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DAY 3: RHETORIC - You – against the atom, the charm and the spin. Where the whole world failed – matter failed to bend to human will; human will failed to get out of bed and tie its laces – you alone, single-handedly, will rebuild the dreams of the working class. You are The Last Communist.
#disco elysium#rhetoric#de rhetoric#disco elysium skills#skilltober#skilltober 2024#de skills#voliart#RHETTY MY GOLDMOUTH GUY!!!#well i couldn't figure out the golden mouth but hey golden eyes are still pretty cool i think :3#if i weren't doing pretty quotes for descriptions i ABSOLUTELY would have written LIKE TO SLAP HIS BALD HEAD. REBLOG TO SLAP HIS BALD HEAD.#dude i think youre fantastic. we LOVE a good wordsmith babey :3 guy who wants you to have a goddamn opinion for the love of god hfkjg#body wraps back around him!! i think its really funny that logic and ency both got text boxes in their skilltober art pages#but for this one (Y'KNOW. THE GUY IN CHARGE OF TALKING) i didn't give him ANY WORDS hkgjg SORRY TORI I LOVE YOU THOUGH HJGKJG#aight!! tomorrow/today's the melty thespian who i have NEVER been able to draw in a way ive liked so WISH ME LUCK LMAO <3333
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#ran out of tags LOLLLL#and then .at least on fords end . be able to witness the moment of collapse . in which all his ‘righteous’ feelings r sucked out like a#vacuum or some star collapsing on itself bc not only is he like . having to come to terms w his own flaws#and the insidious like . stomach churning guilt associated w that but also the panic and fear (realized#w the portal or bills deception) into looking outwards and having that silent ‘oh’ moment where its like yeah#thats why he left . why wouldnt he#GRAAAAA LIKE I WANT DESTRUCTIONNN I WANT THINGS 2 FALL DOWN SO HE CAN FINALLY REBUILDDD#let me innn😭😭😭😭💥let me in to the self reflection those thirty years😭😭😭💥💥💥💥💥#who did you meet that reminded you of himm😭😭😭who wronged u in similar ways who gave u a reason to be betterrr whoo what did you see#and when you finally came back what did u FEEEL .. and dont lie and say there wasnt that wisp of nostalgia laced arnd ur heart#girl…..talk to me focus on me u know me u know these things#stanford pines#gravity falls#sry for taggingn these i need it for my own blog i prmmy i need to reference this . i will#ok im back bc i read fords end snd i want to rip my hair out bc fiddleford has such good ‘collapse’ imagery too#like we liteally got the soc of the blind eye videos . HIS DOCUMENTSRYYY#oohhhits rly over for us (me) now (and stanford and fiddleford.and stanley bc i feel bad excluding him💔)#only talking ab ford bc i need a reason to connect it to stan bc im sick in tbe brain and i need the familial conflict aspect too#but fidds .. ur misery does not go unnoticed by me ‼️#anyways. ik i said idc if they didnt get back together but the beauty of multiplicity is also liking the idea#HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHlike whenb im over the conflict im like dude they went through so much tgether it must be nice to find urself in the#familiarity again. uugughh.AUUUH./
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Sammon watched the pool scene of kpts episode 14, found it amazing and said "I want to write that in a show, too." Unfortunately, she never got to watch the post-credit hospital scene.
