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So does he, Gallagher.
#honkai star rail#hsr blade#gallagher#i based this off of how many times i used funny soda man to help be a healer with his poppin soda pop in SU#and then blade constantly just being blade as usual#its normally him saying unnecessary to my actual healer but#i kept forgetting gallagher heals and i kept healing when i didnt even need to so TECHNICALLY yeah it was unnecessary#but the amount of times blade was the recipient......#i cant use like most of my newer units in story bc i cant ascend or i run out of leveling mats so i just#get them and toss them into simulated universe for funsies cause i can match their levels better#so thats where i tossed gallagher and he is genuinely fun to play as ? like i love his punches and kicks to start the battle#funny soda man is funny (to me) and im really behind in plot still#but last time i tried to play it on my laptop and got a kickass cutscene my laptop lagged and i couldnt even see it RIP to me#so now that its like ... me trying to play it on desktop ?#i mostly get on desktop for comms and if i do much else i feel like im slacking off even if i would take a break anyway#one day i can play more story plot stuff and actually meet the funny guys#also in case you know me for Not Having Boys in HSR i need to point out#i did pull Gallagher however same 10 pull got a 4 star girl copy for someone i never use and she is at e4 now cool#and i didnt even think of the irony as i started this i just like drawing blade and i wanted to draw gallagher#so when i already had the dialogue planned and am drawing i was like OH WAIT haha im funnier than i thought#(no i am not but we can pretend)
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he's in my home he's in my Heart
#translation: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#hello hello hello hellOOOOOOOOO#hes so cute!!!! and the material is So Soft!!!#the urge to fling him as hard as i can at a wall is There!#i wont though. i wouldnt dare#but ohhhh its him <3 the chew toy <3<3 in the. uh. fabric#i didnt expect him to be so firmly stuffed its a Delightful surprise#his little outfit his stupid fuckin cinnamon bun hair AGH i love him#thirty bucks well spent!!!#i cant wait to crochet him a little sweater <3#and a little Home to keep him company <3#oh man oh man Where am i gonna put him...#in the basket??? on my bed?? on a shelf - no! i dont have the room!#maybe he'll bounce around from spot to spot!#photos from the bog#welcome home#gotta say i really do love how it kinda looks like his ascot is strangling him#i looked to see if i could loosen it lmao is he breathing alright!!!!#cant wait to have extensive staring contests with him <3#finally... someone who wont look away or find eye contact Uncomfortable...#i will admit im already obsessed with holding his tiny soft hand#AGH he's so <3<3<3 he's soooooo <3<3<3<3#thank you makeship for the opportunity to have him physically in my life#thank you clown for creating him & letting makeship turn him into a marketable plushie he's Everything. 100000/10 absolutely phenomenal#MAN i cant believe he's here!!!!#it feels kinda unreal! like! Wally Darling! in my house! My House!! holy shit!!!#hearts on his soles and everything!#oh and as a bonus he arrived in a wonderful little canvas Bag#i do love me a bag... extra thank you to makeship for the bag. new bag <3 i'll put things in it <3
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Agust D → D-2 → D-DAY
#yoongi#bts#agust d#userbangtan#btsgif#suga#min yoongi#btsedit#myedit#mygifs#it took me so many hours to plan and make this lmao#BUT I LOVVED IT#cant wait for the next mv bc it is obvious that yoongi saw someone at the end of the mv#and i think agust d stuck in a loop and he will murder his past self all the time dsakljsdkdj#idk why i think of that it just that when he pointed the gun at fbi agust d that guy smirked probably because he did the same to the#previous agust d who also smirked while going down the stairs before he ordered the others to kill him#like i feel when he saw yoongi he was like damn karma#dslkkdsad#the gifs are in no order of the mvs they are in order of color KINDAAA also i didnt add people pt2 for a reason i am lazy to type it here he
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rei and volo
#pokemon#pokemon masters#pokemon legends arceus#rei#pokemon rei#rei pokemon#volo#pokemon volo#volo pokemon#reis strained voice turning to one of joy is so JWNDJSNDJSNSMS#it speaks to rei knowing volos an asshole but still wanting to be his friend#rei youre so sweet youre too good for this world#also i had to Spark For Volo do you know how insulting that is#and then i got renegade cynthia on my last pull cus i ran out of gems cus VOLO TOOK THEM ALL#anyway cant wait for anniversary rei with arceus and volo with giratina am i right folks#i wouldve finished this comic sooner but i was too busy playing pokemon#im kidding shcndjncjc#anyway someone remind me to upload my comm sheet soon..........
