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I’m a firm believer of the idea that the writers had to get Cas and Dean to stay away from each other as much as possible in season 9, especially after everything that happened before, during, and after their time in Purgatory—like Goodbye Stranger, for example—because if they stayed together, destiel would’ve already been canon.
So just imagine if Gadreel wasn’t a dick who was being used to keep them apart, and they let Cas stay inside the bunker. Cas is human, complete with fresh, new, and intensified human desires. Who’s also canonically in love with Dean, by the way. As for Dean, that motherfucker literally almost confessed in season 8. They wrote an entire subplot about Cas being brainwashed with the intention of breaking him out of it by having Dean confess his feelings towards him. By telling him he loves him.
Do you fucking see where this is headed towards?? THE natural progression of these events??? That the writers had set up and trapped themselves in?????
Human Cas safely staying in the bunker with Dean would’ve been such a perfect environment for more intimate moments between them. And they couldn’t risk that. Dean having to guide Cas through mundane, day-to-day human things he never had to deal with before literally sounds like the plot of a cheesy romantic series I’ve seen. Which makes me wonder about what the hell took place between the night Dean stayed with and took care of Cas after their fight against Ephraim, and the morning when he drove Cas back to work. That was one of the few moments in that season where they could be alone together. And also something that they chose to skip over.
#AND THEN THEY TRY TO TELL ME ITS UNRECIPROCATED????#well#anyway#my hc is that that’s when they watched tombstone together :)#which they both thought wasn’t a date but wished it was#maybe that’s why Cas didn’t immediately rememeber it in s13.#because he didn’t have perfect memory as a human#but he eventually does when Dean mentions the fact that he made him watch it#god I wanna draw them so bad#imagine the tension#thinking thoughts#destiel#destiel meta#deancas#casdean#dean winchester#castiel#dean x castiel#dean is bi#bi dean#spn#supernatural#queernatural#goodbye stranger#heaven can’t wait#tombstone#spn 8x17#spn 9x06#spn 13x06#reiotalks
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gg buddy am I right (ethubs doodle that I don't know what to do with)
#ethubs#Ive wanted to draw ethubs angst for so many days but art block is still hitting hard and this thing has been sitting around for awhile#hey ethubers how did you. survive#last life ethubs upsets me so much make it end#The way after Bdubs dies Etho is trying to justify to himself not having given him a life to begin with rather than#telling him to prove himself#its like he expects the others who are with him to comment on it but they dont. Etho's all "I couldn't have just given it to him you know..#without them asking about it or anything. And Etho just keeps going. god damn it Etho I feel so bad for them#dont even get me started on what Bdubs said to G about Etho grrrr GRRRR I saw that for the first time not long ago GRRRRRR#I still wanna draw proper ethubs though. someday#also the damage to Bdubs' face is supposed to be from the rocket Lizzie shot#does it make sense? No probably not but its an excuse to make him look more dead#tubby art
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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DID IT
im gonna finish the Yengchen novels today
thats the post, i just need to promise to something because I'm stuck in the same chapter "the earth king" for DAYS and there is so little less and i wanna read the second and the Roku book so bad already
#Omg i have so much to talk about#I LOVE IT so much#Not my favorite novel#But really good#the dawn of yangchen#One more book to me to rant about it#And draw#GOD I WANNA DRAW THEM SO BAD
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Oh hey I just remembered I didn't schedule this lol
#god damn i love drawing#i hate these guys tho#mostly that red fella#i wanna [REDACTED] his [REDACTED] until he [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]#i love doing small details. i wanna talk about them so bad#but i feel like if i do it'll give up the interpretation the viewer can have yk#yeah there's a definite meaning. but i like seeing people speculate#what can i say. i love me a theory#cw // eye strain#art#digital art#fanart#eddsworld#ew#eddsworld au#strip/mafia#strip/mafia au#tord ew#tord strip/mafia#tord#red leader ew#red leader strip/mafia#red leader#edd ew#edd strip/mafia#edd#my stupid dog and his ugly wife#jay draws
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a modern prometheus.