#SAMMON WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK#I watched the KornTonkla scene twice and cried my eyes out#I couldn't fucking breathe#God it's so tragic and so fitting and so perfect#blow after blow after blow I loved their end so much#I won't speak about the rest of the episode it was fine#we got a lot of good moments#but yeah nobody touch me right now I'm busy I have to go lie down and sob#I'll find the music of the last ep tomorrow I don't have the mental strength for it today#Tonkla you're right up there with Pete my dude#and if you stick to my brain for long enough I found a second tattoo I want to have#thanks Fuaiz you shouldn't have#4 minutes#korntonkla
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are you looking for something new to read? do you like negative character development? the most fridged woman of all time? inconsistent magic? a world where being straight is illegal? the funniest dialogue you will ever read? the most annoying b plots you will ever read? plot twists that take your breath away? pacific rim? pages and pages of car facts being forced down your throat? heinous amounts of mild gore? never getting the emotional fulfillment you crave as a reader? nineteen books and counting for no good reason? then why not try skulduggery plea-- [gunshots and when the smoke clears I'm lying dead on the ground]
#it was me i shot myself before i could fully recommend them 😔#i finished a mind full of murder and oh the thoughts i have. but it was good. most of them are good#says kenna#skulduggery pleasant#skulduggery pleasant spoilers#for what im about to say:#getting goddamn kittens to fill the void left by your goddamn daughter that you won't fucking talk to?? the words i have for you you bitch#(/affectionate)#one thing landy does right is how often americans say goddamn#i love his american characters so much#the dude who almost got his shit rocked by valkyrie for saying ireland is part of great britian... real#'im sorry but it's not like we have a giant clock over here like you people do' tears. in my eyes#also i like men and women the being straight is illegal is a joke about how everyone is bisexual for some reason#also also these are things are all things i love about the series im not a hater this is my 3rd favorite series of all time#i would like to finally stopped getting teased about skulduggery's past but it's honestly funny atp#how staunchly valkyrie's like 'well thats not my business so i wont ask'
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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very calm about people being nice to me
holyfuck
#Someone gave me a soup recipe and now we’re reading recipes and eve Ey ones being so nice and listening to things I say#Oughh#i don’t even have specific examples other then that one that aren’t insanely embarrassing#But like#wow#peoppe are cool I guess???#So soft and sweet???#Bro????????#How are you just going to do that to me dawg what the hell#Also you absolutely know who you are fuck you!!!!! This is embarrassing!!!!!!#And you’re so cool also#Oh my godddd#I’m literally getting flustered over this shit like what#This is humiliating#I think most these are my friends? I hope they’re my friends#Whatever bruhhh#Watch me literally blush over basic human kindness#Fuck offffff#I got called love like once and he was like warning me about something and it’s like?? You’re so nice????#Like a lady at Waffle House like someone’s mom calling you sugar energy#Like bro#whay the hell#Whatever#I’ve humiliated myself typing this lmaoo#Please don’t read all this for my sake lol#Dude fuck crushes fuck romance fuck sex peak shit is getting a soup recipe and getting like warned so sweetly?? And getting like someone#Invested in something you’re doing#AND THESE ARE THE SAME PEIPLE I FUMBLED OVER when I did some dumb shit and made that mistake!!! And they’re still so nice?????!!!!#BROOO#UGHHHH
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I ain't proud of all the punches that l've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know
(Darlin, Redacted Audio)
#i love darlin so much your honor this video destroyed me#also redesigning my darlin#which is to say i got a haircut so they got a haircut#and i changed where their scars are. you cant even rly see at this angle the scar under their eye tho 😭😭#everyone look at the hand i love it its so shape#my art#art#digital art#drawing#bluesart#sketch#fanart#fan art#procreate#redacted asmr#redacted darlin#tw scars#the more i draw darlin the more they become me. ive abandoned them having muscle entirely theyre just a scrawny little dude in my soul okay#the only thing i dont give them is my eyes bs blue eyes scary#redacted quinn#redacted sam#redacted audio#audio drama
