wade's current life#and i can see why wade said he did it all for her. but if marvel makes her dump dermot to go back to wade that's just 🤕#well i wouldn't like that and i think that'd be a disrespect to her character n story n choice she made#and honestly i won't even bother going to the “well she could've still loved and wanted him back” discussion bc#i do think she was well aware of her decision to leave wade in the end and it must've hurt her terribly too#I MEAN LOOK AT THEM. you can't convince me vanessa wouldn't want to take all of wade's pain if she could#she loved wade just as much. if not more#dp 2 might be my fav dp movie#i love how it focused on wade's struggle to cope and his journey to 'get his heart in the right place'#and no matter how goofy they tried to portray his struggles you can just see the depth and pain behind his actions#but idk maybe that’s just me#deadpool#deadpool 2#wade wilson#vanessa carlysle
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i wonder if when allison reset the universe that she brought back brelly ben and he's just been inside sparrow Ben's conscious this whole time.
slowly pushing his way to the front and that's why he looks like shit. both consciousness fighting for control think ben and klaus in the alley. maybe brelly ben wants out.
maybe they can't remember how ben died cause he isn't dead anymore. she reset his death when she reset the universe. just didn't separate the bodies.
#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua#the umbrella academy s4#umbrella academy s4#tua s4#the umbrella academy s4 speculation#umbrella academy s4 speculation#tua 4 speculation#ben hargreeves#sparrow ben hargreeves#brelly ben hargreeves#theyre both in there fighting their way out to be on top#could explain bens weird behaviour#ive tried not to think kf more theories but i need too#i might have a problem#i also might be over analysing things again#im not sure which ben i want back tbh#was never bothered about either of them
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Mew today's not-- I don't care, I chose to brainstorm these designs because it sounded like a fun idea. I was going for something like a "group cosplay" (and Tokyo Mew Mew) so each Mega also has an associated animal.
Volnutt is a monkey because Data (duh), Hub is a cat because it was literally given to him thanks to the anime, Geo and Omega-Xis are rabbits because the spikes on Geo's visor give me that image, then X and Rock are both dogs (albeit Rock is a puppy) because uhh... Rock has Rush and honestly for X I just thought about Sigma and his dog--
Also there's lots of doodles of Volnutt because this was absolutely his idea somehow.
#wait mew how why#okay so you know how roll supposedly (in ENG) named rock after her “favorite video game character”?#I thought maybe she'd also like to watch anime too and the two just watch them together sometimes#whether they're shounen or shoujo I don't think it matters too much but volnutt would enjoy them nonetheless#such is my depiction of him at least#also sorry mega doesn't get a dress so that's something like a half-apron with a bow to tie it around his upper-body ^^;#oh yeah and hub's wearing his dress over his navi form because I tried to reduce the cases of “double-ears” as I could#but it's still cute though no? (he does look more snuggy)#A N D he was finally able to do that pose with geo without poking his eye out (yay :D )#doodle-daas#rock volnutt#data#megaman exe#megaman.exe#rockman exe#hub hikari#saito hikari#geo stelar#subaru hoshikawa#omega-xis#warrock#megaman x#rockman x#megaman#rockman#(I got lazy at the end and didn't bother to design/decide x's shoes sorry)
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King
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#varian wrynn#Llane Wrynn#Barathen Wrynn#Wanted to see if I could duel wield on my rouge the kingslayer and the sword that killed Barathen so I looked and to my dissapointment#it appears they used two different one-handers for reference in the comic so you can kinda get close but its not the right sword#they used the design of one and the shape of another uggh#Let me run around ingame with the swords that killed Llane AND Barathen please is that too much to ask#anyway#All three of the last Wrynns were killed in the same area#their breastplates aint do SHIT to protect them#which is why i am now gonna go off into a 10k rant about how this prooves there is NO reason for Anduin to be forced to wear plate armor#infact prehaps he would be safer in cloth like a proper priest#UNLESS sayyyy the little lion gremlin face on Anduin's breastplate is enchanted and anytime anyone gets too close it breaths fire at them#Someone gets too close and an alarm goes off and the little lion mouth moves up and down with a loud 'STAND BACK- STAND BACK- STAND BACK'#Anduin forgetting about hte annoying lil shit until hes getting back to his room after a long day and his bf wrathie is there and they get#a littttle tooo close n touchy before Anduin can remember to undress and the fuckin lion alarm goes off and guards rush into the room#anyway ive never done stained glass before and tried a new way to make shattered glass so i think this was good#that said the canvas size was maybe too small and it got compressed to hell on twitter and it bothers me so much#cuz anduins face is really nice but it looks blurry when i upload itttt aagh
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being obsessed with yakumo is a job and baby i’ve never called in a sick day!!!!!
