#and jisung debuted at 14.....

[ujunxverse]

it's crazy to me how i can vividly remember 2 debuts: txt and nct. nct because everyone was talking about how 7th sense was weird and how they could not possibly chase exo's success and crown because they were literally the first group to come out of bighit after bang pd finally got over his separation anxiety with bts. to think that those two group happened when i was in high school is craaaaaaaazy.

[jinnie-ret]

I’m not entirely sure if you’d write this or not but could you write stray kids and like trainee reader who has divorced parents and is crying? You don’t have to write this and I understand if you don’t. If you do thank you

togetherness

stray kids x ninth member!reader (platonic)

genre: very angsty

content warnings: divorce, allusions to a panic attack

word count: 2.7k

summary: out of all things, the last thing you expected to hear was that your parents are getting a divorce, but it was fortunate that the boys were there to hold you together

Thank you for the request! I did something silly and accidentally wrote it as a ninth member instead of a trainee, but she is still the maknae of the group so I hope that is still ok :)

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Ever since Stray Kids was confirmed to debut after the survival show all nine of you took part in, life had been a whirlwind. From training in the practice room to releasing several tracks, getting your first win was like a dream come true. Of course it would be 'Miroh' that people gave you recognition for, you couldn't deny how how much you loved the track too. However, there was a small part of you, scrap that, a big part of you that hoped '3rd Eye' would also gain that same level of attention. It's not a crime to be obsessed with your own music now, is it?

Due to how busy you had been, it had been just over a year since you had seen your parents, and for today to finally be the day you'd get to see them, you were practically bouncing off of the walls, so much so that the boys couldn't stop laughing at you, fondness radiating through all of them. You were the youngest, after all, only 14 when the show happened, and they had seen you grow so much already.

"Y/Nnie, calm down," Changbin chuckled as he tried to hold onto the sides of your arms, but you couldn't contain yourself as you excitedly paced up and down the wooden floors of the lounge.

"I can't help it... I'm so excited! I haven't seen them in ages, I missed them so much!" you cheered, accidentally bumping into Minho in the process.

He slowly turned around from his spot in the kitchen, stopping his minor task of pouring some juice.

"Do you like oranges, Y/N?" Minho turned to face you with a sinister grin.

"Oranges? I love orang-" you shrugged momentarily in confusion before gasping as he held the juice over your head.

"3,2..."

"Ah! Don't! I washed my hair today and everything!" you were rapid in your movements as you ducked away and took cover between Felix and Jeongin.

"Don't sacrifice us!" Jeongin's eyes were wide.

"Ah, you're being so cute today, Y/Nnie," Felix giggled, patting your head.

"Have you got everything you need, menace?" Chan asked you, letting out a laugh when you scrunched your nose at him in response.

"If anyone's a menace, it's Hannie, but yes," you answered his question whilst also turning the spotlight to Jisung, who was currently trying to grab Hyunjin's hair and tie it with a scrunchie of yours he had stolen.

"Who, me?" Jisung feigned innocence.

"Ah!" Hyunjin jumped not noticing Jisung behind him. "Bro, what are you doing?"

"Giving you a new hairstyle, Y/Nnie lets me do it all the time," Jisung shrugged, moving away from Hyunjin as it was clear his mission had failed.

"Yeah, small problem, Hyunjin's hair isn't long enough," Seungmin pointed out, making you laugh.

"I want to see Jinnie with long hair, woah," you nodded in approval at the idea.

"Y/N, you're getting distracted again," Changbin directed you towards the front door. He couldn't hide his smirk as he shook his head at your antics.

"It's like you're trying to get rid of me," you pouted, turning around with your hands on your hips.

"Never, but you really need to go," Minho joined him at the front door, jokingly pushing you out the door, making Felix yell out in surprise.

"Don't push the maknae!"

"Ok, ok, I'm going," you laughed, brushing a hand through your hair making sure it was perfect and not a single strand was out of place.

"Bye Y/N!" you heard them yell out in goodbye, before you made your way to the Korean BBQ place that wasn't too far away from your dorms. Initially you were going to go for a café, but your dad insisted that you see each other at your favourite kind of place.

And there they were, waving at you from across the road, small smiles on their faces that gree bigger the closer you got to them.

"Mum! Dad!" you ran up to them as you embraced them into a tight hug, their arms wrapping around you in return, both you and your mum getting teary eyed.

"Oh, I missed you so much sweetheart," she cuddled you closer to her, and pulled away as your dad planted a kiss on your forehead.

"Come on, darling, I bet you're hungry," your dad poked your cheek as he guided you through, sorting out the details of the reservation as you all sat down and began to catch up.

"I'm so glad I got some time off to see you, I just, I missed you so much," you sniffled, wiping your tears away before you full on sobbed in front of them.

"Aigoo, don't cry my dear," your mum wiped your tears as she dabbed a tissue across your cheeks and wrapped you in a side hug.

"We're so proud of you, Y/N, I know for sure we can both say that," your dad awkwardly glanced across at your mum, not that you noticed this exchange, too happy to be simply in their presence again.

"Thank you, I'm glad I can make you proud," you smile widely, your mum nodding along.

"You've achieved so much already, are the boys taking care of you, hmm?" she questioned, shifting her body to face yours more.

"-and then by the end of it we all just ended up falling asleep in the practice room, but I didn't mind, it was so comfortable, they truly are my brothers," you gushed as you retold one of your favourite stories of one of your earlier memories in your trainee days, just showing how strong your bond with the group was.

Whilst all of this was happening, your parents both had a nervous demeanour about them, not fully engaged in your story, something heavier weighing on their minds. How would their only child react when they told them?

"I-is something wrong? Oh, I'm rambling again aren't I, sorry, you can tell I haven't changed much," you finally picked up on their silences, the change of their normally relaxed mannerisms more apparent than ever.

"No, no, it's perfectly alright sweetheart, we just..." your mum trailed off, not knowing how to approach the topic.

"We have something to tell you, Y/N," your dad finished off your mum's sentence.

"Oh, what is it?" your heart dropped, sensing the serious tone coming through in the conversation. You fiddled with the chopsticks in front of you, trying to stabilise yourself, not knowing what was to come.

"There's no easy way to say this, darling, but... Your mum and I, we're getting a divorce," your dad couldn't look you in the eyes as he said this, wishing he could pretend he was looking for a waiter yet the enclosed booth you were in prevented him from doing so.

"No," you instantly said, disbelieving the words you had just heard, sure you had misinterpreted his words. In your strong reaction, you firmly placed the chopsticks down, head moving left and right as you glanced back and forth between your parents. A trio of a family, now split into three.

"Sweetheart, please, don't make this difficult," your mum began, sighing as she stared down at the table.

"D-don't make this difficult?! You're getting a divorce!" you leant back away from them, struggling to take in the situation as your heart raced.

"It hasn't been easy for us, please understand, Y/N," your dad pitched in, "we've been thinking about this for a long time now."

"How long?" your voice broke as you got quieter, the sight of your eyes welling up with tears breaking the hearts of your parents.

"For around four years now," your mum winced as she admitted how long their relationship had been in turmoil.

"Four, four years?!" your hands shook as you covered your face, absolutely devastated. Anyone that knew your family would have said it was absolutely perfect, even the boys who had only seen them on a few occasions.

"We had to make it work for you, Y/N, darling," your dad tried to grab your hand but you ripped it away from him, getting rid of that opportunity.

"You're putting this on me?" your voice wobbles, tears freely running down your face, leaving trails of grief in its wake. A grievance mourning the loss of something you'd never get back.

"Listen, we wanted to stay together for you, you just got into JYP, but now you've debuted we thought..."

"You thought I could handle it? Because my life is 'sorted'?! It's quite the opposite now," you sniffled, wiping your nose with the back of your hoodie sleeve.

"Y/N, we had to do this sweetheart, for the better," your mum tried to reason with you, tears of her own present.

"No, no, I... I can't," you scrambled out from your seat, running out of the restaurant without even having any of the food yet.

"Y/N!!!"

"Darling!"

Your parents desperately called after you, but you kept running away, finding a seat on a park bench to try and process everything that had just happened. They were divorcing, just like that. Were all the happy memories in your childhood as fake as the ones they created when they had been convincing you all this time that you were still a happy family? It wasn't fair. Could you even trust the words that left either of them now that they had revealed their biggest secret to you?

Without even knowing, your feet guided you away from the bustling streets of Seoul back to your true home. The family you had found solace in, that you'd be soon to find solace in once more, but for different reasons this time.

Like your body was on autopilot, your key twisted into the door of your shared apartment and you dropped your small bag to the floor, instantly falling to the ground as your knees buckled. You weren't aware of how bad of a state you were in, the mascara from your light makeup you applied earlier on in the day, now smudged under your eyes and faintly across the apples of your cheeks. Your chest heaved as you gasped for air, unable to comprehend everything that had just happened. You didn't even feel the arms that had wrapped around you and brought you to their lap, cradling you into the safety of their warmth.

"Miss, please, it's ok, she just got here, she's safe, I think, ummm, do you want to come to our dorm? I can send the address?" Chan hurriedly spoke into his phone as he glanced over at Jeongin holding you tightly to him, the other boys around you trying to provide you with enough space but their comfort at the same time.

"I, I think it's better if we don't," the voice of your mum sighed from the other side of the phone.

"What? But- oh," Chan was ready to convince them to come over and ask what had brought you to such a distressed state, but the call had already been ended from the other side.

"It's ok, you're ok, Y/N, just take some deep breaths ok? Ok?" Changbin whispered into your ear, trying to help you slow down not only your breathing, but your mind too as you were clearly in your own head.

Jeongin rubbed your back in soothing circles, and after a while, you felt yourself slowly calm down, alongside Jisung's instructions to breathe deeply, and the soothing feeling of someone scratching your scalp, who you found out later was Felix.

The boys were the only people who could ground you in this moment, providing you with the comfort the rest of your support system failed to do. Your thoughts were still in a whirlwind yet you managed to tune back into your surroundings.

"You're ok, that's it, well done love," Chan's voice broke through, as your tight grip on Jeongin's t-shirt lessened and your body was ever so slightly less tense.

"We should move her to the sofa," Hyunjin spoke quietly, as if he was afraid to break the calm you began to feel.

