#fucking leave atp
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vent under the cut i'm a little silly rn lol - idia
bro i'm fucking. i feel like i can't say shit if ti's not happy bc someone fucking gets mad at us and/or blames us and i'm fucking tired of it and i feel unwanted as shit & i feel unimportant & just. fuck man i almost wanna run away and start off somewhere completely new or just not exist at all - idia
#- idia xx#arcadian chats#arcadian vents#arcadian rants#i hate feeling like i'm hated bro!!!!#i can't trust people for jack shit rn#watch me either mask & just be all happy go lucky all the time or just#fucking leave atp#i feel like total shit bro#i just wanna like. be able to rant & vent without people taking shit the wrong way all the time#i wanna be able to have people tell me when i go too fucking far instead of staying quiet#i wanna be able to make mistakes without being fucking CRUCIFIED for them#i'm so. god#sorry. i'm done now
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im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?
#at this point im just running all scenarios in my mind and spilling all my thoughts about them into the ether#i swear i am not fine#they kiss nandor blurts out i love you please dont ever leave me please dont die#and they share their feelings while kissing and bang against that very wall while telling the other how much they mean to them#nandor expecially is a flood of YOURE SO AMAZING GUILLERMO I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE#im going INSANE over them hahahaha#guillermo is too stunned and enjoying the physical sensation to be so close to nandor and to see nandor be so vulnerable#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#atp im just saying whatever insane shit is passing through my head at any given moment. but thats what tumblr is for basically you will#forgive me about it. i just am a very physical person and i think a physical moment is always very good to unfuck a totally fucked dynamic#like talking of course would be preferrable but these two have so much shit under the bridge#that theyre sort of stuck in this ‘the love is requited they are just idiots’ cycle#annnnyway#bye#some messy liveblog tag#comment#*
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just found out that ot6 briize mightve doxxed sungchans family and then moved on to wonbin, anton, and sohee the next day cause they were smiling the most during the announcement of their ot7 performance in japan AND THEN theyre targeting to get anton kicked out of the group because of his “large nose”, because hes a nepobaby, and because hes american?? we’re so fucked😐
#ೀ seokkiez#literally what the fuck#i feel like they want riize to disband atp because what#theyre only doing this because they think they’ll get what they after seunghans leave#ITS ALL SMS FAULT#this wouldnt be happening IF SM WASNT SO FUCKING TRASH#dear lord im going to jump#rii7e#seunghan#riize#anton#sohee#sungchan#wonbin
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I'm already seeing people scream "media illiteracy" at people who rightfully call out Caitlyn's character and what they did with her.
just because you scrape together some sort of sense out of your own head doesn't actually mean it's in the show. The tiny stuff we got was NOT enough. Not for her literally turning full on dictator, and may I remind you USING A CHEMICAL WEAPON AGAINST PEOPLE OF ZAUN.
She hit Vi and that in itself should have been addressed SO FAST. but no, upon them reuniting Caitlyn gets to HIT HER AGAIN. And no it doesn't matter to me that "iT wAs tHeIr pLan" shut the fuck up. They did not talk about anything, Vi was just fine with it, it's so idiotic.
Not only that but they also made a joke out of Vi in that situation? I'm sorry and maybe I'm alone in this but I don't find Vi malnourished, with an alcohol addiction and obvious struggles funny??? The writers were SO insensitive about that I really do NOT care.
"oh but she went against ambessa in that one scene"
she also threatened to put Singed into the deepest, darkest torture dungeons like I do not care that she used her words, where were her actions?
"oh but they showed her and Ambessa devided by light in that one scene"
I'm not even gonna HUMOR this one.
"oh but she-"
NO.
I'm hoping and PRAYING for act 3 to get its shit together so I guess we'll see more tomorrow.
#just ugh#atp people try to find anything and for WHAT#like please#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#caitvi#vi#caitlyn kiramman#arcane act 3#act 3 better actually fucking address this shit oh my GOD#atp I'll probably ignore anything about that and just enjoy their sex scene and then leave it be or something#fix it fics save me
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Local adult proshipper infamously hates badly behaved children.
More at 12.
#no but seriously if i irk you so much you are free to leave#nobody is keeping you here#block me and scoot along#because rn youre just proving my point#i explicitly stated what kinda kids i comsider brats#either you know youre one of them atp or you think there should be some child rebellion to boot adults off the internet#and frankly#you can fuck off#in your defense of yourself you are merely proving why i dislike ill mannered brats#now follow the proship code#block me#and go away#thank you#proshippers against censorship#jackal barks#proship please interact#proshippers please interact#proship positivity#proship#proshipper safe#proshipping#proshipper#anti anti
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"Did I ever tell you about my Omega casino run in with the Blue Suns, Eclipse, and the Blood Pack Vorcha mafia? Five thousand credits and a bottle of whiskey?"