#nu carnival#yakumo ♡#you could not pay me to ramble this extensively about anything else#but yakumo’s trauma?? his childhood?? his growth?? his fears and insecurities and how they affect his current relationships??#his abandonment issues and jealousy and darker desires???#and how he’s so scared he’ll hurt others even though it’s far more likely he’ll be the one getting hurt??#how he’s not violent or scary at all but after years and years he’s been conditioned to think he is??#the significance of his relationship with eiden??#the significance of his ‘platonic’ relationships with the other clan members??#how important his grandparents were in raising him??#how his desperate want to hide his serpentine features and be ‘normal’ is a perfect allegory for autism??#the fact that he’s been treated horribly in the past and yet still chooses every day to be kind??#how he probably definitely has bpd??#the burden he has to carry just because of who his ancestor is??#the fact that it almost seems like what he does doesn’t matter because the actions of his ancestor will always be looming over him??#how he’s been hurt so many times both physically and emotionally and yet his heart is still so open to loving others??#how he has a tendency to push down his traumatic memories until he thinks they no longer affect him??#and how even when he’s suffering because of that trauma he would still rather suffer alone than bother someone and tell them??#how slowly but surely he’s unlearning all of the harmful ideas burned into him since his was a child??#and how he’s learning that people do love and care about him and he’s not a burden and he deserves love and care??#and that the serpentine traits he tries so desperately to hide aren’t as disgusting as he was meant to believe??#that his dark desires don’t define or control him and that it’s okay that he has them??#that just because he has them at all doesn’t make him a bad person???#why he makes soup for his loved ones so much!!!! yes that is important actually#i will sit and write about that for hours and hours for FREE#my favourite fictional character of all time he’s so so real#he’s so well written and his trauma and growth are handled with such care and consideration
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when your family puts you in a competition to show how cute their sister is <3
@ultimatebabygirlsupremebattle
AAAAAAAA I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS TOURNAMENT !!!!
I just came back from my grandparents house and i'm sooo tired, but when i saw the voting started i had to do a lil something before going to sleep !!
I swear i wanted to do something a lil prettier but i have school in the morning sobs- I'll draw something better tomorrow, promise <3
#TRIED TO FIT ALL LEOS I COULD REMEMBER IN THE BG#SOME ARE MISSING CUZ THALES HAS THE MEMORY OF A GOLDFISH SOBS#DIDN'T WANT TO TAG ANYONE CUZ I'M AFRAID OF BOTHERING THEM#BUT I LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS COMPETITION AND THEIR CUTE LITTLE LEOS !!!#LETS ALL HAVE FUN !!!#ultimatebabygirlsupreme tournament#transfem leo#tmnt au#sketch#messy sketch#ultimatebabygirlsupremebattle
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An ordinary day for an ordinary little girl
(Theo the monkey boy is the @doodlesdreaming's OC)
#Crossover#Dead Cells#DC the King#King Conrard#My Headcanon#OC#original characters#Tetra#Theo the monkey boy#artist on tumblr#A Castaigne's rapid appearance#I can imagine him being a proud person#believing himself to be better than others but a coward when it really counts (like Gilderoy Lockhart if you want a better comparison)#Not so egotistica - as he sometimes tries to do the right thingl#as he sometimes tries to do the right thing#Let's move on to Tetra - the sweetest girl in the world#She'll kiss anyone she likes. For people she doesn't know and/or doesn't like - she'll be very polite#giving a more classic greeting (a bow) with a big smile#She's always barefoot. Much to the displeasure of her parent Hyde#And why is her hair done up in the front and not in the back ?#Hyde tried to discipline her hair but it's so long to style that they finally gave up#Tetra doesn't care about her hair. She finds them even more beautiful and atypical like this#She's an 8 - 10 year old and it bothers her too when it takes a long time to do her hair#Conrard - seeing the little girl's kindness - wanted to adopt her BUT Hyde wasn't for it#(imagine a “fight” between “daddies” and her watching the showwaiting for it to calm down)#She could so easily have been the daughter he never had and never will have... AH ! Oops ! Spoiler ! >P#I'll leave you with this information (I'll have to draw this one day !)
