#he came out so good wtf
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I meant this only as a warmup sketch but I got way to invested in finishing it lol
#crows art corner#general macnamara#starkid#black friday#it actually came out so good wtf#hes so fun to draw
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Finally watched Kung Fu Panda 4, tell me why it unironically changed my life
#I've never seen four movies work so well together#po's DADS#subliminal messaging about generational trauma but it's okay because it's a positive message#yes so interesting how po actually does have a lot in common with his enemies but he always chooses peace and understanding#crazy how some empathy goes a long way#the chameleon fr built her own empire so she could have stairs that were a good proportion for her size like#notice how the rabbits are treated in the movie and it will all make sense#except for those creepy ass happy tree friends bunnies what was up with that#they were hilarious though don't get me wrong#TAI LUNG'S CHARACTER ARC#i luv tai lung sm#i thought they were only going to have the shapeshifted version of him in the movie and it would be a cop out but omg i was mistaken#he actually came back and took accountability and actually complimented po and understood what it actually means to be a dragon warrior#then when he took the chameleon into the spirit realm he was doing what was done to him because he understood the chameleon but also po#also all of zhen's parallels to po it was so cool to see how someone who was not as soft and open minded could also be the dragon warrior#WTF MR BEAST WAS IN THIS MOVIE#But he played the panda pig that was being assessed on being a potential dragon warrior#aka blantantly impersonating someone who's seen as a good person for clout#also idk if the character being a pig has anything to do with it maybe a subtle gesture but obviously there are lots of pig villagers#i dont like mr beast and idk i just feel like there's a deeper reason why he's listed in the cast when he maybe had one line#did he pay to be in this movie...did he like know what the character would be#am i looking too much into it help#also also since you've read this far okay hear me out bryan cranston was in this movie right#hes also walter white#so he has huge range as an actor in that sense#you know who else has range#joaquin phoenix#he played joker and kenai in brother bear#YEAH BROTHER BEAR IKR#but like...brother bear. breaking bad! idk i just feel like there's a connection there why so many b's and why am i obsessing over this help
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Everything day
#Had an Extremely long Game Day with smol today and I think it fixed my brain so that's great news#Past week has been rough!!!! Got hit with a semi-minor anxiety episode and a pretty serious depression episode to bookend last week#I'm all good it's just - took a bit out of me lol#Any number of things really too many to list so I'll just sum up as blegh - feeling better now#Started a new printing project!! Looking forward to that hopefully gonna do some test printing tomorrow#It Should work out well but pfbtl I can't count on my formatting skills for nonsense - shapes wtf are those#Been drawing <3 Been writing <3#Thinking quite very seriously about returning to doodle roots something awful#I tend to spend a Long Long time editing my stuff down by three different phases#Makes them very pretty! But I think I've had enough of that for the moment#New! Novelty! Needed and necessary and I'd rather Write about these than fuss more about how Pretty Or Not they are#They're pretty enough! I've made shapes on paper that previously didn't exist and now I can think about them as they are! Magic!#So that's the current plan - do still have One more step of editing to do before that lol but smol had offered me videos to listen to during#Good to have longer videos so I'm not constantly start-and-stopped#Oh and Pepper went into molt Again and just came out and he's genuinely gigantic now#And so dark! Handsome boy was a nice soft brown when we picked him up and so tiny small and now he's nearly black and huge#And so furry now he's definitely at least twice as fuzzy#Got him to eat - he was definitely hungry but he seems to be pacing himself still#Everything everything
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Sooo instead of having Jonah be with who he actually belongs and should be in love with and clearly backed up by Chava’s speech of what it means to truly love someone (and it’s exactly what he did) they really forced this random and pointless ass relationship with Clara instead..?? Yeah ok
#like your racism is showing and you didn’t even try to hide it#chava was right#but instead you make him a marry some chick that was disgusted by him and demonized him without hesitation#she’s a hypocrite#like she doesn’t deserve him after that and not to mention she doesn’t even apologize like what ??#like he was better off single than being with her because in the end he still ends up putting her life back in danger like wtf#like make it make sense#this whole season was a fucking mess and they should’ve just kept this shit to themselves#the only good thing that came out of this was millie x rebecca#mindy’s exsistence and letting them young bitches know she still got it#george’s fine ass like he had no business looking like that and that’s why they killed him off because all attention would be on him lolol#and of course seeing justice being served#like this show had so much potential but they really gave us this instead and only two seasons at that like I should put them on trial#because I was robbed#jonah heidelbaum#chava apfelbaum#hunters#hunters season 2#hunters amazon prime#hunters amazon#hunters prime video#hunters amazon prime video
