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your-stranger-halfblood-things · 2 months

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Edwin, coming back from Hell: Is this the real life?

Charles, dying in the corner:

Charles, also a Queen fan: Is this just fantasy?

#i mean if i saw a ghost appear outta a portal from hell that would be one... hell of a fantasy #is this the real life #is this just fantasy #caught in a landslide no escape from reality #i could go on for hours just in a loop #paynland #payneland #edwin payne #charles rowland #edwin x charles #charles x edwin #dbda #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency #queen band #queen

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jklpopcorn · 3 months

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crying and sobbing i was supposed to draw doodles of my ocs but instead all there is is Siffrin

they're so shaped i have to draw them

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100% :)

#isat #in stars and time #siffrin #my art #doodles #the brothers doodle was two sifs staring into the void and i just put them together #i realized afterwards it could be sif and loop after the shiny mf materializes again as another siffrin #they do not know how that happened or what that means #fun time for everyone involved #this screenshot is already two weeks old #i started a new playthrough because of course #and it is quite funny #on my first playthrough at 23 hours i had 23 loops in act 3 #on my second one i had 145 loops at 19 hours in act 4 #NOW at the end of act 4 i am going through the house one last time for fun i have 198 loops at 26 hours #the little mf knows that banana peel and dagger better than the back of his hand #my og playthrough ended at 89 loops #and even after i came back to act 4 to get everything i could at that point i got only to 130 loops #what i'm saying is that #my second playthrough siffrin the moment he learnt they're in a timeloop #decided to split his skull open on a rock over 100 times before they even reached act 3 #god he needs help #someone take my siffrin away i am torturing them so much #anyway the reason i looped so much was mainly to talk to loop and get all the chats #also farm exp #getting to lvl 99 actually wasn't that bad #went quite quickly after 85 #also why does mira need so much exp #just so we can suffer #anyway act 5 siffrin at 200 loops let's go

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statementlou · 8 months

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the other day I was looking for the Zayn interview from a few years ago where he tells the interviewer he's going to the bathroom and then they look over and are like "oh um he's in the parking lot... oh. aaand he's getting in a car and leaving" and I found it (GQ) but on the way I ran into the interview where Vogue (who run the met gala) are like so did you like the met gala wasn't the met gala fun and he goes off for like 4 paragraphs about how much he disliked it and how it's the epitome of everything he dislikes about being a celebrity and then at the end is like oh wait shit... I mean Gigi was good though, and that was also the interview where he said he'd made his peace with there always being paps in front of his apartment when he realized that instead of doing promo he could just go out his front door for like two minutes and call it done and my point is: I know many of you are new, maybe are just here for Louis, but I need you to know HOW FUCKING FUNNY Zayn is, like genuinely he is SO FUN to follow and I just really recommend, 10/10 celeb entertainment

#also so gd sweet #a fuckboy #but a tender soul #also the time he said he was gonna do lives every night for a week and did 2 and then just never came back #one of them was just him listening to his album and smoking weed and you couldn't hear anything he said #and the other one he spent most of the time trying to figure out how to do funny fonts #and when he did the ad for coors where it was just a loop of him sleeping for hours #I could go on and on....

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lover-of-mine · 9 months

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It's in my heart and in my head, you can't take back the things you said...

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svtskneecaps · 4 months

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friends and fiends if this truly spells the Over for the qsmp i may let the brainworms that have been festering in me for MONTHS--A YEAR, EVEN--win.

i may summarize the goddamn fucking lore.

