#hcdid sys

[nevgovhater]

Intro time!!

Hello!! I have several different name, but I go by Chaoxi, Dirk, Socal, Maui, Simatuq, Dallas, and other such

I also go by The Sailors as that is our sys name

— I'm intersex tfem aphroflux sapphillean twospirit and I have a lovely partner

— physically disabled. Don't use fonts or heavy typing quirks around us please!!

— WE ARE POC. Any closed culture names we use are from a culture we belong to. We have established rules in the system to only use closed culture names we can use.

We are a diagnosed rcdid system but will not blog about trauma. Just about our special interests, etc

Main spinterests are ben brainard(comedy, wttt, etc), homestuck + hiveswap, warrior cats, countryhumans/balls, planetary moe, solarballs, tf2, hlvrai, object shows, etc ^_^

We are also hyperfixated on regretavator, but distance ourself from the fandom due to the ableism of a huge percent of members

ENDOS, PROSHIPPERS, ETC DNI. We do not have to explain.

Frequent fronters ::

- Զեն / Zen 🛸

- Roxy Lalonde 🎶

- Umiaktorvik 🧫

- Sedna 🌊

- Arizona 🌻

- Alaska 🗻

- Oklahoma 🌪

- Gov 📠

- Ijiraq 🦈

And more !!

Toodles!! -🛸

[queersys]

Welcome to queer systems!!

Queer systems is a safe space for all the queer and lgbtq+ systems to chill, talk, ask, share and anything regarding their queer identity + systemhood

You can use this blog to send:

"Queer/LGBTQ+ system culture is"

Vent about experience

Talk about experiences

Make jokes & memes

Questions

Anything related to being a queer system

I didn't find a blog related to this, so I wanted to make one who's a catch-all for all the things a LGBTQ+ system blog might be

We also gonna share about ourselves sometimes, just to have more conte variety and because we know we won't be receiving 24/7 ask and submissions TT

Anon claims

💗🎭 anon

🌌👁️ anon

🍩 anon

🥀⭐️ anon

🦕 anon

🦈 anon

🌰🎪 anon

Boundaries

This blog isn't a syscourse one, if you're a syscourse blog or wanna talk about syscourse I'll block and delete, this isn't a place for syscourse topics

Related to that topic don't brick discussion and debates about labels and LGBTQ+ topics, if you want to vent about it sure, go ahead and do it, but this isn't a place to debate and discuss this topics, for this reason I won't be saying our posture in some LGBTQ+/Queer topics because this is meant to be a safe space to share and be yourself

Submissions are always open, but please have in mind this rules before using it:

If is necessary add the corresponding TW/CW above the submission

No slurs, attacks, mockery or any kind of bad behavior to anyone in the submissions (And if you're gonna mention someone censor and give a nicknames, don't reveal information)

Specify if you want a submission to be published with the message or if you want a separate post with no submission attached

Our DNI:

Endos & pro endos

Syscourse blogs

Radqueers

TERFS

Hate to any kind of LGBTQ+/Queer label

People without CDD

Trans-ID

[the-silent-fellowship]

Since people can’t claim AI as their own art. I feel like systems have the right to go to though the stupid AI adoptables and just use them for face claims. /j

Fuck AI “artist”, art is made by living beings not code. :3

[cringesys]

“Cringe” system culture is 80% of our alters being from the dsmp or just mycts

Thy're valid, they're real, I don't even know if that's cringe, but people made that "cringe"

Live and let live as I say, you're fucking valid and we love youuu, let's goooo!!!

[transillusionisms]

im so dysphoric im so dysphoric im so dysphoric

[rez-urrection]

RAMCOA/TBMC victim, programmed system here - beautifully said.

it is not invalidating your trauma to acknowledge that my childhood torture is objectively worse than being abused.

torture is specfically done to break the victims mind. torture becomes torture due to the intentions behind it, which fundamentally change the patterns of abuse and victimization.

