#hell. this is hell. i am living in hell.
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((the beta editor is worse than i thought. ive been so used to other people cropping shit for me because im a mobile pleb but now im not at my laptop and the trim reblogs extension does the DOUBLE REPLIES THING. ARGGGGG
((guys can we draft our posts before we trim them. please. i think at least if the double response thing happens it can be easily caught before being slapped onto the dash with another trim if theyre drafted.))
#ooc posts#catmun speaks#hell. this is hell. i am living in hell.#i am but a poor mobile user 99% of the time and i cant CROP SHIT#usually id leave it be and worry about it when im home but this will kill my productivity if EVERYONE'S using the beta editor#why doesnt tumblr have a BUILT IN WAY TO CROP REBLOGS.#WHY IS IT ONLY ONE SINGULAR X WHY ISNT THERE LIKE#AN X ON EVERY PART OF THE POST#INCLUDING THE OP. LET US KILL THE OP YOU BASTARDS#ARGGGGG#there was this thing about pet peeves? in rps?#this. this is the pet peeve. i hate it when both responses cant be properly read or if the formatting of a post is off or ioenjurjklgnjer#AND ITS NOBODY'S FAULT BUT TUMBLR'S--THIS WASNT A //PROBLEM// BEFORE#GOD DAMN IT#ill try to adapt and overcome and do as many replies as i can but hoo boy#if this doesnt get me PEEVED.
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2nd day at my new job and i already hid in the bathroom to cry lmao
#i am just a girl#girly things#girlblogging#coquette#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#female hysteria#girl blogger#sophia coppola#hell is a teenage girl#coquette angel#girlblogger#live laugh girlblog#lana del slay#princess#vs angel#2021 coquette#femme fatale#femcel#weird girl#meow#messy girl#cinnamon girl#tumblr 2014
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happy halloween! 🎃🐈⬛👻🐇
#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back#but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown#so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME#once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo#to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE#im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh#i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen#also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume#so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny
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a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.
shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.
I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other
#hell o void#hell o hadal#disabled#disability#invisible disability#nuerodivergent#nuerodiversity#mental health#agoraphobia#depression#anxiety#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autistic#autism#i know this applies to more people but i am too tired to think of more tags and i really need to stop posting and do other things#but this is something i struggle with constantly and cant get over so#about#it hurts even more knowing that my friends who have done this are also disabled#like.... what do you mean they can overcome their disabilities and have lives why the fuck cant i do that
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#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted#girlblog aesthetic#this is what makes us girls#female hysteria#coquette#lana del rey#hyper feminine#female manipulator#female rage#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girlblogger#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#my girlblog#bambi girl#i am just a girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#lux lisbon#sofia coppola#the virgin suicides#priscilla movie#daisy randone#girl interupted syndrome#trailer park darling#mermaid motel#key west cutie
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august
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#quick bg study based off a picture i took of my mailbox!!! went 2 check the mail thought the light was rly pretty n had a Vision#also fate is cruel and i live surrounded by hydrangea bushes so like . yanno.#exposure therapy and all that#real talk tho i am so well equipped w hydrangea brushes now this took no time at all . u do not scare me anymore.#what did take a long time was getting a fond expression on the TINIEST YUUJI HE IS SO SMALL#HES LIKE 3 PIXELS WIDE#ik its not a char-centric piece but i still wanted his face 2 look okay#and that was so difficult when hes so far in the bg comparatively GJHKGFKJS#i also wanted to caption this w fv lyrics from june gloom#but then i learned that camilla whatshername has a song w th same name and i could not take that risk#my music taste may b questionable but i have standards#anyway uhhhhhh if hell freezes over and some1 recognizes where i live based off itfs loitering by my mailbox pls donot doxx me thank u <3
