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Picked up again and finished Dimension20 Fantasy High Sophomore year, and now I have also finished Junior Year and now I am freeeee
I am not allowed to watch another TV or YouTube or any other series for the foreseeable future cause I have chores to do!
#i cant do much while watching things#and watching dnd is sneaky cause you can kinda do some things while just listening but it still occupies so much space in my mind#that it is only an illusion and actually the kind of stuff i can do while watching is very limited#i can mindlessly draw#or eat#maybe cook#thats about it#god i have so much stuff to do#fantasy high is a very good campaign tho i thoroughly enjoyed it and i cant wait for senior year whenever it may happen
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Gavin mentally: wait... that doesn't add up........
#detroit become human#gavin reed#rk900#because you guys have been so supportive i managed to pull through and actually draw a silly comic thing#also drew some of it while watching my favorite movie the incredible movie clue (1985)#and honestly i think the dynamic here is just like mustard and wadsworth going#are you trying to make me look stupid in front of the other guests / you dont need any help from me / THATS. RIGHT.#but anyway the take here is that hi i liked a lot of fics where (as i said before with mutual pining) nines finds gavins looks appealing#like wow hes so not perfect i am enamored with him hmmmm surely thats not mutual#while being v handsome himself so yeah!#it IS technically from the incorrect quotes generator but also! it fits i think#well fits enough for me to get away with#guys i like mutual pining too much and i like processing power of like wait a sec... supercomputer calculator brain cant do math what#while nines is like well if i cant do math then its no longer condescending so i win on a technicality in this conversation#because who doesnt want to win a conversation on a technicality when there isnt actually a competition#wanting to win conversations is so normal i love winning a conversation#(authors note - i failed a conversation today)
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One of Shadow Milk’s many prop replicas of himself, left behind. Even though the eyes are forever staring straight into the distance… Oddly enough, you still feel like you’re being watched.
But surely, though, it won’t hurt to take it home and touch up the colours, right? :)
#oh. my god chat. do i have a lot to say now#IM LOVE HIM#oh my god#fhis is the only time ur gonna see me say i love shadow milk directly and not his art HAHAHA#FUCCKKKKK#this one rlly has me messed up#ive been sitting on this concept for a long while!!! i just cant rlly nail the vibes that i want for it… but mroe than anything i want to#show him to you guys.. so issok if yall see the flopfail before i learn how to better capture my mental image#oh it’s so possessed. btw. like not even a second of thought has to be put into it#LMAO#physical vessel for the shreds of his essence that managed to avoid being sealed up. it’s not enough of him to do anything crazy…#but just enough to put you on edge :)#golden freddy pose shadow milk (i will be drawing this some day)#his ability to move is really sporadic#sometimes he’ll be right in the middle of attempting to make a gesture and then he’ll collapse mid movement… darn#(kicks him) fuck you#i think he’s….. cute.#haha.#okay#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#cookie run#crk#crk fanart#cookie run fanart#fave#is it egotistical to put a fave tag on MY OWN ART yeah probably BUT U GUYS DONT. GE T. HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS VARIANT#doodled an oc x canon w this concept in class 2day n realized too late someone wuz watching me draw…………… man.#IM AT TAG LIMIT????? FUCK MY LIFEEE I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT WAS A THING. BYE LOL!!!!!