I was tortured because my torturers were intentionally breaking my mind in order to implement cues and programming, AKA torture based mind control.

whereas a person who suffered abuse was abused because their abusers were venting frustrations, simply wanted to hurt them, ect.

you can suffer from both abuse and TBMC, and coming from someone who is a victim of both of these things, there is a CLEAR difference between what I know was torture and what I know was abuse.

RAMCOA/programmed/HC-DID systems feel free to add onto this, but as a non-RAMCOA system I really think we need to stop trying to police RAMCOA survivor’s language.

They have experienced horrors that we can barely comprehend when they were CHILDREN, sometimes INFANTS. They are trying to find community by labeling their unique experiences that are objectively more complex than many others. So many non-RAMCOA systems are butthurt over HC-DID systems calling themselves “highly complex”, seemingly just because it “invalidates other’s trauma”.

Trauma experiences that are more severe than yours will always exist, and the survivors of those experiences will always speak out about them. By claiming that these people are “playing trauma olympics” by simply speaking out about and labeling their stories, we are actively silencing survivors of severe abuse. Acknowledging that some experiences are more complex than others is not inherently downplaying the validity of the less complex experiences.

Because the nature of RAMCOA survivor’s experiences is near impossible to grasp for us non-survivors, we need to understand that we are stepping out of our lane by trying to involve ourselves in the conversations about RAMCOA exclusive labels. It’s perfectly acceptable for systems to ask non-systems to not get involved in system discourse, and the response should be the same for programmed systems asking non-programmed systems to not get involved in RAMCOA discourse.

Again, I’d love if any RAMCOA systems would like to add onto this! This is just our perspective as a system who is not a survivor, and we’re open to any additions or criticisms.

[many-of-mycelium]

does anyone remember this deactivated rqblr user ??

their username was either wanted-visions or wantedvisions (formerly wanted-victims or wantedvictims) // they were plural (cdid to hcdid) and had a coining blog called acidic-nebula-raincloud // they deactivated the coining blog first // they had a spacehey with a similar name to their tumblr // they also modded a discord but they transferred ownership // they left the rqc because they became an anti // we're in the same sys but wdk what happened to the discord

we want to find the discord so we can join it if it's still up !!

[jessemutt]

“ yo yo yo ! ! ! ! ! ”

RQS: OPEN

!! ask game !!

🩹 : one of my labels

🩶 : singer / band I like

🎵: song I like

📷 : media I like

🦴 : any other questions

about, byf & dni under the cut!

⸺﹒ABOUT ME !!﹒⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⠀⚘️

⋅ ⋅ ⋅ 148 - 3 to the 3 to the 6 to the 9﹕ 𓆪

I'm Jesse!! Jesses Pinkman, Bitch!!

im a fict from brba, dating a todd and jane in our partner sys

⋅ ⋅ ⋅ representative of the ABQ﹕ 𓆪

BPDtism + hcdid + NPD

⋅ ⋅ ⋅ what up BIATCHH !!!﹕ 𓆪

My pronouns are it/he! Ima Bisexual intersex transmasc dude ! im part dog/beast kin, questioning therian,

⋅ ⋅ leave it at the tone ... ﹕ 𓆪

Interests include trad art, hiphop/rap music, drama, history, science, tattooing, piercings (despite being scared of needles), FPS games, and street fashion

⸺﹒WILL & WONT DO FOR REQS﹒⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⠀⚘️

．．．will

hyperspecific terms

icons

gender & term coinning

com/darkships

names finds

paraphilic terms/flags

ID packs/alter packs

．．．won't

whatever makes me uncomfortable

tranx/id or any radqueer labels

terms for things I do not know well

remember i can refused whatever i want reason or not

⸺﹒BYF & DNI !!﹒⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⠀⚘️

．．．byf

I say "Yo" and "Bitch" alot, slang usage at max

Im a gatekeeper, mine is mine idc abt your feelings

I struggle to read tone

Im openly a darkshipper and paraphiliac. dont like? dont look.