And so, you numbly walked to the sofa with the help of Seungmin's hand resting on your back, pulling you down gently to sit next to him. Like you normally would, you rested your head on his shoulder. But this was far from a normal situation.

"Y/N?" Changbin asked tentatively, hoping you'd respond. "Look at me, aegi."

"Mmm?" you made a sound with your croaky throat, sore from your crying which the boys were thankful for their own souls that they didn't have to listen to it anymore. They feared it would permanently leave an imprint on their hearts, so they were worried at what on Earth had happened to you.

"Can you tell us what happened?" Chan slowly questioned you, a gentleness behind his eyes that nearly made you tear up again.

What did happen? What would happen now?

"They... my, my parents, they're getting a divorce," your voice cracked again and you internally scolded yourself for it as the boys looked geared up to protect you at any cost.

"A divorce?" Felix gasped.

"Oh, no, oh Y/Nnie," Jisung sighed sympathetically.

"I just don't get why... why now?" you held your head in your hands. Having to explain everything that happened moments ago would have been more painful had it not been for your members attention on you as you all sat on the sofas in the lounge. The very same ones you had been joyfully skipping around earlier on that day.

"These things... they can be unpredictable sometimes, Y/Nnie," Seungmin squeezed you tighter towards him, leant forward with you.

"That's what I hate... they said it had been four years that they had been thinking about it, four years since they knew," you closed your eyes tightly, anything to imagine yourself not in this situation.

"Y/N, you couldn't have known," Jeongin tried to offer some comfort.

"They said they stayed together, for me. I was the reason that they didn't tell me after all this time," you gritted your teeth in frustration.

"No, no, don't do that, love, you weren't to know," Chan firmly said, the last thing he wanted was for you to feel guilt.

"It's not your responsibility to carry that weight," Minho sternly added, in the same mindset as Chan, hating that you were upset. Sure, he teased you for your hyperactive mood earlier but he much preferred that then seeing the storm cloud hovering above you.

"It is though. They faked their love just for me. How do I know they even love me?" you crumbled once more, tears rushing down your face as Hyunjin immediately crouched down in front of you with a tissue at hand.

"They could never stop loving you. It's hard, but just because they fell out of love with each other, doesn't mean they'd do the same with you," he grabbed your hands in his, before pressing the tissue into your hand for you to use.

It was almost funny. Your mother had dried your tears for you earlier and now you were doing it for yourself, feeling that childlike innocence being ripped away from you as you were forced to feel adult emotions.

"Please don't think that way, no one could ever not love you," Jisung insisted.

"I just... I don't even know anymore," you took in some deep breaths again, looking around you at your brothers who held so much love and compassion in their eyes for you. You could see it in how they sat, turned towards you with their undivided attention.

"You don't have to know, Y/N. You're not going to know how to feel straight away," Changbin validated your emotions that you couldn't sort out on your own. But that was why you were glad they were there, to heal you, to offer you that safety net of their permanence in your life.

"You're not alone, okay?" Minho's soft spoken voice was filled with love, smooth like honey.

You needed some space from your thoughts, some reprieve from the situation you had faced, but, even in your fragility, you could see, no, you knew the boys would forever be there to keep you together. And so what if the cracks showed? You had 8 members more than willing to not force you to be fixed, but to live with those cracks and learn to understand them.

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[bluwavez]

A TOXIC ENTANGLEMENT: HOW SON JINHWA GROOMED DEEPDIVE.

The Long and Painful History of MyDol's Most Successful Boy Group. TW || GROOMING & SEXUAL ASSAULT MENTION.

The history of KPOP's most successful boy group isn't easy, and it is one that their company would prefer you forget. DeepDive would usher in many firsts for their company, Angelico Entertainment. They were the first group to be formed by a survival show held by the label, the youngest trainees to debut under the label, the first boy group to hit 1 million album sales, and the first group to break into the international KPOP scene.

None of this came without struggle. A lot of struggle.

Starting in 2014 with their survival show "The New Wave," the boys, all teenagers, would be put through grueling weekly evaluations where the audience would vote on who they wanted to survive to the next episode. The New Wave gave the audience a first-time look into the Angelico training process, which already had a history of being one of the most intense training programs out of any company in the industry. Weekly, you could watch as 43 teenage boys got degraded, berated, and had their confidence shattered by the panel of trainers and judges, which consisted of Jang Kiha, leader of the boy group Priority, Jeon Jihan, COO of Angelico, Kim Minsi, Head Trainee Instructor, and Son Jinhwa, CEO of Angelico.

Son would prove to be the most brutal of the panel, notorious for having a high standard for his idols. However, his callous treatment of DeepDive didn't end with The New Wave; instead, it carried years into their career.

The final DeepDive lineup was decided in August 2015. The final seven members, listed by rank, were all considerably young, even for 2015's KPOP standards.

FINN LEE. FOURTEEN. 2,246,983 VOTES.

HWANG JISUNG. SEVENTEEN. 2,200,873 VOTES.

KANG "BLUE" WOOBIN. SIXTEEN. 2,176,234 VOTES.

KIM WOOJIN. FIFTEEN. 2,009,211 VOTES.

NOAH SON. SIXTEEN. 1,987,887 VOTES.

BAE KIWOO. FIFTEEN. 1,762,983 VOTES.

KIM DOWON. NINETEEN. 1,761,002 VOTES.

Their young ages were intentional. It's a running joke with DeepDive that Dowon almost didn't make it in the group as he was often the target of Son Jinhwa's endless tirades on the show, getting singled out for his age primarily as his skill never seemed to be an issue. "How do you plan on keeping up with the other boys? Will you be able to? Don't you think you're too old to debut?" All are phrases said to Dowon by Son Jinhwa during his time on The New Wave.

Today, Dowon is one of Son Jinhwa's active defenders, often showing up as a character witness to rave about how well Son and MyDol have treated him.

Son Jinhwa has proved time and time again that no matter how many times you kick a dog, it will remain loyal to you for a pat on the head. While his questionable relationship with Venus has raised eyebrows over the years, his relationship with DeepDive has been less reported on, simply falling under the category of a father-and-son-like relationship.

Ironically enough, Son's son is a member of DeepDive. Noah was born in Florida in 1999 before moving to South Korea with his father and mother at just two years old. He attended an international school throughout his youth. He began training at just ten years old under the guidance of his father, becoming one of the youngest trainees in Angelico history.

Finn Lee began training under Angelico at only 12, being recruited at a Talent show in Florida. Kiwoo was recruited at 13, Woojin at 13, and the rest of the members were recruited at 14. Son Jinhwa has been in every pivotal moment of these boys' lives, from graduations to debuts to awards to parental deaths. Jinhwa has been with them through it all and supported them through it all.

When Finn's father died in 2019, Son Jinhwa covered the funeral costs and paid off his family's home. What he didn't do was give Finn more than a week off. He only gave the then eighteen-year-old three days to attend his father's funeral, head back to South Korea, and process the loss of his father before he was back on stage.

in 2020, upon DeepDive's sudden massive success, Jisung's father, who had been absent for most of his life, attempted to claim ownership of half of his assets. Jinhwa covered the legal fees and had one of South Korea's top lawyers represent Jisung during the trial. However, what Jinhwa would not do for Jisung was give him a break after what Jisung himself said was one of "the most traumatic" times of his life.

Jinhwa love for DeepDive seems to only extend so far, operating their relationship on a hollow reward system that only benefits him in the end. When it doesn't benefit him, he doesn't reward. He leaves them to drown.

Provable through multiple police reports, Kim Woojin has reported DeepDive's long-term manager, Kim Hyerim, of sexual misconduct, sexual assault, indecency with a minor, and various other complaints that should have her fired and arrested. All these complaints were brushed under the rug and ignored by Son Jinhwa, who would pay off the police department to ignore these claims.

What Jinhwa did was put then-nineteen-year-old Woojin on a year-long hiatus in 2019, refusing to give any updates on him or even a proper reason for his hiatus for the entire year. When Woojin was reinstated as a member of DeepDive, he apologized for his "behavior" and promised to be better despite fans still being in the dark about what actually happened.

Despite all this, DeepDive has remained fiercely loyal to Jinhwa and MyDol, often shutting down criticisms of their label and proudly backing any decision their company makes, even if it's questionable and to their detriment. It doesn't matter to them, proving repeatedly that they will put their reputations on the line to defend the man they've been trained to believe they owe their careers to.

[hyunvom]

passing notes in secrecy

synopsis: life's not that easy when you're in love with the prettiest boy who just happens to be an idol, but you'll make it, right?

cw: childhood friends to lovers, smut, idol!hyun

word count: 1,1k

In the soft hush of midnight's embrace, you tiptoed through the corridors of stardust and dreams. Your heart a symphony of secrecy and longing.

You've been with him for five months, even though you've known him your whole life, long before the world knew the crescendo of his name and fame was but a distant dream. Your stories were woven together in the tender threads of childhood's innocence. You used to be just kids, sharing stories and secrets under the benevolent shade of the old oak tree in your neighbourhood's park down the road, where the houses were all painted in a beautiful cinnamon color. You would visit each other every day, some days at his house, some others at yours. His mother would always welcome you with a huge smile painted across her face and freshly bakes cookies, always. You'd lie on the grass, or the beach sand, or the wooden floors of his room.

As your teenage years unfurled like pages in a book, your friendship deepened into something more profound. In the golden haze of sunsets and the soft whispers of wind, you found yourselves drawn together by an invisible string. He wrote a song about you one day, when he was around the age of 15 and you 14. All the unspoken words of his heart spilled into paper. With trembling hands and a courage down from the depths of his affection, he slipped the parchment into your school bag, a secret serenade to the girl who held his heart. You started dating that summer. You remember it as the best summer of your life, and the last one before you lost him.

That following fall, he embarked on a journey of trading the familiar comforts of home for the uncertain allure of a music company's door. He always wanted this, he would always talk about wanting it. And he was truly an artist. He wrote beautifully, his words always so tender and artistic, he would dance like a god, moving like water, and his voice was as beautiful and soft as one could be. You always believed in him and encouraged him to try, and never thought about what follows all this. And he got in. He made it. He made it and you lost him and yet you would not want it any other way, because the love you shared and the bond was not a common one.

