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if you don't mind me asking, could you rank these "couples" from most to least likely to end up together in the final?
Maria and Blaine
Lorena and Lance
Gwen and Frederick
Nell and Jolie
Jamie and Leopold
Whitney and Prez
Saffron and Syrah (I'm helpless with names i'm pretty sure that's not how it's written)
7am for me on a weekend just woke up im still in bed and yeah sure why not lol
story-wise, i don't feel like any plaid/pastel ships will necessarily end up together. their mutual crushes are very canon and a plot point with gwen's self image slowly becoming dependent on how frederick sees her, and frederick learning how to care about himself and fight for what he believes in. gwen is kind of one of his first friends i'd say, they do like each other a lot, but my intuition tells me it'd be left ambiguous or with them taking time off deciding to be friends for now, and i would honestly love that. 1. Friendship is AWESOME and doesn't mean less than a romantic relationship!! so 2. just think it'd be cool... Frederick's whole arc is motivated by Gwen, and the message of him doing all this just for the fact he cares about her and NOT just to get with her, and him being just as happy that they're friends as much as he'd be happy if they kissed at the end of the fight or something. Epic
the farthest i could see their relationship going is some future flash forward where they're just casually together, or one of them approaches each other and is like "could we try this again?" otherwise i see gwen and frederick taking their relationship slow ever since the gala incident. Could also be completely wrong. 6/10 chance in my book
after the Gala Shebang, i think any infatuation maria felt for blaine has wiped away and i just can't see them ending up together together in the story, and having it make sense. Maybe like. 30 years in the future?? cause i could see maria dating around. Never text your ex when you're drunk type situation.
lorance: ...maybe.? I'll have to watch a little more and see what my brain tells me. so far im feeling they end up friends bc adore their friendship tbh. I'll have to see till after the siege, they very much so care about each other though!
jellie: Yes (just a hunch)
syron: ambiguous. a specific scenario suited towards their relationship . i feel it in my bones. epilogue where saff confesses and sy's just like haha. WAIT WHAT??? 7/10
leomie: Yes. their confession is in my top 3 for cpc. No words. Undescribed. I. I cannot express,
calwhit: feel like it'd stay unrequited on whitney's end but they'd be a great qpr! prez being romance avoidant and such đ (aro lore tbh)
#cursed princess club#cpc thoughts#cpc asks#gwendrick#mariaine#marine#???#forgot#lorance#jellie#syron#calwhit#love being the guy who coined 80% of the fandoms ship names on tumblr#idk what theyre doing in the comments sections#cpc meta#predictions#analysis#cpc analysis#gonna go close my eyes now#cookie prophet momenta
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway đ#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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did u save my life in paris ? i gave u to armand u tell me if that was saving. why didnt u say it was me who saved u not him ? i dont like to point out my virtues. besides i knew ud figure it out and look. u have. i was right. all hail me. been enduring here ? not enduring. living. here in new orleans the whole time ? its my home. i am she she is me. i didnt know it was a gift. i wore it like a curse i was selfish. i- i tried to make the nights awful for u. i see. i wanted u to suffer cuz i was suffering. oh shall we list all the ways we have wronged each other and why it will never be right between monstrous- i came to thank u. for the gift u offered me. the gift i denied. for the nights in front of me where i might learn to live honestly. thank u. spetember 8th. 1973. september 8th 1973. it was 11:07 here. it wouldve been 9:07 in san francisco. armand called me. where u there ? yeah. did u hurt urself ? i was lost. i was in a dark way and i was thinking about- i cant i cant get her out of my mind. u have the same problem ? yeah. i cant louis- i cant-. hey hey its not on u u hear me ? i carried her home i made u turn her. i saved her from a fire so a half century later she could... she looked at me at the end... like a child looking to her father... but i was never-
#interview with the vampire#hugs hugs temple and cheek kisses and whispered words meant to be heard only by them#and my fucking suicide !!!!! what the fuckkk#this has been in my brain on loop for hours like#i see them and hear this conversation every time i close my eyes#it has been incredible thanks#theyre just so. and so. and the way he. and when they and then he and and#im gonna go crazy someone shoot me in the head#u were supposed to die with claudia HE DIDNT SAVE U LESTAT DID#GASP#me when im in a loustat shipping contest and my opponent is daniel molloy#like ok girl grrrrrr#anyway this show it fucking unbelievable and it is absolutely the best things thats ever happened to me and it did in fact change my life#iwtv s2#amc interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#lestat#lestat lestat lestat lestat#armand#loustat#GIVE THEM THEIR EMMYS NOW !!!!!!! RIGHT FUCKING NOWWWWWW !!!!