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If obsessing over percabeth was an olympic sport
#like holy fuck#i can't help myself#i am thinking bout them 24/7#ao3 has become my best friend guys#if only reading percabeth fanfics was an olympic sport#also i am running out of good fanfics to read so someone please gimme recs#and i cant wait for wotg to release#and season 2#percy jackson#pjo#percabeth#annabeth chase#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo series
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no you know what fuck it goodnight
#MIGHT DELETE THIS LOL#IM ACTUALLY#RED IN THE FACE]#HAHA#oh god wait what if someone sees this#wait wait no#fuck fuck#no fuck it\#its one am#nobody will see#nobody will see this monnie#okay? its fine its fine\#jsut. just press the post button#I LOOKED AT IT AGAIN HELP. HELP ME#i cant post this. i cant#no im posting it. final decision#selfship#my art#nooot putting this in the main tag no way
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Hey, I just watched Dead Poets Society for the first time ever! Now, if you guys don't mind, I'm gonna go sit in the corner of my room and scream!
#me very politely asking whoever made this movie to revive Neil (i am holding them at gunpoint)#NO BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK#what about my anderperry you cant do that... my anderperry you killed it... why ☹️#no but literally i usually cling onto one character in every show or movie and the rest i could care less about guess who it was for dps?#NEIL IT WAS FUCKING NEIL AND THEY KILLED HIM#i am rotating his father on a fire like a rotisserie chicken and feeding him to dogs.#i hope his father dies a slow agonizing death. i will boil him alive.#me at the end of the movie waiting for someone to say psyche or people to jump out with cameras and tell me i was being pranked#me before: “haha people seem to like this movie a lot it sure seems interesting ill check it out”#me after: “what is life...”#no but all of them standing kn the desks was so AHHHHHH#and i qant to fucking fight that bitch whatever his face was idk i forgot most of their names#the chatterbox tattletale snitchy bitch#thats his name now forget his actual name#dps#dead poets society#anderperry#since i mentioned it in the tags#nuwanda literally was like “sure yeah ill get expelled but i wont rat you guys out”#but chatterbox tattletale snitchy bitch mister “you forgot about the homework” over here is like “yeah so i told them everything”#i am exploding his head with my fucking mind#he deserved that punch so fucking bad
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oooof, uploading on desktop, i hope im doing this right... first time
anyways, i couldnt find any gifs for these website assets so i tried myself... i hope they aren't bad
i hope this brings SOMEONE happiness (other than me of course 😅)
if you are wondering, nothing tech savvy :) just inspect tool and ezgif dot com
#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#kay faraday#dick gumshoe#aai#aai2#ace attorney investigations#BADGEEERRRRR#i cant wait to check how its like on my phone and for it just to be TERRRIBLEEE#Ermm sorry for recent ace attorney posting#someone probably has done this and i am just blatantly unaware but i tried my best trying to find any 😓
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MAG156: Reflection and MAGP08: Running On Empty
i havent seen anyone talk about these two episodes; when i listened to magp8 for the first time i immediately thought of adelard dekker… i mean, the agonizingly thin figures who are violently hungry + getting transported to a pocket world that you can escape by going through portals??? sound familiar??? i swear this is connected
#tma spoilers#tmagp spoilers#tma#the magnus archives#tmagp#the magnus protocol#adelard dekker#please SOMEONE#TELL ME YOY REMEMBERED IT TOO#guys i need theories so bad#i need to know whats going on#i cant wait till april 11#am i overanalyzing??????
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And my thing STILL is that as carmen gets a stronger sense of her past and better connections with her friends and allies the need/desire for Gray in her life doesn't decrease and dissapate, it INCREASES and is refined. All while constantly being more sincerely layered in romantic tones as the show goes on.
#red crackle#red crackle thoughts#op watches#imo you actually cant dismiss it as (well thats all VILE propaganda)#when the show said (and those encounters + possible romantic realizations pushed gray to pull his care for her to the surface)#and carmen knew it was a date! never let her off the hook for that! she knew it was a date and yearned to join him at that table!#i dont think a show so proud of its check->czech joke overlooked that framing#+ minor note even how he goes from she's attractive-> much more serious contemplating on who she is and affection#just because gray would in fact never say 🥺um goodness is important doesnt mean you can wholesale throw out what is happening#during the arc#carmen yearns#and she becomes more and more open about it as she stabilizes#as the shows parallels about love/redemption/and desire for reconciliation get stonger too like#hmmm i hate this show#never am i gonna find this specific kind of absolutely wild that leaves me bewiltered that the show does not in fact work in parts shdjflfk#part 1 is complete onto-....oh wait...oh wait yeah netflix ...#....anyway it has to be them#it has to be the girl who left the isle and the boy who found someone he never expected to love this much
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i think it will break the internet. (it'll definitely break me)
#THE BUILDUP IS KILLING ME#EVERY TIME CELLBIT OR BAGHERA MENTIONS HIM I AM ONE STEP CLOSER TO MENTAL COLLAPSE#like when they talked about him yesterday??? theorizing about him being dead????#like i was already excited about wilbur meeting the new members#but this mystery that surrounds him just makes me want him to come back even more#also the whole marriage bit#i cant wait for it to resolve#and people to realize that there's actually someone who can like quackity lmao#maybe that'll be a bigger shock than wilbur actually existing lmaoo#mcyt#qsmp#wilbur soot#qsmp wilbur#qsmp cellbit#cellbit#baghera jones#qsmp baghera
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I unfortunately picked up Bravely Default 2 again (I bought it back when it released) and then started over since I last played it in June 2021. And. You know what. I like these silly beans. And then I saw concept art for Dag's expressions and I am not the same. Why did they decide to give him huge fangs in it.
