#fucking leave atp
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vent under the cut i'm a little silly rn lol - idia
bro i'm fucking. i feel like i can't say shit if ti's not happy bc someone fucking gets mad at us and/or blames us and i'm fucking tired of it and i feel unwanted as shit & i feel unimportant & just. fuck man i almost wanna run away and start off somewhere completely new or just not exist at all - idia
#- idia xx#arcadian chats#arcadian vents#arcadian rants#i hate feeling like i'm hated bro!!!!#i can't trust people for jack shit rn#watch me either mask & just be all happy go lucky all the time or just#fucking leave atp#i feel like total shit bro#i just wanna like. be able to rant & vent without people taking shit the wrong way all the time#i wanna be able to have people tell me when i go too fucking far instead of staying quiet#i wanna be able to make mistakes without being fucking CRUCIFIED for them#i'm so. god#sorry. i'm done now
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im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?
#at this point im just running all scenarios in my mind and spilling all my thoughts about them into the ether#i swear i am not fine#they kiss nandor blurts out i love you please dont ever leave me please dont die#and they share their feelings while kissing and bang against that very wall while telling the other how much they mean to them#nandor expecially is a flood of YOURE SO AMAZING GUILLERMO I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE#im going INSANE over them hahahaha#guillermo is too stunned and enjoying the physical sensation to be so close to nandor and to see nandor be so vulnerable#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#atp im just saying whatever insane shit is passing through my head at any given moment. but thats what tumblr is for basically you will#forgive me about it. i just am a very physical person and i think a physical moment is always very good to unfuck a totally fucked dynamic#like talking of course would be preferrable but these two have so much shit under the bridge#that theyre sort of stuck in this ‘the love is requited they are just idiots’ cycle#annnnyway#bye#some messy liveblog tag#comment#*
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just found out that ot6 briize mightve doxxed sungchans family and then moved on to wonbin, anton, and sohee the next day cause they were smiling the most during the announcement of their ot7 performance in japan AND THEN theyre targeting to get anton kicked out of the group because of his “large nose”, because hes a nepobaby, and because hes american?? we’re so fucked😐
#ೀ seokkiez#literally what the fuck#i feel like they want riize to disband atp because what#theyre only doing this because they think they’ll get what they after seunghans leave#ITS ALL SMS FAULT#this wouldnt be happening IF SM WASNT SO FUCKING TRASH#dear lord im going to jump#rii7e#seunghan#riize#anton#sohee#sungchan#wonbin
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Local adult proshipper infamously hates badly behaved children.
More at 12.
#no but seriously if i irk you so much you are free to leave#nobody is keeping you here#block me and scoot along#because rn youre just proving my point#i explicitly stated what kinda kids i comsider brats#either you know youre one of them atp or you think there should be some child rebellion to boot adults off the internet#and frankly#you can fuck off#in your defense of yourself you are merely proving why i dislike ill mannered brats#now follow the proship code#block me#and go away#thank you#proshippers against censorship#jackal barks#proship please interact#proshippers please interact#proship positivity#proship#proshipper safe#proshipping#proshipper#anti anti
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I'm already seeing people scream "media illiteracy" at people who rightfully call out Caitlyn's character and what they did with her.
just because you scrape together some sort of sense out of your own head doesn't actually mean it's in the show. The tiny stuff we got was NOT enough. Not for her literally turning full on dictator, and may I remind you USING A CHEMICAL WEAPON AGAINST PEOPLE OF ZAUN.
She hit Vi and that in itself should have been addressed SO FAST. but no, upon them reuniting Caitlyn gets to HIT HER AGAIN. And no it doesn't matter to me that "iT wAs tHeIr pLan" shut the fuck up. They did not talk about anything, Vi was just fine with it, it's so idiotic.
Not only that but they also made a joke out of Vi in that situation? I'm sorry and maybe I'm alone in this but I don't find Vi malnourished, with an alcohol addiction and obvious struggles funny??? The writers were SO insensitive about that I really do NOT care.
"oh but she went against ambessa in that one scene"
she also threatened to put Singed into the deepest, darkest torture dungeons like I do not care that she used her words, where were her actions?
"oh but they showed her and Ambessa devided by light in that one scene"
I'm not even gonna HUMOR this one.
"oh but she-"
NO.
I'm hoping and PRAYING for act 3 to get its shit together so I guess we'll see more tomorrow.