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#girl blogger#girlhood#girlblogging#i am the best#this is a girlblog#girl problems#bed rotting#female hysteria#female rage#feminine urge#devine feminine#divine feminine#girl rotting#girlrotting#girl rage#hell is a teenage girl#this is so me#this is what makes us girls#just girlboss things#girlblogger#girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girlblog aesthetic#music#live laugh girlblog#coquette#coquette girl#girl boss aesthetic
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Because they made me alive 💛
#critical role#critical role fanart#critical role spoilers#fcg#bells hells#i watched the tail of the ep live- and when sam started choking up i lost it#i will never be grateful enough for cr and their stories#we are alive because of our connections to others!!! i am fine!!!#my art#artists on tumblr
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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#mom im tired#mitski#hell is a teenage girl#coquette angel#just girly things#mom am i still young#trashy coquette#crying screaming throwing up#girlblogger#lana del ray aesthetic#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#coquette#coquette dollete#girlrotting#cinnamon girl#girlblogging#im just a girl#female hysteria#girlblog#this is a girlblog#gone girl#this is what makes us girls#girlcore#dollette#girl blog aesthetic#im literally just a girl#im losing my mind#ultraviolence#girlboss behavior#living doll
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Sukuna is Peak Gap Moe. I’ll never be over this. This bastard talks tough, eats people, and kills like a woodchipper and yet…he is a poetic little sap. Getting mad over an improper haikus, the misidentification of flowers…and confessing his feelings to Gojo Satoru under several layers of wordplay no one except those well-versed in ancient Japanese would catch.
I've been over this in greater detail in Sukuna's Negative Rizz, but @tangsakura added more context in the replies to that post, making Sukuna's use of 凡夫 (bonpu) for Gojo even gayer.
In summary, 凡夫 (bonpu) can be translated as painfully ordinary or unenlightened. But in the individual kanji readings, 凡 is mediocre and 夫 is husband. You could read this as Sukuna calling Gojo his mediocre husband. And that's just the modern readings! The ancient readings...
So you can read this line from Sukuna as the following:
“You were born in an era without me and hailed as 'The Strongest'
1) And yet you turned out to be…painfully ordinary.”
2) And yet you turned out to be…unenlightened.”
3) And yet you turned out to be…a mediocre husband/wife/spouse.”
4) And yet you turned out to be…the ordinary one who could stand by my side.”
Sukuna seems to be saying these things all at once. (It’s no different than the Megumi Activities wordplay he uses with Enchain. Alt. link if the Twitter dies.) Gojo apparently makes him feel very conflicted. He’s boring, he can do better, he shouldn’t even call himself the Honored One, he’s his equal, they’re married. The irony here is that no one except Sukuna can understand this.
#cactus shut up#Also he said this live on TV and the chapter ended on ''the one who will teach you love is…''#I’m isolating this from Sukuna’s Negative Rizz because I want more people to see and understand Sukuna called Gojo his wife.#Well his girlhusband boywife spouse who is also totally mid and ordinary and the one who could stand by his side.#When the ''Sukuna is having dead wife flashbacks'' is no longer a joke.#I am once again asking. When the everloving fudge did Sukuna decide they were married.#I understand wedding ceremonies weren’t really a thing in the Heian Era. But what the hell Sukuna.#What a fudging sap. I hate him. I’m going to call him slurs.#When I say this motherfudger is Beatrice I’m serious.#He killed Gojo by making him the center of his world and expected this physics major to understand the abstract symbolism of the violence.#Sukuna doesn’t know what to do with his feelings for Gojo and he made it everyone’s problem.#Gege’s toxic doomed yaoi has me Obsessed.#sukugo#ryomen sukuna#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers
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#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblog aesthetic#bed rotting#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#female rage#female hysteria#femcel#sadgirl#female manipulator#i am crazy but i am free#lizzy grant#nicole dollanganger
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I don’t talk about my love for Kira Nerys too often because. Look. I think if DS9 handles anything well, it’s Kira, hands down.
