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dinok0 · 24 days ago

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if i had a nickel for every time someone with a color in their name was unjustly incarcerated after losing their sibling and when a younger sibling believed they were abandoned by an older sibling which led them to join the enemy and eventually sacrifice themselves for the greater good, id have two nickels… but isn’t it strange that it happened twice?

(is this too niche)

vi art by: sonrisasdesol on (idk where i searched and couldn’t find)

sirius art by: myrows on tiktok

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chronalshifts · 2 months ago

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caitvi in act 2: reunion, cute banter, extremely good double-cross subplot, will probably get back together

jayvik in act 2:

#WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNNMN #IM GONNA THROW UP #honestly nobody look i’m still processing. i have no idea what to say #i NEED to know what happened to jayce in that wild rune. who did he promise all this to???#but uhh honourable mention to the cog callback from act 1 i guess. i’m gonna go drown myself #p #arcane #arcane s2 spoilers #jayvik

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iksvolforb · 2 months ago

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me: hungry and waiting for the Arcane fanfic writers to feed us now that S2 is over

also me: remembering that I AM a fanfic writer and can feed everyone mysELF

LET THE BRAINROT BEGIN STAY TUNED

#holy fuck imma go insane #time to get writing before myself and everyone else necks #denial is a river in egypt that im gonna go drown myself in #arcane #jayvik #jayce x viktor #viktor arcane #arcane jayce #arcane season 2 #caitvi #caitlyn kiramman #arcane vi #jinx arcane #ekko arcane #timebomb

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kunikiiida-kuuun · 2 months ago

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Kuuu~niii~kiiidaaa~kuuun~(⁠~⁠‾⁠▿⁠‾⁠)⁠~

#bungou stray dogs #bsd kunikida #bsd dazai #bsd stage play #kunikidazai #teruma #tawada hideya #god i miss them so much #thanks Asagiri for giving me hope and a crazy brainrot that won't go away 👍#sighhhh its day 3 and i still cannot recover #I'm just gonna have to rewatch bits of the stage play and drown myself in ln1 now #my edit

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lindamccartneysstrap · 8 months ago

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talking about "here today" vs. "however absurd" :/

bonus:

#if anybody needs me im gonna go drown myself. btw.

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p4nishers · 1 year ago

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girls (gn) when you heard that? i don't hear anything. that's the point. no nightingales. you idiot, we could've been "us". i forgive you. don't bother.

#NO FUCKING NIGHTINGALES IM GONNA DROWN MYSELF #'tell me you said no. TELL ME YOU SAID NO' what if i DIED and never woke up because i was DEAD what them #girls when *chokes back sob and raises a hand to his lips* I WILL KILL U NEIL GAIMAN I WILL ABSOLUTELY KILL U #good omens #good omens s2 #azicrow #aziracrow #go s2 spoilers #go s2 #go spoilers #good omens s2 spoilers #good omens season 2

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silanb · 8 months ago

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Things I am not good at: environments, abstract, lettering

Things this piece has: All of those.

Anw @thegrimreaperisanerd ‘s disco fic has me in a chokehold and I swear I am so so normal about it. This line from the first chapter caught me the most so I had to draw it up.

#anything from here on out is gonna be people though #god this was hell #so fun tho #i held thru on my promise to comic this bitch #dobes draws #my art #disco elysium #hdb #de #fic art #imprinting #ducklings that drown #go read Ducklings and Imprinting #do it #I didn’t put my phone down for four days straight so I could read it #gave myself a blister from how I was holding it lmao #like I said so very normal about this (lie)

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months ago

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i dont think you understand how many times ive had to open my inbox this morning to answer things and having to see this at the top every single time was inflicting so much damage on my psyche

#fave #snap chats #STOP #EVERY TIME ID OPEN MY INBOX ITD LIKE GETTING FLASHBANGED JVLEKVEJ #i dont lke how well this fits i think im gonna go drown myself in the rain outside #thank you for your continuous gifts eso i need a moment to sob

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thesmokinpossum · 1 month ago

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Didn't felt like mentioning it immediately but shoutout to my sick and twisted brain for getting so triggered by an unexpected Christmas parade that I ended up havin the absolute worst panic attack of my entire life (potentially the only real one? I've had a couple other episodes I thought of as panic attacks but they were not even close to that so who knows) to the point where I spent the very last day of my 30th year on this earth in the ER, good times, good times 😊

