#jonah heidelbaum

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HUNTERS – Van Glooten's Day 1972 Butter Sculptor of the Year (S02E01) ››› Logan Lerman as Jonah Heidelbaum

[inanausomewhere]

logan lerman as jonah heidelbaum in hunters (season 2, episode 8)

[jessechambers]

LOGAN LERMAN as JONAH HEIDELBAUM in Hunters (2020 - 2023), 1x4

[penceyghoul]

HUNTERS S2 · E2:  Buenos Aires

—a story told in such few frames

[pevinsie]

logan lerman as jonah heidelbaum hunters s2 ep1

[smallscreensource]

Hunters (2020-2023). Duck. Quail. Goose. Crow.

[writingdumpster]

stories of us

pairing: Jonah Heidelbaum x Hunter!reader

warnings: spoilers, canon level violence, guilt, reader has killed Nazis

summary: Jonah tells the reader he wants to have a family but she doesn't think she's worthy of motherhood after all she's done.

word count: 1k

When you joined The Hunt at 18 years old you knew you were sacrificing a lot of life’s simplest pleasures. You were giving up a home and friends. You didn’t expect to ever find love. Meeting Jonah was the best thing that had ever happened to you. You were both constantly moving, never settling in the same place for longer than a few months but you had each other. You returned to Brooklyn every now and then, but mostly you traveled. You hunted. 

Jonah and you found solace in each other despite the violence in your lives. There was so much blood and pain in your lives that the love and joy you gave to each other was the most treasured part of either of your lives. You talked about what you would do when you were done hunting as if it would ever happen–as if either of you would ever be able to give up The Hunt. 

A part of you wanted to give up The Hunt every time you looked into Jonah’s eyes. You saw home in Jonah’s eyes. You saw warmth despite their cool color. You saw love and protection and happiness. When Jonah looked in your eyes he saw relief. He saw forgiveness. He saw someone who didn’t see him the way he saw himself. 

“When we’re done I’m gonna buy you a house with a porch,” Jonah said. His arm was wrapped around you as you laid your head against his bare chest. You were lying in bed on a lazy Saturday morning. You didn’t have anything to do until the evening. 

“We’re going to move somewhere where the air is clear and I’ll eat breakfast with you on our porch every morning,” Jonah mused. He combed your hair through his fingers, his cheek pressed to your forehead as he spoke. One of your fingers was drawing aimless shapes on his chest. The words were sweet. Jonah’s imagined future would’ve been a dream come true for you. But that’s just what it was: a dream. There was no real truth to the words. You would never be done. There would always be more Nazis to find. 

“Hmm,” you hummed up, dismissing the thought. 

“What’s that mean?” Jonah asked, as he leaned away to meet your eye. 

“What’s ‘what’ mean?” You asked. 

“‘Hmm,’” he mimicked you. “You don’t want a home with me anymore?” He asked.

“Of course I want a home with you,” you assured him. 

“Then why the hum?” Jonah asked. You sighed. 

“We’re never going to be done hunting, Jonah,” you said. 

“Do you really think that?” He asked as he sat up.  

“Do you really think there will ever stop being Nazis to hunt?” You asked. “Think about Travis. He was our age. It’s just going to keep happening,” you said. Jonah pursed his lips as he looked down at you. . 

“But I want a family with you,” he confessed quietly. You fell silent. That was never something you discussed. You talked about a future together; about growing old; about sharing a home; but you had never said anything about kids. 

“You do?” You asked, genuinely surprised. 

“Of course, I do,” Jonah said. “You don’t?” He asked, his voice had lost its softness.

“I never really let myself think about it,” you lied. You thought about it often. You thought about how Jonah could tell your daughter the stories his Safta told him before bed. You thought of how nice it would be if you had a son that looked like his father. But you didn’t deserve that. You had killed too many times to be a mother–taken too many lives to be good enough to raise a new one. 

“Why not?” He asked. 

“We’re Hunters, Jonah,” you said simply, avoiding the answer. 