(also I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers less for plot but more for characters so if you know anything that happens to characters shhhhh. also the expression concept is below the read more so you can see what I mean.)
#bravely default 2#dag rampage#selene noetic#i only just recently reached ch2 in the game and i may have a problem#someone was like wait how have you not gotten farther in 25 hours#and im like im sorry its a problem i have an obsession you dont understand#and then he found out i had three of the four party members with two jobs capped at 12#and then the fourth only had one capped but a bunch high up#and then i told him i was trying to get the gambler asterisk and that meant i had to play a childrens card game#and then i had to do side quests when they popped up#and he was like wait at that point you probably dont need jobs at 12 omg#and im like i know its a problem i cant stop it#so anyway chapter 1 took me forever because i committed to the grind too much#the emotions i feel for silly lil side characters ................ its too real#like even the fact that you beat these two up in the prologue im like teehee funny lil blonde guy#then you dont interact with them in a ch1 quest but they show up again at the same time doing the same quest#and guys i am FEELING EMOTIONS theyre just funny lil mercenaries doin funny lil mercenary things#also please do not tell me anything about the game past ch1 because i want to continue to enjoy experiencing it#which is why i have my ask box closed bc its a game from 2021 and i know im really behind the times#but i managed to not know anything until now and i wanna keep it that way#also i dont really know how to properly draw noses especially when i doodle#but his nose is important and i already struggle with his big jaw so i had to include it somehow#and in the concept art it looks like he has a lil stubble but in game i dont see it so im like ... squinting at he
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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i dont want to do anything but i want to do everything you know
#please understand me why cant i move why am i frozen#why i want to move but i cant why moving is emotionally hard am i ungrateful am i bad am i no good#i want to read but emotions are too heavy to carry i want to watch but my heart is aching i want to talk someone but in my room not interne#when will it be good will it ever be okay#is there gonna be peace feeling warmth joy friendships#will they exist at future for me?#i dont even lnow what im talking about#hope i see good dreams tonight but i know theres too much nightmare thar waits me there and im scared to tell you this but they are too muc#you have to process#you lived it but now you need feel it again#i want joy kindness warmth#i want to someone to cry#personal
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i hate my voice so much i rAHHHHHHHHH
#am going to kill myself solely because of it#why do i have to sound like that o(-<#why cant i have a normal cool voice why do i have to sound like a weird annoying little child#i just want to be able to do vc n talk n play games n have fun w friends#i mean#living here already makes that impossible but :( it adds on#whenever playing a game w someone comes up i have to be like oh. wait .#i cant#because i cant talk :(
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『あなたは、星のように美しい。しかし、すごく遠くて辛いから、真剣に好きになるのは愚かなことだ。だから、もしあたしを掴まなかったら、美しい思い出だけを通じてあなたのことを覚えているよ。』
Romaji ¬ Anata wa, hoshi no you ni utsukushii. Shikashi, sugoku tookute tsurai kara, shinken ni suki ni naru no wa orokana koto da. Dakara, moshi atashi o tsukamanakattara, utsukushii omoide dake o tsuujite anata no koto o oboeteiru yo.
Translation ¬ You are beautiful like the stars on the sky. But it's so painful that you are far away, so it would be foolish of me to fall for you hard. Thus, if you won't seize me, I will only remember you as a beautiful memory.
#japanese#japanese quote#japanese quotes#quotes#日本語#love#quote#恋#愛#にほんご#失恋#しつれん#brokenhearted#broken heart#broken#loss#grief#sad#悲しい#かなしい#i dont know... he is my ideal type but the fact that we will be apart makes it so difficult#he said he likes me and i just wish he would hold onto me#i want to be able to like him seriously because i am so attracted to him and he is so sweet but it would be foolish of me to do so#we decided to be friends due to the incoming separation but its hard... i just want to hear his voice and kiss him and hug him#i just want him to reassure me and to tell me he will wait for me#but thats selfish of me right...?#my heart hurts#i think i will be moving on because i cant wait for someone who i dont know if they would wait for me#i just want to be okay and find someone who will choose me and make me a priority and love me#please i really just want to be okay and happy
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