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Fluent Freshman - Part 40
PREV
The Winter Banquet.
Where the Spring Championship announcements happen for Collegiate Exy. A formal event meant to allow the ERC to showcase how their stars werenât just brutes on the court. Look at how beautiful and handsome they all were. Look at how they danced together. Look at the smiles and laughter and-
Wait.
No.
Put that down.
Who had the great idea to put the Jackals next to the Terrapins? Things have been tense between the teams since the Captain of the Terrapins stole the Captain of the Jackalâs date during the Fall Banquet!
I thought we all agreed that there would never be any more steak knives! What was the point of paying for all the pre-cut tenderloins if weâre just going to give them steak knives?!Â
Really gotta find an intern to pin this fiasco on.
Oh great the Foxes are leaving! Did we even get a picture of Kevin Day in his suit? Fuck itâs going to be a two intern firing kind of day isnât it.
Someone get an eye on the Ravens before they try and grab some hapless idiot and sacrifice him to revive Riko Moriyama. If thereâs even one more damn tabloid with a blurry photo of âRiko Moriyamaâ to prove that his death was faked then heads will roll.
Honestly, the biopic that some Edgar Allan Film student is making about him seems pretty interesting. The ERC just wishes people would stop taking pics of the âlead actorâ and sending it to tabloids as proof that the King hadnât died.
Fuck, the Foxes left before we got any decent pictures.
Well just great.
Youâd think that after all these years of the Foxes leaving early theyâd have learned that getting pictures as they arrive is the most important thing.Â
Oh thank god it looks like the Trojans are starting to mediate the fight. You can always count on good olâ Jeremy.
Fuck.
A Raven got too close to Jean Moreau and now Jeremy Knox has punched a Backliner. Great. The Trojans have formed ranks around Moreau but the kidâs just too damn tall. Someone has hit him in the head with an especially saucy meatball, heâs not injured, just confused. The Trojans are acting like itâs a gunshot he just took to the head.
The refreshment table just seemed to collapse in on itself and god wasnât that just an allegory for this entire damn evening.
Anita Flores sighs as she watches yet another banquet go down in a riot. Honestly, she doesnât know why they think these will end up differently. She finds herself often missing when she used to coordinate banquets for football teams.
She sighs and thinks about her least favorite interns.
Alex had been getting a bit too cocky lately. Heâd make a good sacrifice.
***
(Three hours earlier)
The Palmetto State Foxes were on their way to the Winter Banquet. From what FF understood it was categorically always a 90% chance of a shitshow. Honestly FF was surprised that the percentage was that low.
There was a general tenseness in the air surrounding it that went beyond the Banquetâs propensity to become a fight.Â
This year the Winter Banquet was going to be held up at the Binghamton Bearcatâs stadium. The nation knew the story from the news and FF knew the story from both that and from the Foxes themselves who were there at the time in bits and pieces.
Captain Neil had been kidnapped from this stadium and then heâd been tortured. FF hadnât even been on the team when it had happened and he was anxious about Captain Neil going anywhere near the stadium.
âHe was justâŚhe was just gone.â Matt had said, âNeil was gone and Kevin said that he was probably dead when Andrew got back with his phone.â He continued as the two of them sat up late in the living room of the dorm one night back in early October.
âI thought Andrew was going to kill me yâknow.â Kevin had said bottle in hand as FF tried to help him up the stairs because apparently he would 100% guarantee vomit if he was in the nausea box. âI thought that maybe I deserved it, since I didnât help Neil. I just let him walk to his death.â He said and despite assurances that he wouldnât puke FFâs shoes did not make it through that journey unscathed.
âWe calledâŚwe called everywhere.â Nicky had stared up at the ceiling of his hospital room, âAndrew was adamant that he was still alive even though Kevin kept saying he was dead and that dead was the nicest thing he could hope for. I thought that was a terrible thing to say.â Nicky curled up closer to him.
