#here's to new beginnings

[viric-dreams]

It's not so easy to find work when you've spent your entire career... doing what exactly? Can you call the New Sequence project management? And it's not like you can exactly ask for a reference after how it all ended.

Maybe someone would be willing to hire an assistant. A stenographer, perhaps? Time to pick up some new skills. Practise shorthand by transcribing the poets at The Singing Mandrake. Until one day, one of your letters receives a reply. It's just a temporary position, working with a journalist. But it's something.

[spicyvenusian]

Happy Friday night, folks!!

I just did my last Friday night shift ☺️

[thesoulspulse]

Another Chapter Begins! In More Ways Than One!

This probably isn't that big a deal to anyone else but I FINALLY found my draft for chapter 16 of "Final Epitaph." I was honestly worried I'd never find it and have to start all over again so I'm glad I didn't give up on it. Now I can relax a bit knowing it'll be easy to resume working on when I'm ready! Turns out it was hidden in plain sight since I had it in a backup folder from last year, whoops. Speaking of which, to those who celebrate I wish you guys a Happy Holiday and a Happy New Year!

[blockednddeleted]

Start of Something New

Hi.

It's December 16th 2024. 3:39 AM. The world seems to be on some sort of cataclysmic downwards spiral, heading to some kind of disaster that will have us remembering these horrible moments we're living atm as the idyllic "before times." So, now seems like the perfect time to start something new, to take steps on my personal journey of growth and healing by putting myself out there. Or rather, further out into the digital world, a world I've been desperately terrified of since forever...in a time of international crises and turmoil — I have excellent timing.

But the "right" time was never going to happen. And as the years have ticked on and I've gotten older and older, I realized the only person that's been holding me back from the things I want in life is me. This is something I’ve been meaning to do for a long time, and I’m finally doing it! Taking this step of creating a dedicated tumblr to share my art, my thoughts, and a piece of myself in this space.

Now, don't go misunderstanding me here, I've been on tumblr for ages. But I've existed mostly as a kind of lurker for way longer than I would care to admit. Rather than, say, being an active participant. I kept meaning to do that and *this* for ages. Sometimes I would get really close but then panic and bail. I struggle a lot with fear around putting myself out there. Well, all the fear really. The fear of being seen, fear of not being seen, fear of making mistakes, and fear of losing control. Fear, fear, fear. Fear has had more control over my life than me for too long now and I'm sick and tired of it. It was unfortunate that I first encountered this site when I did. During the really awful days of tumblr, when it was really really toxic. It really helped the fear have a unbreakable titanium grip on me for decades.

Not that the internet has gotten less toxic since then, if anything it's gotten even more dangerous and hateful. Though the vibe on tumblr does seem to have become a lot more chill since then. I may be wrong about that, but I was here for the fountain chocolate parrot thing, so I'm pretty confident. The main thing that's led to *this* has just been exhaustion. The constant fear takes a toll, and constantly being terrified is fucking exhausting. and seeing how I've nearly died in complete silence a couple times now, I'm at the point now that I'm like, fuck it. If I keep waiting for this supposed "perfect" moment my anxious brain constantly says there is, at this rate, I'll be dead and gone before it ever happens.

So here's to saying fuck it, let's do this!

I intend to keep this blog as a place for me to share my art, thoughts, and writing — personal, fandom-related, my own work, or otherwise. I already have an instagram which I've been posting to every so often. I don't really get a lot of interaction over there. But that was kind of why I started with that account first, I liked that it felt like a literal ghost town. I have no idea what I'm doing in that space, so weirdly, it felt safer than others. But I'm ready to come back to my home turf now.

I hope some of what I do here will resonate with someone out there, but even if nothing I do here reaches anybody, I’ll be proud of myself for trying. For daring to exist.

If you’re reading this, thank you for being here.

Here’s to starting, even when it's scary — hell, even when it's downright terrifying.

To finish this post off, I've included a little doodle I did the day after the election. That was a dark day. But then I crossed paths with a dragonfly. It was a rare encounter so I took notice. I'm not a religious person by any stretch of the imagination, but I do care to notice little things like this, even if the skeptical grouch in my mind wants to huff and wheeze about it.

So, that night, when I was feeling sad and remembered seeing the dragonfly, I looked up what it's been thought to symbolize and needing to create something, anything, as a reminder that this darkness was only temporary, that life was still worth living, I drew this. I didn't have my drawing things or even a blank sheet of paper. Only a pad of lined paper and some crayola markers. Bud I'm so happy I still did. It may not be perfect, or particularly pretty or skilled, but it's mine. And that's all that counts.

[thesargasmicgoddess]

Cheers to 2025!🎉🥂

Thanks for spending another year with me ❤️! Wishing everyone a lovely, happy, and healthy 2025!😘

Xo-Sg

[obsob]

days are getting warmer but i am always warm when im with you ! !

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

A fierce duel commences!

[glitchedcosmos]

The colour blue reminds me of you

[canisalbus]

✦ I'm not sick but I'm not well ✦

[thepeacefulgarden]

[nadiuu]

@mattmelloweek 2024 - Day 3: New beginnings

[soothedcerberus]

Hiii I finally finished this Spyro comic... and predictably, its just another silly fluffy thing. 💜

[gothpossums]

got nothing but my sweat and blood to reverse engineer the god

[tricoufamily]

more ancient ocs i got bored and made as sims. they were doing every tired annoying romantasy trope years ahead of the curb smh i could have been making booktok bucks

[gojosattoru]

NEW ENDINGS NEW BEGINNINGS!!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!

Hello everyone!! It's been almost a year since I posted something on my blog >.< First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Wish you guys a awesome 2025 may you be filled with happiness, love, health, and success! May peace come to our world and everyone's lifes! as soon as possible!! *hugs* Now want to thank you all for the support, love and care you gave to me through all these years on tumblr. It will be a time that I will cherish forever in my heart, all the moments, time, friendships I've made here! ; u ; You are all amazing and special to me! Thank you for being part of my life these past 11 years!! I'm doing this post to announce that I won't be on this blog anymore... Since last year I haven't been online, which I apologize for disappearing out of nowhere... I had some stuff to think on and happening on my life so I didn't had much energy to post, edit and reblog on tumblr. I had a bit of a burnout on tumblr, so I tho on making a break too and through all 2024 I have been focusing more on my art, drawing more to evolve my artsyle, trying to make merchandise from it and studying how to make my art as a living for me. I still have a lot to go but I really want to do this for the rest of my life and so I will be moving to a new account where I will be focusing more on my drawings, doing commissions, etc. If you want to follow me, it would be great to me (if not it's okay hehe) I don't want to cut off with anyone on here, I want to still be friends with you all and keep in touch hehe! My new blog is @letsbeeart ^^ (some of you already know this blog but I have moved to another acc so I could have this blog as a main acc) I have been posting a lil of my chibis on twitter last year, but now I will be posting on that new blog as well! If you could spread this post to let anyone know, it would mean a lot to me and I would appreciate it! Again, thank you for all the special time we spent together on this blog, I will be open since I have too many important edits and memories on here ; U ; I can't bring myself to delete this blog! I hope I can see some of you on my new blog and path hehe ^^ hope you guys have been doing well!! I love you so much! Please take care of yourselfs and stay fabulous!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!

[temporary-tats]

Mon Loup

Please send help, Wenclair has taken over my brain.

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