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seeing ppl on twitter’s takes about snowgrave kriselle makes me want to kill myself oh my godddd “its toxic” “regular kriselle better bc its healthier” DO YOU THINK I WANT TO SEE THEM MUSHY KISS AND BE LOVEY DOVEY AND HUG EACH OTHER??? NO!!! the APPEAL is that adding romantic connotations to their snowgrave relationship (which mind you very much already exists in canon) allow their relationship to become so much more interesting. do i think they’ll become truly endgame canon? do i think they’re in love with each other??? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! AND I DONT WANT THEM TO!!! the POINT is that it’s supposed to be dark and interesting and exploratory of their characters in relation to the deconstruction of autonomy in video games through gender roles and principles of knighthood and the idea of the “damsel in distress”. not to mention that “shipping” regular kriselle and snowgrave kriselle isnt mutually exclusive either. in fact i think understanding both allows you to analyse their relationship much more fully and deeply than without considering the other side. and besides, isnt the fucking point of shipping to explore character relationships??? why would you want to Ignore nuance and depth rather than focus on it???? are you unable to handle anything deeper or darker than like fucking cocomelon??? if you hate character analysis and dark themes in relationships you can head on back there or smth idfk oh my lord i cant fucking TAKE IT ANYMORE
#snowgrave#kriselle#rant#deltarune#this probably comes off as harsh lol#i was going to add its alright if you find snowgrave kriselle uncomfortable for personal reasons#but like sincerely if youre in the utdr fandom and you’ve seen the fucking geno route then i think you can handle this#and not only that but i feel like nowadays fandoms are purposefully trying to get away from darker subject matter and themes#while in the process airbrushing nuance and details in favour of shoving characters into tropes and boxes#all in the name of ‘person comfort’ and ‘preference’#and while i cant control what other people do or ship or whatever#i do think its a sign that we’re leaning far more into anti-intellectualism these days#and people are just completely unwilling to engage with things outside their comfort zone#its okay to have preferences! its fine if you think kriselle is bad!#but like if your only reasoning is that its unhealthy and toxic then idfk what to tell you man#please play/watch/read better media#relationships in media can be toxic and unhealthy and portrayed without romanticisation#kriselle is very much so!#my ideal version of them is that neither of them have feelings for each other at all#neither does the player have any for noelle#the romantic/marriage connotations are there as metaphor for the stripping of autonomy through a forced heterosexual lens#however if they somehow form some fucked up forced conditioning traumabond feelings for each other along the way which fucks things up even#more… now THATS fucking interesting#really gets you questioning the lines between the decisions you make and the ones they make of their own volition#suselle completely endgame though#i just like analysing kriselle more LOL
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I’m back from my coma to talk about Nimona again
Specifically these scenes
Because this is the moment where the similarities between Gloreth and Ambrosius’ stories end


At face value, these scenes seem incredibly similar
In both scenes, Gloreth and Ambrosius are watching terrified as their homes are burning down around them because of a “monster”
But that’s where the similarities stop
Because in the first scene, Gloreth decides to listen to everything that her community has told her
And in the second scene, Ambrosius has finally figured out that everything he’s been told since he was a kid is a lie
#nimona#nimona 2023#nimona movie#ambrosius goldenloin#gloreth#can you tell how much this movie drives me insane#god i love it#it gets better every time I watch it#I have no intention on bashing Gloreth btw#did she betray her friend?#yes#was it an incredibly fucked up thing to do?#absolutely#but she's also a terrified child#who made a dumb choice while her world was falling apart#and I cant blame her for that#if I start thinking about the parallels between goldenheart and Nimona and Gloreths stories I’ll start crying#I could talk about this man til I’m blue in the face#and I have no air left in my lungs#god I love him#he’s such a compelling character#‘what are we doing’ is one of my favorite lines of all time#is so powerful
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Go to bed. I’m right here. You can see me anytime.
JING BORAN as Fei Ke Regeneration (2024)
#regeneration#regeneration 2024#新生#cdramaedit#userdramas#cdrama#asiandramanet#cdramasource#dailyasiandramas#tvedit#新生2024#tuserjade#samblr#useryd#mymymy#ep 1#LOOK YOU ALL NEED TO WATCH THISSSSSSSSSSSSSS#sRSLYYYYYYYYY#while i cant say i enjoyed the ending that much..... just nawww...... the JOURNEY TO GET THERE WAS BANGINGGGGG#JING BORANNNNNNN#he neeeeedsss to do more roles like this cause brooooooooo#ALL MEN DO IS LIEEEEEEEEEEE... or do they? LOL#fei ke... FEIII..... KEEEEEEE.... shoookethhh#this whole things a tragedy in so many ways and I don thave the time or dedication to give the goods it needs to be seeen by more people#this is my humble addition like others to tempt youuuuu
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it just hit me that the movie is coming out next month imgonna throw upppppppp