#i CANNOT make an 8 hour summary i CAN'T i SHOULD NOT that is SO MUCH CONTENT #and i still only speak like 2/4 qsmp languages MAYBE 2.5/4 if we're REALLY stretching it #but GODDAMNIT I'M DOING SOME CURSORY RESEARCH ANYWAY BC I WANNA WRITE THAT FUCKING TIME LOOP #qsmp #maybe just the fed lore. haha. eye twitches. maybe just the iverall server lore. maybe i'll even bother caring about the qsmp livestreams.#haha. eye twitch. fucking. eye twitch.#solo lore is B E Y O N D me but MAYBE shit that affected Most or All lore i could do #like code lore and shit. obv it knots in with other lore but FUCK IT WHATEVER #AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm not even gonna worry about it #yknow what. not even gonna worry about it. i gotta do the research first 🤪 whatever bro #if the research gets done i'll think about alllllllllllll the rest of this but this is a YEAR OF CONTENT #mother FUCKER dude it's not possible there's no way #this is a year with like 80 hours of streams per DAYYY at peak who could do this #who could. no wonder no one could keep up. no wonder i had to LIVE in the tag to keep up #good lord GOD i shouldn't do this. i'm not committing. god i want to though. god i shouldn't.#shut up vic #block game brainrot #HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA #WHATEVER HAHAHAHA WHATEVER AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA #i will beat this storyline into SUBMISSION i will beat it to DEATH i will FORCE IT TO MAKE SENSE #I WILL PRUNE IT LIKE THE WORLDS WORST BONSAI I SWEAR TO GOD #i'm unhinged i can't i have so wanted to do this but i swore to myself i wouldn't #bc i know i'll go insane and i know it will take FUCKING YEARS and there is no fucking way i'll see it to the end #but goddddddddddddddd i want to i SO FUCKING WANT TO #listen. if there's no more lore. i may summarize the fucking lore. someone will beat me to it 100% bc i take fucking a million years #but people are suckers for long video essays and summaries IT'S ME I'M PEOPLE #anyway if you got this far and have the screenshot of mariana messaging slime to tell him their daughter is dead please send it #i can't find it via google and i don't have twitter and i know it was posted there at some point :(#i want it :( i want to throw it back in slime's face in the time loop because repetition is fun and heartbreaking >:D

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deus-ex-mona · 6 months

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man. this song reminds me of physiology class

#throwback to physiology class [x] years ago when this clique sitting behind me drank a sip of water every time #our lecturer said the word ‘infarction’#they kept tricking her into saying the word which was pretty funny at the time #but that’s just what this song reminds me of with the frequency at which they say the phrase ‘white day kiss’#of all of the new album songs to get stuck in my head… it’s this and abs.#can’t stop thinking about meoto but white day kiss is looping in my mind aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #i. i think i need some sleep. but my album’s supposed to arrive within the next 2 hours and aufhhfjfjjfjrjdjdjdjdhs #5-7pm delivery is too cruel of a delivery slot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#g god i really shouldn’t have stayed up for meoto… maybe i’d have a little more sanity then…#i keep going back to my tl to look for typos and im just. wondering if this song is really real.#like. dammit. promises to stay by each other’s sides forever???? even through reincarnation too???#wh. what are the chances that we’ll get a meoto mv this week? (pls say more than 0)#i think we could all windows movie maker a 1-2 image white day kiss mv from the honeypre event illusts if we tried hard enough sooooooo #i sure hope that if any new song gets an mv this week it’ll be meoto!!!!!!!#pls lemme see them being in love all through the seasons ill c r y #ok i’ll shut up for now see you within 2 hours (maybe) when d to the h to the l finally gives me my album

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minhmynchi · 5 days

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(venting in the tags ignore this lol)

#minhmy.rambles #(i just need to shout this somewhere where my friends don't see so they don't worry too much about me)#but oh my god work just got worse for this week im already working every day but tomorrow (aka in six and a half hours)#i will start at 5am and end at 9pm aka a double shift bc my coworker tested positive and there's no one else that can work #just for tomorrow but the rest of the week ill be working 1-9 #which i hate even though im used to it night shifts are just boringgggg and takes up a lot of my time #which i already have so little of #my mom said i should clean my closet and i was going to tomorrow bc i wanted to play grandfest today but now i cant do that #bc ill literally be at work all day lol #and god its just so hard its so so hard but it could be worse. it literally could be worse #i cant be here as much anymore bc im so busy and tired i just draw when i can and drop them all here and leave #and i miss writing a lot but i have even less time and even less motivation and the more i work the more awful i feel #and i don't want to worry anyone like . i just don't #but its so difficult for me it really is #theres so many things i want to do but i cant do any of it and im so tired im literally so tired #like im not gonna end my life kinda tired i have a lot to look forward to. but work just really sucks and i am Tired #and i Like my job its literally the easiest and ill never have something like this again #but urghghghh. urggfhhghgh. death pain and suffering #if i draw more sif and loop suffering lol. this is why. i need to get the emotions out somehow and i don't want to cry over it #i cant cry bc i need to work i just have to keep my head up i just have to keep at it i just have to be strong and not break #i can do it i can.. i know i can i've been through worse #its just. augh.#ok done. sorry i rly rly should sleep soon bc of my 16 hour shift tmrw lol its past 10:30pm already

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floral-hex · 4 months

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Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.

Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑

God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…

#this is a lot of text #not really a casual read #ok ok… I can’t sit outside forever #gonna go back inside and I dunno make a hot chocolatey drink. grab some snacks #TRY to feel good even though I don’t #YES will probably get a little high #hoping that the combo of sugar. salt. and thc will give me the sleepy tools to just pass out for awhile #just a few more hours! please!#omg I was so pissed when I woke up and thought I’d slept for awhile but realized I hadn’t #’ what do you mean the last text I sent was only two hours ago? ‘#seriously. I thought I fell asleep around 11 pm but it was closer to 1am.#stupid sexy ativan. messing with my sense of time #it really wasn’t that big of a dose! I was basically a little buzzed for an hour or so each time #but the doctor was nice and straightforward with me. I just dunno tho. I’m a big guy with a history of anxiety. .5mg is weaksauce #god I’m getting anxious just sitting here thinking about trying to sleep again #it’s feeding on itself. I’m trying to rationalize this but it’s just this feedback loop.#is this my life now? I’m outside. I feel so alone. I feel like I could die any moment. in a sword of Damocles way. it’s there and waiting.#ok sitting outside isn’t helping #after 4am and yes I see cars driving by. I hear the occasional siren. but I still feel alone in the world #please tell me life goes on? please tell me we’re not really at the end here.#I always feel like I’m staring at our final days. that we’re all barely here. fucking ghost planet. waiting to die.#there’s war and hate and everything is expensive and I can’t.. I’m not a part of this world. I’m too poor and sickly and so it all seems…#like we’re on our last leg. like the final days of a fire sale. this body feels fit for the grave. this world is the grave.#I’m scared #ok like I said sitting out here isn’t helping. Ian. please stop.#yes. yes. ok. snacks and drinks and distracting tv. let’s try this again.#sorry this is a lot #I spent the last 20 minutes writing these tags and getting progressively more anxious 😬#you can ignore this #text

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flowering-darkness · 6 months

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Hello I'm Having A Vibes Moment and made a render about it

It was started and finished within an hour

#heart of the void #it's not even.. how do I even tag this #self‑insert: darkness' champion (aria)#sure!#am I going to post it??? I don't know! it's vibes!! but it's not selfship. just.. self-insert #it feels like a *horrendous* start to this new blog yet I know not where else it could go #really living up to the URL/icon combo if you catch my drift #so like..?#suffice it to say i've put something new on my halloween playlist #have had it on loop for the past 24 hours (it released 24 hours ago)#aaaaand had some vibes

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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this is not the exact one I watched but I saw one of these "dish scape" things at someone's house who actually has TV (like they pay for dish/cable instead of just watching stuff online) and I think they're meant to be relaxing atmospheric stuff that you mostly ignore, but I sat there for 35 minutes watching absolutely engrossed.. further proof that I genuinely think my brain is incapable of experiencing boredom lol..

