#fucking HATE IT HERE hell country
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tbh if we get a republican president in 2024 i’m heavily considering buying a gun once i move if the trumplestiltskins want me dead that bad they’re gonna have to put in some fuckin effort
#have been on the fence about it anyway for safety reasons after i graduate#since i’m gonna move to a red state n i’m pretty visibly trans#but like. god.#will have to talk to bf because we’ll probably be living together n idk how they’ll feel about it but#at the very least i’m investing in a taser i’m just Disabled and can’t really run or fight#fucking HATE IT HERE hell country#there was an annoying girl i was sorta friends w at the beginning of the year and she had her head up her ass about a lot of stuff#but she was fucking right about how trans ppl should start carrying if they can#idk this is just me rambling to nobody but like. it’s genuinely getting hard to feel safe anywhere but new york#& i’m not even from a red state so.#sorry ik this is probably like. dramatic n shit i’m just. 😬#love when a presidential candidate starts outlining policy changes he’d make to implement trans genocide. real fun week it’s been.#tw transphobia#milo talks
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The idea that trans people in "safe states" shouldn't still fight for their rights isn't the right thing to do, I think. In fact, I'd caution against complacency. We have to ensure that safe states stay safe states. You cannot assume your rights when they are being taken away in many other states
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#also the idea that safe states are immune from being *unsafe* for trans people is pretty wild#like sure in the USA at least there *are* worse states to be trans in#but i don't think assuming you have rights and will continue to have them in safe states will be the right move#i feel lucky to live where i do and i am grateful that i was fortunate enough to have been forced to move here...#...but i also do not feel *safe* here. hell one of the cities i wanted to study in had a huge fucking hate crime occur...#...and that's what we're calling safe. so be careful out there. there is a lot of fighting left to do and it's complex and messy...#...if you're able to foght for that then be careful and safe...#...and if you aren't able to fight don't feel guilty. just rest. it's fucking hard enough out there and you have nothing to apologize for#this post was US-centric because that is where i live but it may apply to non-US countries
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CAUSE THIS IS THRILLER (bark), THRILLER (bark) NIGHT
Usopp's outfit is so funny for reals
He got the whole squad laughing
Luffy enablers at it again.... (Robin.... I know.....)
The humor panels so far have been so good!!! God this arc is so funny
HE SAID IT‼️‼️
They look like birds 😭😭
It's just too good... luffy taking cerberus and zombies what can't he do
It's just banger after banger what can I say
Franky feeling for other people because of his guilt complex and sanji lying through his teeth and pulling out the women excuse to seem unaffected... yeah
Look at them.... look how they ate
Omg joyboy reference?? (No)
Sanji is rubbing off on usopp.... also chopper noticing that is sogeking's weapon akdhaksjak
ANOTHER SLAY!!!!!
Their priorities: I'm not strong enough, there isn't enough food, and nami isn't here
Franky going from wanting to kill brook for his jokes to making a joke like his after he hears his backstory... exactly (Robin was already enabling him before the backstory even fdagjsfha)
Sanji is altering his body and actually being on fire to communicate to us how fucking mad he is..... I need more of him going insane I do I do
My god what is he doing ALDJALAJALA
AHSAHAHQHAH THEY ARE THE SAME!!! naaah sanji wouldn't force a woman to be his wife
You cant see me but I am nodding my head in agreement over and over
You don't understand he altered his body to communicate to us how mad he is. He inploded himself and then reconstituted again. Those germa 66 genes are insane
You tell em usopp!!!! The first of many girls you've scared into defeat!!! Akdjqknql
Zoro zombie regressed to not trusting robin akdjaks he's still in there
ROBI-CHO SUPLEX??? HELL YEAAAAAH
There is zosa- [GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT]
Super frapper gong.... he is doing combo shots with frobin... omg.... parents....