#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#oof my art I guess#HELLO HI I COME BEARING CLASSIC LIT FANART#so fuckin proud of this one i can’t even lie#this took me like seven hours truly one of the most intensive pieces I’ve ever done#I love a silly lil mad scientist twink#victor my king please stop messing with forces beyond ur understanding ur gonna give them daddy issues ://#I’m so crazy about this book#truly rotating in my brain 24/7#the art gods possessed me for this one I think idk if I could do that again#but I sure as hell will try#I wanna draw Henry clerval so bad so maybe expect that in the future???#what I post next is an enigma to everyone including me#anyways if anyone needs me I’ll be thinking abt the Themes
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Ok im awake now so i drew some more kinito
#art#my art#digital art#ibispaint art#drawing#ibispaintdrawing#water#beach#surf#Kinito#kinito the axolotl#kinitopet#kinito fanart#fanart#god kinito is so adorable i just wanna squeeze this guy so bad#i love this guy its face is so SOOTHING#augh look at them gooooooo#surf them waves my guy surf em up
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I have like really bad memory and combined with the fact that I haven’t seen TSS origins since it came out has formed into the brainworm that Nightmare was a teenager or at most Very Very Freshly an adult during that entire time
It’s just. The way I remember him is this like, really pathetically petty but still evil enough combination like, most of the time the damage is pretty minimal due to like distractions and unforeseen circumstances but whenever something goes along to his plan it is CATASTROPHIC
Which, I don’t know if you’ve ever encountered a particularly evil but harmless teenager, but that’s pretty much how it ends up going
And then you drag this along with my interpretation of Rainbow fresh out the pod in TSS origins, who is also around the age of teenager to very very new adult and you get 2 little dipshits who probably could get along if they tried but REALLY don’t want to
It’s also just really funny to think that half of their beef is just their teenage beef having had time to stew
#and yes they did make out a bunch while their beef was going on#that one sonic thing#you wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid#okay wait someone needs to draw them like that#I would do it but it’s 4 am and I have an exam in like 12 hours#OH GOD I HAVE AN EXAM IN 12 HOURS#my favourite part of this fandom is that I can just make shit up like this and probably won’t be questioned since the series is so olld#and everyone already branched off into their own interpretations#favremysabre#steve saga#rainbow steve#nightmare steve#nightbow#sins of the forefathers#headcanon
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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything#maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory#and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey#and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all#and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao#idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore#so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol#and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to#and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly#but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.
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The trash drawing is from 2017 or 2018. I just wanted to redraw it to see improvement haha
#anyway. idk im just all batman-y rn lol#and trying to get better at drawing ppl that arent cartoons in uh whatever my cartoony style is lol#well see how long i last before im like. oh god. this looks so bad lol but rn i feel confident in my drawing abilities haha#the riddler#edward nygma#the penguin#oswald cobblepot#gotham#batman#nygmobblepot#i just wanna watch them fight in the street like scrappy alley cats#art#fanart#tw blood
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i hope all of my bmc mutuals think of me not only as your black suits mutual but as your slushpuppies and t4t riends mutual as well ❤️
#i am just assuming that is what i’m known for#i think me being the black suits mutual is a pretty safe bet. considering i am like most of the recent posts in the black suits tag#and also i think im the only one actively drawing them??#who gonna join me in drawing them guys im so alone 💔💔 /sillay#is this cringe guys what if this is cringe i think i have brain worms#like what if you all actually hate me and don’t even like me or think of me at all..#guys is this too severe anxiety to be sharing under a silly post#but anyways sometimes i genuinely believe that all of you are just liking my posts because you like all of the posts on your dash??#because i had a friend once who had a compulsion that made them like every post on their fyp#especially with the mutuals i have a friend crush on ?!#not crush as in like romantic. like i wanna be friends with you so bad oh my god#sorry oh my god i’m YAPPING why did i start venting in the TAGS#the black suits
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Hey, look guys, more art-
HOPE.
I’ve been wanting to draw him like this ever since I first saw him smile, but my will to draw eluded me until now! This started off as a doodle, so, please excuse the messiness. I drew this to de-stress.
“Fire” Red belongs to @creatively-cosmic. They have a blog called @themissingnumbers, which is really good! Go check it out if you want to see more.
[Sketch + Colored Version below the cut!]
#Not my greatest work but it’s what I made :)#Hope you don’t mind the lack in quality- haha#I’ve made better pieces#but I still like this one!#I feel like I’m getting better at drawing his hair lmao-#I just kinda messed around with this one but I really wanted to draw him smiling#Fire smiling makes me happy :)#He deserves to be happy#and I hope I can help him attain that happiness.#Even if my help is the equivalent of Baby Steps lmao#Gotta start somewhere!#I could not find the font used for the hidden text for the life of me#but I found a similar one!#Hope Starry and the Mods are doing well!#And I hope we get to see more Happy/Hopeful Fire in the future :)#His smile is precious-#(Bonus!: Y’know what I really wanna see? Red smiling. And not the creepy wide/crazy/manic smiles he usually has.#I mean a true honest-to-god genuine smile. Now THAT would be a sight for the history books. Red deserves to smile too.#Just like everyone else does.#That might be my next goal aside from befriending Leaf—getting Red to smile.#Is that probably going to be extremely difficult? Oh most definitely! But I think he’s worth the effort.)#(Bonus-Bonus!: I wanna give Red a hug so bad-#but I also feel like he’d bite me or something if I tried :(#Maybe he’d just let it happen? Or cry. Or both—who knows?#Red deserves some gentle treatment. He’s been through a lot too.)#I wonder who I’ll get the will to draw next? Hopefully I’ll do them justice!#Long ahh tags Jesus Christ- Didn’t know I could max them out.#Missing Numbers#Fire Red Yuuji#My Art
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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Fit: What is it boy?
