#guys i think i may be attached.
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HE GOES TEEHEE
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The voices are loud and I am WEAK
#nebula rambles#gripping my FUCKING HEAD#i love fnaf sb. i do. i think besides the fucking. INSANE SHIT it canonizes and whips out#it has really cool concepts and actually are giving the animatronics and even the humans (all things considered)-#more personality and theyre so silly#but god. i still remember the confusion and like. befuddlement watching gameplay at last and i watched chaos#bring back the old concepts BRING BACK THE OLD LAYOUT BETTER COMPRESS YOUR GAME STEEL WOOL#and im. grips head.#hey guys im dbs' number one hater#you can hate on dbgt all you want that's. understandable#but GOD NOTHING WILL MAKE ME WANT TO EXPLODE THAN DBS#i know it's definitely for either nostalgia or to bring people back to familiarity whatever#but WHY do you have it take place BEFORE the final episode but AFTER the buu saga#why not just. make it the new gt#why not make an ACTUAL CANON for AFTER dbz???#cause with all the new shit coming in [multiple universes#the gods of destructions and their angels-#NO ONE FUCKING MENTION MAI TO ME IM SO FUCKING ANGRY BY HOW THEY HAVE THE PILAF GANG BUT ESPECIALLY MAI#do i still adore they made broly canon and rewrote him into such an interesting take?#yes#do i FUCKING LOVE the dbs super hero movie?#absolutely#but i cannot look away from the everything else it's attached to#admittedly im an anime watcher bc it's easier for me to digest but i have seen some stuff from the manga after super hero and#anyways this is. long. hi. i have visions i dont know if i'll ever act upon
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#wailmer#he so Appy !:) he so smile. devil may smile#those tiny little eyes up there at the top really make this guy#i don't actually know if this guy even remotely compares in size to wailord. but i think it'd be funnier if they don't. for canon#imagine someone who doesn't know a lot about pokémon gets a wailmer or something. and they keep them. but then they evolve#and fucking. have NOWHERE to go but now they're attached to their trainer so it's a whole thing#that's a little sad actually. what the fuck. how big is this bitch hold on lemme check#only about 6 feet apparently? so. small*ish*. all you wailord owners out there (or some of you who may be wailord yourself) do your best#i believe this'll be posting on the day i should be heading home from california. because i remember posting the one yesterday and thinking#that but i was wrong. so i think this is the one that actually will. so. again good luck future me#i'll perhaps need it
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“Why’s he call you Darlin’?”
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(it’s too late guys i’ve already added it to a couple playlists. i can’t help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Seven’s Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#it’s very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but i’m not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#‘You’ve been beatin’ ‘round the bush so much you’re knockin’ off the leaves.’ goes kinda hard tho i’m ngl#‘ole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevy’ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think it’s very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a ‘foreign’ vehicle. but i don’t even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but i’ll stop before i go off on a rant about america’s transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. cliché as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesn’t even necessarily fit Sam’s vibes i just. can’t undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlin’ to be cheating on him and i don’t like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isn’t one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesn’t fit in canon#and i don’t know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlin’ too. though it’s very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i can’t even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if i’d like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlin’? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days i’ll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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How to Marvelously piss off a Bat: A Guide by Billy Batson, Pt 1
Bruce: Hint at anything and everything prophetic, alternate futures or timelines where something goes horribly wrong. The sheer amount of stress will piss him off, weather its true or not.
Ex:
Billy: Well, this could be worse…
Batman: Superman is flinging himself into buildings high on fear gas, how does this get any worse chum?
Billy: Well hes not murdering his wife or lasering my eyes out right now so we’re definitely in the better timeline
Bruce: he’s not What now
Dick: Midair super-speed pokes. The slightest jab at the side, ankle, or even knuckle mid leap or drive freaks him out and leaves him fumbling a lot.
