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#i am rotting from the inside out
limon-rat · 9 months
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The fact that in the original concepts for the third move, Branch was supposed to be kidnapped is haunting me.
So many thoughts.
Might just do something with them.
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sluckythewizard · 2 months
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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'
#cw blood#SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten#its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then#fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something#also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve#but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere#ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP#THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed#kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me#from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream#and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him#she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she#is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK#I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs#LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH#THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED#TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER#oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much
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angelpuns · 11 months
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I have spent all afternoon/night trying not to rot and I don't even know how to explain what that means but oh my god I'm so- urrgehfhrh I'm like- everything just feels so bad
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The happiest place on earth.
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It's finally time to start introducing my Clock Tower ocs, and who better to be first than the Head of Security with her built in surveillance cameras
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satanic-fruitcake · 29 days
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hghhh
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witherbythesword · 3 months
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#the last few weeks have been wild symptom wise#first extreme problems falling asleep#then a few days with an opressive fatigue making me fall asleep after half a day#the stomache problems#and now just no hunger at all and feeling like my body and brain is rotting from the inside out#slowly turning to liquid and taking away my ability to function or enthusiasm for anything#you know what i'd like#a few days of just feeling good#like idk maybe a weekend of just feeling like myself#or maybe even just normal depression i can handle that just fine feeling a little sad and stuff is whatever to me#but dissociating and not feeling like I am in my body and brainfog and having no thought or feelings and no hunger or sense of taste#and when i put on music it makes me want to scratch my ears off thats hell please stop that#also yay to me for writing things out and the realising#“oh this isn't just feeling weird. you're going through it”#“if you hate yourself do this if you hate the world do that if you hate everyone... quick question#what should i do when i feel like i need someone to insert a straw into my brain and blow into it realy hard#and make it bubble up like soapy water?#i feel like that one john galm album thats basically just the coolest saddest guitar you've ever heard and him inaudibly screaming lyrics#my brain is in the state a crumbled up empty soda can on the sidewalk is in (meanwhile that should be my throat) :c#meow#i have one strand of thoughts and it's the equivalent of cat wailing#I CANT EVEN LISTEN TO MUSIC#I was like well maybe i should just listen to music.. until i remembered... the horrors#am not made for this#get the blow guns out lads and lasses#personaltext
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autism-disco · 1 year
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when the rockabye musical cast album comes out i am going to be so annoying about listening to rotting on repeat you don’t even know
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toytulini · 4 months
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everyone always talks about how fucked up it is that they dont put clocks in casinos so u lose your sense of time and like, true
but no one ever talks about how if you cant read an analog clock due to something like dyscalculia, and you add time blindness on top of that, thats really not that different from your average experience at most locations
Analog clock readers can reblog
if they behave 🔪
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shion2nd · 4 months
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nothing gives me quite as much dysphoria / envy as gackts malice mizer live performances. i hope he dies. that should be ME..
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scooplery · 2 years
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i am so significantly impaired by my mentol illnesses Lol 😔
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quill-n · 1 year
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My party's been on the stupid topic of how they both lay eggs and I've recently been cursed with Too Much Knowledge on aarakocra and dragonborn reproductive systems, so .
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(the aasimar is Covell—the captain of their old crew. more info on him later *fingerguns*)
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real embarrassing on Sybil's 16 intelligence btw, but it's also hilarious
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vizthedatum · 1 year
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Always with the illusion of choice unless they’re love-bombing you.
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it’s so defeating when the last few weeks you spent so many hours applying to jobs and editing your resume to cater to each specific job listing and then not a single place contacts you for an interview, not one, the only contact i’ve received at all is from the places that contact about rejecting you. i’m so stuck. I need financial independence so I can move out and start to actually live my life but nothing. not a single place. i’m so afraid.
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whalesfall · 2 years
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i’m enamored with how iwtv’s settings work. the last few episodes have taken place almost solely within their house, with a few quick asides to a lover’s apartment, the bench they sit at loathing each other, and the streets just outside their house. the constant cyclical nature of the settings. how the only change we see is the decay of their living state, the house rotting from the inside out, torn to shreds as their family is torn to shreds and patchily reconstructed but keeping the damage so they never forget. the way that the townsfolk start leaving warning sigils outside their door. it really drives home the mindnumbing cycle of their days, how endless the years are. as the family falls apart the house is rotting from the inside out and new orleans turns against them but they never leave. they will never leave. they will never let go of their family and they will never let go of their house. claudia tries to escape the cycle and her rotting home but is dragged back just as quickly. and the thing is. they’re already dead. they will never die together in that house. it will just keep on going. coffins inside the tomb of their home.
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