Ft. Staff Cmdr. Kaidan Alenko, Operations Chief Ashley Williams, Zaeed Massani, & Seven. Dominik Shepard. Phoebus. MIRA'S MORE CANON ME1.5 "Are you Phoebus?" AKA: Pt. 1 of some of what happens between ME1 and ME2 with the Vorcha mafia storyline. :) Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#dominik shepard#kaidan alenko#ashley williams#zaeed massani#mass effect#morecanonmasseffect#mass effect legendary edition#me#dailygaming#tw: gore#hi my name is mira and i like making very large gifsets of my blorbos :)#i made myself a little bit sad thinking of what the gang was getting up to when soph is dead during me1 and me2 but VORCHA MAFIA BABY#this is close enough to something i was working through in my noggin lmao#i think kaidan gets word from hackett that something went to shit out on omega with soph being out of the shade game#he ropes ash into it and zaeed takes leave from his n7 adjunct position on earth to come help too when he hears it’s vorcha mafia related :#as for sad times in my head i decided that zaeed is the one who goes to alchera and grabs all of soph’s guns when the normandy goes down :)#they’re all busted to shit so he takes all the time to fix them and remod them like she would have :) and he keeps her cobra :)#since she almost killed him with it when they first met :) he gives her widow to kaidan :) it’s the one he uses in the gifs :)#and he gives ash her valkyrie which is the one she picked up and started modding after he got dropped off at the villa to be with regis :)#i thought it would be fun if dom showed up to protect them after separating from cerbie but no one *knows* it’s dom :)#since he’s using an alias atp and he wants to protect them for soph since he’s starting to remember shit and that’s all he can do for her :#in my noggin he’s either wearing a mask or never takes his helmet off since they’re identical but i was not fucking with that in game lmao#i also think zaeed is the one who catches onto him and leads the rest of the group toward him with his contacts he still has on station :)#i think dom is tracking the vorcha mafia. part of me says everything just clicks into place right after he gives soph’s body to cerbie#and then everything rushes back at once for him and he heads to omega to start picking up where she left off before she was on the normandy#he honestly might be what hackett gives kaidan the heads up about. undecided. i’m still noodling :) but this was fun to conceptualize :)#i’m excited to pen this in the future! :) it needs more noodling :) for everyone honestly lol#my one final thought is that i do think kaidan picks up some of soph’s anger habits after she dies. i don’t think he does well at first#have a good day wherever you are friend as always!! 💙💙
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forever hilarious to me that tennis is promoted as this prestigious highbrow big-brain sport when most tennis fans these days are like. yeah this is my favorite player. yeah i don't know why they're like that. yes they are stupid. no i will not choose somebody else.
#wta tennis#atp tennis#i feel like the era of...shall we say 'federer-esque' players is waning#which i think can in part be related to the loss of the one-handed-backhand#as the sport moves more toward a necessity for fitness and athleticism players do not put as much emphasis on 'art'#which imo is fine! i think the 'art' of tennis is too protected in some ways. which i maybe will expand on later.#but i think it's too much for the tags of a (mostly) silly post#but yeah you can hear a lot of commentators touch on it#i know nadal even said something abt it recently(ish)#but i think as tennis is gradually less associated with this abstract 'image' (e.g. the obsession with federer's 'grace' and 'class')#players are coming in thinking 'this is a physical battle and i am going to win' and very much leaning into the *competition*#which not to say that they're ignoring/denying the mental aspects at all because i actually do think many players are very strategic/aware#and in truth i think many tennis players ARE actually very smart#but i also think it's less apparent because more and more players are able to just hit the shit out of the ball and call it a day#which leaves you with the occasional shot/point/game/set/match etc where it seems like they don't know what the fuck they're doing#but you think about most sports which evolve in phases#it's very normal for certain player profiles to become more or less popular as the landscape of the sport changes#or as new techniques/strategies are developed#or as new communities/populations become interested!#extreme example but think of like. high jump's fosbury flop. that was one guy!#one guy who changed the entire fucking sport! so it makes perfect sense that tennis is continuing to evolve#given how many unique players have come and gone#and how much the sport is changing externally as well as internally#anyways. this got out of hand but i love sports and i love tennis and i love my brainless players.#this whole post was inspired by rewatching sabalenka v boulter and aryna completely missed an overhead by like five feet. lol#love her <3
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i think we need to put fujimoto into a maximum security prison
#what the fuck did i just see.#again i don’t even read csm regularly but there’s NOOOOO way this is where we’re at rn#barem when i GET my mf hands on you#atp? the easiest way out for denji would be to die#like i’m sorry lmao but they keep making my boy suffer LEAVE HIM ALONEEEEEE#first the absolute MESS that was csm167#now this. fujimoto what is your problem#why are you like this#csm#chainsaw man#csm 170#denji#nayuta#barem bridge#KILL HIM!!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️
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Sorry for all the ventposting it's just that I'm fucking miserable and no one really loves me enough to stay
#the fag speaks#Breakuposting#Just waiting for Dean to leave tbh. They're the only one I have left atp#Bc Digby is gone & idk how much I can trust [REDACTED]#Alli hasn't fucking texted me back in like 2 weeks#And I'm not super close with anyone else#So my close support system is. 1 person rn!#And don't get me wrong I love him more than anything#But. You Should Have More People In Your Support System!!!#There's a ton of people i wanna get closer with#Maybe I should just make a gc and throw everyone I wanna talk to more in there#/hi#Anyways. Tag ramble over sorry.