“You don’t ever want to stop hunting?” Jonah asked. 

“Do you?” You deflected. 

“Yeah,” he said. “I want to stop hunting one day and I want to marry you in the temple my Safta made me go to every week growing up,” Jonah told you. “I want to buy a house with a porch in a good school district and have two kids, one boy and one girl. And then I want to watch our kids grow up and get old and crazy in our house together.”

His story sounded beautiful. It sounded like such a happy and perfect life. But that didn’t change that you didn’t deserve it. It didn’t change the things you had done and the person you saw yourself as. It didn’t change that despite the violence you’d seen and danger you’d been in, the thing you feared the most was yourself. A tear slipped from your eye. Jonah noticed and furrowed his eyebrows. 

“What’s wrong?” He asked immediately. “What’s this about?” More tears began falling and you sniffled. 

“Jonah, I’ve killed so many people,” you said. Jonah’s expression fell soft. 

“Baby, no. You’ve killed Nazis. They’re not people, they’re Nazis,” he said. 

“But I’ve just…I’ve done so much hurting,” you said. “What if I don’t know how to do any helping?” You asked through tears. Jonah pulled you up and into his arms. You cried softly into the crook of his neck as he rubbed your back and stroked your hair softly to soothe you. 

“Everyone you have ever killed has killed more people than you ever could. They tortured my grandfather. Even after the war they killed Murray, and Georges, and my Safta. All you’ve ever done is help,” Jonah assured you. You nodded silently against Jonah’s shoulder. 

“You’re right,” you said softly. “You’re right,” you repeated, making yourself believe it was true. Jonah kissed your forehead. When your sniffles had subsided he spoke again. 

“I was serious, y’know?” He told you. “I want a family with you,” you said. “And I want to stop someday.” 

“I love all the stories you tell me about us,” you said. Jonah smiled warmly at you. 

“They don’t have to be stories,” he said. 

“They’ll still be stories,” you said as you leaned forward you kissed Jonah tenderly. You pulled away, keeping your noses pressed together. “They’ll just be true stories.”

[goldgilzean]

"You know, the first time I met the kid, I thought he was just like her. He reminded me so much of Ruth."

"And now?"

"Now I don't see her at all. All I see is you."

[midnightswithdearkatytspb]

MidnightsWithDearKatyTSPB's Recommendation List: February '23 Part 2

Welcome to February's recommendation list, part two. If you haven't already, you can find part one here. The last list had 32 fanfiction recs in it this one might come in a little under as I have my cousin coming to visit me the last few days of the month. If you are interested in having your writing challenges featured here, or your stories, or even just your blog, please feel free to tag me, in your works, message me, or use the hashtag MidnightWithDearKatyTSPB. I hope your valentines day was a good one and those partaking in Lent, you got this! Happy March everyone!

WE REACHED THE LIMIT ON THIS LIST! FROM NOW ON, I'LL TRY & NOT TO MAKE IT SO LONG. SORRY!

🌹 February '23 Pt 1

March '23 🍀

Masterlist

Billy The Kid: The Playlist (Billy O'Grady) - "So what is wrong with another sin?" - "Rock You Like A Hurricane" by Scorpions

King Billy O'Grady (Moodboard)

Playlist for Uhtred the Berserker - "You'll be a man, boy!" - "Run Boy Run" by Woodkid

Uhtred the Berserker (Moodboard)

Thomas Micheal Shelby - "There was no doubt that Tommy Shelby had a soul and a heart that beat."

Luca Changretta (Moodboard)

Thomas Shelby "I Need My Girl" (Mood Board)

A Daughter's Return (Moodboard)

Tommy Shelby Pinterest Ask Game (Moodboard)

Lavender Haze >> Tommy Shelby x Estella Holland (Moodboard)

ONE-SHOTS:

*36 Minutes by @acewritesfics >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Reader gets stood up, but is it really so bad? | Ace delivered again in her Valentine's Day Fic Special. Cranking out some of the best works, I've ever read.

