#I’ve been crying so much today

[spaghetticat3899]

FYI, on a serious note/update, I might be more/less active over the next… however long. Penny, my cat, might not be around by the end of tomorrow, and it’s gonna make me extremely upset.

I’ve had her and Boogs since they were kittens, I’ve had 16 years of them within my sapient life, and I cannot imagine her absence. She’s been unwell the last month or two, and I was hoping she was gonna come back from it, but she’s the worst I’ve ever seen her today; she can’t even eat. My mother even hinting that we might have to let her go opened the floodgates, and I haven’t been this emotional and stressed in a long while, not like this anyway.

I love you, Penny, and I hope you know that, even if I can’t tell you. I love your meow, your sweetness, your cuddles, your pretty eyes and fur, and I love you for all the memories we had together. To some you might just be a cat, but you were my best friend, my family, and I can’t imagine my world without you there. Thank you.

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡

[rocketinthesky]

They gravitate towards each other like the planets in orbit around the sun. Like there’s a cosmic force that binds them in this inescapable chasm of emotion they cannot fathom.

They don’t realize, that one is the star, the other the earth. There is no distinction when to them, they are one and the same. They’re suspended in each other’s orbits, they’re the sea of stars within the vacuum of space, they’re the moon and the sun which gives it light.

They’re red and blue, yet they bleed the same crimson.

Perhaps they’re not the planets and the sun, or the sun and the moon, or the stars in the galaxy.

They’re the sea and the red that man bleeds.

The salt of the earth, and the liquor of the veins.

They’re Carlos and Charles, and they’re unequivocally, inexplicably intertwined at the very seams.

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“It’s been a pleasure.”

[jasperyourmutt]

Therapy working so well that everytime I think something bad about myself I just see my therapist wagging her finger saying “nuh uh uh”

[goldkirk]

past me squirreled away so many little bread crumbs over the years to lead me back to information and records and things that I kept that I didn’t consciously allow myself to understand I might need someday again

[bewitching-666]

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[theshadowrealmitself]

pretending I got frozen and am waking up centuries later to garden on a peaceful earth. your star trek oc posts are getting me through it! thank you for posting

No problem!! It makes me so happy that people are still enjoying them!! I keep meaning to get back to them but lately I’ve been hyperfixating on a fandom I was super obsessed with as a kid (too embarrassing to admit what it is) (regression going hard with all this stress)

I was actually just thinking about maybe doing more fandom posts so we aren’t all doomscrolling but I’m not in the right headspace to think of anything nice, maybe I should be looking at those old posts too 😭

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

I’m pep posting. Sorry but it’s going down. Gas station and convenience store workers keep our society together. My raj, the guy who has info dumped on me about his wedding to his husband and has pulled his dogs out from under the counter bc apparently I give off animal lover vibes, this dude just lifted the barrier to ask if he could hug me because he thought I looked sick. I am. I’m really sick but the fact that he held eye contact with me and saw it in my eyes while I was buying a Gatorade and gas. And then he came out to my car when I left to give me a cellophane flower his sister made. The beauty of people. I’m a cynical asshole I won’t deny that. I’m depressed as fuck. But people like my gas station dude and Raj from pep just contribute so much to the universe

[that-was-anticlimactic]

one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

Ghostbur :(

[persephoneflouwers]

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[gazpacho-deluxe]

something is SEVERELY wrong with me

[the-casbah-way]

i found loads of pictures of my uncle i am going 2 cry

[isdalinarhot]

Remembered that the peakspren deadeyes that is Oathbringer hates Dalinar a little less than they hate all other humans and starts crying a little bit

[bergoozter]

suuuper duper anxious rn 🥰🥰🥰

[kaleighkarma]

I’m crying in the club over how much I love my friends