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When I’m listening to music on shuffle and a Lovejoy song comes on
#I hate how their music is SO GOOD ugh I literally played their discography on loop after finding them#all the shit about Wilbur came out not even a month after I actually started listening to them I almost laughed#cause goddamn so many creators I like end up getting exposed as terrible people wtf#I was never very into Wilbur’s vids/streams I was mostly just there for Lovejoy and his solo music but still sucks#massively to find out he is ~*allegedly*~ a serial abuser#anyway ik Lovejoy isn’t just him but still curious to see what happens with them next#txt#wilbur soot#lovejoy#music memes
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spending any amount of time on twitter is like walking slowly towards the chernobyl elephants foot
#i just want to see peoples art i feel like fanart is so hard to see here now bcus ppl get demoralized when nobody reblogs it#but like otherwise i have to go on TWITTER#its genuine hell#anyway people are talking about how izzy dying is somehow the worst thing anyone has ever done and it erases any good that came from ofmd#yknow the show with one of the most diverse casts and crews ive ever seen in my life thats about middle aged gay romance#but yeah killing off the morally gray character who most of the fandom hated last year negates every bit of good the show ever did#legitimately fuck off#i think we all need to take some media literacy classes PLEASE#cus like wtf do u mean he died for no reason it was practically spelled out in all his big speeches in the last ep#and it was foreshadowed the whole fucking season!!!!#just cus u couldnt see it doesnt mean it wasnt there#and just because u didnt understand what the show is trying to do doesnt mean its bad writing#grow tf up PLEASE jesus christ#thanks for coming to my ted talk#anyway
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I love him 🥺 he took care of me today
#Something came over me and I was so nervous I started crying???#I don't even know. I was nervous and scared of getting hurt and it just. Was weird. Not like I haven't been on Mae bareback.#And he just stood there. Waiting.#So patient.#And then I got on his back and just sat there. Still kinda crying. And he still just stood there.#And I was wobbly bc it's been a while and I don't ride like I used to but he walked with no issue.#And when we trotted I was wobbly and grabbed his mane and he was a little 'wtf' and scooted forward a bit#But after it happened a few times he got used to it. Just kept going and didn't misstep. Even when my legs weren't certain or I was grippin#His mane and hunching over on myself to try and keep balance (don't do that lol I was fixing my seat and balance but generally- don't#Go into the fetal position while riding#it fucks up your balance#We had a couple moments where he was trying to figure out what I was asking him and he was giving the wrong answer so i had to stop#And restart what we were doing. But he was so good. So much less reactive than I was expecting.#I officially love him lol#Malik
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it's crazy to me how i can vividly remember 2 debuts: txt and nct. nct because everyone was talking about how 7th sense was weird and how they could not possibly chase exo's success and crown because they were literally the first group to come out of bighit after bang pd finally got over his separation anxiety with bts. to think that those two group happened when i was in high school is craaaaaaaazy.
#ujutxt#i still pop my pussy to the 7th sense no kyap#ugh nct was so iconic#literally shaking in my boots#when y'all were pressed at hyein or whatever her name is for being an 08#i was pressed at jisung for being an 02#dream debuting was such a wild ride to me cos it's like OMG HE'S MY AGE ?!?! MY AGE !!!!!!!#THAT'S NOT GOOD !!!!!#HOW ARE YOU WORKING WHEN I'M NOT LEGALLY ALLOWED TO WORK YET ?!?!?!#for context the legal working age in japan is like 16 or 15 iirc#and jisung debuted at 14.....#when i was in 8th grade wtf#yo korea should stop debuting children#bring groups like exid and vixx back#it just keeps getting worse and worse i swear#when iland came out i was gonna drop and soft block en- because i couldn't stand having an 04 or 05 in the group#i got over it but after hearing that someone born in 2011 is competing in iland 2 i'm#clocking out#wtf is wrong with hybe....#cos like fifty fifty debuted as all adults....#and aespa even debuted as all adults#why u gotta put eunchae in le sseraffim just put another 03 or 04 in the lineup#hybe is... giving me the nonce ick ngl.......
