#god idk why I’m this tired
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There’s more to read, but I started getting eepy an hour before posting time 😭 future me shall resume ~later~… which will either be in a couple hours or 8+ hours, I really have no choice in the matter 🤷♀️
#god idk why I’m this tired#~7 hours should theoretically be enough#I am part cat tho so I really should be aiming for 16 hours a day#rambling before sleepy times
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BUCK IN 4x12 - TREASURE HUNT
#my gifs#911#911 abc#911 4x12#evan buckley#god i am so so tired#idk why i decided to do two from each scene… i’m also stupid#(these are not in order)
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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fast sketch for today💓💓
#god these two are so cute will I ever stop drawing them ????#NO😤😤#anyways I am so tired today😭🙏#woke up at 5am & I’ve drank so much coffee!!#I have a lot of work this afternoon so I wanted to take advantage of my morning#deep cleaned/ran errands/walked the goblins#I’m about to exercise and idk why but I decided I’ve been too lazy about things lately#and I’m pushing myself so much with lifting these days I am SO SORE#(but like the good type of sore)#I just want my thighs to be more muscular 😭😭😭😭😭 lots of squats deadlift bulgarians hip thrust etc etc etc#at least I know by next week I will already see the results 🙏🙏 then I’ll be lazy again until they fade 😭#I have never managed to be obsessive about exercise or really enjoy it I just do the bare minimum to stay healthy#and hopefully my body will thank me as I get older#bc my job is so physical that I really need to take care of things or I could really mess things up for the future#tbh I’ve always noticed that tattoo artists always lift a lot🤝🤝#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting
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platonic and romantic are not some sort of binary that relationships have to be divided into. they’re not even two ends of a linear spectrum. they’re fully just abstract concepts made up of culturally-dependant social behaviour and expectations that are continually forced upon people to reinforce religious, legal, and broader societal/cultural norms, often and repeatedly to the detriment of non-normative groups including, but not limited to, the queer community. and I am sick and tired of those norms being replicated in fucking fandom discourse, of all places
#this is coming from an aroace person#who is not only v autistic which is undoubtedly a contributing factor to this#but I also literally study queerness for a living#idk I saw a post trying to put some superiority onto emphasising platonic relationships over romantic ones#and that’s great!#it definitely counteracts the alloromantic norm!#but god I wish we could move past the concepts entirely#I understand all abstract terms and what have you are literally there to communicate these things#but idk idk#as someone who has to navigate this bs every time I have a close relationship with a non-relative I’m so tired of it#like even in self defined qprs sometimes romance and sex happen!!!! that does not mean it isn’t a qpr/ isn’t platonic !!!!!#why is it if you’re best friends with your romantic partner you have to refer to them using the romantic terms of not alloromanticism#on the same vein expecting aromantic ppl to never want or enjoy any acts or behaviour called “romantic is such bs#like what is romance ? what actions are romantic that cannot also be platonic?#why differentiate relationships so strictly if not for religious/legal/etc regulations and norms#is this perspective called something#there’s no way I’m the only person to have this pov#like is this relationship anarchy ? idek if that’s a term but it’s what comes to mind#aromantism#aroace#aro pride#arospec#qpr#qpr concepts#relationship anarchy
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Does anybody know where I can watch the 2012 Melvin Smarty movie? Been wanting to watch it (for Tyler hoechlin of course) again but I can’t find it free anywhere. I don’t care what laws I have to break to see it.