#IT'S BECAUSE there's so many little details that like you can spend minutes just scanning every corner of the image and taking it all in and #you keep finding new things! like 'oh I didn't know that blade of grass moved!' or 'I didnt see that bucket before!'. And then on top of #so many details - some things genuinely do change. The one I saw was a Beach house scene and sometimes a bird would fly by or ONE TIME kite #came out of nowhere. a sandcastle built and unbuilt itself. there's a firepit and it comes on when the sky changes from day to afternoon!!#this is like watching a sports game to me. I need weird detail oriented friends who will sit for 20 minutes staring at a barely moving pict #ure & cheer and clap with me when a seagull flies across the screen ghgj.. THERE HE IS!!!! etc!! and there's just so much to think about!!#Like how the images are layered or animated and the choices that were made (like I think the sunrise and sunset sky background images for t #e beachouse are just the same picture flipped and recolored) and trying to predict what's going to happen next (will the lights in the hous #turn off for night time? will another bird show up??) etc! I even got up at one point to walk close to the screen and get a better view of #hese paintings that were visible through the beachhouse windows. and then thinking about building a similar home in the sims! OR ALSO THIS #WOULD BE SUCH A COOL medium I think to tell a story! Like you upload a video to youtube that is framed just as a completely average moving #screensaver ambiance type of thing. It's like 7 hours long and mostly loops the same still image. However. over time at certain points you #can see some thing happen like watching characters interact through the windows. animals or people walk across the screen. certain elements #in the environment morph or change. etc. In such a way that an entire like plot is conveyed. maybe like fantasy mystery sort of thing. I WI #SH I could do this style of art / had friends who could or had money to pay somebody to. I would LOVE to collaborate on a weird surreal #It's Just Your Average Slowly Looping Moving Screensaver Video I Promise' type story.. jjhhgHH.. Or even just making one of these set in so #me of my fantasy world environments. not as a secret thing with easter eggs that tell a story but just literally an image like this tha #moves over time and etc. HHRRGRGHhhhhGG.. ANYWay!! I had to actually turn it off not because I was bored but because it was distracting me #. which is funny since again. I think for most people it's meant to be a 'just leave it on in the background' type of thing that's bland an #neutral . But it was just making me think too much ghjgh.. This is why I can't go to amusement parks or nightclubs bars or concerts like..#a moving screensaver image is too overstimulating to my brain. Could you imagine me going to an environment just full of sensory informatio #like loud noises poeple talking flashing lights etc. etc. ? hghghb... Visiting a grocery store at a slightly busy hour is like my upper lim #it... Anyway.. everything is just so interesting to me. Even if I was locked in a room alone I would have plenty to think about & amu #se myself. I am also a hater definitely like I'm a very analytical person who is critical of society and systems & everything that exists #and even generally am just very opionated and have distinct preferences - so just because everything is INTERESTING does not mean I LIKE or #enjoy everything or never get tired of/annoyed by situations or ideas or etc. But it's more just like.. I literally dont think I could ever #be bored because of the way my brain works and also I approach life with elements of childlike whimsy and constant obsessive curiosity and #attention to detail. so as much as I am an analytical bore I also love everything and the world is fascinating at all times. lol.. duality #of man. if you get it then you get it. ANYWAY.. wanted to ramble abt it. I don't like the above video as much as the one I actually saw but #I couldn't find the beach one online.. BUt.. aaHH! best viewed whilst talking to yourself narrating/cheering! ALSO I want to make one!!!

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caesarclowningaround · 1 year

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how am i 6k into this mickey miranda time loop fic and he hasn’t even finished his first loop????

#jess liveblogs her own writing #also the timeline of events really could have been squished into a single day #because there's just 24 hours where we don't know what the fuck is going on with Mickey and now i have to make shit up #which is going to be great once i get to the fun time loop stuff but for now #while i'm still stuck in the 'he's slowly figuring it out' stage #it's a pain #but this is also why the loop is spanning 2 days instead of one #which is going to be fun because you never see that #but the build-up...

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wearenotswans · 1 year

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#p.photos #today was a really long day #I had to get my babes out of school early today #after picking them up on the drive home there was a huge crash that shut down a road we used to get home #we drove around on loops for hours because apparently that one road was the only road to the entire side of our mountain #but they actually loved it and we spent the time exploring in our car until we could go home #and then I gave them these little light up spooky guys that they played with until bed #I’m just glad I got stuck on the same side as my babes 💗

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esoraluco · 2 years

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Blue’s appartment but it’s ds pixel style