He trained for two years, two years of barely seeing each other, he basically lived inside the walls of his company, practicing hard, his dancing, his singing, his rap. You met the people he would debut with once, and they were lovely. You had dinner with all 8 of them that day.

"You guys do know if we actually debut you have to like, broke up right?" the one named Jisung said.

The table fell silent and someone visibly kicked him under the table but you can't remember who it was now. Hyunjin had looked at Jisung angrily yet shocked he brought it up, like they had talked about this before and he could not believe he said it in front of me, and then just continued finishing his food while taking huge gulps of his wine.

"What do you mean? Why?" I had asked.

"It's dangerous that you're still dating now, actually. If the company finds out Hyunjin's definitely getting kicked out for not focusing on his debut. It's strict as hell, you know this" Jisung continued explaining, in a soft sorry tone.

Hyunjin had stood up and went outside. He used to smoke sometime here and there when he was really tired or stressed. You followed him outside the restaurant were he opened a new pack of cigarette and stood right next to him, reaching for his hand.

"You know.. what he's saying is true" he said. Silence on your part as you let him continue.

"If they find out it's going to be so messy, I will get in so much trouble and if something happens to me, everyone's debut gets affected, it's like a fucking domino. And eventually even if we continue this I will not have time to take care of you and be around you and you'll grow tired of me never being there cause I won't be able to and if someone ever finds out after i debut it's yet again over for my career and I put everyone at risk again. I just don't"

You stopped him, silencing the cacophony of stress with a gentle touch. Your fingertips, like whisper promises touched his face softly, and with bravery born of longing leaned in, interrupting his thoughts and anxieties with the melody of your lips pressed tenderly against his.

"It's okay" is all you said.

You broke up 2 months later.

In between the next 3 years, you watched him from afar. You got a boyfriend when you turned 19, a nice boy you met at the library where you'd spend most of your days outside of uni. You spent beautiful moments with him, you gave your v card to that boy that summer, and he was a great destruction from Hyunjin. But that's all he was, and when you realized that you felt like such an awful person. You broke up with him later that year, as Hyunjin continued to never leave your mind. But how could he? His band became a huge success. He was everywhere. On billboards around town, on the radio, all over social media. You could not escape him even if you wanted to. But you didn't mind. Seeing him thrive, even without you, brought you an absurd amount of happiness and peacefulness, knowing that he'd doing well, living his dream.

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Dressed as an employee with the card he specifically made secretly for you so you can easily sneak in, you slipped into the bustling company. You heart racing, as it always does during this part, pretending to be an employee to pass through doors.

You and Hyunjin found your way to each other a few months ago, when he visited home to see his parents. It was irrational and you weren't thinking, but the second his lips touched yours, as now full grown adults, things could never go back to how they were. He was even prettier now, if that's even possible. His hair was long, black. His lips still beautiful and full and so soft. His body was bigger, and harder than what you remember, probably because of his dancing. He fucked you in his childhood room that night. His hand on your mouth and other times kissing you hard to muffle your moans as his whole family was in the house.

"You have no idea how many times I've dreamed of this" he said as he laid you on his bed, getting you under the covers. He let you undress him and explore his body, taking your time with it. He was so hard under his boxers and leaking already, you palmed him through them and kissed him like this would be the last time you'll get to put your lips on his. You left comments about his size and you felt him both twitch and smirk through the kiss.

"When did you get so handsome?" you asked.

"When did you get this fucking hot" he responded.

He opened you up later that night, kissing you down the softly and eating you out hungrily, with so much skill. You wondered how many girls he's done this to, and you asked without thinking. He doesn't respond but he looks up at you while hes down there. He started inserting fingers, one by one, while continuing to play with your clit between his tongue. When you were finally ready for him he came close to your face and kissed your nose.

"I haven't done this in years. Be gentle" you tell him shyly yet in a playful tone.

"Oh so you've done this before?"

"You haven't ?"

You stare at each other for a moment, then smile.

"Now that we're here, I wish I never did, so I could do it with you" you said. And he simply said "These things don't matter to me" before kissing you again.

He let you ride him, so you could take your time and control the movements that were happening, and it's safe to say he loved being at your mercy. Your hands intertwined, sweaty foreheads, soft whimpers. He sounded beautiful. That one boyfriend you had back in the day was a nice guy, but the few times you had sex felt like a joke right now. He was silent, strict with it, forward. Hyunjin was vocal, touchy, loving, considerate. You felt like you were having sex for the first time, cause you were one way or another. At the end of the day what did virginity even mean.

When your hips got tired, he immediately noticed and started moving you up and down on him. He changed positions a few minutes later, now being on top of you. He fixed your hair that was all over your red face and kissed your hands while entering you, much harder this time. You could feel both your orgasms coming. Out of nowhere, he put his hand on your belly, and dragged yours right there a second later.

"Can you feel me. That's me baby. All of me"

Looking deep into his eyes, shocked, ears and cheeks red, you both came, as he started playing with your clit fast and then pulled out and spilled on your belly. He got up immediately after the events and cleaned you up, dressed you up in your pajamas and then got in the bed. You didn't sleep that night, not until 5am at least. You stayed up and talked. You talked about everything. Your lives, what you've been doing, how this insane life he was living is like. You told him about the boy you met that summer, and he told you he has been with someone from his company for a few months after he realized his heart does not belong there and broke things off. You asked him who the girl was, and when he answered he notice how your face dropped.

"What is it?"

"Oh I know her, shes really pretty and talented, no wonder"

"And yet you're the prettiest girl in the world and the one i cant get this stupid mind of mine to let go, all these years"

You talked about what was going to happen, and both agreed that you wanted this, even if it was risky. It was okay, his dating ban was lifted long ago, and you'd be careful, you could do this.

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Sneaking in the company using your card, you finally end up on the third floor, successfully unnoticed. You always meet him here since this floor is always empty. After a couple minutes pass you hear footsteps and hide behind a trashcan, and the second you realize it's him you jump up on him and hug him. You kiss, trying to be silent, and then he takes you to a tiny room he uses to write and record music.

The space is tiny and he has never brought you here before.

"Oh. This place is tiny we barely fit in here. What do you even do here?" you ask.

"It's my little space, I come here to concentrate and write."

You move your head in understanding and then he suddenly pulls you on his knees, as he's sitting down on the one and only chair that fit this room.

"It's also soundproof"

"Oh." you smirk and kiss him, running your hands through his beautiful hair, ruining his ponytail.

Suddenly, after minutes of purely making out, he positions you directly above his knee, and starts harshly pushing up, going right under your skirt and directly hitting your wet spot.

"So warm down there, you're wet for me already baby?" as you hum in response. He keeps saying dirty, yet loving things in your ear as he's fucking you with his knee, and at some point you take control and start moving yourself. Your hands on his chest, on his shoulders, in his hair, on his neck. He fucking loves all of it, you can see it, you can hear it. After reaching a crazy orgasm, you get off of him and immediately unbuckle his belt.

"Oh love you don't have to that's fine, let it be about you only this time"

"God you have no idea how much i want you do you?" you responded and gave him singlehandedly the best head of his life. After he came down from the high of his orgasm he pulled you up and kissed you hard, yet with so much tenderness.

Being with him was definitely a challenge. Everything had to be done in secret. Behind malls and bars and late at night where only the moon and the stars could see your faces. But you wouldn't change it, not for the world, he was your own little world.

[itskpopular]

I just want to say that you don’t have to stan NCT WISH. You don’t have to buy their albums, stream their music, follow their social medias, or anything.

What you do have to do is stop being disrespectful towards these young men/children who are just trying to live their dreams and show off their talents.

Idc what your opinion is on whether they should be NCT or not, or that you think RIIZE is more NCT than them. You can have that opinion but don’t go posting about it where the members can see it or even saying it to their faces.

You can think what you want about Haechan’s comment but don’t twist his words to give yourself a reason to hate on the new members.

They are innocent people. They did not make any of the final debut decisions. That’s on SM Ent. They are just trying their best. They have trained just as hard as your favs to get here. They deserve this opportunity so much.

Again, you don’t have to like it. You can have your opinions. But you’re NOT a real fan if you are rude and say hurtful things to ANY of the NCT members, which includes NCT WISH.

NCT’s concept has ALWAYS been that they were adding new members. Since 2016, we have known this about NCT. International fans have always been more supportive (althought with some hesitancy) about new members joining. When Doyoung and Johnny joined in Limitless era, they were accepted. When Jungwoo and Lucas joined (and Kun started offically promoting) during Empathy era, they were accepted. When Hendery, Xiaojun, and Yangyang debuted with WayV, they were accepted (again with some hesitation). When Sungchan and Shotaro were added during NCT 2020, they were accepted (at least for the most part). This is NCT’s thing. Their whole concept.

We have been wanting a Japanese unit for literal years and now that we have one, you have the audacity to complain??? Yes, it sucks that Sungtaro left, Shotaro couldn’t be in the Jap unit with Yuta and that Yuta isn’t in the unit at all…it sucks.

However, we knew that with a new unit, comes new members, and before they announced the end of the unlimited member rule, we knew we would get many more members in the future.

Stop acting like this is shocking news and that it’s weird. You signed up for this when you became an NCTzens.

Anyone who hates on NCT WISH and the members is proving themselves to not be real fans and the members would be so disappointed in the disrespect you guys are putting under their name.

Sion, Riku, Yushi, Jaehee, Ryo, and Sakura all deserve to debut. They deserve the support that past members have been given when joining the group. They deserve more than hurtful words and rude fans. I know that some of them are very young but why does their age have to dictate if you will stan? You stan NCT DREAM and Jisung was literally 14 when they debuted? Chenle was 15, the 2000’ liners were 16 and Mark was 17. They were all minors. You probably stan other groups who have younger members as well. Don’t use their age as an excuse to be a hater.

I also feel like some are gonna be very mad at this post, but honestly bring it on. I am a proud NCTzen who loves and supports all of the boys. I will not stand for this stupid behaviour.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk.

[dean-a-mean-tae]

Nicholas Ross Scenarios | Stray Kids Extra Member AU

You can read these in whatever order you want. I switched things around in the order I believe they're set.