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au where after shisui rips his eye out, stuffs it in a crow, and steps off the cliff, itachi instinctively uses the shunshin to catch him. now they're both alive and nobody has a mangekyou except danzou so they have to like actually deal with their problems and shit
#naruto#naruto shippuden#i'm going with the itachi shinden version of how the crow got it which is admittedly a book i haven't read but w/e#uchiha itachi#uchiha shisui#shimura danzou#sharingan crow#itachi: holy shit shisui!#shisui: dude wtf i was trying to kill myself??#itachi: WHY DID YOU THINK I WOULDN'T STOP YOU????#shisui: I'M TRYING TO GIVE YOU THE MANGEKYOU IDIOT#itachi: HOW WOULD THAT IMPROVE OUR SITUATION IT DIDN'T WORK FOR YOU WE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT POWERS I'D HAVE#shisui: oh yeah good point. whew dodged a bullet there thanks itachi. where'd that crow go#itachi: it flew away. it's a bird#shisui: it was supposed to follow you around#itachi: well clearly it's not fucking doing that now is it#shisui: ok so uh itachi i may have some bad news#itachi; we're going to be unable to avert a civil war?#shisui: no. worse#itachi: what's worse????#shisui: you're going to have to actually talk to your father#itachi: ....#shisui: look man i know it's tough but-#itachi: that was. that was an option??#shisui: .......ok dodged two bullets. btw do you think we can convince the clan my eyes just did that#itachi: no#(obito has the crow. if anyone was wondering. you just gave him kotoamatsukami you fucking losers)
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there's a darkwave/goth/post punk music night at a coffee shop i like next month..... i wanna go real bad but i always chicken out of going to goth events cuz im like . i feel like a DORK i feel like a POSER i feel like a CREEP im a WEIRDO waddahell am i doing here?????
#but the music is so good dude i just wanna go dance 2 the music.............#i keep running into the dilemma of like. should i dress? goth? i want to! but i feel stupid going out like that because i feel like#everyone's gonna look at me and go wowwwwww..... look who's trying to join the party.. rolling my eyes at you#BUT I LIKE IT SO MUCH. but i dont have a whole lot of clothes. that would be good for that.#but then i dont wanna show up in my like. cargo pants small shirt crunchy guy clothes either cuz then i feel like#oh who's this guy. what's he doing here. why's he at the darkwave goth post punk night.#<- he has an anxiety disorder#there was a cramps themed night at a goth club a couple months ago and i wanted to go SOOO FUCKING BAADDDDDDDDDD but i DIDNT. because#i got SCAWED.#but then when i did my little edward scissorhands knockoff moment the other night i was like fuckkkkkk i want to look like this all the tim#if anyone would like to weigh in on this. i would appreciate some input. love u <3
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Mmm having another like venting in my head but knowing the second im done venting im gonna be like you didnt mean that tho moment
#its just hhhh I was not in the mood for other people today and my friend came over and took most of my day away and like… oh maybe there is#such a thing as relying too much on people and its this friend like rrrrr the i didnt mean that is because no people need to talk about thin#gs it’s healthy I dont want people to think theyre bad for taking my time its just that I wasnt feeling it for most of today I needed to be#by myself and like enjoy my games by myself and I attempted to make that known and i dont think they got the hint#and just hhh stop trying to bring up your problems right now this is my time to play a game I really wanna enjoy and i dont think im enjoyin#it as much as I could if I played it first by myself and I didnt say that directly so no way they could know and I will finish it on my own#hopefully if i have time cause thats it I dont have enough time for myself I need me time#and also my friend Needs to stop making suicide jokes. thats it thats the main one. like dude im having fun how do i respond to the reminder#that my friend doesn’t want to live#and going back attempting to bring up a problem while im gaming. I could of answered their question better but i was in such a mood that it#was like okay im gonna dismiss you and I dont want to dismiss struggling people no thats not who i want to be i want to help#… I hate it when I cant help so much#vent#I swear the timing of this to be when a certain someone went to bed was purely coincidence its just that I got back from friend hang rn#tw suicide mention#why is it when im in a mood I just sorta hate some of my friends like i was