#ೀ seokkiez

[seokkiez]

my reality . . ᝰ.ᐟ

✶ SYNOPSIS ! : what happens when han taesan, a quiet boy with a cold demeanor; falls for a girl working part-time at his favorite record shop?

PAIRING 𐙚 han taesan x fem!reader

GENRE ⟡ smau + written chapters, highschool au, fluff, angst

WARNINGS .ᐟ profanities, kms/kys jokes, might have grammar errors (please ignore)

FEATURING ❀ ot6! bnd, riize! anton, and kiof! belle

STATUSゞ on hiatus until further notice.

CAST! °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

001 there was something special in the air

002 feelings that are new

003 it seems as if it’s meant to be

004 keep moving forward

005 the things i couldn’t say

006 i feel something special in the air

a/n: hello! rethemed and reposted the my reality masterlist so it would be easier to add and edit! but i will not be doing the same for the current chapters that are already released! sooo the theme change will be evident LOL

© seokkiez 2024 ; all rights reserved

[wonhes]

you’re so evil. everybody is so evil. (except sohee) jokes aside this series and your writing is so good bae 🙁

i’m not evil, it’s just for the plot i swear 😩 happy ending will come before more angst TRUST

[solyeo]

@seokkiez’s and @dongminz’s alter ego..

[onlyhyunjin]

hello! can i get added to the taglist for collab w you? tyy! 🫶

hi yes I'll add you before I start my hiatus!

[seokkiez]

just found out that ot6 briize mightve doxxed sungchans family and then moved on to wonbin, anton, and sohee the next day cause they were smiling the most during the announcement of their ot7 performance in japan AND THEN theyre targeting to get anton kicked out of the group because of his “large nose”, because hes a nepobaby, and because hes american?? we’re so fucked😐

[nyanbin]

ღ infrunami — p.wb

13. bento box

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[lynnimini]

₊⊹ 𝘚𝘰 𝘓𝘦𝘵’𝘴 𝘎𝘰 𝘚𝘦𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴: 7 ₊⊹

description: 12 parts ⋆ fluff ⋆ comedy ⋆ kinda cringy?

in which a confused woonhak + a pining y/n isn’t necessarily the best combination for anyone

pairings: k. woonhak x afab!reader

words: 1.5k

warnings: the tiniest minuscule hint of angst here!!

tags: @livibbu @seokkiez

surprisingly, the next day was pure hell. for yunjin, for taesan, for woonhak, but mostly for you.

everything was perfectly fine until lunch. you were gonna go attack woonhak again and ask him very very politely to get you cream bread from the shop until you saw him talking to haerin in the hallway.

you've had a fat friend crush on haerin for so long, but were always too shy to go up to her and be friends. you were a little jealous woonhak already became friends with her, but you decided to swoop in to see if she wants to be friends with you too.

"sure, i'll go with you to ball"

you froze as you overheard woonhak accept her invite to ball. you had just made plans to ask him out not even a full 24 hours ago and now he's already going with someone else.

it hurt to be rejected before you got a chance to ask. like your heart was breaking into a million pieces. it just sucks that all of a sudden you realized your feelings and now you had to put them back in your jar, but putting them back was impossible once they spilled.

you turned to go back into the classroom and saw taesan staring at you with a sad, yet knowing look. you gave him a smile to hide your emotions and just walked back to your seat.

you knew taesan. taesan knew you. but there was always mutual understanding with you both, just like you and yunjin.

yunjin could tell something was wrong but didn't wanna say anything. if she mentioned it, she knew you might start crying, and the one thing you hated was crying in front of other people.

the rest of the day seemed to go completely wrong. you couldn't focus, couldn't look at woonhak, and couldn't even eat your cream bread woonhak gave you after accepting haerin's invitation. all you could think about is woonhak going with haerin to ball.

you didn't even mind the bit about going alone. you could always just go with friends, but you were really upset.

it's the cliche 'i don't wanna ruin my friendship with my best friend!' trope that you never thought would actually happen to you. but now that it happened, you realized you were fighting a losing battle, in your head and heart alike.

the rest of the day was full of you trying to side with your head. you wanted woonhak to be happy, but what about you? your heart was saying you loved woonhak. he was one you really wanted and all of a sudden, you can't have him.

"y/n, ready to go home?"

woonhak came up to you with his usual bright smile and asked. you gave him the most convincing smile you could and said,

"mhm! i'm gonna go down to my locker first, so meet me outside"

you said, rushing down to your locker before woonhak could see your smile fade and tears grow. when you finally made it to your locker, taesan was already there putting his own books away. well, he was pretending to at least. he was just waiting for you because he knew everything already.

"y/n.."

he started, not wanting to continue as he saw the tears start dripping down your cheeks. taesan pulled you in for a hug and let you cry everything out on him.

"taesan i'm so stupid"

you choked out through sobs, clutching onto his shirt for dear life while he tried his best to comfort you.

"are you finally ready now?"

well,

that's a question you've been hearing for a long long time, ever since you were a kid.