You DO NOT have my permission to put any of my work into an AI

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☼Life Before The Idol Journey☼

☾ A Star Is Born (370 Words) ✧SUMMARY: The birth of Nicholas ✧WARNINGS: Tamaya threatens someone. Black babies usually come out a shade or two lighter because it takes a while for their melanin to kick in. Nolan breathes in this.

☾ First Impressions (448 Words) ✧SUMMARY: Tamaya is brings Nicholas home to introduce him to Lillian and Johnny, the Golden Retriever. ✧WARNINGS: Slight angst? Hinted that Tamaya was isolated from her family. Lillian is 2 in this. Nolan is a piece of shit. Cussing. I think that's it

☾ Siblings Care For Each Other (425 Words) ✧SUMMARY: Nicholas notices his sister's selflessness is at her own expense. ✧WARNINGS: Neglectful parents? Nicholas is 7 in this and Lillian is 9. I think that's it. Tamaya and Nolan are Nick and Lillian's parents.

☾ Telling The Family (1.7k Words) ✧SUMMARY: After much thought, or until he got tired of his grandpa talking about it, Nicholas finally decided he wanted to be an idol. Now, how does he tell his family? ✧WARNINGS: Abuse, arguing, and slapping. Nicholas is 14 in this. The grandparents are trying, but they're old. This is most likely not how the industry works. Tamaya tries to kick Nicholas out.

☼Pre-Debut☼

☾ Fragile (1060 Words) ✧SUMMARY: How Chan and Nicholas became Chan and Nick. ✧WARNINGS: Nick smokes, Pre-debut!Nick and Ore-debut!Chan, Nick is a bit of a pushover. Talk about Nick's childhood.

☾ How It All Started (202 Words) ✧SUMMARY: He'd seen people get chosen and others get denied. People with potential get pushed away because one person is better, even by a little. ✧Pre-debut!Nick and Pre-debut!Chan

☾ Promise (902 Words) ✧SUMMARY: The first member Chan introduces Nicholas to is Minho. Unfortunately, it's on a day when Nicholas can't hide his pain. ✧WARNINGS: Pre-debut!Nick and Pre-debut!Minho. Soft minho?

☾ Coconut Head (473 Words) ✧SUMMARY: It's time to meet the rest of 3racha. ✧WARNINGS: Pre-debut!Jisung, Pre-debut!Changbin, Pre-debut!Chan, Pre-debut!Nicholas. Flinching? Pre-debut!Jisung (iykyk)

☾ A Teddy Bear From The Fair (767 Words) ✧SUMMARY: A soft peach gives Jeongin a cozy feeling. ✧WARNINGS: Predebut!Chan, Predebut!Nicholas, Predebut!Jeongin, Told from Jeongin's POV. There might be a strange vibe going on... I don't know any other warnings.

☼Idol Life☼

☾ Need A Break (483 Words) ✧SUMMARY: Everyone needs a break. A break from work, from school, or from life outside their blankets. Some people are not allowed breaks. Out of pressure from peers, parents, themselves. Setting a goal, a standard, that does more harm than good. All they need is a push in the right direction. | Little bit of Hyunjin x Nicholas

☾ Stray Kids' Nicholas Talks About His Conditions (1.8k Words) ✧SUMMARY: “I think, I think I’ve always needed people like them (Stray Kids) in my life.” We welcome Nicholas Ross of Stray Kids to talk about his conditions, chronic pains and anorexia, and how they have affected his childhood and his members. - Achievement Goals ✧WARNINGS: Mention of anorexia, chronic pains(I don’t have chronic pains but my big brother does so I base this off of him), mention of toxic family, past child abuse(not physical), switches between members at some point to gain perspective, Nick switches between Korean and English

☾ We Can't Make It On Our Own (717 Words) ✧SUMMARY: After a rough day, a moment with the youngest of Stray Kids helps Nicholas come to an understanding. | Little bit of Jeongin x Nicholas

☾ Fourth Cat (618 Words) ✧SUMMARY: Nicholas has some weird habits, and everyone loves them ✧WARNINGS: Second-hand embarrassment?

☾ The Shrinkage Is Real (_ Words) ✧SUMMARY: Nicholas, with the help of Chan and Minho, teaches the boys how to care for his hair. ✧WARNINGS: Cussing, normal banter between the boys, and description of the long and aching process called washing your hair.

☾ Light At The End (993 Words) ✧WARNINGS: Discrimination, Racism, Could be perceived as self-harm (Nicholas gets hurt twice but is okay with both), anorexia (different for everyone this is based on my experience), I think that's it

☾ Of The Tunnel ( 1.8k Words | Part 2 of Light At The End) ✧WARNINGS: Mention of self-harm, mention of sl!tt!ng, racism, discrimination, dissociation, JYP, I think that's it.

☾ Normani Defends Stray Kids' Nicholas Ross Against Racist Comments (790 Words) ✧SUMMARY: The singer, Normani, went to Twitter and Instagram to defend Nicholas Ross from racist commenters. Nicholas responded with a public thank you video. - Achievement Goals ✧WARNINGS: Racism, harmful words, mentions of death threats, mention of su!c!de

☾ Piercing (575 Words) ✧WARNINGS: Switches from 3rd person to 1st person. Depending on how well this is written, it might make you feel what he's feeling. There's angst, but I don't want to put too many warnings.

☼MISC☼

☾ Sleeping Where I Shouldn't (457 Words) ✧SUMMARY: Nicholas has a habit of falling asleep. Getting his makeup done, laying on one of the boys, during a Vlive, and many more examples. I made a compilation of times we saw Nick sleeping in the background. - random fan | Or 3 times the camera caught Nicholas sleeping, and the 1 time they didn't.

☾ Why Won't Bang Chan Let Nicholas Drink? (608 Words) ✧SUMMARY: Chan tells STAY why Nicholas isn't allowed to drink. ✧WARNINGS: Nicholas is an emotional whiny drunk.

☾ Never Again | 100 Followers Event (499 Words) ✧PROMPT: "Guys?" "We aren't going that way!" "Guys?" "That way or back! Cause I'm not going with creepy old man. No offense." "Hello?" "Can we talk about this?" "Guys!" "What?!" "Don't yell! There's a man in the window." "No, there isn't." "They're not lying! He's right there!"

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[jisunghannie]

Jealousy Wins

PAIRING: Felix x fem!reader

WARNING: minors DNI with this post. This post has explicit content. This is written for entertainment purposes, and I cannot predict every interaction with this post.

SUMMARY: You were jealous that Felix was gaining more female attention by each song he sung in (literally every song they post), and wanted to make your mark on Felix so that way the next time anyone saw him they would think twice.

WORD COUNT: 3,021

A/N:

`○°.• ✿ •.°○` = Timeskip

-ah is used to describe someone younger

This is my first attempt at writing smut. I apologize if it's not good, but I will work on it!

This story contains swearing, praise, reader who is Han's younger sister, pet names, etc!

You were Jisung's younger sister. You guys were a year apart, so not too far apart in age. Your older brother had joined a kpop group when he was 13 or 14 when he became a trainee, then debuted at age 17. After your brother's 2nd year as a trainee, you met Lee Felix. Soon, Seungmin and Jeongin or I.N came as well. Who were all incoming trainees as well. Over time, you got used to having Felix around as he was closer in age with Jisung, given they were only a day apart.

You remembered vividly on your brother's 17th birthday, it was 11:58. After singing happy birthday, he blew out his candles. Then the clock struck midnight as you lit Felix's candles. After singing happy birthday, he blew out his candles. They were both now 17. The laughs you 3 shared that night were wondrous. Also, you would've never forgotten that night because that was the night that you fell in love with Felix.

As you looked at him with adoration in your eyes he smiled and looked at you, "Is there something on my face?" He asked as you shook your head. "Sorry, no, just admiring this moment with you two." You said as Felix laughed. "Just wait until your birthday angel." He said as you felt butterflies in your stomach flutter as he called you that. You weren't one for pet names ever but Felix was an exception.

`○°.• ✿ •.°○`

It was your 19th birthday and after you blew your candles out. Felix told you to wait as he walked out to get your gift. When he returned it was a poster that said, 'Happy 19th, Let's celebrate 2 things tonight. Be my girlfriend?' You covered your mouth in awe at the poster as you gave him a hug.

"Yes! Yes! I'll be your girlfriend!" You said as you guys finally shared your first kiss. As you kissed, you heard Jisung make a disgusted noise. "Warning next time!" He said, his hands covering his eyes now as both you and Felix laughed.

`○°.• ✿ •.°○`

It has been a long 3 years in your relationship with Felix. Of course you guys had your ups and downs in a relationship. But that wasn't your main concern. After he was given lyrics which caused him to use his deeper range of vocals, he gained a large media following and a bunch of personal stay fangirls.

You were used to seeing a bunch of girls in his message requests, but he always reassured you that he only had eyes for you but some of them were just too pretty for him to just ignore. You knew that. Maybe you were just insecure but you wanted to somehow prove that you were better than those girls. After all, it was a competition.

You saw how some girl tried getting all touchy with him at their most recent event and you were upset. So you wanted a way to get back at her. You were petty to say the least but that was your boyfriend and you were going to enjoy it. You don't know what came over you but you really wanted to make a bold move on your boyfriend. It had been a full 3 years in your relationship with Felix and you guys haven't engaged in anything serious. The most skinship-like thing you guys have ever done was most likely the time you made out in a game of seven minutes in heaven. You wanted more than that. You won't lie that in previous years you touched yourself to the thought of your boyfriend but never brought yourself to talk about it because you were genuinely embarrassed. So that became your dirty secret.

However, wanting to take it to the next stage in your relationship you knew you had to take the initiative and act first in order to get what you wanted. You wanted Felix. A night of passion but you didn't want to be too blunt about it so you came up with a plan. A proposal. That would've changed everything between the two of you. After all, he was your first love and you were his. This plan would have made you his first time too and vice versa with you.