Everything is so fun I'm having such a good time reading.... and then zosan angst like damn I am being fed well here
#in the anime the guys didn't say they wanted to die aldjlajala for the kids luffy just wants to turn into a clam#thriller bark is so funny.... 'worst arc' my ass.... it's funny as hell and then we get zosan angst. best thing ever#same with skypiea but there we got really nice relationships betwen characters and nolan x calgara homoeroticism for the ages#and LORE for the ages. not like the kuma incident won't be talked about in the history books but yeah#everyone calling absalom perv salom... yeah#sanji in that fucking penguin never gets old.... also HELLO LOLA#moira fought against kaido and lost akdjsksnks is that why he became a warlord? just like whitebeard defeated crocodile?? out of spite??#also what is the land of ice where moira got oars? he also mentioned it before too... i thot he was referring to ryuma so it was wano but n#the legend of the continent puller who built a nation of villains.... okay okay oars....#oars was killed 500 years ago.... ✍️✍️ this somehow feels important bc of its closeness to the void century etc#zombie luffy oars wanting sanjis food.... 🚬🚬🚬 of course.....#oars luffy maintaining his dream... yeah yeah. also namis outfits for this arc are so sickening.... i miss them already#the zombie generals being at absalom's wedding... thats so funny..#luffy oars is so funny aldjslsn just making himself a hat and steering his giant ship... of course#you guys think they are going to make sanji mad about the clear clear fruit in the opla or completely ignore it bc his reasoning is bad#like it makes sense with the wci backstory it does but that would be spoilers lmao. so its either he wants to peep on women or nothing#i love the greek chorus of the two zombies telling the audience how they are both as bad in that regard. amazing#did ryuma use french for his attack.... there is zosan everywhere for tho-[GUNSHOTS]#zombie ryuma's design is also cool as hell.... his blood is literally fire.... come on now....#also zoro says he wants to act like this fight didnt happen... is that why he says fuck all in wano to hiyori? damn. he said i put shame#in you and your country but i will keep it quiet bc you gave me a cool sword and fight and i am actually so honorable. thats him yeah...#zombie zoro and sanji remaining tfait being that they hate (love fighting) each other... there is zosa-[GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT]#i forgot how much oars destroyed them... after enies lobby they seem untouchable but without their captain there... the gears are turning..#also btw i cannot believe im gonna get an answer about why the skypieans and the shandians have wings. thats insane#i am enjoying luffy oars so much it is so fun. trying to enjoy it bc i know i won't be laughing anymore once sabaody kicks in.... fuck me..#usopp and franky wanting to wait for luffy to beat oars down but zoro and sanji know... and they will KNOW soon enough....#i forgor kuma asked about ace to nami... what is going on. kuma coming from the warlord meeting too.... did he want to warn him??#he wanted to inform moria about balckbeard becoming a warlord omg here we go.... also moria being racist towards kuma hello???#and he strictly follows the government.... until here bc he lets luffy go.... christ.... he asks about ace bc he knew what blackbeard did..#reading one piece
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Here are my political thoughts. I'm not putting it under a read more and I'm not tagging it!! I know a lot of people come here to give themselves a break from real world stuff but sometimes you gotta deal with it (like right now)
Or just scroll by/block if you want idgaf baby!!!
To those in the US: I hope you are okay, get resources for your mental health if needed. Be scared, be pissed off. Don't let anyone tell you your feelings aren't valid because anyone that is queer or disabled or a poc is in for an even bumpier ride than usual.
If you are able: I hope you are involved and engaged in your community because there is no getting progressives into the White House without getting them in at the local level first and that's where you can make the biggest changes. Volunteer with youth or a campaign you feel good about. The DSA have a lot of different chapters in different states if that's your jam.
Remember that progress takes time and does not happen overnight or even over a few years. It is slow as hell and I know that sucks, but we have to be in this for the long haul and for future generations.
The rest of the world: we fucked up for real (again). Sorry for the fallout your countries will inevitably face.
If you voted for Tr*mp: get off my blog before I shoot you with my laser eyes. I do NOT tolerate intolerance. I come from a rural community who are completely brainwashed and!! newsflash!! His 2017 legislation hurt farmers and his tariff plan on John Deere is gonna hurt you again!!!
If you don't "do" politics: well, politics is gonna do you, babydoll, so you might as well!
#this ain't a harris endorsement but if you voted for trump get the hell away from me#the dem party is so fucking stupid to run a campaign pandering to white centrists don't get me started#MY POINT IS#community is important!!#love is important!!#if leaving the country is what is best for you and you're financial able good for you i guess#I was born here and feel some twisted horrible need to stay here and try to fix it#the US is a world leader and we really have a domino affect that impacts the entire world whether you want to admit it or not#his last presidency caused a lot of far right nut jobs to come out of hiding around the world AND helped them take leadership positions#the US has been in a shitpile for ages#pick up a shovel for those who can't and help dig!!#voting matters!! climate change is real! vaccines save lives!!#we live in an age of disinformation and heavy apathy!!#don't let it win!!#he's gonna try to start taking rights away on DAY ONE!!#but at least the economy is going to get worse too#end my soapbox rant#actually last thing: STOP painting melania as some innocent gold digger who hates him#(i'm petty and still haven't forgiven her for renovating jackie kennedy's rose garden but there are tapes of her defending him)#she knows what she's doing and is okay with what he's doing and is not a victim just STOP#okay now i'm done for realsies this time
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"other countries have poor people but worse, don't speak usamerican" fuck you actually. Shiver in my freezing ass cockroach infested poisoned water mold ladened lead paint flaking ass apartment with me. "At least you're not the REAL poor or getting bombed or whatever" repeat what you said back slowly and then jump into the poisioned river down my street. Starve with me. Bitch.