Ex:
Nightwing, happily summersaulting off buildings preparing to grapple to another mid flip: It’s a bird, its a plane, its the Lord Gray-
Captain Marvel, gaining righteous revenge for his bowl of marshmallow only lucky charms: (Pokes the back of his right knee) bop
Nightwing, now clutching his right knee 57 stories up: so-IIIIIEEEEEE
Jason: Stick a plunger on that crome dome of a helmet, bonus anger points if its during a meeting or in front of people he’s trying to intimidate
Ex:
The Red Hood, scourge of Gothams criminal underworld, in a meeting with his lieutenants: Next thing on our agenda-
The Red Hood, now with 3 plungers stuck to his helmet: We- what the hell
The Hoodlum from the warehouse rafters: THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR SELLING ME OUT TO BATMAN JERK FACE!!!
Hood, taking a plunger off and pointing it at Hoodlum: I KNOW 17 WAYS TO KILL YOU WITH THIS THING YOU LITTLE SHIT, SO YOU’VE GOT 17 SECONDS TO RUN!!
Tim: Mutter something sounding like a vague hex within his proximity, he’ll think you cursed him if he knows you’re petty enough. Basically a magical non-magical psych out
Ex:
Tim, very tired: I am not helping you beat Damians score on Cheese Viking Billy, that goblin will know you cheated and then its my head on the same stick as yours.
Billy, muttering under his breath while walking away: oi karpoí tou kópou sou na xekinísoun sto stóma sou (may the fruits of your labor sour in your mouth)
Tim, understanding the Greek and that billy has ties to Greek gods and magic: *panik*
@thefantasmarex
#Marvelous Bats au#shazam#billy batson#dc#dc captain marvel#captain marvel dc#batman#shitposting#shitpost#///////#Solomon: and too you billy batson my infinite wisdom. may futures unseen and horrors avoided be clear to your eyes#Billy: thanks. i hate it#Billy’s favorite way to bug bruce is to validate his paranoia without context#super speed shenanigan’s#dick always save himself but its still funny#Jason told Bruce billy snagged a batarang for Freddy#Bruce was impressed he got pickpocketed but also disappointed billy didnt just ask for one#Jason’s guys think he just threatened his own kids life after he somehow got on Batman’s radar#goon1: how did hoodlum piss of the bat? goon2: i dunno man but it had to be bad to get him the boss to rat his kid out#Red hood as he’s attaching a sidecar to his bike: HES NOT MY DAMN KID#goon2: see man?! goon1: must’a been reel bad#Tim’s just going through it#the lack of sleep doesnt help the curse nonsense
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i think that when the time comes i might actually move this blog.
#i've been thinking about it and#while im very happy writing over on my other blog rn#i may wanna write other muses / fandoms eventually#and just my blog here has too many negative feelings attached to it#and i feel like purging all of what's causing it would take far too long#i promise that when i do / if i do i'll let you guys know <3#ooc.#i've loved writing here i really have and im so happy to be writing in a way that's making me happy again#but there's a lot of bad vibes perpetuated by this blog rn#and i just don't know what else to do#negative tw
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a crude and simplified drawing of something funny that happened a couple days ago
#plurality#plural system#does it count as a system if it's just The One Guy so far#she's a really cool one though !!!#system stuff#i hope i don't sound too nonchalant about this#rest assured i have spent the past 48 hours freaking out about this and being Very confused#may or may not delete this the second i go back to freaking out and thinking I'm faking it#so yk. 👍#i will say I'm already so attached to her if she actually went away I'd cry a Lot#multiplicity#is that the word???#shut up faggot (rambles tag)#cass ��
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i bet the reason why リアム is so weird with me is because he can't fuck me. like he's told me he'd fuck me if i wasn't a lesbian and """jokingly""" questioned if i actually was. plus he convinced ザム that they're "not as ace as they thought" and keeps going on about how many people he fucks. whenever im around him it feels like he keeps demeaning and belittling me. he is so weird and uncomfortable to be around. i really don't like him. i've always had bad vibes about him.
