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the trans agenda
#i just wanna veg out and watch stupid stuff#and draw#nyah#my art#trans#queer#kind of me#comfy#cozy#art#drawing#nsft
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hello rottmnt community. I got a little bit hyperfixated.
#rottmnt#rise of tmnt#rise donnie#rise mikey#rise raph#tmnt donatello#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt raphael#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt michelangelo#rottmnt raphael#what's else??#my god. I hate tags.#they're so nice and cool BUT GODDESS#anyway!!#bred's art#I still find turtles hard to draw but!! hyperfix doesn't care#so I draw.#and draw#brains and brawn
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Rise! Mona Lisa
#she’s anxiety incarnate#my art#fanart#rottmnt#rottmnt mona lisa#mona lisa#tmnt mona lisa#rise season 3#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#when I get sick I watch tmnt as a comfort show#and draw#then this happens#raphael x mona lisa#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt raph#rottmnt raphael
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Tattoo artist reader getting to do all of these on the boys
#i headcanon so many tattoos on the clones#I’m going insane over this idea#I wanna write#and draw#and write#so probably some kind of fic with tattoo artist reader coming soon#x reader#the clone wars
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sweet dream, girls
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I just started working and something tells me that I won’t be able to go through Tickletober 💀
Does anyone has any advice for balancing a working life, a student life and a secret tickle blogger life maintaining a decent sleep schedule and good mental health? No one?
#ellie’s personal life#small rambling#guys I don’t know how I’m going to survive here#this is crazy#why did I start a new university#and also got a part time job#and also continued eith my weekend job?#i wanted to start going to the gym#but i also want to write#and draw#and lately my head is filled with tickle fantasies bc i’m touch starved#please send help
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sum naruto peeps + kirishima djhsjfhdjdf
#naruto#itachi#kakashi#obito#kushina#tsunade#kabuto#haku#kirishima#lee#man im not making up tags for them all#round fox baby#my hard son#tfw i forgot i wasnt supposed to shade the 2nd part dkfhjdhjf#why did i do that#my art#ive done no work today lol#theyre paying me to cry over naruto’#and draw#lmaooooo
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sorry this is so poorly drawn
#brawl stars#brawl stars fanart#brawl stars art#brawl stars gray#brawl stars mortis#mortis x gray#gray x mortis#deadsilent#it would've looked better if I wasn't like half asleep#but yeah deadsilent finally after so long#the only two i gaf about#and draw#omg😭
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I was taught the interface of ZBrush recently and I went feral, I have yet to actually be taught how to sculpt and grew inpatient, so I winged XD
Thus I’ve made a Meau head sculpt in the mean time, gonna tackle her ears tomorrow ;3
#I can model#animate#and draw#no god can challenge me AHAHAHAHAHA#ancient mew#mew#pokemon#mew pokemon#the ancient mew#pokémon mew
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transformers is the most insidious drug i have ever taken
#i CANNOT#OH MY GOD#EVERY TIME I#I#I WATCH#AND DRAW#IIIIIIIIIIIIII#i knew i shouldn't have come back. it was for my own good.#TRANSFOR#This is so bad for me#Literally dropping out of residency to get more dopamine from transformers#please help me#A literal transformers crack addict#I CAN'T STOP IT#I JUST WANT TO DRAW TRANSFORMERS ALL DAY#I'M RUINING MY LIFE OVER ROBOTS#what is wrong with me#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I'M NOT MEANT FOR THE REAL WORLD#NOTHING PRODUCES AS MUCH DOPAMINE AS WHEN I AM DRAWING/ANIMATING TRANSFORMERS#i'm going to pass out omfg I have not felt so much dopamine since transformers.#my life is screwed but it's okay. I have transformers.#This is literally an addiction because it's negatively impacting my ability to function in society with a job#I have no idea how to stop it but is it so bad if it creates and makes things people enjoy consuming even to my detriment#I'M RUINING MY FUCKING LUIFE OVER A CARTOON I HATE MYSELF#the only reason i started doing things with my life was because i forced myself to stop doing transformers#but who am i without transformers#i wouldnt be who i ma today without it#bout to pass out wtf so much dopamine its making me nauseous#better this than feeling suicidal every single day in residency neurosurgery. i hated feeling that way all day
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Hi <3 I just wanted to reach out and wish you all the strength and comfort in the world as you navigate this difficult time. Your writing brings so much joy to readers like me, and I hope you’re surrounded by support and love.