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bro the way im on tumblr rbing heartstopper shit as if it's my job
#i need to do my actual job lol#altho i've done a good amt this week so part of me was like today can be a break#but like it also shouldn't ... i gotta get to this page goal lolol#it ok i might do some stuff tonight#i cant stop tho alskldfngjsdkfbgklahkjf#me talking to my brother abt how i watched the season for the second time and it came out yesterday#and hes like wtf why wouldnt u just watch it once and then like think abt it and then just watch smth new#like . we are fundamentally different ppl LOL#if i could i wouldn't stop rewatching it. i'm Trying apparently with how much im just looking at fucking gifsets of it XD#also if u follow my main and not for hs im so sorry except not rly but it is a little excessive but also i cant stop sorry LOL#jeanne talks
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I have a fic idea and I dont know if I want to write it or not send help
#like I absolutely love the concept of it and I have yet to see anything similar in this fandom#which. I mean a lot of works are either incomplete since a month after the game came out#or theyre 400 word long oneshots. which is fine no hate towards those but my adhd cant handle reading anything shorter than 15k#but on the other hand like. the amount of research I put into my canon divergence/slight au fics#where I keep like 80% of canon the same but one thing is different? I do those a lot lately#which. might have to do with the things Im into being heavy on the “doomed by the narrative” type of narrative yknow#but ghhhh I dont wanna research this game its so bad#like unironically I cant stand to watch a singular playthrough and considering how many moving pieces there are in the game like#like ok Im doing canon divergence in like. 2 months before That night. bc I dont buy that the camp is haunted and my psychic misses it#(the plot btw is that. because canon Has ghost. the Guy can now see ghosts. enter magic world building and interpersonal history#between a character I know next to nothing about. and an OC I know actually nothing about. despite me making that OC up)#and also the game takes place in america?? I havent been in america in over a decade I can name 5 states on a good day#hhghhhhh#sooo much research. so much. and for what. for a fanfic about dylan lenivy talking to ghosts#no actual plot yet either. except that I personally decided silas is like 12 and therefore dylan adopts him like immediately#...which. happens in several fic ideas I have in brain actually. none of the others are gonna be written bc theyre spinoffs on existing fic#but like. all I know abt the psychic au is that the crew arrive in their van first day of camp#dylan immediately clocks a ghost in his general vicinity and does a spit take so hard he chokes and immediately blows his own cover#then goes “there were NO ghosts when I went to camp here wtf??” and talks to the ghost of one eliza vorez#she does the whole vengence etc etc thing obvs but then apparently. she and dylans grandma knew each other#yknow psychic moms gotta have a Network. so the vorez family does Moon Magicks of the future and die young always as is their burden#and the lenivy family does Sun Magicks of the past and live long fulfilling lives that are dedicated to others#so naturally dylan pulls whatever his grandma told him out of brain and goes “hey dont u have a kid. he ok?” and proceeds to commit adoptio#some more stuff abt the missing hikers and my headcanon that dylan straight up does not live in that state anymore ensue#and uh. idk. he helps eliza and the other ghosts fulfill unfinished business. then punches chris hackett in the face#and rescues max and laura well before anything bad happens to them bc its been like 2 days at most#and the ghosts haunt the hacketts collectively so they absolutely go “oh btw u should probably know ur boss also kidnaps ppl”#(dylan has. a Time. but thats true for every fic I write for this godawful game with terrible writing and great actors </3)
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I forgot how they changed everything from the book in the movie for no reason
#tatbilb#I forgot how inaccurate the first movie was#I thought it was only the second movie#to all the boys i've loved before#tatbilb books#starting from the fact that they call her just Lara Jean Covey instead of Lara Jean Song Covey#the thing with Josh completely different from the book and for what#him saying Margot doesnt talk to him when in the books she kept texting him after they broke up#theyre making it seem like hes just reaching out bc Margot is not there as if they werent friends before#its almost as it just took the plot & characters and made a whole different thing#maybe it would've been better if it was a show instead of a movie#I guess they errased her Josh storyline bc of the lack of time#but they got those weird fantasies that never happened in the book?#and if it was a show maybe we couldve gotten the roadtrip & the garage sale thing#and a halloween episode bc that was so good in the book#Peter as spiderman & being jealous + making Lara Jean realize Josh had feelings for her#Peter's confession#the cookie bonanza w Josh & Peter there#the way Margot finds out a out Lara Jean & Peter#OH AND WHY DIDNT THE MOVIE END IN THE CLIFFHANGER LIKE THE BOOK DID#the scrunchy thing its stupid never happened wtf was that for anyways?#THEY PUTTING UP THE TREE WITHOUT LARA JEAN THERE AND SHE WASNT THERE WHEN MARGOT CAME BACK#oh and she saying she didnt knew she was into Josh until he started dating Margot when that wasnt true & she had feelings for him first#the only reason I think they couldve done this is if they were planning on getting Margot & Josh back together in another movie#but then the actor who played Josh got cancelled and they threw him out
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I may have to like,, post a draft of this one-shot here without the knife fight scene because the beginning and end are so good but the fight won't be easy for me to write and has the potential to take ages so I just need to get the rest out there
