#i can't remember the age exactly

[valkyrievanessa]

when i discovered myself as a trans girl i had a weird feeling about my sexuality, i spend many years reading nothing but Girls Love wanting to have a relationship like that (being a girl and have a relationship with another girl) and i never doubted about my attraction for woman, so for some months, after i finally realized myself as a trans woman, i thought that i was lesbian... but no, i do like guys, a lot actually, i just prefer woman more, but i do like guys (want to kiss them, love them, etc.).

During my life i had guys that i was obsessed with, like, in a way that don't happen if you are not attracted for them, if they were nice with me, i would be obsessed with them for months and today i think about how the way my mother isolated me from everyone and said shit about LGBT people and the total lack of trans representation actually stoped me from coming up with tons of things i felt when i was a teenager.

I spend years crying before i went to sleep because being saw as a man was a nightmare for me, like true hell and for some goddamn reason i thought that was a good ideia that if i get more manly this bad feeling would pass, not only it didn't but made me feel worse and without figuring out about my gender, this also prevented me about figuring out about my sexuality, like, is not normal for a cis guy to read Girls Love and wanting to be one of the girls on the story, to have a love like that and the exclusion of good representation of trans people anywhere actually stopped me from going to this conclusion, that i am a woman and i am Bi.

[boyrobott]

me, twelve years old, watching Astro Boy (2009) for the very first time: hell yeah badass robot doing badass flying stunts and beating up bad guys in a dystopian hellscape

me, twenty-something years old, watching Astro Boy (2009) again for the first time in ten years: oh my god..... he’s just a little kid...... and he’s all alone in the world.....  oh my god he’s on the run from the government and no one in this entire movie gives a single shit about him..... oh my god.... where are his parents??? why aren’t his parents protecting him??? oh my god he’s just a little kid and he’s all alone oh my god

[fox-guardian]

sometimes i am reminded of strange comments i receive on my art and i am still baffled.

[ID: Tags reading "your alice looks like shes adicted to heroin and I love that" end ID]

like. no, people who are addicted to drugs shouldn't feel shame over their appearances, ofc. but also Why Would You Say This To Me.

[orchidblacktea]

Luo Binghe 🤝 Hua Cheng 🤝 Chu Wanning

They really said 'let's be even cuter' and turned themselves into 6 years olds

[zexonyte]

yeah i made him a fish lookin thang whatcha gonna do about it

[blujayonthewing]

last summer after going to my childhood home for the very last time I came home and ordered a single-note honeysuckle perfume in a fit of... I don't know exactly. Big Feelings. and the PROBLEM is that it smells extremely nice, and it pairs really well with 'Fireflies', which is a blend meant to invoke being outdoors on a summer evening, but I can't actually wear them because it is also, essentially, Potion Of Extremely Specific Psychic Damage

[xcziel]

i don't think i can watch the substance just because horror movies are *really* not for me

but i am fascinated by the styling of sue - the incredible 80s-ness of it

from the contrasting dayglow legwarmer-esque socks, to the very obvious 'fun!' makeup, the aquanet-sprayed hair, the poufy baby blue dream-barbie "gown", even to the cut of that iconic leotard

and contrasted with elizabeth's more modern - as of ten years ago - look with the 'natural' or 'classic' makeup and hair: shades of the gwyneth paltrow-style health guru

like i've only seen gifs and photos but sometimes the details are even more obvious - the way sue's front teeth are whitened but when she smiles big you can see the rest of her teeth are yellowed like

that is so obvious it's absolutely on purpose but what is it? it looks normal to me because in the 80s they hadn't hit on 'high def' beauty yet

very likely that's what ekizabeth's teeth looked like back when she started out - isn't sue supposed to be 'better'? or is it purely just 'younger'?

i've really never seen a recent movie get the tiny imperfections of an 80s styling so right before - down to sue's slightly off lipstick application that only someone that young and pretty could get away with

it's amazing and so very clearly directed by a woman

(and also i may be projecting but i feel like demi moore probably had input into some of the detail - they have that vibe of someone who had *been there*)

[comic-sans-chan]

I know the current consensus is, "Oh, poor, dear, stupid Aziraphale, there's no going back to the way things were, there's only moving forward from this point onward," but I would like to remind everyone that Crowley's Default Plan for Being Happy and Safe With Aziraphale is always, consistently, without fail: run away to space. You know. The place they first met. At the beginning before the beginning.

So, actually, I'm sorry, but they're both still the same flavor of dumbass. They're being poured out of different containers, but it's the same damn tea.

[waywardly-we-go]

The thing that I think has me just head over heels in love with Cyberpunk 2077, speaking as someone halfway (?) through Phantom Liberty and rediscovering what made me fall in love, is the absolutely immaculate vibes.

Tone, themes, and feel are paramount in this game, and it's so fucking good and satisfying. I want more stories told to me this way, especially video game stories.