#Big difference between us centricism and BEING A POOR PERSON AND TALKING ABOUT IT Jesus christ#You are a tar pit.#��️#'Solidarity but for only if you're suffering in the right country in the correct way' go to hell.#'homeless and poor people in the US benefit from imperialism' in the abstract yes but also do you FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF#Are you fucking insane#If your big ideologal stance is really 'not being bombed is a privilege and it's even MORE of one if you're in a Bad Country'#we are past the point of no return.#Also I'm gonna say it but just because the us found a way to profit off of queer people and claims they won't hate crime them#Doesn't mean it's not more or less illegal to be queer here I can't. Stress enough. If you can't rent an apartment#or hold a job because you're queer. That's just a slow winter or summer death here. You know but you refuse to actually understand.#I don't need your compassion it doesn't matter to me that much. I have real problems to deal with.#But again. You're a fucking tar pit. Hope your soul never finds rest.
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I realized recently (read: today as I'm writing this) that while I associate certain specific fiber arts with Athena (knitting, weaving, dying, and spinning), I associate crochet specifically with Apollo, though Athena's there too, of course. I think it's because it's more free-flowing: I can freehand something with crochet more easily than I can with knitting, both because I've known it longer and because there are fewer Things To Learn, unlike knitting which has a million different techniques that may seem interchangeable but actually aren't and that all affect the end product in a pretty big way (looking at you decreases & bind-offs). Because I can free-hand crochet more easily, and I grew with it the same way I did with drawing, they have similar vibes. Knitting and weaving, on the other hand, have steeper learning curves imo and are way more structured- and I associate more solid (dare I say rigid) structure with Athena. Embroidery and cross-stitch are kinda in their own floating category, maybe because I do them less and therefore have weaker associations with them over-all. I associate hand-sewing largely with Hestia, though again, Athena is always also there, because I associate it with mending, altering clothing, and making home items (ex the quilted pillowcase I've been mentally turning around in my head for the last few weeks).
Interestingly, I find printmaking specifically to be associated with both Athena and Apollo. It leans into the latter's domain, of course, the same way crochet does Athena's, but the structure you need in order to layer & print properly without hurting yourself, ruining equipment, or fucking up you edition seems reminiscent of Athena. Dyeing, especially making & using natural dyes, feels very much like an Athena thing despite it 1) feeling similar to painting or using inks and 2) being a trial & error process that's honestly pretty free-flowing if you approach it a certain way (especially if you do solar dyeing, which doesn't necessarily need some of the more meticulous processes you need to boil-dye something).
#brought to you by 'reminiscing about an art history project' & 'knitting a veiling cloth' & 'sick & bored'#i really should take advantage of the heat and do some solar dyeing#we have glass jars & a front and back porch#hell i could probably use our kitchen window#it's so fucking hot guys. i hate it here. born for the cold forced to live in a fucking oven#it's not even the hottest area of the country#anyway. i dyed wool yarn & weaved it into a test swatch for my final project for an art history class about pompeii#we were supposed to take a concept we didnt expand on in class & explore it & i decided to look at how the middle class (who would have worn#colors you get from dyeing but couldnt upkeep vivid ones like the upper class did so they faded)#may have dyed their clothes/yarn despite most people not having access to their own hearths to boil-dye things#since glass existed by then#i even got special permission to harvest from the university's overgrown (& at that time closed) dye garden so i got to work w/ red madder#anyway. i digress#hellenic pagan#helpol#hellenic polytheism#hellenic polythiest#upg#unverified personal gnosis#athena#apollo#hestia#my post#coriander says#i wanted to work with pomegranate as a binder for the dye project since it's a geographically relevant plant but we couldn't find any ://
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I hate living in America because weekly I go through the paranoid fearful hell of remembering that project 2025 exists, know that it will literally turn my life into a shit hole due to it turning anything that republicans don’t like illegal, know that the literal first promise is making anything they see woke child porn, see if ANYONE else actually cares (they don’t), learn even WORSE shit that will come out of it, cry because no one cares and most people will vote in a republican and it will probably go in affect, knowing I can’t do anything besides scream into the void for more people to at least hear about it (I’m a minor), stop because its making my mental health awful, rinse repeat see you next week.
anyone else?
oh yea heres the fucking plan, its 1000 pages, happy reading
https://thf_media.s3.amazonaws.com/project2025/2025_MandateForLeadership_FULL.pdf
#america#paranoia#lgbt#leftist#lesbian#gay#bisexual#transgender#aromantic#asexual#trans#nonbinary#diversity equity and inclusion#enby#people of color#abortion#I HATE IT HERE#THIS HELL COUNTRY THAT WANTS TO MAKE ITSELF A DICTATORSHIP#FUCK AMERICA
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hate discover weekly ill go through some Fucked Up music eras and get excited for what it'll show me and it'll still just be the deadest most boring indie stuff.
