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First kiss moment??

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Gonna be completely frank and ask who names their son “Mail”

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Can’t stop lovin’ Yooouuu by Razurichan

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Source

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< 3 matt mello

thabk u @beetlevvings for coloring this you are everything

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I love him.

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Goalz (let's swap shirts and be happy)

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20/01/25 - chapter three: the interruption

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Summary: After his plan to kidnap Takada goes horribly wrong, Mello must take responsibility for the death of Near by arresting Kira under the position of L. No longer able to rely on Matt, he must confront a life he sought to reject, and under the pressure of guilt and inferiority, his grasp on reality slowly begins to deteriorate.

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Please read the Content Warnings for this chapter. Special thanks to @nadiuu and @shece-is-sketching for beta reading! ♡

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Teaser under the cut ⬎

I have been lying in bed for close to four hours now, staring at the wall before me as my mind refuses me the relief of sleep. I had considered staying in a hotel the night before, but aside from the inconvenience, I knew moving out of this apartment was not a solution to the persistent anxiety that is eager to devour me with parasitic intent. As soon as I arrived here again, I threw myself into exorcising this place. The few possessions of Matt’s were hurled into the back of the wardrobe, I changed the bedding and manically wiped down every surface, hauling the sofa into another position. I unplugged the television set and left it out onto the street for someone else to bear responsibility for.

I am not a forgetful person, but there are dark hazy spaces in my conscience where memories ought to reside. My life begins at the age of five, arriving at the House, then once I left ten years later, there is nothing but a broken kaleidoscope of feelings and blurred images that do not begin to clarify until I wake up after the explosion. The searing white pain muffles the sound of someone gently calling my name, telling me that it will be okay. I know now that Matt would stroke my hair as the morphine kicked in until I fell asleep, and while the tender sensation of my scar still causes me grief, the vision in my left eye showing no signs of returning, those moments had been the beginning of the rest of my life. I can explain everything that happened from then until now without any shadows cast upon my recollection.

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the tank top brothers

(for those new here, this is post-canon Mello and his older brother Jakov)

i'm always always always struggling with post-canon Mello's hair, here's some honorable mentions, I especially love the buzzcut, buzzcut Mello rocks

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WIP for my MellodraMattic Valentine's Day Playlist piece ♥︎ can you guess the song?

@m2valentineplaylist

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*se mata*

PERDÓNAME SEÑOR PORQUE HE PECADO

Aquí esta zorra se ha vuelto loca otra vez escribiendo un fic. Sorpresa sorpresa. Quién lo hubiese dicho.

LLEVO 80K PALABRAS Y APENAS HE CONTADO LA MITAD DE LA HISTORIA

Me puto mato

He actualizado el fic, supongo. Capítulo 18 para todos/todas/todes ustedes.

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He gets high half naked with his childhood best friend that he swears to god is not his boyfriend, and yet he looks at him with that stupid face all. the fucking. time.

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"January"

Matt and Mello Sketch and Colour Concept.

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hey me and my boyfriend saw you from across the bar and we really hate your vibe. we're gonna kick your ass

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These are a little old… my hc for his face has changed a lot since then

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little study from a while ago i still like