"Lixie. Let's have a game night tomorrow, you and me. Loser has to do whatever the winner asks." Felix smiled. "Anything?" He said with his deep voice as he wore a mischievous smirk. "I don't like that smirk nor that tone of voice. But yes anything." You said as he looked at you. "What game love?" He asked, innocently enough. "Hmm I'm debating between strip poker or truth or dare." You said as Felix looked dejected. "Please do truth or dare... I'm horrible at poker..." He begged. "And if I don't..?" You said as he walked over to you leaving small kisses on your neck. "Please.. for me angel..?" He asked, his face relaxed on your shoulder. How could you say no to that. "Fine..." You blushed, "Only for tomorrow." You said as he smiled, kissing your head.

The next day you spent the whole day trying to pick out a lingerie set that you thought Felix would like. You settled for a white and baby blue lingerie set. You genuinely hoped Felix would've liked it.

When you got back home it was 7 pm. You didn't realize that you took the whole day picking out 1 set of lingerie, you left at 10 am. But to be fair you had to run errands to get makeup, get groceries, buy new sheets because you were hoping that they were going to be ruined by the end of the night and a few other things.

You had done your makeup so now it was time to wear the lingerie. You put it on. But it was squeezing you like crazy. Did you grab a size too small? When you looked in the mirror it shaped you out well but you could hardly move in it. As you walked back to your shared room. You walked in and saw a very surprised Felix.

"Wow... love... I... is that for... woah..." Felix couldn't even speak. He eyed you up and down as if you were some eye candy. "Y/n is that... is that for me..?" He asked as he looked at you with needy eyes. You realized that the game night idea had failed. Miserably.

"Not until later but yes..." You said embarrassed that he caught you looking like that. "Can it be now..?" He asked, walking over to you holding your hips. "It's been a long day..." He said almost whining. "Not yet love, I said later." You said as he clung onto you, kissing your exposed shoulders up to your jawline. "Please..?" He begged, "You look so pretty in that..." He praised.

You kept telling him no as he begged you over and over again.

"Besides I have to change, it's not comfortable." You said your back facing him as he hugged you from behind. Whispering in your ear. "I can take it off if you just give me the okay angel..." He said huskily as you felt your ears burn red. "Lixie!" You said embarrassed smacking his head that tested on your shoulder.

"I'm serious y/n..." He said, grabbing your wrist, "Please... I want you.. no, I need you..." He whined, kissing your hand, practically making out with your hand. You blushed at the sight trying to pull your hand away but you knew it was pointless. You were going to have to give in at one point but didn't think it would be so soon.

"Felix... stop it..." You said quietly as he picked up on your tone he was satisfied. "Please angel..? Can I see your pretty body..?" He asked you.

You guys had spent 3 years in a relationship and not once have you seen each other naked, you've seen him shirtless and he's seen you in a bikini but fully naked? Never. Not once have you guys showered together or have had any sexual experiences. The most you guys have done is left hickeys on each other and made out. You touched yourself to the thought of Felix and maybe he has touched himself to the thought of you but of course, even if he has why would he tell you because you sure as hell wouldn't have told him.

"No Felix... what if you regret it..?" You said slightly insecure. As you said that you felt something against you. You blushed and made a sound of surprise. Felix smirked as he whispered in your ear, "How can you say I'll regret it when you have me reacting like this..?" He was getting too needy and wanted you badly. You blushed, speechless at what he just said as you were still trying to process everything.

"Please..? I promise I'll be a good boy and be gentle. I've watched enough videos and done my own studying to know..." He said as you blushed and turned to him. "God Felix, how horny can you get?! I don't even think I'm as bad as you..." You said as he gave a deep chuckle. "Let's just say I know a few more things than you'd expect." He said.

Your so-called innocent, angel-like boyfriend wasn't as sweet and pure as you thought. Matter of fact, he was a horny and sure as hell sexy male. You didn't want to admit it but desperation was a good look on him. Seeing him beg and want you was definitely something. You enjoyed the show but it was definitely shocking.

"Fine, but you need to lead me through it, I don't know how to do anything." You said embarrassed, not believing you guys were actually doing this. "With pleasure." Felix said with a seductive tone. Next thing you knew you were kissing on your bed with him on top of you. He was shirtless and you were still in full lingerie.

"You're so pretty... all for me too..." Felix said admiring your state. You were embarrassed and tried to cover up. He chuckled and grabbed your hands and interlocked your fingers with his. "Don't cover yourself please... you look so pretty..." He praised. You didn't know why but whenever he called you pretty you felt yourself go crazy.

"Lixie... this is so embarrassing..." You said still not processing your guys' situation. He caressed your cheek. "I can always stop if you want. Just tell me okay love..?" He reassured you as he went back to kissing you. You knew dressed like this that it was pointless to fight against him if he wasn't expecting something out of it.

Noticing you were still embarrassed he moved his hands and kissed down your body until he reached down to the piece of fabric covering your most sensitive spot. Felix looked at you for confirmation if he could take it off. You nodded slightly as Felix hummed. He took it off and placed your legs on each of his shoulders.

"I'm going to start so let me know if I should stop or where you want me to go." He said as you felt his tongue against your core, you felt your breath hitch as he started to eat you up as if you were his favorite meal. You grabbed the sheets not knowing why it felt so good.

As he began to lick and suck your clit he thrusted his finger inside you which caused a whiny moan from you. Felix loved that reaction you had as you could feel him smile against you. "God Lixie... your finger are... their fucking... oh my god..." You moaned out, tightening against his fingers.

Hearing that he started to increase the pace of his thrusts. Which caused you to moan and squeal.

"Felix..! Fuck... wait... wait..!" You felt something in your stomach being built up. "Hmm?" He hummed in response. "My stomach... it feels funny..." You said as he smirked and began to go even faster. "You're close then baby..." He said kissing your clit.

He continued with this as you felt immense pleasure rush through your body. Once your orgasm came you felt your whole body give out as you came. Felix smirked as he felt your climax around his fingers. He pulled his fingers out, licking them in front of you.

"You taste amazing..." He said as you panted, out of breath. He then took off his pants and threw them to the floor. You looked at his bulge through his boxers. To say the least. He was endowed down there. He then pulled off his boxers to reveal his hard cock. You couldn't pull your eyes off of it. He shyly smiled at your face looking at him.

"Can I take off the rest?" He asked as you nodded. He proceeded and took off your bra and stockings. Leaving you completely naked along with him. He admired your body as he ran his fingers along your stomach. "You're so pretty..." He said kissing your breasts gently. "And this is all mine..." He said smiling. You were even more embarrassed as you covered your face. He moved your hands and kissed them. "Don't be shy, you're just such a sight for sore eyes, I can't believe I didn't see you like this sooner..." He said as you blushed even more. He chuckled at your reaction.

"Don't say things like that Felix..." You said quietly but he loved it. He kissed your neck and slowly up to your jawline until he reached your ear. "Can I put it in now..?" He whispered, sounding incredibly needy. You felt your core pulsate as you looked at him. His eyes are full of desire and lust. You felt so weak when he looked at you like that. "Just be gentle..." You requested as he kissed your cheek in response.

He positioned himself as you looked at him waiting. He smacked his hard cock against your core, feeling it hit your clit a few times earning a few whimpers. "I'm going to put it in now..." He said as you nodded. "If you feel any pain, tell me immediately. You hummed in response as he slowly thrusted inside. You felt him slowly enter inside you as you gasped at the feeling. "Only the tip is in, is it too much..?" He asked worryingly. "No... k-keep going..." You said clutching onto the sheets. He continued to thrust inside you. You felt yourself get more and more full. "Everything is in... you're doing so good baby..." He praised as he saw your eyes closed and you biting your lower lip to keep quiet. He went down to you and kissed your lips. "I won't move until it feels good for you too... so let me know when it's okay to move..." He said as you nodded.

As you guys kissed the time away he enjoyed playing with your breasts and after a while you felt yourself get used to his length. "I'm ready... you can start moving..." You said as he nodded, holding your hands to the side of your head as he began to thrust slowly and overtime getting faster and faster.

You felt so good as he kissed you and felt pleasure throughout your whole body. You didn't know that Felix was capable of making you feel this much pleasure. And just then he hit a certain spot which made you give a high pitched moan while kissing. "Right there please Lixie..! Oh god..!" You moaned as Felix listened and kept hitting that spot. You felt your body get shock waves all over from just him hitting that one spot.

You started to tighten and that's when he knew you were close. "Come on baby... show me how I make you feel..." He whined as he began to thrust even faster. After a few more thrusts you came on his cock. You scratched his back leaving deep marks. He pulled out and came on your stomach.

"Holy shit y/n you were so tight I didn't even know if I was going to be able to pull out." Felix said as you blushed and looked away. "Don't say things like that!" You said, full of embarrassment.

He smiled as he picked you up and placed you in the bath. "I'll clean up, just take a bath and once I'm done I'll join you." You smiled realizing that this will be your guys' first time bathing with each other.

After a few minutes. Felix came in with 2 towels and 2 changes of clothes as he joined you inside the bath. "I'll wash your hair, turn around." He said as he washed your hair. No wonder why his hair was so nice, the way he scrubbed your scalp could've made you fall asleep right there. He then rinsed out the soap and after you washed his hair. You guys emptied the bath water, dried yourselves, and changed for bed.

"Good night angel.." He said kissing your forehead.

"Good night lover.." You said looking into his eyes as you both slowly drifted off to sleep.

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He had to perform on stage within the next week. But because of the back scratches being so deep they barely healed when he came back. When he changed everyone saw them and of course not being able to see his back, he thought they healed.

"Holy crap Felix, what did you and y/n-ah do..." Changbin said, looking at Felix's back.

"That looks nasty... it looks like it hasn't healed yet..." Chan said as a very angry Jisung arose.

"I expect that you were aware of the situation you were in when or if I found out?" Jisung said with a stern tone which scared the crap out of Felix.

"Yes, yes..." Felix said as Jisung sighed.

"Just make sure she's happy and I won't come for your throat." He said walking off.

Felix's outfit barely covered the marks and when the stays saw it they went crazy.

'Good. That'll show them.' You thought.