getting annoyed at them taking my drinks/snacks when usually im#like oh yeah go for it#is it oh youre in a mood you get the opposite of your usual love your friends with your entire heart or is it that like deep down I think th#ey take more than they give back. I have before almost said that I feel like I help their issues but they dismiss mine but then i got distra#cted by them essentially helping with it but like im not even sure if that was in response to me saying im lonely#also okay at one point they thanked me it was the bit where they said im their reason to live and then immediately asked if they could come#over and its like. well okay i feel like I have no choice here#and yesterday they mentioned oh i think I might take up too much of your time or something and like im too nice to tell you yeah sometimes#but it is to note i didn’t outright say no you dont I always love spending time with you or something i said oh i tell you if i really cant#due to homework. I am not made to be immediately busy immediately after i finish school I need time for myself#and im sorry you don’t have things to do on sat-wed but I have work I need to do cause there’s always so much work so at least thanks for#letting me have that time#… I love them I want to see them get better… so i wont say this to them
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rewatched small potatoes, and jesus christ, what a premise for your lighthearted comedy episode 😡
#i have soooooooo many ragey feminist rants about txf in my old age#obviously scully was a groundbreaking character and i love her beyond words#but the way the writing treats her PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!#you can tell this show was still made in such a bubble of not being able to comprehend that women are for anything besides torturing#and like. when i was young i was just thrilled to see 'mulder' and scully on the couch almost smooching.#but now i'm like 'you're seriously going to use her feelings for mulder against her#and have her think they're having this sweet connection#and instead it's the serial rapist she's been chasing trying to add her to his list?????????'#'you're going to use the very yearned for imagery of mulder and scully almost kissing in THAT context?!?!??!!'#i just. grr.#the revival and the way it treated scully really opened my eyes to how mad i am at this whole show#i still really enjoy it#but i got BEEF with the way it treats dana katherine scully. i got beef for LIFE!#no wonder gillian anderson was like 'no more of this. bye.'#grrrrrrrrr. okay. i'll stop now. (but only on this post. inside i'll rage forever!)#i get that people get testy about accusing this show of sexism but ........ it's soooooo sexist my dudes.#even if it's just in a way where it's a product of its time and its largely male staff of creators.#dollsome's deep thoughts#JUSTICE FOR SCULLY!!!!!!!#(revival i will never forgive you for retconning william being mulder and scully's kid#and instead saying he was the product of medical rape.#I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!)#(okay. bye. for now.)#p.s. sorry if this post makes you hate me. i gotta live my ragey truth!#i love this show and these characters -- i love therefore i rage. if that makes sense.
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so in juniper's campaign we've just found ourselves in a high-stakes situation that I as a player do frankly find stressful and am anxious about, but hey hi also the DM was like 'okay here are the exact mechanics of how this is going to work because I don't want to surprise you with serious repercussions, also here are all the options you will have to try to do something about the situation-- [affected player] what do you think? honest feedback, I don't want it to feel unfair, I want to be clear that I am not just trying to kill your character, and if it ends up being badly balanced we can revisit it down the road' and oh my god I could COLLAPSE and WEEP with gratitude
#[tears in my fucking eyes] WHAT IF DND WAS GOOD!! WHAT IF A DM THAT'S GOOD!!!#LIKE I've said actually MOST of my DMs are good but because of the way this situation was presented specifically#where-- as NOT the affected player-- it does feel like the way it came up was a little unfair and I AM worried about the stakes--#I REALLY SPENT SO MUCH OF THAT ABOVE-TABLE TALK GOING OH WOW I FEEL LIKE OUR FRIEND ACTUALLY LOVES US AND WANTS THIS TO BE FUN!!#I DON'T KNOW THAT I AGREE WITH WHAT HE'S DOING HERE BUT I TRUST MY FRIEND AND IT'S SAFE FOR US TO TALK ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS PLAYER TO DM!!#WOWIE THAT FEELS RELEVANT TO MY DND EXPERIENCE RIGHT NOW LMAO!!!