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#i am in a State this morning
umemiyan · 3 months
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no because. riding the fuck out of kaji but making him keep the sucker in his mouth to stay quiet, holding it to his lips with your fingers. however, he can't stop himself from humming and moaning around it, maybe even offering a whimper or two when you clench...
but if you have mercy and remove the candy because he's drooling too much, he'll curse out loud ("fuck!") and shove is tongue down you're throat to share the sugar because he still doesn't quite know what to say or do with himself <3 hips trying to buck up into yours like crazy.
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hinamie · 5 days
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post-graduation trip airport looks
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“The average person is touched by 4 Fears” is a statistical error, Jonathan FearsGeorg Sims, who is touched by the Fifteen Fears daily and kidnapped everyday is an outlier and should not have been counted.
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dreamlifebunny · 1 year
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can i just say how much i love my law of assumption girlies (of all genders) and how tremendously proud of you i am? every day you are dedicated to giving yourself the absolute best that life has to offer. every day you show up for yourself even when it's hard or scary or when you don't know what to do, because you know that better is out there. every day you love yourself enough to abandon what society has conditioned you to believe your entire life and choose a different path of unconditional love and peace. regardless of the trauma you have experienced, the oppression you have faced, and the external voices in your ears constantly telling you that you are not enough, you have taken back your power and are rewriting your story.
YES, there will be days that are hard, YES, this is a complicated journey of learning and unlearning, but every. single. day. you show up and try, and i am so, so proud of you for never giving up on yourself.
the day will come when you will be living the life you have always dreamed of, surrounded by the love you have always deserved, and doing the things you have always wanted to do, and you know what? YOU will have been the one who got you there. i love you so much, and i am so proud of you; never forget how incredibly strong and brave you are for taking this journey.
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moonkhao · 1 month
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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megpricephotography · 3 months
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Beach Boy! Barney, jumping for joy during a trip to the beach in July of 2012.
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synnthamonsugar · 1 year
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So like I'm not normal about Eris fucking stabbing Savathun with a sword but I'm also not normal about Savathun fucking ....... GIVING Eris her Ghost to do whatever she wants with .... her symbolic heart ... her connection to the Light, the thing she'd spend eons in pursuit of......... GOD!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
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faaun · 6 months
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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ink-asunder · 1 year
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I've mentioned this before, but I just love Nygus and Stein's potential dynamic so much. They're both on the med team in some form at the DWMA, so that's where a lot of their interactions would come from. But the way they're similar to each other and the way they contrast is just really interesting to me.
Nygus's bedside manner is fine (/gen), but her professionalism draws a solid border between being compassionate and being a motherly figure (a trope which nurses have been depicted with for years that literally no one seems to recognize as a red flag in a medical professional).
Stein's bedside manner is absolutely abysmal. This man is out here acting like he's cutting people up for fun. It's like his own cursed sense of humor about his intrusive thoughts that he doesn't know what to do with. There's an element of Madness (psychosis/intrusive thoughts) to his experience that makes him afraid of hurting people by following through with his intrusive thoughts. It distresses him so much that it drives him to literal mental instability. But the truth of his actions and behavior show that he's competent, and even good at seeming compassionate (even if he's putting on for the sake of others, he's still PUTTING ON FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS, yknow?).
Nygus is one of the only people who knows Stein that doesn't have a weird Thing with him. She's not afraid of him, but she doesn't believe he could be better either. And I like to think that that objective regard would alleviate some stress on Stein's part. When they interact with each other, Stein doesn't have The Weight of trying to be better, nor the enticement of teasing someone for fun. Nygus's vibe is played completely straight, and Stein can just get to work and trust her to rein him in if he gets too zealous.
I feel like I could make a diagram of, like, Qualities of a Good Medical Practitioner and a quadrant diagram of personality traits, and I feel like the two of them would end up in interesting places in relation to each other
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starlightswordfight · 2 months
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they should invent a new type of autism that does not make you evil when routine is disrupted
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istherewifiinhell · 9 days
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reading a single tf comedy fic will confront u with the authors viewpoints on: heads of military, heads of state, stance on revolutionary politics, reporters, freedom of the press, cops, class stigmatized labour, civilian liberties, criminalized... miscreantism? blows big breath kicks can down the road... minorities?
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dreamlogic · 3 months
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i have no clue what's going on w/ the hiring process for the job offer i got yesterday, but at least it seems like nobody at the post office does either. 🙃
#ctxt#charlie vs mail#got a call from some guy at the regional sorting facility like 'uuh yeah just drop in to your PO whenever for fingerprinting'#so i show up in shorts & a t-shirt as a stop along a multi-errand trip bc my impression was that this is just a part of the background check#woman doing my prints was like 'idk if anyone's here to speak with you today but we can check'#me still thinkin it's just a casual meet/greet 'oh no worries haha! btw i got the job offer before having even 1 interview is that normal?'#she doesn't know but leads me around until we find someone buried under a stack of paperwork at her desk#'hi [redacted!] charlie is here for their interview!'#redacted peers over his monitor like a deer in headlights 'who is here for their what now??? oh uuuhh gimme a minute uuuhhhhh'#i'm sweatinnnmng like i'm wearing my birks i am massively underprepared but ok i guess we're doing this & they already offered me the job so#redacted also seemed to be panicking a lil bc the person who usually does these interviews isn't even in today#we had a moment of 'so we're both utterly blindsided here right?' 'yeah can we reschedule?' 'yes god please let's reschedule'#so i'm going back thursday for an actual interview. after already completing background check & filling out tax paperwork#get home to an email from the dude who called me this morning like 'btw dress business casual for your fingerprinting & bring XYZ'#but still stating nowhere that the implication was that fingerprinting & interview would happen concurrently????#this is a federal institution & the second largest employer in the US. get ur shit together !!!#hoping it's not gonna be a black mark that i showed up in my casual summer clothes without the necessary docs#but tbf to me the expectations were hella unclear like i wasn't even given a point of contact for an onboarding supervisor until today#since they were also drastically underprepared i hope it'll just be water under the bridge & we can properly meet thursday#hands down weirdest hiring/onboarding process i've ever gone through but fuck it we ball
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dizzybizz · 1 year
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some magma pages from the past few days <333
@polyphonial, @2sc4rghost, @seasonalberries and @eternal-moss (oh yeah my brother also contributed a bit)
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💞💖💕💓💗💘💝❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
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attineilde · 4 months
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KEVIN DAY THE THINGS I WOULD DO FOR YOU TO GIVE ME JUST ONE CHANCE
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strawberrybyers · 10 months
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realizing i’m so funny and talking a lot and making a million plans right now is not because i am healing for a new year new me era but because i am entering a state of ✨hypomania✨
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