#just ugh#atp people try to find anything and for WHAT#like please#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#caitvi#vi#caitlyn kiramman#arcane act 3#act 3 better actually fucking address this shit oh my GOD#atp I'll probably ignore anything about that and just enjoy their sex scene and then leave it be or something#fix it fics save me
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I wanted to see fanart of them so I decided to be the change I want to see in the world
#marc snuffy#mick moon#alternative captions:#that one posts abt lesbians who don't play abt their male blorbos is so me#in my mind they're like annoying their teammates and leaving to wherever the fuck bc they're deeply unserious people atp#based on a pic of two football players that reminded me of them
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forever hilarious to me that tennis is promoted as this prestigious highbrow big-brain sport when most tennis fans these days are like. yeah this is my favorite player. yeah i don't know why they're like that. yes they are stupid. no i will not choose somebody else.
#wta tennis#atp tennis#i feel like the era of...shall we say 'federer-esque' players is waning#which i think can in part be related to the loss of the one-handed-backhand#as the sport moves more toward a necessity for fitness and athleticism players do not put as much emphasis on 'art'#which imo is fine! i think the 'art' of tennis is too protected in some ways. which i maybe will expand on later.#but i think it's too much for the tags of a (mostly) silly post#but yeah you can hear a lot of commentators touch on it#i know nadal even said something abt it recently(ish)#but i think as tennis is gradually less associated with this abstract 'image' (e.g. the obsession with federer's 'grace' and 'class')#players are coming in thinking 'this is a physical battle and i am going to win' and very much leaning into the *competition*#which not to say that they're ignoring/denying the mental aspects at all because i actually do think many players are very strategic/aware#and in truth i think many tennis players ARE actually very smart#but i also think it's less apparent because more and more players are able to just hit the shit out of the ball and call it a day#which leaves you with the occasional shot/point/game/set/match etc where it seems like they don't know what the fuck they're doing#but you think about most sports which evolve in phases#it's very normal for certain player profiles to become more or less popular as the landscape of the sport changes#or as new techniques/strategies are developed#or as new communities/populations become interested!#extreme example but think of like. high jump's fosbury flop. that was one guy!#one guy who changed the entire fucking sport! so it makes perfect sense that tennis is continuing to evolve#given how many unique players have come and gone#and how much the sport is changing externally as well as internally#anyways. this got out of hand but i love sports and i love tennis and i love my brainless players.#this whole post was inspired by rewatching sabalenka v boulter and aryna completely missed an overhead by like five feet. lol#love her <3
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thinking about. i dont know how to phrase this really but. chloe and frank.
like. when Chloe killed Frank i (, personally,) feel like her guilt from it was less because she killed Frank, and More because she Killed Someone (and their dog).
but!!! thats not to say she didnt feel guilty for killing Frank. because she definitely did. because on some level. despite everything. despite all of his shitty behavior. a part of her still cared for him. that tiny 15-17ish year old part in her still cared for him.
because that 15-17ish year old with intense abandonment issues in her only had. a small handful of people in her life that actually cared for her, and when THOSE few people aren’t even doing the best job at it— it’s no shit that Chloe’s standards for Good Friends are going to be Immensely dropped.
and so. it’s kind of like what happened with Rachel, but WAY less intense. when she found someone who didn’t hate her, and was willing to hang around her—after so so long of people hating her and not wanting to be around her— it makes sense that part of her would kinda latch onto them a little bit.
and so, even after all of the shit she’s learned he did— even when Frank starts to hate her— even when he threatens Max and her’s lives— part of her keeps remembering him as one of the few guys who stuck around when no one else did.
it’s just that. no matter how bad the person— if you’ve known someone for years, and they were one of the only nice people to you in a town where theres like. four people that are nice to you— it’s gonna hurt if you kill them. even if it was self defense. even if it was entirely their own fault— even if you two aren’t on even remotely good terms anymore.
ESPECIALLY for such a sentimental person like Chloe. taking that in consideration it makes me wonder. maybe she didn’t feel bad for killing Frank. maybe she felt bad for killing the person Frank used to be to her. but maybe she realized that That Frank already died long ago.
but yeah. im mentally ill. take everything i said with a grain of salt considering it is 12:07 AM.