*As The World Caves In by @areyenotfondofmelobster >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: What would you do when your world comes caving in? | I did indeed cry at this beautifully written masterpiece.

Bound By Blood by @noforkingclue >> Dark!Vampire!Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: You never expected that working for the Shelbys would be easy. However, you never expected you would gain the interest of Tommy, let alone what would happen next. | This was so freaking good seriously. I never knew I needed Vampire!Tommy till I read this. I need more Vampire!Tommy.

*A Christmas Journey by @notyour-valentine >> Tommy Shelby & Secretary - Summary: A Journey back from London in the Christmas Season with his secretary doesn't go as planned. | If I’m being honest, I’m not one for Christmas, but this could get me in the mood for Christmas. I love how this takes you into the mind of Tommy and how his secretary influences his view. So well written.

Daddy's Girl by @gypsy-girl-08 >> Tommy Shelby x Wife!Reader - Summary: Tommy's world revolves around his two girls, his wife, and his daughter. | This was cute and a nice change of pace to read. I would like to see more Dad!Tommy and Uncle!Finn as well.

*For A Good Cause by @peacexatxlast >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Tommy is in a mood and snaps at Frances. His wife does not approve... | So hot and so well-written!

*Mama Bear by @acewritesfics >> Tommy Shelby x Wife!Reader - Summary: Inspector Campbell thinks he can get to Tommy through his daughter. Mrs. Shelby finds out and is having none of that. | So good. It's a good reminder to never mess with a mother who loves her child and her family.

Punishment by @mxpseudonym >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Tommy’s wicked games leave you breaking the rules, but punishment for you means punishment for him too. Who can hold out the longest? | This is perfectly Spicy!

Red Lipstick by @cupidsheqrts >> John Shelby x Reader - Summary: You feel flattered when Charlie Shelby asks to marry you while your husband feels like he could strangle his nephew. | This was so adorable to read. I loved everyone's reaction as you read along.

*The Recovery by @cillmequick >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Tommy ruins his own specially planned Valentine’s evening and has to work hard to get back in his wife’s good books. | This is so good! I think I may have blushed while reading it was so good.

Tommy Pressing His Forehead to Yours by @zablife >> dark!Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Ambushed by the Italians, the Shelby family, especially Tommy does everything he can to figure out who did it. | You know it’s good writing when the writer can get your heart to drop to the bottom of your stomach. Lee does what she does best, writing.

MINI-SERIES:

SERIES:

Betrayal by @cillmequick >> Tommy Shelby x Reader x Luca Changretta - Summary: Tommy and Y/N have been together, in secret, for some time, after growing up together on the streets of Small Heath. Tommy was poised to have everything he ever wanted until a colossal error of judgment comes back to haunt him and he finds himself on the wrong side of the woman he loves. | If you haven't read it yet, please do yourself a favor, grab a drink, and get ready to be blown away.

DRABBLES:

Day 14 by @acewritesfics >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: This is a request I made where Tommy gets the marriage license for their marriage. | I'm so happy with how it turned out. It felt like I was getting a Valentine's Day gift.

MINI-SERIES:

Try a Little Tenderness by @ramp-it-up >> Mob Boss!Steve Rogers x Reader - Summary: Steve can't win you with presents. He's got to try a little tenderness. | I came here for the pairing and stayed for the plot. It’s so hot, the plot, that is. Please enjoy this as much as I did.

ONE-SHOTS:

His Most Prized Possession by @bucky-barnes-diaries >> Dark!Mob!Bucky x Wife!Reader - Summary: You’re the wife of the most feared man in all of New York City, James Buchanan Barnes, the mob boss of the biggest mafia in town. Your his—his girl, his beauty, his love, his property, his most prized possession. He will torture and kill anyone who dares to make any advances on his woman, and he won’t hesitate to show them who you belong to in the most sinful way possible before their end. | Just the kind of hot you need on a cold winter's morning. It is 🥵 🥵 🥵 y’all! Remember to read the warnings ⚠️!

