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persona boyfrinds being cringe (3/3)
#p5r#akeshu#art tag#persona#my renren is just a pathetic sopping wet cat (affectionte)#i feel like i have slightly different versions of him lmao#forget canon i dont even have a canon within my head#the multiverse of akirens heh#lowkey making him them my ocs#also lowkey making him a self-insert LMAO#this is what happens when i love characters too much#they live in my head rent free#also ik i tag them as akeshu bc that's what they are to me#but i think most of my stuff... i wouldnt mind em being tagged the other way round#i am full chill
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Yeah. Um. Can't explain myself on this one chat
-> More Outer Wilds Art!
#outer wilds#time buddies#Idk I just found this pose on pinterest and I just had to#I loooove thinking about my blorbos kissing#plus work has been stressful so I'm making these as a treat. to myself#anyways prepare for my rambles:#I think about gabbro as older than hatchy and thus they're more experienced and more chill with open expressions of afection and all that#while hatchy has /some/ experience but it's still pretty green on all of this romantic atraction stuff#so they get flustered often whenever gabbro compliments them in this sense#and gabbro has lots of fun teasing them#Gabbro's got a younger kinda naive kissing buddy and they're gonna take full advantage of that#(all of these are just headcanons taken out of thin air but hey as long as we have fun am I right)
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Bountyhunter: Everyone stopped shooting...I’m going to check it out.
Echo: (handcuffed to a chair) I wouldn’t do that if I were you.
Bountyhunter: Why?
Echo: I’m pretty sure there’s a mean, scary monster on the other side of that door.
Bountyhunter: *scoff* Whatever. *opens door*
Hunter: *charges in snarling, knives drawn*
Bountyhunter: *screams*
Echo: Told you. ☺️
Part Two of "Echo Gets Kidnapped" | Part One
#the bad batch#star wars#tcw echo#tcw hunter#arc trooper echo#bountyhunter#Echo got snatched but he's chill about it like “you kidnapped the wrong clone my man”#“I am so sorry for what you are about to experience. In my defense tho you brought this on yourself”#After an hour hearing what's gonna happen when Clone Force 99 find him the bounty hunter/kidnapper is crying in a corner begging to go home#Echo is still unbothered by his unexpected vacation and chooses to enjoy the peace and quiet#Then Hunter goes full raging feral mode and there is no escape#Hunter: “You touched my brother. Prepare to die!”#Echo: “Eww you bit him. That's disgusting.”#Tech: Sighs and reaches for the rabies shots#Crosshair: “GERMS. He has germs!”#Wrecker: “That's the fourth time this week you bit someone the kriff is wrong with you?”#incorrect quotes
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WH40k: Rogue Trader romance cards inspired by Dragon Age: Keep tapestry tiles --- part [4/6]
Heinrix van Calox, the Interrogator
[RT Romance Cards master post]
[1/ Yrliet] [2/ Jae] [3/ Marazhai] [5/ Cassia] [6/ Kibellah]
BONUS: the Master of Whispers version as a treat for yall❤️~
#the frosty chill that creeps around his heart#and then full on warmed up on MoW card#I weep#and y am I speaking in rhymes lmao#anyway#LOOK AT HIMM#the wife#rogue trader romance cards#heinrix van calox#heinrix x von valancius#rogue trader#rogue trader crpg#rogue trader fanart#wh40k art#warhammer rogue trader#warhammer 40k#rogue trader x dragon age#dragon age#dragon age fanart#my art#thatzombieart#artists on tumblr
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I have a vast pit of despair inside me at all times but I think I’m pretty happy other than that
#solreefspeak#i’m never more than two bad days away from ruining my entire life on purpose but i also am trying to love my life#you see where there might be some difficulties#basically. i am full of despair always but we’re all fine and chill unless it consumes me.#in which case we’re fucked
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Folks, you're not going to like what I have to say. I just know it and I'm warning you of that. I said it once before, but leaks really do make some folks act out in ways that I can't understand. We ain't even got a full translation and already people are saying this ship is canon and that ship is canon... and whatever else. Jumping to conclusions when you don't even have all the facts.
