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youtube is pulling this bullshit again

praying for the firefox gods to save me once more...

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I'm obsessed with characters we only hear about second or third hand, especially when those accounts are conflicting. No, you don't get to see them, but here's a warped mirror of what other people thought they were. Enjoy your contemplation of how being known is an act of translation and communicates only aspects of the self.

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While I predicted it from the title, Benjamin Labatut's The MANIAC describing the IAS Machine in some of the best layman's terms I've ever read, and with a level of profundity befitting the computer that shaped every computer after it, then name-dropping it as MANIAC rather than IAS Machine is driving me crazy.

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Man I hate holiday traffic

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ladies and gents may i present you with my favorite photo of Ella Fitzgerald ft. that guy

homie was down bad, and can we blame him?

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My last drawing of 2024, of course it had to be self-indulgent Maya/Chioma 🤍 What a strange year, but I'm glad to have them in my life, my love for them is endless ✨

Mandaroty closeup because they're adorable <3

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why are people pretending that sex is the only axis upon which some people willingly enjoy things that hurt/scare them

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forgive and forget? wrong. charged two-handed heavy attack with my greatsword of resentment

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evrybody hate me and want me dead. except for god he said faggot! you will live forever

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Lost it about this absolutely legendary name I found in Trials. This person also absolutely demolished the enemy team. Was in a rush to go back to reading yuri I guess.

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body hair isn't gross and I'm sorry if anyone made u think that

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self destruction really is such a fascinating human response to various factors both external and internal. what if sisyphus could leave at any time but kept rolling the boulder up the hill just to watch it roll back down anyway. what if he kept pushing it even as the rock cut into his palms and his legs began to ache with the desire to rest for even a moment and his body became a canvas of bruises and cuts that never have time to heal. what if he did it because it's the only thing he knows how to do. the only thing that gives him a sense of certainty and control in a world that takes both and offers neither.

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Thanks for the advice, Mr FB of I! That's the same thing my very good friend the Nigerian prince told me, too, so our MUST be true!

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FACTS!

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Downloadable Friends, Kevin Rejtö Lowry

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happy spy face day everyone

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