#to be clear this isnt an excited post this is a scared post .#i feel kinda guilty about it with how excited i was about the first 2 movies#but i just cant be anymore paramount and the scu have disappointed me so much within the past year in so many ways ......#shadow is one of my favorite characters his lore makes me go crazy and is one of the things that pulled me into loving sonic so much#but i literally felt nothing while watching that trailer aside from confusion at some of the writing choices being made#like i wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 but why is sonic working with gun . wtf is gerald doing here . why are there no girls .#the only positives to me were things that were cool visually . which doesnt outweigh all the things that have annoyed/disappointed me#like who cares about another cool sonic and shadow fight scene we already have plenty of those .#Anyway. saw some of those new promotional images.#i swear to god if they actually start calling shadow+eggman+gerald team dark#like they suggested they might in that survey from a while back#im gonna become the joker for real#(insert the NO that is NOT solid snake image but it says team dark instead)#also maybe im taking the hedgehog games way too seriously here#but having gerald still be alive and present in some form feels like such a bad idea from a story perspective ... like .#for one shadow lost Everything in the gun raid having gerald still be here feels like its undermining that in a way#but also gerald's whole thing in sa2 is being long dead but still impacting the story despite that . why is he ALIVEEEE#and why is he here over rouge ???? do they just hate women or something#(before someone goes ''it would take too much time/money to animate another cgi character''#maybe the movies should have just been fully animated if that sort of thing was a concern . just saying)
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I am not ready for Mitch to be in his dad era!! He’s going to be responsible for a little being, and I just know he’s going to be great!! So weird though because even if he’s been around for a while and is not much younger than 88 and 44 or is the same age as 34, he feels sooooooo much younger 🥲
I don’t know if it’s his energy (e.g. throwback when he used to do Fortnite dances or when he did the griddy at his wedding) or just the way he still looks like a teenager or both. He’s just so 👼
But congratulations to him and his wife!
i know so many people who have been watching these guys since they were teens..... i'd probably lose my mind to see them start to have babies now if that were me 😭😭😭 even being so close in age to mitch n auston specifically i'm like you're having CHILDREN? but i am happy for them and they look so happy so <3 times a million
i think mitch will be an extremely cute dad if anything. i know a lot of ppl clown on him for being rather immature and feeling like a kid with like.. the interest in video games/who he namedrops or doesn't in media, but i do think we're seeing a new generation of guys become dads where hobbies don't exactly line up with what you typically expect so............. idk. i'm ready to see a little baby in a marner jersey and i hope we get to seeeee more uncle auston content bc god knows mo isn't gonna give us any 😭
#easks#if we wanna be realistic idk HOW MUCH some of these guys do when it comes to parenting during the nhl season lol#it prob becomes a community thing w fam and ppl u can hire and other wags im sure bc there are lots of time demands on hockey players#so i think it will be interesting to watch!!!#i cant imagine theyll be AS tight lipped as mo/tessa so im exciteed to see a baby leaf fjkdkfls but maybe they will stay p private who know#anyyway and FICTIONALLY. THIS IS A DELICIOUS SERIES OF EVENTS....#its interesting to think abt the culture but im a wee scared to say much on main jkdsz#so many angles u can come at it from tbh... a baby giving a wife smth to do while her husband works. jsut perpetuating..
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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If a robots concious were to be [consentually or non consentually] transferred to an organic body do you think they would be horrified at a vessel that is uncontrollably ever growing and changing even in the smallest ways. Because i do
#noodle talks#not art#conversely. imagine the horror of being transferred to a body that is forever stagnant and instead of growing only degrades. im insane#the idea of a robot's brain who has lived in a mechanical body being put in an organic one with a focus on the body horror element-#-scratches an itch in my brain that i did not know i had#especially if its done with no concern for the robot itself and is done as a “lets see what happens” type thing#<- that adds another layer of ethical discussion that could happen in this hypothetical thing#also what would happen to the intial owner of the body#would they switch places.. or would the body be dead already and get reanimated somehow for use#ouhh im insane.#by the way i got this idea while the movie Robots was playing in the background [i was playing proseka]#do not let me watch kids movies <- /j#i dont think im going to do much with this but its an interesting idea#oh also. robot dealing with human injury.#you cant just get repairs. you have to watch your body seal itself back up. and it might not even go away fully [scars]#sickness and infections would probably be an even worse concept to deal with#also this idea is based off of if the robot was not educated of an organic body before this
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my relationship with the places ive lived and where i wanna go is. very strange