#riv.txt#riv.pk4#so funny how he hates クロ for being the offensive white guy while he's like. worse.#クロ has been really generous and caring for me without anything weird attached so i trust him wayyyyyy more than リアム#plus クロ has friends of multiple races while ive only seen リアム with white people. idk i think クロ may be the less offensive one lmao#he's like actually genuine and respects boundaries while リアム feels like hes one misstep away from a hatecrime
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love, attachment... i simply don't get it.
with the appearance of the man with blue hair and pronouns himself in tristamp ep 6, i'd like to take a moment to posit how legato bluesummers' loyalty to knives is something that can be so pathetic out of context <3
honorable mention: elendira’s reactions to legato’s unwavering and obsessive Devotion to knives-sama
#trigun#trigun spoilers#trimax#trigun maximum#legato bluesummers#his love and attachment line got me bc like. bro 😭 r u not knives' number 1 fan LOL#i mean however twisted it may be.. is ur servitude for knives not exemplary of love and attachment#btw i love his name 😭 legato bluesummers... what a guy#u have to wonder if knives bestowed this name upon him in consideration of legato's backstory. but maybe he wouldn't care enough 2 do so#i'd like to be a more srs person capable of making analysis posts but i'm not built like that lmao so. i offer my commentary#millions knives#elendira the crimsonnail#manga panels#point is i think the blue-haired man is a bit funny#help i had to edit this post 93873938 times the panels kept glitching omg
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"Go away. Quit staring. You guys are starting to annoy me.
...At least you're kinda cute."
Day 12 of Piktober was Crossover. I am not participating too heavily in the event (as I do not have the brain for it this year), but I did wanna get in a couple days, one of which is today's prompt.
This is Tsubakura Enraku from Len'en Project, a Touhou inspired work where just about everyone's gender is left up to player interpretation. I have a whole Len'en/Pikmin AU in my head, but for now this piece will work as a clue of what to expect were I to ever go any further with it.
Tsubakura themself though is...a poor choice for a Pikmin protagonist lol. They're too lazy. They are funny at least.
#len'en#len'en project#len'en art#pikmin#pikmin art#ppiktober2023#tsubakura enraku#blue pikmin#i have no idea what to call this au lol#Tsubakura is like a weird foil character to Olimar once put in the same universe#they're a renown supergenius#he's your average delivery guy#they're a complete asshole#he's one of the nicest characters I've ever met#put them in a survival horror situation#where they have to rely on cute alien creatures#(that may or may not the best of intentions for them when you really think about it)#he gets attached and is awed by everything#they find them annoying and just gives up#am i making any sense?#I hope so#I like Tsuba but man would PNF-404 not be fun for them#which checks out considering Len'en plans to make their life about as hellish as Olimar's from the looks of things#...also they eat soap and ink#thank you for listening to me ramble internet
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For some reason whenever I brainstorm for my eventual solasmance Lavellan I always imagine her leaving on bad terms with him and swearing to stop him no matter what it takes. However. Just had the idea of Lavellan solas and Varric being in a weird love triangle. during inquisiton only Solas and Lavellan would happen, then They break up and Lavellan is with Varric within a year. Queen of moving on or whatever. Cole gets dropped right in the middle of whatever the fuck they've got going on. Rest of the inquisiton is immensely intrigued by them
#dragon age#she would break up with solas at the end of trespasser and end up with varric afterwards i think#god could you imagine if varric does die in dav.#she would be PISSED#ive been thinking about her for a while and she may end up being one of those chatacters i design but never play#because like. i am not a fan of replaying dai im sorry 😭#im still in the middle of my selene run. instead of working on that im replaying dao#anyways the only things ive got on her is that shed a blonde warrior who likes hitting things#at the peak of their romance she would carry solas around skyhold i think#idk maybe ill get around to her eventually#i know which worldstate she goes in at least#it would be my Mahariel worldstate with veloura and yvette hawke#i need to finish yvette's run too sighhh#crow rambles#also. the likelihood of this happening if i ACTUALLY play solasmance is so low#because i always get oddly attached to ships while im playing them#man what is it with me and toxic m/f ships. what#my ideas for sebhawke include 'hawke who quote on quote betrays seb by sparing anders'#is that even an option? id assume so#or maybe its just the guys im not too fond of. idk#in my defense i feel like narratively solavellan ending shittily would be very interesting#woman who made you realize people were. well people breaks up with you and moves onto the hot dwarven writer#id also tear down a veil or something i think#idk I'm just rambling at this point
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I get really chatty at this time for some reason. it's like the very end of the day for me and very few people are active
#uhh so ill chat in the tags so i dont spam#I LOVE MY MUTUALS SO FREAKING MUCH. you guys. you guys are awesome.#yeah i don't know how to interact properly but. love you all nevertheless#just screaming it in my tags#also i played the start of my first dnd campaign today. i am SO attached to my character.#if they die I'll kill everyone in tbis room then myself/ref /j#also obey me is fun and silly and i enjoy the story to some degree but ohh my gooood it is such a pay to win game#also ive only got like five more drawings to download!!#oh i shared the context for tnat on insta. im manually backing up all my art in case ibis' backup goes wrong when i turn it back on#im also working on comms and personal art#and i want to do a sketch page with rie and L and maybe aemin (my dnd character) and maybe my moots ocs hehe#also the wallpapers i promised may not end up being wallpapers (i so underestimated how hard they are for me to draw) but fanart IS coming#thats it i think#lei chats
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Ritual....
