#i am in a State this morning
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no because. riding the fuck out of kaji but making him keep the sucker in his mouth to stay quiet, holding it to his lips with your fingers. however, he can't stop himself from humming and moaning around it, maybe even offering a whimper or two when you clench...
but if you have mercy and remove the candy because he's drooling too much, he'll curse out loud ("fuck!") and shove is tongue down you're throat to share the sugar because he still doesn't quite know what to say or do with himself <3 hips trying to buck up into yours like crazy.
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post-graduation trip airport looks
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen fanart#these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them#im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me#when in doubt play dress up. life hack#i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards#argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen#megumi designated Drink Runner also#alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea#anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head#no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed#nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit#its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip
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“The average person is touched by 4 Fears” is a statistical error, Jonathan FearsGeorg Sims, who is touched by the Fifteen Fears daily and kidnapped everyday is an outlier and should not have been counted.
#tma#jon tma#jonathan sims#jon sims#the magnus archives#magnus archives#I am making this post at 4 AM in a feverish state so I hope I find this funny tomorrow morning too
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I need to make this abundantly clear.
If you voted red because you're anti-choice or homophobic or racist or transphobic, I do not want to associate with you. If you voted third party under the guise of performative activism, I do not want to associate with you. If you didn't vote at all, I do not want to associate with you.
I am a bisexual, anti-censorship, pro-choice Stage IV Endometriosis survivor that needs contraceptive pills to even function out of bed. There is minimal research out there for me. Now there will be even less because a convicted felon, rapist, fake evangical pedophile has the majority vote.
I just had to send an email to my obgyn stressing about sterilization as soon as possible before contraception and access to reproductive health care slip from my fingers.
I am no longer the tolerant. I don't care if this hurt some of you who follow me. If you are any of the three categories above, you just destroyed my life along with my partner's, and I have nothing to say to you ever again.
#i feel so numb this morning#like popular vote just stated they hate me#they hate my friends my family#my best friends who want babies and now are terrified theyll have zero care from fascist agendas#i am just so very disappointed but not surprised
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can i just say how much i love my law of assumption girlies (of all genders) and how tremendously proud of you i am? every day you are dedicated to giving yourself the absolute best that life has to offer. every day you show up for yourself even when it's hard or scary or when you don't know what to do, because you know that better is out there. every day you love yourself enough to abandon what society has conditioned you to believe your entire life and choose a different path of unconditional love and peace. regardless of the trauma you have experienced, the oppression you have faced, and the external voices in your ears constantly telling you that you are not enough, you have taken back your power and are rewriting your story.
YES, there will be days that are hard, YES, this is a complicated journey of learning and unlearning, but every. single. day. you show up and try, and i am so, so proud of you for never giving up on yourself.
the day will come when you will be living the life you have always dreamed of, surrounded by the love you have always deserved, and doing the things you have always wanted to do, and you know what? YOU will have been the one who got you there. i love you so much, and i am so proud of you; never forget how incredibly strong and brave you are for taking this journey.
#like why am i cryin so early in the morning gdamn#law of assumption#manifestation#neville goddard#edward art#loassumption#loa#void state#master manifestor#manifesting#dream girl#it girl#bunny's originals
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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Beach Boy! Barney, jumping for joy during a trip to the beach in July of 2012.