Shake It Like A Polaroid Picture by @world-of-aus >> Pornstar!Bucky x Pornstar!Reader - Summary: Bucky loves to take pictures to remember you. | So very spicy, and I loved the writing and teasing!

The Video by @becca-e-barnes >> Pornstar!dbf!Bucky Barnes x Reader - Summary: You find out what your father’s best friend does for work. | Don't ask me why but Pornstar!Bucky and Steve are some of my favorites to read and this one does not disappoint me. You get a good dose of feels, along with a good dose of spiciness in this.

Unattainable by @heavysoldat >> dbf!Bucky Barnes x Reader - Summary: The reader has a horrible, no, good day, in which Bucky comes to save the evening. | If you want something hot to read on a lonely night, this is it for you.

What Goes Around by @navybrat817 >> BFD/DBF!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader - Summary: Bucky is your friend's dad and your dad's friend and nothing more. Until he isn't. | This is hot, it’s got the shameless smut, and it’s got the possessive Bucky. What more could you really ask for?

Why Wait by @fatecantstopme >> DBF!Bucky Barnes x Plus size!reader - Summary: You've known Bucky for years, but the dynamic between you had begun to shift since you'd graduated college. He suddenly found himself struggling to act normal around you and you decided to make it your mission to find out why. | The jokes in this were fantastic. It had me laughing. The writing in general, was just fantastic, especially when you get to the hot stuff. Highly recommend!

ONE-SHOTS:

In The Shadow by @littlefreya >> General Kirigan x Reader | Geralt x Reader - Summary: Geralt and you are captured by the Darkling and about to find out his means of punishment are quite unusual. | I would have never thought of this crossover, and I'm so glad the writer did. Please read the warnings, its dark but oh-so-good!

*Stories of Us by @writingdumpster >> Jonah Heidelbaum x Hunter!Reader - Summary: Jonah tells the reader he wants to have a family but she doesn't think she's worthy of motherhood after all she's done. | Do you hear that in the distance? That would be my heart breaking and slowly being put back together all in one one-shot. That is how well-written this is!

TEACH ME + R U SHY? by @ramp-it-up >> Lloyd Hansen x Reader - Summary: Lloyd's had his eye on the maid for the past three days, thinking he's struck the gold mine when he's found a 19-year-old virgin. | This is *chefs kiss* perfect. You will not believe the ending.

MINI-SERIES:

Lost Without You Pt. 1 & Pt. 2 by @gypsy-girl-08 >> Cillian Murphy x Reader - Summary: Your six-year relationship with Cillian, comes to an end. Can you both move on? | This made me feel everything I wanted to feel in a two-shot/mini-series. You have the heartbreak, the love, and the devotion the characters have for one another. Very beautiful.

SERIES:

Begin Again Pt. 2 by @teds-mustache-wrangler >> Ted Lasso x OFC!Penny - Summary: When Penny starts working at AFC Richmond as their new head photographer, she catches the eye of a certain mustached, happy-go-lucky, head coach of the team. But can their spark endure through the season’s pressures and the demons of their past? | You don't understand how honored I am to be able to read this before it gets posted, and also to get to see the characters develop. I didn't ever recall laughing at a story before, but this one, this one makes me laugh.

@zablife - Let's take a moment to say happy one-year anniversary to Lee here on Tumblr! She has over 100 writings she accumulated over the year she's been on here, sharing with us. Lee writes for the Peaky Blinder fandom and the fandom is so very lucky to have her.