#like the town i was born in is a place i could never live. i wouldnt be accepted there and theres too much shit i disagree with#but then i visit for a month and hang out with cousins and watch the sunset and get frozen yogurt and i almost feel at home and like myself#and the city i loved in for a while was kind of like a middle ground where it wasn't great but wasn't bad#but i walked home form school everyday and i cruised through friendships and childhood stuff and a part of that city shaped the way i grewu#and the way i am today#and now where i currently live i dont like all that much#but the people and the community and my teachers and my school have shaped me and given me so many opportunities and gave me confidence#and i dont know what i'd be doing right now without the life ive had for the past 7 years in this area#but i know i cant stay here and i dont want to and i want to go places bug and far away and do all the things ive dreamed of and#like. its so exciting and terrifying and new and i dont even know if its what i truly want and what will truly benefit me like#im just rambling now. but. yeagh#im a collection of everywhere ive been and everyone ive met
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lately ive been trying to get into the mindset that its okay to not watch/play/read every new sonic thing the second it comes out and that i also dont have to speed through stuff as quickly as possible. but im still kinda mad that sonic x shadow generations is coming out at a very inconvenient time for me and i might have to wait a few days to play it
#the difference here is the stuff that made me want to change my mindset#is stuff that i wasnt particularly interested in but made myself play/watch anyway#while sonic x shadow generations is something im actively looking forward to and cant wait to play#unlike. sonic superstars for example. sorry people who really liked that game but i just wasnt super into it. and it costs too much#or maybe its not that i wasnt interested its that i wasnt having as much fun as i could have been because i was rushing it#but also a big part of the reason i feel the need to rush things is because i dont wanna get spoiled on the story .........#which is kinda hard to avoid if you Dont rush it sadly#anywya as for sxs gens . i probably could play it on release day if i like. pre ordered it at a gamestop near where im going#but . do i really wanna go through all that trouble when i could just have a friend pick it up for me at home or something
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Knitting is singlehandedly destroying my wrists, so I need to replace its role with another creative hobby. Please give me any suggestions you may have!
Requirements are:
-Can't destroy my wrists further, at least not as fast as knitting does
-Should be reasonably inexpensive and not too daunting to start
-Calming would be nice
-Textile arts are a plus :)
-Obscure is welcome
#please i know someone here knows some obscure creative thing that wont destroy my wrists#my problem is that i love knitting but i recognize that destroying my wrists at the ripe age of 22 isnt great#but i know that to stop doing knitting i need to replace it with something because knitting is a big thing for me#i knit in a lot of my free time bcuz if i want to watch something i need to do something else alongside#otherwise i cant concentrate#so ill watch a lot of Dimension 20. or rn im listening to an unknown armies actual play. or podcasts#i listened to almost all of tma while knitting#if i don't knit i won't really be able to focus on any of these things anymore which will make me want to push through and do it anyway#please lmk your ideas. i have two projects to finish that will probably be slow going#and then I'm probably going to have to more or less retire my needles#i just like being creative and making things too much
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Just finished rereading ITNL chapter 2 again
Yknow, it's long felt like a weaker chapter to me, especially compared to chapter 1. It's a Necessary chapter, but it's basically an entire chapter of introspection. Add in the fact that I wrote it in a single day and was half falling asleep by the end of editing it, but pressing onwards anyways bc I wanted So Badly to get it out that night...
The Legato part was the weakest for that. I remember staring at it and breaking my brain just trying to make it sound better before just giving up and posting. But when I worked on my full-fic re-edits about.. a year ago now? A year and a bit. I think it was October ish of 2023. But I focused on that part again, trying to get it up to my standards to be satisfied with it.
Coming back to it after some number of months, my brain relatively fresh, I think I actually did a pretty decent job. Despite being an introspective chapter, it really drives home how Wrecked vash is about it all. I like to say that chapter 1 is like a thesis to the fic, where you get vash's goals laid out pretty clearly (him picturing the things he wants to fix + him picturing his dream of having all the people he loves around a table with him, including Knives. It serves as motivation for him jumping back in time in the first place and it remains his driving force throughout the fic). In contrast, chapter 2 is... almost a secondary thesis. We see his doubt, his fears, his panic. We see the things that he's going to be struggling with throughout the whole fic. His wish to handle it all on his own, as well as how overwhelming it all is to him. Chapter 2 is the necessary second side to chapter 1's thesis, showing the weakness in his own strength and drive.
The cracks in his own unstoppable force.
