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AO3 hasn’t even been down for an hour and I’m at breaking point
#Ao3#listen I have a very important day of trying to find the perfect fic over and over and it’s been delayed#Don��t know what to do with myself
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So… so much lore….THE PLOT
Next week can’t come sooner
May be my favourite episode so far
What’s going through my mind
Spoilers!!!!
I can’t believe porter is bad after all this time
Seacastor manor taking to the sky
Breaking Brennan coming next week???!!??
Also the Ankarna art with the Cassandra art is amazing!!!!!!
So proud of ragh being a pro bloodrush player
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#fhjy spoilers#don’t know what to do with myself
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won some money last week so splashed out on my food shop - it’s actually so nice to be able to sit and pick what i want to make rather than just scraping together whatever meal i can with what foods left in my fridge
#actually feeling a bit spoiled for choice actually#trying to make it so i can make the most out of my fresh food#so i’ve been having a lot of noodles to use up the spring onions and coriander#SEE I EVEN GOT LITTLE GARNISH THINGS I USUALLY DONT WASTE MONEY ON!!!!#and i bought meat like really splashing the cash there#i’ve never bought pork other than cheap little chunks to put in rice sometimes#anyway this is wild#i didn’t even get fancy fancy foods or anything#which i think makes it a bit sad that im this excited#like i just got baby corn and a stirfry sauce#but usually i only get cupboard stables and a bit of fresh stuff like broccoli and peppers#so i can make a few different things from the same stuff#but this week i got to go yes i will buy a sauce for just one meal#like won’t be able to do it again because i’d be spending my entire weekly budget on food otherwise#but maybe i’ll start saving up to do this once a month or something#it’s wild that i’m halfway through my food week and im not down to the last morsels of food#when i haven’t even batch cooked a family size soup or something#don’t know what to do with myself#it was only an extra 20 quid and all (and that includes me getting cleaning products i was out of so really it’s less -#what a difference that little bit makes)#i talk and its probably something weird
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hand in marriage rn!
-⚜ nonny
ok but i don’t cook or clean or do any housework of any kind.
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why is this the year of trainers leaving my favorite drivers????
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this. this is one of my fav moments from the entire show. this shot itself is just everything. how they both helped each other to the bridge. crosshair steadying his blaster on hunter’s shoulder. both their expressions towards hemlock, ready to do anything to save their sister. hunter reassuring crosshair that he can make the shot. crosshair trusting omega with just a single look. omega running towards them, embracing crosshair in their first ever hug and then taking both brothers in her arms. this family is my everything
#this scene was perfection#also finally wet hair hunter hehehe#i don’t know what to do with myself#i miss them all so much already my heart aches#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers#the bad batch season 3#the bad batch finale#star wars
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can y’all believe i don’t have any wips. i—👁️👄👁️
#don’t know what to do with myself#so many options#😂#there’s technically one#but haven’t actively worked on it#in over a year#so i don’t really count it#my wips
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How are we all doing, I’m losing my mode after this finale. The opening and ending has me gagged.
#percy jackson spoilers#pjo spoilers#pjo tv show#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo series#annabeth chase#grover underwood#annabeth pjo#grover pjo#ares pjo#hermes pjo#luke pjo#luke castellan#kronos pjo#I don’t know what to do with myself now#that episode was literally amazing#10/10#it was also like double the length of the rest of the episodes#they changed the ending scene with Luke but I’m not mad#literally screaming
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pearlie based off a photo i saw on pinterest
the photo + version w/out the red moon. because. i can’t decide if it’s better with or without
#my art#pearlescentmoon fanart#double life fanart#trafficblr#these grayscale.things. have been very fun. but i am also realizing i very much should have had the reference up while drawing#instead of just. drawing from memory. because. why did i draw the mouth so small. do i always do that. what is happening#my perception of reality is crumbling#i’m TRYING to refrain from talking myself down but also. i just. kind of. hate. this. like i just. don’t. like it. something went wrong#plus i just know there are a bajillion mistakes that i didn’t care to fix#eughdhdgshlk.#i talk too much
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Holy shit I love your Dirk interpretations, it's so true and I could talk about this shit forever. I feel like another part of his character that people seem to forget (along with Roxy for some reason) is that he's from the future in solitude in an apocalyptic wasteland. I just see that part of his character always removed which is disappointing because I feel like that's a pretty big part, especially regarding his themes around technology, his brother's theme of Time, his own isolation, and how he plays in the vastness of the universe and spacetime.
Art I drew related to the subject because I like to respond to asks with art.
But absolutely. I certainly understand where the lack of discussion over his isolation + upbringing comes from, considering a majority of the fanbase that I have seen builds their ideas based on their own version of postcanon. I’m not entirely sure how that would be fixed, but certainly even in the somewhat recent past I would see a lot more content regarding his upbringing both literally and symbolically. I don’t have much to add regarding the things you’ve mentioned, because they just are what they are. Dirk being confined to a singular room left to him by a father figure he never met, in a future where the only other person left on the planet is someone he cannot pursue a relationship of because of himself, with purely 3 robots to keep him companion, one being an exact replica of his own brain who is *also* trapped inside a pair of glasses, is about as literal as it gets to me.
The contrast to me involving the flooded, organic world in comparison to the little speckle of Dirk’s apartment packed with the dude and his technics is not only a representation of his isolation and entrapment within himself, but also of his lack of control. I think his obsession with & themes of control are a direct product in the case of Dirk specifically *of* this kind of upbringing. His themes of technology are also related to his themes around control. So much of his character is actually revolved around this to me like so much. Dirk is so deeply disconnected from humanity in every way and so much of his character + symbolism is based around that.