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HUNTERS – The Home (S02E07) ››› Logan Lerman as Jonah Heidelbaum

[cinnamonrollwhump]

Hunters s02e02

[neopuff]

so i just rewatched Hunters (2020) on amazon over the weekend - little did i know that amazon had chopped up and reorganized the first season to make it over an hour shorter than it was originally

wish i'd realized it sooner cuz a lot of good scenes were removed, maybe not plot important but they emphasized the point of a show where the discussion is Nazis Are Still Alive and Well. but anyway. for anyone who wants to know what all was cut here's an incomplete list of everything i noticed as i skimmed through the original version of the show today:

ep 1:

jonah thinking about college letters/looking at carol across the street before ruth gets shot

travis introduction scene

nasa nazi lady choking on her food, stripping in the bathroom

jonah & friends looking at girls on the beach

meyer talking about chava and the human chessboard scene

jonah eating the soup and yelling that its not his safta's soup

some dialogue removed from meyers speech to jonah at the end

ep 2:

the whole team introduction scene??? with all the comic book-y styles

"im tired im hungry im in fucking florida" millie scene

holstedder holocaust flashbacks were completely removed?

lonny saying he'd fuck ruth if she was younger and that everyone scares him, jonah mentioning cheeks and bootyhole to him

movie opening changed to mix with team introduction scene

scene with holstedder at the piano felt very different

meyer picking up the phone

how many nazis were killed in nuremberg

maria introduction scene

biff and tobias phone call

schidler corp nazi writing July 13 on a map

ep 3:

ruth first night in the camps flashback was shortened significantly

lonny pissing his name on the ground

millie and maria scene w/ travis watching them (that acknowledges sommers)

eva talking to nazi employees, "darwin's offspring"

Know This Now: How To Find A Nazi

"no one wants to be robin" "robin's got it made" conversation. "there's nothing wrong with wanting to stay alive"

stayin alive boardwalk scene where jonah sees young ruth

bootyhole and jonah couch conversation

joe and roxy hand scene and conversation extended

some travis stalking millie scenes were removed

"homegirl is a jew"

eva talking about biff's weapon, then travis and eva phone call where he reports heinz' death. a bunch of lines were cut. including "we've got friends in the FBI"

"ruth chose the darkness" mindy @ jonah

lonny and harriet scene in the restaurant

ep 4:

travis looking at photos in jonahs bed

wolf/ruth conversation lines cut

a bit of harriet & contact man's scene cut

lines from murray and bank nazi were cut, criticism of meyer's character

"compensation from maryanne's family is prepared" money scene with tobias

lonny harassing the bank cops

millie/maria i love you scene

meyer gives jonah the ring

ep 5:

"i don't look that jewish" "you? jew." lonny and jonah scene

tilda sauer presentation and information

jonah being terrible to carol

lonny on the phone with his agent

some dialogue between biff and juanita

ep 6:

some of harriet's flashbacks were cut, small scenes

some dialogue between biff and juanita

ep 7:

some of joe's traumatic share time story was cut

the slinky on una's stairs

music box cipher with the lullaby to get the code

joe: "hi. you're little." @ roxy's daughter, lingering looks between joe and roxy

lonny on the ground bleeding

ep 8:

travis arguing back at eva

jonah apologizing to mindy

Game Show Sequence - Why Does Everyone Hate the Jews?

ep 9:

US tribunal was reshot as a serious flashback rather than an old timey TV screening, also many lines were cut. "yup, that shit really happened!"

carol finding jonah's college acceptance letters

lonny and harriet talking about lonny's dad

jonah's friends seeing him drive away with the hunters and discuss talking to the cops

biff and millie talking

travis drinking eva's blood milk

big soundtrack change while lonny's sneaking into the electrical part of the factory

lonny explaining his fake bomb

ep 10:

harriet fishing meyer out of the water

millie talking to travis in jail and he talks about orange and a bunch of other lines were cut

meyer and ruth flashbacks were shortened i think

travis' parents coming to see him in prison and then he asks for a jew lawyer

some of travis' conversation with the lawyer was cut

[filmesbrazil]

[skullsontess07]

LOGAN LERMAN IN HIS LONG HAIR ERA IN SEASON TWO OF HUNTERS!!!! Somebody sedate me

[itsgivingsadd]

Jonah to Mille: “you called”

Me:

[writingdumpster]

the truth

pairing: Jonah Heidelbaum x reader

warnings: slight spoilers for season 2

summary: You go to visit Jonah when he's working late with his professor, but he isn't there. He has to tell you who he really is.

word count: 1.5k

Jonah walked into your apartment to see you seated on the couch watching television. It was well past midnight, and he had told you not to wait up for him. You were mad at him. He tried to ease into the conversation, not really knowing where it was going. 