#I don't usually post politics stuff online - even in the tags!#BUT I am currently in a state of massive relief after seeing the exit polls for our General Election in the UK today#This happy pic seemed an appropriate one to post in light of it looking as though the Tories will be out by morning!#I mean... I won't fully believe & celebrate until the *actual* results are in but the exit poll is usually pretty bang on... so YAY!#Prediction is that we will have a landslide victory for Labour - even if it's a bit wrong it looks like Labour *should* win easily#I don't massively like the current Labour party but I loathe the Conservatives & what they've done over the past 14yrs#Where I live the Tories are still actually likely to win (ick!) unless the Green Party pull off something amazing#but I don't even care about our local result much - I just want Labour to win overall & it looks like they will#Oh! Happy Independence Day to our friends across the pond!!#We will all be keeping our fingers crossed for your upcoming election results later in the year!#throwback thursday#barney#border collie#beach
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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever
#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play#and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things#like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river#I want to email him pbs eons videos#I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do#take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls#I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee#being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps#& get to ask him about what he’s reading#or how his training is going#or whatever he’s doing#I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house#I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it#unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that#he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice#stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis#he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski#did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge#he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way#I want to try harder but I kind of can’t#or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human#we can be human if we stand close enough together#idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options#kaneki time
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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#altaria#here it is… the bird that turns into a dragon-type because reasons…#i still don't think just from looking at this thing that they should be a dragon-type. i feel like it still seems out-of-place given their#design but HONESTLY i like it. i think it's a cool like. subversion. type thing. i would not look at swablu and be like Yeah that evolves#into a dragon-type. and apparently a really good one at that? i believe i've heard good things about altaria#ugh. good things. got a selection of GOOD THINGS on sale‚ stranger… my brain does that sometimes#when i hear or say innocuous phrases it's like HEY that's the same thing this OTHER guy said in this QUOTE you've heard before#dunno WHY but. it happens. and it just happened there. but altaria i dunno it's a dragon-type and that's awesome. i don't remember what i#said i was gonna talk about on the swablu post yesterday wrt altaria and i am too lazy to look back at those tags to remember#hi it's me morning of this posting at like 7 AM. i remembered bc i just looked. i was gonna ask if they were good competitively#and. i'm pretty sure they are. ALRIGHT LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT SMOGON#ah okay not busted but generally good i guess. latest information states RU in gen 9 but UU in a lot of other gens. NU and PU in there too#bounced around a lot i guess. but here's my question. why? do i care#it's cute. and i don't care if they're strong or not… because they're cute…
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So like I'm not normal about Eris fucking stabbing Savathun with a sword but I'm also not normal about Savathun fucking ....... GIVING Eris her Ghost to do whatever she wants with .... her symbolic heart ... her connection to the Light, the thing she'd spend eons in pursuit of......... GOD!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
#destiny#savathun#eris morn#season of the witch#destiny spoilers#season of the witch spoilers#I AM EARTH'S NUMBER ONE “PENETRATION AS LITERARY SEX METAPHOR” GIRLIE AND ALSO THE NUMBER ONE FAN OF GHOSTS AS THE EXTENSION OF THE GUARDIA#'S SELF I'M IN A FUCKING STATE RIGHT NOW HOW AM I EATING THIS WELL. DID THE D2 WRITERS KNOW WHAT THEY WERE COOKING.
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Do Now:
Dismantle the Electoral College once and for all.
#I'm dead serious#I am strongly considering devoting the rest of my life to this#so if anyone has any ideas for how to do it then leave a comment or DM me#I woke up this morning... saw the news... felt depressed..#but then i realized that I was doing to have to go through this same ordeal for at least one or if every four years for the rest of my life#which... okay if it's the price of democracy then so be it#but it's always SWING STATES SWING STATES SWING STATES SWING STATES#and that's intolerable#so I know it's been tried and tried and tried... but I just want to get rid of this archaic and biased system#I would love a whole new constitution but I'll start with this
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do not fear the winter blowing in the hearts of men i’ve seen american flowers they will bloom again
#2024 presidential election#music is my lifeline today#mine#us politics#stuck in my head#music#allison russell#birds of chicago#took this song off our election day playlist monday night#but woke up this morning with this line stuck in my head#in response to my first thought which was an irrational never talking to another fucking man ever again so long as i live#i am angry i am fury but i will not let the coldness in the hearts of others make me cold#they don’t get that power over me#grieving mourning today but tomorrow is another day#politics#2024#state of america#decision 2024#do not invite hate in your heart in response to hate don’t give them that power#they want us to despair and give up. interrupt that obedience. resist.#we are knocked down but we will get up again#allison russell’s newest album is gonna get a lot more spins now i cannot rec it enough she’s amazing#black women yall thank you for being the conscience of the country i’m sorry we failed you all again
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I've mentioned this before, but I just love Nygus and Stein's potential dynamic so much. They're both on the med team in some form at the DWMA, so that's where a lot of their interactions would come from. But the way they're similar to each other and the way they contrast is just really interesting to me.