#tyler hoechlin#Melvin smarty#2012 movies#comedy#where to watch#?#god he’s so pretty#movies#movie search#please#i’m bisexual#AND IT’S FEEDIN TIME#idk im tired#and I need to see someone#with#green eyes#to sleep well tonight#:( sigh#teen wolf#only tagging the show because#I want to somehow imagine a#Sterek au#that fits into this#plot#idk why
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Just got back from seeing Deadpool & Wolverine!! I enjoyed it a lot but the humor was a biiiiit overdone lol
#It was a joke like once every minute and eventually I just got tired of it jfnsnfndn#My roommates saw it with me and they were offended I didn’t like it as much as them lmao#But they just recycled the same three jokes like over and over and over 😭#Also spoiler alert but god PLEASE stop with the multiverse shit I’m so over it#They poked fun at it ofc but the fact that they did it at all!!#I think the thing that bugged me the most was the fact that there were so many references I didn’t get#Bc I didn’t watch the 5000000 other Marvel movies and shows and side series and whatever else#I’d like to walk into a movie with just basic knowledge and be able to get what’s going on#GRANTED it’s Marvel. Idk why I expected anything else.#Anyway it was still good and I still enjoyed it a lot!!#They just laid the jokes on a bit too thick for my tastes#And the multiverse stuff 😔#Shima speaks#Deadpool#Deadpool & Wolverine
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idk what i did to deserve the life i have now
#life is so unfair#i hate living like this#i hate my family#i’m so tired of being treated like this#i’m so sleepy#honk shoo mimimimi#god what the fuck#god why am i being punished#idk what i did wrong#mentally unstable#trauma#i wanna kms#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts
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if you look for a reason to hate someone you’re always going to find it, please for the love of god choose to use your energy on better things
#daniel ricciardo#f1#im so god damn#tired!!!#got home from work wanted to come here immediately hit in the face with discourse / drama FUCKS SAKE#if you hate him so damn much what the fuck ever but don’t fill his tag with your bullshit#and don’t attack people who don’t god#im so over this I love tumblr but its just bringing me down rn its my one sm I actually use and now - idk#joey rambles#why on earth are you using all that effort on hating someone who doesn’t know you exist#WHY?! why are you doing the Most to harass people who DO like him?? ‘I’m allowed my opinion#you are but so is everyone else?????#🫠🫠🫠
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i don’t know how you guys function with less than like 3 hours of sleep every night. i’m literally fighting for my life right now. acid reflux is going INSANE and i am on the brink of death (i have a mild headache)
#there’s also something to be said about being sick/sad when you’re in college#like#the dread has been DREADING recently and idk why#god i’m so tired#jerma save me#save me jerma
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just had an idea. So if anyone has read this fanfic . then I want you to hold onto that thought and what if just yk what if it was Aeon and Nico.
Now this would be how I see Nico in a Mortal high school AU. He’d be this stupidly smart kid that musically talented and would like usually be seen with Reyna, Jason, Apollo, and Leo or someone else. That would be the friend group. Um… I’m like so tired I have a final tomorrow so I can’t think right now. My Spanish brain is on and right now everything looks like mush. I be a native English speaker but Spanish is so much easier than English. I’m sorry I realized I’m just speaking BS. Uh, add any ideas you have! :)
Now for a long needed rest. I think :|
Edit 04/11/24 - @avaetin seeing as this is your Au I would like to ask what you think
#au#pjo#nico di angelo#primordial god! chronos x ananke! nico#idk what im doing#i’m fucking tired#Why am I doing this instead of sleeping?#Actually I think it’s because I was trying to write in my fic. Idk :/
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GODDD getting accommodations at work should not be this fucking hard.
where is my Star Trek utopia where we don’t even have to worry about this ridiculous back-and-forth bureaucracy rife with miscommunications and where people will just be fuckin decent to disabled & chronically ill folks 🫠🫡
#personal#I’m so fucking exhausted#also someone is fuckin lying because how does one person say x action is done and one says it isn’t and they’re supposed to be working#together???? what the fuckkk#anyways today has been a fucking stress whirlwind and I hate it. why can’t we just let disabled and chronically ill ppl EXIST god#I’d like to not be penalized at work for medicallly necessary things and also not have to jump thru 2069682819 fuckin hoops to get that#like hmmmmm maybe we could just try being decent to ppl instead idk just a thought#I’m so tired of the bureaucracy and everyone not communicating at all like !!!! I am Trying My Hardest here can ppl give me a crumb of#cooperation like !!!!! . please#anyways shout out to my new boss for at least being exponentially more gracious accommodating non-bullying and over all more decent than my#old boss lmao 🤪#ok like my new boss is actually pretty cool and I love that I can tell when she’s as fed up and eye rolling as me lol#love having a boss who isn’t an active bully and gaslighter 👍🏻