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"well this is a first. woonagi's girlfriend is finally hanging out with us"

jaehyun teased as you came to hang out with woonhak's friends for the first time. it wasn't your first time meeting them, but after much persuasing, woonhak had convinced you to go down to the new boba shop with them. he liked when you got along with his friends. it just meant more time with his favorite person in the world plus all this other friends.

"you tease her so much she never wants to come"

sungho scolded him and you laughed at their silly dynamic.

"i'm not coming for you, only for free food"

you said dramatically, making woonhak smile and jaehyun gasp loudly.

"okay, let's get to the subway before it gets too crowded"

riwoo called everyone over and you guys started walking together. it was mostly you talking to woonhak, but you socialized with the others too. it was taesan who seemed particularly interested in talking to you.

"so how long have you known woonhak?"

he asked as everyone started talking and heading to the boba shop. you thought for a moment, mentally counting all the years in your head.

"we met when we were 6, so 6 years? i think we actually met today 6 years ago"

you smiled and nodded. a small smirk grew on taesan's face.

"you even have a friendship anniversary. and i thought woonhak was the only one who remembered"

he teased and you rolled your eyes. you were surprised though. you and woonhak never mentioned the day you met, but it was touching to know that woonhak remembered too.

"do you like woonhak?"

taesan suddenly whispered. you looked at him and shook your head wordlessly, the rosy blush growing on your cheeks betraying your true feelings.

"you’re lying. tell woonhak. trust me, he literally talks about you all the time. he's in love with you"

taesan kept whispering and you adamantly refused. who tells their best friend they're in love with them because of information from a guy you barely know?

that wasn't the end of taesan's persistence. years went by, and he kept trying to tell you that woonhak was in love with you. that you're the only thing woonhak would ever yap about to them, so much that they practically knew everything about you.

no matter how much you denied it, taesan knew you loved woonhak too. he never forced you to say anything you didn't want to, but he did get you to admit things here and there. he always left the opportunity to confess in the air. you just never did anything.

taesan could read you inside and out, and looked out for you for all these years. through all of his nonstop teasing, you knew he cared about you and woonhak so so much. you trusted him with everything, even the little things you were too scared to tell woonhak.

today was the day taesan had been waiting for for nearly 5 years.

for years it was always “are you finally ready now?” and you were never ready, no matter how much he asked. but now it just might be time.

he saw you walk out of the classroom with happiness radiating from your entire being, and he just knew today was the day. of course it didn't go as expected, but this was just another obstacle compared to the 5 years of slowburn taesan had been observing.

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"do you still wanna go home with him today?"

taesan asked while you were still buried in his chest. you shook your head and he stroked your hair sympathetically.

"you were never as good at hiding your emotions as you thought you were but you’re gonna be okay y/n"

taesan chuckled and patted your shoulders, pulling out his phone to call woonhak.

"hey, woonhak? y/n's phone died and she wanted me to tell you that something came up with the teacher, so she said to go on without her and she'll talk to you later"

taesan made up some excuse for you to stay with him and woonhak muttered a little "oh" that you heard from the speaker.

"is everything okay?"

typical woonhak. worrying about you over anything else going on. it made you cry even harder knowing that you and taesan were lying to him and all he knew was to worry for you.

"she's fine, but she's talking to the teacher right now and she said it'll be a while. she'll meet up with you later though"

"okay, tell her i said hi and i'll drop by her house tonight"

with that, woonhak hung up and taesan dropped his head in relief.

"okay sunshine, we don't have to worry about him knowing for now okay?"

the only time taesan ever calls you sunshine is when you're really upset. he likes to say it's because woonhak is the epitome of the sun, so you're sunshine, the reason for the happy warmth that radiates from the sun.

y/n = sunshine. sunshine = happiness. taesan doesn't believe that even the happiest ray of sunshine could be upset, so you should never be upset by his logic.

"come on, let me take you to go get drinks and let’s talk, yeah? it'll make you feel better"

you pulled your face off of taesan's shirt, and taesan showed the softest smile as he pulled his keys out and walked you down to his car.

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[seokkiez]

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favorite color? pink!! i love pink!! you know the colour of hello kitty’s bow? pink!! my melo? pink!! my socks rn? pink!! did i mention my favourite colour is pink?

last song? someday - from the zombies soundtrack (banger)

currently reading? i finished the hurricane wars by thea guanzon a few days ago so im using this as an excuse to tell you to read it n i loved it so much but im currently starting (only a chapter in) a feather so black by lyra selene

currently watching? i don’t think i am watching anything… i last watched the zombies movies though… (im not obsessed you are)

currently craving? NOODS ugh i could demolish some noodles rn

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[loserlvrss]

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[seokkiez]

guys its not funny anymore please bring him back

SEUNGHAN COME BACK

[onlyhyunjin]

08. y/n's live

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ᡣ𐭩 synopsis ~ You’ve always had eyes for Song Eunseok since his debut. He has consistently caught your attention, but you believe he’s never noticed you in that way. Determined to change that, an opportunity arises when the two of you are offered a collab together.

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[seokkiez]

yipee!!

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