Look, I'm not saying Hori is the best writer. I'm not saying Izuku and Ochako is a bad ship (it's not, there's worse... a lot worse).
But I do think some people are jumping ten steps ahead and I doubt that they are canon romantically. This isn't me being in denial because I could care less about the ship. It's not a ship that makes me sit up at night and cry and want to punch a wall and harass people. No ship for me does.
So far, from what I can gather from the very little information Izuku wants to see Ochako more because... THEY LITERALLY HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER A LOT. In the last chapter, Izuku states that the class haven't been able to catch up and whatnot because over the years they got busy with their careers. The last time they probably had a proper conversation was in high school.
Izuku and Ochako wanting to meet up more doesn't automatically mean they're going to date. Let's not forget, Ochako is one of the first people to become a close friend of Izuku's in their first year. They clicked because they were so similar. They mirror each other even!
They're best friends if anything and wouldn't you want to see your best friend after not seeing them for a long time?
So far, it just feels that this epilogue is them accepting their own feelings about everything that has happened, like a self-reflection and self-acceptance type of deal.
Sometimes, you realize something about yourself when encountering someone who is like you. That's how Izuku and Ochako are to me.
It takes them identifying with the other to come to terms about themselves.
"But the blushing! The handholding!"
So blushing automatically means "I have romantic feelings for you", is what some of you are saying?
Just gonna forget all the times they and others have blushed out of embarrassment or happiness? That even some characters have the blush stickers to show their sweet innocent nature, like Ochako for most of the story?
Izuku blushed at Katsuki in the final chapter out of happiness, so it can't apply here, too? Why does blushing got to only be used in a romantic sense?
Seeing Izuku blushing looking at Ochako is funny when considering he's holding an (possibly) alcoholic beverage in that same shot. My guy is probably drunk. 😆 Jokes aside, jokes aside.
This is Ochako and Izuku, we're talking about here. They're the Queen and King of MHA characters who blush a lot, no matter what is going on.
And the handholding? In MHA? It happens a lot between characters! It's not like anything new or Izuku and Ochako are going to get cooties.
Look, I might make some people laugh or hate me for this one but when I saw this... I was reminded of this.
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For those that don't know, that is from the Predator (1987). Yes, that Predator.
Two characters that have been friends for a long time and just happy to see each other.
We seen this kind of handshake like this before between characters of different and same genders. Either as a greet or as an agreement.
Izuku and Ochako are just agreeing to see each other more and that they should allow themselves to live happy lives. That doesn't mean they're going to start dating and having babies the following week.
"Bakugou is being treated like his wingman!"
Ah, stop right there. Katsuki encouraging Izuku to talk to Ochako isn't like that strange because between Izuku and Katsuki, Katsuki is the one to most likely reveal his emotions. He is more in touch with his emotions than Izuku who while emotional tends to keep everything in.
Katsuki isn't playing wingman. He's playing advisor and someone who has experience with emotions.
Seeing Izuku stumbling over his words and being all nervous trying to talk to Ochako is so in character for him. He has never been too good expressing his emotions.
I doubt Katsuki would be like "go tell her you want to marry her". He is more like "go talk to her, you're friends, remember? Been forever since you had a proper conversation."
It's the same case with Himiko pushing Ochako towards Izuku. She is encouraging her to be happy and not be stuck in the past. Not "go get married".
Happiness doesn't mean you must be in a romance.
Just me, again, but I feel like some people are really just jumping the gun here. If you really are thinking Izuku and Ochako being canon is bad for your ship, that's... I'm sorry, this will be mean of me to say, but that's ridiculous.