âI told you, Andrew dragged me like I was nothing to get to Neil. I donât think he even noticed the guns.â Wymack said to Abby as the two sat on the back porch during Arasâ going away party. âHis eyes were on Neil.â he gestures towards where Andrew was watching Captain Neil wrestle with Matt.
âHe looked like shit.â Aaron had said unable to stomach a diagram of different degrees of burn in his medical book. âAt least he was alive.â He adds.
âA hero.â Andrewâs voice had been what could be considered teasing from Andrew, âSomeone who looks like her.â he had said touching Captain Neilâs burn scars as they drove away from the stadium after coming back to pick FF up.
Captain Neil had come to him the day before they were set to drive out, âTake me somewhere no one will find me for an hour.â FF hadnât quite understood what Captain Neil meant, he never hid anywhere. People just failed to realize where he was.
âOk.â he says instead of trying to explain because being unnoticed means no one hid codes from him.
The roof of the Library wasnât that much different from the roof of the Tower, only that it was taller and bigger. Captain Neil had shut his phone off after texting something, likely to Andrew, and then put it into his pocket.
FF settled on the roof, sat with his back against a heating vent to stay warm. Captain Neil settled next to him and they sat in silence. It felt like back at the start of this where Captain Neil and Andrew would come find him and just sit in silence.Â
It was nice. He had missed-
âThey act like the stadium is the thing that kidnapped me.â Captain Neil says.
Oh okay, quiet time is over apparently.
FF doesnât say anything, figuring that nothing he could say right now would be the right thing and maybe Captain Neil just needs to talk through some stuff.
âThat stadium is where I thought Iâd have my last good memory.â Captain Neil explains, âIâm not scared of it and yet Andrewâs acting like Iâll die if Iâm left alone for more than 2 seconds while weâre there. Every time we go there they all act like the most important thing in the world is that I get on that bus at the end of the night.â Captain Neil explains.
FF does remember how Andrew had grabbed Captain Neil after their October game up in Binghamton. How Captain Neil had complained bitterly but had gone after looking at Andrew.
âHeâs dead!â Captain Neil exclaimed and FF couldnât help but look over at the entrance and hoped no one heard them. âHeâs dead! I watched him get shot! He canât kidnap me again!â Captain Neil continued to yell and FF couldnât help but worry that theyâd be heard below, or worse bother a student trying to study below.
FF reached out and touched Captain Neilâs arm and bright blue eyes turned to him, âWeâre on a library. Donât yell.â FF said and Captain Neil looked at him incredulously.
Then he laughed. He laughed and laughed and FF was worried that heâd gone and broken his Captain.
He suddenly felt bad about his own bout of hysterical laughter a while back.
âThanks Smith.â Captain Neil had said with a smile.
They had sat up there until it was dark and Andrew had started calling FFâs phone and Captain Neil took the call to say he was coming back.
Now theyâre on the bus, dressed nicely, and on their way up to Binghamtonâs stadium. Captain Neil and Andrew are hidden in the far back of the bus with Andrew looking far more like a watchdog than anything else the closer they got to their destination.
Captain Neil had seemed largely resigned to this treatment at this point. Eventually they were at the stadium and shown to their seats. They were sat across from the Trojans and it seemed like the rest of the team was quite pleased with that.
âSmith!â Captain Jeremy Knox is smiling at him, âNice to see you again bud, nice name change too.â he says.
âItâs nice to see you too, Captain Jeremy.â FF says and doesnât notice how Captain Neilâs head whips around to look at him.
âYou two know each other?â Nicky asks looking between the two of them with excitement.
âOf course! We offered Smith a spot at the USC Trojans.â Captain Jeremy says and FF feels his stomach cramp at the memory.
That had been terrifying.
Coach Rheman and Captain Jeremy wanted to sit down to make their offer with his parents. He was still 17 and unable to sign anything legal without their permission. Heâd tried to decline and move past them and Captain Jeremy had put the final nail in the coffin at the time for any thought that he could go to college on the power of his apparent Exy capabilities.