Anyone can use the stuff i make

dont get me involved with your shit, bitch!!

this blog will have NSFW bc im an adult

．．．dni

no dni, just no discorse

⸺﹒TAGS !!﹒⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⠀⚘️

sit jesse. - non requests

speak jesse. - requests

lay down jesse. - ramblings

spin jesse. - inbox/asks/games

shake jesse. - replies/reposts/shitposts

play dead jesse. - NSFW posts

[queersys]

queer system culture is some headmates being mlm, some being wlw, some being aroace, some being straight, and so on and so forth so dating and romantic relationships are literal hell to figure out

This is so relatable tbh TT

Sometimes it can feel like you're the whole rainbow because of the different labels the system alters can be /pf

Figuring out what are you and how does your system would classify is so hard, and sometimes you can't say "we're collectively this" because of how much distinct are everyone from the type of dating and loving everyone has

Don't worry, here you're not judge or anything like that, you're valid and we hear you, hope someday things would clarify for you!!

[queersys]

I love my boyfriend omg

He's been so cuddly with me since he's been fronting. We've been injured lately and spiral's been so gentle and patient with me.,,, I'm so glad we share a brain lmao

I love my boyfriend !!!

That's so cute and beauty, I'm very glad you and your bf can front together and therefore make things easier with this injury

More appreciation to in-sys relationships that are queer, they're fucking amazing and valid!!!

Wishing you and your bf the best!! ✨

[queersys]

Queer system culture is having a queer aroace host and a bi host which can be an interesting experience at times

This is so relatable

I'm aroace queerplatonic and another of the hosts isn't.. It's so funny because it's so opposite yet similar at the same time

Having host with so different and opposite orientations is in fact a pretty interesting experience, even funny sometimes lol

[aquaticfreakshow-sys]

Maybe it's the plurality but, names don't feel like anything more than another type of label. I love my names, but they don't come with the connection or bond most folks talk about their own names with? My names are correct, but they're just another label to me, like the same way a shirt is orange and you call the shirt orange, that's what my name feels like.

[many-of-mycelium]

sleepyqueer moment !!

(pt: sleepyqueer moment !! end pt)

(id: a drawing of a person with light bluish purple skin and hair in a light purple onesie with bunny ears and a cat's tail. their sewn on arms of the onesie are dark purplish blue, have purple paws, and are covered in pinkish purple eyes with light purple sclera. they have fangs, their nose is bluish purple, their sclera are light purplish pink, and their left pupil is a bright blue star. their paws are light greyish blue with light greyish purple ends. the base of their tail is greyish purple, while the rest is light pinkish purple. they have two spirals, two greenish blue stars, and two pink and blue mushrooms with greyish purple spots on the front of their onesie. they have a light cyan piercing on their left ear. their eyebrows are dark greyish purple and the inside of their hood is dark bluish purple. the zipper of their onesie is the cdid to hcdid flag. they have the transwarriorcatsscript, transaiwscript, transverbalflux, and mobility aidfluix flags sewn onto their tail is patches. the blue text with a thin black outline above them says "(the) violet/lilac (sys) // it/star/love/hate/they/xd // cistism & cisschizospec // gaybian roseflux ambiam // darkshipper & selfshipper // sims and minecraft nerd // enderkin & l. faba endel // poor sight in left eye // surgeon & artist & writer. end id)

template by tiny-tykes (found on archive, can't find current blog)

lilac is a surgeon as in they fix ripped body parts, perform amputations, and stuff like that !! it is a writer and artist as in xd does commissions for fandom things (i have no idea if sleepyqueers can have jobs lol) !! the reason star can't see well with loves left eye and hates left pupil is star-shaped is due to a condition they had since birth !! xd wears an eyepatch over it during surgeries to block the distorted view, which would have distracted it a lot !! star is only based on us partially, not all of our transIDs are the same !!

species by @/permasinner