#my thoughts are a mixture of coherentness but also just enough of radio static that i cant write much of it out Correctly#but anyways dont you think it’s a little fucked that.#and maybe im reading it wrong but#like.#she really wanted to be friends with him in bts#she was really put that position#god idk#feel free to discuss about the whole. “chloe felt bad for killing Somebody not just frank” thing. that’s not something im 100% set in stone#with LOL. im open to other interpretations of it#that isnt to say the rest of this isnt open to discussion— but that part In Particular is#this post is mostly about how “frank was chloes friend” more than anything#it’s about how. out of the entire town. the shitty drug dealer is one of the guys who gives an actual shit about her#and about how. something happened in between BTS and LIS to make them hate eachother#like YES the 5000 dollar debt but that just CANT be it can it? was it rachel’s disappearance that destroyed them?#or did frank start declining after the whole dameon thing??? WHAT CHANGED THEM…..#anyways im sure im not the first to think of this and im ready to hear other peoples opinions on it#SCREAMING AND CRYING BC CHLOE IS LITERALLY SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER BUT PEOPLE ARE TOO MISOGYNISTIC TO SEE IT RAHGDHSGSHGA#if i had a nickel for every time i said “even” “despite” or “because” in this post i’d be rich#life is strange is a game about tragedy. and. misogyny.#ALSO TAKE IN CONSIDERATION. if u read this far.#that chloe likely met frank Before she was Really Truly convinced that there was zero hope for her to find somebody who cared for her#so it took a lot less effort for someone like frank to leave an imprint on chloe atp of her life.#and also partly why it was So Much More intense with rachel#hoping to god this is coherent#lis#life is strange#chloe price#frank bowers#rachel amber#…. i really doubt it will happen
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well after that arc unfolding into That Incredible Thing *stands up* i got something to say
#post#and i will not be tagging it#my actually insane jarjar binks is a sith lord level theory abt her turned out to be not true but you know what is atp! this#had a bad vibe about her since day 1 in my cripplevision i just couldnt stand how she spoke to him and the scene of them as kids upsets me.#but i couldnt outright say it because i had no way of backing it up and i didnt know if v was actually going to be good rep or not they#couldve literally just been writing her having a crush in an unintentionally offputting way#but the writers Knew how he needs to be loved the whole time and they chose to put#heavy emphasis on her love for him being because hes Inspiring and bcs of his Work etc its so fucking coded guys LMFAO#and then when he stops being good enough she literally just says uhh ok and leaves. for his SOULMATE to step in and be a REAL LOVER
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i think we need to put fujimoto into a maximum security prison
#what the fuck did i just see.#again i don’t even read csm regularly but there’s NOOOOO way this is where we’re at rn#barem when i GET my mf hands on you#atp? the easiest way out for denji would be to die#like i’m sorry lmao but they keep making my boy suffer LEAVE HIM ALONEEEEEE#first the absolute MESS that was csm167#now this. fujimoto what is your problem#why are you like this#csm#chainsaw man#csm 170#denji#nayuta#barem bridge#KILL HIM!!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️
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Sorry for all the ventposting it's just that I'm fucking miserable and no one really loves me enough to stay
#the fag speaks#Breakuposting#Just waiting for Dean to leave tbh. They're the only one I have left atp#Bc Digby is gone & idk how much I can trust [REDACTED]#Alli hasn't fucking texted me back in like 2 weeks#And I'm not super close with anyone else#So my close support system is. 1 person rn!#And don't get me wrong I love him more than anything#But. You Should Have More People In Your Support System!!!#There's a ton of people i wanna get closer with#Maybe I should just make a gc and throw everyone I wanna talk to more in there#/hi#Anyways. Tag ramble over sorry.
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Lazy illiterate fat idiot just eats my food, sleeps on my lap and stares at Jensen Ackles all day
#Me to myself because she is literally just like me frl#HAHA NO IM NOTHING LIKE THAT HAHA#I am#I am though#what do I do on my days off? I scroll through pinterest and stare longingly at Dean Winchester pins#Like how else do I spend it shut up leave me alone#<- me to myself#that should be it's own tag atp#spn#this fat fucking cat
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can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless
#sorry to be so fatalistic on main i just have zero faith in the american public atp#i just rly wanted to believe that more americans couldve used this opportunity to prove to the rest of the world that we arent all a bunch#of sensationalist/conspiracy-driven/aggressively braindead/violent/bigoted alt-right lunatics#& i never had much faith in kamala & walz to begin with obviously im incredibly cynical towards these status quo gatekeepers and the#downright impotence of the neoliberal democratic party#but this wouldve been an easy swerve away from dozens MORE of horrible awful inhumane policies that will ultimately vanquish#the quality of life for the entire american working class like myself and our already pisspoor education system and our lousy#climate change policies and impossible living standards#but no unfortunately there is no way in hell for americans to prove even a modicum of intelligence or worth we're all basically suicidal#and despite my own immense yank bashing tendencies and complete disdain for our government i really wanted this country & my ppl to defy#our own reputation of being so fucking stupid and backwards i really did. in the tiniest little place of my heart was legitimate hope#& a tiny bit of patriotism thats now been squashed completely & this was just another large-scale international humiliation that we legit#voted that guy BACK IN after everything that has happened the last four even eight years. its unbelievable.#again obviously i dont like kamala but it still wouldve been a grand opportunity to stall against what the gop is already destroying#and with push and shove we could have made slight progress forward as a country and try to protect our social programs#be it as flawed as they are and with enough support we could have strengthened them a little. make drugs less expensive. continue forward#with clean energy decreasing our use of fossil fuels even more.#protect our education system so the up and coming generations could receive higher standards of learning than what the rest of us had#NO ABSOLUTELY NOT. im too poor to continue living here and im too poor to fucking leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY THIS WAS EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY LONG THANK U FOR READING IF U DID MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE MUSH RIGHT NOW SO I DONT KNOW HOW#INTELLIGIBLE THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE#and if this makes anyone mad @ all then ill just delete it cuz by god i dont need more grief and self hatred !#txt
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Wait a minute, they hired someone else to write the end of Good Omens ? I thought they at least kept NG for Terry's sake.