Happy "I'm sure it's still OC Kiss Day 5 somewhere" to all who celebrate. It's me. I celebrate. I was busy coloring something else and forgot what I was doing.
Hey if you didn't read the tags yet I think there's a fun game of "guess what 5e class this 'witch' actually had" here
#may skip day 6 because that one is ummm. labor intensive and I have two other pieces that are way higher priority#one is getting *clenches fist* so close to done#anyway day 5 goes out to my friend who DMed Olin's campaign and got upset when he saw my outline for the week because Olin wasn't there#he would not take protests such as 'Olin is not a kissing guy' or 'I'm not designing new family members for this dude'#this one goes out to you man. Olin kiss day. knocking out the second Carmen of the week and the only Kas that had been on the outline#that guy was funny as fuck for saying Olin couldn't be an Odin follower because it was immersion breaking for an FR module#but also hating FR lore so much he gave me free rein to do whatever I wanted for replacement religion as long as canon names were attached#yeah this is how Mystra works I think. I played a 'Mystra follower' for over a year and only learned about Mystra from BG3 a year later#ockiss24#emi art#olin foundling
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I don’t like seeing irl beeduo on my tl ahahaha! it’s just really quite awkward because um like move on! sorry… no, I don’t think I am sorry actually eheheh! Maybe I do feel just a little guilty for thinking like this but bro…. reminiscing on a friendship that wasn’t even yours???? Sorry…. !
#this is my hot take sorry guys#may be a little controversial on this one#it’s just oh so so so parasocial and it reminds me of why I stopped watching them all together#makes me a bit embarrassed to still be here if I even count being that these characters are basically ocs now#when I even open a stream the first thing I do is close chat because I absolutly cannot…. it’s so embarrassing grah sorry#I’ve always had a strong opinion on parasocial relationships. ranboo is also very parasocial btw… I don’t think it’s very quite healthy ☺️☺️#I don’t know them and they don’t know me!! and that’s always been that for me#I understand that everyone has different ways of attachment and fixation so I’m sorry if this comes across as mean and attacking
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just found out that the only spn episode that aired on my bday was INTO THE MYSTIC aka eileen's first episode and i could not be happier about that
#ALSO a casifer episode. slay#if misha wasnt in my bday episode i may have been really sad i am very attached to that guy in this show#not me calling him 'that guy' as if i dont think about misha collins or at least castiel on a regular basis. anyways#i recommend trying to find ur bday episode i just searched it on the spn wiki haha#supernatural#spn#into the mystic#eileen leahy#cryptposting
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gorbo thoughts part .. 3?
goro thoughts update. id like to ramble again
ok i think he might not have ocd actually! i mean he could but like...i dont think theres too many signs. so yes id like to. recall that. i think that was just me projecting LMAO.. its ok! i love learning more about my favorite guy. you know what he does have
i stand by the ocpd. (obsessive compulsive personality disorder, its a completely different thing from OCD. its a personality disorder) also Definetely ctpsd (complex ptsd)...... ! i was talking with someone and they brought it up and i was like. WOAG.. after reading about it
disclaimer: i only talk about these because i have them LOL.. im sure gorbo has a cute soup of Other problems but like. i cant really talk about those well... i find these two really interesting though.
see. ocpd, is like the perfectionist control freak disorder. its what people Think ocd is lol. BUT as a personality disorder, its so much more than that. people with ocpd also:
-you tend to have a black and white moral code
-your way is the only right way.