Nygus's bedside manner is fine (/gen), but her professionalism draws a solid border between being compassionate and being a motherly figure (a trope which nurses have been depicted with for years that literally no one seems to recognize as a red flag in a medical professional).
Stein's bedside manner is absolutely abysmal. This man is out here acting like he's cutting people up for fun. It's like his own cursed sense of humor about his intrusive thoughts that he doesn't know what to do with. There's an element of Madness (psychosis/intrusive thoughts) to his experience that makes him afraid of hurting people by following through with his intrusive thoughts. It distresses him so much that it drives him to literal mental instability. But the truth of his actions and behavior show that he's competent, and even good at seeming compassionate (even if he's putting on for the sake of others, he's still PUTTING ON FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS, yknow?).
Nygus is one of the only people who knows Stein that doesn't have a weird Thing with him. She's not afraid of him, but she doesn't believe he could be better either. And I like to think that that objective regard would alleviate some stress on Stein's part. When they interact with each other, Stein doesn't have The Weight of trying to be better, nor the enticement of teasing someone for fun. Nygus's vibe is played completely straight, and Stein can just get to work and trust her to rein him in if he gets too zealous.
I feel like I could make a diagram of, like, Qualities of a Good Medical Practitioner and a quadrant diagram of personality traits, and I feel like the two of them would end up in interesting places in relation to each other
#sorry it's time to be weird about fictional medical professionals again#i'm going in for a kinda scary procedure tomorrow morning so i'm in this weird sappy/gorvelly state#as usual#soul eater#franken stein#mira nygus#mira naigus#also i haven't read a lot of the manga so if this seems half fleshed out that's why#BUT I AM SAYING that stein and nygus are a team unit in and of themselves and that's really underrated imo
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they should invent a new type of autism that does not make you evil when routine is disrupted
#jeremy lore post#jeremy moment of weakness kind of#ogughfh#just got to talk to family i havent seen in a long while which is so so awesome!! and i love that i was able to!!#but i was warned through a phone call i only overheard (was not reached out to otherwise) that theyd be there in fifteen minutes#and they got there under ten#i need like. Days In Advance notice for irl things so i can prepare for it#even if its morning of and the thing is going to happen in the evening I'll freak out because “why didn't you tell me” (i was in fact told)#im glad i got to see them because they live out of state !! but i was Scrambling like thenwhole time and my head really hurts#am SO tired
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reading a single tf comedy fic will confront u with the authors viewpoints on: heads of military, heads of state, stance on revolutionary politics, reporters, freedom of the press, cops, class stigmatized labour, civilian liberties, criminalized... miscreantism? blows big breath kicks can down the road... minorities?
#some shit#its not called cisformers#there indeed could be a use case where i said all this and was saying it in a positive tone.#reader: i am not#i gotta stop opening links from tumblr the reccs just arent worth it#groans. why are you guys so fucking authoritarian. dont u wanna watch animated or smth with me. cant we have fun.#honestly the amount of times i see like. evil/nuisance reporters is bizarre. like oh well sure I KNOW corporate news media just washes the#hands of the state. but.... somehow i feel thats not your angle. given. who the mains always are#also: every time im forced to defend an iteration that actually isnt that good but at least has concepts more interesting and thought out#than ave. fandom. fan fic of other fanfic. world states. sighhhhhh#its a lot of bitching i know i know listen. only cause im out here on my lonesome on this beautiful thrusday morning alright. its fine.#theres are the facts of the. online space i choose to spend time in.... :/ god help me
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