Gosh.
You know what ? I think I will go to sleep and wake up in a century or so.
G'night y'all 🚶♀️➡️🚪
#perfect time for a sleeping beauty nap#just leave me alone#its just a nightmare atp#dont get me wrong im not crying bc NG isnt the writer im crying because the end could be not the same as Terry and him planned/wrote 35y ag#good omens#gomens#good omens fandom#fuck you gaiman#fuck you amazon too
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hey guys sorry if posting my art takes a little while I've been too busy thinking about visual kei fashion and gnawing on my enclosure abt it xoxo 💋💕🫶
rant in tags beware ⚠️🤓
#rant#it's taking too much brainspace I have so many clothes diys I wanna finish/do#and outfit ideas#and art ideas#and art wips#but executive dysfunction is the FUCKING DEVIL OHHHHHGGJJJ MY GODDDD#SAVE ME FROM THE BRAIN DEMONS PLEEEEAAASE😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔💔#so if any of you guys have cared to read this at all + have seen some of my past posts#I wanna give a formal apology for announcing my epic ideas and then seemingly abandoning them 🫡😓💔🫶#i think it might be a curse atp because WHY DOES EVERYTIME I SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING IM WORKING ON MY MOTIVATION COMPLETELY DISAPPEARS 😭#I actually feel bad bc I'm just leaving you guys in the dust 😓#I feel like I'm just ping ponging from idea to idea- mini project to mini project- and I end up doing nothing about any of it 😭#does this also happen to you guys??? is my brain melting????#tfw when you physically can't keep working on a project anymore even though your heart yearns for its completion 😍😛✌️#so many funny ideas..... yet so little willpower 💔......#<- someone who's probably gonna post another animation later#this has been floating around in my noggin for a while#but for the meager amount of only 200+ people who have followed me so far (if you ever read this) thank you so much. like genuinely 🫶#I might post a lil something about it lol#I'm also really glad for all of my awesome mutuals!!!! whether or not we've ever interacted❤️#please excuse me 🙏I must now go stare at clothes from vkei and kote kei fashion brands whilst mentally watching paint dry#lest I be sent to shadow realm for daring to try to focus on other tasks 🙏 godspeed soldiers 🫡#ok rant over 😎⚠️
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Ngl with you bubs, I can't help but imagine the reason you're subjected to such asshole anons on a daily basis is because of the fandom you're in. I've been in anime fandoms like BSD that are considered toxic but this Monkie Kid fandom feels incredibly awful, and I imagine it's because the show is aimed for a children's audience, so the adults in it are assholes that like to act childishly and attack for no reason. I'm not even in this fandom but it's filled with so much toxicity, it's insane. You cannot even express your opinion because people will want to attack you, it's gross and I wish you the best while you're still in it :(
You're not wrong, Jiro. I really, really regret joining this fandom. I hate it so much, but I love Monkie Kid. I like the show, I wanna make friends for it, but it seems like every single one I try to make is some sort of jerk or some shit always happens
I wished I hadn't picked up this show, and I wish I hadn't decided to write for it. The people in this fandom are the absolute worst, I hate it ☹️ it sucks that LMK is my comfort show because holy fucking shit the people in here are assholes
Jiro don't make the mistake I did avoid this fandom if you can 😭😭😭😭 DON'T WATCH LEGO MONKIE KID
#ㅤㅤㅤໂ♥︎̼̻𓈒ིུ𖥨᩠ׄ݁ field of flowers 🌸#jiro fanmail#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#“oh it's not that bad” no you're right it's the WORST#I never hate fandoms but lmk is an exception#when i leave i don't ever wanna come backh#it's literally so bad I don't bother recommending it to my other friends atp#fuck this fandom
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