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Lazy illiterate fat idiot just eats my food, sleeps on my lap and stares at Jensen Ackles all day
#Me to myself because she is literally just like me frl#HAHA NO IM NOTHING LIKE THAT HAHA#I am#I am though#what do I do on my days off? I scroll through pinterest and stare longingly at Dean Winchester pins#Like how else do I spend it shut up leave me alone#<- me to myself#that should be it's own tag atp#spn#this fat fucking cat
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can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless
#sorry to be so fatalistic on main i just have zero faith in the american public atp#i just rly wanted to believe that more americans couldve used this opportunity to prove to the rest of the world that we arent all a bunch#of sensationalist/conspiracy-driven/aggressively braindead/violent/bigoted alt-right lunatics#& i never had much faith in kamala & walz to begin with obviously im incredibly cynical towards these status quo gatekeepers and the#downright impotence of the neoliberal democratic party#but this wouldve been an easy swerve away from dozens MORE of horrible awful inhumane policies that will ultimately vanquish#the quality of life for the entire american working class like myself and our already pisspoor education system and our lousy#climate change policies and impossible living standards#but no unfortunately there is no way in hell for americans to prove even a modicum of intelligence or worth we're all basically suicidal#and despite my own immense yank bashing tendencies and complete disdain for our government i really wanted this country & my ppl to defy#our own reputation of being so fucking stupid and backwards i really did. in the tiniest little place of my heart was legitimate hope#& a tiny bit of patriotism thats now been squashed completely & this was just another large-scale international humiliation that we legit#voted that guy BACK IN after everything that has happened the last four even eight years. its unbelievable.#again obviously i dont like kamala but it still wouldve been a grand opportunity to stall against what the gop is already destroying#and with push and shove we could have made slight progress forward as a country and try to protect our social programs#be it as flawed as they are and with enough support we could have strengthened them a little. make drugs less expensive. continue forward#with clean energy decreasing our use of fossil fuels even more.#protect our education system so the up and coming generations could receive higher standards of learning than what the rest of us had#NO ABSOLUTELY NOT. im too poor to continue living here and im too poor to fucking leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY THIS WAS EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY LONG THANK U FOR READING IF U DID MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE MUSH RIGHT NOW SO I DONT KNOW HOW#INTELLIGIBLE THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE#and if this makes anyone mad @ all then ill just delete it cuz by god i dont need more grief and self hatred !#txt
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Wait a minute, they hired someone else to write the end of Good Omens ? I thought they at least kept NG for Terry's sake.
Gosh.
You know what ? I think I will go to sleep and wake up in a century or so.
G'night y'all 🚶♀️➡️🚪
#perfect time for a sleeping beauty nap#just leave me alone#its just a nightmare atp#dont get me wrong im not crying bc NG isnt the writer im crying because the end could be not the same as Terry and him planned/wrote 35y ag#good omens#gomens#good omens fandom#fuck you gaiman#fuck you amazon too
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Ngl with you bubs, I can't help but imagine the reason you're subjected to such asshole anons on a daily basis is because of the fandom you're in. I've been in anime fandoms like BSD that are considered toxic but this Monkie Kid fandom feels incredibly awful, and I imagine it's because the show is aimed for a children's audience, so the adults in it are assholes that like to act childishly and attack for no reason. I'm not even in this fandom but it's filled with so much toxicity, it's insane. You cannot even express your opinion because people will want to attack you, it's gross and I wish you the best while you're still in it :(
You're not wrong, Jiro. I really, really regret joining this fandom. I hate it so much, but I love Monkie Kid. I like the show, I wanna make friends for it, but it seems like every single one I try to make is some sort of jerk or some shit always happens
I wished I hadn't picked up this show, and I wish I hadn't decided to write for it. The people in this fandom are the absolute worst, I hate it ☹️ it sucks that LMK is my comfort show because holy fucking shit the people in here are assholes
Jiro don't make the mistake I did avoid this fandom if you can 😭😭😭😭 DON'T WATCH LEGO MONKIE KID
#ㅤㅤㅤໂ♥︎̼̻𓈒ིུ𖥨᩠ׄ݁ field of flowers 🌸#jiro fanmail#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#“oh it's not that bad” no you're right it's the WORST#I never hate fandoms but lmk is an exception#when i leave i don't ever wanna come backh#it's literally so bad I don't bother recommending it to my other friends atp#fuck this fandom
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haha maybe one of the primary reasons that harry finally goes to therapy after the game (41st being a busy station, and harry not remembering a single thing, and kim transferring might not help too much with leaving everyone with a ton of free time) is how he realizes how much hes started idolizing kim. his own innocence right in front of him. staring up at him like he did a broken stained glass windown not so long ago. maybe his final push to prioritize getting therapy, not letting this all too familiar feeling take him over again. he might not remember exactly but hes seen what it resulted in first hand, hes experienced it.
