#fucking bored

[darlingod]

“Fatherless behavior” ur dad is in my bed rn wymmm

[nixthemagicdragon]

so I'm in class rn and we're supposed to watch like four videos and take notes but my hand hurts bc I got stabbed with glass last night and I can't focus on anything. fuck geo

[cheekbonesofbenny]

Current mood -

[jxnscz]

So what is love? According to me it is the feeling when you find something you lost years ago or the sun hitting your skin without burning it….. its the comfort in general.

Love is a thing you can’t stop once you’re caught up…. Like a drug. When you try to escape it… it becomes this hideous thing imaginable. This is an uncomfortable truth about love. I have learnt to live with it.

Question is how?… HOPE.

It’s not the pain that fucks you up…its the hope and expectation.

I don’t really know why i am still hoping… maybe i always will.

It’s not what i feel for him it’s what i don’t feel for anyone but him. That bothers me a-lot.

I have turned my feelings switch off for the time being. As my friend says and I quote “ it’s either love or lust”.

It’s the lust phase going on for me. This is how I’m living with it.

You can’t escape it…. Acknowledge it let it be with you until it does. I know it’s hard sometimes but when you genuinely care about the person you will be happy for them and that’s okay.

Sometimes you’re done pretending to be fine seeing them with someone else when it should be you instead, but comes the reality you’re not that person and maybe your not supposed to be.

It’s time to accept that if y’all are meant to be then y’all will be. Give it time.

Maybe it was the right person wrong time.

After all of this I think we gonna be just ‘maybe’.

[bixels]

As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

[infectiouspiss]

[billyidolsimp729]

the silly hoodie (my bf let me have it)

[thebigcomed0wn]

im so serious if you cant imagine a single female character u like or you coincidentally only care about men or imagine that women are a different species of human that are impossible to draw or write about or relate to, You are the problem. its not because you’re gay it’s because you do not like women

[collaredkittyboy]

[fozfiend]

Working at small take-away restaurants during summer vacation sucks cause its boring, everyone's on vacation so barely any order's and its hot in the store because of the oven

Nothing to do here

[fox-mulder-gets-pegged]

I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.

It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.

[xshinina]

*Married life playing in the background

This idea was probably funnier in my head

[mixedjunkdrawer]

I'm tired. It's a type of 'tired' that sleep can't fix. However I am strong like this old bridge and I won't give up. Days are seeming longer, nights are shorter, but I must push through.

[britcision]

Hey when you move out on your own the most important food tip I can give you is “maybe you don’t hate x maybe your guardians just cooked it wrong”

The number of foods I have learned I really like if they’re Fucking Seasoned

The number of foods I’ve introduced friends to that they warned me they’d always hated til I let them try a piece of mine

Also marinade things for 24 hours the second you have your own fridge it is a GAME CHANGER you thought you knew food but you have never met her

[dandyshucks]

being in love with a fictional character will make u produce art u didnt know u were capable of

~

[if ur part of the "fiction doesnt affect reality" crowd: please fuck off lol]

[phemiec]

Me: shit who smoked all the weed?

my therapist, hannabis lector: whoa dude idk that’s crazy