Her character development is a work of art. She is so traumatised, so angry, so beaten down and STILL FIGHTING at the start. She struggles so much with her PTSD, with the idea that she is ever allowed to be in anything but attack mode…
And then, slowly, gradually, she becomes a whole new person. She laughs, she smiles, she makes corny jokes, she does dumb fun things for the sake of enjoying herself. She has friends, she has a family, she is surrounded by love and joy and HOPE.
Even in the middle of second war, she’s DIFFERENT now. She’s not the same miserable angry person she was, afraid to let go of the vigilant surivival instincts that kept her alive for so long. She’s come back to life as a person who has something to live for.
She has done terrible things. Her hands are stained with blood. She is never going to be able to forget her trauma or the suffering, both her own and that of her people, nor the suffering she inflicted while fighting for her freedom. But she recovers. She heals. She carves out an existence where she is truly, genuinely happy to be alive.
I don’t need to talk about Kira as much as some other characters because this all happens on screen. It’s right there, and it’s beautiful and perfect.
Kira Nerys goes from a person who cannot conceive of herself outside of the horrors she has suffered, inflicted, and fought against, to someone for whom her trauma is just one part of the larger picture, a piece of a rich and vibrant tapestry that is now filled, overwhelmingly, with joy.
Kira Nerys is like, hands down, bar none, one of, if not THE best characters Star Trek has ever created. I love her so much. She is just, completely and utterly perfect, especially in her flaws.
#stella talks#star trek ds9#star trek#kira nerys#.but see I don’t feel compelled to write fics about Kira.#.because I think her writing on the show is already pretty damn close to perfect.#.thanks in no small part to Nana visitor absolutely locking in on exactly who Kira was and should be.#.like she isn’t perfect because she’s flawless.#.she’s super fucking flawed.#.but she’s perfect because she is so flawed and so human and she grows so much and learns to thrive again.#.and god her whole character is just… she’s perfect okay.#.I love her so much I love her I love her I love her I love her.#.like the reason School Live is my favourite manga.#.is because it takes these deeply traumatised kids and then slowly. gradually. shows the#.shows them finding hope and reasons to live and learning to thrive in an absolute nightmare.#.the epilogue made me cry because it showed that they had found ACTUAL HAPPINESS after the hell they endured.#.I am such a sucker for stories about people learning to heal from trauma okay.#.and Kira Nerys is built on a foundation of trauma and she goes and builds a fucking castle on top of it from all the love inside her.#.I can’t emphasise enough how much I love her.
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The Dreadwolf rises
#I'm gonna go FERAL when the teasers for da:d release this summer#foaming at the mouth#I was able to borrow and Ipad with procreate again and made this gif! Actually my first ever digital animation and I am LIVING for it#Like#How I am living in solavellan hell for months now#Don't know how some of you survived years#Stay strong my friends#dragon age#dragon age dreadwolf#da: dreadwolf#Solas#Solas gif#Digital animation#Gif#Dragon age gif#Solasmance Solasmancers#The dreaded husband#the dread wolf rises#my art#videos#digital art#Bioware#Dragon age inquisition#Fen'Harel#solas dragon age#Solavellan#solavellan hell#Daze Chroma
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Team W! As in Who let them near the fire rods???
Four, Legend and Hyrule
#linked universe#lu warriors#lu wild#lu wind#my art#lu#Warriors' hair and the Slate made me want to scream in frustration#Why do I do this to myself?#I am genuinely so proud of how Wind turned out tho#I just wanna smoosh his cheeks#Also there is no way that boy lives on the ocean and doesn't have a hell of a tan#anyways#feel free to come yell at me about LU!
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#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#coquette#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#girlhood#coqeutte#lana del rey#ultraviolence#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#doll girl#im just a girl#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#living doll#doll parts#dollette#dollcore#I am doll parts#lana stan#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#ldr aesthetic#elizabeth woolridge grant#lana unreleased#lizzy grant#lizzy grant aka lana del rey#lizzy grant aesthetic#coqquette
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