#grr mad

[viago-vamps]

studying for finals and slowly realizing that many of the ways in which we view forests and ecosystems are highly influenced by the ways in which society functions.

why am i only learning from white male scholars who have eady access to get their work published? white male scholars whose worldview greatly impacts their work. and why can't we disuss how this worldview influences how they see nature?

like why do we call plants taking hold in 'unclaimed' areas colonization? why is every plant searching for life a colonist. not to be a liberal who is stuck up on verbage but come on man

i know competition for resources is a large part of what plants get to suceed but so is resource sharing. why is that less emphasized when we learn about these subjects? without large trees shade tolerant species would not be able to thrive. without shade tolerant species we would have no understory and therefore less habitat. everything wroks together even whilst competing for resource like sunlight. why is this shit not emphasized?

humans are capable of coexisting in our environments too. why do we act like we are outside of the environment when it is convinient to do so? why are we only a part of the environment when we do good and not when we are actively doing harm?

[kingprinceleo]

desert vampires au-killing him killing him killing him killing him

this is the beautiful stage of designing i like to call Banging my head into rocks until something falls into place, with a side of screaming and crying and rage . everything just feels Slightly Off in this stage and its genuinely the most infuriating thing ever

[sketchingdemonss]

I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT THEY DID TO U IN LALALOOPSY GIRLS FURRY GRRRS A LOT

[booolloyd]

i feel like my animalistic instincts appear a lot more when im angry. it doesnt usually happen a lot with my other emotions but when i get angry its so raw and makes me want to actually claw someones organs out. idk if this is just me tho!

[kitar1o]

did i fucking predict this

i drew this last night i didn’t mean to i swear i swear i swear i swear

[the-realest-mondo-gecko]

I’m LOSING MY MINDDD AUGHHHHHHGASGSBSHSHSH

[frango-maconheiro]

wow, wow, interaction.

also, there's a stupid meaningless ramble i made out of this incredible petpeeve of mine with EW x reader stuff and it's just down the cut sggkjdfjkk (it's fr just me being extremely salty)

Anyway, hello!

Haha, my curious and lonely ass really thought it was a clever idea to read 'eddsworld x reader' content because it spawned in my timeline.... thinking that maaaybe they actually got good at it and made not too ooc stuff (this is heeeeaavily on matt content)

Now, i am profoundly remorseful of that choice because when i wrote this hours ago woth no wifi, i was arguing with the air.

Like, i won't lie on this. EW x reader.. They have evolved, a loooot since those 2017 fanfics (why were the x yn fics from eddsworld all copy-paste back then???) actually, it really surprised me because i definitely don't have the most cool memories of such fanfics,, Buuuuut, they still have that STUPID FAVORITISM. IT'S SO DAMN APPARENT. YOU THINK WE CAN'T SEE IT???

i get madder from down this line, especially since i was veery hungry when writing this. That's why you should always stay fed, keeps you slightly happier.

nhamnhamnhamm, writes aaall cool stuff for edd, tom 'n tord... maybe with an ooc here and there, but enough to ignore,, but matt? Matt gets so ooc, he can be mistaken for an oc if no name is given.

like,,, did.. did we watch the same dude on screen? i know he was pretty neglected in content, but cmon, what is that?? He's practically a romance repellent with his stupidity (said affectionately)

it's the same 'pipipipopopo just a sweet mama's boy' and 'ooo, he's sooo romantic, look at how much of gentleman he is compared to otheeeers' and 'whaao he so silly ::3 *treats him as if he weren't an adult character' and so much more, all in this weird stereotype

I guess i'm just disappointed,,, all because he just, idk, still feels downright boring compared to how the other 3 are written in these kind of fanfics even thought it's 2024 already and not still 2017-2020 (don't even get me started on the weird fixation on making yn extremely specific which fr also makes me crawl away like a wet cat from EW reader interactive content, they don't even put tags of the gender, aaaaaargh).

y'all definitely have more content of him to write than just the saturation of him painting your nails, or going shopping, or acting like he's the center of the world 24/7, or making him the pure lil' angel, or having his memory issues being downplayed as him acting 'so silly lil' silly', i assure you.

When i tell you i got so invested in this useless anger i mean that i got compelled into writing down a bunch of matt x reader to try and give that man a cooler image,,, and i don't even see him that way (nor any of the characters.) , but GOD ARGHHHV I NEED JUSTICE FOR HIM.

i might be just a lil' hot headed while writing this whole stuff, but this bro got stripped out of BOTH his classic and his modern funky personality in 99% of these fanfics and nobody bats an eye, like, ever, unless they're another fan of the character. Free my ginger rat, pleeeeaaaaseee.

I need any weirdo, edgy, funky, unusual, vampire, zombie(heavily on you zombie matt my beloved), slasher, funny, whack matt written content that is not only interactive BUT friendly to all readers...

i don't even care what Matt is written, modern, or classic. Both types have their own weirdo charm, and i am willing to analyze them for a nice oneshot or spitball post.... where you don't get to a restaurant/picnic and receives flowers and it ends like that, without any more depth of such cute cliche fluff it is, and leaving you like you just licked off the scraps of a dessert from a plate given to you, so damn hungry 'n wishing you had eaten an actual dessert instead of whatever that was.

[mommahughes19-23]

Here is my current mood represented by Quinn Hughes.

The first one reminds me of someone realizing they left the stove on lolololol

[sakura-chandaneko]

Once the Spamton fixation hits we know the Caine one will follow alongside

[transbeeduo]

thinking about the horrible characterization of Enderwalk Ranboo back in like 2021 what the fuck was everyone doing. Why was there so much angst where it’s just “oooo they KILL. Their FAMILY oooo”

[princehendir]

Okay last night I just, went back and got Zevlor and re-did the Ketheric fight. Because I'm crazy.

[qyburnsghost]

YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES MY ASS ITCH!?

By Season 8 fucking up everything, it makes Daenerys entire journey worthless , all her sacrifices and prophecies and magical things she went through worthless! Her being necessary to come to Westeros to help stop the Night King worthless!! Now people can look back on her as they do all Targaryens: insane blood thirsty incest nepobabies conquers, who just want fight and burn everything for power 😭

(I’m thinking about this cause @aemondsbabygirl pointed out Daenerys murdered died 5 years ago today)

[nacora-najita]

I just forgot my gd account password

and my email is not working

I might explode

[danni-nip-nip-nyan]

Beach Ken x Alan cuz even if I wanna kiss Alan he's literally made for Ken so ofc I also ship them

I mean I also wanna kiss Ken, but shut up. What even is their ship name? Kelan? Alen? Kean? Aen? They all sound bad, so I propose the simple phrase: Beach "Buddies". Specifically with the quotes, since that's what Mattel themselves did lol

Reference:

Idk what show/movie/whatever the pic is from, I just got it from Pinterest

[princess-pine-cone]

My brain when I go to write down the cool idea I had:

[babeypigeon]

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