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We talked about making it
I'm sorry that you never made it
And it pains me just to hear you have to say it
You knew the game and played it
It kills to know that you have been defeated
I see the wires pulling while you're breathing
You knew you had a reason
It killed you like diseases
I can hear it in your voice while your speaking you can't be treated
Mr. Know-it-all had his reign and his fall
At least that's what his brain is telling all
If he said help me kill the president
I'd say he needs medicine
Sick of screaming let us in
The wires got the best of him
All that he invested in goes
Straight to hell
Straight to hell
Wires - The Neighbourhood
(Obligatory no j//mart or martin in reblogs or comments please)
#not a judgement or me being hostile just personal preference#plus it’s kinda assumed by default so if you want to avoid it (like me!) you have to specify that#anyway I heard wires again a couple days ago and realized it was 1000000% a Jon song lol#Jon is a cat because I can’t draw humans#he’s naked because I couldnkt be bothered to draw clothes#anyway this was intended as a post s5 jon#where somewhere else is Jonah times#and Jon decides that he can’t let the fears continue harvesting from more and more worlds. he came so close to destroying them last time#so he tries to do it again by manipulating Jonah into being his archivist#but this could really be any Jon once his powers really kick in#tw scopophobia#scopophobia#scopophobia tw#I initially wanted Jon to have an ultra-realistic eye but I wanted to get this done more#I feel a bit bad about reusing the same pose but not enough to go back and change it#oh well#anyway sorting tags time I think#jarchivist#Jonathan sims#Jon sims#TMA#the magnus archives#tma fanart#digital art#furry tma#furry magnus archives#trans jarchivist#trans Jonathan sims#(that’s what I was trying to imply with him being a tortoiseshell anyway. look sometimes a transmasc has just gotta project)#sparkarts
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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part 2.
part 1 // part 3 // part 4
permanent taglist: @estrellami-1 @theplantscientist @spectrum-spectre @carlprocastinator1000 @starman-jpg @romantiklen @imhereforthelolzdontyellatme
commissions // buy me a coffee
** i do not want to support or endorse disney or rick riordan; i spent two years working on this series (which is why some pieces are in slightly different styles) and am v proud of it
#!!!#piper and leo i did ages ago and jason was done more recently bc i decided i didn’t like the original one i did for him#and he’s one of my favs now#(he and thalía are so !!!)#he’s desribed as looking like a roman statue so i used actual statues as references#and then realised i forgot his glasses (which i’m very passionate ab idk how i forgot them)#but if i added them i think i would have fucked it up so#also leo writes rly fast that’s why his handwriting is the way it is#he could write v neatly if he tried he just can’t be bothered#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#heroes of olympus#piper mclean#jason grace#leo valdez#my art
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I've been out all day at a reptile expo that was.... admittedly not great, and I get home to find my vet has emailed me without prompting. Worried because ??? why would my VET email me unprompted, the last time they did that was years ago and it was because birds someone had purchased from me caught tuberculosis of all things, and they were concerned it came from my birds (it did not!).
And it was not My vet, it was the other vet at my vet's practice, asking me if I knew of anyone that rents peafowl for weddings. Like to just have out at a wedding.
My response was a 6-paragraph dissertation to pose the question "are you out of your goddamn mind?" as politely as I could.