If you don’t mind, could you share a bit more about Yohan's thoughts in "Thou Shalt Not Covet"? I’m intrigued by your take on him as someone with darker thoughts and sides, and I’d love to understand your perspective. (you previously mentioned that he had not-so-nice thoughts, which intrigues me greatly! and i wanted to ask if u could talk a little more about them)
Thank you for all the effort you put into your stories, they’re truly inspiring!
Thank you so much 💜 Admittedly, things are still pretty rough. I keep feeling stressed and disoriented and that just adds to the overall exhaustion I'm already struggling with. But I'll get through it eventually. I always do :)
As for Yo Han and his thoughts during Thou Shalt Not Covet?
WELL.
He's a right bastard, that's what he is x'D I mean, aside from the more obvious things he does to Ga On? Like taking his phone away — which is Ga On's only way of getting a taxi AND calling someone for help should the situation escalate — more or less blocking the door to keep Ga On from leaving, and interrupting whenever Ga On tries to speak?
As if that's not enough, Yo Han also does a lot of subtle manipulations to make sure that he maintains the upper hand and that Ga On is easier to nudge in the direction Yo Han wants him. Because while Yo Han starts out confused, unsure of what's going on, he soon realises that a) Ga On is now aware of the attraction between them, b) Ga On is very insecure about said attraction, c) Ga On is unhappy with Yo Han's commitment to their attraction, and d) Ga On is outright jealous.
And that's something Yo Han can work with.
Because this is Yo Han from around episode 10 of the drama and he's not a kind or considerate man at that point in time. So while he does give both himself and Ga On what they want in the end, make no mistake — the way he goes about it is problematic.
Aside from the aforementioned physical ways Yo Han is directing the situation, he also bluntly says: "Yes, I did have sex with him." And that right there? That's him trying to throw Ga On off balance. He wants to keep Ga On in a heightened emotional state so that he's easier to manipulate. And sure, while they both want the thing Yo Han is aiming for with his manipulations, that's still a red flag. Because Yo Han doesn't have to take that route. He could be much more understanding and gentle.
But he chooses not to be.
And the main reason for that is that Yo Han still has limits to how far he's willing to go — and how much of his own pride he's willing to forsake in order to keep Ga On with him. He chose to follow Ga On back to his room, sure — which I agree is pretty monumental — but he's not giving an inch until he's sure he's actually going to be gaining something from it. He keeps asking Ga On questions, figuring the situation out, then basically launches an attack to discombobulate and convince Ga On to give a relationship a try. During the majority of that conversation, Yo Han is intentionally making Ga On more desperate because he knows that'll make Ga On more likely to succumb.
And the fact that Yo Han wants Ga On to succumb isn't just because he cares about him and wants to smooch him — far from it. Because this is Yo Han and, naturally, he's already thought through every scenario and reached the conclusion that, hey, being in a relationship with Ga On will probably be beneficial for his revenge plot because it'll tie Ga On to him more firmly. It'll make Ga On less likely to leave and Ga On is very useful to Yo Han.
(not to mention that Yo Han wants to own every tiny fraction of Ga On's body, heart, and soul)
Starting a relationship with Ga On is a good strategic move, in other words.
It's a tactical decision more so than it's an emotional one.
And, in a similar vein, Yo Han would have chosen not to pursue Ga On if he'd reached the conclusion that it would risk his plans. Because, at this point in the drama, in Yo Han's mind, Ga On — and Yo Han's own desires — are below his revenge on his list of priorities. If their relationship jeopardised his plans, he'd end it. Without hesitation.
So while it may seem pretty romantic that Yo Han follows Ga On to his room and asks him those questions that prove just how many exceptions Yo Han has made for him, you gotta remember that nothing Yo Han does is accidental. He knows just what to say to make Ga On more dependent on him and, when you look at everything he said? Yo Han never once mentioned his own emotions. It was all Ga On reading between the lines and giving Yo Han the benefit of the doubt. He even dodges Ga On's attempt to trap him with the "What do you want it to be?" question by turning it on Ga On, asking if he hasn't figured it out yet.
Not once does Yo Han give an actual verbal answer — he just asks questions and allows Ga On to fill in the blanks.
Because Yo Han knows that he's made Ga On desperate enough that Ga On will fill those empty spaces with what appeals to him the most. By not offering any words himself, Ga On will add the ones he wants to hear instead — and they'll be sweeter, more emotional, more romantic — without Yo Han having to do a thing or surrendering any more of his pride by actually admitting to caring about Ga On.
Ga On does it all by himself.