#like ive been listening to jazz!! flamenco!! breakbeat!! whatever that genre that sprung out of the JSR ost was#ive been listening to soul r&b ambient hardcore shoegaze and fuckin!! country music!! and it hits me with Some Boring American Indie Man#although it did put nico and king crimson on it this week which is at least interesting#but the rest is just!!!! so boring!! echoey vocals sad sounding white man fuck your entire life go to hell#what's worse is u listen to it and there's like. maybe a slightly weird vibe to the backing track#and u just know they were like 'this is so unique and different its so interesting theyll love this'#had a moment where like the only ten songs i was listening to were rap hiphop and soul and yet there's not a single black artist on here??#fucking hate spotify#UPDATE: SINGLE CHET BAKER SONG????
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someone wants to start a new state?
#slovak president election result be like#i love my country but i also fucking hate it to the core#i had some beer im just going to sleep it off#the elections and the beer#4 years of hell again yay#dont wanna move abroad but kinda dont wanna stay here#slovakia
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every time there's something new that comes out that i want i have two seconds of holy shit i need it immediately followed by yeah with what money
i have been rejected for every single job i have applied for in the last year and a half, for no reason that i can discern. i have been rejected for jobs where i matched the qualifications, experience, every criteria, and the most i get back is an automated "not you" email.
one time, someone actually replied, to tell me to lower my expectations i was like holy shit how the fuck is that professional or allowed
i haven't gotten responses from cover letters& resumes i have: *written myself *mimicked the style of what the job guides claim employers are looking for *asked someone who works in marketing & is an expert on writing cover letters & resumes to workshop my cover letter & rewrite my resume *used programs to help me write *plagiarized from the internet *used AI to write (sorry)
i have used basically every job site. linkedin, indeed, snagajob, various private company boards, mass government job sites, both .gov and .com, flexjobs, craigslist, and so many that i don't even remember them all.
so what the fuck am i doing wrong. i haven't even gotten a single call for an interview. most jobs don't even tell you they don't want you, getting the automated rejection email is the most i have heard back. for 18. fucking. months.
#what the FUCK#job search#work#i fucking hate this country god it sucks like hell here#if you're going to make it so everybody has to have a job#YOU SHOULD BE READY TO HAVE FUCKIING JOBS FOR THOSE FUCKING PEOPLE THAT YOU INSIST HAVE TO HAVE FUCKING JOBS
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looking at ACT trying to change fucking te tiriti to amend it to include """all new zealanders""" and dismantle the human rights commission and hoping everyone supported their anti-lockdown rhetoric and spread their free speech bullshit that let them get a foothold in the public eye pisses themselves today.
thanks for retweeting these guys during lockdown mitch evans. i know the dogwhistles can't reach you all the way in monaco but i'll tell you what i sure am glad you had that instagram tantrum over our previous prime minister who didnt undermine confidence in our already strained health service and also didnt remove the plans that would've let me and thousands of others have a genuine shot at buying a house one day. so cool seeing family and friends lose their jobs alongside thousands of other in my city because fuck public servants the landlords need millions. so glad you have influence over people here in aotearoa by virtue of fumbling championships repeatedly while driving a car about as well as any other wealthy aucklander because the country is so small it'll devour any dregs of sports success it can scrounge up.
#i will never get over the fact that he had the option to come here when lockdown started. decided he wanted to stay in monaco and party#then when the lockdown return window shut but he had to get home for a funeral instead of going ''wow i shouldve returned home to my family#during this pandemic'' he goes on an Insta story rant accusing our then govt of being authoritarian for following rules he was aware of#and then retweets dogwhistles about lockdown from the twitter account of our libertarian/alt-right leaning party because thats what you do#when youre wealthy and from this country.#verified rich aucklander moment.#god i hate this fucking government i hate everyone who used their influence to platform every member of this fucking#coalition of hell. ranting about trans people and bathrooms and freedom of speech and doing mass repeals of laws
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The frustration of living in a stupid fucking country where every politician's deflection for literally everything is "yeah well actually you see these people are funded by the west and that's why they're complaining about us. Remember when white people enslaved africans in the 'past'? That shit was so fucked up if you support anything contrary to what we're doing then that's what you're endorsing" never fucking mind that our fuckass government has all these deals with the west, has literally sent armed forces to Congo to support colonialism and all the money they use to buy their ten million brand new cars while there's literally people whose normal is going to sleep having not eaten anything is from so called "aid" from the fucking west. It's so fucking tiring living in this hell hole knowing that even the most basic things that ugandans are protesting about will only ever be met with violence and then the fucking president goes onto twitter like "damn if you guys weren't so violent I'd be marching with you" when he's the same dictator piece of shit that's instructed the army and police to respond to everything with the most aggression possible.