third times the charm, this time it might completely tear both of them down, untill there is nothing left. there is remnants of the previous two times within him and jean and in a bit of everyone around them. harrys bearly starting to connect the dots of his previous life but he knows for certain it would be the last time if he spirals into this obsession again.
(i like to think that a bit after jean and harry met and became partners at 41st, they dated for like a month max. harry was still reacently recovering from the breakup with dora and jean was there as a sort of savior from that. right person wrong time sort of thing ig? then broke up after realizing how fucking bad it was for both of them. maybe they still might be a bit bitter it didnt work out and maybe they still want it to but in the end it was better (not by much) for eveyone like this)
the ending where kim joins 41st (ive only played that one so far and havent watched any of the others yet, but man its been living in my head rent free) is such a catalyst for change within 41st. one of the top detectives from an other station is already going to be such a big help to lessen the stress and workload for the others already there. kims arrival, and harry seeking therapy (hopefully jean too that bitch needs it a shit ton too), it gives the whole station time to breath, to truly catch a break. with a slightly lessened work load on each of the members, they have time to focus on things other then work, to not have to drink themselves into amnesia on the job (*cough cough* harry- but imo jean and the others just as much, theyre more responsible on the job but its hard as fuck on them too, especially with harry pre game)
within time, lots of time, they can all grow close again, harry can get to know each of them over again and things can not just go back to the way they were but better
thats what i wanna think anyway, pls just let then be happy oml
anyway thats all i wrote this at 2 am pls dont mind if its fucked lmaoo
#slightly horrified of watching or playing any of the other endings#this is how i keep myself somewhat sane#theyre happy and theyre doing great and are all going to get better and theyre fine and#thinking ab this is the only thing keeping me alive atp after the game#anyway ya#dumping my thoughts into the void at 2am#disco elysium#harrier du bois#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#jean vicquemare#de#theyre all ive been able to think ab i hate them#ALSO FUCKING DOLORES DEI#been thinking ab her too#inspired by a post i saw a couple days ago thats been just in my brain. it wont leave#ill find it then reblog it after posting this
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idk if they're spam or not, but PLEASE STOP SENDING ME SIGNAL BOOST ASKS.
i have no job, less than 200 followers & am living w my abusers. i don't have any means to help Myself, much less anybody else.
i barely fucking come on here anymore bc of how depressed/suicidal i am zapping all my energy please fucking leave me alone stop fueling my intrusive thoughts abt me being useless & living being pointless bc of how awful everything is holy shit
#mine#important#DONT send me a pitying ask i don't want/need reassurance just stop fucking sending me calls to action#i literally come here to vent atp. that's it. i barely even scroll my dash. i cannot help you leave me alone
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LMAOOOOO Clem you're back into the dsmp? do you remember being like 'that was a dark time I'll never return to...' and then you were like 'okay I'm rereading the fanfic just because its so good though..' and now were here. you can never truly stop thinking about those little guys.
LEAVE ME ALONEEEE I HATE YOU. yknow what? its fine. that means i got over my internalized dsmphobia.
#seeing this after logging off ao3 and reading 1247141947219842718947128 dsmp fics. leave me alone im just a girl#atp my life is so overwhelming that dsmp has legitmately become a comfort fandom now.#you would NEVER catch me saying that in 2022 when i left originally#idk guys. i just miss when life was simpler#also cclingy. i jsust cant get them out of my brain unforuntately.#no bcuz i just. out of the blue posted two cclingy posts#bcuz i still love dem. always have only thing i still cared abt when leaving the fandom#and they both got a considerable amount of notes and i was like woah ok#cue scrolling through the tag#cue FALLING DOWN THE FUCKING RABBIT HOLE AGAIN#im back in the fucking building again#all because i reread passerine this passing may.#and also im rewatching the dsmp#as much as one can in these trying times (vods/videos being taken down)#and im at the oct 16 festival SOMEONE SEDATE ME FR
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