That doesn't make the emotions any less true — Yo Han does care about Ga On a great deal — but he's not willing to say it at this point in their relationship. He's not willing to leave himself vulnerable or at Ga On's mercy. Because, deep down, Yo Han isn't ready for that kind of commitment, nor does he feel that level of trust towards Ga On.
So, instead, Yo Han makes sure to remain in charge during that whole conversation and uses every trick in the book to manipulate Ga On to his liking.
And sure, that may sound harsh, but that's who Yo Han is. If you look at the drama, that's how he behaves. He is this much of an asshole. He would use Ga On's emotions against him and exploit every weakness he can spot, just to get what he wants.
He's just lucky that, this time, Ga On wants the same thing.
That's not to say that Yo Han comes out of this unscathed, by the way. He thinks he has, being all aloof and untouchable, not realising that he's put himself in quite the pickle once they actually start growing even closer, both physically and emotionally. Which they'll do much quicker than in canon.
Because suddenly Yo Han will be getting fond little kisses whenever Ga On is near. And soft, warm smiles whenever Yo Han does something that makes Ga On happy. And he'll find out what sounds Ga On makes when he's so overwhelmed by pleasure that he can't even form words anymore. And he'll be struck dumb by how angelic Ga On looks in the mornings, sleeping peacefully next to Yo Han.
In short: Yo Han is doomed.
He'd soften a lot quicker than in the drama and his priorities might start shifting without him noticing. Because we all know he's helpless against Ga On's doe eyes and, sooner or later, he'll become that sappy, lovesick old man we all know and love.
So sure, Yo Han is abusive and toxic during this fic — which I don't think should be forgotten or excused — but he's also given Ga On the opening to manipulate him back. And while Ga On won't do it knowingly, Yo Han still won't stand a chance.
And I don't know about you, but I love that for him.
Yo Han won't know what hit him until it's already too late and then his only option is to accept his fate and love and cherish Ga On for the rest of their lives.
A+ scheming there, Mr. Abyss.
That didn't backfire on you at all.
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#Thou Shalt Not Covet#I admit that sometimes I really don't want to get into Yo Han's head#Because it's not a pretty place#And his viciousness goes against my own instincts a lot of the time#But I try to respect his thoughts as much as I can#Because that's how I can keep him as in character as possible#But I would be lying if I said it's not terribly exhausting sometimes#Because he's so goddamn mean x'D#Anyhow#The friends who were visiting have gone home now#So I'm going to try and reply to all the asks I've gotten#And maybe comments#But I also need to edit stuff#But I also want to write#And draw#And read#I'm definitely going to exhaust myself in other words#Because I'm feeling stressed and behind schedule#And there's the funeral next week too#Goddammit
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International Moment of Frustration Scream Day
Poor Kris, they deserve the chance to celebrate this holiday.
It's also Chess Day.
You know what's giving me frustration (besides homework) right now?
Trying to design Sans and Papyrus's mother and it just looks like I put Papyrus in a dress. How do you draw skeletons? This is for my Uncle Gaster au idea by the way. If you want to know more, send me an ask. You can send me an ask about anything, really. Please?
#deltarune#susie deltarune#kris dreemurr#my art#holidays#reasons to celebrate#uncle gaster au#oh my gosh I come off as desperate don't I?#sorry I just like getting asks#It gives me an excuse to ramble#and draw
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All my beloved strollonso mutuals have such cool aus!!! The pookie au, the first kiss au etc.
And all I have is. Cat. Lance.
Meow.
#IVE STARTED WRITING IT OUT#ive never written before but#cat lance agenda has got to my brain#so i need#to write#and draw#strollonso
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Finally
Im finally free
I can finally stop worrying about stuff for school and such
I can finally have some time to really chill out and do things I wanna do
IM FREEEEEEEEEEE
#glitchyko#random talk#glitchyko ramble#glitchyko rambles#random ramble#rambling#ramblings#artists on tumblr#FREEDOM IS MINE#WOOOOOOO#god I’m so tired#I need a nap#I have so much I wanna say#and draw#so much to say and draw#dear god#summer break I missed you so much#aaaaaaaaaaaa
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The number of wavs and video reblogs I have amassed in my drafts over this holiday is substantial lol
I'm gonna masturbate so much the second I am back in my own bedroom 😤
#i have jerked off a few more times in the past week but I'm craving an actual hours long session#and not just the odd nut to get me through the day lmao#also....i so badly want to write fic#and draw#that will have to wait until the end of August#also also also#obligatory sorry for not getting back to messages#i'm sure nobody really cares but i care so yeah sorry again#it's been months for some DMs.....🙃 genuinely. my bad#nttalks
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