[wachi-delectrico]

Gonna get spicy for a second and say that everyone loves spewing hate about narcissistic (NPD) parents and how awful parents with personality disorders are, but if someone were to make a post with the exact same cadence about ADHD parents they'd get shot in public at first sight

[eggmeralda]

the genetics felt so bad for what they did to my parents' first kid's looks that they overcompensated massively on the second kid's looks

[suddenfossilfightersheadcanons]

Most of Dina's playlists are a mix of 2nd-generation kpop and bubblegum girl groups; however, every five tracks or so, an oddly sombre number emerges. 'Hyper-ballad', Björk. 'Ice Age', How to Destroy Angels. 'Love is a Losing Game', Amy Winehouse.

A few months after meeting Joe Wildwest for the first time, Dina and Todd ended up packed together on a road trip through the Blue Mountains. Dina wrested control of the aux cord. For half an hour, Todd complained irreverently. Then Mitski's 'I Want You' broke through the car. In those timid three minutes, he wondered what on earth Dina had been through to draw her to such. Often, angst doesn't necessarily have an identifiable cause, especially at that age, when emotions cast broad strokes like bloodstains over rationality. It's easy enough to feel estranged from oneself in those years, and to feel rage for the peace that was once taken for granted. But he wasn't wrong. Dina never explicitly told him she'd been bullied badly some years prior, but it wasn't overly difficult to piece together. The way she smiled and looked away whenever the last couple of years came up in conversation. The way she laughed, forcing the noise deeper into her torso than it would comfortably descend, at meek-seeming students in the halls. The way she eyed the pavers when Auto Counter came up in conversation. Her inexplicable dislike of thyreophora such as Ankylo, Goyle, and Perso, no matter how he tried to exhort their strength. How she chewed the air when she read about the prodigy on Vivosaur Island. She always brushed these things off as her being somehow weak, and imploded, unveiling an impermeable shell of silence, whenever her past came up. Todd tried to praise her throughout the Caliosteo Cup. When she bristled, and said she didn't really feel her victories were anything but flukes, he felt a whorl of envy. If luck could carry her this far, why, why, why did he keep losing? Both carried a measure of shame. For her, as far as he could tell, it seemed arbitrary. For him, it burned, brighter and brighter for every effort she made to reach out to him. They didn't interact much throughout those final rounds of the Cup. And when Zongazonga gave him impetus to let his months' worth of amorphous fury take shape, it billowed through him.

Todd only saw Dina interact with Hunter Buckland once; he'd come as a spectator to the Battle Royale. He was ganglier than Todd had expected, too tall to be comfortable in his movements, which halted and started like split-ended wood. Dina noticed him in the Ribular fighter station, and lowered her gaze. He said 'hello', and after an eternity, she responded. 'Hello.' They attempted phatic talk, and the conversation withered. Eventually, he asked if they could talk sometime. She smiled, laughed through her teeth. 'I'll think about it.' As Dina watched Hunter walk away, Todd swore he heard her humming 'Ice Age'.

[yeetntve]

One time my Mum drove over a kerb and got her car stuck at a hardware store, and three different men just came over to help unprompted. The only thing they said about it was directly related to solving the problem, and in the end all three of them just seamlessly worked together to physically lift the front of the car so my Mum could reverse out. They succeeded, saving us tow truck fees and ensuring the nice afternoon we had planned was able to go on. They asked for nothing and we never saw them again. All it took was my Mum calling them her heroes, and those men were walking on air all the way into the hardware store.

I just think that maybe, just maybe, blaming the pain and suffering caused by our patriarchal system on men's individual nature is uhhhh, some bullshit.

I see the radfems out there saying that every man who's ever been born is a psychopath who's constantly looking for an opportunity to commit a felony and then I remember this one time I was really struggling to get a shopping cart out of another shopping cart and a dude came over to help me, but he couldn't do it, and then another dude came over to help him, and then another came over because it was a challenge he wanted in on, and then I had 3 guys all tearing at a stuck shopping cart, and literally none of them even needed a cart.

And when they got it out, they fist pumped and I said thanks so much and one of them said "easy." And then they left.

And it's like.

I don't think radfems go outside.

[seeminglyseph]

"Ask for the Slow Arrow, and I will help.

-- Felassan"

Hmm. Great. Great. Something I cannot be insane about to my normal level Dragon Age friends. Perfect.

Love not being able to be insane about Felassan to people. How do I not be insane about the Slow Arrow? I'm like. Playing this game slowly because, like. I'm Not Okay about this series, and part of it is like. Felassan's coming up so often in the codices, and if you didn't read The Masked Empire, probably that's damn meaningless but like. I did read The Masked Empire.

I haven't read all the books. I feel like I still desperately need to sit down and read Tevinter Nights, but I was hoping it would come out on audiobook, and then I got distracted.

But then the characters from Tevunter Nights showed up in Veilgaurd. And Felassan's notes are all over the Lighthouse, and my heart is breaking into a million billion pieces.

[chososrightnipple]

❝𝐣𝐣𝐤 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 + 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 (𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐰𝐨)❞

a/n: almost four hundred followers omg.. i love all you freaks mwah!! here is part two as promised. included some requests for characters. aged up! megumi and yuji of course. might do a part three maybeeee? afab body w/no gendered language as usual.

part one.