“Did you wait for me, baby?” Jonah asked as he came to sit beside you. You kept your eyes trained on the television, arms crossed tightly across your chest. 

“Where were you tonight?” You asked, ignoring his question. 

“School, with my advisor. I was helping him grade papers,” Jonah tried. You turned towards him, your lips pressed tightly together and eyes narrowed. 

“Really? Because I went by your advisor’s office with the dinner I made you so I could visit you—Your dinner’s in the trash now, so I hope you’re hungry. It was your favorite,” you started. Jonah’s heart fell. He started trying to explain.

“Baby—” You kept going.

“And then I found out that not only were you not there, but you haven’t been working with him for the last two months.” 

“I’m sorry—” You didn’t stop.  

“But you have still been gone for the last two months. Every. Single. Night.” Your voice was firm and low. “So, where were you?” Jonah knew he was in trouble. There wasn’t a way out of this one. 

“I can explain everything,” Jonah told you at once. 

“What’s her name?” You asked fiercely. 

“Her name?” He asked, confused. 

“Whoever you’ve been sneaking off to every night. What’s her name?” Jonah shook his head. 

“There’s no other girl. There’s no one, baby. There’s only you,” he told you.

“Oh, please!” You shouted, now rising off the couch. “You expect me to believe you’ve been lying to me about why you’re out so late for two months and you’re not cheating on me?”

“I’m not cheating on you, honey. I would never do that to you. I love you more–” 

“You love me?!” You spit angrily. “Then why have you been lying to me? I can’t believe you proposed to me, you complete asshole!” Jonah felt like his body was being dragged into the floor. He couldn’t believe you thought he didn’t love you. He loved you more than anything. He loved you like it was the only thing he needed to survive. Jonah rose off the couch. He tried to reach out to you but you stepped away. He’d never felt worse in his life when you moved away from him. You’d never done that before. You had only ever moved closer. 

“I’m going to explain everything,” Jonah said. “I promise.” He paused. “But please tell me that you know I love you,” he begged. “Please. I need to know that you know I love you.” Your lips tightened. You thought for a moment. You couldn’t lie to him. He could obviously lie to you, but you couldn’t lie to him. 

“I want to hear the truth,” you said. Jonah nodded solemnly. He deserved that. He didn’t deserve your trust. He didn’t deserve anything from you. Jonah took a deep breath. 

“Two years ago I woke up in the middle of the night and there was a Nazi in my house. He killed my Safta,” he started. He continued to tell you the story of how he became a Hunter. He told you about the Wolf and his grandfather. He answered every question you asked him. He told you that he was a killer. He told you every horrible thing he had done, because the horrible things he did were things that needed to be done. He even told you about the mistake he made in Spain. When his story finished he was terrified. He felt sure that this was the end. You were seated on the couch, with him standing in front of you. He watched you in anxious silence as you processed his story. Finally, you spoke.

“I want to help you,” you told Jonah. His eyes widened in shock. 

“No. Absolutely not,” he replied at once. 

“Why not?” You asked. 

“Because it’s dangerous,” he said. 

“That’s why I want to be there with you,” you told him. 

“No. I want you safe from all this. I want you protected.” 

“Jonah, if it’s dangerous, then I want to be with you,” you said. “I want you protected too.” 

“Baby, no. I can’t let you get hurt. It’s too dangerous,” Jonah told you.

“Then I want you to stop,” you said firmly. Jonah fell silent. 

“I can’t,” he told you. “It’s too important.” 

“More important than me?” You asked. Jonah shook his head quickly. 

