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hey bro can i ask you a question that will reveal a deep and fundamental gap in my knowledge of the world
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Y’all remember when we were sixteen and documented everything on the internet because we didn’t have therapy or any reliable coping mechanisms irl??
We’re twenty now, in therapy, and got a psychiatrist - we’re talking about anxiety medications and we’ve been journaling.
Haven’t been posting much because we’re learning to be alive instead of associating our existence with words on a screen.
Plus we’ve got a whole circle of absolutely amazing friends and I love them all so much, life doesn’t end in your teens and your entire life is not defined by who you were as a kid.
Healing is a weird pathway and some days it still feels just as dark, especially when we get stressed and paranoid, but we’re surviving and getting somewhere. That matters.
#dissociative identity disorder#did sys#diagnosed did system#diagnosed system#diagnosed cdid#cdid#did system#didosdd#osddid#actually did#actually plural#plurality#plural
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i love blocking people on here it feels like i’m throwing them out of my house
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i NEED to sit by the SEA and FORGET that i’m ALIVE
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Hospital put me on a temporary liquid diet, fun
#five meds a day for a while too. plus weekly vitamins#getting more xrays and ultrasounds too#got a new diagnosis as well.#im also gonna be switching to a different specialist for said diagnosis because this guy was genuinely creepy#really creepy and i do not like him.#quit touching me and saying you like me “because you never had a daughter”#also “you gotta take care of yourself now so you can take care of me when im older. no. no take care of mom when shes older. your mom”#REAL FUCKING QUOTE. WHAT THE FUCK???#“your screentime causes your anxiety and depression and also ur IBS” WHAAATTTTTTT SIR??#my phone caused my ibs??? huh?? the thing you JUST DIAGNOSED ME WITH?#“anxiety is just ideas of things that will never happen and depression is all in the past just live in the moment” im gonna skin you.#fuckin weirdo
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babygirl I'm bothered by noises you wouldn't even hear
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not to be rude but some of y'all need to look on the bright side sometimes. like, yeah sure the world is fucked and people suck and we all die whatever, sure, but like. go outside.
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i'm such an apologyhead...like i'm really sorry btw
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Morning chat, I’ve got therapy today and I am incredibly nervous about that
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it’s completely acceptable to stay alive for tiny reasons. because you want to hear your favorite song one more time. because your dog will miss you if you leave. because the moon is just too pretty to never see again. because you haven’t seen the next season of a really good tv show. because you want to see the christmas lights this year. if you’re alive, you’re doing enough. if you’re surviving, i’m proud of you.
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Man apparently getting 8 vials of blood drawn when you weigh only 83 pounds fucks you up for a while
My arm is mega bruised and it's functioning is super limited, plus I was Severely dizzy and weak all day yesterday. The brain fog was intense, I could barely speak and think.
I'm still not completely alright but hey, at least I'm on the road to figuring things out :3
#dw abt my weight btw im in recovery. i was a lot lower before#cw medical#medical cw#cw blood mention#cw weight#cw weight mention
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Well, got the bloodwork done!! They took eight vials of blood and I got so fuckin dizzy and disoriented after that I was laying there with a fan on me and everything 😭😭
That poor nurse got so nervous I was gonna faint oh my god I felt so bad
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Second day at the doctor today, then I've gotta go back on the eighth or something for therapy - also getting a referral for a psychiatrist which is neat !!
Yesterday I got an EKG done and now they're sending me to a cardiologist, also got a breast exam done again and i'm being sent for more ultrasounds for that. Also getting an ultrasound done on my uterus because of my irregular and extremely painful cycles.
Getting more x-rays done on my spine for the spina bifida, however I'm being sent to a different place this time.
They did an iron test, too. Which hurt?? So bad???
And today I'm getting blood work done, which I'm not excited about at fucking all because of my needle phobia but hey, gotta get that done so.. doing it scared!!
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