Idk it's just interesting to me. Having been away from it long enough, I think I really do appreciate chapter 2 after all.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#kinda wanna post Thoughts for each chapter as i work on rereading this fic#anecdotes about what i remember doing while writing and thoughts about the chapters themselves.#part of my goal with rereading this fic is to reconnect myself with who i was while i was writing it.#ive changed so much since then that it feels like a different person wrote this fic. which gets in the way of my immersion#and is part of why it's been so long since i last updated.#i tried to force it back in july. managed to get a chapter out but im not entirely satisfied with it.#im probably gonna try to do some editing on it when i get to that point. there are a few things i want to improve about it.#the key thing being that i just Cant force it or else the finished product wont be to the level of quality i want#and i cant Keep writing in the same way i would if i was fully immersed.#this isnt to say chapter 19 is bad. people seemed to really like it. but theres just... something missing from it for me. just a bit.#i think the thing that most influences my writing's quality is how much i put myself into the character's brain#so even if the prose itself isnt the most masterful. the writing is so in touch with the character's mind that it's really impactful.#i'd like to think at least 😅#but the other side of that is the fact that my writing just isnt as good if im not fully invested and immersed. it just isnt.#so that was the problem with 19. and im gonna try to fix those parts where that feels most apparent.#the chapter will overall be the same. just. this is my perfectionism speaking probably lol#anyways yes. full reread to really get back into it. replying to comments to remember that people love my fic.#engaging with readers and also with my own analysis. i think that this will help a lot with re-engaging myself.#and if i do this right then it wont be many months before another update again.#i'll be able to go back into it and Stay in it. for hopefully Plenty more chapters and updates#gonna write at least 100k of ITNL this next year Just You Watch. maybe even more if i can manage it.#💪💪💪💪💪 i believe in myselfffff
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sorry i just. need to rant for a second
#cause dude the whole joost situation is SO fucking upsetting#he's mentioned over and over again how overwhelming this whole overnight success thing has been for him and to respect his boundaries#and instead of yk respecting his wishes “fans” go and make things worse by constantly overstepping and being creepy and weird like hello???#like why can't we all just be normal and take a step back and enjoy things#these people are gonna end up driving him off the internet and i wouldn't blame him one bit#and the worst part is the people who should get the memo obviously don't (or refuse to) bc this isn't an isolated instance#like its been going on for a while now#idk man i just think about how hard it must be for him rn#one of the things that turned me into a joost fan (besides his music) was his personality#like i obviously dont know him on a personal basis#but from the little bits ive seen he comes across as a really genuine and sweet and kind dude#super thoughtful as well. like i just love the way he thinks and his take on things#like i remember watching his eurovision interviews and just thinking oh man this dude's a ray of sunshine LMFAO#also the literal definition of resilience like dude's been through so much stuff and hes always managed to come out on top despite of it#and thats something i really admire about him too. like the way he put it as not letting your traumas be just that#but also something that can drive you forward#but yeah dude's had more than enough like he deserves to be happy and have some peace and ppl keep ruining it for him and it makes me upset#like i actually slept like shit last night and woke up feeling terrible and i wonder if what went down yesterday w the whole live thing#has anything to do with it lmfao#and you may be like ok well youre taking it too personally and letting it affect you#and yeah maybe youre right LOL but i cant help it i care about the guy and i want him to be okay#he seems to have a really good support system though so i hope things blow over soon and he can finally have some peace#anyway. rant over! 💋#raquel speaks
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devastatingly disappointed that the entire young royals tag is filled with comparisons to rwrb and heartstopper as if i dont love young royals entirely because its executed so much better than either of those
#plz i cannot be the only one who thinks this#young royals is just way more mature and serious and i MUCH prefer queer dramas over romcoms#heartstopper was made for a very young demographic i just cant get with something catered to kids#(just realized the irony of me saying that while having a coraline icon lmao BUT THATS DIFFERENT)#but i do get that its so important for young queer kids to have a show like that so i have no beef with it#rwrb on the other hand……. oh my god#that book…. was so good. and then they tainted it so bad#they heartstopperified it but the BOOK WASNT MADE FOR KIDS LIKE HEARTSTOPPER WAS#like this is a serious real hevy situation??? the prince and the first son?? no way you just slapped your mans ass in front of the presiden#thats why i love young royals they take the situation so much more literally like he WOULD be having panic attacks he WOULD be freaking out#and again i like drama shows especially when it comes to queer love#the only queer romcom ive ever loved is but im a cheerleader every other one ive seen is so cringey that i stop watching#young royals#plz dont ‘let people enjoy things’ me like whatever you want but im allowed to bitch and moan this is my house
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