“No, of course not. Nothing is more important than you,” he said. He reached out and took your hands in his. This time you let him.  

“Okay, well I’m offering you a choice,” you told him. “You can let me help you,” you said. “…Or you can stop,” you finished. 

“Baby…” Jonah started to protest. 

“You lied to me, Jonah. About so much. Since the day we met,” you said. “And I know you love me. I know you weren’t doing this to hurt me. But you lied,” you told him. 

“I know, and I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m so, so sorry. I won’t stop being sorry for the rest of my life,” he said. He reached for your face and cupped your cheek in his hand. “I just can’t let anything happen to you.” 

“And I can’t let anything happen to you,” you said. “I can’t let you go out there alone.”

“It won’t be safe for you, baby,” Jonah told you. “I’ve been doing this for two years now,” he said. 

“Then you’ll train me,” you told him. Jonah sighed. 

“Y/N…” He continued to protest. 

“You can get your friends to help you again,” you said. “But you aren’t going out to hunt Nazis alone.”  

“They don’t want to talk to me,” he said, dismissing the idea. You squeezed his hand. 

“I still love you, Jonah,” you told him. “And I still want to be with you.”

“I love you too, baby–” He tried to begin protesting again, but you kept talking. 

“But I can’t stay with you if I’m terrified that you won’t come home every night,” you said. “I need to know that you aren’t alone if you’re out there.” Jonah closed his mouth and nodded. 

“You’re right,” he agreed. “I can’t ask that of you.” He thought. He didn’t want you to get hurt. That was his thought above all else. But he also knew he had a responsibility to his Safta and his grandfather and the six million Jewish people who hadn’t been offered justice. 

“You don’t have to decide now, but I don’t want you going out again if someone isn’t with you,” you told him. 

“Are you sure you want to help me? You really want to be a part of this? It’s not easy. You’re going to see things that nobody should see,” he told you. 

“Baby, I’m proud that this is what you’ve been doing. I think it’s wonderful,” you told him. Jonah’s heart soared when you called him ‘baby.’ He had been worried that he’d never hear that word from you again. “I’m mad that you lied to me. I’m not mad that you hunt Nazis,” you told him.

“It’s just…You know how many nightmares I have,” he said. “I don’t want to put that on you.”

“You didn’t stop because of the nightmares and I understand why,” you told him. “I’ll do this with you, honey,” you assured him. He nodded hesitantly. 

“Okay,” he agreed. “Okay,” he repeated. “I’ll train you. We can hunt together.” You gave him a small smile. You leaned up and kissed him. His hands went to your waist and he pulled you close. Your arms fell over his shoulders. When you pulled away your foreheads stayed pushed together. 

“I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m sorry, baby.” He pressed a quick peck to your lips. “I’m never going to lie to you again.” You chuckled. 

“And all it took was threatening to leave,” you joked. Jonah smiled. You found a way to laugh no matter how bad you were feeling. It was one of the things he loved most about you. 

“I’ll do anything to keep you, sweetheart. You’re the most important thing in my life. You know that, right?” He asked. You nodded. 

“I know,” you said. “I understand, honey,” you said. “I really am proud of you for all of this. Everything you’ve done…I think it’s amazing.” Jonah gave you a small smile.

“You’re amazing,” he told you. You shook your head with a smile. 

“Okay, sweet talker,” you said. “Now come to bed with me. I had to wait up all night because I thought my fiancé was cheating on me,” you said. Jonah smiled. You rose off the couch and followed him into your bedroom. It was only a few minutes till you were both wrapped up in each other’s arms. 

“Thank you for understanding, baby,” Jonah whispered. 

“Shh,” you said. “I’m sleepy, codebreaker,” you added with a smirk. You giggled when Jonah groaned. 

“I never should’ve told you that,” he said. “I was so embarrassing when I first started.” 

“You said you would always tell me the truth,” you said. Jonah smiled. 

“Fine,” he agreed. “But I’m never telling you what happened at Booty’s 14th birthday party.”