[viviskz]

✦ ִ 🐳 ⁔⁔ ۪ ⊹ ֗ ꫂ relationships in skz

▶ ₊˚.༄ BANG CHAN (choichan)

16 year old Chan met a 14 year old Vivian in a small practice room in 2013

He took her under his wing, walking to school together, helping with homework, making sure she was well fed

Chan taught Vivian how to write songs, and helped her get better at production

When Chan was told about creating a group, he wanted to add Vivian, but JYP tried to turn him down

Chan fought for Vivian to debut, and she is forever grateful to him for that

▶ ₊˚.༄ LEE MINHO (livi)

Minho and Vivian met in 2017

They were both highly trained dancers, and got along well during practice

Being close in age, the two bonded over similar life experiences and became an amazing duo

Vivian advocated for Minho to be on the roster for Stray Kids, and was devistated by his elimination

The two have supported eachother through the years, and are overall amazing friends

▶ ₊˚.༄ SEO CHANGBIN (changvivi)

Changbin met Vivian through Chan in 2016

The two were immedietly insperable, working on tons of songs together

They have said they are eachothers motivation

Changbin helped teach Vivian more about flow and rythm in rap, and helped her improve her skills

The two are gym buddies, and are often called the Buff duo

▶ ₊˚.༄ HWANG HYUNJIN (hyunvi)

Hyunjin met Vivian in 2015

The two never really became friends until they went on the survival show, where they both became very close

Hyunjin learned a lot about dance from Vivian, and has also started writing and producing with the help of Vivian and 3Racha

Hyunjin and Vivian are some of the closest among the members, often flirting with eachother and going on trips together

▶ ₊˚.༄ HAN JISUNG (choisung)

Han met Vivian in 2015

The two became fast friends because of their similar senses of humor

Vivian, knowing about Hans anxiety, made sure to check on him often during pre-debut; making sure he wasn't overwhelmed or too stressed

Han and Vivian were well known for the chaos they caused during pre-debut, pranks, skipping lessons in school, sneaking out of the dorms, all of the above

Han and Vivian are called the Chaos duo

▶ ₊˚.༄ LEE FELIX (vivlix)

Felix met Vivian in 2017

Vivian helped Felix with his Korean, and was one of his tutors

Vivian would often pack Felix's lunches for school and make sure he got there alright

She says she felt like he was ‘too innocent’, and wanted to protect him

He reminds her of her younger brother, Sohee

The two are known for their 'black cat, golden retreiver' dynamic

▶ ₊˚.༄ KIM SEUNGMIN (minviv)

Seungmin met Vivian in 2017

Seungmin and Vivian weren't as close during pre-debut, only getting close during and after the survival show

Seungmin and Vivian are known for their ability to roast other members, and like building off eachothers insults

The two have become known as the Savage duo, or partners in crime

▶ ₊˚.༄ YANG JEONGIN (yangchoi)

Jeongin met Vivian in 2015

Vivian has stated multiple times that her first impression of Jeongin was that ‘he was adorable’

Jeongin on the other hand, said that at first he was scared of Vivian, as she was ‘older and wore all black’

The two bonded quickly, and Vivian helped Jeongin with any homesickness he experienced

The two have become closer as they've gotten older, and are known as the 'cat and mouse' duo

[b3alm1ghty]

GIRL ALMIGHTY   ੈ✩‧₊˚ THE PRE-RELEASE SINGLE

Girl Almighty is the first pre-release single by Boys Almighty ( also known as BAM! ) under Rainbow Entertainment. The song was a surprise drop on January 20th, 2024 with no warning or advertising in promotion for their re-debut album ; One and All.

Produced and written by ROZE, the song was greatly received and shot the group to instant fame, generating widespread anticipation for their first album under their new company. The song was not heavily promoted, with only a few music show appearances and few other official schedules, however the boys promoted frequently on social media with a dance challenge and sharing vlog style behind-the-scenes clips that captured the same aesthetic essence of the mv. Despite this, it peaked at 14 on the Circle Chart and 28 on the Billboard Hot 100, marking their first time on either chart.

ੈ✩‧₊˚  i. the music video

The music video depicts the 5 members and their friendship and adventures with a girl, the presumed girl almighty. The group shots include them all exploring their city and laughing, enjoying their time together in youthful reverence. Each member has several solo sequences with the girl, and it is clear by the way they look at her and interact with her that they have feelings for her, but are too nervous to admit them to her. Sammy's scenes include the pair roaming a school's sports field after hours, climbing the abandoned bleachers, and running and dancing across the grassy field. In Bo's scenes, the two are in a mostly empty fast-food restaurant, laughing, chatting, and sharing food. Taeyoung's scenes show the two in a bedroom, playing around with a vintage-looking camera. They take turns taking pictures of each other in different poses and playing around. Kiho's scenes show the pair riding bikes together in the dusk, riding circles around each other as their hair blows in the wind and the sun sets in the background. Kitae's scenes take place in the snow as the two play around, throwing snowballs, making snow angels, and chasing each other in the fresh powdery snow. The girl is always depicted as she is in the lyrics of the song, care-free and almost wild. However, we never see this girl almighty's full face, giving her an air of mystery. The video received praise for its cinematic quality in capturing a coming-of-age-esque story of longing.

ੈ✩‧₊˚ ii. the styling

Styling for this song was essentially just casual clothes with a skater sort of style inspiration. Baggy jeans, t-shirts, hoodies, jackets, and sneakers made up their outfits both in the music video and in the few performances they did.

ੈ✩‧₊˚ iii. the highlights

✦ although the release was entirely unexpected, it was incredibly well received by the public

✦ however, old fans of the group were completely blindsided by the changes to the lineup, and many were left wondering where jisung and dohyun had gone

✦ after new fans began looking into the group's background and began wondering the same, the company released statements that the two had simply decided against renewing their contracts with RBE for personal reasons

✦ the group gained 17M TikTok followers in the first few days after the song's release, several of their vlog-style videos going viral for the vibes

✦ one even gained traction with western audiences and being entirely in english it made a smooth transition to a popular '2024 so far' photodump trend

✦ the group gained a ton of new fans which was pretty divisive among old fans, there were those who were super excited to have an expansion to the fandom and then of course those who instantly became gatekeepers

✦ they also received plenty of praise for their visuals as a group, sammy admitting in a tiktok comment that he wasn't used to getting so many compliments

✦ a taeyoung edit of moments from lost boys to clips from the mv celebrating his debut while shading neverland went viral, causing the group's first fan war!

✦ eunji was asked about producing the song while she was on live, and she revealed that she didn't know it would end up being used for them, but that she had grown up attending the same schools as sammy

[chans5oive]

Sugar rush ride

jeongin x reader

genre: fluff, a tad argument

warnings: Beomgyu being an ass?

word count: 989

summary: Txt and Skz have always been close but what happens when the two maknaes get a little closer.

A/n: the reader in this is also the maknae of txt. It makes it a bit easier to write for 😭 thank you to @mazeinthemiroh for letting me use the prompt from a soft thought‼️

 /ᐠ - ˕ -マ

“Stop staring you look creepy” Lee know said lightly pushing Jeongin. He embraced the push and rebounced back to his original spot still staring intensely at you talking to your older members.

Soobin swiftly clapped his hands and gave each of his members nods. “You guys ready? Y/n? Y/n.” Soobin said with a blank stare tapping your shoulder. You bounced slightly with the motion of tapping and rebounced back to your original spot still staring intensely at Jeongin talking to his older members. Jeongin noticed you staring and looked away shyly. You snapped back to reality and walked into your spot. The music starts and this comeback your center position. Your dancing your heart out mouthing along to the backing music with the most expression you could. Of course, straykids were watching! Your group was always close with Straykids ever since you debuted. You and beomgyu were particularly close with the maknae line you, felix & beomgyu, Jeongin. Jeongin watched you dance. Every hair flip, lip bite and flick of you hip sent him wild. You felt his eyes burning a hole in your face as you danced his eyes lingering on you.

You finished the dance and did you ending poses, Straykids clapping enthusiastically. You skipped over to the couch and sat next to Jeongin flashing him a sweet smile. Jeongin shyly smiled back you and looked away flushed. Beomgyu noticed Jeongin’s face and gave a curious look with a sly eyebrow quirk. After both your groups showed off your dances you all left and were heading back to Straykids dorms for no-sleep-sleepover. Jeongin was about to leave when Beomgyu blocked his path to out the door. “You like y/n dont you” he said his eyebrow quirking once again. “I-what um no what no way” he laughed nervously trying to get passed Beomgyu again but he once again blocked his path. “Yes you do i saw the way you looked at her during that dance and after!” He said slightly chuckling. “Ok maybeee i like them a little but hey its just a crush” (it wasnt) he said. “I knew it” he let Jeongin passed. “So you gonna ask her out” he smirked. “Maybe?” Jeongin said jogging with beomgyu to catch up with everyone else.

You all arrive at Straykids dorm that has been neatly arranged to house 14 people. The living room had been arranged with sleep bags, pillows and various bowls of snack. You all gathered around in a chaotic circle. You sat next Jeongin and Beomgyu sat next to you, there was no way he was missing two maknaes falling for each other. After a while the talking died down but was quickly brought back up by Changbin whining “im boredddd.” Everyone mutually agreed. “Lets play truth or dare” Jisung spoke. “What are we 8” both lee know and Yeonjun said in almost unison. However everyone agreed it could be fun before the food arrived. Various truths and dares where thrown around in the circle. Until it got to you. “y/n truth or dare?” Chan spoke. “Mmm dare” you said with a confident grin. Whilst everyone was trying to think of a good dare Beomgyu piped up. “Kiss Jeongin” he said smirking. Everyone looked dumbfounded. Skz where well aware of Jeongins crush on you and TxT were well aware of your crush on Jeongin. “Ok” you shrugged trying to swallow your butterflies ���innie you okay with this?” You asked him. He nodded trying to swallow the same butterflies he was feeling. The rest of the group were waiting in anticipation as you both leaned in. Your hand started making its way to his cheek, whilst his made its way to your chin. You closed the distance with a tender and passionate kiss. You bodies were both on fire, you had both been wanting this for so long. But wait- oh yes, everyone else is watching. You quickly pull away and look at you lap. He fiddles with his hair try to look as casual as possible. The room followed with claps, ooo’s and awh’s. Later after the excitement had died down and the food quickly eaten Jeongin had walked off to the bathroom. You followed a while after as you also needed it. He came out and he stopped scratching his head in awkwardness. You grabbed his hand and pulled him into what you hoped was his bedroom and assumed it was by the fennec fox on the door. “in we need to talk” you sighed.