âI saw in your file that you have brothers! USC always gives a second look at student applicants who already have siblings in the university. You could go to school with your brothers!â he had smiled brightly like he wasnât issuing FF one of the most terrifying threats heâd ever heard in his entire life.
He had given the firmest âNo thank you, Iâm not interested in playing Exy in college.â he could and was running to his Grandmaâs to breath into a bag for twenty minutes.
âI see you changed your mind about playing Exy in college.â Captain Jeremy said with the same smile that still feels like a threat.
âCoach Wymack and Captain Dan were convincing.â he says and looks to see if thereâs any way he can move further away from Captain Jeremyâs attention.
âCan I ask what convinced you to be a Fox?â Captain Jeremy asks, âIâm always trying to see what support we should be offering. I found out last year that we missed out on Andrew because we didnât offer spots to Aaron or Nicky. I thought since you had brothers thatâd be the thing that got you.â Captain Jeremy leans across the table but stops when he notices the Foxes all tense. âWhoa, whatâs up?â he asks.
Jean Moreau sighs from next to Captain Jeremy, âNot everyone wants to go to college with their family, Jeremy.â Jean says, âDid it not cross your mind that he changed his entire name?â he asks with a raised brow.
Jeremy blinks, âOh,â he looks at FF, âI guess that wasnât the right thing to offer.â he says leaning back in his chair.
âI guess I should thank you for offering that?â Nicky says wryly before turning to look at FF, âYou look better in orange anyways.â he says.
âThank you Nicky.â FF returns loyally.
The banquet gets started shortly afterwards. Food is served. The bar is opened. People are talking. FF finds himself relaxing the longer the conversations around him go on. Matt is talking with a backliner on the Trojan line named Todd in good cheer. Captain Neil, Kevin, and Jean are all talking about the latest updates with Ichirou in French with the occasional gesture towards FF. Jean Moreau looks at him with a raised eyebrow but gives him a single nod when Captain Neil explains what happened.
Jeremy is chatting with Jack and even Jack was finding it hard to maintain his usual level of rudeness in the face of such unbridled positive energy. Nicky was talking with Katelyn and Alvarez. Aaron was chatting with a fellow med student college athlete who was an offensive dealer.Â
It was shaping up to be a good night.
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#Fluent Freshman AU#Jeremy Knox essentially threatening FF on accident#With a huge smile#Fucking kills me#Winter Banquet getting into full swing#Ya'll know where it's heading but not all the parts that happen#Foxes are on high alert#No one likes Neil being in Binghamton#There was definitely an all-hands meeting about how Neil is not allowed to go anywhere alone#That if a security guard approaches Neil you treat that security guard like an active threat#Nicky just thinks it's Andrew wanting an excuse to hold his BF's hand all night#Andrew: âSmith you're on covert operations. Keep an eye out for threats.â#FF: âAye aye Captain.â#Neil: âOH SO NOW HE'S A CAPTAIN TOO? WHAT'S NEXT?!â#Neil is butt hurt about the whole âCaptain Jeremyâ thing#He could accept it for Dan#But JEREMY?#Neil's gonna need a lot of TLC to get over this betrayal TBFH#In adult news#My closing is next week Friday!#Wooo#I really speedran the whole owning property thing#Thank you bullshit luck#AFTG#AFTG AU#AFTG OC#Andreil#Wow 40 parts on this thing#Still wild#Thanks for joining me on this ride
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#kyogre#weird to think this means we're nearing the end of gen 3. growing ever closer to gen 6 where i'm gonna have to re-source my models#*that's* gonna be rough. but for now y'know we still have a bit to go. it's just weird to see the end of gen 3#i feel likeâ weirdlyâ i never thought it'd get this far. mostly bc i kinda quit this blog for a solid like two years after i first started#it until ONE individual kept going back and reblogging one of its old posts. and then i was like. y'know what. let's bring it back#and then the furret post kinda got it to where it is today. it's no 20k-follower behemoth like realpokemon. not even close. but it's more#eyes on something i'm doing than i've ever had before. so y'know. thanks for sticking with me this long#now i am going to NOT forget primal kyogre and groudon. lemme do those. also this guy is like a postgame fight in rt or whatever