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#my dad is starting shit with me again and just continuing fights and bringing up shit that has nothing to do with anything#and even when I try to calm the situation he just gets worse and keeps berating me#I want to get out of the house but my partner hasn’t talked to me all day or even checked our message chat#so I don’t want to bother them or just show up without them saying it’s ok#not that they’d have much problem with it probably but if they don’t acknowledge it I don’t want to startle them or something#and idk what if they are mad at me and that’s why they haven’t talked to me today? or if they’re having a bad day too?#they’re not gonna want to deal with my bullshit if they’re not having a good day either#so that’s another problem to contend with#and I’m also really tired and fatigued already because of some recent health issues and just packing my go bag is wearing me out a bit#I don’t really want to pack up the whole car and drive an hour to their house after midnight when I’m already not doing great#so I know I should just stay in my room and get some distance or do my own thing until I fall asleep#but God I just don’t want to be here anymore#tbh I do kinda wanna be dead and I wish I could do something about that#idk if I’m fully suicidal or anything but it’s like… I want to make my dad see how much he needs me and I want to get a fucking break#I want someone to take care of me and worry about me for once instead of giving up everything to him#I wish I killed my self at 16 like I wanted to so I wouldn’t have ever had to deal with any of this bullshit#I sort of wish I could kill myself now just to be done with all of this#but suicide takes too much planning and hassle these days so what’s the point anyway#I guess I’m just depressed and lonely and all that#I’m sure I’ll be fine in the morning#but right now I just really wish I had someone to talk to and cry on and tell me it’ll all get better soon#personal
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this post is not going to be very well planned out so i’d like you all to be niceys to me if i bungle the wording but i feel like the moment people understand that certain forms of bigotry stem from hatred for certain groups but can affect people not belonging to those groups and hurt them just the same is the moment a lot of our conversations about diversity, oppression, and how to combat marginalization stop going so hard in circles and start being productive
#marzi speaks#marzirants#i do think ppl are making progress#but like. with idk misogyny for example. that’s a form of bigotry i know well enough to ramble abt#there are plenty of specific types of bigotry that stem from misogyny. like… the fundamentalist idea of the power heirarchy of a household#yanno the umbrella one. god -> husband -> wife -> kids#this power dynamic leads to a lot of abuse of power which is why so many fundamentalist homes have abusive fathers#the dynamic exists primarily to elevate the man above all others- especially the woman#(children are an oppressed class too but that is a diff conversation from rn)#but it still causes suffering to the children despite it being this way primarily to diminish the woman#hell it can even cause suffering to the man if he ‘fails’ to fulfill that social role of provider#misogyny will be leveled against him and he will have his manhood called into question by his community#and this misogyny is not ‘misdirected’ in this case. it’s working exactly as intended#and once we can start to understand concepts like this esp in the contexts of intersectionality#and how different types of bigotry may look very similar but occur for very different reasons#i think we’ll be able to have much more meaningful conversations about where this bigotry stems from and what pushes it forward#and therefore the best things we can do to combat it#PLEASE REMEMBER I AM IN A WEIRD STATE RN DON’T YELL AT ME IF I GOOFED PLS. LIFE BIG AND I’M TIRED AND SCARED OF EVERYTHING COOL
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sorry just. jesus christ.
#taylor.txt#me: you’re on my case about me needing to communicate with you and i do my best to do that so i need you to communicate with me too#her: i don’t like talking about it when im upset#me: okay but we need to talk about it because i need to know what happened and how i can help and support you if i can#her: but if i talk about it i stop being aloof and mysterious. you can figure it out#????????? no i can’t that’s why i need to talk about it with you#like oh my god. god forbid i say something too deadpan and accidentally convince her im mad at her and then have to spend days soothing her#when like. in reality i’m just tired and feeling sick and focusing on not passing out#but she often laughs about the fact she probably has bipolar or bpd or some kind of personality disorder that she doesn’t want to get#doesn’t want to get diagnosed with.* because she thinks that it makes her more mysterious and quirky#you are not ramona. you are not quirky and cool and stoic. you are stressing me out and demanding i communicate with a brick wall#like idk i do my best to be open and communicate!! doing my best to not run at the first sign of trouble!!#but it just frustrates me that she’s always demanding that i do more of that when she won’t communicate and gets upset for me asking her to
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hit a rough patch processing my gender in the past few days & have been feeling down about not being able to talk about pretty much any aspect of my identity without tacking on seven disclaimers and a vocab quiz 😮💨 wish I could just put the identity crisis on hold until I finish my finals
#personal#a classmate asked me if I had a lover and I said fuck no I’m ace as hell and immediately felt like a Bad Ace™️ even though it was true#can’t just talk about being ace bc that’s aroallo and sex-favorable erasure#can’t just talk about being aro because I also don’t want to fuck#can’t talk about being aroace without explaining the SAM even though I can’t split my own identity bc that’s aroallo AND alloace erasure#can’t talk about sex- or romance-repulsion without clarifying that I’m not judging my friends for having/wanting relationships#can’t pin down my gender with one label so I feel like a fraud using all of them#can’t talk about being socialized female without distancing myself from the first 22 years of my life#can’t be annoyed about being parsed as a butch lesbian because god it was a compliment and it’s not like I’m actually a man right?#but also can’t explain why it’s weird to think of women (or anyone) being attracted to me because that’s? basically homophobic I guess?#idk man I’m just tired#I’ve got so much other stuff on my plate rn it’d be great if This One Thing was easier
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