“okayyy..whats up?” He quizzed. “Us! What are we?” You waved your arms around.

“In a bedroom?” He looked confused.

“haha funny. I mean- i see the way you look and me and im sure you have seen the way i look at you! And that kiss. You cannot tell me that didnt mean something” you poured you heart out to him.

“i- im not- i dont-“ he stutterd.

“right i see” you say going to leave your eyes welling with tears. How could you have been so stupid! Of course he didnt like you!

“y/n wait” he shouts grabbing your wrists. Suddenly he pulls a little to hard and your body is flung close to his so your inches away from each other. You can feel each others breath fanning your lips. “Can i?” He leans slightly closer so your lips are practically touching. You nod and he closes the distance except this time neither of you pulled away. The kiss is hot and passionate. His hands this time travelling down to your waist, yours hands make themselves onto his cheeks, then to his neck and then into his hair. He broke away chuckling and out of breath. “y/n listen i-.” You cut him off out of breath and chuckling as well. “Innie i get it. I really do.” You laugh. Not wanting to be apart any more you kiss once again. Just as passionate as last time.

a/n: i dont know why i always write skz confessions and never them actually dating 😭

Taglist: @mazeinthemiroh@jisungsdaydreamer @fantasy2wonderland@anyamaris@chocotonez@linocvp1d

[dojae-huh]

SM Rookies: old pics

SM Rookies launching site is no more, but the official twitter account is still alive.

There is a blog on tumblr dedicated to SM Rookies, so you can scroll the archives. As of right now, the first page is this one.

You can also find hundreds of old pictures easily on Pinterest.

Fetus Jeno with Super Junior senior Donghae. Grown up Jeno with the same hyung featuring in his solo.

SM always advertised younger artists with the help of the older artists. In a few years it becomes reversed, and older artists benefit from the success of younger idols. For example, artists like Kangta can't gather huge concerts on their own, but can participate in SM Towns. Artists like BoA be a part of a super group with younger gens. And oftentimes the friendships, hyung-dongsaeng relationships are genuine. We now can witness neos becoming sunbaes themselves. Like neos with Riize or with NCT Wish members.

Jaehyun's SM Rookie announcement photo.

And the first bts picture.

2. Advertisement of the artists through give-away small gifts. Here: candies with Rookie face stickers. Securing first fans with personally distributing food is also an old tradition in SM.

3. I don't understand the manner of official introduction. Members like Donghyuk and Taeil already participated in SM Rookies activities in 2013 way before being announced publicly. For example, all Rookies wrote messages for fans for SMTown Week exhibition in 131221.

Translation for Jae's message.

4. This is how Doyoung's future son and younger brother looked like when he joined SM. One of the first performances.

The nemesis

5. Yong Ju was a vocal (he is a solo artist now). How would it turned out if he hadn't left, I wonder?

This is the list of trainees who were known as Rookies by the end of 2013, who performed on SMTown Week, wrote messages: (Donghyuck), Taeyong, (Yongju), Yuta, Jaehyun, Johnny, Jeno, Hansol, Jisung, Ten, (Taeil), Mark. Promotional photogrpaphs of the officially introduced trainees also were posted on Twitter and different news platforms. Fans dug up pre-debut info on Ten, Taeil and others right away.

6. Before Jaehyun started earning money and switched to Calvin Klein for good

7. Tae and JN's interview in 2014. Taeyong said his goal was to make a solo album even if it takes him 10 years. Welp, it took exactly that number of years, haha.

8. Only Johnny came to Taeyong's graduation ceremony. Doyoung was already a trainee. Either he wasn't yet close enough to Tae or couldn't attend because he wasn't introduced as a rookie.

7. Taeyong coming to work in 2014. Even trainees gather fans who wait for them before SM buildings.

8. Taeyong and his cute dongsaeng Jaehyun. I wasn't right when I said the first divide was at SM Rookies show. No, the first divide was between the 2013-2014 introduced rookies and the rest. They became public figures a year or two earlier, participated in Exo tv-show and in SMTowns. I keep reminding newer shippers that TaeJae were first. Fans have a special place in their hearts for the 95-line.

9. Yuta's audition in Japan (not for SM).

10. Highschooler Jaehyun and his big backpack.

11. No, but really, what happened with Hansol. SM was serious about him, he even featured in an MV.

12. Tae fancam from SMTown in 2014

13. Ah, yeah. In addition to dance covers with other Rookies Jaehyun sang back then with D.O. and others. Flatass.

14. This video shows well that Taeyong was ready before other neos. Maybe it was his face, maybe his determination to please and meet expectations. Look at the facial expressions of neos, only Tae looked like not a complete rookie, he had the stage presence. It's not a surprise SM chose him as the centre of the future group.

15. Taeyong in Lay's MV. If my memory serves me right, Tae, Woo, Yuta, JN, Jae and Lucas featured in different MVs of SM artists before their debut.

16. 17 year old Jaehyun with the face he got in middle school, lol.

17. Guess who.

Pinkbloods

[sakiyaki-sashimi]

Gettting back into kpop rnnnn and when were ppl gonna tell me Jisung debuted at 14 😭😭😭😭😭😭 so young!!!

[married-2-the-music]

K-pop Discography Deep Dives: NCT Dream

A Disclaimer: I was planning, when I first started Tumblr, to be a lurker, but then I began an office job and needed something to listen to to keep myself occupied. And then, I started going through entire K-pop groups’ repertoires, album by album, and jotting down my thoughts. And then, I stumbled into K-pop tumblr and decided, you know what, there’s at least four people on this hell site who would read in depth rants about these discographies and at least five who wouldn’t read it and then get mad because it’s kind of our job as K-pop fans. My lukewarm takes should be taken with an entire silo of salt and the knowledge that this is completely for fun and occupying my very bored, very neurodivergent brain. With that being said, enjoy!

So, we’re talking about NCT Dream today; here are my credentials. I haven’t been interested in them for very long, to be honest. It’s only been since around the beginning / middle of June, when I was recommended their videos. Since then, though, I’ve listened to a decent amount of their songs (mostly title tracks but a few b-sides too), and while I wouldn’t call myself an NCTzen, I would definitely call myself a fan.

They debuted in 2016, at around ages 14-16 (and now, no longer being those ages, I wince internally), with the song Chewing Gum, which I did like. It has a nice mix of hip-hop and singing, but it’s definitely not as much my style as their later work. For obvious reasons, it feels childish, and I’ve never been a fan of sing talk.

The other two songs in their first single “The First”, are My First And Last and Dunk Shot. My First & Last starts out with a surprisingly hard-hitting beat, reminiscent of SHINee, and I liked it a lot more than I expected. Dunk Shot is actually my favorite, continuing the SHINee vibe, which of course I loved, hence the blog name.

What stuck out to me the most in these early songs is how distinctive and honestly great their voices are, even as young as they were. (I know I keep emphasizing age here, but being a celebrity at 14…just let that sink in.) I can almost always tell who’s singing, even not knowing their voices very well.

The voices who stood out the most, though, are probably Mark and Haechan. Haechan’s voice has a great balance of nasality and chest voice, and as a singer myself, I think he has great control. Mark’s is very different from that, but unlike many rappers, I almost always enjoy his parts in the songs; his breaks are good, he has flow, and a good singing voice too. Renjun, Chenle, Jisung, Jeno, and Jaemin have good voices too (especially Renjun’s lower tones, which offer a good contrast)

The next comeback is We Young, which, despite its somewhat silly intro, manages to balance the youthful feeling and their talents well. It feels like a day at the beach or a road trip, and also a bit like Seventeen. Walk You Home is my favorite b-side from the EP, because I’m a sucker for acoustic guitar, but I also love the anthemic nature of Trigger The Fever.

I know I’ve heaped praise on them so far, but as a first year of material, these songs are really good. Unfortunately though, we then get to NCT Empathy 2018, and their song Go, which feels far more like an NCT 127 song than anything to do with Dream…which unfortunately isn’t a good thing. After all the beautiful harmonizing and the floating melodies, the hip hop beat and pop-trap mix feels especially harsh.

We Go Up follows the hip-hop sound that Go established, although the chorus, though less melodic than the other ones before, is alright. The b-sides are also less melodic but better than the title; Dear Dream especially is very sweet and makes me smile, especially the “I’ll be your home”.

Some of their best songs are the nostalgic, feel good, and somewhat understated ones, with a stripped back production that allows the Dreamies’ voices to carry the weight and harmonize together, turning something average into something quite good, like Candle Light, written when Mark left the group due to becoming an adult. (He did return, although not for two years, and his absence is clearly felt; the songs feel a bit less full.)

Fireflies is also sweet; the full chorus is a welcome return to form and it becomes an anthem in its later moments. Boom, meanwhile, returns to the hip-hop sound, and although the choruses are alright, it’s also not close to their best. We Boom (Boom’s album)’s b-sides are also (mostly) not it. They embrace the NCT 127 idea of uncomfortable sing talk and waste their great voices, Stronger especially. Dream Run is pretty good, though.

Ridin’ is not their best, and again I’m reminded that they have so much potential that isn’t being used. The chorus is almost great and usually I can articulate better, but something stops me from liking it more.

Hot Sauce marks….well the return of Mark (sorry), and as happy as I am to hear him bring more balance, I wish he could’ve gotten a better song for that. The sing talking is back in spades and its genuinely grating on the ears, which I never thought I’d say about an NCT Dream song. The b-sides are alright, with All Night Long, Be There For You, and especially Irreplaceable (which feels a lot like old Dream with its bright energy) as some nice hidden gems.

Hello Future is, at last, a title track that reflects the best of NCT Dream: upbeat, hopeful, and optimistic, It’s delightfully odd and a bit off-kilter, and manages to blend hip-hop, straight pop, and even a little bit of the dreaded sing-talk in to make an honestly delightful song, which isn’t an easy talk. Bungee is a great b-side from this album too.

But, of course, this can’t last, and we’re back to the sing-talk with Glitch Mode, which I’ll admit is marginally better than Hot Sauce but still gets on my nerves because it has a pretty good build-up in the pre-chorus, but just no pay off, which is one of my pet peeves, I’ll admit.