A ship being canon shouldn't stop you from enjoying the ships you do like. What ever happen to "ignore canon"? Oh, I guess that becomes irrelevant when you want to cause panic and bash and panic and bash and panic and bash.
Like a handhold like that shouldn't make you feel threatened by that ship.
Just continue shipping your ships! Take it from someone whose favorite ship is of two characters who haven't been seen interacting before.
Even still, with just leaks alone, it doesn't mean they are canon. I have my ships and there's moments in whatever the story makes me ship them but I also don't think every little behavior is meant to be romantic.
The thing I know I'm going to hate about this epilogue isn't even the chapter itself. It's the reactions.
I know some people are going to say this chapter is queerbait and use to it to even go as far as to bash Ochako given she is the woman and it's routine to hate on the woman. It ain't queerbait if Katsuki and Izuku wasn't going to be explicitly a couple themselves. Let's not forget it's Shonen Jump and even though the queer coding can be there, we can't have everything.
Also, I also know that some fans of IzuOcha are going to use this chapter to justify their "authority" of "best ships" and harass people like "my ship is better than yours" and be only concerned about Ochako being a housewife.
I don't think Horikoshi is the greatest human and MHA is a flawless story but some of you are no better to these characters and the story.
#im sorry but this is just giving me hori's last work when the main two characters a guy and a girl were like 'let's continue to have fun'#like the chapter isn't even out yet and yall ready to tear heads off#i say this with love and without patience because i lost of it#shut up and chill out#for once just wait for full translations#for once stop spreading rumors and assuming the worse#if you're disappointed you're disappointed move on#i say this to both the haters and shippers they ain't wearing wedding clothes in the final shot#I'm just happy that the class got to have a time out together again#but i am disappointed to see miruko ranked lower than some characters... see folks just don't appreciate her like i do smh#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#bnha leaks#bnha epilogue#mha epilogue#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#deku#ochako uraraka#uraraka ochako
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Kinda 😾 rn cause I realized the Senna show made the "can we be equal? 👉👈" scene SOOOO much less intimate/cute. Upon watching it, I was too distracted by "Oh! They're referencing dialog that actually happened!!" but now I'm peeved having rewatched the actual clip 😭
Why would they do this to me specifically
#skflka sorry i love to nitpick#i guess this kinda thing is fascinating to me#why change the setting and layout so much???? if you're going to portray dialog we have actual footage of#to me theres just smth so palpably different about them sitting pretty intimately close together on a couch#in much more informal zipped down racesuits. very chill. very close. etc. much more levity(if a bit awkward lol)#vs having them in this very formal setting. sitting in separate chairs. in full racesuit. team and press surrounding them.#having ayrton sit so much more stiff and alain more lax whereas they were both lax in the original. ayrton even more so w his arm draped#i guess im curious how little things like this contribute to the overall portrayal and narrative they are specifically pushing#id include clips to compare bcs i feel like the way they have them speak the lines is sooooo different from irl#but clipping netflix is so annoying LOL maybe later#smth about how they make ayrton feel like this innocent puppy whereas they feel like they're on very equal footing in the irl clip#idk how to describe it. i guess i felt in the original clip alain felt way more cutesy and earnest#joking abt fighting and being equal. and ayrton laughs w him and is much more the intense one yknow#whereas he is portrayed very earnestly in the netflix one. as if alain is this older driver who doesnt take him seriously.#hope this makes sense :) yes i am the annoying fan who holds up a microscope to everything slkjal#anyways. i love that clip. alain is sooooo cute in it#prosenna#catie.rambling.txt#f1
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“Whenever they catch you, they will kill you; but first, they must catch you.”