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I'm honestly fully ready to just call my bank and tell them to do a chargeback but i'm giving the college bureaucracy a chance first. But as i said. I don't care who does it and how i get it, those âŹ80 are gonna be back in my bank account by the end of october or so help me
#i didn't even tell youse about the fun i had at the student office#i got there i asked the guy at the counter what's happening with my enrolment process bc it has been on ''process has started'' for a week#and then some. this guy tells me they're testing a bot or whatever that automatically ''starts'' the process when the payment has been#received. so i'm like okay wtf. he goes to check my request manually but i notice he's looking at the one with a page of text#and that's my second request where i explained i want my money back so i go hey hey hey that's actually my refund request#this man goes and asks why i enrolled if i hadn't had all my exam grades marked yet#i look this man in the eye and say ''i wanted to ensure i'd be enrolled on time'' and he goes quiet#because i'm assuming he realised i tried to enrol the very day enrolments opened and here i was two days before they closed in the#student office asking wtf was happening to my enrolment process#so anyway. he goes and tells me i need to cancel my enrolment and enrol again and that he'll forward my refund request but can't#guarantee anything. and i'm like sure fine but now my scholarship page says i don't have to pay anything#so like whatever decision you lot make my bank is gonna know i made a payment i didn't have to make#and that if you refuse to refund me i'm getting a chargeback. so you know.#in any case i did all i could to make sure i was enrolled on time and still had to be on edge bc i had to restart the process two days#before the enrolment period ended. i deserve those âŹ80 and then some
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taehyun ⥠âelleâ photoshoot sketch
#taehyun#kang taehyun#moasource#moacentral#wabisarah#kangtaebins#usersemily#useryeonjuins#tusercelia#usergabz#rosieblr#ayabestie#userfairy#.mine#.gif#<3#gifs#ok im gonna go to sleep now i have more sets to color but my eyes are literally closing rn so i will have to leave them for later </3
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just one more sleep until natsume yuujinchou season seven after a seven-year wait đĽš
#too hyped to fall asleep! but i know!! it will arrive faster if i do the snork shoo mimimi!!!#ok i go close my eyes now#feel like it's gonna be a banging day for shoujo fantasy tomorrow with haigakura starting too#(have not read haigakura)#(but really enjoyed amatsuki)#(so looking forward to it!)
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I'm not gonna lie, Ao3 being down all day feels a lot like the burning of the Library of Alexandria
#fuck you Caesar I never knew you Like That but I feel like I do now and I would have made the 23 stab wounds 24 with Brutus#my nightly routine of reading until my eyes close like a 56 year old woman has been soiled#PHAT kudos to the Ao3 volunteers for working through this shit for like. 14 straight hours though#I'm gonna go full Liam Neeson Taken (2008) on these hackers and beat them with a sock full of rocks#figures the one day I claw myself out of my depression hole to post is the day they choose to shit on my pocket of peace#guess I'll reread my own work to fall asleep to *kicks wall*#a.txt#fingers crossed its up and running by tomorrow cause I wanna post my filth but I refuse to publish it here first
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First kiss <3
#qeyond sucks#birthdaymassacre#beyond birthday#naomi misora#misora massacre#puts them in my mouth and shakes my head like a dog#GOD I LOVE THEM#played with a line filter and OH MY GOD? love it? hope yall like it too >:3c#okay okay okay but the color gradients!!! i see naomi as a purple and B is red of course#and i really wanted them to both be their own colors and have B's red bleeeeeed into naomi and like slowly take over her purple#UGH god#now why does B even have his eyes open in the last you ask? is it cuz hes just a lil weird guy? well kinda#more so its disbelief that a) someone he admires so much is actually giving him real human affection#and b) well i mean hes reminded every single second of everyday that everyone around him is gonna die so hes making sure shes real and#also not going to fucking die by kissing him or something because for real this guy believes hes just cursed and not human#he gets close to ppl and they die horribly ... cough A cough...#anyway enjoy these as you want either way <3#death note#art#q art
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The one who carries the Mushroom Kingdom on her shoulders.