#'I've looked at your stats and inventories to try to make this serious but balanced but if it doesn't work we can retool it'#'I want to be extremely clear that this situation could kill destal so I want to be extremely sure that you're comfortable with that--#-- and with how the mechanics are designed around it'#I am fucking. on my KNEES WEEPING. at the contrast with how punishing and DEEPLY unfun felix campaign has relentlessly been the whole time#and how little of a fuck it feels like THAT DM gives when he's like 'this random rolltable encounter was deadly :)'#'you guys didn't get hit last time and got all your spells back right?' uhhh wrong and wrong and we TALKED about that last time#are you gonna revisit the balance on your fifth in a row 'if you fail you'll TPK' scenario? no? yeah I figured lol#christ knows HE'S never invited feedback on his DMing. you KNOW I don't feel safe to say 'hey this doesn't feel fair or fun' with him#AND LIKE!! WITH A DM I TRUST I FEEL SAFE ENOUGH TO REALLY PLAY WITH SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENING!! YAY YIPPEE STAKES AND PATHOS!!!#I don't just want nothing bad to happen ever! but I don't want it to feel careless or heartless or just... Not Fun#anyway. grasping william's hands so tightly. my beloved friend. my wonderful friend. what a relief to have a DM that's good#after the shit we've been through in our now most-frequently-run campaign#the thing I'm mad about is that destal has been making a mystery saving throw every night-- but this was imperceptible to the characters#so we weren't acting on it#and now that he's failed it three times the situation is 'okay NOW you will be maming a con save every night and accumulating exhaustion'#'which can't be removed by sleeping' [six levels of exhaustion Kill You]#so like!! well okay I wish we had had ANY way of knowing how urgent this was before we got to 'now there's a deadly countdown' BUT OKAY#but like I said. he clearly put a lot of thought into the math for the mechanics#he made sure that we DO actually have ANYTHING we can do to mitigate the condition and outlined several options specifically and clearly#he checked in with justin about whether that seemed fair and opened it for future retooling if necessary#so I'm just at 'that was kind of a rugpull dude :/' instead of DESPAIRING lmao#this is a level of Oh Shit that's juicy! this is a level of Oh Shit that might force dramatic character choices out of desperation!#THIS IS AN OH SHIT WHERE WE STILL GET TO PLAY DND ABOUT IT AND HAVE ANY AGENCY WHATSOEVER. WHAT A CONCEPT.#ANYWAY!!! GOOD DND SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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Apparently the scene you get with Shadowheart if you get her approval all the way up and then tell her you want to get to spend time with her is the same one you're supposed to get at the tiefling party, which means if you trigger it early you may not get any scene with her at the party at all. This made things pretty confusing when I showed up expecting to advance my romance with her and instead she just gave me some generic "lol wine is good huh" dialogue meanwhile every other companion* BUT her was actively trying to jump my bones... Literally just had to beat everyone else off of my Tav with a stick and then go to bed alone 😔
*Except Lae'zel, who instead went on an unprompted rant about how she knew I wanted to fuck her sooo bad but I had Pissed Her Off by making her be Nice to People so now she would NEVER allow me the pleasure of having crazy hot githyanki sex with her. (She propositioned me a few days later anyways)
#i seem to have accidentally started a romance with lae'zel astarion AND gale in addition to shadowheart 😭#like the next day i had a notice to talk with astarion and it was the scene where hes talking about not being able to see his reflection#and it was literally like dodging fucking bullets trying to pick an option that wasnt flirting#i ended up having to pick some mean dialogue that was like 'maybe its for the best youre not exactly aging gracefully'#bc the ONLY other two options were like 'tell him you think hes beautiful' and 'gaze lovingly into his eyes' or some shit#and i was like '...okay im picking the mean one but i mean it as a joke. maybe it can be a joke' and i picked it an he was all horrified#but then the next dialogue gave me an option to say 'lol im just kidding' and i was like PHEW#but then he just went back to being fucking flirty again and was like 'really~ well then tell me what you like about me the most' or smth#and i was like FUCK. NO#but then the next dialogue tree in addition to having the normal flirty options had three additional options#that were like 'youre fine. but lae'zel/gale/shadowheart? now theres real beauty'#and i was like. fuckin. OKAY#ill wonder wtf those other two are doing there later but for now ill pick the one where i tell him in interested in shadowheart#so i picked that option and this bitch fucking APPROVED. told me he was going to have to work harder to keep up with his competition#like SIR. what do you MEAN competition. i let you bite me ONE time bc you said you were dying of thirst and i wanted to help a bro out#and then the next morning i immediately told you i didnt like it and i never wanted it to happen again#what do you mean competition dude you arent even on my radar 😭 im a DYKE#and why were lae'zel and gale there as options too??