#o #this is my first time drawing something like this... I think it's clearer than have a 'regular' pov? also less perspective-ish #like yeah you don't see what's on every wall but tbh you don't need to? It's just random paintings tbh (some from spam himself some not)#paintings or photos. But recent photos tbh; both blue and spam dont like to see photos from 1997 or before #the first floor is a relatively normal shoe store so idk if i'll draw it #Blue doesn't have much but he likes his trance music dolphin poster a lot #ive said before but in the kitchen everything has a label because both spam and blue get lost easily when it comes to looking for items #they can sell stuff but they have issues remember where said stuff is. despite it being their own home. Like me!#the chairs being mismatched in the kitchen is intentional- blue had only one chair before spamt and when the latter move in #blue tried to get the same chair type but the brand stopped that model in 2004 so. he had to buy a chair that doesnt fit for spamt #i am making a house out of canon straws. Almost literally (i just wish you could go in every house in ch2 </3)#actually one last fact. Blue has a tv but he doesnt watch it often bc tv gives him headaches;#but MYSTERIOUSLY he can watch Drive (2011) on loop for hours. Also The Big Blue (1988). Yes because of the dolphins #dltr #spamton

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whenyouforgotyourpassword · 1 year

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Uni has been stressful to say the least and I'm in a constant state of stress and rage at this point (again). That place calling itself a uni is an absolute shitshow and shouldn't be allowed to open for students at all.

I'm gonna be so happy when I'm finally done and have to never go there ever again. Kinda miffed I'll always be associated with them because I'm gonna get my degree from them though. Should've chosen a different uni years ago.

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usodeshou · 2 years

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My dog is having the worst night of her life (or at least the worst since last year's New Year's Eve)

#still 3.5 hours to go until midnight #and it's already been almost 2 hours since people started randomly setting off fireworks outside #the entirety of her small frame is trembling and she's looking at me like she's begging me to make it stop #and I have to stay chill as best as possible although it doesn't really make much of a difference now #managed to take her outside to pee at least #but it's literally impossible to get even a few minutes without any loud bangs ripping through the quiet #she's in a loop of 'I need to go outside!' and 'no let's go back inside!!! 😨'#not expecting to be able to take her on any walks until 2-3 am 😮‍💨#unless she needs to poop so urgently that it overrides her fear just long enough to get the deed done #I always forget exactly how stressful it is #for both of us #but at least I understand what's going on 😅#doesn't help that my home town's situated in a valley so shit really echoes even from relatively far away #and I really hate firecrackers with a goddamn passion #somebody could shoot a gun into the sky on the street outside and it would be just as unpleasant a noise #my kitchen hood's been running for hours to drown out the noise from outside as much as possible and it did buy me some time early on #and makes it so that she doesn't hear every single piece of firework that goes off #been listening to music through my earphones to drown out the noise of the kitchen hood so I don't go crazy myself #3 more hours to go now #hoping that maybe there'll a bit of a break soon as the kids that got it out of their system before going to bed go to sleep #everyone else maybe deciding to wait until midnight to use up the rest #I just need 5 minutes #maybe even 10 #to let her outside #please #I am not relaxed at all and she surely notices that too and it's not helping #god what I would give for a soundproof room right about now #excuse me while I start ineffectually digging a bunker in the garden #🙈#meanwhile my mom's cat is completely unfazed xD

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hallowthyname · 2 years

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:(

#i’m on. the verge of tears #someone i really love who i thought was one of my best friends accidentally showed me a text to SOMEONE ELSE that said #“[bee] hating hours again” and i. cant breathe i can’t breathe #they go through cycles of affection & one of the first things they ever told me was that they “used to hate me” for no reason. like they #said there was no reason. we’ve had SLEEPOVERS and CLASSES where they’ve spent ages telling me about their grievances with other peoplea #and why they have them. and in the back of my head the whole time there was a little voice saying “if they talk about other people like #this with you then they probably talk about you like this with other people” and i DISMISSED THAT #because i thought i KNEW I COULD TELL when they were being fake!!!! and i could!!!!!! but in the past like 2 weeks they just stopped #talking to me!!!! i’ve been going over everything and nothing happened!!!!!! my chest feels like fucking lava i cant breathe!!!!!!!!!#i thought we were FRIENDS they tell me they love me ALL THE TIME #& now i can’t help but think like. shit. if this is the case with them then what’s to stop everybody i love from silently feeling this way #and just. leaving me out of the loop about it. i cant breathe

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