And trust he's gonna mention how much he hates gay people once and everyone's gonna go "damn fuck this guy but he has a point ig he's not that bad" as if eradicating queer rights is not the most fucking obvious smokescreen the government could be employing to distract from the fact they're paid millions of shillings to do fucking nothing.
Istg
#delete later#I'm so mad like#fuck this country sincerely#and then when you express how much you hate it here you're 'unpatriotic'#fucking hell
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Would love to know why my body has suddenly decided that it's okay to give up on trying to function when it's actually super not okay
#not snz#but i am coughing like hell so there's that#I'm not even sick or anything#my respiratory system is just being a bitch#tell me why I've been doing intense cardio for basically my whole life#never had a problem with any of it before#swam at the junior olympic level#was on the track and cross country teams all of high school#and now all of a sudden my throat wants to try to close whenever i run for more than twenty minutes#lung wise i was getting in enough oxygen but Something Was Happening#and it's been like twenty hours at this point and I'm still feeling it in my throat#fucking dying#i can breathe fine now like it's not bad anymore#but i can still fucking feel it#and if i breathe too deeply in makes me cough like hello wtf#my chest gets a little tight sometimes after i run but this is something else#and it's literally only when i run i can do any other type of cardio or exercise and it's fine#and it's not even every single time i run#fucking sporadic#hate it here
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good morning it is now 4 am and i have just finished watching atonement good night
#atonement#next tags are just going to be personal rants ignore that#i couldn’t sleep at all so i tried reading s&b and then fanfics and then the bell jar but it just didn’t hit#so then i tried writing but i just kept crying so i thought i’d watch a romance movie because yes#should’ve gone for four weddings and a funeral or pride and prejudice because what the hell is this#i didn’t know anything about this movie i just remember having it on my watchlist and saw ONE clip so i picked that help#and yes i ended up crying and the tears are still here but i’m also starting to think that that’s not entirely because of the movie at all#i stripped my bed off its sheets because the bright color annoyed me and it was already peeling off anyway and i was too lazy to put it rig#and when i pulled back from the screen after the movie finished and just look at how bare my bed is and how i’m in the middle of them#i just started crying again#and my legs are aching and i hate myself and i think i want to take a shower but maybe i’ll wait later on#i don’t think i’ll sleep at all honestly i’m not sleepy anymore#besides i’m thinking of going outside today just at the park i don’t know doing something#i always sleep really really late lately because my parents are out of country right now and no one is keeping me checked and i apparently#still can’t take care of myself. cried about that too it was something. why am the eldest daughter i’m so not fit for it#and then i always wake up at like 9 am and it’s already too late by then that i just never do anything productive#and it’s like i’ve been living in a simulation and i’m kinda going crazy and insane but it’s okay because today is going to be better#i hope because i’m not getting any sleep and i can finally go outside at 7 in the morning instead when it’s already way too hot#damn this is supposed to be one of the best years of my life??????? fuck off#also i can hear the azan subuh from the mosque by the neighborhood and i miss praying honestly#it’s so funny because i was happy to get my period because that meant i wouldn’t have to wake up so very early on in the morning#but i miss it now#hopefully my period will end soon#nadirants
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Just learned that the explicit reason for PE in America was to train children to get used to military like work outs.
I fucking hate this country
#america#usa#PE#school#I’m so lucky to live in a time period where this country is going to burn to the ground#I fucking hate it here#and I can’t wait to see the people that made my life hell burn and die with it
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not me starting to look up east asian unis for masters when i realize it would be waaaaay cheaper than europe and still academically fine generally
#me: if im able to escape from this hellhole then im not going into yet another homophobic/transphobic/misogynic etc country 😤#me when i realize it would be ₺800k vs ₺300k for tuition only: me and my bestie 🥰#i hate it here i have 0 ideas about what to do and i have to decide and do something SOON. fucking hell#how the fuck will i even make it idkkkkkkkkkkk#🗒
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