#the next night i got gales weave scene where he shows my character how to use magic#(my tav was pretty unimpressed as a fellow mage tbh but hes my friend and i was being polite)#and when i clicked the option to clearly say at the end that i was not interested in having an intimate moment with gale#he got all misty eyed and was like 'oh how quickly these moments fade away...'#like bro the moment didnt fade away i politely shut it down on purpose bc im not interested. what are you talking about#and THEN i got lae'zel trying to fuck me and when i turned her down she gave me the exact same dialogue#about how i would miss out on having hot githyanki sex with her. AGAIN#yall im JUST trying to romance shadowheart 😭 leave me alone#if anyone else is gonna try to trap me into flirting with them then at least let it be karlach next time please 😭🙏#(ill come back for lae'zel on another playthrough bc being between her and shadowheart sounds like a safety hazard tbh)#rambling
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update
this took two turns. a good one and a bad one.
the good one is that the thing i will not disclose any further is deleted
the bad one is that i tore up
IT DOESN'T GO AWAY DID YOU KNOW HOW FAST MY BRAIN WAS PACING. DID YOU KNOW ALL ABOUT THE UNNECESSARY REGRET I FELT BEFORE PROCESSING EVERYTHING (i haven't). DID YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS WHAT THE FUCK . I WILL NOT SLUMBER
#missing entry#i fucking cried that's it#seriously#what in the fucking world#dude i FIGURED it was something but it wasn't supposed to be something idk???#it's not like i wanna talk a lot about it but it's overwhelming i just can't what the fuck#tf did i do??????????????#you guys have no idea#oh well at least i got my eyes wet the second time this week
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i think we should destigmatize nudity. honestly being raised in a household/place where people naked is Just A Normal Thing was really enriching and healthy. There were no questions, no weird vibes, it was just An Average Occurrence. Sometimes towels slip, sometimes you really need something in the bathroom, sometimes you just want company while you shower. Sometimes its accidental, but since its normal its just funny as hell! One gets to learn what bodies naturally look like and not be weird about it. You learn that you shouldn't be weird about other people's bodies and they shouldn't be weird about yours. That finnish guy was right. Grandma saggy tits dude. It's formative. But also Grandpa accidentally forgetting to close the bathroom door. Mom changing out in the open. Cousin doesnt shut up in the shower while you try to piss. Hanging out of the bathroom with just a towel on. Brother running naked from the shower because there's a bug. And like. Its. Just. Normal. All Bodies are casual and Normal and there is nothing really all that special about nudity, literally all there is to it is TRUST. Plus bodies age and change but in the end all that matters is "this is my loved one". that's it. that's literally it.
#i?? dont have many body issues because of THAT????????? i think????#i know what my familys body look like. my body looks just like theirs and theyre all Just Normal and fine#ive also showered with all my childhood friends. boys too. it was never Weird. sometimes we compared setups but it was just oh shit cool!#yknow?#people seem to find this weird when i mention it. my family is just Like That ig. but its not bad i think#i never really got jokes like oh nooooo my eyes burn!!!!!! from looking at old/''unsexy'' people????#like. bodies arent made to be sexy/sexualized/appealing. theyre just bodies. they Look Like That. they can look in many ways#shrug!!!!!!!!!!!!#as an adult im now way too casual ab it i think. people think its weird but like.#yeah dude you are seeing me in a bra. i am taking my shirt off. im sweating like a motherfucking horse so i get to be shirtless#grow tf up wtf lol were both 20+ were not repressed shy teens anymore.
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