#So autistic about Viva right now#She is very El-ahrairah (Watership Down) coded to me.#I think they’re both similar in the sense that they are seen as (el-ahrairah) and/or acting as (Viva) the sorta “paragons” of their ppl#If that makes sense?#“Be cunning and full of tricks and your people will never be destroyed” viva go home???#Am I projecting? Yeah. Am I chill with that? Also yeah. Go read/watch Watership Down please#art#my art#Trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#tbt#tbt viva#viva trolls
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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This part focuses on Quincey in particular instead of everyone, "Quincey raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at her intently", and I wonder if it connects with what he had said before: "And I promise you, too, that I shall make all certain, for if I am only doubtful I shall take it that the time has come!" Because Quincey is the one who always clocks on the situation at hand first, and patrols for threats (and if he spots one he shoots first asks questions later)
He does clock things very fast and takes action just as quickly. When he's facing the right way.
But in this scene, our favorite Texan isn't looking the right way or even reacting safely as much as he is quick about it. Even if his reaction was entirely innocent surprise, the fact that he made clear how ready he was to serve Mina's euthanasia request--seemingly with more readiness than even Dr. Jack Malpractice who must 'steel' himself to the idea--has absolutely stuck in Jonathan's mind.
Hence Jonathan death gripping the kukri as Quincey gets (to his eyes) the wrong kind of interested.
The whole story could have gone very nasty very fast if Mr. 'You've yeed your last haw' Morris had made a wrong move at that moment.
#I don't know about the rest of the room but if I had been sitting in there I know I would have been sweating a flood out of stress#I am mentally editing my view of the cast as-is and electing Arthur the default 'Guy who is actually clocking the Jonathan situation'#because for all that Quincey is observant and fast#he is not pinging all the red flags; not enough to keep his peripheral on Mr. Harker#and not fast enough to match speed with the guy who almost split Dracula open like a loaf of bread#Arthur 'Only Proven Reader of Characters Pulling a Performance' Holmwood doesn't even have a real 'act' to read here#Jonathan is radiating ready-to-murder-to-guard-my-wife vibes and seemingly NO ONE ELSE IS PICKING THEM UP#Art: 'Hey. Hey is anyone else seeing this? Anyone?'#Jack: 'Of course! I recorded every second of the dreamy manfulness uwu'#Quincey: 'Nothing wrong with a man keeping his weapon ready at all times c:'#Van Helsing: 'While we must be so cautious in our consideration of decapitating and impaling dear Mina to spare his poor ears I have full#--trust in our good and dutiful friend Jonathan :3'#Art: ...#Jonathan: 👁️👁️🔪#Mina; blinking in Morse code: ('Please keep things chill please please please')#Art: 'I will go throw some money at people about this I think. And take a sedative or three.'#anyway#quincey morris#jonathan harker#mina harker#dracula#re: dracula#dracula daily
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SPOILERS FOR SEASON 6 OF THE DRAGON PRINCE
I am losing my mind 😃
Okay so let me get this straight. The dragon prince, the pg kids show, just had a child straight up EXECUTED.
NOT banished to some distant realm like most shows do to "kill" a character but ligitmently straight up murdered on screen?! What the actual hell???
Pls explain how I can live normally after this.
#the dragon prince#season 6#aaravos#leola#tdp leola#spoiler#HER DESIGN WAS BEAUTIFUL AS WELL#This show as zero chill#Pls help I am full obsessed again#LEOLA IS THE STAR CHILD IN THE OPEN SEQUENCE?!?!?#Stop giving evil hot elves trumatic back stories#your giving me a complex
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the play
#be more chill#bmc#musicals#the squip#jeremy heere#michael mell#my art#I am so happy with how Michael looks in this#was very hard to get his patches to match the color scheme but I think he looks very good in the stage lighting :D#oh also I completely changed the squip’s emo hair okay listen full white would’ve vibed
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happy new year!