#i guess ive kinda written some of the fight scene#currently i have the initial confrontation where luis is hiding and leon and krauser start fighting#luis can't get a clear shot so he observes until leon's really in trouble and then he shoots at krauser#then a part i don't have written where both leon and luis are fighting krauser together#the next part i do have written is that leon and luis are both in very bad shape and krauser's having fun fucking w leon by taunting him an#trying to get him to kill luis. then lucia who was watching the whole thing realizes she has to do something and finds some bricks/rocks#she climbs up on some crates and starts throwing shit at krauser. rev2 natalia style. obviously she doesn't kill or even severely injure#krauser but he's caught incredibly off guard by it trying to figure out wtf is happening. like he suspected luis was hiding and wasn't#surprised when luis came out of hiding and started shooting at him. but a THIRD PERSON? yeah he did not see that coming#after a couple bricks hit him and he can't immediately figure out where they're coming from he just decides fuck this and leaves to go wait#for the pretty boy in his gay arena thing. like he was in such a good groove physically destroying 2 ppl while also really fucking up LEON#KENNEDY psychologically and suddenly there's a brick hitting his head it throws off his whole fucking groove man#he just can't handle there suddenly being something unknown in a situation that he felt 110% in control of a few seconds earlier
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can college just like, pause for a moment. I wanna catch up on linktober :(
#josh talks#college as always is kicking my ass#god i wish homework weren't a thing#like i do admit sometimes it can be helpful. like in math i really do need to do homework#cuz i have a shit memory so i really do need to practice#but most homework!! is meaningless busy work!!!!!#read one of my class's syllabi (?) and it said to be ready to spend 6-12 hours a week on homework outside of class#like bro wtf#i literally almost didnt graduate highschool because of homework.#like my grade of in class work would be really really good but i literally failed so many classes because of homework#and nothing else#shoutout to my chem teacher who was the first to realize that it wasn't laziness#he came up to me and pointed out all my grades of in-class assignments and they were literally all 100%#so like. he knew i knew this stuff but he also knew that it likely wasnt laziness or i probably wouldnt be doing#quite that well in in-class stuff too#like he told me that i knew what i was doing. and he told me that he knew i was smart and capable#and it really meant a lot to hear that from a teacher.#cuz he wasn't saying this stuff to then just express disappointment in me not completing homework or anything#no he was a little concerned about me and wanted to help#and i hadn't ever really had a teacher tell me something like that before without a “but...”#some of my favorite teachers ive ever had are the ones who aren't afraid to compliment their students#more teachers need to learn that telling your students that theyve done well is a really good thing to do#cuz goddamn all throughout our education we are only ever told negative things#only ever get points knocked off. only ever get criticism and things to do better next time#i remember the first time i ever got feedback on an english essay that was positive#took me until junior year of highschool. cuz up until then my essays either needed a lot of work#or met the requirements and thus didn't need any comments made on it. cuz for some reason school is allergic#to telling students anything that isn't negative#it was baffling to get comments on what i did well. on my strengths in writing (that i didnt even know i had!)#and even just to be told that it was an enjoyable read
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#sorry. i cant access twt and bluesky wasnt doing it for me (bc of the ppl there) but i need ta talk about elvis wtf 😭😭😭#i listened to burning love like probably 10 times today and i have this thing that i want to listen to a certain track on the album it first#came out#which i couldn't really identify cuz it was a single and i could find the record on spotify so i had to pick an album to make it the one i#listen to burning love#to loop it basically lmfao#and honestly???? that song is so good it makes me so happy and his voice is just fucking amazing ive always known that i knew it but this#time ive been hit by him so hard idk what happened but im enjoying it so much 😭😭 i also discovered this is a cover actually and i went#after the one who wrote it and sang it his name is Arthur i forgot his last name but he was also covered by the beatles and all these rock#white ppl like honestly its sad this happens all the time but im grateful he made this song cuz the melody os just beautiful and the energy#is there all the times i loveeee it so much!!! elvis makes his thing and also the band. the band enhances so much what he does it works so#well it makes my heart jump and feel shit right down my stomach it's instant dopamine serotonin and all the happy shit#ik this song is well known but honestly it is my fav. it's something about his deep ass voice and confidence and appeal that makes fall for#it. it's so attractive and addictive and it always fucking catches me im so happy im feeling like this byeeee#i wanna watch some videos of him before sleeping but i need to tidy my Things Hole. i was such in a good mood that i started cleaning it but#i didnt finish cuz my video finished exporting and ive been editing it until now and its almost 11pm and i need to put everything back but i#cant do it without wiping it all down and stuff i am gonna sleep late lmfao#anyways i love elvis :^)
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Hätte ich die Wahl zwischen vergewaltigt werden, dafür aber alles ab Silvester nicht so abgelaufen wäre wie es ist. Oder nie wieder vergewaltigt werden, und die Realität wäre weiterhin die Realität, dann würde ich ohne zu zögern Option eins wählen.