-you like to do things alone because no one else could do them right; this may cause relationship problems and you may come across as a fucking cunt ( i know this..)
difficulty compromising and accepting any critisicim of your actions or opinions.
excessive devotion to work and productivity
sosososo afraid of failure even if its kinda small. you feel it will ruin your image forever and ever. if i make a mistake put me to death please.
Frequently become overly fixated on a single idea, task or belief. even to detriment of . everything else in your life...
yeah...
me and some friends definetely see some of these in goro! ofc im so happy to hear what you guys think, i dont mind changing my views at all (like with the ocd thing i changed opinion about!)
like.. hes super fixated on his revenge plan, its the Only thing he cares about and everything is fair game if it allows him to advance that. leave him alone, its no one elses problem. he knows what hes doing. he has to be right about his values and beliefs. he has to. or else whats the point. dont tell him hes wrong. what do you mean? you dont know anything about him. he cant fail, he cant make mistakes, he has to work hard so everyone sees him exactly as he wants to and as someone valuable.
and. cptsd. as the name suggests its. a form of ptsd but..it has the Special Added features of:
-sometimes cant control emotions well
-you feel angry distrustful and resentful at the world in general
you feel worthless, empty or forever damaged by an event. like if you were stained with dirt forever.
you feel isolated. like no one could ever even understand what you went through (not in like an. edgy kid way. like fr. you feel even if you explained to people. they wouldnt understand you and your feelings. or theyd judge you and further hurt you...)
avoiding friendships and relationships, or finding them very difficult (!!)
escapism or depersonalisation...dissociative behaviors .
yeah.. ! yeah. i think these ring quite some bells huh..! its really shitty! you feel like no one would get it, like no one would like you, like you are ruined forever and theres not much to do about it.
makes sense that goro would absorb himself in his plan. after all. he felt he was some sort of curse upon his mom; as if he was the one responsible for ruining her life.. but hed like to "redeem" himself with the revenge plan. he has to, even if its difficult to go on. i wonder if he planned to do anything if he achieved his plan? i dont think so. its a bit sad but.. he didnt really seem to plan doing. or living much more after. its like his whole life he convinced himself his only use would be as the vehicle to enact a revenge years in the making, and thats it.
as if he wasnt a person. just a tool to revenge. i think this is why its so difficult, frustrating and downright distressing to him to accept he too, has feelings and wants and needs like any Normal Person on planet earth. no way. those just interfere with the plan. and he has no right anyways.
i thought how id feel, in his shoes and with all my cute soup of wrong stuff, if some guy showed up, hes the guy i gotta kill. ok. then hes nice with me, as if mocking me. hes better at me in most things. he has friends and family and everyone likes him and he barely moves a finger. while i had to work so damn hard to even get acknowledged?? what does he have that i do not. hes nothing special. so why? then this guy acts like a fool even when hes so extraordinary in every aspect... does he think its funny? for someone so special to pretend to be ordinary. when id kill to be just half as special as him. honestly.. id become super frustrated with this bastard too. his presence would infuriate me. and the most frustrating thing, would be that this guy seems to be the only guy that seems to like hanging out with me. what the hell. guess he enjoys trying to humor me..
man...
#goro akechi#p5#sure i guess#ahah the rival life with ocd ocpd and other fun things is so. fun (NOT)#man#this is why i became so attached to him when i was playing... its like. YO THIS guy this guy gets it (becomes obsessed)#im not joking i think goro is probably my favorite character in anything ever. at least now. but like. ive never. felt so much ...for any#fictional guy#man....#love to hear you guys thoughts! as i said i dont dislike if you disagree on something; sometimes i may be seeing things wrong! i want to#know so much and understand my favorite guy ever ^^ hes so much to me. so id love to hear everything!!#after all. i hadnt even considered cptsd before someone brought it up. even tho. i also. have. it. LOL
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