#peafowl#experienced all 5 stages of grief between seeing the email#and loading it#only to repeat all 5 stages immediately afterward#they're a wild game bird#even if someone was willing to risk the stress and potential for injury or illness#where are you going to find someone DURING BREEDING SEASON#willing to rent you either a male hopped up on breeding hormones#who's pissed or terrified about being moved#or a hen that's laying and could stress herself into being eggbound#or at best stress herself into stopping laying for them#and that's counting on her not raising babies currently#where are you gonna find someone INSURED to have their birds out#are YOU going to pay the bill if someone tries to sue them#for a guest taking a spur to the face#if they bother a bird?#cause I sure as hell am not taking that risk even with nicest birds#like not even artemis who is too stupid to panic or attack anyone#wouldn't tolerate a /wedding/#anyway I am too tired for this
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Anxiety is like "When is the next bite coming?". 🥲
I'm so afraid of saying to my friends "I love you". Sincerely and deeply: thank you for bearing with my fear and vents. 🫂❤️
#When is the next talk about how I messed up and should've known better coming?#About how I'm supposed to read minds and just know others and what bothers them.#How I'm disappointing as a friend.#vent#I never meant to upset anyone and profoundly regret how I made that old friend feel. I'm sorry about how I acted too.#I wanted to be good for them. I still do.#But I don't think I'm good for them. And I'll prob never be different. It's just how I am.#I've tried my hardest. done all I could to get rid of my triggers but I just can't.#(I'm fine. didn't spiral this time haha)
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I’m starting to realize my problem with moc is that I probably could 36 star it if I actually knew how to play outside of auto play
#riv rambles#you know when people say they play for lore and not meta#I’m actually that way about hsr#I play for sampo and sampo only#and that’s why I’m behind#bc he’s not been in the quest so#i have no motivation#idk how to play hsr or how anything works but#my extensive genshin knowledge at least allows me to understand the basics of how to build each character so#I just know how to build them and that’s it LOL#I can’t actually do combat alone I rely on auto play#and if they make me do it myself#I just do random things 😭#I could probably learn it if I tried it seems pretty straight forward but#idc about hsr so I don’t bother#again#I literally play for sampo and sampo only#and sometimes Veritas
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one of these days i'll write up a post about the parallels and foils between vivi and hermes and why it fucking kills me. for now all i can say is in hindsight the 'latched onto vivi Hard as a kid' to 'latched onto hermes Hard as an adult' pipeline is Real
#ffix#ffxiv#vivi ornitier#ffxiv hermes#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy ix#the absolute fuckor#hermes really is just such an interesting and visceral deconstruction of/foil to vivi's themes#ranging from *vivi* being the one in the same role as the familiars here#in comparison to hermes meaning the best in the world and trying So Hard; but ultimately coming from a place of immense privilege#and the fact that he was fumbling around in the dark in a society that very aggressively tried to insulate him from any meaningful#perspective on the shitty things he had internalized about familiars without realizing it; much less knowledge to unpack it#and how in the end he still was shitty to and about familiars; including and especially his daughters; who he abused#and some of that stemmed at least partly from his own selfishness and the things he was in denial about#to the fact that vivi had *support* when it came to things like grief and fear and life being precious#and the importance of finding your own meaning in it; while at the same time treating unavoidable death with weight and respect#and people in his life being like 'yeah it's pretty fucking understandable to be fucked up about all this'#instead of at most condescendingly treating him like a freak and an outlier for like. fucking being sad or angry about things. lol#bc *vivi gets angry.* he doesn't just feel sad he gets fucking furious; he feels real ass hate; he wants people to die for what they've done#and when he *does* question that in himself it's not ~uwu if i hate people i'm just as bad as them~; it's 'i've repressed so hard that i#literally have forgotten how to identify what sadness feels like; and it bothers me that my grief response skips straight to hatred now'#i just. god i love vivi so much i could go on. anyway when someone tries to pull a 'familiar-equivalents are soulless puppets#with a single purpose and it's fine to kill them if they're defective or obsolete' vivi tries to explode him with his mind#and his friends go i'll help! and that's why i love ffix#ffixtag#ffxivtag#FF tag
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