The b-sides are all pretty good (barring Fire Alarm), and I especially liked the sleepy warmth of Teddy Bear, the upbeat drive of Better Than Gold, the chill road trip vibes of Drive, and the electro / R & B influences of On The Way. In fact, their b-sides after Hot Sauce are almost all good, and even the ones that don’t end up on my playlist, I don’t usually find myself skipping much.

Candy is a cover of H.O.T., but I really like it. It’s very much a holiday feeling song, which surprisingly I, a certified Christmas cynic, don’t mind. It’s fun and doesn’t take itself too seriously, which is a must with this kind of subject matter.

Graduation isn’t technically a single, but since it has an MV (and because I’m biased but let’s pretend I have a legit reason), I’m treating it as such. In my opinion, it’s one of Dream’s best songs. What could so easily become just another easy listening b-side turns into an honestly lovely ballad with their voices adding sweeps of genuine emotion. Overall, I think that it’s one of their most honest songs, which makes sense if you know the backstory, and it reminds me of my own (quite imminent) graduation, which means I never fail to sing along.

Broken Melodies starts like an understated ballad, but soon spirals into an anthemic song with an earworm of a chorus, a great chorus, and excellent use of their voices, which sound imbued with warmth and better than ever. It’s no wonder that I became a fan after listening to this song.

ISTJ, the actual single from the album, isn’t as good as Broken Melodies, but it’s miles ahead of Hot Sauce and Glitch Mode; the chorus is sprawling and definitely has me tapping my head. I’m not a fan of the intro though. As for the b-sides, Blue Wave has a nice beachside beat, but my favorite is Like We Just Met, which was written by the band members themselves, and feels like a warm hug or a walk by the water.

Overall, again I’m super glad I did this. I’ve added a lot of b-sides and early songs of theirs to my playlists and gained a whole new respect for the members’ voices. I think after my deep dive, I can consider myself an NCTzen, at least of NCT Dream, although that doesn’t extend to the other subunits yet.

So my top five songs by NCT Dream are Graduation, Broken Melodies, Fireflies, Hello Future, and Trigger The Fever / Dunk Shot (because I couldn’t choose). Overall, NCT Dream gets an 8.5/10 from me, because they are pretty good most of the time but when they lean into the sing talk…well, I don’t need to repeat myself. I do really enjoy the greater part of their discography though, and when they stick to their strengths, they’re hard to beat.

See you next time for a girl group!

[misswoozi]

“I really don't stan any non-2nd/3rd gen groups.”

that has to be the most realist statement i’ve ever heard you say- FINALLY SOMEONE WHO AGREES WITH ME!!! i’m so sick of those 10 year olds who call me weird and debating with me for not being into newjeans. it’s not that the songs are horrible (i finally gave them a chance and their songs are so cute) but it’s just the young ages.

them saying “but taemin was also 14 years old when he debuted” is not a valid excuse. go and talk to a random 30 year old and ask them how they felt when taemin debuted, i’m basically that 10 year old newjeans stan at this point 💀

Listen, I absolutely love and adore (and ult) ATEEZ and TXT and they're VERY MUCH 4th gen groups. And ITZY is really cool, too. But beyond that? I just have 0 interest in 4th/5th gen. They just feel like little tiny kids to me 🤷🏼‍♀️ All of my other ult groups have members that are within 4 years of my age (on both directions) and I SO prefer it that way.

I can't speak to anything NewJeans does because I've steered clear but obviously they're very popular so I've seen them in passing. But a group with a literal 2008 liner? HARD PASS.

I much prefer my EXO and my SHINee and my Day6. I like it way better when it feels like I'm stanning my peers.

Also I wish the concept of debuting 14-year-olds would just STOP. It wasn't okay for Taemin or for Jisung or for Minzy. I was so so so excited for Shonei to debut in NCT since he's a 96 liner but 🥲 That didn't work out and it made me so sad. I really liked that guy.

Anyway! All of this to say this blog is very much my haven of 2nd and 3rd gen groups! Please peep my pinned to see my groups and come talk to me about any of them, even if it's SFW!!

[tenderlyrenjun]

little details i love about jisung: his awkward hand scrunches, his pout, when his hair gets long and wraps around his ears, his tall nose, the hair on his hands (ITS WEIRD I KNOW), when his eyes are puffy and tired, when he has his hair down naturally, his calves (WE SO RARELY GET TO SEE HIS LEGS), when his shirt can’t contain his boobs, when he covers his mouth like he’s insecure but he has the cutest lips, his broad neck, when he wears a zip up hoodie with nothing underneath, when he shamelessly touches jaemins biceps???, the rare times he shows physical affection, the fact he passed his driving test 1st try and can DRIVE 😨, his clean tidy nails, when he sucks in breath awkwardly, when he wears turtle necks, when he manspreads lol, when he does the cheek thing, that time he kissed jeno on the head, his cute nervousness when trying not to get in trouble or maintain the idol image, … , the way he prides himself on being a good listener and conversationalist 🥹 (i would pay a lot of money to listen to his deep conversations with chenle & mark, not because i’m a nosy obsessed fan but because i need to hear jisungs wise words and how his brain works)

it’s crazy how i’ve liked this guy since 2021 yet i still sometimes can’t figure out how he would react in certain situations.. and your work has seriously been the closest representation to jisung i’ve ever read!!!! he’s so shy but confident.. inexperienced but mature.. boyishly awkward but so charming.. 😭😭 luv him

oh this is so real actually. I love love love and adore Jisung’s personality. I will keep saying it: he is such a sweet boy, like, literally everyone who works with him or is just around him praises him for being so sweet, kind, thoughtful, etc. They always mention that despite his shyness, he has a high attention to detail - which is probably in part due to his perfectionism and his desire to just, like, return the love he has received in all the small (or big) ways he can :( he’s the sweetest. He doesn’t have to, like, verbally talk with everyone in the world, but he always tries to do small things - like holding doors open (this is not a common gesture, esp in seoul), giving lunches to people, nagging people to be healthy, giving really thoughtful advice, etc.

And on top of being really sweet, he is so so smart!! Yeah!! He passed his driver’s test first try (I did it in three LMAO), and he passed his GED test first try, nearly half a year before his cohort!! He is really good at absorbing information, and he is so good at his job and field of work, like he is so, so smart. And when he’s smart, he’s confident! He was the one to initiate control during the Macau concert when fans were pushing. Like, he has so many admirable qualities :( I like him a lot! And I don’t think that a lot of people keep these in mind and still kinda just see him as, like, a 14 year old child who debuted and hadn’t travelled yet or learned anything; or, they think he’s, like, some sort of secret, like, confidence god (if that makes sense lol). Like, both can coexist!! He is extremely confident in the areas he knows; it’s why his stage presence is insane, and even Jisung himself said that something fans might not know is that he is more confident than people think! I just think he’s really shy and reserved from people he doesn’t know, so it comes off as a little bit naïve.

this image has nothing to do with anything except you can see his boobs, sorry fnjddjd (I don’t think I need to say that I agree he’s good looking lol)

also!! one of my personal favorite things about him (that also makes me slightly insane) is his princely bow. He’s been doing it so so much more throughout the TDS2 tour (and he did it today at the day 2 KMS fansign!), and hes just … wow … like, he is a Prince !! Insane.

also!! he doesn’t hate affection or skinship 😭 I know that I’ve written him as a skinship hater (kind of; he is a pda hater to me), but he is really affectionate with the dreamies. He literally caresses them each like glass; it makes me want to eat glass. He’s so …….. yeah; he’s literally ginormous and so strong but he treats all of them like they’re fragile. I need to eat him. Kissing Jeno’s forehead, more drunk Jisung kissing Jeno stories, fixing Jaemin’s bangs, doing the thumb thing to the back of Jaemin’s hand, holding Chenle’s hands, back hugs to Chenle, carrying Haechan, saying “nom nom nom” to Haechan (2021 season’s greetings behind), etc. etc.

He has just so many multitudes to himself, and I feel like people forget that humans are complicated ^^

also, I have a degree in neuropsych and I spend 8-12 hours a day analyzing human behavior as part of my job 😭 so, like, yeah

but also, thank you!! I’m currently obsessed with Jisung; I go through different rounds of being obsessed with 6dream (I’m always obsessed with Renjun btw). It was Jeno a few months ago, and now it’s Jisung lol, so I’m just … paying more attention to him (Jisung) than usual, and really, he feeds into the parasocial relationship with the combined energies of present day Mark, 230820 Chenle, and 2018 Jaemin, so anything Jisung says can be the basis for delusion 🥴😵‍💫 like, he said that he would enjoy holding hands with his significant other and that back hugs are heart fluttering to him and that he wants head pats when he’s having a rough time and he says “baby” a little too often and he messages “I like (y/n)” on bubble a little too frequently (🤨🤨). Yeah … yeah

sorry, I could talk about him for days 😭

[chiskz]

LEVANTER MV

□ 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

0:57 - 1:03 - neol beoseonan sungan naega boyeo / modeun ge da, nunapi da (originally by Han)

2:14 - 2:21 - nae du bari ganeun daero georeoga / I feel the light, I feel the light (originally by Han)

total: 13 seconds

□ 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐬

□ 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭(𝐬)

* in the scene where everyone walks through the door, Bang Chan comforts and supports Jeongin while Chichi stands a good distance from the door, implying that she has no intention of going through it. STAY interpreted this as Chichi's fear of joining Stray Kids and her lack of faith that she deserves it.

* this is the song in which Chichi debuted. on this occasion, after their first appearance on a music show as a promotion with this song, Chichi received a bouquet from the boys along with a letter. its content was not given to the public, but it read as follows:

"Everything seemed difficult, but eventually it stopped. Light falling on one, exact spot in the darkest room...

Congratulations on your debut. We saw from the very beginning how hard you worked to be here with us, and we really wanted it too. We want you to know that you are our family, our fake maknae and the person who brought us all together even more. You filled the void in our hearts, we will always be grateful to you and we will always love you.

FROM: Yang Jeongin, Kim Seungmin, Lee Felix, Han Jisung, Hwang Hyunjin, Seo Changbin, Lee Minho and Bang Christopher"