It doesn’t even have to be about the symbolism or anything though. It’s just pretty *interesting* in the literal sense that he lives in the middle of the ocean in the future. There’s not only a lot to theorise on to do with his young life there, but on how it might affect him in the way he acts for the rest of his life. The latter part is probably what I see mentioned the most by people talking about Dirk regarding this, I’m surprised I don’t see more discussion on the former too though. I really ought to actually talk more about Homestuck stuff on here. I will do it myself.
Roxy & Dirk’s relationship is largely ignored though because there is a narrative a certain demographic spreads that Dirk resented and blamed Roxy for her interest in him, and thus too many people believe that their relationship was or would continue to be an abusive one. Realistically, I believe it’s important to acknowledge that the way Roxy treated Dirk regarding his homosexuality wasn’t right while still acknowledging the obvious amount of respect and admiration Dirk had for Roxy. I mean we have a huge piece of dialogue from their post trickster mode conversations on the quest beds from Dirk purely stating how he feels about Roxy that people completely ignore somehow. I think this usually happens to characters that are women though. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Jane gets the exact same treatment of boiling her down to solely her negative aspects. The things I see completely mischaracterising both of them are horrific.
I mean how much more explicit can it get that their relationship is obviously very important to Dirk? But I digress. I think the best or I should say “most interesting” interpretations of their relationship usually come from DirkRoxy shippers actually.
I would be interested to hear about Dirk’s relation to his brother’s theme of time though. I don’t have any thoughts on this and I don’t recall ever hearing anyone talk about it before. If you or anyone else would be willing to enlighten me I’d be thrilled.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#ask#Sorry for taking so long to reply to you on this. I’ve been in more of a drawing than a speaking mood lately#which is very unusual for me. This is definitely not as much of a post as it could be but I’m still not back on my thought and speech game#I know the Roxy mention was in brackets but good lord the treatment Roxy gets from fanbase is insane. Couldn’t help myself#Sorry if anything is worded badly. I’m tired per usual#I think (with no malice in my heart) people just tend to leave out what they don’t like about characters though.#I was very briefly talking with Pomme johnegbertirl#and it got me thinking about how far a lot of people’s interpretations of characters stray from what would be realistic to canon#based on their own biases. Which I guess I probably do too to a certain degree.#I’m not one to judge people for their characterisations at all#I tend to be very forgiving when it comes to reads#but… I admit that is indeed a little disappointing to see how completely ignored some parts of his characters are.#Sorry for tangent that is tenuously related. It is relevant enough to shove haphazardly into tags#I’m glad you like my Dirk ramblings though. Thanks brother#We live on
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The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.
The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.
He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.
Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.
If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars
If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.
In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.
In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.
And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.
Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.
Also little footnote here that I think this is a reference to the moon over the mountain but I digress
#bsd#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#nakajima atsushi#idk#on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak#bungou stray dogs#tagging is hard and i’m lazy#I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too#but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate#just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask#Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it#atsushi#Atsushi hated pain#but pain had been an intimate- dies#anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself#idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi#sorry#Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live#He just gives up#at some point
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Will Binghorse ever get to gallop freely through the fields with Horse Qingqiu? I must know...
OFC HE WILL 😭😭😭
#mushyrt#asks#svsss#bro I’m drawing these binghorses in public#and there’s someone I don’t know next to me#we’re separated by one single table and I’m PRAYINGGG#THAT they won’t get curious and peek at what I’m drawing#I’m stuck on campus for a couple more hours with nothing to do LMAO#I would do work#or something more productive#but my laptop is dying and I don’t have my charger HAHA#I definitely look like a psychopath because I’m laughing to myself in a corner 😭😭#tw: body horror
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so! how’s it going
#To be clear: I WANT to do all of these things I’m not stressing myself out or anything#I just have too much I’m excited about and don’t have the time to do everything at once like I would like to DGJBCGHKNCGH#I’ve already watched 3 wild life povs and I’m freaking living my best life I assure you#But now I just have more things I want to draw#THIS IS WHY I WANNA STREAM SO I CAN GET MY BRAINROT OUT#BUT THE AIRSERVER TICKET PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUT FGBJCHKNVGN#Anyway#normal day in the life LMAOOO#dbhc#dbhc sillies#The shepherd#art escapades#My sona
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Kit and Joe in season 1: appropriate coworker banter
Kit and Joe in season 2: love-hate sibling relationship
Kit and Joe in season 3: bickering old married couple
#I just finished season 3#and I literally don’t know what to do with all these feelings#so I’m rewatching interviews to help myself stop crying#heartstopper#heartstopper season 3#heartstopper tv#kit connor#joe locke
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Cool awesome reminder that you don’t need amazing technical skill to be a good artist/storyteller
#I still compare myself to other people but also like. Damn. What if I don’t need to#That’s literally what working with other people is for . so you can fill in for eachother and make an awesome thing :)#Reminder that Toby Fox is not a skilled visual artist LOL he makes concept art in mspaint#Ik He’s more of a composer / character writer but you know what I mean. He works with other people to bring those ideas to life#You don’t have to be good at everything !!#Txt#art#I say this because rendering pieces of art takes me dozens of hours and it’s literally so much work and I hate it sometimes#Ok then make a simple stylistic choice instead of doing a giant painting !! it will still carry the same or maybe even greater impact#I still want to make awesome giant beautiful pieces of art (illustration) but alas I don’t have infinite energy#I usually only make sketches instead and that doesn’t mean they’re unfinished. Maybe that’s just all they’re meant to be#Until I change my mind at least 🩷#Adhd#Honestly anything that gets your idea across is good enough. Depends on the idea
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