preferred. If you wanted to spend new years eve with me you would have taken this 10 minutes drive .. I mean you were able to drive 9 times longer in the other direction. The other proof that "wish I would be with you on the tower like last year' wasn't the truth is, that you booked that flight. If what you wrote would have been the truth you should have been like 'I want to be with her. Now I am with my mates and over one hour drive away from her. I should at least spend the 1th of January with her. Celebrating our own new years eve like we did the year before.' Instead you booked a flight. YOU BOOKED A FUCKING FLIGHT. That alone broke my heart because I waited and waited and waited and hoped again and again and again. Instead of spending my father's money on trips/vacations/traveling/exploring I LITERALLY SPENT IT ON SHIT. Because people have to eat, while waiting for things that are never gonna happen. And then, out of nowhere YOU BOOK A FUCKING FLIGHT. And what really shattered my being, my trust in you, what ripped my heart out, what nearly cut our already damaged bond completely through was the LOCATION you went to. You lied by saying 'that's a coincidence it was the cheapest flight', and you really brought the fucking Robin thing GETTING MY HOPES UP THAT YOU ARE GONNA STAY, and then left nevertheless. You KNEW, you did it aswell. I would have given you those 500€ without hesitation, but I had no worth at all for you. And I begged, I tried to find a compromise, it didn't matter to you. I didn't matter. You decided what you wanna do like living a single life. Your behavior had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH A RELATIONSHIP. I can't understand how you were able to hurt me that bad. How the fucking hell could you do to me what you did?! And sadly it wasn't the first time I had that awful thought in mind. Sometimes you are the CRULEST person I ever met. How just how?!?! You enjoyed yourself, having a good time sitting in the sand, in the warmth, listening to the sound of the ocean, watching a sunset with another girl right next to you. Just thinking about this makes my insides cringe in agony and tremendous pain. And said girl 'she's just a friend of Aman', was always right by your side. Leg pressed on leg. Her leg was pressed to yours not to Amans leg who was sitting on the right side next to her. On your esplanade stroll or whatever it was you were walking closest to her, directly behind her, looking happy like you were living your best life. At the same time I had one breakdown after the other. Because I was stupid enough to trust you. I trusted you completely and you smashed it. I saw the way you were looking at her and I know your behavior good enough to see some things. You did quite a lot of things those last months that hurt me badly, but your 'Männertrip' killed something inside of me and I can't look at you the same.
#still devastated#so many painful things happened in one week#I had a complete mental breakdown#I am still shocked#it hurts and hurts and hurts#I wrote you everything what I am thinking about our relationship#I opened myself completely#I also wrote I would take a flight the following day#you left me on read#for hours while being awake#having a good time#celebrating life and holidays#the person that says of himself 'I don't need that I don't have the urge to go away'#when you finally answered it was one sentence#just a few words#saying something like ' I slept that long'#do you think I am stupid? I was on read for hours.. And when you finally decided to write roughly ~six words you didn't thought of reading#my messages#you totally ignored EVERYTHING#so i deleted it#and I should finally take the step and delete whatever this is that's left of us#how could you behave that cruel?#and once again it were those 500 dinero#I remember asking Philip 'when are we gonna have one full day for us?...' so if I sell my body to some man and earn 500bucks you would take#a day off? ' and he was like' yes'#then you came around and I wasn't worth 500€ to you#you knew you were killing me with your decision#you triggered me in so so many ways#out of nowhere 'I am flying to *****' wtf?!?!#we didn't spend new years eve together because you were once again writing one thing not even half heartedly but showed what you really
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