Ramón: I'm going to the void brb ask Dapper if you have any questions
Fit: Ok Ramón, I understand. Just be safe my boy. Alright?
so like i know in reality this is just ramon's admin needing to leave for a bit but not having a good way out of the situation but. im also imagining fit just happily sending his son off to the void with no questions asked and all the other parents staring at him in confusion lmao
#god i wish i could draw people so bad#qsmp#fitmc#qsmp ramon#qsmp clips#i might try doing a sketchier doodle of it idk#def not mspaint doodle those are for funny noncanon ideas i have#so i wanna have them simple as possible#tiggady tags#this is from the funeral stream btw (fits vod is titled day 27)#so funny tho. wishing ur kid well on his trip to the shadow realm#he'll be fiiiinneeee
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Points at you. 10 and/or 11 for starstruck?
Two starstruck asks,,,,,,joy of joys,,
Part of an ask game linked here.
#10. What's an au you have for them?
Since them meeting at all is technically an AU i have 3 different ways that they do meet up. There's the one where Juniper ends up with the agency/adjacent to and ends up working with Reggie (have written a fic with this). The next one is Juniper surviving but basically going stealth and living as normal of a life as he can and ending up meeting Reggie through chance (most recent fic I've written). And then there's my personal favourite where Reginald "You're lucky my tracking skills are still up to snuff" Crane keeping himself busy after Phoenix was MIA and finding Juniper still alive (fic I want to write but haven't started mainly because it may end up multi chapter).
In terms of more AU canon bending taking them and putting them in a completely unrelated situation...I have a guilty pleasure Warrior Cats AU for IEYTD in general. Both JJ and Reggie have perfect warrior cats suffixes in their names already (Juniper and Crane) so they're called Junipersong (charcoal bengal) and Craneflight (tabby Norwegian forest cat). It's very silly but the amount of scenes I have in my mind for it...good lord...
#11. How was their first kiss like?
Augh my friend Imp wrote an absolutely excellent fic about it (tragically in the realm of unfinished Google docs) and I'm shaking their hand about it so hard. Basically Juniper kissing Reggie but he like wasn't ready/fully expecting it and Juniper absolutely panicking because he thinks he's misread every interaction between them both since they got closer. The second one is much sweeter though,,
#realised i phrased all the fics ive written like those ghosts that haunted scrooge#ah yes the fic of starstuck past#the fic of starstruck present and the fic of starstruck yet to come. it's so dumb#and uhh for the warrior cats thing um. of course they aren't purebreds minus Juniper who used to be a kittypet (housecat) but -#- it was moreso for easy description#reggie is fluffy but he's not quite maine coonf fluffy...norwegan forest cat was a nice middle ground...still gets big guy points too#also um side note roxanix in that au um. they adopted a kit as a stand in for robutler in that au......#also solaris is a VERY grumpy warrior turned medicine cat annnnd thats about all I have fully hashed out in my mind for it so far#im so torn abt also having triple threat.....extra large polycule where phoenix is just intimidated by the others prism is dating lmao#ANYWAYS ENOUGH ABOUT THE WARRIOR CATS AU#can you tell I have a special interest in cats/warrior cats. oh how I miss drawing cats. but I must learn people. for the brainworms...ouuu#i don't have much else to say on that second question other than....AUUUUUUGH they're so. there's so much pent up stuff.#like for JJ it's the first time he's let himself actually love another man the way he wants to while for Reggie it's a lot of -#- realising JJ is trying to be a better person while still ackowleging the fact that he did bad??? basically second chance yada yada#man. i love these two#ik im a broken ass reccord but I've never proactively posted abt them outside the last couple months and it's been so theraputic#ty for the ask it was fun :3c#ieytd#starstruck#junicrane#ask game#not tagging them specifically I don't wanna clog up tags too much#god WHY do i have such an issue eith that. mental issue. anyways
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They make running away from the paparazzi look so sexy 🥴
( @sysba 🥰)
#ocs#can I interest you in some galen art in these trying times? jdkskdjfj#it kills me tw galael is smiling straight at the cameras and valen is hiding from her bad decisions loll 😭#jk she likely wasn’t in the mood or just flicking her hair#she loves her bad decision very dearly she would never be embarrassed of him<3#and they’re very good looking too! you won’t catch ugly galael ever they simply don’t exist#made me think of those memes where someone wld try to snap an ugly pic of a dude and he’s smoldering in every single one of them#😭#I would argue that their 0.5 forehead pics on valen’s phone are also pretty#also tiktok girlies were so right about blonde highlights on red hair 10/10 she looks hot and slutty as fuck#anyways I love these clowns they mean a lot to me actually#been a while since I doodled them a finished drawing#have a bunch of wips tho I should finish them bc these blorbos always deserve more art and I miss em#galen#my art#they’re the IT couple fr#put them on a top 5 celebrities of the season article#<<<< now I wanna draw them naked with a fur coat on the cover of a magazine#… 🧍♂️please god I have work to do
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