#that was 10 days ago and i honestly was fine immediately after it ended so don't worry for me <3 #but yeah this shit was crazy holy hell #like i knew intellectually that 'feeling like you're dying' is a symptom of a panic attack but *actually* feeling it is another thing...#and even at the worst i was like 'ok i'm clearly having a panic attack it's not nice but it's gonna be ok'#but there was a piece of my brain that was like 'ok but what if your mom or grandma had told themselves that...'#'when they were having heart attack? They would have died and so will you 😊'#and i was like shit can't argue with that better get my ass to the hospital before i die #spoiler alert: i didn't died #ironically enough the revolting state of our healthcare system is lowkey what helped me calmed the fuck down #because i was tiny but i do remember when my mom had her heart attack and they sure as hell didn't let her wait for 7h+#so when i realized that this is what was gonna happen after i spent a brief moment with a nurse i was just like...oh i'm fine actually lol #and then i had to go take the bus in my fake crocs that i usually never wear outside of the house smh #interestingly enough my phobia of hospital seems to have competely disappear! which makes me believe that it was more a trauma response #than an actual phobia #not that the name changes that much but still interesting development #also no i'm not wearing a mask because nobody gave me one #that's actually one of the thing that made me leave lmao #oh and btw the christmas parade is true but also a bit more complex than that #basically i had a full sleepless night and i was mad so i decided to go buy myself some weed #turned out that there was a huge christmas parade 5 minutes away from the weed store so i hade to find another way #and then i got lost on the way back #and saw no less than 3 big fights between different homeless people #including one man randomly kicking another man's dog (which kinda really messed with me tbh)#and then i smoked a big joint (first one in like 10 days) with 0 sleep and zero food in my body #and then i took the bus #and then the bus driver yelled at an elderly man for not waiting at the right place #and then i took a sip of water and for some truly strange reason my brain decided that the water had gone in my lungs #and that i was actively drowning #and the rational part of me was like...girl that's not what drowning feels like what are you even talking about??#and then my brain went 'well if we're not drowning than we're having a heart attack'

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iamthecomet · 3 months ago

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One thing you should know about me is that I am occasionally filled with the uncontrollable urge to relive my childhood and murder all my friends in The Oregon Trail.

#comet comments #every play through is chaos and I thrive on it #me and my 20 oxen are gonna make it to Oregon on sheer force of will alone #alternatively I'm going to drown everyone in my party including myself by making poor choices at every river

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junkissed · 10 months ago

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his eyes are sooo sparkly i could actually cry he is literally the prettiest man in the whole entire universe. the universe itself lives in his eyes

#[💒] — june.txt #no like u dont get it im not joking rn there are literally tears in my eyes #i love love loooove dark dark brown eyes like theyre so dark they look almost black. theyre so so so fucking pretty theyre my favorite #im literally gonna throw myself into the ocean and drown in the sea of my tears #june opened pinterest and went down an emotional rabbit hole sorry guys #look at how beautiful he is. iam going to kill myself with a rock #everyone leave my blog i need a moment alone with him #i am going to stare into his eyes for eons. for all of eternity #sitting at my laptop tears rolling down my cheeks 468 pinterest tabs oepn #hes so stunning i am going to commit an atrocious crime #hes so gorgeous do u see him. do u see him. look at him right now #dont even ask me about his moles i dont have the emotional stability to start like please i cant. only one facial feature per day #so. unfortunately i Do have to go die now .goodbye #[🐈] — jun visuals

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acepalindrome · 2 months ago

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God, the temptation to let myself spiral!! It would even feel good to fall back into my old self destructive behaviors!!! But I fucking know better, so I have to kick and scratch and bite to keep myself moving forward!!!!

#it sucks because i can feel it right there at the edge of my mind #i could do it all over again #every unhealthy coping mechanism i used to drown myself in #i could go back there so easily #BUT IM NOT FUCKING GONNA

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chaoticallyfluffy · 4 months ago

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I slightly bent my glasses and instantly started wondering if I’d be able to drown myself in my bathtub or if my body would go into autopilot to get me out

I may be a teensy bit over dramatic