black lines ver ↑ sketches ↓
be nice to me or ill cry
#fnafhs#fhs#fredangle#i call them fregadero bc fred/meg = freg = fregadero word asociation#ship named sink#please be nice o me theyve been in my head for like 7 months i think they are sorta similar and complicated and its cute please god#anyway meg likes lights n shit but fire trauma... wants to enjoy those sorts of things... working through it with a sparkler...#ok u can take me to the gsllows now#idk why im scared y guys are chill... you guys have ur rarepairs... you guys do this stuff in your sleep... but i am nothing if not a being#oh so very full of shame and fear#this is the thing i was liveblogging the process if btw
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[ OOC: hi folks :] wanted to swing by with a post abt blogs and such
i kinda struggle to manage lore that. happens outside of my blog thru multiple sources due to the fact my inbox tends to stay Busy™️.
in regards to people wanting to join in with canon blogs, i want to be polite when i say that it's .. gunna stress me out further. :(
nobody's fault, i am kinda picky w my lore (despite being about 85% accurate i Guess) and naturally bad at managing external sources and blogs, and having more other blogs popping up tends to make me worry about discrepancies with details and external plots and developments that i haven't "approved" of myself. it's why i keep to my own blog often as well </3 makes it a hell of a lot easier to manage things
from this point forward, i'm gunna have to (sadly) shut the door on people making More canon blogs for my blog— you can still send in cool anons, ofc :3 thats far easier !!! the actual dsmp failed to communicate and i do Nawt want that happening here (even on a far smaller scale LMAO)
i'm swamped with tryna write q as best as possible yet currently a bit too busy worrying to Actually write. so unless ive really set up stuff w you, i'll probably stick to my own anons / already set up blogs 2 interact with and such for the most part. big big sorry!! (feel free 2 ask for clarification on this btw)
i cherish u all bunches and i apologise if i come across mean or controlling, i just want rp to remain fun for my silly little brain. for the current ppl who have blogs as canon to my blog (still adjusting to that LOL) i also cherish u. thank u for being inspired !!! GRGRHRHRH CHEWIJG U ALL /POS ]
#ooc: the prophet talks#delegation — LN TEXTBOOK.#ask blog#to be completely transparent i can be a control freak Hhi i wanna apologise#bc. it sucks but i also dont want this to spiral out of my control into something bigger#and i am enjoying it !!!! but its also making me. uh. Pretty stressed at the idea of ppl biting off more than. i can chew or handle#if that makes sense so i'm gunna stick to writing here. this blog is already full steam ahead and i love anons#rather than sitting and worrying that a blog might set smthn up with someone else and its far from how my blog lore exists#TO CLARIFY. im not mad and i apologise if i am at all coming across dickish. i am just a Little stressed and strung out (busy yesterday)#(overthinking) etc#i do love u hoax and tubbo and tommy and ddd whoever else is out there.#AHYWAY. BYE. i think i need to go and Chill out for a few hours /silly#let it be said i feel like a prick. but i also know that me getting stressed is nawt good and i wanna ensure this blog#remains a groovy and relatively easy experience :3
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I'm watching my first ever ashswag video and I'm only 8 mins in — cAN SOMEBODY EXPLAIN WHY HE'S TALKING LIKE HE'S TRYING TO SHOVE WORDS DOWN MY EARS AND INTO MY BRAIN????? WHAT IS GOING ON? IS HE LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME???
#i feel overloaded with information even tho not a lot has happened#like MY GUY. CHILL OUT#TAKE A BREATH I DON'T THINK I'VE HEARD YOU BREATHE THIS WHOLE ASS TIME--#he went from nothing to killing 2 ppl and having full netherite in EIGHT. MINUTES of video. what the fuck#also why is his video style like he's rushing through the homework IN CLASS bc he forgot and has to submit it RIGHT NOW??#like. he's RUSHING through this thing#does#does he even BREATHE#anyway#get ready for Djevel's Descent Into Madness™ — ashswag Edition!#ashswag#mcyt#he also talks in THE MOST monotone/neutral voice tone EVER#he's rushing through his words ALL THE TIME but like. is talking like this convo is about the fucking WEATHER#what's going on#what am i watching
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