#sorry for the caption being a bit corny...i couldnt think of anything else#i want to explain everything here we would be here for a few minutes lol BUT UH#the basics: peach is poisonous. similar to how poison ivy works (via contacting skin) but uh a bit stronger.#a trait gained from her mom who was toad-adjacent#which is why she wears those gloves everywhere.#Because of this fact she believes she has to do things by herself. anyone who gets too close means she has a higher chance of hurting them#And leads to her just....expelling a lot of bottled shit by herself :) yaaay#i wanted to keep the fact that peach is shown to be very emotional person. both in terms of sadness and anger#shes kind but still flawed.#âim a nervous wreck but no one can know that! They're all counting on me!â#it was weird but fun to draw her eyes...idk if those are gonna be the final colors#well that was also a pragraph of tags WHOOPS#JP&E#super mario bros#mario#princess peach#now if youll excuse me i gotta go regain my strength from all this drawing i did. holy shit#eye strain#body horror#cosmo creates#illustration
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VUX versions! (Patreon)
#My art#SCII#DAX#ZEX#Adding to my own warmup projects for funsies lol#I was curious! And they look cute!#I'm not gonna say the meme is closed Exactly - but considering how close September is coming upon us it might be folded in soon#Having specific examples to go by would probably be helpful anyway lol#Anyway all that when it gets to that point! For now - themst!!#I tried again for a limited palette like their Ghost mockups :) Their pupils are the same dark blue of their uniform rather than black :D#Although ZEX's eye has a couple extra colour-highlights - but look how pretty!#I didn't feel like going back to change DAX's lol next time#The various reds and pinks are probably my favourites :) Those pops! Cute#I have become quite partial to the barely-visible little pink dots at the ends of their head tendrils#Determines directionality as well! I love that kind of thing! Same silhouette but different angle appearance :D#They're all cheating out/downstage but it'd be fun to draw them elsewise another time#Also like how I shined basically everything Except the faces of the medals lol - edges? Yes - Cuffs? Of course - Eyelids and head bumps!#Even their uniform tops! But the gold shiny bits with the flat surface? Sorry I can't read suddenly#Lol#Fun to use the whirly marks for their head tendrils as well haha#I'd like to do more - the rest of the expressions#Even I'm curious how the others will shake out! In pose and face of course but also the others had a human shuffled into the mix lol#He'd not getting the VUX treatment so sorry Captain#Split and combine I suppose haha
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shes just like me fr đ
#i love nene sm shes sooooo <3333#i also made the bg purple not only cause her eyes but also i love ruinene#nene kusanagi#project sekai#proseka#prsk fa#kusanagi nene#will the day ever come where i admit nene is also one of my top faves?#who knows#for now shes just in my faves list#i love her sm tho#yknow its bad when youre listening to her vas songs and not just her in game songs#also oh my god i kinda hated this when i was sketching it but it turned out way better than i expected so yeah trust the process or whateve#nillyart#also also i feel like ive gotten SO MUCH BETTER AT FANART THIS YEAR#i used to be so scared of fanart cause oh my god i just could not draw other peoples characters but omg look at me now!!!!#i think it also helps i dont care as much about canon anymore like no im gonna draw them how they look in my head thankies#typically that is close to canon tho#unless its love live or proseka characters i like to darken their skin cause oh my god <3 they are SO PALE#like girl i barely go outside and IM STILL DARKER THAN YOU#IM SO WHITE#IM 90% IRISH!!!!!#nillyfanart
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ref below
#tko_art#i should sleep#but i'm gonna go play hades cuz I hate hades#looking at this now i'm slowly seeing mistakes so i'm gonna close my eyes#eep#i can't winnnnnnnnnnnnnn#got too lazy doing the hair cuz I wanna be done with this#don't pay attention to the neck#i find side views of the eyeball is so hard for me#i can't figure out the shape#i love doing skin blushes#they're my favorite part#didn't do the earing to lazy hahahaha
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cooking up a rabbit đł
#wip#diy#ooak doll#my art#idk if i should make a tag for this but i'm going to be working on it slowly finally#i've been gathering supplies for months for it bit by bit#i'm not sure what i'm doing but join me on this adventure#first time doing a doll#if it sucks everyone close your eyes and pretend i didn't do anything#now i need to sand it#paint it#varnish it#it's gonna have a material body and be like mixed media overall
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sorry for the spiral just scared
#im better now . sort of#im going to just jump into my media and close my eyes for a while#im gonna delete the other post . and take some deep breaths
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