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. *. ⋆ TOJI FUSHIGURO

▸ panty stealing. he thinks of it as memorabilia. snatching your panties from the floor before you have the chance to put them back on- just something he keeps to remember you bye.

▸ daddy kink. we all saw this coming, right? you call him daddy once and it's all he needs to fuck you into the bed for the rest of the night.

▸ thigh riding. seeing you frotting against his large thigh, desperate to cum, pussy practically drooling for it... his favorite foreplay 100%.

▸ cum play. this man will cum anywhere and everywhere and he'll love it. let him cum on your face, your ass, your chest, your back, down your throat, etc etc.

▸ hatefucking. angry sex after an argument where he takes out all of the stress you caused him on your poor holes :(

▸ breeding. you can give him another baby, can't you? you can make him a daddy all over again, right? just let him cum inside of you as much as he wants, he'll make it happen, he swears.

▸ exhibitionism. you grind against him once on the bar floor and next thing you know he's dragging out to the empty alleyway and pressing you against the nearest wall.

▸ size difference. he's so large, so big, every single part of him practically overtaking you. and he gets off on that fact so fucking hard!!

. *. ⋆ NANAMI KENTO

▸ cockwarming. seating himself inside your warm pussy while he's stuck doing all kinds of boring paperwork. he'll fuck you, he swears, you just gotta sit pretty on his lap for a little bit, okay?

▸face fucking. he loves taking out all of his stress on you. gripping your hair as he uses your mouth mercilessly, bullying his cock down the back of your tight throat.

▸blindfolding. silk ribbons in a variety of colors that he matches to the underwear you're modeling for him. only the best for his lover <3

▸ thigh riding. there's no better way to put him in the mood than pathetically grinding yourself against his thigh, using his body selfishly for your own pleasure.

▸ hair pulling. y'all know that one scene... he pulls at your hair exactly like that. fingers going white with how tight he's tugging at you, manipulating your position until you're face to face with his scowl.

▸ spanking. makes you count for every slap and if you miscount, he's starting all over again. pay better attention to him next time, yeah?

▸ semi-public. yes, he will bend you right over his desk, no he doesn't care there's a meeting going on next door. or better yet, against the window of the fourth floor, overlooking the busy street below it.

▸ phone sex. it really isn't any problem that he's across the country on a mission. even just the sound of your whines over the phone is enough to get him off.

. *. ⋆ MEGUMI FUSHIGURO

▸ panty stealing. he would say he feels bad about it, but he doesn't. you looked so good in the lacey little things, he can't help but want to keep them for later. even has his own little drawer for them.

▸ masochism. the stinging pain of your nails running down his back is utterly euphoric. and don't get him started on how harshly you tug at his hair when he's eating you out- he can cum in his boxers just from that alone.

▸ breast play. massaging at the skin, feeling the plumpness under his fingertips. sucking at your nipples and leaving a trail of kisses down the valley of your breasts. he's obsessed.

▸ edging. leaving you just on the brink of release over and over again, until tears are streaming down your face. he'll let you cum eventually, you just look so pretty this worked up for him.

▸ marking. oh my goddd do not get megumi started on this. he doesn't know why it gets him so worked up- seeing you covered in the hickeys and bite marks that he's left on you- but it does.

▸ cunnilingus. eats you out like a man starved, like he'll never eat you out again. pulling him away from your poor pussy is next to impossible if he's not yet done with his meal.

▸ mutual masturbation. sometimes you both just need to relaxation of release and nothing more. sitting across from each other on the bed, or maybe side by side, listening to the moans of the other as you both touch yourselves.

▸ dacryphilia. like adoptive father like adopted son. seeing your eyes brim with tears from how good he's fucking you drives him crazy.

. *. ⋆ YUJI ITADORI

▸ ass play. we all know he's an ass man i mean come on?! doggy style is his favorite position just because of it. seeing how the fat of your ass moves with every slap of his hips is fucking addicting.

▸ praise kink. tell him how good he's fucking you and how much of a good boy he is pleaseeee!!!!

▸ toys. he didn't realize how much he would love bringing toys into the bedroom until he sees how hard you can cum around him while he holds a vibrator to your clit.

▸ raw sex. he knows it's stupid, fucking you with no protection. you're pussy just feels so good, so warm, he needs to fuck you raw.

▸ face riding. please sit on his face, suffocate him, he doesn't care. it's his favorite position to eat you out.

▸ overstimulation. poor baby doesn't even mean to overstimulate you half of the time- he just has so much stamina, you understand that, right? and seeing you so flushed and fucked out under him has him so horny. just one more round, yeah? you can do that for him, right?

▸ dirty talk. yuji is a yapper and that doesn't stop when he's fucking you. the filth that comes out of his mouth has you wet just thinking about it.

▸ dry humping. the tension, the intimacy, the panting, the friction?? all of it, it's like a drug to him.

[deepbutdazzlingdarkness]

The eroticism of an older man calling a younger man Kid, even though he is most definitely an adult.

What, are you trying to convince yourself he’s too young for you? I don’t buy it and neither do you. Just fuck him over the nearest table and call him baby boy.